#the next on the verge of tears

[okami-zero]

And I thought Shadowbringers had utterly thrashed my emotions...😭

[leftneb]

[operationtimeguard]

bsd summarised

[r-aindr0p]

Uncomfortable with dancing.

Ramshackle prefect felt a bit ridiculous crying while wearing cool clothes.

Based on a personal experience and a part of me really felt bad for Idia when he had to go dance and sing in front of people, would have been mortified as well.

[eightdoctor]

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i think i hauve covid

[theunmarkedtombstone]

I should change the url of this blog to jigsaw apologist cause have you seen Lawrence's before and after?????? Say whatever you want about that old man and his methods, that Gucci ass suit does not lie.

[fat-psychward-sockgrippussy333]

Mkay so far loving my new therapist. Bonus points because not only do I connect with her she's a black woman.

I feel RAN THROUGH and GUTTED. like baybeeee 😭

[schnaf]

22 days until ode's 22nd birthday

day 22 aka THE COUNTDOWN IS OVER - ode's past birthday brrrr ppoppos

[toreii]

Silver: “………………nngh.”

Malleus: “There’s no point worrying about it here. Let’s head back to the farewell party.”

Silver: “………Could you…go back first, please?”

Malleus: “Silver?”

Silver: “I’ll follow soon…….guhh.”

Malleus: “What’s wrong? ……Are you crying?”

Silver: “F-Forgive me. Uugh…I’m showing you a pitiful sight.”

Malleus: “Don’t apologize. Children also cry.”

Silver: “I’m already 17. I will be an adult next year.”

Silver: “In the eyes of Lord Malleus and Father, I’m no different than a child, but…”

Silver: “17 years ago……my father found me as a baby deep in the forest in Briar Valley.”

Malleus: “…………”

Silver: “Father is a fairy, I’m a human. No blood ties, no obligation to raise me……nothing.”

Silver: “But, he raised me as his own child.”

Silver: “He fed me every day, taught me lessons, and stayed by my side all night when I went to bed.”

Silver: “Fairies and humans are different in terms of behavior, speed of growth…everything.”

Silver: “Few people know how to raise humans in Briar Valley. Besides, my father is single.”

Silver: “How difficult it was to raise a human baby without anyone to rely on……”

Silver: “I can’t thank him enough. I was going to spend my whole life repaying the favor……!”

Silver: “Even though……I still haven’t repaid him anything!”

Silver: “That person is about to die alone in a distant country.”

Malleus: “………………”

Silver: “My…father can no longer use magic, and his body is weakening…”

Silver: “Even if the day comes when I forget everything, I hope I can always support him by my side…!”

Malleus: “……Lilia has a good son.”

Silver: “I’m not a good son. I can’t even fulfill one of father’s wishes.”

Silver: “I want to send him off with a smile, just as he wanted……”

Silver: “I… I… uuuhh, uuuugh…!”

Malleus: “…………”

Malleus: “You said you were nothing to Lilia. “‘No blood connections, or an obligation to raise you’…”

Malleus: “I’m sure Lilia thinks the same way.”

Silver: “…Huh?”

Malleus: “A human life is surprisingly short compared to long-lived fairies like us.”

Malleus: “Devoting yourself, a human being, to wither for your own sake. I don’t believe there’s an obligation.”(?)

Silver: “Father……why……”

Malleus: “…………”

[makorragal-312]

Okay...

So the Buck and Chris conversation DEFINITELY didn't go the way I thought it would. Even as a joke.

Excuse me while I go in a corner and cry.

[voilaammayi]

the gloria scott has just properly and unapologetically annihilated me, I’ll be posting about it like my life depends on it as soon as I gather myself after whatever in hell was this

[hauntedselves]

tw i got triggered as fuck

i had a shit sleep and then on top of that this morning, like only 20mins after i woke up, my sister's partner suddenly exploded in anger, because my dog barked at our other roommate (who my dog is scared of). and i know sudden loud noises are a trigger for him (the partner) who also has PTSD but then he just, yelled and slammed doors and stomped around and. everything that triggers me, he did. and i know it wasnt to purposefully trigger me of course, and he's stressed and sick and overworked, and i know it's probably not really about my dog. but trauma doesn't care about the details, it just goes yelling angry man = dangerous = triggered as fuck. so i escaped and hid in the backyard and calmed myself down from having a panic attack... by dissociating lol. but thats what dissociation is, a protective (if at times maladaptive) coping strategy. and then eventually i went back into the house and hid in my room, thankful that the door locks (though I also know im not in any danger, he's not my stepdad). music + weighted blanket + comfort toy + dog + self soothing skills. feeling better but this is just gonna ruin the next few days for me, and I'll have nightmares tonight. my sister was also triggered, but she apologised on his behalf (annnnnd thats also triggering, it's too much like how my mum constantly was apologising for my stepdad....) and told him to talk to someone today, while he's gone (he left, thank fuck).

and its not even lunchtime 😞

[theminecraftgay]

Flops around sadly I am in so much pain helppppp

[absolutelyzoned]

its me and my inability to compromise against the world

[turbobyakuren]

I hope you guys never work in a company where you can work on the things you love but the awful terrible no good corporate management drains you of all of your goodwill and then discards you like a useless toy once youre exhausted to the bone and dare asking for basic respect

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

i already screamed abt it on twitter but yall...go watch 'look back' its absolutely amazing