#the mental health crisis was real but im a special boy and the department feels bad for me cause my mom died
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foxmulderautism · 1 year ago
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boys when they finish their degree at 2:48am on a friday 
doing something silly tonight
#LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#who remembers me trying to finish this in april and then being like actually guys i have to leave the internet for 3 months#like i wrote it but it bad and then i was like my mom died and im upset about it again#the mental health crisis was real but im a special boy and the department feels bad for me cause my mom died#actually the way i submitted this on the 25th its literally 10 months today#oversharing online is so important because like what if someone needed to know that#anyway#i love my unis summer resubmissions program mwah mwahhhhhh#i also literally wrote this w barely any guidance?? like i had 2 meetings w my tutor and the last was in october LOL#none of this got read because i was too mentally ill to reach out and they never reached out to me#which tbh the way my uni gave me NOOOO support over my moms death <3 anyway#dissertations are autism heaven if you take away the academic institution side of it i had sooo much fun with this#im sad i cant read this for a while/and will have it associated with a grade bc this is like my baby :(#this is like RR's weird non fiction cousin#literally revisiting all my notes and drafts in the last few weeks#and rewatching the movies i talk about#had me like OMGGGG AIDS narratives i have to write my AIDS narratives#I HAVE TO WRITE RR AND LOVER BOY#also not doing my masters this year means i can spend my sweet time cooking up my next of these#omg i get to enter my lover boy era for real now because IM UNEMPLOYED!!!!!!#and i need to officially withdraw from my masters LMAOOO#all of this tomorrow#i need to sleep but im too buzzed#omg this paper is like my baby and i dont want it to get graded but we move#hopefully my overall grade will be enough for masters in the future i kinda flopped my degree LOL#flopped = was not top of the class like in high school#but like i had soo much fun i want to do more academic writing away from the academic institution :(#so i dont associate it all with grades :(#im like preparing for imminent flop now but in my heart im proud of this#me when i make an aesthetic writeblr web weave but its with my dissertation
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