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vikings-til-valhalla · 8 months ago

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I beg the Gods for mercy and am given greater suffering instead. My faith does not waver. I know I am seen. My pain would not be so unbearable if They ignored me. I beg Them to just take me away already so this body stops aching and I no longer feel anything. They leave me here for a lifetime of pain and agony that only worsens with each day. I can do nothing. My silence to the Gods would be better, but I feel like swearing to the Nine Realms and their inhabitants until someone, anyone, comes to help. But I doubt with every passing day that I will ever receive any...

#i lost my insurance and am having the absolute worse lupus flare in my entire life and i cant see a doctor about it #i have never hurt so bad in all my entire life and i am screaming and crying literally like im dying #mun is a viking #not vikings #the insurance company btw doesnt give a fuck that my mother calls them several times daily for weeks on end #they dont care she is on the phone for hours every time and that she sends in paperwork emails faxes etc constantly #its never the right person who receives these things and there is no fucking right person its just that nobody fucking wants to do shit #id go to the hospital but the last thing my family needs is more hospital bills #we already have to pay for my mothers bills for being in and out over the last 3 months straight #plus the likely uninsured helicopter ride that saved her life and will cost more than the 40 days of stay she spent there #i cant take this i hate this i hate being alive like this why do i have to feel so much agony

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