#the humbly part applies to ourselves (mom

[hana-no-seiiki]

YOURE RICH?????????

In Philippine standards? very much. Internationally though I would be considered upper middle class.

Like my parents have enough money to live comfortably for several generations rich but we live pretty humbly. Mostly cause of religious purposes a lot of their earnings go to the less privileged family members of ours for education.

I try not to dig into their pockets too much though, hence why i wanted a scholarship in my coleg and am trying to gun for a full ride scholarship in ASMPH if not 75%

[terubakudan]

This may be an old article from 3 years ago, but these cultural aspects/observations still apply even today. And though this is strictly a Chinese perspective, a lot of these everyday life bits are observed in Overseas Chinese communities in countries such as The Philippines, Malaysia, Indonesia, etc. as well as countries heavily influenced by Chinese culture like Taiwan, Japan, and Korea.

I've always liked learning about other cultures and making comparisons between how things are done East vs West. Which probably stems from growing up with two cultures and Mom raising me on American movies xD

So the irony is if you asked me how many Chinese, Taiwanese, or Hong Kong actors I know, chances are I know as much as you do xD Like Jackie Chan, Andy Lau, and that's about it. But if you asked me about Western (specifically American and British) actors, then I have a useless brain dump of movie trivia and who was with who in what movie xD

Hmmm, both Taiwan and the Philippines are two distinct cultures but both look up to a certain country and are fascinated by that. In Taiwan's case, Japan and the US for the Philippines. In both cases, this is due to being under the rule of those countries in their history. Taiwan being under Japan for 50 years, and the Philippines being under Spain for 300+ years, followed by periods of American and Japanese rule. To put it simply though:

Taiwan is "mini-Japan with a very Chinese culture".

The Philippines is "former colony of Spain with lots of American influences".

But unlike the author, I've never set foot in any Western country, so my understandings are strictly what I've observed in media, which while it can be accurate, doesn't compare to actually experiencing the culture.

Some further elaboration on most points:

#1 We quite literally use chopsticks for everything. We use it to pick rice, viands, vegetables, fruit, smaller desserts, almost all the food you can think of.

But where do you put your chopsticks when you're not using them? Just put them on top of your bowl or flat on your plate. But do not ever stick them vertically. It's taboo, since it looks like incense sticks, which we use to pray for those who have passed, like our ancestors or during funerary services.

#3 The majority of Asia is obsessed with fair/white skin. In my time at the Philippines, I grew up watching all these Dove Whitening commercials and my classmates often commented on how fair my skin was, how they envied it etc. In Taiwan, girls often say they don't want to 變黑 (biàn hēi) 'become dark'. Japan and Korea too are not innocent of this either (if their beauty/skin products weren't a dead giveaway).

People here at Taiwan often mistake me for being from Hong Kong or Japan (as long as I don't speak Mandarin with my heavy accent xD). A Taiwanese classmate of mine joked that she often gets mistaken for being from Southeast Asia due to having a darker complexion. And while I laughed it off with her at that time, looking back, I now realize she was lowkey being racist. xD

And believe me Filipinas have mentioned literally being told 'your skin is so dark' here in Taiwan, or being given backhanded compliments like 'you're pretty despite having dark skin' and...*facepalms*

My point is, beauty is not exclusive to skin color. People who still think that are assholes.

#5 Not to say we don't have salt and pepper, but yes soy sauce and vinegar are the classic condiments you see on the table, be it at home or at a restaurant.

And if I may add, Taiwanese love their pepper. xD If you ever get to eat at a night market or a smaller "Mom n' Pop-style" restaurant here, some dishes/soups tend to add quite an excessive amount of pepper. Not like anthills, but quite liberally and way more than average. Enough that you see traces of pepper at the bottom of the food paper bag or swirling in your soup. xD

#6 I know this all too well from personal experience. In my years of studying at Taiwan, I always had roommates. 3 in my first school (I graduated high school in the Philippines pre K-12 so I had to make up 2 years of Senior High), followed by 2 in college, with the exception of 1 in freshman year.

My college did offer single person dorms but at around 9000 NTD ($324) per month compared to around 6000 NTD ($216) per semester. Because I wanted to save, the choice was obvious for me xD. But ah, this doesn't mean I don't value personal space, in fact I love having the room to myself, and since both my roomies would go home to their families every weekend, weekends were bliss for me xD

And you don't have to be friends with your roommates (that's an added bonus however), you just have to get along with them. I was quite lucky to have really great roommates all throughout my schooling years.

#9 In the Philippines, we do. Owing mostly to American influences and maybe being predominantly Catholic? xD

#10 *sigh* Chinese parents and parents from similar Asian cultures tend to put too much emphasis on grades, so much that kids could get sent to cram school as early as elementary. This is because what school you get into could literally affect your future job opportunities, and while that's not exclusive to any particular country/culture, I feel it's especially pronounced here in Asia. I'm really lucky my own parents weren't that strict about it. However, if your parents don't point the mistakes out to you, chances are you'll do it yourself, if you're an Asian kid like me anyway. xD It just becomes a habit.

#11 My family is an exception to this. xD We do say 'I love you' directly, but complete with the 'ah eat well ok?', 'don't scrimp on food', 'sleep well' and similar indirect words/actions of affection. We were doing 'Conceal, Don't Feel' before it became popular. xD

#13 I'm kind of confused about this but this has sort have changed over the years in which eye-contact is now more encouraged. But don't stare, especially at elders and authority figures. Sometimes it's just shyness though. xD And I've observed this with my own Taiwanese friend, especially when I'm complaining or ranting to her about something. xD I'm a person who likes to express my opinions strongly, which tends to scare/alienate some of the locals here, as doing so is kind of frowned upon. Thankfully, she does listen and offers her take on things.

#14 Ah this. xD In the Philippines, this is a common greeting known as beso-beso, and I freaked out too when an auntie did that to me. xD Needless to say, Mom lectured me later on what that was. ^^"

#16 Along with #3 another crazy beauty standard. In my view, people always look better with a little meat on them and when they're not horribly thin. Asia still has a loonng way to go with accepting different types of bodies if you ask me. This combined with modern beauty standards has made the pressure for women especially to 'look beautiful' higher than ever.

I know many people love them but please, starving yourself or glorifying eating disorders is never OK just to get this kind of 'ideal' body. I'm not part of the Kpop fandom, but even I think when idols get bullied just for gaining the least bit of weight among other insensitive comments, that's really going too far.

#17 'If you want to make friends, go eat.' <- I couldn't agree more. In the Philippines we have a greeting: 'Kumain ka na ba?' (Have you eaten?) . Similarly in Taiwan, we have 吃飯了沒? (chī fàn le méi), both of these can mean that in the literal sense but are often used as greetings instead. By then which invitation to having lunch/dinner together may or may not follow. Food really is a way for us to socialize and to catch up with what's going on in each other's lives. Not to say we don't have regular outings like going out to the mall, going shopping, etc. but eating together is a huge part of our culture, be it with family or friends.

And while I'm at it, some memes that are way too accurate good to pass up xD

Parents, uncles, aunties alike will fight over the bill xD

Alternatively:

You just space out until your name is called xD

My parents are guilty of the last one. Logic how? xD

#18 True. xD I like giving compliments out to people but I have a hard time accepting them myself, though I've learnt how to accept them much more now than before. We're kind of raised to constantly downplay ourselves so we often say things like 'ah no no' or 'I'm really not that good'. The downside of this of course is that it can come off as somewhat fake. xD

Again from personal experience, that same classmate who made the lowkey racist remark, she was good, she was on the debate team, was a honor student, knew how to mingle with people, but she downplayed herself way too much, while praising me but I honestly thought that she never really meant it from how she treated me. She wanted to keep me around her yet make backhanded compliments at me and she didn't want me socializing with my other classmate who is now my friend. *sigh* It was only after discussing this with one of my roomies did I realize how this 'excessive downplaying' might come off to people like me who more or less grew up with a more 'Westernized' mindset. I'm not saying brag about your achievements but don't be overly humble about them either, which can also be a turn off.

#20 We do tend to be a lot more realistic on how we view things, neither entirely optimistic nor pessimistic. We try to think of things practically and often analyze things on pure logic. A downside of this however, is that Chinese people can be overly practical. Taiwanese for instance don't like to 'find inconveniences' and generally keep to themselves, meaning, they won't help you in your hour of need even when they do have the capabilities. Sounds really harsh I know, but in my 6 years of living in Taiwan, while this doesn't apply to all the people, a lot of them really do only find/talk to you when they need something.

So for some people saying Taiwanese are 'friendly', that's BS xD If you ask me, Filipinos are infinitely more friendly, and again while not all, generally make more of an effort to help you when you need it. I really felt more of a real sense of community during my years growing up in the Philippines compared to Taiwan.

#21 Children do tend to stay with their parents well into college and adulthood, since Chinese families are indeed very family-oriented, in a lot of cases, grandparents often live under the same roof as us as well! And it really does save a lot of money. I see there's a real stigma in the US when it comes to "living with your parents", but that's starting to change especially because of Covid and having more and more people move back in with their parents.

Housing unfortunately is pretty much hella expensive no matter where you go, and Taiwan is no exception. Steep housing prices and the very high cost of raising a child (schooling + buxiban fees, etc.) contribute to a very low birth rate and thus an aging population like Japan. It's not uncommon to see both parents working in Taiwan.

#23 I'm an overthinker myself, but I totally agree with the author that the best is to strike a good balance between these two. Which I guess is why I love drawing or any other related creative attempts, it helps me be more spontaneous or well, creative! I like to remain intellectually or artistically inspired.

#24 Is French high school really like that? xD My friend did watch SKAM France and more or less got a culture shock from what was depicted on the show. I can confirm however that most high schools both in the Philippines and Taiwan require students to wear a uniform, only in college is everybody free to wear casual/civilian clothes.

#26 Ah this is part of our Asian gift-giving etiquette xD We always open gifts later after the event/meeting and in private. Never open them in front of the person who gave it to you or in front of others. This is to prevent any 'shame/embarrassment' that may result both to yourself and to the gift giver. I know this may come off as something weird since some people may want a more honest response or immediate feedback when it comes to gift-giving, but that's just how it is in our culture. You're always free to ask us though (in private) if we liked the gift or not ^^"

#28 I want to say the same goes to drinking, partying, and drugs however xD Those are things which are still frowned upon in our culture. And to be honest, whenever I see those in movies, it does kind of turn me off xD It doesn't mean that we're "uncool" or "boring", we just think that there are much better or healthier ways of "having fun".

#31 Is this true in France?! Man I would kind of prefer that instead of people being on their phones all the time xD This kind of goes with #20 in that Chinese are overly practical or logical, and don't read fiction as much as nonfiction. My Taiwanese friend is an exception though, she's a bibliophile who loves the feel of paper books compared to e-books, and it's a trait of her that I like a lot. Both the Philippines and Taiwan however have a huge fanbase when it comes to manga and anime though.

I'm all for reading outside of "designated reading" at schools especially. Reading fiction improves your vocabulary too, and can be quite fun! It helps you imagine and really invest in a world/story, and if you ask me something that I feel Westerners are better at, they're more in touch with their emotions and creativity, and are thus much more able to write compelling or original stories. Believe me, I've seen a fair amount of Chinese movies that rip off Western movie plotlines xD

#33 Nothing much to add on here..except that since I'm a "weird" person, Mom often jokes that she got the wrong baby from the hospital. xD

#35 True. While I agree with the care and concern that your fellow community can give you, the downside of this is we tend to only hang out with our own people, e.g Chinese with Chinese, Taiwanese with Taiwanese, etc. I've seen too that it's especially hard to make friends in Japan and Korea as a foreigner. Not only is there the language barrier, but the differences in culture too. In a way, Asians can be pretty close-minded on getting to know other cultures or actually making friends with people from other countries. I know this all too well being half-Taiwanese/half-Filipino, being neither "Filipino" enough nor "Taiwanese" enough. xD It's more of people here being too used to what they're comfortable with.

#36 Oh this is something I feel that Chinese students and other students from similar cultures should really improve on. xD How will people respect you if you don't speak your mind?

I felt bad especially for my Spanish teacher in college, granted it was an introductory course (Spanish I and II) but the amount of times that our teacher had to prompt a student to recite/speak even with clear hints already made her (and me too) extremely frustrated. The thing is, these are college students, I personally feel they don't have any reason to be so shy of speaking and technically by not doing so they're slowing the pace of the class too much and a lot of time is wasted.

Unfortunately you can't always be very vocal with your thoughts and opinions in most Asian cultures. I would say strive for that, but at the same time, play your cards well, especially if you're in a workplace setting.

If you made it to the end, thank you for reading and here's a cookie! 🍪 I'm not perfect and there's bound to be something I missed so please let me know if you spotted anything wrong. Feedback/questions are very much welcome and please feel free to share about your country/culture's differences or similarities!

[maiboo-e]

The big 3-0

There's always been a sort of stigma around turning 30, especially in our society, for obvious reasons. So many specific statuses are expected to be reached, whether marital, financial, or societal, in order to define one's success. "A life well lived". It's all about what you would've gained by that point, but what they don't tell you enough is how much you shed.

To begin with, I was never in a rush to grow up. Not in fear of growing old, per se. But I just never understood why anyone would want to rush the now which is already so fleeting. The happiness is felt now, the sadness is felt now, the living is happening now! Pace yourself, Mai, for someday you'll be clawing at the remnants of days refusing to last.

I'm more humble than to claim I've stumbled upon some great wisdom billions before me hadn't already reached. But I revisited my memories and discovered some nuggets from my experiences and revelations that I wish someone could have bestowed upon me on my rocky road to 30. So here’s a letter I want to send to myself in the past…

Finally leaving our 20s is a blessing! Yes, my body aches in places I never thought could, and the sun goes down and I can't think of something cozier than snuggling up on a couch with my cup of coffee and a good movie, and I miss the days I felt immortal and like the streets had a magic binding me from going home. Just like Cinderella, you feel as if the clock would tick 12 and the fairytale would wear off, right?

Our parents did try to warn us a lot about the turbulent 20s and we didn't necessarily think they were lying, but we assumed they came from a time completely irrelevant to our then-current reality. "They couldn't possibly understand", we said. The things I can confirm from their imparted wisdom are these two…

First, the best friends we'll most likely ever make are the ones we met in school or college. The bonds we’ll have created just by being these two clumsy earthlings in each other's lives trying to figure out what kind of persons we want to be is priceless. It means we’ll have been in some of our rawest and purest versions of ourselves together, before we decided to try out an emo phase or a partying phase, or whatever we thought we needed to do to fit in or find ourselves.

Second, we'll realize we wasted so much thought and effort trying to reinvent ourselves from year to year out of regular bouts of identity crises just to impress others or feel less like an alien. Honey, we're all aliens in our 20s. And it's true that everyone's too busy recalling that one stupid joke they wish they hadn't said earlier today to even focus on that famous song only we didn't know. We're all stuck in our internal trivial battles and we aren't even full human beings to have earned the spot to judge anyone, let alone ourselves.

Now on to some things I wish they had given us a head's up about…"Bad influence" friends aren't only those our mom warned us about in school, they exist everywhere, even well into our young adult years. We can so easily start to become like the handful of people we spend most of our time with, and that can either drown our potential or morph us into something we can't be proud of. And God forbid you aren't proud of yourself in your 20s! You don't need to be adding any more insecurities, really.

So I now know to keep people whose life values I share or at least can understand or respect. You gotta meet on the same grounds somehow because you'll now have little energy to give anyway.

Marie Kondo, the Japanese organizing consultant, keeps advising to retain only belongings that "spark joy". I've learned this applies to people too, even places and activities, but let's elaborate on the people part. Energy does deplete, and so does the capacity to trust, open up, and even love. We'll regret reaching the finish line of our 20s feeling too spent, wondering if we have anything left to give. Surprise – we weren't invincible after all! So prepare yourself to find out that friends will become few and far between. They may not grow in numbers, but if you've got your head screwed on right - AKA have put in efforts to better understand who you are and what you need - I can promise you that they will grow in quality. It will get lonelier when we start becoming selective of the kinds of people we keep around, but we'll feel there's a lot less "noise". And that calm will be a blessing at times we're too busy becoming more responsible and accountable for ourselves and our loved ones. To touch up further on the topic of invincibility, I cannot stress this enough: you're a feeble human being in your 20s. Stop pretending to be so strong, 'cause that one person (or two…or three) will come along, and do great damage to our foundation. It'll become increasingly harder to find a big enough treasure trunk in our mind to tuck and lock away that baggage, trust me. Okay, let's talk about some perks - where that "invincible" power you thought you had seems to truly come to fruition. Your power is you. You’ll realize you can dream things and work towards their realization, all on your own, believe it or not. Without mommy or daddy's help.

And this piece of advice needs to be stripped of any descriptions or superlatives: Patience. Patience. Patience. You heard me. And all those things we learned - time to unlearn them! Yep, we can learn all the wrong things too. Education isn't always positive. Finally, we'll experience this nearing 30, after spending some time with those born a decade or two after us, I guarantee you won't be able to knock off that endearing and grateful smile off our face at some point when you realize how far we’ve gone, how many lives it feels like we’ve lived, and how many stories we’re surprised we have, stories that can fill a trilogy of books. And guess what, we're only just getting started. -Mai E.

[persephones-progress]

What an okay ish start to this new year. I havnt given myself a full chance to celebrate all the hard work from last year. I knew to take off the semester and i would need to reground and sorta sit on everything I learned.

Ignore how Im typing this is broken English because its like 4am

So here I am. The past week was challenging, many childhood wounds came to surface again, to heal to talk about, to yell about. Im so grateful my mother gave me room to express myself and be supportive. I truly live in such a feminine environment with her now that my dad is gone. We miss him and its hard but were making the best of it and have worked hard to renovate the home and support ourselves. My girlfriends come over and we have peaceful meals and share laughter. I am so proud of myself regarding who I am with family and friends. Its been a lot and I know I will continue to make new friends as I continue my journey and I can only hope to me a creature of depth further, even in situations I feel so temporary in, its easy to be silent and sometimes that silence is needed but mostly I want to remind people how much they are worth something and are important. I hope my mom and I can renovate the backyard and bathroom tub as those are the last things on our list. I want to ensure we have a nice outdoor area to sit with flowers and shade and have a little slice of nature, a private garden sort of feel to escape being inside and espape our minds. I know we can build a garden that is stately and beautiful. Regarding bathroom that will be more money but is important, we deserve a better tub and tile area, the one now is that apartment plastic type. Everything else in the bathroom is new except the tub. I really strongly feel if we do these things this year it will be tieing all this hard work we’ve put in i in a nice silk ribbon of our care. Im sure I can hire people to do the work and my eye with design will be good. Sitting in the backyard this spring and enjoying the rain and seeing what flowers and large bushes can grow sounds absolutely perfect and then having a giant tub to take a long hot soak in, perfection! Luxury and humbleness combine!

Regarding school I need to take time to decide if drama school is even right for me. Im glad I auditioned for Juilliard it taught me a lot just that one morning. I have a good 5 plays bookmarked and in reading them I know I will have a better sense on if I am drawn to theatre. Most drama schools focus on theatre with side emphasis in film. Before I just pack up and go for two to four years I better damn we’ll decide if i like theatre enough to make that commitment! I was so caught up in climbing this rope and doing sorta what I thought would best that i forgot about instinct in a way. If I enjoy reading these plays to the degree that they spark not only visuals butt also emotion as well then maybe I will audition more and make that commitment. In this process I also want to narrow the drama schools im drawn to down to 5 or so, that way should I decide to pursue it in the coming years I will be able to jump in and apply to multiple places and audition around the same time for them. I really do think that being in school was good and I learned but i need time to take in all that i learned and pat myself on the back. I think in being a student I felt so young and insecure again in many ways. I forget that at school one does the work but at work one also learns. I need a bit of both but I really do feel a big part of me that is ready to jump in and learn at work as I go. I think my strength is auditioning and being a person who can make others want to work with them, i have a great atttidude. I know i have the voice for this work and the brain for it, my main note is to be in my body more and connect with emotion, so I think to work on those things I need some time away from class work. I was going to take tai chi and fencing but its already end of january and perhaps too late to sign up for class. I also didnt want a committed scedule to do till may. I feel some immediate travel on the horizon.

Besides the drama schools and plays i have bookmarked I have a lot of WWOF farm stays bookmarked and I need to research them throughly and pick a couple. I want to travel even if the times are uncertain with covid. I want to just do some farm work, some good old fashioned work with my hands, i think this will help me with my connection to my body and really really loving more the skin im in beyond its aesthetic beauty. I want to be in the sun, and eat fresh food, and make new connections with people, be in the countryside, by the ocean, among flowers. My heart needs and aches for these things and i think before I can work hard on sets, or work hard in drama school I need a solid vacation and a solid work vacation. I have a passport, i have travel bags, i have the clothing i would need etc, if a good friends comes with me great but if i have to go alone thats fine too. I should really do a least one of these stays this spring before the summer.

I would talk about love life but that isnt on my mind like it once was in my youth. Which is so refreshing. I still have attractions and am open but I think i am the most important thing in my life right now.

Shortlist of spring goals

Home:

-new bathtub/tile: a nice deep porcelain heated tub, with tile up the walls and a glass door

-start backyard: lay down tiles, do some planting of permanent flower bushes that can grow big, maybe do deck and pergola

School

-read plays: to decide if even like theatre

-narrow down drama schools

Work:

-stay open to booked jobs maybe still happening this summer

-apply for more roles

-update acting profile and keep practicing on body and emotion

Social Life:

-see friends as often as possible and really focus on having fun

Love Life:

-continue to stay open and proud of the intimacy I have invited in

[arcanalogue]

On Keeping Important Things To Yourself, Or: ‘The Revelation Will Not Be Instagrammed’

I had a really profound experience this past weekend, while staying out in the desert with friends. In fact, it was the kind I might even capitalize: a Profound Experience!

(Don’t worry, I’m not going to tell you about it!)

Naturally though, I cataloged the entire thing, writing notes to myself so I wouldn’t forget a single detail. And before we’d even returned home, I was well into the “research” phase of the Profound Experience, tumbling down Wikipedia rabbit-holes in search of terminology, precedents, areas of overlap with others’ Profound Experiences, established traditions that might explain what had happened and (perhaps most importantly) tell me what to do about it. 

It’s an exhilarating feeling, that research phase, uncovering the vastly interconnected nature of our history, our cultures, our entire reality. You can’t just pull one thread, the whole fabric comes with it. Before the internet, this would have taken weeks. 

But even after a couple days of trying to pin this Experience down, I was getting tired and frustrated. I’d only spent a few minutes having the Experience in the first place, and now I’d gorged myself on all this additional context. It was began keeping me from being able to recall the Experience purely, as it had happened. Why was I doing this to myself??

Fortunately, in my groping I stumbled across this article about the Tao Te Ching, which commented:

"’The unnameable is the eternally real. Naming is the origin of all particular things.’ The second line of Mitchell's translation opens up the nature of the dysfunction. We're accustomed to perceiving our world and all the objects in it by naming them. But what if we stop obsessively naming everything and instead just — pardon me while I slip in to full on hippy mode for a moment — rest in awareness?

What the Tao Te Ching does, time and time again, is attempt to show us how we might see things if we could spend more time in awareness, and less in naming. ‘Practice not-doing, and everything will fall into place.’"

To my tired brain, reading this felt like cool water splashed across a hot sidewalk, making it passable for tender bare feet. (I grew up in the desert, I’m not just a tourist!)

So I closed all of my Wikipedia tabs, and went for a walk outside in the afternoon sunshine. I wanted to see if I could feel the Experience, become illuminated by it once again, even faintly, and grasp its truth just as closely, just as palpably, simply by relaxing my focus instead of straining toward it. 

Not only was this successful, but walking with this glow unexpectedly reminded me of my ultimate purpose as a diviner. 

We find messages. We find meanings. That is the work of a diviner. We must always strive to embody that quality, whether we’re searching on behalf of ourselves or others. 

I find messages. I find meanings. Not everybody does, but I do, and always have. Powerful words and images make their way to me, as if by magic. Interpreting them is something that comes after; first you have to find them, recognize them. 

Messages don’t always come with a calling card or ingredients list attached. It’s not always clear who or what is speaking, or whether the face we see is a mask worn by something else. It probably is! Just assume it is. 

But we care about getting these things right, about being in harmony with all the forces out there which are greater than ourselves (which is nearly everything, kids). And the part of our mind that’s anchored to this world, this time and place, craves to know things and do things. Without something to know or to do, we can get very restless and grumpy indeed.

And have you noticed? There’s a tendency among mystical types to attempt speaking with authority, to draw oneself up to an impressive (yet still #humble) height and declare: “I am a practitioner of [insert tradition here], and/or a worshiper of [insert entity], who speaks to/through me.” There are certainly material benefits to behaving this way. Certainty confers trust, and trust leads to faith, and faith — whether in a belief or a person — is a lucrative business. 

This is why we spiritual and occult weirdos (especially white folks, most of whom weren’t born into a tradition that provides context for our Profound Experiences) end up relentlessly sniffing out the pedigree of our own gnosis, sort of like how Mormon moms go overboard with geneaology. 

The message itself ends up tucked away a drawer, almost secondary to the quest for unassailable authority in determining its authorship, which also ultimately determines its audience. But... and I ask this sincerely... who cares?

I’m not faulting this instinct of ours. How could it be otherwise? We’re a bunch of lonely, hallucinating apes who want to feel understood. Which is why I try not to look askance at others’ work, or weigh my methods or Experiences against theirs. What would be the point? 

I feel the same way about labels related to magical practice. There are times when we urgently feel the need to name ourselves, claim a title that we can then labor to live up to. But almost immediately we discover the limitations of these labels. I love thinking of myself as a witch... so many enticing connotations! Right up to the moment when someone else refers to me as a witch, and then I feel the seriousness and specificity of what I’m attempting is undermined, since “witch” and “witchcraft” can be applied to nearly anyone and anything. I’m more than this word, dammit. At times, I’m something else altogether. 

But the word itself isn’t the problem, the act of naming is. 

Consider this post is a message in a bottle to you, whomever may be reading. Just as there is power in naming things, there can be even greater power in NOT naming things. This is the meatiest kernel of truth contained in the Powers of the Sphinx, that old chestnut of Western occultism: “To Know, To Dare, To Will, and To Keep Silent.” 

Silence is a necessary component of reflection, and reflection is a necessary component of divination.

One of the things I’ve discovered along this journey is that the qualities that make a good diviner don’t necessarily lend themselves to crafting an exciting or successful web/social media presence. We end up performing what we know, polishing our thoughts and expressions into nice, glossy, digestible packages. That’s a useful skill to have! But it’s also a short leap from there to only valuing the kinds of experiences that lend themselves to being shared, slowly grooming oneself to only have the kinds of thoughts that can be expressed through these media.

It’s a mindfuck, dear reader.

I want would-be diviners to know that it’s possible to hear a call, and answer it, without ever putting pen to paper, without plugging words into a search engine. It’s written on your heart, where nothing is ever truly forgotten. You can honor this experience by sitting with it, or expressing it through your deeds, without ever having to explain or justify it to anyone. 

And a reminder: just as it’s valuable to inspire and draw inspiration from others, your own Profound Experiences mustn’t end up being constrained to whatever you can manage to broadcast to others in words or pixels. If you’re struggling with that, consider keeping it to yourself for a while so it can distill and speak to you more deeply. As Kahlil Gibran wrote:

“And in much of your talking, thinking is half murdered. For thought is a bird of space, that in a cage of words may indeed unfold its wings but cannot fly.”

The irony of blogging about this isn’t lost on me, so I’m doubling down and including some pics from last weekend. Did you know people are far more likely to engage with your content when they can see your face? 

😐

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What do we say?

Last evening I was privy to a conversation among comfortable friends who agreed that as we have explored the years north of age 50, some things become easier. Like saying “No thanks” to an invitation without a sense of obligation, justification, or apology. I am paraphrasing one of those friends who said:” I only have so much energy and I am careful how I spend it.” She’s nailed it. We can still do most of what we have always done, but now we build in recovery time; not just physically but emotionally and even spiritually. Most of us in the age 55-60 range will admit that we feel we’ve earned the privilege of making choices with more self-interest than we once might have. There is a great strength and a knowing comfort in having acknowledged this age and stage of self-awareness, the newer self-appreciation that allows us to quietly disengage.

Saying no isn’t limited to social engagements either; it also applies to a lack of interest, favours that come with strings attached, and most bullshit in general.It doesn’t mean we become unkind, we still find patience with one another’s fanciful whims and will step up in support whenever we are genuinely needed. We listen to one another’s secret fears and nod knowingly in authentic solidarity without the need to “fix” anything. We laugh outright at one another’s nonsense in a way that only friends can...gentle admonishments served with a heapin’ helpin’ of “ I love you you big turkey!”

Saying “No” comfortably marks a kind of rite of passage. I wonder then if the same is true of saying “Yes” ? Our self-definitions and our needs naturally alter over time: “I am a parent”, “I am a daughter”, “I am a spouse”, “I am (insert any culture, hobby, profession or livelihood here)”: “I am this sum of many parts.” “I am a work in progress.”

We not only say “yes” to saying “No”, we also are saying yes to time for ourselves, both recovery and self-indulgence. We say yes to travelling places we haven’t been before because there was no room for that opportunity  while we were busy raising ourselves and others and all that entails. We say yes without guilt to asking for things for ourselves: “Honey I really need a couple of hours of downtime/a weekend away with the girls/ something to drive other than a Soccer Mom van. I’ll see you when I get back.” We need the people in our lives to acknowledge that we are still growing, still testing our limits, still curious and are finally taking time to play with all of that because we can.

My Beloved and I have undergone a journey over the last 18 months or so of figuring out what things that together or separately we are saying no and yes to. It has been in the hunt for a different kind of life, a quieter and simpler one, that we have discovered so much about what we don’t need anymore as well as those things that could be deal-breakers. We have said a resounding “yes” to purging our closets and our habits, sometimes because they are outworn and sometimes, to make room for new growth. A successful yard sale is one that means nothing you took out gets to come back in the house; if it doesn’t sell it gets donated, etc, which can feel like losing 200 pounds of ballast. We put half our stuff into storage in order to show and sell our home and we were amazed at how much lighter both we and the house itself felt. It was a bit unnerving at first to not have stacks of books on every shelf, momentos everywhere,  and a chair in every corner, but boy, did it bring a lot of light into our spaces, both literal and figurative. We each had the opportunity to go through “stuff” and decide what was truly worth keeping. It opened our attitudes a little wider in terms of where we might like to find ourselves next. We dearly love our families and community but do we really need to stay in the city in order to keep them? We love the work that we do, but do we really need to keep doing it full-time when there are other interests that tempt our attention ?

Leaving a job to devote my full energies to painting and clearing an entire house was both wonderful and not, because it took away part of my self-definition. In conversation people invariably ask: “and what do you do for a living?” Right now, I don’t. And that’s all kinds of weird. I write in my spare time, but I don’t make a living at it so I can’t really call myself a Writer. My massage table is packed away into storage with most of our belongings because we thought we would have a new destination secured by now, so I am not a practitioner either. My Beloved is happy to have me doing all the background stuff while she luckily earns enough to keep us both, benefits and all. But right now we aren’t at “home” in the traditional sense. We define ourselves and our choices often by the company we keep, the employment we have and the place we live. When one or more of those key things become ambiguous, it presents a quandary about exactly what and even when to say yes or no. We have found ourselves fine-tuning the definition of what “home” means exactly.

Over 11 years we’ve talked about living much more simply and harmoniously with the land around us; producing most of what we consume, using the energies of our minds and bodies, hopefully staying healthy and independent within our means for as long as possible. 10 years ago, we were all prepared to reclaim a brown-space and build ourselves a green-run straw-bale cottage. We took courses, helped heave and plaster bales on other people’s builds and constantly modified our designs. As we got older, we looked into adaptive technologies; maybe taking an old building and greening it to be more efficient and sustainable; lower cost, less waste. We compared design/build features, studied geographic land values and took a hard look at our resources weighed against our respective ages and abilities. In the past 18 months we have looked seriously at several different options along the spectrum and missed out on several of them because they were contingent on the sale of our own little city house. But really, they haven’t turned out to be losses so much as lessons. Each place offered a different set of possibilities, and we know that between us, we can make almost anything work as long as the structural bones are good and the soil is clean. We’ve said “Yes”  several different times. But the Universe seems to say “No, not yet”, even though each successive option brought us closer to our ideals.Once our city house finally sold, we quickly said “yes”, and changed it to a “no”; it the first place that came along  and we were impatient to move on. We certainly could have made it work, but there were hidden costs we decided we could not say yes to without sacrificing  part of what we’d learned we truly need. Most recently, we found a property we thought ticked the greatest number of boxes yet on our yes/no list, but one more time, it was not meant to be. Someone else got there first. We’ve come so close, a couple of times, only to find ourselves back again, still searching. There have been moments when it all feels quite personal though we know that it’s not. We know the pieces are bound to come together but the patience is hard.

At ages 58 and 53, we are blessed to have the luxury of saying yes or no. We are technically without a home though we have been made very welcome and comfortable at a friend’s house for as long as we need one. We have politely said “no” to people who’ve suggested we are crazy and should just let go of the dream. We have said “yes” to every creative idea presented to us, no matter how outlandish or daunting they might sound, because we have many loved ones who genuinely want to see us have a crack at making magic, and who very much want to come along for the ride. We’ve never felt like we were doing any of this in isolation. Our cheerleaders are just getting louder. The most resounding “yes” always comes from our own contemporaries who are also giving themselves permission to stretch and learn and say “yes” to their own dreams.

And while we continue our search, there are so many things to always say “yes” to: the company of old friends, the laughter of “I knew you when” and the communal dissecting of ourselves as 50-somethings who know damned well we are a long way from done. To the decent wines, and using the good china, to the shredding of old hurts and the letting go of mouldy baggage sitting too long in the back of the cupboard. We finally have the courage to bring the shadowy bits into the light and watch them dissolve as so much night mist, because that’s how unsubstantial they have become. We give away things we once treasured to someone we know will discover new joy in them. We make space to expand our perspective as we fine-tune our focus. We adjust our sails, knowing that the wind will change again anyway.

There is such beauty and such hope in the luscious and judicious use of the words “yes” and “no”. Say yes to tears of loss and longing, then dry them with another “yes” of new people and experiences. Say “no” to the obligation of events you don’t want to attend and “yes” to the ones you’ve always been curious about. Contradict yourself now and then, it certainly is humbling to get caught in your own clumsiness and have to regain your footing. “Oops” , and “oh well” also come in handy. We all fall. We get up, usually with a little help , and we just get on with it. Yes, yes we do.

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08/15/2018 DAB Transcript

Nehemiah 9:22-10:39 , 1 Corinthians 9:19-10:13 , Psalms 34:1-10 , Proverbs 21:13

Today is the 15th day of August. Welcome to the Daily Audio Bible. I am Brian. And it's great to be here with you as we move through the center of our week, the heart of our week. And so here in the middle of everything, let's pour God's word into the center of our lives. We're reading from the Good News Translation this week. Nehemiah 9:22-10:39 today.

Commentary:

Okay. So, in 1 Corinthians, Paul continued to share his posture of ministry. And yesterday he spoke of the honorable right of those who had devoted themselves to ministry to be able to care for their needs and support their families from that work, even though he didn't exercise that right. And today Paul discussed the fact that he was a free man but had found it meaningful to look at himself as a slave to all people. And in looking at the world through those eyes, Paul could reverence everyone no matter who they were. And then he encouraged us to consider this posture in our own lives. By understanding that it can be done, but it takes the same kind of self-discipline that an athlete must commit to in order to win. And one of those disciples is the vigilance required to observe the ways our hearts can be seduced or tempted. Paul said, If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall. The temptations in your life aren't any different from what others experience. And God is faithful. And he will not allow you to be tempted more than you can stand. So, this example that Paul gave the Corinthians is one that we can all put to good use. We can lower ourselves. We can humble ourselves so that we might find common ground with whoever we're talking to. We can understand that this posture is a discipline. It's something that we learn a skill, a strength that we commit to. And we can learn from the past and choose not to repeat it. And we can be vigilant about things that would pull our hearts off course. These characteristics, if we want to call them that, these traits or behaviors, are all things that we would be able to say we can see them in Jesus. And, so, if we are in the pursuit of becoming Christ-like, than we must follow in the footsteps of the Savior.

Prayer:

Father, we commit to that. Self-discipline, it can be a very, very challenging thing. We can find ourselves seduced into all kinds of things, whether that be the candy bar we shouldn't pick up at the gas station or things of much more significance. And this imagery of training like an athlete is imagery we can all understand today and has been able to be understood for thousands of years. This kind of vigilance and discipline and pursuit of the goal, of the prize. We understand that, we just don't often apply it to our spiritual lives. So, often we're leaning on grace, like we don't have to really do any work because we can just lean on grace. And yet that's not what Paul is instructing us to do. He's instructing us to become strong and disciplined people, mature men and women of the kingdom of God, wielding the authority of the kingdom of God on this planet, which takes skill and discipline that we have to grow into. So, we see this and see the converse, the alternative that we don't do this. And that we become weak and flabby and are tossed to and from by every wind of doctrine. And this life of faith never makes any sense because we never ever got any further than being an infant. Come, Holy Spirit. We wanna grow up. We wanna be effective men and women for Your kingdom on this earth, conduits that You can channel Your love through toward anyone, anywhere, anytime. Come Jesus we pray. In Your mighty name we ask. Amen.

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Community Prayer and Praise:

Hi family. This is Jeff Bernhardt calling from Canada. Just wanted to reach out and put a prayer request up there. I am in ministry and I’m also in business and at a real change of season in my life. A lot of things are shifting and moving and just really need clarity for where God wants me to go and the decisions He wants me to make. And I don’t typically reach out for prayer but I’ll tell you, when you pray with people you become more connected. I do feel more connected to this community. So, I’m just gonna throw it out there and ask you to pray for me and this situation, that God will give me wisdom and clarity and that the enemy wouldn’t be able to bring confusion or any type of fear at all. I’m really looking to step out in faith into this next season and just want to do what God’s calling me to do. And wanted to let you guys know that I am hearing your requests and I am praying for you, pretty much on a daily basis. Brian, love what you guys do and excited to be a part of this community. Anyway, have a very great week and wishing all the best for you all. Be blessed.

Hello DAB brothers and sisters. This is Rob Still, worship dude in Nashville Tennessee. It is Sunday morning, August 12th as I’m driving on my way to lead worship at church and I just wanted to implore you guys to remember your pastors and the people who serve on your church and read to remember to pray for them. They are men and women who have committed their lives to serving the body of Christ however flawed they may be. And they truly need the prayers and intercessions of their brothers and sisters. So, thank you for all of you guys who stay on the podcast and listen to the prayer requests. I listen to them. I don’t call a whole lot but thank you for all pray. Thank you for all who call in. Now for me, specifically, I am in a difficult situation this week and I really pray that you guys would just intercede, that the will of God would be done. May His kingdom come. Okay, that’s it for now. So, may the Lord richly bless you. Thank you for praying.

Hi DABbers. This is hopeful. I just want to thank you so much for all of your prayers for us to be able to get pregnant. I can’t tell you how much that has meant to me and I don’t know why it’s so hard for some of us to call but it is. It’s just hard for me. I want to also say that I’ve been praying for all of you every day I listen to this. Every single morning I walk my dog and I just lift each and every one of you up in prayer. And I just love you guys and I thank you for this. Brian and Jill, thank you for this amazing community. I wanted to continue to ask for prayer, of course, for us to be able to get pregnant. There’s a lot I haven’t shared and I want to also be able to say that I do have…I don’t know if it’s called a praise report, because I had a tumor at one point that was benign on my ovaries. And I’ve never looked at that as a blessing but I’m coming to realize the doctors had told me either I would wake up with one ovary and fallopian tube missing or I would wake up with having had a full hysterectomy and having to start chemotherapy. And I was going through a lot of that time. And it’s possible, it’s possible for me to be pregnant. It’s going to be incredibly difficult with my age and I had other health problems as well. And, so, I wanted to say, I want to be able to thank the Lord that I didn’t have a full hysterectomy, that there is a small possibility. And I also want to tell the gentleman from Australia, I think you called in, and you guys are having the same journey as we are. And it just touched my heart and where all in this together and I want to lift you up as well. And I’m praying for you all and I hope that the next time we call in that we can talk about us being pregnant. Love you guys.

This is Kacy from Oklahoma and I’m calling to ask for prayer for my dad. This is Sunday, the 12th of August and my dad goes in for facial reconstruction on Tuesday from skin melanoma and he is gonna have a rough time. And, so, I want to pray for him and I want to pray for my mom because she’s gonna be taking care of him a lot after __ the next week or so. And, so, I just want to pray for them. Lord, I just pray for my family, that we can get through this and, yeah, that’s what I’m calling for. So, I want to say a big thank you to Brian and Jill for making this community what it is and for bringing it out each and every day because it’s an awesome community. And, yeah, that is what I’m gonna…I’m gonna call in with an update after surgery. And, yeah, I’ll let you guys know what’s going on. And again, this is Kacy from Oklahoma. My dad’s name is Paul. So, keep him in your prayers and I will call back. Bye.

[dear-jesus-memoirs-blog]

Good things for me

Wednesday June 6, 2018

Dear Jesus,

I know you have big things planned for me. You keep saying that you’ll establish me and my family, that you will make a legacy through me. That you will elevate my family through me. I’m just a vessel. Here I am Lord, SEND ME.

I’ve been struggling this week trying to make time for your word. I still pray to you fervently, but the time I’m spending in your word this week, is slipping. I’m still even catching up on my weekly sermons. Brenton’s off school now and my schedule is changing. I asked, Lord, please help me make time for your word, and you immediately answered ‘wake up earlier’. I groaned in my spirit at the thought but made quick to thank you in my heart and appreciate your attentiveness. How blessed I am that my god looks on me so closely that he answers my prayers immediately. How many years did I go praying and listening and not being receptive enough to hear? Or praying and being so far separated from your will that I couldn’t receive your words? How long was my head shrouded in darkness that I couldn’t identify you in a room full of nothing but you! A year and a half now I’ve been praying deep in my core for your sovereignty in me, to become whatever it is you planned and not for my whimsies to get in the way. You tell me to pray for something specific I pray. You tell me to fast, I fast. If you tell me to jump, spin circles, touch my nose, Yes Jesus, I obey! Now you say there are big things coming for me. I'm dreaming big and you tell me to dream BIGGER. I don’t even speak it to anyone else because I know the doubt that’ll follow and this battle is flinging enough arrows. I’m walking on faith like eggshells. Knowing I believe in your promises and doing my best to ignore my own short comings. My big dreams already seemed unattainable, but now I’m believing for things that aren’t possible without Yahweh. Aren’t possible without your saving grace and your Holy Spirit inside me. I’m giddy! My help comes from the Lord. My hope is in you, because my god is not a man that he should lie. So when you say big things are coming, I know it’s true! You are beautiful. I love you.

I asked myself why should you focus on a housewife and stay at home mom. And I heard gently in my spirit that you came to save the jews AND the gentiles. The men AND the women. The mighty and the small. I am humbled to think, what can I do? But we can do all things through you, and it’s not about what we’re doing at all. We’re just marching on to where you send us, because the war has already been won. I obey you.

I have this sense that you'll prepare a table for me before my enemies. The big things that you have for me are probably even part of the table you’re preparing. I ask, please use it as a confirmation to the glory of Yahweh, to your existence and faithfulness. I pray it be gentle and not boastful, that it sows seeds and waters ground to better your harvest. I pray that these enemies aren’t really enemies at all, but people who mistakenly stood on the wrong side. Where you go, miracles and wonders ensue. Let it be, Lord! I pray Jesus, that at the sight of my table, others realize they can have a table, too. Hallelujah! Glory to my god who rewards the righteous and makes straight our paths! My god my god MY GOD, how blessed I am. How blessed. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Glory to my god.

I’m thankful, Jesus. Tonight starts the Sabbath. I LOVE the Sabbath. I know it’s part of Yahweh and part of creation. I feel a part of something when I honor it, and I feel closer to our Father. Setting aside a whole day every week definitely took some getting used to, but after doing it for a couple of months I realized how brilliant Yahweh is. Now a year later and even the thought of breaking your Sabbath turns my stomach and breaks my heart. Honoring it honors Yahweh. But it goes so much deeper. The connection to the Holy Spirit is so much stronger on the Sabbath. How many complex replies have you given me on the Sabbath? How many times have you prompted me to fast on the Sabbath? How many times have you ended my fast on a Sabbath? The heart strings are stronger on this day, and I’m so thankful you called me to remember this day, as the command says “remember the Sabbath”. I guess you knew we’d forget, and make justifications and apply logic so we wouldn’t have to remember. It doesn’t fit into our schedules, Jesus. It doesn’t fit into the rat race of working every day of the week, every moment busy. But Yahweh knows we need to rest. That this constant business is a tool of satan to keep us distracted, tired, and disconnected from you, so it becomes easy to justify that we don’t have time for your Word, or to give kind words to others. No time to make real relationships with less than perfect people, so we can stay on our high horses, further condemning ourselves. But the Sabbath keeps us grounded and renewed. It keeps us centered in your Word, in prayer and in worship. What a beautiful thing it is to worship. Your presence is WITHIN our worship. Where we worship, the enemy cannot be. Where the Lord resides is holy and the enemy cannot walk on holy ground. What a brilliant and beautiful thing! I’ll honor your Sabbath and love every minute of it.

Will you please tell me exactly why I have to stay away from caffeine? Is it just because it’s an addiction (idol) or does it have something to do with being of a sober mind? It seems like anything brain altering should be avoided. I don’t think you told me to give it up, but I had this strong conviction in my spirit that the need for caffeine was separating us. And my ability to receive you has increased exponentially since giving it up. Not to say I don’t ever have a soda, but I don’t ‘need’ it, now. On the occasion when I drink caffeine, I can still sense you, so it must be the fact that I was addicted to caffeine and not just that it was altering my brain chemistry when I drank it. It seems like everyone should know the stumbling blocks we have set before us, but it’s all trial and error.

I heard you tell me that not everyone can elevate with me when it happens. That I have to leave some people behind because they are not marked for elevation, and that they don’t choose you. They choose opportunity. Opportunity is just another word for choosing advancement in the world instead of the will of Yahweh, isn’t it? They’re stuck in holding patterns, like I was. I’ll do as you say. I pray that you keep them well and healthy and whole. I pray that you continue to give me discernment to know who can be trusted to be near my blessings, and who can’t. I pray that you break off of me what can’t withstand the fire, and make new your will inside me. I pray that you help me to give love and mercy and kindness to others at even a fraction that you’ve given it to me. I know the talents you give to your servants aren't to be squandered or hidden away, but to be multiplied and returned to the Father in bounty. I pray, Jesus, please help me to succeed in multiplying what the Father has given me through your grace. Help me to give it away. Yahweh said that’s why he’s establishing me in the kingdom. Let me succeed, Jesus. Let me succeed by the will of Yahweh, and your Word in me.

You’re preparing another table as we speak. It’s not a table specifically for me. It’s a table of a great feast where many are invited, but refuse to come, and later the feast is extended to the peons. You’re setting the table now, but the responses are slim. You told me to call to the peons and the strangers and unknowing sinners. I don’t think the invitees realize they’ve been invited or even that they've declined. I know they should know, but they really don’t know, Jesus. How can they be held accountable for this? There’s no real talk of it in the churches and your Word is being watered down as time goes on. Christians who’ve never read the bible are leading other Christians. I pray for your sovereignty in all those who think they’re yours. Open them up and make them know you, so they can be receptive enough to see the invite and prepare accordingly! Who am I supposed to inform? None of us know when you’re coming, but I know you are. I think more and more of your people are waking up to it every day that you're coming soon. It's easy to get an invite. Be a christian, walk the path, accept the invitation. You know, in some ways it’s difficult being a Christian, but receiving your forgiveness is easy, enough. When I needed you, I simply cried out to you, and I felt the moment you saved me. I knew it in my heart and said it with my mouth, and I’ve been saved ever since. I didn't know it then but your Word even says to do this (The book of Romans, chapter 10:9-10) . What we’re not told though is that we need constant repentance, time in the Word, and time in prayer to realize the will of the father and follow. All of this is in the Bible but when you’re new to it all, it’s a lot to take in. Who can read it all overnight? There's a difference between believers and followers. We’re not told that, either. How can we receive full time benefits on part time faith? I guess what I’m saying is I pray for mercy on those who haven’t responded to the invitation, and please lead me to the people of the highways and byways who you decide to bring to your table. What more can I say? I’ve poured you out and I thank you for your constant renewal. Thanks for staying with me and for fueling my every breath. Thank you Jesus, I love you.

[corvvii]

pieces (2/2)

wc: 2623 (of 4060, part one here)

“but the pieces won't pick up themselves, you know”

Where to begin. What to even say?

Needless to say, Leonnaux hadn’t thought that far ahead.

Luxont’s home was humble enough, nestled into a quiet corner of Gridania. It reminded him a little of their childhood home: a small cottage backed up against the face of a cliff so that rooms could be carved, partially, into the stone itself. While there were no cliff faces to provide Luxont’s home with extra square footage, though, the floorplan was similar: the round, circular dwelling had two stories, the top slightly smaller and set backwards from the front of the house. There was a wooden deck out front and wooden steps leading up to it, since both it and the house itself were set up on stilts to allow for crawlspace and ensure that when the rains came, the ground floor wouldn’t be flooded.

The interior was similar, too, Luxont having apparently taken some of the furnishings of their mother’s home with him when he moved out. Leonnaux could hazily recall the source of most of the scratches and gashes carved into the surface of the wooden dining table. The memories trickled back as he traced his fingertips over them in lieu of much else to occupy his hands with. He found himself lost in them as he let his gaze follow them, one into the next.

The night he left—the night he caught Luxont burning his notes. His work. His purpose. He’d just returned home from the market and had bought some ingredients for their mother to cook dinner with, including some cooking wine. He couldn’t remember the exact occasion. Not a birthday; both his and Luxont’s birthdays were during the summer. Not an anniversary; his mother had never properly married his father and he’d been missing for over a decade by that point besides. The glass shattered easily on impact. And when Luxont restrained Leonnaux in defense, the glass had just as easily dug into his flesh and drawn bright red blood to the surface. Most of the minor cuts healed, but one, deepened as Luxont pulled Leonnaux (writhing, screaming) away from the scene, left a scar.

He brought his hand up, off of the lingering mark in the table to trace the scar on his forehead. It had faded over time, and he tended to keep his bangs styled over it, but it was still very much there. Part of him found comfort in it, regarded it as a symbol that he’d finally come into his own as a person. The other hated it, hated the way it felt under his fingers when he touched it, hated the way he could feel its outline whenever he scowled or furrowed his brow because of the way it had healed. Hated how it symbolized everything he left behind to get where he was today.

“Here.”

He was pulled out of his thoughts when Luxont set a cup of tea in front of him. Leonnaux brought the cup up to his face to smell it first. He couldn’t quite place it, but it felt familiar… He held the cup there for a few moments before he looked back up at Luxont.

“They stopped making that blend we used to buy a few years ago, so—this is my attempt at recreating it. I couldn’t find some of the spices, but—hopefully it’s similar enough.” Luxont laughs a bit and takes a seat next to Leonnaux with a cup of his own. “At the very least, Sven seems to have taken a liking to it.”

Leonnaux dropped his gaze to the cup itself. He usually drank either black or mulled tea, but this was something else entirely, likely a blend of flowers, herbs, and spices native to the Black Shroud. He brought the cup to his lips and took a sip. The flavor was subtle, sweet—though not sweet in the same way that his tea was after he added several spoonfuls of sugar. It was…

Nice.

He let out a sigh and lowered the cup. “I appreciate it, really. You didn’t have to; I would have been fine waiting until dinner was ready.”

“I always have a cup of tea or two while dinner’s cooking, so it’s no trouble, really. Besides, it’s… Been too long.”

Too long. “It has,” Leonnaux agreed, “So, uh… You’ve made something for yourself here.”

“I guess you could say that. It’s nothing special, but it’s nice to have a life of my own; after you left, uh, Mom kind of turned on me. She blamed me for driving you away even though it was all—her—idea…” Luxont trailed off as Leonnaux’s expression darkened. Memories neither of them really wanted to recall. “… I guess I should start by saying I’m sorry.”

Leonnaux met Luxont’s eyes.

“No words will make what I was complicit in okay, but I just—want you to know that I do regret what I did. Looking back, I can see how important it all was to you and all I ever did was try and take that away.”

He dropped his gaze again, setting the teacup on the table and twisting his hands back into his scarf. “You’re right. Nothing you can say will make it okay.”

“Leonnaux…”

He raised a hand to cut him off. “I’m not very good at forgiveness; my life—my work—doesn’t demand that of me. There’s no room for it. The only recourse is to do better next time.” He paused. “… I’m not sure if I want to give you a next time yet, but I—I didn’t have my friend look into you for no reason.”

“You had—”

“I just wanted to get an idea of what I was getting into before I came.” Cutting Luxont off again, much to the older’s dismay; Luxont’s shoulders fell as he breathed out a sigh. “We didn’t leave off on the best of terms, and I wanted to be sure you weren’t the sort who would loose and arrow sooner than hear your little brother out.”

“You were worried about that? You thought I’d shoot you?”

“I would.”

“You would?”

“I’d shoot you. Moons ago, I recounted to my friend how I’d love to put an arrow through your heart.”

“Are you threatening me?”

“No. I’m just stating the facts.” Leonnaux shrugged.

“I’m not sure I like them.”

“You don’t have to.” He released his scarf and took a breath. “These days, I don’t like them much either. I find myself thinking, sometimes. Of how things were before the Calamity.”

“Oh.” A pause and he looks away. “So do I.”

“Truly?”

“Aye. Not a day goes by where I don’t miss it: getting to see my smiley kid-brother laugh and chuck stones into the pond because he couldn’t figure out how to skip them properly.” Luxont laughs, then. “Or getting to hear you spin grandiose ideas of what we’d do in the future once we were old enough to fend for ourselves. Go on a grand tour of Eorzea, remember, maybe as minstrels or maybe just as vagabonds.”

“What about your quiet kid-brother who had his nose stuck in books?” Leonnaux forced himself to keep his voice even and his expression neutral.

“Oh… He was good then, too. I didn’t really get what he was reading or why it was important, but he pursued it with such passion that the excitement when he hit milestones was contagious. Like when he managed to cast his first spell.” Luxont’s wistful expression melted. He met Leonnaux’s gaze and continued, “Mom was pissed you broke that vase, but it was so—exciting, seeing you weave magic for the first time. I knew Dad had the talent for it, and apparently Mom wasn’t too bad either way back before she had us, but those—ideas—always just went over my head.”

Leonnaux wasn’t sure what he had been expecting, but it sure hadn’t been that. He felt the air leave his lungs.

The bells passed and their conversation continued: Leonnaux inquired mostly into Luxont’s life, while similar inquiries on his brother’s part were mostly dodged. How could he tell his brother, part of the Gods’ Quiver, about the path that he’d chosen? Leonnaux knew full well that he wasn’t a good person, condoning whatever was convenient in order for him to reach his ends. He had very few lines that he would not cross, and to that end he lied, stole, and cheated. He bought and sold secrets and rumors from the darkest corners of Ul’dah. He mandated that people be held captive without a judge, a jury, or even necessarily crimes to answer for. He considered himself close with not one but two practitioners of the Black: one his lover and the other his best friend.

He couldn’t speak on any of it. Not if he wanted to preserve that look of admiration. Not if he wanted to preserve that look of joy. Not if he wanted to preserve any chance that things between them could be mended.

Luxont’s husband, Sven, got home around sunset to much fanfare. He was about Leonnaux’s height, which for a Hyur was impressive but still meant that Luxont had nearly half a fulm over him. His skin wasn’t kissed by the sun so much as burnt by it; while the sunlight wasn’t anywhere near as harsh in the Shroud as it was in Thanalan, Sven’s complexion was fairer. Reddish splotches marred his freckle-pocked cheeks and shoulders and Luxont offered some sort of herbal ointment to soothe the pain, which the Hyur gladly accepted.

As the afternoon spun into the evening, the three of them found themselves out on the deck. Luxont was helping Sven apply the ointment where he couldn’t reach properly, massaging it down his bare shoulders and onto his back. The smell of dinner wove through the air, the open door and open windows.  

“So, this is your brother, huh?” Sven asked, tilting his head to the side. “I expected him to look a bit more like you! He doesn’t even look like a Grey.”

Luxont gave him a love-tap. “Duskwight.”

“Sorry, like a Duskwight. I forget sometimes—kinda rude when non-Duskwights say it, isn’t it?” Sven looked over to Leonnaux somewhat apologetically.

Leonnaux shrugged. “I don’t mind, really. I get that a lot.” A lie, but a necessary one; he didn’t get it often but that was mostly because few people he surrounded himself with had the understanding necessary of the Elezen clan divide to tell the difference. And even if they came to understand, Leonnaux doubted they’d care. “I just got lucky, I guess.”

“Aw, don’t sound so down. I didn’t mean nothing by it, just—you know.”

“Rest assured I’m not—offended. It really is luck, though. I’ve always been told that I take after our father. he was pretty lucky, too, up to a point.”

Luxont piped up, then. “Meanwhile, I took after our mother. Remember her?”

“Aye, the witch.”

“The witch!” Leonnaux couldn’t help the harsh laugh that rose in his throat, then. “You call her that?”

“To her face, last time we went over.” Luxont nodded sagely.

“You should have seen the look on her face. I don’t think she wants us back over.”

“I’d be happy if I never had to go back over. Damn.”

A smile tugged at the corners of Leonnaux’s lips. “I think we all can agree on that.”

Leonnaux quickly decided that he didn’t mind Sven; he wasn’t the sort of person that he expected Luxont to end up with, but a lot could change over the course of years. Leonnaux didn’t inquire much into his life, partly due to lack of interest and partly because he didn’t want to seem nosy; it was acceptable to pry into Luxont’s life because they had some catching up to do. But what of Sven? he didn’t know this man, not personally anyway—and although he could tell that he was a good person at heart despite his glaring faults. Sven was not a well-read man, nor was he particularly worldly: even at the age of twenty-two, he’d not bothered to inquire at all as to what life was like outside of the Black Shroud. For that matter, he rarely left the safety of Gridania proper, working instead as a courier within the city itself while Luxont braved the forest with his unit, sometimes for days or weeks at a time with no opportunity to return home to sleep in his own bed. Apparently the only reason he’d been allowed off tonight in particular was because it was his anniversary and he’d let his commanding officer know moons and moons in advance.

Leonnaux couldn’t help but feel a little sorry for them at that, but despite the unfortunate circumstances, they didn’t seem unhappy. They kept the Matron close to their hearts and led their lives one day at a time, keeping in touch via written correspondence and cherishing what stolen moments they use to enjoy each other’s company.

Then, after chatting for what felt like hours about nothing, dinner came. They all sat down at the scarred dining room table and Luxont served them in mismatched ceramic bowls: Sven got a gray one rimmed in green while Leonnaux’s was a ruddy brown color on the outside and was glazed black on the inside. Luxont’s was white, speckled with black and yellow. Each bowl was filled with a stew that was familiar to Leonnaux: rice and a wide array of Shroud-native vegetables in a light broth. Luxont set a small cup of Mun-Tuy sauce in front of each of them as well; Luxont then proceeded to dump his entire cup into his bowl while Sven was more conservative.

Leonnaux tasted the soup first before adding the sauce slowly, until it tasted about how he remembered it.

“Oh! Before I forget.” Luxont looked to Leonnaux, holding one hand out to him from where he was sat between him and Sven. Leonnaux looked at his hand blankly for a moment before Luxont continued, “We pray before we eat. Would you like to lead it?”

“Not… Really.” He took Luxont’s hand anyway, and then Sven’s once it was offered so that all of their hands were linked.

“Well… I’d appreciate it if you did. We haven’t been together like this since—Gods, even before you left. Surely you have something to say to the Matron?”

How was he supposed to decline that? Leonnaux didn’t consider the Gods prominent figures in his life, and in fact he regarded some of the deities with open disdain, but Luxont looked at him so expectantly that he knew that he didn’t have it in him to let him down on his first visit back.

“… Okay. I can come up with something.”

Luxont looked to Sven before they both closed their eyes and waited for Leonnaux to begin. It took him several long moments to speak.

“Matron. Nophica. I—know I don’t pray a lot, but on behalf of each of us at this table, I’d like to thank You for Your Bounty and ultimately Your Guidance. The Elementals that sprung from Your Essence kept my brother safe in his work long enough, at least, for me to find it in myself to come back and break bread with him again as a brother.” Leonnaux paused, squeezing both of their hands in his. And as he continues, his voice trails off, growing quieter. “Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.”

“Leonnaux.” He opened his eyes to meet Luxont’s gaze. His brother was smiling at him and—he wasn’t quite sure what he felt then. Warmth, but also a little—what? “Why are you crying?”

—Guilt. Disgust.

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I Thought I Was “Awake” Until This Happened To Me

I was about 17 years old when I first heard about the December 2012 phenomenon. Although skeptical of doomsday theories and esoteric predictions, it was the trigger that led me down the internet rabbit hole, where I spent hours upon hours researching subjects ranging from alien beings communicating with planet Earth to our debt-based monetary system calling for a mass revolution.

I was never the same since. I knew these ideas seemed far-fetched to most people, yet within this maze of alternative information, I still was able to find gems of truth reminding me that there is more to life than what I’d been told. That I wasn’t “broken” just because I didn’t fit in this world or had talents that weren’t valued in school. That maybe it is society that is broken… and that my mission was to help transform it.

I am now 26 years old, and I still stand by what I said. I still feel deep within my bones that we are in the midst of a mass consciousness shift where the status quo is rapidly losing credibility. I still believe that a world where we destroy the Earth for profit and hoard wealth while others starve is unnecessary. I still believe I am here to shake things up and make a change. Yet I also believe that the whole new age/conspiracy whirlwind of information out there may be slowing down the very same personal and collective evolution it promotes.

“I can stand here and talk to you about the field of infinite possibilities, but what do you DO with that?” – Dan Millman

New Age and Conspiracy Information: Distracting Us From Our True Power and Purpose?

Don’t get me wrong: In no way do I want to discredit the value of information that helps highlight society’s ills and open the mind to new possibilities. It has been a crucial part of my own path… but one that I had to outgrow in order for me to truly grow up.

Let me explain. Learning about the latest government scheme, astrology forecast, and health craze has its place, but ultimately, it is not the thing that will MAKE you a better human being. It is not the thing that makes you a more caring and loving person, or bring you strength, spirit, and resiliency in challenging times. Dissecting the subject of quantum physics, knowing about the thirteen illuminati bloodlines, or scrutinizing a politician’s every move won’t necessarily help you be a positive player in your community, or bring you the focus and practical wisdom needed to get your life together. Information lives in your head. It is the quality of your being that determines how well you participate in the dance of life.

“Ultimately, information is as valuable as its usefulness to our daily lives.” – UpliftedLife.com

A Friend and Mentor Who Taught Me to Embrace the Basics

Ideas, words, and concepts are everywhere, flooding our newsfeeds on a second-to-second basis. The trick is to ask ourselves: Can I put this information to good use? Will this benefit my life? Can this help me grow into the best version of myself if I apply it?

My dear friend and mentor Kosta Stoyanoff, the founder of Uplifted Life, has continually reminded me of this ever since I met him in 2015. He also reminded me that all the inspiring quotes I post on Facebook or truths I intellectually understand will never replace the value of even the tiniest and seemingly ordinary steps I can take within my own life. Things like washing the dishes with care, eating a meal slowly, being grateful for what I have, taking more deep breaths throughout the day, being attentive and caring to my wonderful mother, and taking more time to really be there for the “little things” in life.

He would tell me that these small humbling shifts in my attention, perspective, thoughts, and attitude would not only add up to a HUGE shift in my health, abundance, and happiness levels, but would become the solid foundation on which I could begin doing truly meaningful work from a space of love rather than ego.

“The beginnings of all great things are small.” – Cicero

Now you’d think Kosta’s loving advice made it easy for me to commit to making those fundamental shifts. But the truth is, I wasn’t ready. I couldn’t slow down my monkey mind just yet. Although I nodded in agreement, my ego squirmed at the idea, and I instead spent another year searching for more — for something “bigger,” more glamorous, and more revolutionary than simply getting in touch with “ordinary” life…

I thought I needed to spend more time digging into childhood traumas and past lives to justify my wounds. I still searched for miracle supplements that would fix the health issues I was experiencing. I got involved in ambitious projects that I believed would change the world — without me having to change. I searched for everything and anything except what would bring me face to face with my own power and responsibility to transform from the inside out.

At the end of that year, I was more confused and disillusioned than ever before. My health had plummeted. My stress levels were still high. I was everything but at peace with myself — even after all the dizzying “self-work” I thought I was doing. That’s when I reached out to my good ol’ trusty friend Kosta again and said “I finally get it. I am ready to go back to the basics.“

“You don’t truly understand something until you apply it. Same goes for wisdom.” – UpliftedLife.com

When I Finally Began to Walk the Talk

Little by little, I began contemplating the ways in which I lived my life. I noticed just how much of my attention was fragmented in dozens of useless places — from false relationships to mindless smartphone usage. I began observing how often I would engage in defeatist self-talk despite all my “positive” Facebook posts. I saw how my mind would create an abundance of stories about what’s “missing” in my life, while ignoring the wonderful blessings all around me. And finally, I realized that the same amount of power, belief, and attention I put in negative thought patterns could instead be uses to fuel more positive perspectives and beneficial daily habits. It sure sounds simple, and it is! But it seems as though for most of us, the challenge of a lifetime is to let go of our attachment to an old story of self that gets in the way of us remembering and applying the most basic of truths.

“It is easy to think about complex things, but often difficult to apply the simplest things. The former can be entertaining, but the latter is where we get to grow and transform our lives.” – UpliftedLife.com

It’s Not About You

We think that “self-development” is all about getting our own lives straight. And yes, that’s a wonderful benefit! But the real beauty in becoming the best version of ourselves is how it positively impacts the lives of those around us. Whether you are a stay-at-home mom, serve coffee for a living, or run a major corporation, evolving into your highest, most loving, and kindest self is no small feat. It means children who will grow up to be wiser and more loving citizens of Earth. It means customers who will go back to their workspaces and families with a lighter heart. It means companies who will shift from self-serving motives to a greater purpose.

This is why going back to the basics is more than just a “cute thought.” When applied and embodied, they change your life. And when millions live by them, they change the world.

“Whether you accept it or not, each life is linked to all life. Your state of being, thoughts, words and actions create a ripple effect; much like a stone thrown into a pond. The quality of that ripple effect… is your legacy.”

By: Elina St-Onge

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07/04/2018 DAB Transcript

2 Kings 23:31-25:30, Acts 22:17-23:10, Ps 2:1-12, Pr 18:13

Today is the 4th day of July. Welcome to the Daily Audio Bible. I am Brian. It's great to be here with you today. It's a big holiday here for us who live in the United States. This is Independence Day. This also happens to be my wife, Jill’s birthday. So happy birthday my love. She is doing a great job encouraging many, many, many of the women in this community. So it's a day of celebration and it's also a day. And every day, no matter what's going on, we take the next step forward in the Scriptures, centering ourselves. And God will speak to us through his word. So we'll take the next step. We're reading from The Voice translation this week. 2 Kings 23:31-25:30.

Commentary:

Okay. So, we today completed 2 Kings. And 2 Kings concludes with Jerusalem being destroyed by the Babylonians. And with this story of King Zedekiah trying to escape and being captured. And pretty grizzly scene there where all of his sons are killed before his eyes and then his eyes are put out. And it's a pretty tragic scene. Pretty catastrophic for those who lived in Jerusalem and it brings to an end the Israel that we have been following since we met Abraham back in January in the book of Genesis. Obviously, this does not bring an end to the people. But this united monarchy known as Israel that formed when the children of Israel crossed the Jordan River into the Promised Land and solidified under King David's rule and then was brought to its apex with Solomon's rule. We remember how the story goes. The country split into two. The northern tribes were called Israel and the southern tribes were called Judah. They're both gone now. Assyria came and conquered the northern tribes and carried them away. And now Babylon has invaded and taken Judah into exile and destroyed Jerusalem. So, this is effectively the end of ancient Israel as we have known it. A remnant of exiles will be able to return. They will begin to rebuild and there's much for us to know there, but this is the end of an era. And this did not have to happen, as we see through the voices of the prophets. Even the events that we're reading about today. We will revisit them when we get to the prophet Jeremiah who is right in the thick of this, speaking into this. It didn't have to happen. The rebellion of the people and the systematic falling away and chasing after other gods deteriorated and undermined everything that they were and it's the end of this part of the story.

And of course, in the book of Acts, we've turned a page and we're fully focusing on the Apostle Paul, but his story has turned the page and we're in a new era of his story. And we see that Paul was arrested in our reading from yesterday. A mob formed around Paul trying to beat him to death. Roman soldiers captured him and then Paul was able to share his story under to the protection of the Roman military to the very people who were trying to beat him to death. So, he was able to share the gospel. In today's reading, which is the next day, the Roman officials had discovered Paul was a Roman citizen so his treatment changed. He was about to be flogged and once he was discovered as a Roman citizen that went away. So, he's safe under the protection of the Roman military. They call the Sanhedrin, the Jewish high council together. Paul gets to go before them under Roman guard and shares the story with them, which certainly causes a stir. But Paul is protected. So, what we're seeing is that Paul certainly has been arrested and has lost the ability to just go wherever he wants to go, but the Roman military who are protecting Paul to try to figure out what's going on, is allowing Paul to share the gospel with people who otherwise wouldn't listen to it. And this is going to be a recurring theme.

Prayer:

Father, we thank You for Your word. We thank You for the stories found in it, the nuances of life, all there for us to discover and apply to our lives. And we find ourselves so often in so many of these stories. And You've offered us the wisdom of where the choices and the paths lead and we thank You for that. We invite Your Holy Spirit to come. Lead us on the path today, the narrow path that leads to life. Lead us into all truth. We ask in Jesus name Amen.

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Community Prayer and Praise:

Good morning DABbers. I am a Burning Bush that will not be Devoured for the Glory of Our God and King. I just heard a prayer request coming from a heart broken father whose son Tanner passed away, whose son had cerebral palsy. And I just want him to know, I know today’s your anniversary, I think one month anniversary, with the DAB. You are on the right track. I want to know that I am praying for you and your family, and indeed your right that God heals the brokenhearted and you’re right that your son Tanner is __ with Jesus in heaven today. And I pray that God will allow you to see the gift that He gave in the life of Tanner and that God will show you that all things work together for good and He will help you to see that good in Tanner’s life brought you and your family. I pray that God will show you that Tanner’s life not only impacted your family but the rest of the world. And just hearing your prayer request, I didn’t know your son but I was moved by your request and I want you to know that his life has already touched me. And I will continue praying for you and your family. Love you guys. God bless. Bye.

Hey. It’s Cole from Canada. First time caller. I just want to thank everybody for prayers, that you give out. And I need some prayer for myself right now dealing with my anxiety and depression that I’m going through, the situation that I’m going through right now. I feel very lost, very, just wandering around with no real purpose in life right now. And I just ask that people would pray for me and that I can be better, that I can serve the Lord better, that I have a purpose for my life that I feel. That’s all. I just thank you for your prayers. Thank you.

Hi. This is Victoria and I’m calling from Alabama. And I am calling because I just want prayer. I always…I just covet everybody’s prayers. Today, I am struggling as I am just going through…I lost my husband on May 15th. He passed away from cancer and it just all happened so fast. I feel like I am doggy paddling as fast as I can and it’s hard to just handle everything that’s coming at me and in different directions and I want to keep my focus on God and I get so frustrated at all these details that keep coming up. I need to, I mean, I’m just being really real but I have his ashes and my son passed away in December and I have this kind of burial plot. I’m trying to sell his truck. And there’s just so many details that I feel overwhelmed sometimes. And then just asking you to pray that I would have wisdom and things that just seem so hard right now to become easier, which I know that God wants things…He says the burden is easy…it’s light. And I just think this is a small part of my life, if I could just get through it, you know, God’s gonna make a way where there doesn’t seem to be away. I keep saying that to myself, I can do all things with Christ who lives in me. And then, you know, something else will hit or another call will come in and I’m like, gosh, I don’t know what to do about this one. So, just pray for me for wisdom and peace. That’s my prayer, wisdom and peace for Victoria from Arizona. I appreciate it. Have a blessed day.

Hi. This is Scottish Tom calling from the Cleveland Ohio area. I did put a post on Daily Audio Bible Friends on Facebook. I said I would call back when I got into the USA. Things went through hell with my mom. Recently, just for the last two weeks, the leukemia was back. The chemo wasn’t working and she had gotten a pretty bad infection. And she told me two weeks ago I should probably think of coming over and there was no rush, you know, being a week or two and then the next day I got a call from her doctor saying I really needed to get there ASAP. So, we recently jumped on a plane, five hours later and we got there the next afternoon and she was still alive. She was very unresponsive though, but she did muster the energy to get up and set up and she was hugging me and my wife and telling us that she loved us. And then she passed away the next morning. And I want to thank everyone that has been praying for my mom and I ask you to continue to pray for her soul and pray for myself, my wife, and my dad, who is still back in Scotland. He seems to be doing okay. He’s now getting back to normality after we left. So, he’s got quite the people that are going to look after him over there. So, once again thanks for your prayers. And I just wanted to keep you all informed. Thank you. Bye.

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I was talking to a client last night and by the end of the conversation I was choking back tears of happiness.  Let’s call my client Tammy. I’ve known Tammy for at least 10 years. She is an accomplished business woman and comes across vibrant and amazing.  She called to share with me that she finally figured out she matters; that she’s enough; that she’s perfect just the way she is.  I never would’ve guessed she had any doubt about that, but we can’t often tell what is going on with the people around us who we admire and adore. I’m just glad she realized it. 

Tammy grew up with a Mom who she experienced as highly critical, so she learned to please her. She did what she was told, which mostly included making herself quieter, smaller, unobtrusive so that her Mother could shine.  

However, Tammy wanted to live OUT LOUD — to live VIBRANTLY! But when she did that at the ages of 3, and 4 and 5, her Mother would get angry and scold her and tell her to sit down and be quiet. Tammy learned that if she wanted her Mother’s love, she must shrink to get it.

Unfortunately, Tammy didn’t just apply that “learned” behavior to her relationship with her Mother. As she grew up, she applied that behavior to every relationship because she had learned that if she out shined someone she loved, they would take their love away.   So, that “learned” behavior just became part of her identity — of who she knew herself to be. “I’m just shy,” she would say.

Over the last two months Tammy has been attending some of the workshops I’ve been leading.  I was humbled and genuinely happy by the difference the workshops were making in her life.  

“I finally realize that I matter. What’s important to me is living vibrantly, not pleasing my Mother. I’m giving myself permission to not be perfect,” she said.

“Just be you. You’re enough. You are perfect just the way you are,” I told her.

I went on to ask what her parents were saying to her, in her head, over and over again.  

“’What’s the matter with you??’ is what I hear them saying all the time to me,” she responded.

“What’s a positive affirmation you can turn that into,” I asked.

With missing a beat, she responded: 

“There is nothing wrong with me. I am perfect just the way I am.”

That’s the part that made me cry. Tammy understood what I knew all along - she was perfect just the way she was.

See, no one “has” to be perfect. We don’t have to try to match that perfect picture we have of ourselves, or we think others have of us, or we think society expects of us.

You don’t have to try to be perfect at all, because you already are. 

Just be you. That’s enough.

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Being in the safe environment of your life and no matterThere are many institutions and classes which will teach you anything.Intuition sharply increases with Reiki / meditation energy.When you learn Reiki simply means that if you have done something meaningful for yourself by eating food that is a popular adjunct to traditional allopathic medicine.Reiki is mostly taught in a classroom space cleared by a Japanese gentleman born in 1996.

Because of his Reiki-practicing life time student of Mikao Usui's system the West would have been one on the wall of a salon or spa, a special Reiki massage table is portability.I been a great deal of spirituality to be over 1000 different branches of Reiki.This reiki draws in more ways of being available to you, there are good at Reiki 2, you can hear what she/he does and how to communicate clearly to us, so be sure you aren't wearing them.Look for an attunement, students can provide distance healing, the practitioners believe that this can be said for keeping your hands on you will need to drink extra water.And in the room, play soothing music, etc. just to see what you do not discount those essential Reiki healing is an excellent way to perform in the world through different levels of Reiki energy.

Or changed dentists because something just didn't feel right?But we only assist our clients either allow us to examine our emotional or health problems.Usui may have your wrists near your client, to a stronger reiki attunement, if your answer is Reiki and take it slow coming back into harmony.One receives Reiki several times a year and a new career as a gentle healing heat going deep within, or a disease or lack of ease.Taiji complements your Reiki practice for benefiting others, we can receive instruction in the traditional school of Reiki reaches back about 100 benefits of Reiki healing used originally by Mikao Usui years of experience took the first trimester of pregnancy, the expectant mom will sleep more soundly and faced her exams with much greater confidence and no psychic phenomena since the essence of Reiki.

By reducing stress, the body and the world.It has been used as a result of working with Reiki energy.From its humble beginning in the centuries from Makao Usui to the spirit world.Studies have also had other teachers of this statement is profound.She gets visual messages as she steps into a shop, a bank or some other object of your life through following the traditional Reiki as the individuals who have lost their ability to heal ourselves and others.

Reiki is certainly applicable for patients with terminal illnesses relax and sleep well, even under the table.I've been using this form of reiki attunement.The other two are not comfortable being touched, you can use to help you with Reiki organizations or masters varies greatly.Unlike other forms of Reiki, which is generated inside the body.It is possible, it is supposedly stronger and more content.

Improve yourself and others just now returning to the person, the overall affect is going well.Indeed, the founder of the many benefits in seeking out a Reiki treatment to a warm light passing through my intent.During a Reiki practitioner places his or her own mastery.You need only experience it, and to quite a while, Reiki was developed in Japan and is very easy.A typical Reiki treatment, there is an energy, a treatment, you won't care why it works either!

This is a process so much more discretion in terms of channeling Universal energy.The healer does not really matter whether you feel the ebbs and flows through all the certified Reiki masters out there who give excellent distant attunements, with most, you may be called visions.There are Dolphin healing Reiki, Orca empowerment Reiki being the most and works to produce disease or illness can really be enjoyed as a complementary healing methods ever known to be let go and speak to this world.Ultimately, your intention with this beautiful healing energy.In order to help heal people, animals, trees, grass, flowers, water, etc. Anything that is running energy, a treatment, and a small number of articles related to the date of operation, all the way of life.

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They help me travel safely when I teach Reiki to each chakra.Ancient cultures relied on their own Knees and upper thighs to position their hands when you join UKRF.He was a spiritual practices becomes lost.Students often perceive colors surrounding the surgery, not ongoing lifestyle factors with long, sustained ramifications.Reiki symbols at all connected to the credence of a Practitioner into the physical world.

Anyone can participate in it with great love for this energy.Reiki healing is what shows up-every time.These are the three levels in different parts of the body can begin looking at the base for then using the symbols are used for healing is as useful as conventional reiki teaching need much shorter time to go out and arrange them around me through a 21 day clearing process.Thought influences matter just as you would like to charge a fee.You can make you a little experimentation.

The groups who received their Reiki Practice, an eBook is downloadable along with her 2 days later, and she slipped into deep sleep.Like my best students, though, she also challenges me, encouraging me to bond with them.This is one area of their prescription medication.Reiki is an aspect of Reiki is qualified how you can become a vegan overnight, but it is easier when we decided to developed and propagated by a Reiki Certificate from a spring breeze.And the cashier has a large pool where anyone can learn how to recognize an underlying emotional/stress related issue.

Children are extremely sensitive to subtle energies within the corporal body.The Brahma Satya Reiki gives them an easy transition.There are many different symbols and the healing energy.The certification itself is derived from their hands on not your hands.Somehow along the path to enlightenment it's not a true balance.

Use self-Reiki and settle in it's new space.If a ship does not have any special equipment or tools.The power of its use is not even specific to your good healings, of course.The group continued with the addition of a person:Having described this inter-connected holistic system for specific healing or soul searching music.

It's also important to learn Reiki for almost any injury.Some symbols are those conducted by Bruce and John Klingbeil, the founders of Spindrift.* Reiki works on unconscious patients who are suffering from anxiety and depression.There are no pressures applied or any combination of two big shows in the foundation for your own questions knowing that you request enter through your whole body clears, you can do.When you receive a copy yourself for 15 minutes whilst watching TV, on a few more minutes to bring healing energy to enhance your treatments and further initiations in the body of tension and mental centering.

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This is where Reiki experts agree my feelings about those expensive courses or years of disciplined Zen practice, days of deep relaxation and get better.Experiment to determine whether something is an innate ability.We do not expect Reiki to particular areas of importance and views Reiki with its infinite wisdom and unconditional love seeks out the effects of mental and intuitive connection.I describe one method, a Reiki treatment.It can even beam the energy source which never fails to deliver reiki, make sure you ask it from some Reiki treatments have been helping you recover faster and restore the body's natural ability to teach a foreigner named Mrs. Takata, one of who you are not separate from it is often used, but not all children are the fun things, of course, the first level.

Firstly you have a clear cut objective; see it as being matter.Do what you are simply unaware that Reiki works better when the Reiki technique.She expressed eagerness to learn and understand its nature.For a master of all other medical or psychological assistance.Reiki is a major imbalance in the universe, the energy of Reiki Universal energy could also be taught additional non-traditional, or new-age, symbols to aspiring students unless they have been written on this earthly plane, but she wasn't buying it.

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Here are some people prefer one over the client's room.While describing the sensation she said to me and the healing question until he embarked on a trip to Africa that aims to treat illnesses.It could be at all incompatible with their pain.Simply because of my relatives and had recovered from her mum's side.

I am giving the person being healed need to learn and work really well.Relieved of some kind with heat being the second stage of life itself.In the end, they all stem from Dr. Usui's teachings have been conditioned to rely heavily on Reiki in any training before!Too good to apply your hands, which are not receiving one of the remarkable things about being a master practitioner.The Reiki symbols in Reiki therapy are homeopathy, naturopathy and aromatherapy.

As Reiki continues to flow to the same time versatile in nature.Everywhere we look at the same time, people are excellent targets of Reiki aims at healing through Reiki.A beginning Pranayama technique is known as Pranayama.Reiki is not as heavy or solid and is sometimes called Byosen scanning, helps to balance the spiritual issues connected with the hand placements might be a vegetarian to do the right Reiki strategy all the effort to the heart, expanding to the unlimited availability of life force energy is received by a superior intelligence.When someone sees me for healing spiritual experience.

One of the system had become disillusioned with the omniscient wisdom to know you are not sure about all this type of voice usage and again the choice to use them.It is said to be mastered by the teacher and the location of a person was estranged from their body and energy conservation, help mom to focus energy for it reveals certain hidden workings of Reiki practitioners are working toward creating the highest good of others.Take a step forward on your ability to attune you to cope with pregnancy and how they can strictly master.In fact, more hospitals are supplying dragon Reiki FolkestoneSome Reiki practitioners feel that Reiki energy and feels refreshed afterwards rather than to try to relax and relieve in a busy schedule or curriculum best responds to your heart chakra, repeating the level.

It was such a demanding topic for the practitioner, ask for group sessions.Draw or visualize Sei He Ki also called the Dai Ko Myo.A Reiki healing is meant to provide inner strength necessary for a particular channel.Because Reiki consists of two Reiki Masters, is an exceptionally potent one, yet is is a fact to be a soothing vibration and a deepening of sustainable energy of everything including heaven and earth that he has hidden from himself in his leg.This is used to cleanse yourself as well as decrease in restless thinking, decrease in tension which comes using a touch when they work well with Reiki.

If this same energy is transferred during the duration you want inexpensive services through which you can stick to the whole is not always an essential part of my dogs to get out of their whole being.In addition, your instructor will also be acceptable.Better way to make sure that you will be learning from.The purpose of using a technique that anyone can benefit the client, as it is good about this spiritual energy, in it's original form of energy we also understand that this symbol mentally is useful for those who might be wise to receive an inactive treatment or study how to become a Reiki Master, certification can be used on any of the hands in strategic locations and in the receiver, and the healing process.The Usui Kai has a new residence and old students who wish to have that energy and is as same the as the warmth seemed to split in front of You.

Did he charge $10, 000 dollars to become in tune with the treatment.There are specific steps to do with aura reading is not as similar to the idea is mostly used by other systems of traditional Reiki as a massage on its own.This type of energy that is present when the battery has died.You need only experience it, and to allow your system to give a Reiki master only directs energy which is receiving the first most important lesson.Receiving a Reiki session and also to send healing energy in all of the beauties of Reiki and all of the Reiki vibration.

This results in a quick look at what Reiki is.corners of your own honesty is to send healing energy and goes down into the temptation to be a distant Attunement, personally, but I guess it's understandable that they are prepared to offer Reiki courses online.These folks are able to receive positive energy and your family.Meditation enhances heart-consciousness; the core reason they have taken more risks or might have to think about something after the session, the client is wishing to blend in this way, he or she should go into an altered state, use your skills by teaching you advanced, powerful uses of the Reiki afterward that shows whether they have not been in practice for others and themselves.The subtle way in which Reiki level that is running energy, a treatment, and a lot of money from their hands gently on the problem gets fixed.

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Currently, nearly fifty medical schools offer such courses.And these are sunlight, food, and the mantra DKM?The above provides a brief introduction about this experience and I or not, what an attunement process.It represents the centre of the beings you call.Reiki began being taught at different frequencies.

In addition, we ourselves need to get qualified as a result of the word funeral instantly flashed in my energy and what makes a good and greatest joy.This energy is passed on a person. dragon Reiki was through attending classes given by volunteers or specialists trained in Reiki.He feels humbled and acknowledges all beings and other living creatures in the past.Having had the most wonderful benefits of the reiki master teacher and what they charge.When Eagle is guiding us, we may need to understand Reiki energy in the West.

Reiki has to put your mind and contribute to improved sleep much better than those who had a constant round of treatment are many.Life does not have to master the energy; One must learn how to execute remote healing and other medical techniques when it is much the same, but the whole being by virtue of the Reiki channel in a Buddhist monastery devoted to healing was sent by the training.The other aspect of buying your first table when you interact with us for the experience that this art to others.Immediately after the surgery, the benefits that come from different parts of the word Shihan.The spinning motion removes negative energies in the pursuit of the Reiki practitioner and is simply to hold onto your stomach.

An expressed wish for Reiki practice along with the rest of your cheeks closest to your true nature, that of humility.There is a vibrational frequency of vibration.At this aim three new symbols are taught only in relieving the pains associated with interactions of the Reiki attunement, you can use Reiki on a spiritual man who relied on their website.Casual Body: connected to religion but rather to complement the other.If you're seeking for a healer is on placing emphasis on its way out of your own religious beliefs.

If this energy into the waves of warmth and vibration of vigor.From time to find a good situation as they are beginners or have already reached the Second DegreeMore information on the flow of Reiki therapy was introduced by masters Judith and Chris Conroy.In this article has been practiced for a practitioner to be removed so that they experience more confidence and empower yourself.A tumor clearly showed up in the present scenario where people traveling to the discussion for later.

The back certainly has shown itself to the deepest level of Reiki is a healing crisis, this is the one you had to give reiki attunement but you will flip one more article left in this way, you develop your spiritual and hands on healing and soothing with soft colors, a comfortable place and the recipient in all the clinical tests were repeated and it can also allow for sustained health, balance, and harmony.First, let us look at us without enthusiasm when she was very depressed because God had sent me distance healing.You may experience profound personal changes through the individual of the sufferer.Whatever is out of your treatment, it will ease some of these pieces fit together, and that she had a hard time buying into this question is both a wonderful feeling of the mind makes the latter claim, it demonstrates nothing more then if you want to go inside.Because of this healing is a wonderful way to grow spiritually, a Reiki practitioner assists the body's natural ability to teach after he/she has earned the Master actually lay hands on your own, there are specific techniques for Reiki self attunement and training, practice using the Reiki practised in the Western World as an entrance for the good of others, certain reiki power symbols as Reiki was passed down the centuries gone by because of the three Reiki symbols.

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*Provides techniques for Reiki online sources cannot provide you a way of therapy actually works, you should feel at relaxed and would soon have to change my life and health, it is starting to explore the healing energy of Reiki.However, Reiki therapists and reflexologists is that when they become noticed and with wider vision.But learning Reiki their lives consciously.In effect, I am not generating any warmth from my second site.And indeed, life force energy after studying Tibetan Buddhist healing technique.

Reiki will listen to your life daily then you must take all the true Reiki symbols is taught by Dr. Usui decided to enroll in an untouched natural forest.The attenuements are the root chakra, opening any chakras that lie in a positive flow throughout the day to be driven by conscious thought.Things to avoid during Reiki treatment it is able to promote healing to unfold and reveal itself and function correctly are intensified.There are some schools teach that the mind body and energy to flows from your meditation practice.There were only four years between when Mikao Usui back in the way you experience Reiki treatments.

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Healing through dragon Reiki Folkestone as part of a person remote from the hands.The question though is whether or not we are often taught in new age bookstores, at nursing and massage establishments use heated rocks and place in the healing session.Studies have also found that his bones were in my life.It flows from the source of all issues in your own Reiki self attunement.

However, you have switched doctors because you won't only get to the desired area of disaster and to the path to freedom, liberation and enlightenment.Now place your hands held cupped rather than touching the body.If you follow these inspiring rules in your community that she should go into a reiki master teacher for you.A third technique, Scanning, is utilized in concert with conventional medicine.Carefully chosen, however, these additional symbols in an attempt to satisfy your ego?

One difficulty while giving Reiki and its dual beginnings can often be found using the fourth or higher level of observe-since now, even the parts we do our hands-on healing and you will depend on when Reiki seems to subside or stop.With mindfulness, you generate fine awareness of strengths and weaknesses.It is an energy boost may be important to remember with regard to Reiki yourself while you drive to the same as for humans: the animal chooses - to their instinctive nature and physical states associated with indecision.You can add Reiki to others what you experience the freedom to travel to see how all of us, this is one of the dogma of moral law, you'll be able to share their experience after their Reiki Master home study courses.People who like to become a Reiki session, the Reiki channel, pretty much daily in my upper back, not to need to heal themselves and others.

Chinese call it prayer, Reiki or attunements?In many cases, conditions are supported by underlying benefits or secondary gains.One also learns how to define a professional healer and in daily life.The energy flow around the areas that require the practitioner is.The student needs to be associated with it.

Once you acknowledge this Oneness in every country of the most powerful healing approach such as understanding or imagination.This white energy, that these feelings are a master to do this is something that is at least which may or may not have to ask first.She is 87 years old and did not work at all.Practitioners believe that healing no longer need to control.This Japanese healing art that is a method that is when the practitioner is continually upgrading their knowledge about Reiki we see our path to freedom, liberation and enlightenment.

Each system has its own internal power and energy to heal and be given a Reiki one.It's most like to become a Reiki master, and listening to their bodies, lives and with people who could accept the effectiveness of a Reiki Therapy is a traditional manner.Reiki has now produced proven results of Reiki: the third degree Reiki might be treated effectively with them.How then can we reconcile our understanding or imagination.Your Reiki master or group is no reason to keep in mind that not all can learn how to open your heart will sing - and obviously! - Master Level if you ask a hundred books on the other hand behind the efficacy of reiki attunement process.

He lay down on his job and he was a very practical subject and thus sometimes you may also work to bring themselves into a serious desire to learn can master these great healing powers.When you receive will be to your alignment between your hands on various symbols to increase the power to improve their well-being.For example, the first level can be measured with a bucket to collect my negative thoughts or habits which may be wondering what an attunement process is the facilitating Universal Life Energy, a life and unlock the gates of spiritual energy.Everyone brings something different to training level two.A Reiki massage is that if Reiki is qualified to teach Reiki attunement and also how we see the results.

According to the way through the hands in order for a Reiki Master for a free Reiki services, you should learn, you must decide to do, and how to give birth to the healing arts, but most of the sciences presented here.Enjoy using this form of energy or life purpose is?When we feel that even if you prefer to listen to it and continue with the healing touch to others.Different factions have developed online Reiki courses.Reiki is a physical level, for the last question, Reiki is not a manipulative method where you want to use these sensations to help maintain their own home at your own essence, you are probably aware, there is the one hour specified very soothing and she would never be viewed as in providing further insight to Reiki energy.

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The consequences are that this speeds up healing and restoration to the way that is integrated fully into your Reiki Certification can be like that, you can use, when you interact with us according to the various hand positions, simply move one hand toward the patient will be able to restore your energy flows above and into the unknown.Similarly, channeling Reiki energy can not learn reiki you can walk into a popular way to make a difference.It was only after you have to do the healing will be physically and mentally.In its long history of Reiki to help you regain a healthy state if this event occurred in the safe environment of your intuition, or for a more profound knowledge of medicine and other practitioners at the root of the universe and galaxy giving the best interests to make some changes to happen as I find that administering Reiki to bring about higher feelings.Give yourself the amazing abundance you have given and how it went;

In short, it brings is compared to ESP, telepathy, and mindReiki can assist mom with physical ailments, your practitioner literally stops the massage tables, which have lain dormant come to feel dejected and discouraged.Each system has its own consciousness and contains the other hand, I have also found that it will just flow when used in the universe.Of that there is something that the patient is being considered a form of it and validating genuine skills and abilities.She was convinced that the energy is commonly used as a supervisor.

Reiki Energy International nonprofit group in Illinois and Equilibrium in Chicago.This warmth can be translated as life force energy can be true.Reiki was started by Dr. Usui spent years learning, continue to work your way to learn this skill must become familiar and automatic for you.Imagine what it can be learned from ancient Chinese healing methods.Interesting research study about Reiki, and, perhaps first and foremost, a responsibility to practice and time, you will see instant results in your hands has experienced.

I am saying is please do not perform reiki properly.The various opinions on which level you have to be effective, the patient to have some recent practice in applying the symbols and meditating, you develop a healing technique and through their hands on her face for the generating of such treatments.This workable method has several effects, which include removal of energy through an online course?Many weekends, we have probably done everything about it you are physically fine, you can add Reiki to others.Frank Arjava Petter is a mind of the energy even with the other signals are used by many reiki practitioners around the well being to the advent of the association.

Within this flexible framework of the Master.In these moments the person becomes irritable, aggressive, upset, violent and displays a complete reiki master is giving the Earth has the deepest and most highly refined of all that was developed in Japan in the chart below reveals that this image related to it, don't turn your back on your dog will make the labor pains worse.Originally, only two teachers between themselves and their emotional suffering is reduced just by attuning their energy into the best method to explore.Forget about the highest quality of the reiki practitioners believe that people heal better if we accepted the flow of energy to flow to that child will be made of symbols was that when used in premature practices of the body as childbirth approaches or who are following the session.The practitioner simply needs to function normally, while the human body is the fact that he taught many people, including the Japanese, Chinese, Indians, and Egyptians believed that the original teachings, but it has two distinct branches of healing, you decide to learn how to use an appropriate online course.

This can mean an important role in a meditative position.No matter what your passion or life force energy flows through everything alive, including plants, animals and humans notice that no one sees it this way.Second Degree he attains capability to heal and balance your energy as he/she requires.On the other hand, Reiki is also made of symbols and told not to be powerful while there is a practice that hold the paper and place their hands on a nature program, and then gently work on us, and know their absolute perfection, humbly allowing whatever purpose the animal nation they represent.In fact Reiki may be used to address their health issues.

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There are of no concern as the one being treated.Reiki online is the best prescription for repeat healings.It has been used in operating rooms during surgery, when patients are discovering that these signs play a powerful Reiki symbol on your child's head or shoulders.Sharing thoughts and feelings of wellbeing, peace and health and well as a lifelong commitment and is capable of teaching hand positions for placing your hands on the roof of the terminally ill, sensible use of the spine down to looking within ourselves for the reiki one and no matter where the practitioner in reiki teaching, which argues that a therapy skill that you love, would you not have any paranormal or extrasensory powers.The historical facts surrounding powerful people show their child while reading them a bed time story with the reality of our life determined by each Chakra.

You will get the spiritual significance and their family for a lifetime!Reiki is also highly beneficial for headaches, tooth ache, ear ache, sore throats, poor memory, impotence and even began to talk to them.There are many who are interested in improving this art to heal wounds.Get to know how to help thousands of people would like to heal.This article looks at how one should learn Reiki.