#the guilt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[nerdfins]

EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO IN A CORNER AND CRY A BIT.

[yaralulu]

I often think about that moment where lucien comes up to tamlin after the war and tamlin just walks away without a word because up until that point tamlin hadn’t seen lucien since he left.He’d spent this whole time believing lucien had betrayed him and he knew he was staying at the night court but now he’s seeing lucien for the first time in weeks and suddenly it’s so real.Lucien is right there but he’s not standing by his side like he has for years—no he’s standing across from him right next to his enemies,their enemies,the very same people who destroyed the spring court,and he’s on their side wearing their clothes showing everybody exactly where his new loyalties lie.He’s one of them now.And the betrayal is so blatant and the pain of it too deep that tamlin can do nothing other than walk away.

“Loathing simmering in his green eyes”. “The guilt,the devastation,flicker in that russet eye.”

THE ANGST ?????????????

[codeopod]

Ok but, Liam’s face crumpling when he realizes that the man he’s been pouring his trauma into (via sending stone) has had just as hard of a time

[screechingfromthevoid]

If I had a nickel for every swordsman with a dead partner, whose weapon he inherited to honor their memory and incorporated it into his armor, had to kill a dear friend because of the power inside them I'd-

*side eyes orym and Imogen and all that bullshit over there*

I'd have one nickel and I'd like to keep it that way

[astraskylark]

So I guess these two dressed up and travelled together huh

[thebirthofvenusfly]

if i asked to escape my current timeloop and was given an out to be directly put into myself's timeloop again as an onlooker and both of us trapped together and then watch them succeed at every turn I crumbled on and get the ending I deserved do you understand the hell I would raise

[deenigma]

Maltober Day 27 - Guilt

"She... the wolves are supposed to be out

there, Larson. They're not, they're not

here... she she trusted you. She loved

you, and you...you f-failed her... you failed,

you failed her."

[bloodfreak-boyking]

the way he can barely look at sam bc sam almost dying on his watch is the reason john sent them here in the first place i can't-

[andishouldfeel]

Necromancer Nolan Holloway AU

"How many deaths have you died to be so strong?

How many times have you screamed to be so silent?"

Trigger Warning: angts, death, seizure, blood

in order to become a "master of death", you must get a taste of if before...

The nightmares got worse, and the lack of sleep was definitely affecting his performance at school, he survived purely on caffeine lately.

Nolan was just leaving chemistry class when it happened.

There was a lot of people on the hallway, a lot of dead people.

Edgar, Tiang, Janney, Brett... Gabe.

These were the few he knew.

They were all just standing, looking bloody and maimed.

Gabe had all his bullet's holes oozing blood and Brett was drooling a black goo.

It was like a horror movie.

Nolan's heart hammered in his chest, he was stuck on his feet, just staring at them.

Then, it all happened really fast, a blinding pain in his head, aching like it was about to blow, the nauseous feeling in his stomach, the rapid fluttering of heart in his chest, his lungs burned, the sudden taste of blood on his mouth...

"Dude, are you okay?" Mason asked.

Nolan collapsed.

----

Corey and Mason watched as Nolan fell to the ground fast, as if someone had cut his strings, there wasn't even time for them to react, he was already at the ground.

It took Mason a few seconds, but Corey already was at Nolan's side.

"Nolan, what... What the hell?!"

Nolan's chest jerked away from the ground, his mouth open in a silent scream and his eyes open, fogged, like a cloud was stuck inside his eyes.

Just as fast as it started, he went completely still.

"Someone call an ambulance!" Mason screamed at the students gathering along the scene.

"Mason, he has no heartbeat." Corey said almost in a whisper. "I can hear nothing!"

"Oh my God, okay, okay..." Mason prepared his hands, trying to remember everything from his heath class, he was about to start a very clumsy CPR, when Nolan took a big breath, chest jerking away from the floor again, almost instantly his body started convulsing.

"We need to start counting!" A girl said in the growing crowd.

"On it!" Another boy said, looking nervous from the clock to Nolan's form, seizuring on the floor.

Corey and Mason did their best through the first minute that the seizure lasted, holding Nolan on his side, covering him with a coat donated by someone when he lost control of his bladder.

He just stopped, breathing heavily, then another seizure followed.

The bell rang, and there were and even more people joining the crowd.

"What happened?"

"Have you all called an ambulance already?"

"Oh my God, there's blood coming out of his mouth!"

"Is he dying?"

"Is he possessed?"

"OKAY EVERYONE, GET OUT, FOLLOW TO YOUR NEXT CLASSES, I DON'T WANT TO SEE A SOUL AROUND!" Coach screamed, and people instantly started vanishing.

"Oh, shit!" Liam joined them quickly "He smells awful."

Nolan had just calmed, laying lifeless on the floor, blood coming out from the corner of his mouth.

"He must've bit this tongue... But at least his heart is beating." Corey said, relieved. "Do you think we can move him?"

"No, keep him there." Coach instructed. "Ambulance in on it's way."

[saturnneedsspace]

That look Cas gives Dean when no one can see him and he talks about how much faith Dean has in him. Even though everyone else is right and Dean's the only one who believes Cas is innocent.

[blitzy-blitzwing]

I spilled the oil at work. 🥲

[seagreenstardust]

Just me, absolutely insane about how normal Katsuki is with his friends these days. Teasing Shoto about his older brother definitely liking the really really hot udon, both because he’s a little troll and knows that’s the opposite of what Shoto likes, and because teasing could lighten the mood and maybe help Shoto feel better?? No yelling?? Just hanging out with the boys!!!

He’s grown so much

[campbenji]

ever think about how the only reason the Scorpius Rex gets out is because Kenji pushed a button and no one is ever going to find that out?

[freakonalaesh]

Death bringer

[drama-glob]

And if you wake him, you’ll have to live with the guilt that you disturbed this hairy baby’s rest. O_O

[rubixcuby]

You ever just wake up and take a step back after a week of ovulation and get absolutely disgusted by yourself 😨