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jakey-beefed-it · 8 months ago

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So ages ago I was diagnosed as "type 2" bipolar, which presents as "major depression for long periods of time" and "shorter, less intense mania" literally called "hypomania." Which, okay, I guess that described me in my 20s when my life was falling apart, right? But not perfectly, and brains change as you get older, so who knows.

And so, it's been so long since I had a manic phase that I legit was starting to think "Nah, I'm just a regular depressive who sometimes gets ADHD hyperfocus and knocks out a bunch of creative projects" but uhhh here we are again. Mood's a bit wobbly but energy level is high. Higher than I'd like. Uncomfortably high.

You know, manic.

#the good news is i finished my skitarii for now #and also painted all 6 of hexbane's hunters #and am building 10 space marine scouts #and wrote and ran a good d&d session #productivity is lovely but the feeling of bees in my chest is less lovely #at least they match the adhd bees in my head #boring personal bullshit

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