#the gender euphoria of being a bf... my god...

[lorelune]

partner sent me a national boyfriend day text. i'm blacking out

[neetgirlgeeks]

ahhh fuck shamanic princess was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!!! I genuinely do not have any words oh my god By episode 4 I did get pretty confused with what was going on but I still loved graham…both Lena + Tiara and Kagetsu + Tiaras fights were AMAZING. each sequence in this show was done with so much love there’s just SO MUCH EYE CANDY…especially Lenas transformation, so obsessed with her design!! Sara and Tiara are my favorites and my otp kyaaaa~ i’m definitely projecting onto sara hard. the soundtrack is also so good, even the songs that play during scenes that you’re not supposed to really listen to were so serene and sweet sounding ahh…I cant even express how much gender euphoria the art style gives me fuck!!! i need to be in this style. people need to perceive me as this. i’m so glad i’m getting into the habit of watching anime again, just the beauty of it all, I didn’t mind being confused slightly…I had my bf to help me anyway hes SOOO much better than me with media comprehension lolol :P 10/10 please watch omg!!!

[ishouldsleepbut]

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List 5 things that make you happy and then ask this question to the last 10 people who liked and reblogged things from you

this took me so long to answer for no reason but we're doing it!

my bf. holy shit he's so great. just the best boy ever actually.

my friends (sigma women <333). most of you don't have tumblr but i love you and i'm going to miss you so much when we're gone and we're keeping in touch no matter what.

art. i do it. sometimes it's pretty, sometimes it's not. but it's always art and i think that's neat.

tumblr. i'm going to get sappy here for a second so be warned but this really just has been the best community. i've figured a lot of shit out on here. and it's all because the people on here are so fun and kind and accepting and truly some of the best human beings i've ever interacted with. the world should be more like tumblr. always.

eyeliner. the gender euphoria oh my god!!!

[honeybeekao]

the moment i saw you said you liked talking about theatre my first thought was "ask dino to talk about theatre" so

talk about it!!! i wanna hear <3 i know basically nothing but pls. talk about something you love!!!!

hmnjdhjdhd WAAA youre so sweet

okay OKAY so i was in 4 musicals (+1 in middle school but that one barely counts.. i miss it tho) and they were All so fucking cool ! i really wanted to be an actor for like 4 years that was my passion for awhiiile

i got to be in ensemble for newsies and oh my GOD newsies is like the best musical ever i adore it. broadway musical i could watch over and over and over the music gets stuck in my head easily AND OKAY SO. my gender was rlly difficult for me freshman year, but being able to dress up as a boy for that show felt really validating. and just the way the script Is... accidental gender affirmation everytime us as a group got refered to as boys despite the all gender cast. this was also during my "i wear flannels for gender euphoria" moment of my life so my newsies outfit was just...clothes i already wore plus a vest and hat HDKDGDKD

then we did into the woods and.... my god. okay so i dont think i ever got all the lyrics right for the amount of songs with the same melody but Different words... but thats okay. i got to play one of cinderella's stepsisters THE FUCKING DRESS FOR THAT SHOW WAS SO PRETTY only time ive gotten to wear a real princess dress <33 HORRIBLE TO DANCE IN THOUGH. i almost tripped and fell every show (which wouldve been funny i was evil sooo i mean. i shouldve)

then. then we did les miserables and . that musical is hell to work on it's a fucking opera and it's So emotionally taxing but SO good. like i had the time of my life but i barely slept. best show ever best show ever. i played gavroche (an 8 year old boy who just lives on his own.... and joins the revolution) and i successfully made people cry! i really really hope my mom can find the camcorder her bf used to record the whole show because.. i think i'd cry if i got to watch it as audience. the music is terrifying to learn i sung in soprano (for reference on how difficult it is, check the song one day more. the chorus sections are insane)

i also tripped in the audience during a full solo and my ONLY concern at the time was "please let my mic not be broken Please let my mic not be broken." i cried backstage for like 5 minutes after bc of the adrenaline. THEN I HAD TO GO ONSTAGE AGAIN ALONE so i couldnt cry long GDKSHDJ

les mis is like my best life experience that show means everything to me i miss it so much..it went by too fast

the last show i was in was called urinetown (sounds weird but it's a satirical comedy about how capitalism will kill off all of humanity it's fun) and the dancing for it was the most difficult thing ive ever had to learn!

the music is also like. Yikes i was struggling probably just as much as les mis because i switched to alto (i attempted soprano for it but it Hurt me. so i switched. and harmonies are a pain but i got em eventually) i had more lines in this show than les mis but i didnt really care much for my character?? it was similar to newsies except i had some one off lines because comedies with a group of characters are like that. gfjdhdj THE DANCING. we had 2 choreographers helping us, and i hated it so much <3 i hate learning choreo in dimly lit rooms because i Cant see anything. i needed to take videos and learn on my own and had like 1 friend who could kinda help but it was still like aushajha Why

WE DIDNT GET TO PERFORM THAT SHOW. our opening night was march 13th 2020 so . we just had to fucking mourn everything. but i mean the experience was still great and theatre was my escape. idk what i would've done without it, the theatre kept me focused on things i enjoyed and meant i wasnt just wallowing

tysm for asking i love theatre and musicals and i think everyone should watch newsies