#the fucking yelling in this. brr. fuck. fuck fuck fuck me i love this song. brr. jpeg is so expressive and tommy genesis is like
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#fucking .. anthem. i love this song forever it's the stimmiest shit does straight to the core of my brain being.#so many good lines and just such a borderline feral vibe aaaaaaa#brrbbrrrrr i think im insane do u love me?#cuz they just don't know... how much you mean to me#go on anyway its alright its ok#i talk to god and she calls me a emo#the fucking yelling in this. brr. fuck. fuck fuck fuck me i love this song. brr. jpeg is so expressive and tommy genesis is like#i don't even know. kin. i guess. i wish.#rough 7#jpegmafia#tommy genesis#music#stretch marks on my skull i wasn't made for me at all#she put a gun to my halo#like. fuck man#Spotify#the fucking sounf effects and the beat. jpegs laughs#aaaaaAAAAAAaaaaAAAA... aaa ..s....fmflkgkg#kgkgkmhmvmvmfnnsnannznvmmzncng
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🎸 and 👠
for your selfship asks game! love you <3333 happy vday
Remi!! Happy vday babydoll! Hope your day has been amazing pooks! luv you!!! ᰔᩚ
🎸 : song of the evening for you and your f/o?
ᥫ᭡Toji - The song in my amv I made for Toji is RNB - Nicki Minaj ft. Lil Wayne and Tate Kobang. Honestly like the perfect song for me and Toji, I got the Nicki parts he got the Wayne and Tate part.
The end part is perfect omfg:
Lingerie on, I hope you waitin' for me, baby My friends say you ain't shit, they hatin' on my baby (baby) Off the '42, we fuck around and make a baby (oh, no-no-no) 'Member when them boys pulled you over and we skated? (Baby) Lingerie on, I hope you waitin' for me, baby (brr, hello?) Your friends still hatin', shit, they hatin' on me, baby (oh) We was on the block, now it's houses and they gated (oh) I got a lot of bitches, they ain't fuckin' with my baby
But honorable mention to Demeanor - Pop Smoke ft. Dua Lipa
ᥫ᭡ Choso - Okay so I have this headcanon that Choso being the little emo boy he is also loves 80s rock (bc I do too). So he listens to a lot of Billy Idol. So our song of the night is Rebel Yell by Billy Idol.
These lyrics tho:
I walked the world for you, babe A thousand miles with you I dried your tears of pain, babe A million times for you I'd sell my soul for you, babe For money to burn for you I'd give you all and have none, babe Just to, just to, just to, a-just to, to have you here by me, because
👠: Night In or Night Out
I answered this one but I can expand! So defo Night In, a Night In Date Night is me cooking and Choso helping me while Toji sits and watches UFC or some shit lol.
We eating on the sofa, no table/candle light, just me and my boys ❤︎
We argue over watching more UFC (Toji), a horror movie (Me) or playing Mario Kart (Choso). But tbh we end up watching some trashy reality show we all get WAYYY too into like Traitors, Love Island UK, Survivor, Big Brother, etc.
While I wanna say it ends with sexy times, we get into watching it so much, we binge nearly the entire season and we end up falling asleep on the sofa. Toji sitting up, headback and mouth open passed out, me laying down on my side using Toji lap as a pillow. Choso behind me, arms around my hips head pressed into my lower back. LOL
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aaaaaask meme
7, 10, 18, 24, 26, 29
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
I answered this previously, but 7 when it comes to you specifically is making you yell at me. fills me with warmth
10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?
Your star wars au Shannon death makes me want to disappear (and your description of Bea's elbow stuff) asking this question has made me forget everything I've ever read tbh. I've been haunted by stuff I never finished, and I'll stumble over it and just get slapped in the face
18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end. Spicy addition: Questioner provides the passage.
from tmtl ch5, rewatching ep6 for the millionth time I got stuck on the fact that Bea's had to drive out to Ronda alone and then back with Mary and sit in the knowledge that they've lost Lilith too and their family of four has been cut in half in the blink of an eye
outline/v1: The return trip with Mary. Quiet, stilted questions. Not on the same wavelength, interrupting each other and apologising because they don't know how to fill the spaces that have been left for other voices.
v2: "Would you just look at me?" // "I can't. Because I look at you and all I see is her."
v3: "You're all I have left. Shannon's dead. Lilith's dead. Mary, you're all I have left." // "I can't." Mary's voice is hoarse. "Even just sitting here– You still use her soap." It's not a question. "I sit here and I smell her and when I look at you all I can see are the fingerprints she left behind. And I'm sorry, Beatrice, but I can't fucking deal with that right now."
v4: "You're all I have left,” Beatrice continues, unable to hold her tongue now that the first stones in the dam have cracked. “Shannon's dead. Lilith's dead. Mary, you're all I have left. Look at me. Please." // "I can't." Mary's voice is hoarse. "Even just sitting here– You still use her soap." It's not a question. "I sit here and I smell her and when I look at you all I can see are the fingerprints she left behind. And I'm sorry, Beatrice, but I can't fucking deal with that right now."
24. How much prep work do you put into your stories? What does that look like for you? Do you enjoy this part or do you just want to get on with it?
it depends on the story; tmtl for each scene I had a one sentence outline for the exact emotional beats I wanted to hit, and then a paragraph outline with scene beats and callbacks, and then a bulletpoint outline to detail the exact shape of the scene. fic: nature is gonna end up with the same sort of treatment but probably less intense about it. tmau prep work has involved a shit ton of academic papers and spreadsheets. if it's not clear, I really love prep work, I haven't had as much opportunity for research work in my day-to-day lately so I've been really digging in. honestly fic: dads has been such a departure in that it's been an exercise for me in trying to do absolutely no planning
26. How do you get into your character’s head? How do you get out? Do you ever regret going in there in the first place?
I'll typically have a song assigned to a character for a specific fic and listen to that repeatedly if I'm having trouble getting into their mindset. getting out of it usually isn't that difficult, head empty brain go brr etc. but if I'm getting to stuck in something I go watch cooking videos on youtube tbh. there are a couple points I've hit where I've been writing something and had to take a step back and go 'okay, it's not good for me to be here right now I need to walk away' but I don't know that I regret those points so much as they give me more insight into myself
29. Where do you draw your inspiration? What do you do when the inspiration well runs dry?
I usually turn to my sad bangers playlist (which I've been familiarizing you with cas hehe) if I'm in the need for inspiration, and lately when I've been stuck on something I've gone and stared at @princington 's art until I'm Fixed (read: made worse (affectionate))
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safaranger headcanons? i love them sm...
A/N: yes hello i had this formatted so long ago i js couldnt get myself to log in and post it JHGFDFGHJ neways my head got too full and i needed smth to do so here it is!! these were rlly fun to write ngl TWs: none tbh theyre js vibin- mention of toxic traits (overstepping boundaries), safalin drugs the valentines chocolate but it’s for the sake of creativity ok, ig they're kinda yandere if you squint? idk i felt like their canon personalities speak for themselves in terms of yan JHGFDCFVGH, not much besides that
♡ "nerd" /r
♡ they call eachother saffy and ray bc it's CUTE OKAY-
♡ they go out at like 4 in the morning and get 7/11 slushies
♡ safalin gets her blue raspberry and just watches as ranger tries to fill up his cup with every flavor of slushie
♡ this is their usual date as in it happens like three times a week
♡ they go on nicer dates sometimes
♡ like eating awful cardboard pizza in a parking lot
♡ or sitting on the edge of a highway bridge together
♡ taking turns shoving or scaring eachother to see if they could actually get the other to fall off of said bridge and into oncoming traffic
♡ they're so romantic, i know--
♡ safalin is generally very mousey when she's not being murdery, obv, so they can't go on many loud dates, or dates where talking to other people is a must
♡ ranger is generally very loud, so they can't go to many quiet dates either
♡ like. study-date at a library? he's already been banned bc he won't shut up and insists on yelling while he's there
♡ okay, how about the movie theater? wouldn't that work for both?
♡ no.
♡ the answer is no.
♡ he will either watch the movie by himself or just google the ending and twists, just so that he can yell EVERYTHING out in the theater when the movie's about to start
♡ it's awful, and he relishes in the absolute anguish of the other movie-goers
♡ but it's also kinda cute how he grabs safalin's hand and absolutely books it to the exit to avoid the onslaught of popcorn and drinks being thrown at them
♡ and safalin is a sucker for soft shenanigans, so needless to say, this happens often
♡ "but zuzu," i hear you asking because i am omnipotent and i know all, "wouldnt they get banned after a couple times?"
♡ and to that i say,
♡ yes
♡ they are banned from every movie theater in the city, actually-
♡ this is no problem, however
♡ and it ties into another one of their dates
♡ roadtrip time!!
♡ they take turns driving, but they mostly take off-road, probably-illegal paths
♡ why? they both get awful roadrage
♡ and also ranger likes to gas the car to the fastest it can go
♡ they also take turns with songs from their playlists, though ranger sings very loudly to his
♡ when safalin's not driving, she's either asleep, talking to ranger about bizarre medical cases off the top of her head, or rambling about the human brain
♡ that was just me being excessively roundabout in saying that the poor girl has motion sickness </3
♡ ranger's medical knowledge only goes as far as "haha funny advil go brr brr brr", so uh
♡ damn, ig safalin's just gonna have to deal with it for the next 3 hours until it's time for a bathroom break
♡ ranger will stop the car for a quick break if it gets too bad, but saf would personally rather not risk being flung through the fucking windshield-
♡ remember how this all started by them getting banned from all the cinemas?
♡ yeah they rlly drove all the way out just to do that same shit at a different one in a whole other town
♡ ranger is a surprisingly good cook, and safalin is limited to cooking different types of noodles
♡ but ranger, as a good chef, uses his powers for evil
♡ hot sauce. hot sauce everywhere
♡ safalin has her knife collection, ranger has his hot sauce collection. they are hazards.
♡ one day he may just.
♡ get bored and fuck around, yk?
♡ "babe i made you a sandwich!"
♡ "...honey ily but why are there jellybeans in the middle of this ham & swiss sandwich?"
♡ valentines day is a mess.
♡ they divide off the sides of the kitchen and refuse to speak with eachother
♡ you'd think they're fighting but no, they're just making surprise chocolate
♡ safalin sticks with normal chocolate ♡ until she mixes different types of sedatives and medicinal ingredients in them.
♡ for the sake of creativity!
♡ and then she decides that she wants them to be flower-shaped
♡ and she can't go out to the store and buy molds, no, that would make it too easy for ranger to see when he's being terribly un-stealthy at peeking over the cardboard barricade separating the two of them
♡ homegirl starts just.
♡ using piping bags to make petals. no words for this tbh--
♡ her hands are limp the next day, she can't even turn on the lights
♡ ranger is...also creative with his
♡ there are lots of chocolates, but they're all....weirdly shaped
♡ and when safalin finds out that a good half of them have sour gummy worms and skittles inside, that's ample explanation
♡ the rest? hot sauce
♡ this may seem like an unfair tradeoff, but i raise to you an opposition:
♡ ranger eats a single one of safalin’s chocolates and fucking explodes in hives- ♡ he insists on continuing to eat them, but he passes out after the third one is down his throat-
♡ safalin's chocolates were sharp and also drugged
♡ the weird flavored chocolates and the drugged chocolates balance eachother out in terms of awfulness, so it's a fair match-
♡ and also it's the thought that counts, yadayada they're hopelessly in love, whateverrr
♡ they don't fight too often, but when they do it's usually over one thing
♡ boundaries, yayyyy
♡ ranger wants to do everything fast, loud, and spontaneous
♡ this means things like suddenly running up and tackling safalin, or a short trip to walmart turning into a drive to the next state
♡ safalin has alot of problems with stuff like this
♡ she doesn't like sudden impact, she doesn't really like sudden anything
♡ she wants at least a warning beforehand, but ranger being ranger says "lol ok" and proceeds to completely forget within the next 3 seconds
♡ this sets safalin into a place of "you're saying ok but you keep doing it, do my boundaries not even matter to you or what?"
♡ so this is in fact a problem
♡ safalin's end of fault arises with bad communication and clingyness
♡ if she wants a hug, she'll want it immediately, but she won't say anything about it for fear of being a bother
♡ and then she'll get sad about it, because "i want a hug so bad rn but what if im being annoying aaaaaaaaaaaaa"
♡ and then ranger will just have to sit there trying to figure out why his gf is sulking
♡ so if/when he figures it out, he gives her a hug, right?
♡ but then she wants to be like that all day
♡ and ranger can deal with like....an hour, two hours tops
♡ but,,,,,,all day???
♡ safalin doesn't care about things like eating and using the bathroom
♡ "can't you just wait? just like...5 more minutes, please?"
♡ and when he can't bc
♡ bro's hungry, or he has to pee, cmon dude-
♡ she gets all sulky again, and it repeats
♡ for basically all day, every day, 24/7 all year long-
♡ it’s at a point where safalin gets sad when ranger wants to go somewhere else that isn’t with her
♡ so this is also a problem
♡ they're working on it
♡ they're both struggling, but they're trying
♡ ranger yells as a warning while he's charging at safalin, and safalin recognizes the importance of an eating schedule and needing the bathroom. healthy habits, people-
♡ yk if you consider their personalities without the opposites attract ship trope, it could be tough to see how they work together
♡ and honestly, yeah, they don't even know how they started dating eachother, one day they just said uwu at the same time and then they were a couple ig--
♡ but they balance eachother out pretty well
♡ ranger is good at conveying how he's feeling through body language but less with actual language it comes out as just a string of profanities
♡ safalin's body language is also reserved so you can't rlly read her, but her actual language is pretty good at conveying things
♡ so the combination of the two means that safalin is usually the one to help ranger articulate his words, while ranger is the one to clarify the connotation safalin's trying to convey in her words
♡ their communication is (mostly) smooth, and they can read eachother pretty well
♡ AND they're a sadistic murdercouple who also happen to be a pair of the two absolute biggest nerds you could find
♡ so really, what's better than that?
♡ nothing.
♡ they are the peak.
♡ they have an entire cult dedicated to them.
♡ viva la safaranger
#zuzu writes#FINALLY#tia safalin#rio ranger#yttd safalin#yttd ranger#headcanons#safaranger#yttd safaranger#yandere yttd#kinda?#tw yandere#a little bit??#if i check back on this and any of it is formatted wrong#i will start crying
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Drives With Them
Alice In Borderland
Only doing Chishiya and Niragi because they're the only two who have access to cars hahahahahaha-
This song makes my brain go 'brr'
Chishiya
Warnings: Swearing, arguing
- He hates driving
- Learns it's the only way he can get alone time
- With you
- Can talk about stuff with you, and there's no one else to interrupt
- He usually asks you by spinning the keys around on his finger and saying "Wanna go?"
- He drives pretty nice, honestly
- Hasn't crashed, doesn't make you pray for your life before you get into a car with him.
- Enjoys taking the longest way possible home
- Gives zero fucks if a group need the car for the games
- Usually ends the drive somewhere scenic to watch the sunset or if it's raining, he just parks the car and talks to you
"Wanna go?" Chishiya asked, spinning the keys on his finger, interrupting the conversation you were having with Arisu. "Sure! Sorry Arisu-Kun, gotta go," you said, excusing yourself from the conversation. "No problem. Have fun," Arisu smiled, leaving. You chased after Chishiya, grabbing his hand. He pulled it away and you scoffed. "Jerk," you muttered. "You know who is watching," he whispered back, nodding to Hatter. "And?" You asked as you left the building, heading over to the cars. "He could use it against us. I don't want you in danger because of me," he said, opening the door on the passenger side for you. "What a gentleman," you said rolling your eyes, getting in the car. He shut the door after you, getting in himself on the drivers side.
"I'm sorry," he said into the quiet atmosphere after you two had been driving around the empty streets of Tokyo for a couple minutes. You only huffed, looking out your window. "I'm get that you don't want to make our relationship out there and shit, but I... I have feelings too Chishiya. I want to be able to hold your hand around the Beach, or just show you love in front of other people," you answered, he kept his eyes on the road, listening to your words. "I can understand that. But... you have to understand that I don't want you getting caught in the middle because you're with me," he said after a few seconds. You felt bad about being mad at him, especially when you knew he had good intentions. "I know... I'm sorry Chishiya," you apologized, looking at him. "It's ok. It's upsetting, I get it," he said, slowing down a bit as you got closer to the inner city.
"Sucks there's no radio," you said, holding his left hand on the glove compartment as you two drove around, the argument you had earlier having been talked through. "It's better, in my opinion. We can talk," he said. The sun was setting, the sky painted in an array of pastels, golden sunlight fading from view. You smiled at his response. "You know, when I first met you, I thought you were going to be a bitchy, antisocial, I hate people kind of guy, who would've pushed me off the roof for talking to him, but I'm glad only half of that is true," you giggled. "Oh? Which half is true?" He asked, as you noticed the car slowing down. "The 'I hate people' part. You just have no empathy towards them," you said, leaning on his shoulder. The car had stopped on a bluff that overlooked the ocean. Chishiya got out of the car, telling you to do the same. He climbed up on the hood of the car, making his way to the roof of it. You did the same, sitting besides him. You stared out into the ocean, watching the sunset as he sat besides you. "Beautiful..." he whispered. You looked at him. "It is," you said. "I'm not talking about the sunset. I'm talking about you you know," he said, cupping your face in his hands. You blushed, looking to the side. "I thought you said no PDA?" You asked, looking back at him. "I think... I think I'm willing to protect you if worse comes to worse. Hold my hand around the Beach. Kiss me around the Beach. Do what you want," he said, resting his forehead on yours. You smiled. "If they use us against eachother?" You asked. "If we go down, then we go down together," he said. You laughed, kissing his lips quickly. You kept doing that before he said, "If you're going to kiss me, kiss me." Before kissing you passionately.
Niragi
Warning: Mentions abuse, bullying, swearing, weapons
- I'd personally pray to the gods before I get in a car with him
- Honestly pretty fun
- He goes fast, reckless, but somehow hasn't crashed
- He loves driving with you because it makes you both forget everything
- Asks you by going "Im going for a drive. You coming with me doll?"
- Late night drives after games that were especially hard on either one of you
- You had CDS and got the radio to work somehow. (Yes he helped)
- I feel like he's a car guy for some reason?
- Like, he knows his way around cars. But would rather drive them
- You know those cars that don't have a roof? It's just open? Yeah, those are his favorite.
- Ends drives with driving around slowly while you two talk about anything and everything
You sat anxiously awaiting the arrival of Niragi's group for the games. Your leg bounced up and down, scanning the groups that walked in. You swallowed thickly, trying to rid your head of the dark thoughts. You two hadn't been put in the same group for tonight, as the militals all got split up.
You heard a couple girls whispering and laughing. You glanced at them out of the corner of your eye, and listened in to what the were saying. "She's so heartless when others loose people, but there she is anxiously awaiting her boyfriend's return," one of them laughed. "I hope Niragi dies so she can feel how others feel," the other responded with a giggle. You growled, grabbing your riffle, walking towards both of them. "Oi, if I were both of you I'd stop talking," you threatened, pointing your gun at them. They tensed up. "W-we didn't do anything!" One of them stuttered. "I fucking heard you. Bitch, I'm not deaf, you want me to feel pain as if I haven't before," you said darkly, glaring at them. "I lost my best friend when I first came into the games, I don't have family here, he's all I have left. You two think I haven't felt the pain of losing someone important to me because you don't know me, so shut the hell up," you said angrily, putting the barrel of your gun facing towards the floor. You gathered yourself again, walking back to where you were sitting. "I still hope he dies though... he's such a dick, I don't know why she stays with him," you hear one of them say. "Okay, that's it," you shouted, turning back to them. "You think I won't fucking shoot either one of you?! I'm not fucking scared to do so! And if Niragi doesn't come back then I'll just kill one of your boy toys and see how you like it! He's not... he's not a bad person. So shut up about people you don't know!" You yelled, getting angrier by the minute. "Well I bet he's already dead anyways! It's what both of you deserve for using so many of us as pawns in the games! You need to feel pain, and he deserves to die!" The other girl yelled. "He's not dead! He doesn't deserve to die!" You shouted back. You took your gun, firing a shot in between both girls. "That's a fucking warning shot, next time, the warning shot goes through your damn skull," you threatened, walking out of the hotel lobby, out to where the game players come back. You sat on the sidewalk, watching cars coming back, none containing your boyfriend. You saw Chishiya, and ran up to him. "I'm going to seem pathetic asking, but have you seen Niragi?" You asked, him swallowing back the tears of worry. Chishiya noted this want a time to joke about him being dead. He was a dick sometimes, but he also knew when it was enough. "No, I haven't. His game was on the other side of the city though. Maybe it was a longer game?" Chishiya answered. A soft 'oh' left your lips, and you nodded, thanking him. You went to a corner, sitting down facing the entrance. You brought your knees up to your face. "Please be ok... please... I need you here," you whimpered.
About an hour later, you heard the engine of a car come into the beach. You looked around, counting how many cars were already there. Only one was missing, which meant this car was the last one. You ran over quickly.
To your relief, you saw Niragi standing by the car, talking to Aguni about something. You ran to him, hugging him as soon as you got there. "Woah, hey there princess," he said, hugging you back. "You stupid jerk, I thought you died!" You cried into him. You weren't one for crying, but it had been a night. Aguni looked at you strangely as he had never seen you cry. Aguni excused himself, giving you time to be alone. Niragi looked down at you, feeling a tinge of guilt. "I- I thought i-i was- I was gonna b-be alone again!" You cried, snuggling your face into his chest. "Never. You'll never be alone again, ok? I'm not going to let some measly game take me out," he said, giving you a kiss to the top of your head. "Im going for a drive. You coming with me doll?" He asked, holding the keys in his hands. You nodded, drying your tears.
The drive wasn't like most others that started fast and reckless. It was slow. The kinds of drives you two had on the late nights. "What game did you have tonight?" You asked, trying to break the silence. "It was weird. A 5 of hearts. To win we had to kill the past in a way," he said, looking out. "That doesn't sound like a normal hearts game," you observed. "That's what I thought. Games of betrayal. The rules were simple. If you failed to kill the past, you failed. You had to say what part of your past you were killing too, or else you died... There were items all around the building, each from different people's past. There were films of people's memories, toys, pictures, audios, books, glasses... If everyone didn't manage to kill their past, the buildings boiler would explode," he explained. "What we're your items?" You asked, looking at him. "Glasses, notes, there was a video, a baseball, a pack of cigars and an empty beer bottle," he said. You pieced together the items. "The glasses you wore in highschool, the baseball that broke your nose more times than you can count, the notes kids used to pass you in class that said horrible things on them, the cigars your father burned you with, and the bottle you used to silence your sorrows," you said. ''Clever girl," he chuckled. "Your game?" He asked. "4 of spades. We had to diffuse a bomb in the that was at the top of this building, the elevator was out, and there was 20 flights of stairs. Oh, and a shooter. God was it fun shooting that motherfucker after he pulled my hair," you aaid. Niragi laughed slightly. The cool night breeze passed by you, and you closed your eyes. "When we go back to the old world, we should do this," you muttered, reaching for his hand. He grabbed your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours on the glove compartment. "I agree."
He had stopped the car on a bridge, although there was no water under, just gravel. "I used to come to this place, look down, and think it would be a quiet place. So I started going there after school, hiding. Until they found it. Then you found me there. I don't know why you talked to me in high school anyways," he said, looking over the railing, down to the gravel covered ground. "Because I knew you didn't deserve what people said or did to you. And I also thought it was a nice quiet place," you said as he put an arm around your waist. "What did you run away from? Something or someone in your past that scared you?" He asked. "My family, my feelings. The monsters that lived in my head," you said, leaning your head on his shoulder. "I really love you, you know?" He asked, looking up at the stars. "I know. I love you too. Love you more than there's stars in the sky," you responded.
I'm brain rot, helpppp-
Also, this is just like if you are in an established relationship with them. I feel like they open up a bit more to you, so that's why they might be OOC.
#niragi#chishiya#scenario#fluff?#mostlyfluff#some angst#id jump out of the car ngl#Alexa play daddy issues by the neighborhood-#Spotify
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HYPNOSIS MICROPHONE 4TH INTERNATIONAL POLL (DECEMBER 2020) Part 6: Fandom and the Future of HypMic
Thank you for your participation! These are the final results for the 4th Hypnosis Microphone International Poll. After months of work on this, we have estimates for general fandom opinions. Do you agree or disagree with the general opinions? Please let us know!
The results were held back from original posting as we were waiting to post for a month before the 2nd DRB finals (which is on Doppo’s Birthday this year.) My deepest apologies for how long this took to get out. We will be releasing these results with a section per day, with the end of these results showing the Japanese side.
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PREFACE
The data collection for this poll received 902 votes to give us an indication of the demographic of those who consume Hypnosis Mic. This poll was open to English speakers, and thus, results may be considerably Euro/American-centric. The word ‘international’ has been used to refer to how fans are from many places around the world, but the poll may also refer to this group as ‘English-speaking’ etc. The Japanese poll had a smaller respondent pool with 400.
This poll received the most activity through Twitter, given that the series is most active on that platform. The poll was also posted on Tumblr, Facebook and the HypMic wiki. Commentary has been given on sections of the poll. These results will be available in full on from this account. The Japanese poll results shall follow about a week with comparison to this poll.
The poll was conducted from December 2020 to January 2021. This poll is UNOFFICIAL and none of the composers of this poll have any relation to King Records whatsoever.
This has been split into MULTIPLE posts due to the amount of data and limitations of tumblr.
PART 6: Miscellaneous Questions
Respondents were allowed to select up to 3 characters.
As we were processing these results, all characters have received some part of character development.
Did MTR deserve the 1st DRB win?
YES, Matenro did deserve the 1st DRB win: 73.1%
NO, Matenro did not deserve the 1st DRB win: 26.9%
Did FP deserve the Rule the Stage DRB win?
YES, Fling Posse did deserve the Rule the Stage DRB win: 83.9%
NO, Fling Posse did not deserve the Rule the Stage DRB win: 16.1%
Who do you believe will win the 2nd DRB? This was not a ‘who do you WANT to win’ question.
CANNOT DECIDE: 23.9%
Fling Posse: 21.7%
MAD TRIGGER CREW: 17%
Dotsuitare Honpo: 14.6%
Matenro: 9.6%
Bad Ass Temple: 8.4%
Buster Bros!!!: 4.7%
Who do you think will win BB vs DH, MTC vs FP, MTR vs BAT?
Dotsuitare Honpo VS Buster Bros!!!
Dotsuitare Honpo: 56.3%
Buster Bros!!!: 31.1%
Can’t Decide: 12.6%
Bad Ass Temple VS Matenro
Bad Ass Temple: 33.4%
Matenro: 50.8%
Can’t Decide: 15.9%
Fling Posse VS MAD TRIGGER CREW
Fling Posse: 44.8%
MAD TRIGGER CREW: 41.5%
Can’t Decide: 13.7%
WHAT ARE YOU HOPING TO SEE IN THE MAIN PLOT OF HYPMIC?
With 902 responses, we decided not to do a table of these as we’ve already showed which characters respondents wanted to be explored more. However, we will show ‘interesting’ points that we’ve found.
INTERESTING RESPONSES
Exploration of the pre H-era Japan, what caused the war and what the war was like.
Exploration of post WW3 / H-era Japan with politics, society etc.
More female characters as either part of Chuohku, rebellion etc. Possible mixed gender crews
Revolution/rebellion against Chuohku. Referred to as “a SUMMIT OF DIVISIONS moment in canon” and later governmental reform.
Why was the Hypnosis Mic created and more on its development.
In depth explanation as to what happens after being mindhacked.
General insight into more than backstories but their daily lives and possibly romantic lives.
Introduction of more divisions / return of old characters to form new divisions
Another anime season; a proper adaptation of the manga
Why were the Yamadas ‘orphaned/abandoned/separated’ from Rei? Why did Ichiro hide what happened?
BB’s Mother/Rei’s partner - did something bad happen to her?
Jyuto’s past - how he used to be when his parents and partner were still alive.
Why did Jyuto interrogate Doppo?
Does Samatoki feel guilty for blaming Ichiro? Does he feel resentment towards Ramuda even though he figures that he was ordered to do this?
Jakurai’s history as an assassin
More on Yotsutsuji and Jakurai’s relationship
Jakurai and Hitoya’s friendship and how it ‘fell apart’
Who is the original Ramuda and why were the clones created?
Others finding out about the Ramuda clones.
Hifumi and Doppo’s childhood/highschool years.
How did Doppo’s depression get so bad?
The Dirty Dawg’s reconciliation
MAD COMIC DIALOGUE / Ichiro & Kuko / Samatoki & Sasara talking things out and addressing what happened
OTHER RESPONSES
Many responses of just “yes”, “):” “I’m” and “...”, but most importantly “I’m just kind of here for the ride”
There are many that are begging for angst, character death and “chaos”. Some have wished suffering upon certain characters but these will not be disclosed.
“For all of them to get therapy tbh”
“LGBTQ”
“A more complex plot”
“fun and crazy things”
Mentions of ships becoming canon: Hifumi x Doppo, Sasara x Rosho
There were accusations of HPMI being “sexist/misogynistic/not feminist enough” that went on to describe things that have already been addressed.
“I just wanna see Ichiro yelling “fuck you” to his dad”
Otome being Buster Bros!!! mom as well, or that she had some relationship with Rei.
“more test tube babies”
“More Doppo screams”
“(...) Whether or not Rei is worth saving or if I should just rip his tits off (...)”
“An explanation for (why) Rei is Like That”
“Rei vs the rest of the cast just because Mastermind boss battle”
“rei boobs”
“man I just hope they have a nice day. I would like to know about Kuko more :) hes funky and i think that's neat hope hes having a nice day :)))“
“More Kuko feet”
ADDRESSED REPONSES: Responses that have been answered/addressed during the 2nd DRB dramatracks to some degree.
Buster Bros!!! fighting with Rei
Jiro and Saburo no longer being dependent on Ichiro
Jiro and Saburo’s relationship being repaired / seeing eye to eye.
Jyuto’s backstory with the drug problem
How is Ramuda able to participate in the DRB if he’s being hunted down
Gentaro’s identity and brother/family.
Dice confronting Otome
Jakurai coming to Chuohku’s side
Hifumi’s trauma and who Honobono is. (Note: I hope you guys are okay after this one)
Sasara’s time as a gangster with Samatoki
Sasara/Rosho dependency
Nemu being freed from her mindhack/will she be freed.
Is Yotsutsuji still alive/comatose?
WHY DID YOU GET INTO HYPMIC?
Of 902 responses, 166 responses mentioned a character by name or song. Not all characters were mentioned but of the ones mentioned, each was mentioned:
Of 902 responses, 47 mentioned a division by name or song. Each were mentioned:
Fling Posse: 11 times
Bad Ass Temple: 9 times
Buster Bros!!! 7 times
Chuohku: 6 times
Dotsuitare Honpo: 4 times
Matenro: 3 times
Of 902 responses, 43 mentioned a seiyuu. Each were mentioned:
Here are some ‘notable’ reasons people got into HypMic:
“That's a loaded question buddy, assuming I went into this willingly. (...)”
“(...) I love how hypmic combined Male Idols, (Jojo) Stands, and a whole lot of angst in a project (with some fluff here and there).”
“Riou’s tits”
“Because I hated seeing it everywhere so I decided to learn about it before I hate it more. I've fallen deep into this hell.”
“ensemble stars made me v upset”
“I saw bald Ramuda plushie and wanted to know more about him”
“I saw Jakurai and went OOGA BOOGA.
“honestly i saw some fanart of doppo with the fattest and most juiciest ass ever and i was immediately interested, but unfortunately doppo cannonically has a concave ass and jakurai doing a brazillian butt lift on doppo’s ass cannot save it </3 i still love him though”
“Haha pretty rapper bois go brr”
“I'm gay”
“someone was hating on it on twitter and i decided to download arb”
“friend of mine told me to install enstars game, so i installed hypmic”
“I downloaded one of the songs without knowing what it was from for a two week trip into the buttfuck middle of nowhere Wyoming for a school trip in 11th grade and it’s one of the only things that kept me sane”
“Because Jakurai was a hot milf “
“Ice cream spoons”
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The Brainrot has gotten to me
WELL HERE YOU GO FOLKS (almost) ALL MY NOTES ON WYRMTHREAD (Chantilly/Quezal) both in Canon and in a Happier AU because yes Most put under a readmore because its over 1K long and the very end has some suggestive things because I’m allowed to think like that too so just as a heads up
Anyways here
Canon Codex
Do not establish a relationship outside of a blooming interest in each other that gets nipped in the bud due to...yeah cries
So let us not delve too deeply into Canon rn, and sadly since the plot absolutely needs Chantilly gone to progress we turn to HAPPIER AUS!!!!! :DDDDD because I drove myself deep into brainrot and aoughhhhghhhghhhhghh
Songs I associate with canon because music is good-
I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE by Tyler the Creator
Mr Loverman by Ricky Montgomery
Rest Easy, I’ll See You Again by Cuco (the title is a LIE)
Pain by Pinkpantheress
La Gata Bajo la Lluvia by Rocío Dúrcal
The Night We Met by Lord Huron (thank you Jaxx)
Noche No Te Vayas by Los Tres Caballeros
Better Timeline AU!!!!
Placeholder name but honestly it might stick because I’m too lazy to think up of a better one hghfdnkj, am open to suggestions tho
Basic Premise of this AU: Through some magic fuckery or whatever, Chantilly is allowed out of the Troupe and decides to tag along with our funky wyrm gal because nowhere else to go/hrnng big lady pretty. They actually do start going out and it turns out hey! They like each other, like a lot.
They like each other so much that they get married and bam, WyrmThread real
This is great because not only is my otp now canon and alive, Fuego (and later on Lune when Fuego adoptskidnaps them into the family) now has both parents! And they love their kids sm like damn do not get in between them else you want to get yeeted to Unalive World.
In this one, the motivations for [REDACTED] have now morphed into somewhat the same way in terms of being dealt with but now we got the lacey boy to help Quezal do [SPOILERS], fight [SPOILERS] and help complete [SPOILERS] and help establish her empire. (I’m sorry but I am not revealing any important Codex spoilers yet)
“Will you be the Malfina to my Connecticut Clark?”
Girlboss and Malewife, except they’re both still murderous and would happily see you to your grave if you intervene with any of their plans. I’ve given Chantilly throwing knives :) because he deserves to be dangerous.
He deserves to look cool!! With knives!!! Fighting alongside his wifey!!
Of course NKG fucks off when Chantilly leaves the Troupe but I love to think of him being akin to a disapproving in-law (“Really Chantilly?? You run off and marry some wyrm that didn’t even have a kingdom to begin with? Have the standards of the Nightmare Vessels deteriorated as time went on?”)
Chantilly is somewhat concerned that Fuego is much more, for lack of a better word, feral than a regular Grimmchild would be but he doesn’t regret the decision to have him. He loves his bitey son even if he scratches through fabrics like water.
And Quezal enjoys having another person to coil around and snarl at anyone that gets too close to them. It does take a while until they’re like velcro due to her issues with touch being equated to violence (Thanks dad /s) but once she overcomes that fight or flight response she absolutely does not let go of him.
Burrowing into a dark place and nuzzling until he smells like her makes Wyrm brain go brr. And since he isn’t a wyrm there’s no instinct yelling at her to maim him if there’s no babies to take care of/mating season passed, he in her eyes is harmless. Even if they both know different, at least in her brain he is just a lil guy, no threat to her.
Chantilly loves all the attention he’s getting from her, absolutely will allow her to carry him off and coil up against him as long as he can work on sewing while she broods over him.
He’s naturally warm and for a wyrm that needs outside heat to regulate her inner temp like a snake he’s like a hot water bottle, world cold husband warm.
Happby family can these Queers be HAPPY PLEASE
Love languages!!!
Quezal once she gets comfortable with physical stuff likes to nuzzle and bite :) but not to draw any hemo or cause harm, just to hold in mouth. She also likes to do acts of service, making sure that her husband is wont for nothing and doing little things like sharpening his knives for him.
Chantilly loves to gift-give! Usually things he made by hand.
“Quezal pls let me make you pretty dresses and outfits please you would so look good in teal”
He likes kissing a lot, smoochies for wife and cuddling is great for him too, as long as he can sleep with his chest unobstructed he’s good
They both love showing each other off
“Look at my partner they’re the fucking best ever, none of you bitches can compare to them.”
When the empire is finally formed and Quezal takes her place as Empress she offers the title of Emperor to Chantilly
He declines, Royal titles are just not his thing and he feels uncomfortable with them, so instead he goes by the title of “Lord”
His duties consist of assisting with any paperwork Quezal doesn’t want to deal with and being eye candy (/j but also not really he loves being shown off esp in new outfits)
He also deals with nobles that aren’t too pushy, the ones that do are quickly steered towards Quezal. And usually after a meeting with her they learn better than to try to smart mouth either of them.
Family Notes!
Chantilly’s the one to go to if you need advice and soothing comfort
Quezal’s the one to go to if you need someone beat the fuck up and also advice but in the no nonsense way.
She also comforts but it's not in the way that Chantilly will delicately soothe the pains away, she tells you how it is but will hug you and tuck you into bed if wanted.
On the other hand, Chantilly is the one Fuego and Lune go to if they want to do something crazy or stupid and know that mom won’t say yes.
He dresses them up in poofy outfits (see the clown costume I’ve thrown on Fuego as an example) and shows them off to Quezal
“Look my dear! Aren’t they the sweetest things you have seen!”
It is very funny
SONGS I ASSOCIATE WITH THIS AU
Meet Me At Our Spot by WILLOW
First Love/ Late Spring by Mitski
I Hear A Symphony by Cody Fry
She’s My Collar by the Gorillaz
My Kind of Woman by Mac DeMarco
New Light by John Mayer
Vivir by Jardin
coffee by Miguel
Never Getting Rid of Me from the Waitress Musical
WARNING WARNING
Ok next few am going to be a bit suggestive so stop here if you’re not into that but
I’m debating on if they’d have more children than Fuego and Lune and if so, how many HDJFJKSJ (thinking of twins named Arco and Iris because Arcoiris means Rainbow and I kind of like that and I’m also a sucker for twins)
Listen, they’re both switches but most if not all the time Quezal’s the one topping. The man is submissive and breedable what do you expect HDJFJS
s i z e D i f f e r e n c e
Chantilly is a sensual romantic and loves a lot of buildup while Quezal just wants to get on with the good stuff, they make it work with communication and understanding each other :)
They’re both capable of carrying so if they did have more kids I’d imagine they’d take turns on who’s turn it is to be eggy. (And I have so many thoughts about how they’d treat each other while pregnant but HHHHFJFJFHHHF too embarrassed rn waagaghgg)
These two love each other very much and I love them.
#Codex Xihuitl#WyrmThread#Chantilly and Quezal#my writing?#word dump#listen i love them#so much#hollow knight oc#oooOOo ur gonna read this and start liking my ship oOooOOO#/j I'm joking pls you dont have to read this or like them dfnknf#they're both queer and love each other very much and I CARE THEM#I CARE THEM#Let them be soft#at least in this case#in canon its more like let them be tragic#dfnkzk#aaaaoiguughhg#I love one (1) Big Lady who Kills and her Smaller Husband who also likes to kill#Ramblings#I am going to pass out now#give me your thots on this if you're wont to do#or not I dont really care
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hi hello i dont think we have talked b4 but i would love 2 hear ur craig ND headcanonz :))
hehe hello!! thank you for the asks!! here's my ND craig headcanons aka me projecting onto one of my kins :>
note? ig: im diagnosed with adhd buuuut i probably also have undiagnosed autism and idk how to separate those symptoms tbh so im not gonna be too specific about what's what ig. this truly will just be Pure Projection soooo
let's go!
-was absolutely that one kid growing up that got either "never applies himself" or "has good grades, but issues with socialization" on report cards
-bad at making and maintaining friendships :/
-school probably tested him and was like "yeah there is something here but we arent gonna diagnose bc that means we have to give him Actual Accommodations" and then stuck him in SPED classes which just got him bullied ajsksk
-has bad sensory issues with like. the feeling of skin and the sound of like silverware on plates, it literally makes him wanna peel his skin off. there's other ones obvs but those ones are the worst
-sensory overload makes him incredibly agitated or just downright pissed. gets very snippy but doesn't yell bc yelling feels Weird and he doesn't like it
-cant wear more than 2 layers, cant sleep with more than one thin blanket, it makes him feel like he's being suffocated and having his movement restricted
-always stimming but pretty good at making it unnoticeable, has a lot of normalized stims like playing with rubber bands, leg bouncing nail tapping, cracking knuckles, etc.
-but when he isnt trying to hide it? ohhh boy is he a loud motherfucker, very into stims that involve noise like rolling his r's, doin lil brr sounds, clickn buttons on like remotes and stuff, etc.
-not very good at masking tbh
-mmm echolalia galore
-flappy hands!! lots of flappy hands :]
-stims by hitting the balls of his hands/wrists together repeatedly, is probably one of his most used stims
-has like. harmful stims when he's upset or in pain? like hitting himself, scratching himself, etc.
-has lil dancey stims but only really does them in private or around close friends
-so flipping people off is already basically a stim in canon lbr but imagine he starts doing 👉👈 as a joke and then it just becomes a Default Stim. he jus be standing there and outta nowhere he's goin 👉👈 while having a completely normal conversation
-very bad at reading tone and social cues but he just wont admit it. refuses to ask questions either. leads to a lot of bad situations but he'd rather die than ask for clarification
-if you don't tell him exactly what to do he will just kinda. be confused. like you need to give him a step by step tutorial otherwise he will not do something very obvious on his own just incase he's wrong
-low empathy my beloathed /hj
-uhhh pls dont put him in a situation to comfort someone he will say and do all the wrong things even if he's trying his best
-red racer hyperfixation <3 guinea pig hyperfixation <3
-the most dry texter known to man bc he refuses to have important conversations over text due to Lack Of Tone Indication (his friends would be an exception bc tone indicators pog but still greatly prefers irl)
-its the having multiple swears as stimmy words for me /hj
-walks while leaning on the outside of his feet more than having them like. level? if that makes sense. similar to toe walking but like on the sides of the feet
-dont ask him to read a book he'll either hyperfixate or end up rereading the same page over and over again bc he retained nothing
-very blunt but he's not trying to be mean he just has literally no idea how to Not talk like that
-does a lil high picthed mm sound when happy flapping and usually rocks back and forth with it :]
-will be in the middle of the test and you'll just hear him softly muttering "bonk. bonk. bonk. bonk. bon-"
-that ^ or bababooey
-basically any tiktok sound he hates turns into a stim at some point
-has a playlist just titled "neurodivergent moment" bc he's that kind of person. the first song on it is the home of 47, followed by stupid mf (idk if the person who made the home of 47 ((trolleycat)) can reclaim the r slur but it's used a good amount in the song, stupid mf is just blatantly ableist tho lol)
-*info dumps by tearing apart his favorite media and then gets offended when a NT does the exact same thing*
-calls things ableist when they dont go his way
-has a lot of oral stims like give him anything he can chew on and he will fucking destroy it unless it's made to be chewed
-*sees strings on hat* *sticks end in mouf* *complains when its soaking wet 2 minutes later*
-hyperfixates on a lot of problematic media so he has become the most critical ass mfer when it comes to the shit he consumes
-sometimes he just. screams. bc he can. and he feels the need to.
-has rsd but shhh he'll never discuss it
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It’s over, David, I’m done (D.D)
Warnings: Sad af, Cheating, swearing
Requested: @tremendously-sassy-c-dizzle said
I need something really really sad with nooo happy ending!! Something where like David and y/n is in a fight so David goes out an ends up sleeping with another girl and when y/n finds out she ends it with him.. I need it to be really really sad please almost to the point of me crying!
Gif by: @funeralediunsogno and @fotokopicibierkek
Song inspiration:
“Why is it always a battle with you, Y/N?! It’s never good enough for you!” David said shoving his finger in my face.
“Well maybe if you weren’t always such and asshole to me whenever I ask you step back from the vlogs, or hell, take a week off.” I scream back at him.
“I have told you before, I can’t just ‘take a break’ it’s not that fucking simple.” He yelled standing up and grabbing his head.
“It has always been that simple, David. I mean fuck I don’t think your viewers as much as you care about them, would mind if you took a small break.” I yelled.
“I can’t keep doing this over and over with you every fucking time I post. I deserve a supportive girlfriend and it’s obvious I don’t have it here.” David said staring me right in the soul. “Get out.” He said no sign of him kidding at all. Tears ran down my face as I scoffed at him. I walked slowly to his apartment door. I turned around having one last thing to say to him.
“I never nor will I ever not support you, David. That is all I have ever done for you. Encouraged vlogs you thought wouldn’t do well, said your outfits for award shows looked nice, helped you through your OCD, your anxiety, your depression, EVERYTHING! I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS THERE FOR YOU, DAMNIT! ME! SO YOU DONT GET THE RIGHT TO CALL ME UNSUPPORTIVE!” I say little drops of spit uncontrollably flying out of my mouth. At this point I didn’t even care if his neighbors could hear me screaming at the top of my lungs. He just stood there with tears in his eyes.
“Exactly what I thought you would say...nothing.” I said now practically crying. I turn and quickly walk out of his place. I don’t leave the building yet. I hesitate to leave. I turn to knock at the door again. I raise my hand to the door. But stop. I just stop. I slowly look at my hand and bring it back down. I let out a sob and turned to leave.
Davids Pov
Fuck her. She has only ever been a bitch to me about everything I do. And yes I don’t just forget about the times we’ve had together that were amazing but that doesn’t even matter if she is gonna be like this all the time. I’m just gonna try to forget about her. I go to the kitchen and grab whiskey. I pour a large amount into a glass. I raise the glass to my lips and quickly down the entire thing. I grunt at the burning sensation going down my throat. I grab my phone and go to my contacts I scroll till I find the person I want to call. I tap the call button and so raise the phone up to my ear.
BRRRRR
BRRRRR
BRR-
“Hey”
“I need your help.” I say to her on the other line.
Your Pov
I made a big mistake just leaving him. He has been alone for hours if he feels even remotely as bad as I feel right now, then it can’t be good. I was driving down the highway and I decide to exit and then merge onto the opposite side of the freeway. I needed to see him and have a calm heart to heart with him. We left things off on a very hostile level. I text my roommate that I’d be home late so that she could leave the door unlocked. I put my hand on my head just thinking about me and David. I have always supported him, and I always will. Is it really so bad that I suggest a break from it for a little while? He works his ass off to the point where I would be crying. I just care about him so much. I’m gonna go and set this all straight. I want my baby back.
I had arrived at his apartment again and got out my car. I went to the elevator. I hit the floor his apartment was on. He was kinda dumb when it came to locking his door so I usually just walk right in.
“Babe? I just wanted to come back to set things straight. I know we left things off really bad but I just wanna talk.” I say looking around for him. I walk into the apartment to find Alex and Dom on the couch. They both look at me, their eyes wide.
“Hey guys where is David I really need to talk to him.” I say placing my bag on the couch.
“He’s not here!” They say quickly after I ask.
“Okay, then where is he?” I ask them.
“With Brandon and Jason.” Alex says
“Party.” Dom says at the same time. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.
“At a party with Brandon and Jason.” Alex says averting his eyes from mine.
“Stop lying! Where is he?” I said crossing my arms. They looked at each other like they were flustered. I suddenly hear a thud come from the other room. I turn to go to Davids room. I as half way there when I felt arms wrap around my waist and stop me from walking. My socks sliding like a reverse moon walk. They start to drag me back. I push on their arms but it’s no use they are 10x stronger then me. I think of idea. I fall to my knees and slip out of their grasp. I jump over the couch and run to Davids room. I can hear them behind me stumbling over themselves. I walk to Davids door and open it. I look at his bed to see him in bed. With Liza.
“What the fuck is this?!” I scream. The boys had finally reached me but it was too late. I looked at Liza and she was all over David still regardless of the fact that I had caught them. My mouth falls open and tears automatically start to fall from my eyes.
“Listen, Y/N, I can explain.” David said throwing on pants quickly to come and talk with me.
“Don’t. Don’t even bother. It’s over, David, I’m done.” I said my voice cracking a couple times.
“Please no, don’t leave. I made a mistake.” He said running after me. I was already at the door. All three of them now looking at me.
“Alex, Dom, I will talk to you guys later. David, I hope I never do again. I said and slammed the door behind me.
Davids Pov
She has to know that I love her. I went to my room and got clothes on. I have just made the biggest mistake of my life. I was butt hurt and now I am losing the most amazing woman on the planet. I run down the stairs not even bothering with the elevator. I can’t believe myself. I was so selfish. How could I hurt someone like her. The one person that I never want to feel pain, and I’m the one that caused it. I got to the end of the stairs and I saw her outside the window and in her car with her hand over her mouth. I felt tears burning my eyes. I run out of the building and to her car. I reach her and her window is open. As soon as I got there she rolled her window up and shut me out.
“Please, please open the window.” She looked at me and rolled down the window. Only slightly.
“Thank you-“ She cut me off with putting her finger up.
“No. I’m gonna speak. Today has officially been the worst of my life. I have been hurt so much that it is beyond repair. David Dobrik, I loved you. There wasn’t a time in our relationship once when I questioned my love, stopped loving you. But you have hurt me so so badly I can barely fucking breathe. So if you don’t mind, I’m gonna leave.” She said her frail voice cracking from crying. She rolled up her window and pull back. She was out of my sight and out my life. She was right. I hurt her. I threw my hat off my head and sat on the stair. (FIRST GIF). I had lost the best thing that has ever happened to me.
This was so sad to write. Sorry if this made you sad or in the person requesting stand point I hope you are sad. REQUESTS ARE OPEN SEND EM IN. Thanks guys❤️🔆
#alex ernst fic#alex ernst imagine#alex ernst#brandon calvillo#carly incontro#david dobrik fanfiction#david dobrik imagine#david dobrik#david dobrik x reader#davids vlogs#david dobrik imagines#heath hussar#jason nash#kristen mcatee#liza koshy#request#reader x david dobrik#scotty sire#todd smith#vlog squad#vlog squad imagines#youtube imagines#youtube#zane hijazi imagine#zane hijazi
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Hey can I make a request? Saeyoung and MC cuddling but Saeran feels jealous and inserts himself into it and eventually the three of them end up getting in a huge blanket burrito? I'd love to see what you'd do with that idea
Here you go! I hope it’s okay!
Saeyoungfell down onto the sofa with a loud sigh. He had been busy working at keepingvengeful former agency workers at bay for almost a week straight by this point,and had only took little naps here there and everywhere. He made a quietwhimpering noise, before stretching his arms out. “MC, I need a hug! GodSaeyoung needs a hug!”
You laughed,and jumped down next to him as you threw your arms around him. “Don’t worry,Saeyoung! I’m always here for cuddles!” He grinned as he returned the hug,before he then used one of his arms to stretch out for the television remote.“Oh, are we going to watch a film together?”
“Yep. We’regoing to watch a film, but I’m just not sure which one yet…” He muttered,starting to flick through the channels. “We could watch a cool family film, ora soppy romance one… But maybe, seeming as Saeran isn’t about right now…” Hethen pulled you closer to his body, and then whispered down your ear. “We canwatch something a little dirtier…”
Your facestarted heating up as Saeyoung said that, before you hit his chest. “We’recuddling! Cuddling means that we watch something light-hearted! If this was amake-out session, then maybe we could watch something a bit dirtier…”
“Fiiiiine…”Saeyoung went and put one of those new lego films on, before pulling your headclose to his chest as he moved his arm back around you. “I’ll put a dirty filmon in our bedroom tonight then~”
It didn’ttake long for you to fall asleep leaning against Saeyoung whilst watching thefilm, and your quiet snoring was enough to induce a light sleep for Saeyoungtoo.
About twentyminutes later, Saeran had returned from the outside world. After over a year,Saeyoung trusted him enough to visit his therapist on his own. That allowedSaeran a bit more freedom, and he would go for a walk and an ice cream breakbefore returning home.
Saeran wasnot prepared to have his ears filled by really loud music though, with lyricswhich made his head hurt. He ended uppulling his scarf up to try and cover his ears as he stormed into the lounge.It was then that he noticed some sort of animated film playing where everythingwas made up of that stupid kid’s toy which hurt your feet if you stood on it.He couldn’t remember the name of the toy, but he hated it anyway. “The hell…?”He seriously could not believe that you and Saeyoung were able to put up withthis sort of crap. “Everything’s not awesome… And fuck being a part of a team.”
Ironically,he said that to the tune of the song in the background.
He thenturned around to face you and Saeyoung to yell at you both to turn the filmdown, and realised that both of you were asleep. “… I am not surprised at all.”He then noticed the way in which you shifted in your sleep to nestle your headinto Saeyoung’s shirt, and he felt his stomach churn.
Not throughhis typical annoyance though… It was jealousy. He only realised that he wasjealous of yours and Saeyoung’s mutual love for one another a few days ago,when his twin had been going on about what it felt like being in love toYoosung down the phone. Saeran felt the exact same way towards you, but hadassumed from the start it was him being sickened with regard to the way inwhich the two of you would act. He never realised it was love.
He wanted tobe able to hold you close to him like Saeyoung could…
He wanted tobe a part of that hug…
He wantedyou.
Just to keephimself under control, he stormed out of the room to put his coat and scarfaway, before standing near a window to take a quick breather to calm down. Thathad been what his therapist had saidearlier, after all… “Saeran, if you everfeel frustrated or annoyed with something, excuse yourself for a moment. Peoplewill understand, everyone has times where they need to be alone to calm downand sort themselves out. Just take some deep breaths, let your heart rate slowdown to something more relaxed, and then return to the situation. Things arelikely to have moved on by the time that you return.”
Momentslater, Saeran flinched when all of the lights in the building turned off, andanything electrical seemed to shut down. “Fuck… Not a power cut.” He rememberedthat Saeyoung mentioned there being an emergency electricity generator in thebasement a few months back, so he then made his way over to the door to thebasement. “And of course, there is a retinal scan and a voice activated lock on the door… It’s too cold to hack intoit…”
Eventually,Saeran went to return to the lounge just to ask Saeyoung to turn the generatoron. He heard voices through the door though, so he pressed his ear against itto listen in.
“S-Saeyoung… It’s really cold…”
“Yeah… Brr.Soon, we’ll be able to re-enact that film with those two princesses and thesnowman! You can be the snowman, and me and Saeran could be the princesses!”
“Saeyoung. Please… I just feel really cold…I’d rather be warm than suffer hypothermia because you want to have me be asnowman…”
“Okay…Sorry… Do you want me to turn the heating on-“
“No! Don’tmove! It’s too cold for you to move!”
And withthat, Saeran found an opportunity. He had a chance to get close to you… Thatwas good. He ran into his bedroom, and grabbed the thickest, warmest blanketsfrom his bed. He then proceeded to laugh for a moment, before making his wayback to the lounge. He noticed that you had pulled your legs up into yoursweater, and that you were shivering as you leaned against his brother.
“Well, lookslike I’m saving both of your asses today…” He mumbled with the blankets overhis shoulders, before settling down on the sofa beside you and adjusting theblankets so that you were covered by them, and Saeyoung was barely just underthem. “Don’t think that I’ll do this every time that it’s cold though.”
You smiled,before doing something which made Saeran feel like his heart was about to burstthrough his chest and run away. You leaned against him. You were making thephysical contact with him which he was cravingjust minutes earlier. “Thank you, Saeran… I feel much warmer now…”
Saeyoungthen pouted, before he then pulled himself closer to both you and him so thathe was under the blankets properly too. “I need to hug with my brother too…Thanks, little twin bro!”
Saeranrolled his eyes, before he realised that he had started moving his arms to wraparound your waist too. “By the way, idiot… You need to turn the backupgenerator on. Just as long as you’re not going to watch that stupid film again…”
“Aww, buteverything is-!”
“Say awesome,and you lose blanket rights.”
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