#the first thing is a card holder. Its so freaking cute

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

So I went to Ikebukuro again. Peace and love on planet earth

[anonil88]

Wandavision ep 8 liveblog

As usual spoiler warning as there will be spoilers below

They don't have to keep showing me vision dying at this point its torture pron and I do not appreciate it

Ah purple title card

Ah so people were right that she did come from Salem Massachusetts

Waittt she was persecuted by other witches?

Oh fuh she is dark magic versus the good magic aka the magic we see in Asgard

Oh damn her own mother had a part in.....ohhhh shit

That looks like it hurt but Agatha really cared so little

Aww bunny little cute little bunny

Ah her accent ngl I hate Marvel/Disney for washing all or most of their characters of their respective comic cultures.

So we are getting answers this episode.

Is he fake? Like fake fake?

Agatha is a big baddie who is going to teach Wanda like in the comics? Oh no she wants to steal her powers dammit.

She doesn't freaking know!

Fuckkk yeah wanda is going to mix this hoe when she is finally free. I mean:

Her parents 😥😥😥 this memory is not going to end well.

I forget Wanda is like a early 90s baby lmao I was off put by her parents being so young at first.

A DVD player? (Did some research she's about 10 which is 1998 and DVD players came out in 1997)

Fuck. Here we go reliving Wanda's trauma and her form of escapism and coping.

Accent change again!

Yep she didn't get her powers from like the initial powers from the experiments with the mind stone but everything else they did to her just made her stronger and stronger. "Which is like a oh trauma makes you strong but not really." Is this a nod to xmen? Are we getting an xmen push finally?

That's so cool she saw herself (well in comic theory it would be one of the past title holders of Scarlet Witch). This would make sense why she made up the fortune teller line.

Aw all the tv shows she watched as time went on to cope 😭, then she shared her happy place with Vision while grieving her brother 😭, and then she made another happy place with him to grieve his loss 😭.

Monica said that same line about grief being a wave which she wasn't wrong. I really hope they become friends. They both could use a friend.

Yea Agatha I would shed a tear too these two are too cute. The way she looks at him is so sweet.

Agatha is breaking her through her grief by force but to gain knowledge on the source of Wanda's powers. But she could also be trying to figure out the source so that she can manipulate her and use her. Like everyone else does.

Her accent is slipping like mother man.

OH? So they let her in? Huh? Then again I'm personally not fighting Wanda one on one at the fuck all.

This fucker knew the entire time WTAF and made her watch her partner be disabled huh?

Hayward you are a piece of shit, reducing this being to pieces of vibranium and computer parts to the woman who loves him! 🤬

Oh wanda oh baby nooo and she left sad. Then this mother fucker has the audacity and nerve to use this footage to pit innocent people and the likes of s.w.o.r.d against her? He used her likeness completely out of context.

Ayy that Marvel x Cadillac deal is strong haha.

....omg noooo he was building a house for them 😭 .

So her vision is a completely separate being from actual vision because she doesn't have his corpse.

Omg she finished their house for them 😭

She really did create a new vision, ha thats a double meaning.

He is her grief manifested as is the entirety of the her. The hex and her kids but she quite literally made a new vision and her boys they are real too.

The boys!!

Let go of those babies neow!!!

Oh fuck you Agnes, Agatha, whatever the fuck. Her costume does go hard as heck though.

I like a good costume sue me.

FINALLY SHE GETS HER NAME AYYY. So we are getting nexus being and that whole Scarlet Witch sacovia thing, maybe just maybe Disney marvel will ret-con the things they have done wrong?

End Credit Scene

WHITE VISION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh he is a dick in the comics but he does get better.

Wait are they gonna have vision 2.0 kill white vision or vice versa?

[fox-household]

Fox Household Christmas Morning 2018

So, while I didn’t end up having time for a proper Christmas chapter or anything, (sorry about that). But I still wanted to at least have something typed for what they did or what happened I guess. This is basically just going to be a description, I wrote this all in one go until 1 in the morning. Honestly staying up this late or even later for Christmas Eve, last year I spent a huge portion of time playing Person 3 FES and its epilogue, The Answer trying to finish it, I didn’t finish it then but I did on Christmas day, so that was cool, those feels to man... Persona 3 is the best in the series for sure when it comes to story. The Christmas Eves before that I ended up spending my nights on an app called Geeking until 2 to 3 in the morning, that was fun, haven’t been on there for a while now though. The next chapter is going to be the New Years one I mentioned, just need to force myself to finish it off without distracting myself as I’ve been doing recently, it’ll get there. Hope this doesn’t have to many errors since I got a little tired writing this. Merry Christmas everyone. 

Anyway, Christmas morning arrives and as it turns out, Asgore is the first one to wake up who then went onto wake-up Clover and then they woke up Sci then the chain reaction moved to Alphys until finally Muffet was awakened. Before moving on I would like to point out that for the first four, when they woke up they found a sort of web sac hanging from the roof which turned out to be Muffet’s presents, later it was found out she tried to give it early so she didn’t have to watch them open it and their reactions or thank you’s, Asgore ended up giving a lecture on doing such an ‘’unchristmas’’ action. None of them did open it in their room though, some figured out that it was presents and the others were just to scared to open it without context.

Alright, so next they all moved out to the living room, but before this there was a ring at the doorbell. For some background here, for newcomers and people from the RP for some of it. Twice we did a Christmas RP special and everyone got sweaters with their own puns (Actually I should also mention we basically did a CPAU with our characters, look it up if you haven’t it’s funny). For FH, I have made it canon that no matter where anybody is in the world on Christmas day, when they awoke, they would have a doorbell ring and when they went to check who rang the door, they found a Christmas sack which its contents included a sweater for the specific person. Nobody really knows the how or the why except that maybe Christmas magic actually exists. This does include other people as well unless you don’t want it to.  

Alphys went to the door and brought inside a sack which to everyone (except Clover) expected since it’d happened for the last two years. Sci got his green sweater where it said ‘Merry Mathsmas’ and around the sleeves there were strips that were embroided with maths symbols. Asgore got a crimson sweater that said, ‘Hope Christmas won’t be a Reigny Day in gold lettering’, the sweater also had a golden crown under the writing around where his belly is (Honestly thinking on it, it has very similar colours to Gryffindor merch in Harry Potter). Muffet had a sweater that was grey and purple, the clothing article was made of webs and according to her, was mostly made by her ‘children’, with the simple phrase ‘I am to fancy for my sweater’, which while it did have the slight chance it was mocking her, it amused her all the same and she was relieved she didn’t have to advertise Christmas puns. Alphys got a sweater that was a strange and not quite even mix of black and white that was in all these different curvy lines and stuff. People found it strange that hers wasn’t exactly Christmas related and while it was a pun, it made some of the people she showed a little weirded out or react strangely, nobody quite understood why besides that it looked strange, Alphys herself always preferred everybody else’s. On hers, in green lettering said ‘Math Puns are the first Sine of Madness’, except the word madness was in blood red, the main saving grace that gave it any sign of normalcy was the cute little Sine graph on the chest area that looked like it was ripped straight from a graphics calculator, people just brushed it off as being a weird one. However, what nobody had expected was that there was a fifth sweater, a new one for the girl who had not been related to any of the RP characters during Christmas so now it was her turn to receive a brand new, never before seen sweater. What Clover ended up unfolding was a yellow sweater, on the front and back of it was a what looked like the reticule and lines from a sniper optical sight made of dark brown (I’ll have a picture to show what I meant). On the back in the middle of the target was what appeared to be her cowboy hat and, on the front, just like the others, there was writing. On the front written in a silvery grey was ‘I Beretta not get coal for Christmas’. While she did her best to hide it and would never admit it, she was actually pretty happy to get her own sweater and was feeling a little left out at first.

Now onto the exciting part, them presents. I’m going to split each person into a hopefully small paragraph for what they got starting with Muffet. Also I need you to realise that Sci was giving out the presents in a Santa hat and Asgore was wearing reindeer antlers while also helping Sci with the handing out.

Muffet: Muffet specifically got two presents, one from Sci and one from the others. Since Clover and Asgore don’t have jobs at the moment and they don’t really have much of an allowance or anything, at the same time Alphys really doesn’t make all that much money herself (a topic for another time, AKA just ask I guess) so to help each other out, the three of them teamed up for Sci and Muffet. The team of three struggled for quite a while since the only thing they could really think of was a tea set, but they were sure she had a bunch of those, until they remembered another hobby of hers and with a little help from Sci’s suggestions, they figured it out. Muffet ended up opening the Christmas wrapping of a small wooden, suitcase shaped thing that opened up into a chess set, they figured out she could use one after they remembered she used to complain a little bit that her only chess set was left back home, and she didn’t want to risk bringing her glass one. Sci went on solo and with much less hassle than the others. The second gift the spider ended up gaining was a pair of very good quality headphones, ones that would help her listen to her music when she was working, something that only Sci really knew she loved. After opening the two of her presents, she did her best to act all cool about it and while she mostly succeeded, she did end up giving one of her rare, genuine friendly smiles, that show up every once a while, to everyone.

Sci: The skeleton also got two presents since it was from the trio and Muffet. The trio took a little time with him as well and probably struggled a bit and pretty much ended up looking stuff up online for ideas, in the end they just figured they could give him something amusing that he would use in a helpful way. So what they ended up finding and using was a Darth Vader toaster that made Star Wars toast, also they found him a Binary tie on the internet to add on the side. In Muffet’s web sac which was quite heavy, he found two things that were related, one was just a much better, higher end coffee machine than the small time one they already had, this one had a bunch of buttons and settings he was certain he would never use. On the side of that was also a small handheld expresso maker that could basically make coffee on the go. Although Muffet did warn him that if he ever overdoses on caffeine or she sees him sneaking in some Red Bull somewhere to use in combination, she wouldn’t hesitate to confiscate them off him. Sci found the toaster and an incredibly amusing present, one that really helped put him in a fun mood, the coffee gear was also very welcome, and he knew for certain there was going to be a heck of a lot of use out of it all. Sci thanked everyone happily and was itching to test out the new machines for breakfast.

Alphys: So, for Alphys, Clover and Asgore couldn’t rely on her, so they decided to try and get Muffet to help them a little, what she ended up doing was giving them a freaking $100 bill and saying just use that. Asgore refused to take so much so she ended up forcing them to take $75 instead. They did realise they probably didn’t need to work with Alphys after that, but they felt to guilty to ditch or anything, plus they wanted to help her too. Anyway, the two kids ended up giving her an incense holder along with a large collection of different incenses that were said to promote relaxation and sleep, Lavender being a big part of it. The logic of it was that since Al seemed so tired all the time, incense might be able to help her sleep. Muffet’s present for her was a few anime posters she could put up in her room, from ‘Mew Mew’, ‘Cells at Work’, ‘Violet Evergarden’ to finally the movie ‘Your Name’. Muffet did also grumble afterwards that ads had started thinking that she was into anime. Sci’s present was simple in that it was a gift card to a science supply place, some place where she could buy whatever she wanted for her basement lab. The only way I can describe Al after that was gleeful, she was super happy, all the gifts to her were perfect and thoughtful, although she needn’t worry that her presents weren’t good enough compared to those. (I’m onto you Al -_- )

Clover: Muffet straight up got her a gun range membership so she could go out and shoot stuff, although she did require adult supervision. Al and Sci were pretty clueless about what to get her to the point that they straight up asked her, hoping it was something reasonable. She did end up giving them a small list, Sci ended up giving her a small pocket knife that he made very clear to be only used responsibly. Alphys ended up giving her some gun cleaning and maintenance supplies she found on eBay, just so Clover wouldn’t have to buy new ones for a little while longer. Asgore ended up getting her six different old, classic western movies and straight up challenged her to a marathon to see who would last the longest. Clover is someone who values practicality and the use of the present rather than the large amount of effort, that and she appreciated someone getting her anything at all in the first place, so even if Sci and Al had to ask her or even if she was sure Asgore managed to find those movies in a cheap bargain bin somewhere, she was very happy thankful for what she got, giving everyone a respectful hat tip and a thank you.

Asgore: Finally, the prince’s turn to get presents. Muffet ended up getting him a large supply of Golden Flower tea bags despite their rivalry when it came to making tea, along with that she also got him his own ornate, fancy looking tea set, one that was coloured in gold and red, real royal looking. Muffet made her own fun little comment that ‘’it was only fair that her greatest rival has the equipment to pose a challenge’’. Sci got him a book that was about rare, obscure and in some of the weird cases, mythical plants from legends, for the most part though it was a botany book. Alphys also had a similar idea to the skeleton and got him his very own tools to work on the garden, newer ones that he could keep in the shed to replace the older and crap ones she had from the beginning. Clover had actually originally planned to go the botany route, except she found out both Al and Sci were doing the same thing, so she made it her vow to do something at least a little different. So, what she ended up doing was getting a small tent that could only fit about two to three people in it and offered to take him on a camping trip in the woods. Asgore had always loved the idea of spending at least a few days in nature just for the hell of it, for fun and relaxation, so she figured this was the perfect opportunity. Asgore as expected was really happy about all of this, every single time he opened a new present he gave them his most sincere thanks and most appreciative smile. He gave everyone a hug… or well he offered one to Muffet and she threatened to stab him (Although he did give her one later in the day and managed to escape her wrath).

(Left one for Clover’s Sweater)

(Sci’s presents, because I could and because I had to look them up)

So yeah, that was their Christmas, I hope that was a good enough of an explanation. After that they spent the day chilling, they did have a Christmas meal together that Muffet and Asgore made, roast turkey and all. Thanks for reading, myself and the other five wish you all a Merry Christmas, you all deserve to have a great holiday, wish you all the best.

[maybe-its-5sos]

14 Days of cupid

Hi!

Me ( @maybe-its-5sos) and Allie ( @kryptolipsx) have decided to do two weeks of valentine’s blurbs starting from the 1st of February up to 14th of February! The requesting period is from January 24th up until the 1st of February, so don’t miss your chance of getting something written by us!

The requests are going to be shared so you won’t know which is going to be writing for you! (So either specify that in the ask, or follow us both so you see it for sure !)

We have come up with a fun set of prompts and sentence prompts, and you can request any combination of both! 

Our Asks: maybe-its-5sos & kryptolipsx

Sentence prompts:

"Hey, Alfred can you do me a big favor and drive Bruce into the city and let him talk someone else to death?"

"At least you're here now."

"That is the cheesiest thing I've ever heard in my entire existence."

"This is too much, take it back."

"I promise, a quick vacation like this will take your mind off everything."

"what the hell are you doing, it's 5 in the bloody morning."

"Doesn't mean you need to dish it out."

"Was that really necessary ?"

Person A :"Will you stop staring them to death ?"  Person B: “Not until their actually dead.”

"I'm not getting any younger!"

"so….a date?"

"Who gave you that idea?"

"When do we tell them ? "

“Maybe we should leave them alone?”

“That’s the best idea you’ve had all day.”

“What did I do ?!?”

“Never in a milion years would I touch you, Not even with a 2 foot stick.”

“ I never thought you were the romantic type…. I still defenently don’t.”

“Is that a ring?”

“Is that your phone, or are you just happy to see me ?”

“Call me that again and you’re single.”

“Don’t even get me started.”

“In my defence….”

“Is that lipstick ?”

“Who gave you that hickey ?”

“If you're sad about being alone on Valentines Day, just remember that nobody loves you on any other day of the year either.”

“Go back to wherever you came from!”

“Why can’t everyone just be whelmed.”

"I find you very attractive."

Person A: "Whale you be my Valentine?" Person B:"Dolphinately"

"I'm a divorce lawyer,"

“I always looked for someone I could live with, but ended up finding someone I can't live without. “

“it’s beautiful isn't it?”

“If you wanted to ask me out, you should have said so to begin with!”

“You're the only one that I need sweetheart. “

“You're bat shit crazy!”

“You're the cutest cupcake I know”

“It's Valentine's day bitch.”

“ I would fuck you right now if we weren't in public.”

“ Did you get the package/gift?”

“I added a little something!”

“You look absolutely stunning, for a potato.”

“Is that my shirt? It looks good on you!”

“Will you be mine forever?”

“I love your new haircut, did you give [person] the scissors again?”

“Are you coffee, coz you make my morning.”

“Are you alcohol, because you kill my braincells?”

“congratz, your life is officially more fucked up then mine.”

“ did you sit in sugar? Coz your ass is sweet.”

“I like your legs, what time do they open?”

Prompts:

51)   Person A gets a bouquet (Person B) favorite flowers, Person B is super happy about it but when they smell them they realize they are fake, causing for Person A to hit over the head Person B.

52)   Person A goes to the store to buy valentine candy while there they meet Person B doing the exact same, they discuss their plans and decide to be each other’s valentine.

53)   Person A gets something for Person B, but Person B forgot about the holiday all together. Person A at the end of the day realizes Person B forgot and is very sad, but Person B pulls through at the last minute taking them on a midnight stroll through the city.

54)   Person A gets a rose on the first day of February. And they keep getting them as the days go on, their roommate Person B, notices and asks about it in front of Person C who is their other roommate. The next day, two roses with different ribbons appear. But on Valentine’s there is none, so Person A feels sad and lonely only to come home and find Person (?) with a bouquet of roses with color ribbon of said admirer.

55)   While on their first date on Valentine’s Person A manages to spill their drink over Person B’s clothes, making Person A embarrassed they get up paying for the meal. As Person A tries to say goodbye outside the restaurant still embarrassed, Person B asks them to come over and maybe helped them out of their clothes.

56)   Person A writes a note for Person B for Valentine’s day that is very sweet, and meaningful only for Person B to laugh and say. “Wow, this is so lame, even for you!”

57)   Person A & B get invited to a party both of them getting stuck looking over the kids, as they do a small activity one kid comes forwards with a drawing that valentine’s is for people like A&B.

58)   Person A can’t celebrate with Person B and they planned to do something another day but Person B surprises them on Valentine’s at their workplace.

59)   Person A gets Person B for every formal date on their last one Person A hasn’t given any by the end of the date but as they kneel on the spot they had their first kiss they take out of box with an engagement ring.

60)  There is a ball for Valentine’s day, Person A had noticed Person B since they walked in the room, at midnight Person A kissed Person B until they are breathless.

61)  On Valentine’s Day, Person A gets a cards, flowers & teddy bear from Person B secretly, then tells them to look out of the window and Person B has gathered some friends to hold up posters spelling out “Would you be my Valentine?” And there is a sign pointing at Person B.

62)  Person A tries to cheer up Person B on Valentine’s after their recent break up, at the end of the day Person A realizes how lucky there were to have Person B. (Platonic or Not)

63)  Person A & B getting stuck at home after a snow in on Valentine’s but they still manage to have a lovely holiday.

64)  When a Person A & B don’t celebrate Valentine’s but they go to the store for the candy sales, only for person A to get Person B a single flower professing their love for Person B.

65)  Person A asking B about their valentine only for Person B to say. “You’re my type.”

66)  Person A plucking petals from a flower saying, “They love me, they love me not.” And Person B say above them. “They love you.”

67)  Person A saying I love you for the first time to Person B.

68)  Person B asking Person A about their most memorable with the other and what made them fall for the other.

69)  Person A setting up for Valentine’s around the dining room only to burn down the set up after leaving the candles without some support and holders. Person B walks in on the middle of it only to walk out and call 911 to come and clean up.

70)  Person A asking B for cuddles on Valentine’s. “You can’t leave me…You said cuddles all day.”

71)  Person A and Person B are best friends but they don’t have a valentine’s. They spend the day together only to realized they are in love with the other.

72)  Person A & B go on a double date only for their dates not to show up, so they just date each other since it is Valentine’s. At the end of the night Person A kisses Person B.

73)  Person A and B are stuck on a mission on Valentine’s both of them rushing to get to their dates. Once they finish the mission one of them is bleeding out, but as they show up for their dates they realize they are partners in crime.

74)  Person A is fighting a villain only for the villain to flirt and ask Person A to be their Valentine. Person B gets jealous and shoots the villain throwing them off the cliff while at it.

75)  Person A saying they love Person B and bumping their nose before pecking the tip of their nose, Person B shows how much they love them back.

76)  Person A & B being at a friend’s party for Valentine’s, and Person C suggests playing spin the bottle and Person C dares Person A & B to do 7 minutes in Heaven.

77)  Person A telling them in a really cute way that they are pregnant with Person’s B unborn child.

78)  Person A is a single parent and take their kid to the store to pick out candy and as the child picks the candy they see Person B. The child walks up to them before saying “We will take this one home too.” Before looking back at Person A.

79)  Person A & B broke up a long time ago but before Valentine they keep running into the other until Person B says to A that it must be cupid setting them up, and going on a date on Valentine’s day.

80)  Person A adopts a puppy on Valentine’s tired of being alone, and as they walk to the park the puppy runs away towards Person B. Person B asks Person A out at the end of the day Person A thanking the puppy for their matching skills.

81)  Person A getting Person B a teddy bear for Valentine’s only to find out that Person B got them the exact teddy bear back.

82)  Person’s A cat leaving every day at the exact same time and Person A following on Valentine’s day and finding that Person B is petting their cat. Person B looking up smiling at A “Look what the cat dragged in.”

83)  Person A taking Person B to the zoo for a Valentine’s date but Person A is scared of Person’s B favorite animal but as Person A freaks out & Person B comes in between the both saying “Be nice to them! I will protect you but they are my children too!”

84)  Person A can’t be with Person B for Valentine’s so they have a skype session while opening the other’s presents.

85)  Person A likes to dress up Person B’s pet for the holidays, and surprisingly, Person B’s pet doesn’t seem to mind it and sometimes will even like to be dressed up. But when Person A dies Person B finds their pet bringing them outfits on Valentine’s that Person A used to put on the pet, and Person B begins dressing up their pet, but breaks into tears while doing it.

86)  For Valentine’s weekend Person A is housesitting but when they don’t find the pets in the house they find Person B feeling the animals. Person A thinks Person B is breaking in and poisoning the pets so they attack them before Person B can explain.

87)  Person A goes to the flower shop to get flowers for their friends but as they reach for a certain bouquet Person B does the same and as they touch the tattoo on their wrists burns slightly letting them know they found their soulmate.

88)  Person A has to go undercover with Person B along with (Damian Wayne, Jon Kent or Billy Batson as their kid) and the whole time have to pretend to be married and very in love. So for a Valentine party their kid asks for a new brother.

89)  Person A gets candy for Valentine’s to give to Person B but as Person B gets ignored through the day, they throw candy at Person A to get their attention.

90)  Person A gets their candy stolen by Person B only for B to taunt them with it as it rests in their mouth. Person A kisses them trying to get the candy back but they are surprised when Person B kisses back.

91)  Person A & B are tired and hungry from a mission, as they walk by a restaurant they notice that couple’s get discount and free dessert for their dinner. So Person B suggests to pretend to be a couple with Person A.

92)  Person B asks Person A on a date for valentines so they can pretend to be together and make Person C jealous after cheating & breaking Person A’s heart. Person A realizes just how much they love Person B all along.

93)  Person C asks Person A for a valentine’s date in front of Person B to make Person B jealous and get them to admit their feelings for Person A.

94)  Person A gets arrested after egging/breaking Person C car’s (They cheated, lied ect.) to Person A so Person B questions Person A on motives and they simply say. “That asshole broke my heart so I broke his car.” Person B chuckles shaking their head. “Well we can’t have that” Before taking them on a date clearing the charges.

95)  Person A gets hit with Ivy poison on Valentine’s day during the fight. Person A goes to B’s trying to get them to help only to come on to them and declare their feelings for them.

96)  Person A forgot about Valentine’s day so when Person B asks what they want for dinner Person A responds with “Eat shit and die.” Person B is confused by their mood “Okay, but that doesn’t answer what you want for dinner.”

97)  Person A & B are both affected one night by the Ivy Serum causing them to be friends with benefits but as Valentine’s comes around they both realized it has always been more than that.

98)  Person A tells Person B that for Valentine’s they want Person B to be their first, they are their best friend and trust them with everything. Person B is in love with Person A so they can’t refuse the offer but before they make love, Person B confess their feelings for Person A.

99)  Person A & B eat love potion chocolate thinking they are liquor chocolate. The next morning, they wake up next to each other naked and covered in chocolate.

100)  Person C pretends to turn evil kidnapping Person A so that Person B comes to the rescue and finally admit their feelings for Person A.

[yellow-flicker]

Stung by a Scorpio

A/N: This is an actual rant. This might be a long post so bear with me. Ask me or whatever but this is just based on my experience. Need ko lang ivent out tong kashitan na to. Hahahahaha.

Okay so ganito kasi yun. Di talaga ako fully naniniwala sa zodiac signs na yan dati pero ngayon, medyo convinced na ako based sa generalization ng mga tao about a certain sign. And what really strikes me & caught my attention was Scorpio people.

In all honesty, mabibilang lang sa daliri ko ung mga kaibigan kong Scorpio (I am a Sagittarius btw). Yung mga kaibigan kong Scorpio na yun ay yung hindi “superficial” or “seasonal” friends ko lang. Sobrang konti lang nila grabe or let’s say sobrang konti lang nila na nag-stay. 😂😂 Pero lagi kong ipinagtataka talaga ay marami naman akong nakikilala at nagiging kaibigan na Scorpio pero sobrang konti lang ng mga natitira or nagsstay. LAGI NA LANG. My former bestfriends all throughout my growing years (yes naman naggrow ba talaga?), majority sa kanila ay Scorpio or kung hindi naman, either moon sign nila or sun sign. But then again sabi ko nga FORMER ibig sabihin DATI, idk… Lagi na lang nagkakataon na sa kanila ako napapalapit, sa kanila ko naibibigay yung full trust ko, sa kanila ko talaga nafefeel what it’s like to have a TRUSTWORTHY person in your life. They are really good people. They are very loyal, deep and honest. I really appreciate people like that because I value honesty & truthfulness. But then bakit ganun no? Laging saglit ko lang sila nagiging kaibigan slash lover slash bestfriend slash close friend. Ako yata ang may problema. Yan yung lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko. Bakit ganun? Laging nagkakataon na when I feel that kind of belongingness to someone/somebody, laging Scorpio? I DON’T KNOW EITHER.

(You can skip this paragraph if you want kasi pahapyaw na kwento lang to ng 1st bestfriend ko at ako. Hahaha.)

I remember my first bestfriend ever is a Scorpio. Her name’s JM. We’ve known each other since 2005. Elementary best friend ko siya. Nakakatawa kasi bigla ko na lang siya naging bestfriend nun. She is a smart geek and extremely talented! She always rank first sa buong batch namin, she sings & dances, she’s also a part of student organization way back then at ang dami niyang quiz bees na kinocompete-an! Nakakaloka sinalo na niya lahat. I don’t know why we became bestfriends cause we are somehow opposites of each other! By that time, I am just an awkward gradeschooler who is a taekwondo player, a writer in the school’s journal, a member of Science club and a partially geek student who is not consistent sa overall top 10 sa buong batch. But medyo proud na ako sa sarili ko nun kasi nasa top 10 naman ako sa room kahit paano. Ang mahalaga lang sakin kahit wala ako sa overall batch top 10 kada quarter, dapat meron pa rin akong white merit card. HINDI PWEDE NA WALANG GANUN, LAGOT AKO KAY MAMA. HAHAHAHAHA. A/N: Merit card serves as a certificate or an emblem wherein it signifies validation para mapasama ka sa recognition day. It is divided into three cards/certificate. A. GOLD Merit Card - the highest merit card you could ever receive. Most of the time, bihira lang nakakakuha ng ganito o kaya naman overall top 1 lang nakakakuha nito. Yung grade mo dapat PER SUBJECT (take note per subject dahil cumulative ang grading system namin at hindi averaging) ranging from 94-99. 😂😂 A/N again :: Cumulative means cut off grade mo dapat ay 88. Bale hanggang ganung grade lang ung lowest mo. Pag may isa kang grade kahit minor subject pa yan na below 88, ligwak ganern ka na. Goodbye recognition day. Regular student kana lang. Kahit makabawi ka man sa next grading, di ka pa rin kasali sa recognition day dahil kulang ka na sa merit card. Dapat from 1st to 4th quarter, consistent merit card holder ka. So ayan si JM, siya lang madalas nakakakuha ng Gold Merit Card. Wala e, ang talino eh. Hahahahaha.

B. BLUE Merit Card. Eto hanggang dito lang naabot ko sa tanang pag-aaral ko sa school namin eh. Yan na pinakasagad ko. Hehehe. Grades mo ay ranging from 91-93 per subject. Medyo mahirap din makaconsistent blue merit card pero siguro nakakakuha ako/kami ng ganito mga once or twice a year lang. Hahaha. Ako nga yata 3 lang ganito ko the whole grade school days ko eh. Hahahah. Yun.

C. WHITE merit card. Ranging from 88-90 dapat grade mo per subject. Eto ung marami sakin talaga. Thankful na ko dito kasi at least sumabit sa top! Hahah. Dahil etong white merit card ang susi para mapasama sa recognition day at di ako mapagalitan ng parents ko. Hahaha. So yun nga. Buti na lang po bestfriend ko nun si JM kaya nahahatak niya ko mag-aral. Kaso sa pagkakatanda ko grade 6 yata kami nun nung napagkasunduan namin na wag na kami maging mgbestfriends. Nakakatawa and at the same time nakakaurat din. May pagkakasundo pang naganap eh. May letter ako na ibinigay sa kanya or nag exchange letter yata kami? Di ko na rin matandaan masyado pero kasi di na kami classmates that time at madalas na rin kami mag-away kasi ang dami kong ibang friends tapos di na kami sabay maglunch or recess (sobrang babaw nito putek) tapos ang busy ko na rin talaga. Nagpakaactive si ate mong girl, dami kong ganap sa school life tapos lumalablayp na rin ako (landi landi din pag may time) kaya no time na sa chika with the best friend. Eh siya kasi since bff kami parang gusto niya i-share ko sakanya lahat (which is dapat nga naman ewan ko ba insensitive ko nun). Parang I took her for granted ba. Eh siya kahit maraming friends, she makes sure na di ko mafefeel na limot niya na ko. She’s so loyal to me lol jk. Akala ko okay lang naman yun sknya kasi we have our own lives naman, nakikipagfling ako kay crush (he’s not my classmate but same batch kami ni crush) habang si JM rin naman, may own lovelife din. So akala ko okay lang all along. But then yeah, we decided to cut things off or lowkey friends na lang. Ayun, di naman ako nahurt masyado that time kasi nagkaroon naman din ako ng bagong bff tapos may kafling pa ako (he’s freaking cute btw), im too busy to think about our friendship breakup and reasons are so shallow for me to deeply think abt it myghaad hahaha. Kaso yun nga, things aren’t the same anymore. Years passed and parang di kami naging magbff ever. Lol. Di na kami close as we were before but yeah, she’s my first bff and I think our friendship has taught us something to treasure with.

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Then my next bff’s are somehow same as my friendship with Jean. They are so loyal and loving and very much attached to the point na parang nacocontrol ka na nila. As a Sag, I value freedom. I don’t like people who’ll try to control me or manipulate me. Kahit naman sino ayaw ng ganyan diba? Scorpios sila that’s why if they want something, they’ll do their best to have it or get it.

Scorpios don’t like to play mind games with people but then what the actual fuck are they doing to us? They are the masters of mind games. Yung kanta ni JB na “What do you mean?” na may line na “When you nod your head yes but you wanna say no, what do you mean?” GANYAN SILA. Mga pa-click bait. They can deceive people without them actually knowing na nagagawa nila yun sa tao. Especially to people who are dear to them. That sucks you know? Hahaha.

When it comes to love naman, they will pull you in but when you’re halfway into it, they will push you away naman. PUSH and PULL. Ewan ko ba! Anong kashitan naman yung ganun. 🙄 Hahahahahaha. They want people to be honest with them pero sila naman, they always hold things back to themselves. They are truthful, yes. But when they wanna say something, they will tell you the truth but not the TRUEST of truth. Parang filtered pa rin. Like ano ba? Akala ko ba trusted mo ako or whatsoever pero you still keep things to yourself. Paano maaayos yun dba kapag may problema? MIND GAMES AT ITS FINEST. Tsk, it sucks!!! Hahahah. Yang mga yan grabe, sobrang masikreto! Pero ayaw naman nila na may tinatago kang secret sa kanila. If meron man, grabe daig pa FBI or detective eh. Ay naku ha. Nakakaloka kayo hahahaha. Eh kaso langya, yung tao na minahal ko nito lang ay Scorpio. WALANJO TALAGA. Ayun ngayon, no communication kami at all. Nakalimutan niya na ako or piniling kalimutan. Saket bes. 💔 Araw-araw ako umiiyak, nagrereminisce, hirap magmove on! Nagpagupit na nga ko, humaba na siya ulit tapos nagpagupit na ako ulit, di pa rin ako nakakaget over sakanya. Di ko alam kung anong ipinakain nya sakin eh. Sobrang intense nung love na nafeel ko sakanya. I couldn’t compare it to anyone even yung love ko for my ex. Umiyak din ako nun sa ex ko, mga 3 months ako nagrereminisce pero pag busy ako di ko naiisip ex (Gemini) ko. Pero nung sakanya (Scorpio) na as in, parang ung whole being ko broken into pieces eh. Kahit busy ako, naiisip ko pa rin siya. Napapanaginipan. Umiiyak ako araw-araw. Binabalikan ko ung mga memories namin together. Ang dami namin memories kasi together eh. Kahit saan ako lumingon, mapapagkain man yan, ang daming mga bagay na nagreremind sakin about sakanya. ANG SAKET ACTUALLY. Up to this day, I can’t actually say na nakamove on na ko cause hindi pa talaga. I still have feelings para sakanya. Though di ko na siya nakakausap, nakikita, nakakatext, tawag as in totally cut off na ko sa life niya, ung feelings ko para sakanya andito pa rin. I KENNAT. I am a Sagittarius. I don’t like commitments if unsure kasi gusto ko fun, exciting and with freedom ang lovelife ko but as a Sag, I love the idea of being in love. But when we fall in love with someone, we’re the most loyal ever. Nafeel ko yun sakanya. Na kahit siya lang kasama ko maghapon magdamag, okay lang sakin. Kahit di kami lumabas, okay lang masaya pa rin ako. I enjoy it kahit lowkey lang, basta parang “home” ung feeling pag kasama siya. I fell in love DEEPLY. How I wish nafeel din niya yun dati sakin. 😭 But some things happened, I am confused. I was perplexed. Di na namin maibalik sa dati. Ayun, dami ko man tanong sa isip na up to now di pa nasasagot talaga, I chose to move on nalang not because I want to but because I HAVE to.

Yun lang. Dito na lang muna. My next blog bale continuation siguro. I’ll elaborate more about my Scorpio love. Hahahahahaha! Ask me anything. Message nyo lang ako if ever man may makabasa nito. Hahahahahaha.