#the first 18 years couldve been a fluke
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I'm so scared
#i keep saying the same thing but idk i cant thjnk#i thought i was getting better but that was the pain medicine#i dont know what she gave me now idc anymore i dont have the energy to ask or argue#i wanna sleep but im in sm pain#i wanna die#what do i do?#as if i wasnt pathetic enough already#im scared#it feels like i dknt bave anyone#im really scared#id ont know#what do i do#i cant even go to the doctor bc being up or aitting for too long hurta so bad#great now i gotta get up bc im crying and my face is wet smh#ahhhhhhhhhhhh#im not religious but if i was id just take this as a sign that i should die#like seriously way too many unlucky moments man cmon#the first 18 years couldve been a fluke#what th is the rest#whatever
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