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silusvesuius · 8 months ago

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not to be pompous but i like my mind a lot

feeling inspired sorry i feel like i can't shut up for the last 2 days i keep logging in and out saying anythang. but also it's embarrassing when people apologize for posting online in their own space i can't stop thinking about the time i was abt to eat dinner and my brain was on nel/vas steroids mode so i was pacing around my room eating soup thinking about them really hard. i'm realizing tes in general doesn't interest me like at all i'm just a Skajrim head forever maybe i'll draw something from other games but just because i love drawing and dipping characters into my mindset. i don't care about any of the lore in the slightest i was put here to analyze any possible thoughts any sk*rim character might have in any corner of their mind..

#text #i need to drop some nelvas facts for the 0.5 people that will read them..#i'm at the point in my train of thought that's been going on since early 2024 that neloth would probably see talvas as a very clean and -#Pure being; but pure is kinda foul as a word so let's just say clean #because pure would be correlating to words like ummm idk; untouched #but it's not like that #he wouldn“t be the type to wanna ”Taint“ talvas or ruin him or anything i actually think he's doing it unknowingly #i believe he's a big fan of talvas having no backbone and being veeery #DOCILE #the fact that they wrote them perfectly stills haunts my mind like tehy share maybe 4 dialogues but -#- even without the element of pairing them together making talvas obedient like that is cute #which seems logical with any character if one would find themselves under neloth's thumb as an apprentice #but still i'm happy he's not defiant or catty #does tumblr even have a tag limit.#he's not disobedient to neloth's face at least. my queeneeeeeeee #just says he's a horrible person behind his back and then Prays neloth doesn't find out he said that #not that he would care. cus he's aware. and he's Happy #100% if u told talvas that neloth is weird about him and imply some kinda romantic interest brewing in neloth's black hole of a soul for -#- him he'd just correct you by saying 'ummm it's actually MASTER neloth... thank you'#he'd be blind to it when it's kinda pretty clear what's happening but if he's confronted by the reality by other people he begins to -#- accept it. but not face it; he wouldn't admit to anyone that he started seeing it too .#he'd just feel kinda stuck when being near neloth after that . I don't rly like my old Assss wizard mentor but the fact that i know -#- that he wants me makes my heart beat faster . out of fear maybeeee #cause he's scared of him regardless #maybe he just thinks neloth is crazy #altho thinking of authority figures as demented usually comes with a mocking tone and talvas doesn't have that at aaaall #he's respectful #i legit think neloth's mind would reshuffle the second he hits talvas or w/e and instead of talvas being furious he just stands there liek -#🧍‍♂️🥺#second emoji is the tears building up in his eyes LMFAOOOO

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