#the fact that theres absolutely zero guilt isnt. awesome. ngl.
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i think one of the saddest realizations a person can come to is the fact that some people never change.
even if they apologize, even if they claim to have improved nothing will ever change.
im not one to believe someone's nature is set in stone but sometimes people cast it in cement of their own making.
#whoops sorry catters got a bit carried away there#its just having the topic of alchoholism being brought up regularly with being taught how to drive hasnt lead to. awesome. conversations.#i mean its fine for the most part#but when she claimed to have gotten better i had a very difficult time listening to her after that#and to claim to be better since /that/ time is. astounding to me#the one that happened so far before genuinely worse situations i dont even know what to think#that was the only one shed ever apologized for.#never for any other time.#its almost like she didnt even realize what she did#so yknow the concept of her not remembering causing some of the worst moments of my life#or at least not realizing that she had caused anything#isnt the most fun to think about#the fact that theres absolutely zero guilt isnt. awesome. ngl.#but hey yknow looking on the brightside i feel less bad about hating her when i think about that one time that got absolutely out of hand <3#i think i need to stop tumblr posting and start going to therapy i cannot keep doing this shit /lh
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