#the event is on friday and im already nervous 💀💀

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

so like. i'm assigned to be representing my class to draw for a digital art competition. do i just bring my entire computer because it has my personal CSP layout /rhe 🧍

[hornyhoursblog]

mandatory weekly work crush update time 🫶🏻

okay so Wednesday and friday we had very little interaction because of how we were working (i cant remember things exactly anymore i need to update after every shift in the future 😓), we had like 1-2 work conversations but thats not that important, i was feeling a little neglected without his attention and was losing hope but then friday he walked past me and tapped me to get my attention and to get me to look at him and walked away (he’s done this before but this time he didnt turn back around to check if i looked 😓 but still)

anyways Saturday was slighty more eventful

Firstly i was upstairs for most of the night and he was down (they seem to be scheduling me upstairs every Saturday now which is fine but would be better if they schedule him as the floor boy up there you know but anyways✨) but i was downstairs for like an hour at 1st and he like went to grab my cup once (i think he noticed i looked at him, he came to check if anything needs collecting then stepped away and stepped back looked back at me and went to grab it 🥹), and then i moved to a different till and the girl on there with me was drinking the same thing and eventually he said my name and was like which ones yours? And again went to take it 🥹🥹🥹 ✨he said my name✨✨gonna be on repeat in my head 24/7✨

then when we shut upstairs i was getting stock from downstairs so i was up and down for a bit but i was exhausted (it was so busy and hot 💀 anyways) so i was taking my time and i was standing in the wash room vaping, firstly he goes to me oh you look knackered which heheh you noticed? ✨✨✨

and then he came and stood and made eye contact with me (hehhee felt like a beat too long than how normal eye contact is but it’s probably my delusions) and like gestured at it and like what i was doing so i was like let me live😓 and he again like gestured like hands up you know what i mean like a do what you want thing, Anyways then he asked what flavour so i stepped closer to show him and offered it to him AND he took it 🫢🤯😱🥹

man had his mouth on my vape that i also put my mouth on 🤯🥹😫🥰 just kiss me already it’s basically the same thing 🫶🏻

I did fumble my fantasy bag a little though, i got like nervous ✨ and also i was blocking the path so i turned around and stepped back and i didn’t see him use it 😓😓😓😓😓

although im embodying taylor swifts mastermind and from now on im having my vape on me every single shift and plotting for situations to happen like this again 🫶🏻

and the only other thing i think from what I remember is i had some cardboard from the stock i need to rip up and throw in the bin literally one step forward from me and he did it for me even though it’s literally so simple✨🫶🏻✨

yeah anyways im very down bad for this man 🫶🏻