#the edge of thirty

[ltlemon]

by the way im like nearly halfway through season three of mob psycho and I see what the serizawa/reigen people are on now. like yeah you know what i do think two cripplingly lonely probably definitely gay guys in their early thirties would end up with Something happening if you put them in a room together for long enough. don’t get me wrong i honestly think it would suck at least a little bit, but there’s Something There, i hear you. there is a possibility of me getting more invested depending on how they interact in the future…there’s Stuff here i need to like place them next to each other and observe them. put them in like a petri dish.

[vigilantejustice]

not to be a big dumb played out walking cliche and am very don’t even go here about my birthday but turned thirty today and am very much bottoming out about it 🤪

[karlkapri]

Do you have any McEichel’s for us queen

― Natasha Trethewey, from Thrall: Poems; "Mythology"

[marsmad]

No, no, no, no! 🎶💖🤠🎶💖🤠🎶😍🤠🎶💖🤠🎶💖🤠🎶💖🤠🎶💖🤠

prooksaan on IG

[hylianengineer]

So, I got a new laptop. Yay, I don't have to rely on the library loaner one anymore!

Huge thank you to everyone who chimed in when I asked for laptop buying advice - I ended up with an ASUS Zenbook. So far so good, I guess? Most of the things I need in a computer won't be evidence until I've been using it long term, but it is endearingly tiny.

Also, they were not kidding about the fancy OLED screen. Why are all the colors so BRIGHT?! It's a touch screen and I kind of live in fear of breaking it because my sibling has a touchscreen laptop that broke from getting a dent in the back of the casing.

And for whatever reason, the touchpad doubles as a number pad. Not sure what to make of that yet.

[trippercrazy]

Jared Leto from Thirty Seconds to Mars

[scribblinaway]

wow ok i am now squarely in the target demographic for Chatelaine Magazine but their content is so great i'm not even mad about it, is this what it feels like to know middle age is fast encroaching?

[eggsistential-basket]

every year i survive until Christmas and then i survive until next Christmas

[tj-crochets]

You should definitely tell people that you have blood pressure issues that make you passout if they're being angry, but if that doesn't work, you are under no obligation to tell random angry people the truth, tell them you have hear issues and your heart will give out if you don't sit when you need to.

Your safety is more important than honesty to random mean angry people.

Oh I absolutely do tell them when people are being jerks. I mean, most of the time, I just say I have heart issues and don't clarify if I have to say anything at all, but if they are being especially awful I'll launch onto a medical jargon-filled explanation while looking as like small and sad as possible. Like "sorry, I have ideopathic tachycardia and postural orthostatic hypotension, and the cerebral salt wasting syndrome makes it worse."

[obstinatecondolement]

Something about Norman Stanley Fletcher having most of his youth stolen from him by imprisonment hits different now. Can't think why, haha. 😅

[traumadumpling]

Being a person just seems like way too much work right now tbh

[ofyorkshire]

i think everyone should give me more muses for bj to be viciously protective over 👀

[marsmad]

That bouncy hair! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

hol.men on IG

[izzy-b-hands]

I keep getting email notifs for the unsolved mysteries subreddit abt new things posted of ppl finding and id'ing remains

and it's probably just the being away from ND thing making me think abt it, but im still sad every time i check the email and it isn't either sandy or her son that were found. like obvi i would much rather they be alive and just hiding all these years, but like...we know what probably happened, and her parents are both dead themselves now, could we not get some closure for the extended family that's left now still hoping for the unlikely best?

it doesn't work like that but what if

[the-amber-droid-dreams]

[ID: I'm 14, at the beach in my hometown, feeling like "whatever" it so boring, who cares really? And then this woman ran out onto the sand and exclaimed "It's the ocean!" I ask "what?" "I grew up in Colorado. l've never seen the ocean. My God! There's so much water" tears began to stream down her face and I thought "we're on the same beach, but mine is boring and hers is beautiful and if I have to choose .. id rather be in on her beach" as she walked away continuing to exclaim about palm trees and coconuts I thought about how easily time makes us numb to beauty and how I didn't want to live that way anymore. for the rest of my childhood, the beach was very different. END ID]

[x-artist-was-right]

Thirty Seconds To Mars was right - I don't remember the moment