#the deeper wound
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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Thinking about Harry and all the animal parallels that follow him through the narrative. It's true that these animal parallels reflect the way that the brutality of individualist moralism strips him of humanity as someone who has fallen through the safety nets, and his agonised shout of 'I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore' can be interpreted as a direct admission of the RCM's dehumanisation of him as a disabled addict who is no longer as 'useful' as he once was. Gottlieb even directly tells him '[he] lost [his] human visage a while back.' Jean calls him 'the most dangerous animal of them all'. The rabid dog that needs to be put down, the black dog (also a common metaphor for chronic mental illness!) that Mollins shoots as it licks its wounds; the scared, hurt, frightened animal lashing out, chewing off it's own leg to escape the trap that it's caught in. The wild dog is all they can see.
But then there is a flipside to these parallels too; a kindness, a gentleness, almost a freedom in Harry’s animal parallels. He's strong like a 'goddamn ox,' like a bear ('I had to kill the bear to become the bear'). He's a harrier hawk, a name given to ensure his safety, raised up to the level of the aerostatics looking down over Revachol, 'soar[ing] on the wings of [his] spirit hawk.' He's a leopard ('its impossible to know where you end and the leopard begins'), discovering or rediscovering a love of softness and sensuality that he'd not known before via the leopard print leotard that 'speaks to the animal inside [him]' and touches on his relationship with his gender ('Yes, this is the type of animal I want to be.').
He's a 'seagull', a bird that will do 'whatever it takes to survive,' a 'bird of paradise' that tells a story of 'endurance- and adaptation' ('You! You and the seagull are just alike!'). He survives, despite everything, despite the grimness of the world around him. He endures. Even the sea monster comparison is oddly kind ('You've become a sea monster -- giant, hidden and... strangely tender at heart'). Even as a monster, he's still gentle; he still has so much love for this world that has wrung every last bit out of him. As if his tenderness is such an inherent part of him that no matter what monstrous face he wears, no matter what creature is there in his shadow, he cannot help but have some trace of it at his core. His tender soul 'quivering like jello.' The pain he feels is raw and animal but so is the love he feels. So is the hope and the fear and the wonder.
#every time i read the leopard scene i go feral over it i love him#guhhhh words are difficult and this is a mush but i hope you understand what I'm trying to say#disco elysium#harry du bois#long post#again apologies if this doesn't make sense#also the sea monster line is from him trying on the blue lens glasses lmao it sounds much deeper than that but i still love it so much#tender as in his still-aching heart and the raw wound of his memory loss but also tender in his love for the world#calling himself a monster but even still he can't erase the tender parts of himself#DE rambling
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There is something about Alastor's eyebags that brings me joy



This man is chronically tired and, for some reason, this is very important to me.
#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor the radio demon#there was some theory that using his power drains him#I rly rly rly do hope that he'll still have that wound in season 2#and he'll try to hide it like a stubborn prideful dumbass he is#and his eyebags will get deeper#I'm being very normal about Alastor wdym
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im not super big on android or cyborg AUs but I also feel a burning NEED for situations and or scenarios where Q has Bond cracked open and is rummaging around in his insides. could be repairs, could be upgrades, could be routine maintenance. metaphoric situations like this work for me, too, but just. I Need something
#the thing is. having Q patch him up from injury is okay but it's not exactly this#also the forcing Q to sew him up I feel like is overrepresented lol like... if he has a stab wound should it rly just be sewn?#feels like there's other damage deeper in that probably should be addressed...#but yea. if u have ideas give em to me 🅱️ls#i am in such intense Need#00q
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i was eagerly waiting to see what the outfit reveal for helltier vriska was going to be and well...im going to be honest i was expecting sooo much worse like a rose/davebot overdone nightmare of hs2 bcs helltier vriska fucking sucks as a design. you cant imagine her in any lighting except total darkness. and this is a very mid cop out. but they could have done worse
#i assume her eye is red and this is just pink lighting#but the red and white infinity symbol is literally so gay#please...justa giant head wound.. something extreme#what does the white infinity symbol look like irl like you need to be thinking deeper like johns shirt is literally a slimer shirt#upd8
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We wither
The loss of a sibling:
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The loss of a father:
"Cas?"
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Discussions on the loss of a sibling / the loss of a father, and the wound an absence leaves behind:
GORDON: I can still see her, you know? The way she was. But hey, that was a long time ago. I mean, your dad. It's gotta be rough. DEAN: Yeah. Yeah, you know. He was just one of those guys. Took some terrible beatings, just kept coming. So you're always thinking to yourself, he's indestructible. He'll always be around, nothing can kill my dad. Then just like that (snaps) he's gone. I can't talk about this to Sammy. You know, I gotta keep my game face on. (clears throat) But, uh, the truth is I'm not handling it very well. Feel like I have this -
GORDON: Hole inside you? And it just gets bigger and bigger and darker and darker? Good. You can use it. Keeps you hungry. Trust me. There's plenty out there needs killing, and this'll help you do it. Dean, it's not a crime to need your job.
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This is no salvation; it's another wound, another empty void where you used to be:
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JACK (praying): How can you be gone? You said that you believed in me. No matter what. It didn't matter what I did Th-That being me was enough. But what does that mean now? Cas? Mom?
#the wounds left behind are so deep#mary's absense wounded jack#and cas's absence an even deeper wound
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Why run if you have nothing to hide?
#🕯️.lucien#Does the dog have a gun? Who is it aimed at?#The only person you are wounding is yourself.#Digging yourself a deeper hole.#Sunk in your own lies.#You cannot run from it forever.#The abuse you've inflicted has left many people in its wake and we are all angry.#To clarify: We have contact with other victims and we've confirmed what we've always known.#We were not the first and will not be the last.#But you are running and it cannot be for no reason.#For what it's worth. I was split to hate you. And I hope you knew that.#/Very directed#/Nbh
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Deadclaws is very Nine Inch Nails coded
Goodbye
#deadpool wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws#poolverine#Especially 'We're in this together'#'The deeper the wound I am inside you' (lyr)#do yall see the vision
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so obsessed with susato that i forgot that her saving holmes's life wasn't something i just made up in my head but implied by the game to have been What Actually Happened.


#mikotoba susato#she's so everything. literally who is doing it like her. fantastic phenomenal iconic brilliant amazing etc etc#tgaa spoilers#dgs#i've always thought that susato's perspective on the direct aftermath of the shooting would be extremely interesting to explore#largely in part due to her treatment of holmes's wound blending his past with mikotoba and his present with the girl he is actively#devastatingly lying to whom he now owes his life to. and all the complicated emotions that must arise from that for him and then for her#when she eventually learns the truth#but also in part due to how her reputation in gregson's (and barok's too potentially?) eyes must have been changed afterwards. they both#know her as the almost eternally composed judicial assistant and they respect her for that in spite of their prejudices but she now she's#gone and saved a man's life and i think that respect grows... deeper? more personal? as a result. and regardless of how poised and composed#susato is she must have been somewhat shaken by the events right? she was probably terrified. and being questioned right after she's#bloodied her hands and clothes cant have helped so i imagine they must have seen that too. seen her more as the person she is rather than#just the title she possesses.#which i think would be interesting to explore. lots of untapped potential here i need to go back and replay to see if there is a slight#change in how gregson and barok interact with her but i believe there was. there shouldve been even if there wasnt idc#she is the moment. no one will ever come close 😤✊
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your f1 alien au art is so so amazing holy sht I can only hope you draw more things related to it so I can obsess even more about it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
weeee im glad you like it!!!! the concept made me insane so there will definitely be more of that! like and subscribe if you wanna see men in distress 😁👍
#seeing visions of wound dressing and heckling with your synthetic friends module etc etc#its gonna get so much worse when i eventually dwelve deeper into xenomorph lore so im glad someones intrigued 🙏#ask
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thinking abt unrequited love w gojo and nobara……
#separate obv!!#I JUST . think they’re the most fitting for it….#they’re so charming and charismatic and impossible not to fall for but then they’re just kinda…. out of reach#something something they keep you physically close but never quite let you into their lives…..#i think the duality is . falling for nobara feels like falling for a straight girl and falling for gojo feels like falling for a gay guy#with nobara it’s just relentless gay yearning and hoping and wondering ……. casual intimacy that just makes the wound feel deeper#and with gojo it’s . the line between platonic and romantic love and the ways they blur . the confusion and resignation of it all.#i just feel like i would fall in love w them for the rest of my life and they would never come close to returning those feelings#i need them so bad. 😔#ari noises ✩
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Forever bound to the west coast,
Holding onto trauma with both hands -
Cold, dark, and endless as the Pacific.
And though I have been to the east coast,
The Atlantic never felt like home-
Too warm, too shallow,
Too healing in its abundance of salt.
@nosebleedclub May 22nd - Eastern
#nosebleedclub#eastern#pacific#atlantic#writing#poets on tumblr#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#poetry#poem#spilled writing#original writing#spilled poem#writing prompt#short poetry#salt heals wounds through osmosis#the east coast waters are warmer because the ocean moves upwards from the equator#the west coast waters are cold because they move down from the far north#the atlantic is saltier#but the pacific is larger and deeper#fun facts
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So, note all ye lovers in love with the sound
Your world be shattered with nary a note of one
Cupid's arrow under your coat
And in the land of star-crossed lovers
And barren-hearted wanderers
#love notes#the smashing pumpkins#cupid de locke#when the clock strikes 2#cupid makes me think of you#my favorite wound#i dig deeper for the thrill
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Because I was a poor faggot they used to pay me to attend all my lessons in sixth form but it was such a low fucking rate that it kinda just pissed me off and made me bunk way more than if they just gave me nothing at that point lmfao. Classic British Welfare state move that was though; recognise the value of cash incentives but undercut everyone so badly you negate any potential benefits while giving yourself an additional aspect of public spending you can campaign on reducing next election.
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my wizard ocs ft toxic yuri
ok context for these girls as quick as i can summarize it so tabitha is the one with the horns and allison is the one with the beret anyways so tldr tabitha has been trying to kill allison for a bit bc shes afraid shes gonna become morganthe 2.0 being the yw and all however tabitha herself gets so invested in this goal she ends up becoming what she fears and losing herself so much that allisons gotta kill her more abt this below
sososo continuing on throughout all this tabitha kinda does fall in love with allison however allison doesn't really feel that way romantically (for now i cant be trusted JHFIOJFW) but at the same time she does get use to tabitha trying to kill her and them playing this game of cat and mouse it was never that serious to allison really she loves a good fight and tabitha brings it and she loves that potential that she has to keep honing her skills but it all gets ruined when tabitha slips into shadow magic and she mentally just cannot handle it and the girl allison kinda enjoyed is rly no longer there its gotten too serious and to the point of no return
so anyways thats why i felt this audio FIT so well like tabitha being the one to say goodbye until tomorrow bc shes not ready to accept her death its not over she can't fail shes in denial meanwhile on allisons end shes giving her heart to tabitha to take to her grave she asks her not to break it because at the same time shes in denial about the situation like what happened what happened to the eager girl she met on khrysalis how did they get here ? taking someones life is never fun
#wizard101#w101#wizzy101#wizard101 art#wizard101 oc#OH ALSO POINTING TO THE WOUNDS THEY GAVE EACH OTHER ALLISONS ARE PURPLE BC TABITHA IS STORM AND TABITHAS ARE RED BC ALLISON IS FIRE YES#GNAWING ON THEM#idk if there will be more of them but i would like to dive deeper into their relationship#also how this all plays into allison and dasein#shouting out my irl who said this will make her no longer human in ways she never thought bc YEA AND OUCH
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hmm. davesprite sword wound.
#ogre moment?#its only recently that ive started actually analyzing any of homestucks deeper themes#so idk if this is super surface level but im having thots abt like.#even if you take the sword out the wound is still there.#and like. was it bros sword??#THATS WHAT MAKES DOING ANALYSIS DIFFERENT I CANT REMMEBER WHAT HAPPENS IN THAT FUCKING COMIC#MY GOD#anyways. if it WAS. then oh brother.#op
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