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neonlights92 · 4 years ago

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Night Changes: PART TWO

Jeon Jungkook has spent the last twenty years alone. Single. Solo.

And that’s just the way he likes it. That is, until he meets the supposed love of his life. Suddenly he’s falling over himself at the chance of a real relationship with someone.

The only thing getting in his way? You.

genre: fuckboy!jungkookie, college!jungkookie, romcom, e2l (kinda)

AN: I am so fuckin soft for college Kook you wouldn’t even belieeeeeve

Within days of their ‘truce’, Jungkook realises what a huge dickhead he truly is for not remembering Y/N’s name.

She shares his timetable almost entirely.

“I’m the worst.” He bemoans after a particularly stressful lecture on American poetry, “You weren’t kidding when you said you were in all my classes.”

“Almost all your classes.” She laughs a little at the look on his face and shrugs, “I did tell you.”

“It makes perfect sense now why you hate me.”

Y/N nudges him playfully and shakes her head, “I don’t hate you.” “Yes you do.” He sniffles dramatically, “And you should. I’m an asshole.”

She pulls a face, “Now what am I meant to do here? Tell you that you’re not an asshole? That would be lying.” Jungkook reaches for his heart theatrically and frowns.

“I deserve that.”

She scoffs playfully, “Shut up, Jungkook.”

It’s been exactly four days since Jungkook and Y/N began to hatch their plan to try and get their respective soulmates to fall in love with them.

And though Y/N’s original idea was to host some kind of movie night at her apartment Jungkook has been slowly persuading her into throwing a full blown party. Park Jimin is an absolute animal, Jungkook promises her (that’s a huge stretch, but what college student doesn’t like alcohol and loud music?) and throwing a party is a surefire way to get him to agree to coming.

But Y/N isn’t so easily swayed.

“I’m going to make it up to you,” Jungkook tells her confidently, “I’m going to make sure that you and Jimin get together, and then when you have beautiful babies together you’ll be thanking me. And we’ll forget all about the incredibly unfortunate way we met each other.” Y/N’s smile is soft, but Jungkook sees it.

“I know you will,” She says, “I have faith in your matchmaking abilities, Jeon Jungkook.”

“Which reminds me….Did you think about what I said, Y/N?”

Jungkook has to admit - he really likes having her around. Try as he might at first to have seen the worst in her, he has to admit Y/N’s not half bad.

“About the party?”

He winks, “Bingo!”

“It’s a bad idea.”

“Oh my god-”

“No, because I’m such a wallflower,” She insists, shaking her head firmly, “Jimin will just think I’m boring.”

“I’ll help you come out of your shell. I’ve told you that already. It will be like a life lesson for you - a chance to shine in the spotlight.”

“I don’t shine,” Y/N is whining now, “It’s stupid to even try.”

“No it’s not,” Jungkook insists, “Everybody shines. In their own way. Everybody.” He feels kind of awful for her.

How can she even think that way about herself?

“You don’t - it’s not. C’mon Jungkook I can’t-”

“What about the night we met?” Jungkook interrupts, as the two round the corner of Jungkook’s street, “You were partying then, weren’t you? You were shining then?” She flushes, “That’s different.”

“How?” She shuts her eyes for a moment. Jungkook worries he might have pushed her too far. He slips his bottom lip between his teeth and just as he opens his mouth to apologise she sighs heavily.

“It’s stupid.”

He brushes a hand over her shoulder, “It’s not.”

Her eyes open and he’s taken aback by the softness there.

He wants to reach out and maybe pat her cheek but he decides against it. Fuckboy or not, Jungkook is not the kind of guy to do that. Is he? No. He isn’t.

Besides. Soomi.

“Okay. Okay. I’ll throw the damn party. But you’re helping me with everything, okay?”

Jungkook feels something like electricity shoot up his ass. (He won’t ever tell anyone else he thought that.)

“Yes! This is going to be perfect Y/N I swear. Jimin will love it. So will you,” He grins like he’s hit the jackpot, “It’s the last day of semester in three weeks time. We’ll use that as a reason okay? And we’ll plan everything together. It will be amazing.” Y/N’s eyes dart across Jungkook’s face nervously.

She seems to be looking for something - what he’s not sure - but after a moment she nods.

“Fine. Okay. End of semester,” Her lips fall into a small smile, “Do you think this will work?”

They stop at the entrance of Jungkook’s building.

“It’s perfect Y/N. I swear. Just perfect.”

When her smile widens Jungkook thinks he’s never seen her look better.

“I’m trusting you Jungkook.” She narrows her eyes playfully, “Don’t fuck it up.”

He crosses his index finger across his chest and nods determinedly.

“Trust me, Y/N. We’ll have Park Jimin eating out of your hand before you know it.”

And he really believes it, too.

The next day Jungkook runs into Y/N at lunchtime. He hasn’t seen her in any of his classes today and when he texts her to tell her this, she reminds him that Friday is the only day they don’t share a timetable.

He has to admit he’s kind of bummed.

So when he finds himself wandering into the campus garden with Hoseok trailing less than enthusiastically behind him, his eyes zero in on her immediately.

She’s eating some kind of burrito - probably extra spicy as she’s told him that’s the only way to eat Mexican food - and reading a book. Of course she’s reading a book.

Nerd.

“Hey Hobi let’s go sit over there.” He points her out to his friend and Hoseok raises a brow.

“Who’s that?” “Y/N.”

“Y/N?” His brow raises even higher if possible, “Y/N as in the girl you slept with who’s name you can’t remember and who’s roommate you are in love with? And who you’ve promised to help set up with Park Jimin? That Y/N.” Jungkook frowns, “Well when you say it like that…” He rolls his eyes, “Shut up. Let’s just go.” Hoseok shrugs and follows his friend - what good will it do him to argue anyway? - and when Jungkook reaches his destination he clears his throat noisily. Y/N looks up and Jungkook notices she’s wearing a pair of thick-framed glasses. He has to admit… She looks kind of adorable in them.

The moment recognition dawns on her face, Y/N’s lips lift.

“Hi.” Jungkook’s smile widens when she grins up at him.

“Hi.” She shifts slightly, “What are you uh - doing here?” “Stalking you obviously,” Jungkook takes a seat beside her on the blanket she’s set up to eat on, and gestures for Hoseok to do the same, “This is my friend Hoseok. The one I said dances with your boyfriend.” She wrinkles her nose and flushes, “Jungkook! He’s not my boyfriend.” She turns to Hoseok and smiles softly, “Hi.”

Hoseok - to his credit - doesn’t seem to mind the Jimin comment. He smiles back at her.

“Hi Y/N.”

Jungkook unwraps the dismal lunch he’s made himself - a sweetcorn and tuna salad - and gestures to the book sitting in Y/N’s lap.

“What’s that?”

She looks down and then up, “Oh. It’s uh - god. It’s stupid.” Jungkook quirks a brow, “C’mon tell me. What is it.” She hesitates for a second and then rolls her eyes, seemingly accepting her fate.

Jungkook almost wants to remind her that they’re friends - she shouldn’t be embarrassed in front of him - but he stays quiet.

She lifts the book to show him the cover.

“It’s a book on gaining confidence.” Her shoulders shrug, “I thought it might help. Y’know… With the whole…” Her eyes flit over to Hoseok briefly, “Jimin thing.”

Hoseok chuckles and it catches Jungkook off guard.

He’d almost forgotten his friend was there.

“That’s adorable,” Hoseok comments, “Man if a girl did that for me I’d be beyond flattered.” Y/N’s cheeks flush and she shakes her head, “No - I mean. I don’t know. It’s not just for him…”

“Still.” She bites her bottom lip and shrugs, “I mean I guess. Yeah. He should be flattered.” Hoseok laughs again and Jungkook has a sneaking suspicion his friend might be flirting.

He doesn’t like that.

Y/N is not for Hoseok. Not at all.

“Well she’s not reading the book for you,” Jungkook tells him, trying to control his anger, “She’s reading it for Jimin.” Hoseok raises a brow. He takes a moment and then smiles again.

“I gathered.”

Jungkook spends the rest of the lunch break trying to stop whatever weird energy Hoseok and Y/N have going on.

There is absolutely no way in hell that Jung Hoseok thinks he can just swoop in and ruin all his plans, right? Y/N needs to fall in love with Jimin. Park Jimin needs to be the one laughing with her and smiling at her and flirting with her.

He’s absolutely livid by the time Y/N scurries off to class.

“What the fuck was that?” Hoseok pulls a face, “What?”

“That. That… Flirting. What was that?” Jungkook has barely even touched his lunch (and it’s got nothing to do with the absolute miserable state of it, he swears.)

Hoseok seems confused for only a moment later. Then his face opens up.

“Oh, right.” He shakes his head, “I wasn’t flirting, Jungkook.” Jungkook hates the look on his friend’s face. Like he knows something Jungkook doesn’t.

“What’s that look for Hoseok?” Hobi chuckles and shakes his head, “Nothing Jungkook. Absolutely nothing.” Jungkook spends the rest of the day thinking about that godforsaken look.

Jungkook wakes up the next morning (which thank god happens to be a Saturday,) to a text message from Y/N. He’s been trying to convince her to use more emojis - but she refuses.

Secretly, he finds her texting kind of cute.

But he’ll never tell her that.

Y/N: Are you free today?

Jungkook: as a bird. what did you have in mind?? :)

Y/N: It’s my birthday. Soomi is taking me out bowling. Wanna come?

Jungkook feels his heart swim all the way up to his throat.

Soomi? And wait what - it’s Y/N’s birthday? He’s sort of offended she only brought it up now.

Jungkook: uhhh… what?? happy fuckin birthday y/n!!! ur naughty!!! birthday ??? why didnt you tell me yesterday???

Y/N: You’re an English Lit student. Use proper vocabulary and grammar please. And I don’t know I didn’t think it was a big deal.

Jungkook: u cant change me boo… u just text like a granny. its your birthday stupid ofc its a big deal. mind if i invite some of my friends??

It’s a few minutes before Y/N finally replies.

Y/N: Yeah. Sure. Meet us at Blue Pins in an hour?

Jungkook: c u there… birthday girl!!!!!

Y/N: Ugh.

Jungkook smiles at the way she still acts like she hates him even though he knows she doesn’t really.

It really is the start of a beautiful friendship.

An hour later Jungkook finds himself sat in a booth with Hoseok, Taehyung and Namjoon, nervously tapping his fingers against the surface of the table.

Hoseok clicks his tongue loudly and grabs his friend's hand from across the booth. His eyes are narrowed a little.

“Will you calm down?” “Are you kidding?” Jungkook’s eyes are as wide as a pair of saucers, “I’m about to meet the woman I’m going to marry.”

Hoseok scoffs at that and Taehyung scrolls through his phone, bored as always.

After a moment, Taehyung clears his throat, “He said yes.”

Jungkook feels like his heart has just fallen out of his asshole.

“What?”

“Jimin said yes,” Taehyung rolls his eyes, almost as if he’s annoyed at this spectacular outcome, “He’ll come to Y/N’s party at the end of the semester..”

“Oh fuck YES!” Jungkook fist pumps the air in joy as Hoseok chuckles in delight.

“You’re overreacting,” Namjoon tells his friend seriously, “Jimin coming does not equal Jimin falling in love with Y/N.”

“It gets me one step closer though,” Jungkook feels lighter already, “And one step closer to that means one step closer to Soomi falling in love with me.”

Namjoon snorts out a laugh, “Stop it.”

“What?” Jungkook takes a swig from the cappuccino he insisted on ordering as soon as they arrived, “It’s true.”

“You’re not seriously thinking you’re in love with this girl Jungkook?” Hoseok’s eyes dance with mirth, “I know you man.”

“What do you mean?”

Hoseok raises a dubious brow, “You’re the ultimate fuckboy.”

“I am not.”

“Yes. You are.” Taehyung tacks on helpfully, “Notoriously so, actually.”

“Shut up.”

Jungkook doesn’t want to admit it but he knows his friends are kind of right. Sue him - he’s young and handsome and he’s in college. Everybody fucks around in college.

“And anyway I don’t actively pursue girls unless I have the intention of taking it somewhere.” Jungkook crosses his arms, “A fuckboy I may be, but a dickhead I am not.”

“Says the guy who forgot Y/N’s name after a vigorous night of lovemaking.” Namjoon grins like the cat who got the cream and Jungkook wants to smack him.

“You can thank your dear friend Kim Taehyung for that.” Jungkook replies sharply, narrowing his eyes at his so-called childhood best friend.

Taehyung gasps like he can’t believe what Jungkook’s just said.

“Seven tequilas on an empty stomach is never a good idea Tae,” Jungkook rolls his eyes, “You kept insisting.”

Taehyung answers with a flippant wave of his hand, eyes finally moving away from his phone, “Whatever. You’re an adult, right? You could’ve said no.”

“Not when free alcohol is involved.” “Anyway Kookie, the point is you can’t be in love.” Hoseok leans back like he’s just discovered the meaning to life. Always so smug.

Jungkook can’t help but find it a little annoying.

“And how, oh wise one, are you coming to this conclusion?” Jungkook’s tone is dripping with sarcasm. He raises a brow at his friend and gives him the most pointed look he can manage.

It’s still Hoseok and Jungkook has to admit he respects his opinion the most.

“Because you’re you. And you barely know this girl.” Hoseok rolls his eyes, “That’s how.”

“I find that offensive,” Jungkook retorts, “People are allowed to change and grow. Now I’ve met Soomi I’m different.”

Namjoon shakes his head, “There’s no point, Hobi. We all tried, believe me. But he’s decided that he’s in love with her. Just get on board with it.”

Jungkook sends Hoseok a toothy grin once he swallows the last of the cappuccino and nods emphatically.

He knows what his friends think of him.

That he’s slutty and careless. That commitment scares the shit out of him. That he’s incapable of monogamy. A combination of all of the above.

But Jungkook knows the truth. He didn’t want a girlfriend before this because he hadn’t met someone that made sense to him.

And what’s the point of being with someone unless you’re all in?

“Anyway when you’re guests at our wedding it’ll all make sense,” Jungkook pushes his empty coffee cup to the side, “We’re meant to be.”

Taehyung laughs at this - despite himself - and Hoseok and Namjoon chuckle too.

“Jungkook?” The sound of someone calling his name causes him to turn quickly, eyes widening when he sees who it is. Y/N. She’s smiling at him of course - but that’s not what causes Jungkook to almost go into cardiac arrest.

No. Of course not.

It’s the beautiful angel standing beside Y/N that causes him to almost forget how to breathe.

“Hi,” He squeezes out despite himself, eyes riveted to Soomi’s beautiful face, “Hi.”

Soomi smiles and Jungkook is immediately breathless.

“Jungkook right? Y/N’s… Friend.” The suggestive tone annoys Jungkook - he can’t have Soomi thinking he belongs to anyone else but her - and he nods.

“Yeah.” “But just a friend now,” Y/N pipes up helpfully, “We… Uh… Worked through our differences. And now we’re friends. Just friends. Totally platonic.” Jungkook thinks she’s kind of overkilling the whole thing but he doesn’t say anything. Instead he smiles at Soomi and watches as her face puts two and two together.

Yes. Yes.

Jungkook wants her - no he needs her to know that he’s single.

Really single.

Totally single and available and hers.

Namjoon clears his throat somewhere from Jungkook’s left. He turns to his friends and nods quickly.

“Right. Yes of course. My friends - these are my friends. Taehyung and Namjoon, and Y/N you’ve already met Hoseok.” The two share a small wave. Jungkook ignores the stab of annoyance that sends to his gut.

“Hi,” Soomi smiles in a way Jungkook is sure is almost too heavenly to be real, “I’m Soomi.” God. He really is a goner.

Jungkook doesn’t want to brag, but he is pretty good at bowling.

Okay. Who’s he kidding?

He totally wants to brag.

The moment Y/N splits them up into two teams - Soomi, Jungkook and her versus Namjoon, Hoseok and Taehyung - he’s determined to win.

He has to win.

He has to show Soomi one of his many, many, many talents.

“You’re pretty good at this,” Soomi remarks as he throws his first strike, “Or is that just beginner’s luck?”

Jungkook shakes his head and shrugs, “I’d say I’m pretty good.”

Her giggle is music to his ears.

“That’s impressive. What kind of girl doesn’t want a man who can throw a strike?”

Jungkook smirks, “That’s what I always say.” Her eyes crinkle at the side when she smiles and though it's not quite as adorable as Y/N’s - he’ll never admit this out loud - she still looks so sweet his heart constricts almost painfully in his chest. He forgets for a moment where he is, laying on the charm thick.

“Is that how you seduce poor unsuspecting women then? With your bowling skills?”

He winks in that way that usually works and his smirk widens, “You know it!”

Soomi giggles again and Jungkook is surprised at how smoothly this all seems to be going - when the sound of somebody throwing a gutter grabs his attention.

His eyes lift - thinking it has to be the other team - and he furrows his brow when he sees Y/N standing at the very top of the bowling lane, staring at the full set of pins in front of her.

Holy shit.

Jungkook momentarily forgets about Soomi - his competitive nature kicked into overdrive - as he shoots up from his seat and rushes towards Y/N.

“Oh my god,” He’s right beside her in an instant, “Was that you?”

Y/N looks up at him - cheeks flushed - and nods, “Yeah. I’m terrible at bowling.”

“So why would you choose to come here? On your birthday?”

Jungkook is somewhere between disbelief and pure horror. But he has to admit, the look on her face is sort of funny. She’s mortified.

“Soomi suggested it. She said it might be fun,” She looks away for a moment, “For her maybe.”

The sound of someone scoring a strike blares to Jungkook’s left and when he sees Taehyung performing some kind of ridiculous victory dance, he decides enough is enough.

“No. No.” Jungkook sets his jaw, “I’m going to help you.”

Y/N’s brow lifts, “What?” “I’m going to help you. You’re going to score a strike.”

She snorts out a laugh.

“I don’t think you realise how truly terrible I am at this.”

“And I don’t think you realise how truly competitive I am,” He gestures to the balls, “Grab the lime green. That’s the lightest.”

Y/N watches him for a moment longer. She looks behind him and moves her hand in the general direction of Soomi.

“What about Soomi?” He flares his nostrils, “She’ll still be there after I finish helping you.”

Y/N stares at him, and when Jungkook cocks his head towards the row of balls lining the back of the bowling alley, she shrugs and follows his command.

Jungkook takes this as a moment to teach Y/N how to shine.

After all, what better way to fell good about yourself than being good at something you always thought you sucked at?

When Y/N comes back with the lime green ball, he grabs her free arm and positions her to stand with her back to his chest, wordlessly.

“Woah.” Y/N breathes, “What are you doing?”

Jungkook’s mouth is right beside her ear, “Just follow me okay? I’m helping you, I swear.”

He slides his hand down to the ball and grips her fingers carefully.

“Don’t hold too much tension in your wrist,” He tells her sternly, “You’re too tense. You’re always too tense. Relax.” Something strange passes between them. Y/N takes a long, deep breath, and Jungkook tries to concentrate on the task at hand.

“Now slowly, slowly, bring the ball back,” Y/N follows Jungkook’s movements, “And… Release.”

He helps her flick it onto the lane, and they watch in suspense as the ball spins towards the pins. There is almost a moment where everything is suspended in time - before the ball crashes with the pins and nine of them fall down.

Y/N squeals in happiness and turns around sharply, throwing her arm around Jungkook’s neck and pressing herself against him in a hug.

“Thank you Jungkook!” She is smiling so widely, his heart turns, “You’re the best.”

“You’re welcome.” Jungkook finds he’s grinning too, “You deserve it. Happy birthday Y/N.” He pushes some hair out of her face - practical purposes of course, it was getting in her eyes - and she seems to catch her breath at the gesture. They stare at each other for a moment, before someone clears their throat from behind them and they break apart. Soomi is standing between them, holding a bubble gum pink bowling ball.

Jungkook wonders almost flippantly if she only picked it up for it’s colour.

“It’s my turn, right?” She turns her smile on Jungkook and he melts.

God.

She’s beautiful.

“Right.” Jungkook smiles back, “Your turn.”

When he turns to move back to their booth he notices Y/N watching their interaction carefully. Her eyes flit away the moment she’s caught, but Jungkook knows what he saw.

Strange.

Very strange indeed.

Later on that evening, after they’ve all shared a pizza, and Jungkook has spent the rest of the night watching Soomi with hearts in his eyes, Hoseok clears his throat with purpose.

They’re sat in their living room - Hoseok has decided to crash over because, why not? - and playing a midnight mario kart match, when Jungkook’s friend seems to have something to say.

Jungkook pauses the game. He turns to Hoseok.

“Yes?” There is a brief moment of silence. Taehyung is forever scrolling through his phone, and Namjoon has long ago gone to bed. Hoseok clicks his tongue.

“Are you sure you like Soomi?”

The question completely throws Jungkook off.

He raises a questioning brow, “What?”

“I’m just - asking. I’m just…” Hoseok turns to Taehyung for support. When his friend doesn’t notice, he smacks him across the shoulder, “Tae.”

“What?”

Jungkook narrows his eyes, “Have you guys talked about this?” Taehyung seems to realise where the conversation has just come from. He actually locks his phone and sets it to one side.

“Yeah.” Taehyung answers honestly, “We have.” “I’ve told you guys a million times. I know I barely know her but -” “That’s not it.” Hoseok licks his bottom lip, “I mean it’s crazy you think you fell in love at first sight but… Stranger things have happened.” Jungkook scoffs, “So? Why have you asked then?” Another beat.

Taehyung sighed heavily, “Because we think you like Y/N.”

“What the fuck?” Jungkook snorts out a laugh because really - what else can he do?, “Why the fuck would you think that?” His friends share another look and Jungkook hates that.

He hates that they think they know him better than he knows himself.

Hoseok shakes his head, “Just a feeling.” “A feeling that’s wrong.” Jungkook states firmly, “Dead wrong.” Taehyung nods and picks up his phone, “Fine. Alright. We’re wrong then.” Hoseok seems like he wants to say more but he doesn’t opting instead for something that sounds sort of like a grunt.

Jungkook watches his friends for a moment longer.

“Yeah. So wrong.”

That night, when Jungkook’s just about to go to bed he receives a text message. He opens his phone, expecting Y/N and finding, instead, an unrecognised number staring back at him.

Soomi: hiiiii jungkook :) it's soomi… y/n gave me ur number. hope u dont mind.

Jungkook pushes his friends’s ridiculous theory to the back of his head, and focuses instead on the fact that Soomi has just texted him. His thumbs move to answer her but he pauses, moving instead to open Y/N’s chat history.

Jungkook: hey. happy bday again champ. u da bomb!! also thanks for giving soomi my number. u a real one for that, chief!!! :) :) :)

Y/N’s reply comes only a few minutes later.

Y/N: Thank you Jungkook. I appreciate it. And no worries… She seemed to really be into you after tonight. So well done, yeah? :)

Jungkook smiles at the emoji that he imagines Y/N forced herself to add, and almost misses the part when she says Soomi was into him.

Right. Yeah. Perfect.

He opens up Soomi’s chat and starts to write out a reply.

This is exactly what he wanted.

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2ynjns · 4 years ago

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txt's reaction when their significant other dyed their hair

anon sent:

txt’s reaction to their s/o surprising them with a new haircut or colouring their hair, that was a big change from their old hair 🥺

yeonjun

months prior you’re like “jjunie, i wanna dye my hair like yours.”

and he was like “lemme dye it for you!!”

but you didn’t let him dye it himself because you wanted it to be a surprise

and you didn’t want him to burn your scalp when bleaching LOL

you got it done at the salon

you came home you were unrecognizable

you legit came at your place and yeonjun watching his cameo on live on on his ipad

he turned to the door to see a pink haired human being

i was reading to throw the ipad at you

but you’re like “jjun no! it’s me!”

“you look like me!!”

guess what you finally dyed your hair after thinking about it for MONTHS

and you dyed your hair pink to match yeonjun’s :”)

as soon he was just UWU

he pulled you to him and he’d touch your hair and admire it

“you look beautiful baby”

and yk that red heart hair clip he wore on that one we lost the summer stage?

yes he got you one too

so you went out in public with matching hair clips

he’d go out on dates with you with matching hair styles

ponytail? cool. clips? great. space buns? bet put it on!

soobin

you just compulsively decided that you wanted to dye your hair

“soob, wanna go to the salon with me?” “yeah sure”

man just thought you’re just gonna get a hair cut

but

he saw the stylist whip out their bowl and brush

he was like (⊙_(⊙_⊙)_⊙)

he was starin at you and was scared for his life

you never done this before

you only got hair cuts before

but never dyed your hair

anyways

the stylist started bleaching your head and he was lowkey excited

“you never told me you wanted to dye your hair.”

“hehehe just thought of it earlier”

the final results were cute

you dyed your hair strawberry blonde and added fringe bangs

soobin went all uwu mode on you

he loves it!

he’d play with your hair 24/7, he’d curl it or straighten it for you

he’d also braid it

at the end of the day you’d both just take a lot of selfies and he’d set it as his wallpaper

that man just LOVES your hair okay

beomgyu

red hair definitely suited you, any color does

he’s the one who suggested to dye your hair

“your hair has been your natural color your whole life you should spice it up.”

and you’re like

“kai literally is brown haired throughout his eighteen years of existence, you tell him to dye his hair blonde.”

anyway

you both came to an agreement that you’re gonna dye your hair for him

that’s the birthday present you’re gonna give him

you dyingyour hair cherry red HAHA

here’s the catch

you dyed it yourself with him

it was scary as heck

please

i dont know why you trusted him, you could’ve been bald

but he was really careful with your hair

he loves your natural hair but he wanted to see you with a diff colored hair

you blacked it first then applied the color

y’all made a mess on the tub but oh well

finish product waS BEAUTIFUL

it was a lil bit patchy BUT THATS OKAY

BEOMGYU TRIED GIVE HIM A BREAK

you applied toner and extra stuff and the color evened out

you curled it and showed it

mans was hella happy

“BABE YOU LOOK SO GOOD SHOULD I DYE MINE TOO????”

you’re like hahahahahaha get your stylist do it

taehyun

as soon as you saw taehyun with blonde hair you were in awe

you got inspired to dye your hair

but you didn’t want to dye yours blonde

you wanted to dye yours a little subtle

light ash brown balayage

omFG

it’s subtle but it’s still noticeable yfm

taehyun was on schedule and you told him you’d go to the salon

you were really excited to see his reaction

as soon as you got home and brought home food

you settled on the couch and waited for tae to arrive home

(❤´艸｀❤)

that was his reaction

“my love, you look lovely…”

he cooed and smiled SO HARD

SO MF HARD

his iconic smile was plastered on his face

he was so in love oh my god

you both were eating and your hair was on your way

so he tucked it behind your ears like he usually do

and even got a clip to clip it back

mans is whipped as hell

he gave you compliments 24/7 until it grew out and the color faded

and insisted that you should redye it when it grew out

and made you do a blonde balayage instead

huening kai

wbk this man doesnt ever dye his hair throughout his career

so y’all made a bet on something

and hair was the punishment

both of you will dye your hair blonde if you win

and if he wins only you will dye hair

mf he won….

so you were the only one obligated to bleach your head

well kai we’re waiting for your dyed hair pls

dye in blonde for next comeback aka chaos chapter pls im begging

anyways

you were scared as heck what if you shed hair if you dont bleach it properly

but you didnt want to spend a lot on maney to get it done at the salon

so you did a lot of research prior bleaching

you’re not in the bathroom bleaching your head

the outcome wasnt that bad especially after the toning

your hair was now platinum blonde after so much bleaching and toning

rip your head

after three days of his busy schedule and not seeing you he came over to your place

as he saw you

(❤ ω ❤)

“AAAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!!!’

he ran towards you and smelled your hair

“smells like strawberries…”

he wanted to eat it

but no he cant

he was actually inspired with your newly dyed hair

he now wants to do it and reconsidering dying his hair

“kaikai, you should dye it. i’ll do it for you.”

“uhhh.. ill have my stylist do it haha thanks tho ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)

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bibbawrites · 3 years ago

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even more single dad!charlie instagram posts

THIS IS A PART OF THE SINGLE DAD!CHARLIE SERIES, YOU CAN FIND THE OTHER PARTS HERE

note i couldnt remember the exact date charlie left hawaii so i just improvised lol

lmk if you guys wanna see any more of these i’m having fun doing them lol

also @happinessinthedarkesttimes hope you enjoy the last couple hehe

posted 1st of december 2020

@charles_gillespie bye hawaii see you later

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@dinahjoynergantz see you soon! @charles_gillespie we cant wait, m is so excited to see you and bindi

@user1 omg m is seeing bindi!

@user2 her hair looks so dark here @user3 i think its just the filter

@owenjoyner 4 more hours... @charles_gillespie not anymore :)

@user4 charlie taking m to oklahoma is so cute help

posted 4th of january 2021

@charles_gillespie and now she can write her own name...

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@user1 screw getting an autograph from charlie i want one from m @charles_gillespie she’d probably love that

@meghan_gillespie omg i miss baby m @charles_gillespie same :( she’s too grown up

@user2 did she used to have dark hair? @charles_gillespie just the lighting and filter

@charles_gillespie she’s learning how to write letters so @taylorkare, @dinahjoynergantz and @themadisonreyes keep an eye on your mailbox @themadisonreyes omg i cant wait @taylorkare exciting news!

posted 22nd of may 2021

@mrcheyennejackson best friends @charles_gillespie

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@mrcheyennejackson look at how nice charlie did their hair

@charles_gillespie our girls

@user1 WILLOW AND M ARE BEST FRIENDS!!! @user2 this is the cutest news ever

@user3 why is charlie so good at hair im jealous

@user4 what is the age difference, their height difference is so much @mrcheyennejackson the twins are a month older, m is just tiny haha @charles_gillespie she’s gonna be a shorty

@user5 the crossover i never knew i needed

posted 27th of august 2021

@charles_gillespie ragamuffin and the flowers

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@user1 this is the first time ive seen m with messy hair lol @charles_gillespie she’s getting over a fever so no cute hairstyles atm

@user2 happy birthday from yesterday!

@user3 did you have a good birthday? @charles_gillespie a lazy one with a sick baby girl

@user4 oh no hope m feels better soon @charles_gillespie thank you

posted 13th september 2021

@charles_gillespie well its finally happened, today was m’s first day of kindergarten :( she was so excited to go hang out with willow and ethan that she didn’t even care that she was staying there without me. no tears at all (from her, i was a wreck, sorry @owenjoyner and @mrcheyennejackson) so now i’m gonna spend the day wondering how and when she grew up from a tiny little baby to the little girl that went off to school this morning determined that everyone in her class would know the “right way to spell her name”

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@user1 so she has a tricky name to spell then good to know lol

@meghan_gillespie i might be crying @owenjoyner so is charlie

@user2 aw she’s all grown up i hope she had fun

@user3 she’s going to school now wtf

@dinahjoynergantz i better get an update on her day @charles_gillespie the second that she gets home oma

@user4 name reveal? @charles_gillespie y’all are relentless

@owenjoyner so proud to be able to call her my daughter @user5 DAUGHTER? @user6 hold up i think we missed a chapter @user7 isnt she charlie’s daughter @user8 she has always called owen papa tho... @user9 chowen sharing a daughter was not on my 2021 bingo card...

posted 11th november 2021

@charles_gillespie 5 years ago today i became a father... and 5 minutes ago today i became one of those parents who has an instagram for their kid and posts pretending to be them... yeah... times change... happy birthday @m.i.gillespie i still love you more than words can tell

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@owenjoyner cant wait to run her instagram when you inevitably give in @themadisonreyes and i cant wait to take over when you two forget

@user1 we have initials now thats progress

@user2 aw happy birthday m

@user3 i think her name is marguerite, its french and starts with m @user4 i’ve heard its margaux @user5 or maybe madeline?

@user6 happy birthday @m.i.gillespie

@user7 off to follow her now

@user8 why is no one discussing how cute this photo is tho?!

#single dad!charlie #single dad!charlie series #charlie gillespie #margaux

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harrysgoldenline · 5 years ago

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okay so i saw one of these for niall but, one where y/n can’t afford harry’s life style but doesn’t like him paying for her and it’s just angst with fluff at the end?

Hii!! I got SO SO SO carried away doing this and it ended up not being too angsts so I really hope you still like it! And I’m sorry it took so long but I just got the inspiration for it and all just came to me at once! Thank you so much for requesting 💖

The Best Gift

The store was bright and flashy, yet somehow simplistic, the different display cases making the girl glance around quickly as she took in the new space filled with diamonds, pearls and jewels, although this being her second time here, only because of him, she didn’t think she would ever get used to it.

She felt completely out of place, walking through the luxury store with Harry wearing an ensemble costing close to three thousand dollars and she was wearing a dress from one of her favorite online shops costing her around $60, with that being a splurge.

“Anything catching those pretty eyes?” He smirked, nudging her slightly but still keeping his grip tight on her hand, guiding her throughout the store he has been through more times than he can count, “we got all day baby, try on anything you want!”

“I’d rather you give the fashion show.” She laughed, going up on her tip toes and kissing his cheek, “We’ve been in her thirty seconds and I’ve seen you staring at four different pairs of trousers.”

He gave her a small nudge, before leading her to a seat outside the changing room, due to the fact they got in trouble last time for having her come into the same one was him. He gave her a quick peck before he started grabbing his items, flashing her a wink before he disappeared into the short hallway and into the dressing room, giving her a cute wave before shutting the door.

She giggled softly to herself, biting her bottom lip and shaking her head, wondering how on earth she was lucky enough to have him as her boyfriend, be so lucky to have him be in love with her? It would never fully click.

Her eyes wandered around the shop, admiring the different materials and luxury items she could never even dream of purchasing. She wishes she could, especially dreaming of being able to buy something Harry would buy for himself and just be able to try and repay somehow for everything he has done for her.

Harry has taken her on so many different trips, gotten her custom gowns, designer shoes and jewelry and it made her feel terrible. For his birthday, she picked up extra shifts, stayed late, and did some babysitting in order to get him some new rings and a recording microphone he could hook up to his phone or laptop he could use instead of using just voice memos.

He loved it of course, wearing the rings all the time and enjoyed being able to get a better sound when an idea would spring up on him, but she still felt guilty. Harry would get her a thousand dollar bag and a matching diamond earring and necklace set.

Letting out an impatient sigh she stood and began wondering around the store a handbag catching her eye, well her dream bag really. She has had it plastered all of her Pinterest board and was just in love with it. She carefully ran her fingers over it, heart sinking as she checked the price tag and instantly retracted her hand, feeling wrong for touching it, so she just stood and admired.

“Okay darling, what do you think?”

The girl jumps at the sudden voice, pulling her back to reality and she turns to look at him as he is standing directly behind her, a large smirk covering her face as she takes in his appearance.

He struck a few poses, blushing a few moments later after some staff members noticed before shyly standing straight, giving her a quick twirl as he was dressed in grey wool trousers and a pattered sweater.

“You look so handsome.” She softly smiled, reaching her hand up and rubbing her hands over the material, “its really soft... I love it, absolutely perfect for you.”

“Thank you angel... now you go pick something to try on.”

***

After Harry trying on a few different outfits, and him forcing her to try on a dress (which she didn’t end up getting for obvious reasons), they were headed for check out, Y/N helping him carry his items to the counter where they both stood, her eyes widening at the price growing and growing.

“Hey Y/N, you wanna grab some smoothies from next door and I’ll meet you there and we can head back to my place?” He suggested, handing over the place pair of trousers, “I’ll be right there, gonna get the car pulled up.”

“Okay!” She happily smiled, “The usual?”

He nodded and gave her a quick kiss and she was off, entering the overly priced smoothie place nearly a minute later, quickly ordering their drinks and waiting over to the side.

A few minutes later they called her name, giving her the drinks and she left with a quick thank you, a smile covering her face when she sees Harry in the car pulled up outside, running over to the car with a smile and happily hoping into the passenger seat, handing him his drink with a kiss on the cheek.

He gave her a happy smile, stuck in a daze as he stared at the girl, a large dopey grin glued on his face.

“What?” She laughed, cheeks turning pink as she started buckling her seatbelt, “Why are you staring at me?”

“Just so in love with ya, sunshine.” He grinned, leaning over and giving her a long kiss before pulling back, switching the gear of the car and driving off.

She blushed, giggling to herself as he kept stealing glances at her throughout the drive back, “Look at the road!” She laughed, covering her face, “I love you but right now is not the time to stare, you’re gonna kill us.”

He grabbed her hand closest to him, bringing it to his lips with a quick kiss before seating it down on the armrest between them, holding it there for the rest of the drive.

Soon enough they were back at Harry’s, him grabbing the bags before she could so she just carries in both smoothies, scurrying in close behind him, following him into his bedroom where he starts putting away his new clothes.

“Darling, could you grab what’s left in that last bag please?” Harry called out from his closet, putting away his new sweaters and trousers.

“Of course!” She called back, walking over to it as Harry sneaks out of the closet, watching her reach into the bag.

She kneeled onto the bed, reaching into the deep white bag and her eyes widen at the feeling of leather, rather than the soft feeling of fabric, eyes looking up and meeting Harrys as he leaned against the inside of the doorway with a smirk, raising his eyebrows at her as if to urge her to keep going.

She shakily wrapped her fingers around the handle and pulled it out of the bag, an audible gasp escaping her as she quickly looked up at Harry, a proud grin covering his pink lips.

“H-Harry.” She shakily began, shaking her head as the images of the price tag overwhelm her memory.

“I’ve been seeing ya look at it online and when we went in the store last, then again today so I just had to get it for you my love.” He explained, walking over and sitting next to her on his bed, “Do you like it?”

She shook her head rapidly, dropping the purse onto the bed and covering her face as tears filled her eyes, knees pulling to her chest. Confused, Harry instantly took her into his arms as he got the complete opposite reaction than what he was expecting.

“I-Is it the wrong color? Shape?” He began, “We can take it back-“

“It’s too much!” She interrupted, “It’s so expensive! You cant keep�� keep spending this money on me its not fair! I’ll never be able to repay you, we have to return it.”

“Repay me? That is not what this is about, I got this for you because I am in love with you and I wanted to get you something that you’ve been wanting for a long time. You’re always working so hard, Y/N. I wanna spoil you.”

She brought the back of her hand back up to her eye, wiping away her tears before looking up at Harry, heart breaking at the dejected face he was making. The girl leaned into him, arms going around his shoulders as his meet her waist, pulling her onto his lap, moving her hair out of the way and kissing her shoulder.

“Your love, Y/N…” He began, “is the most valuable thing you could ever give to me. All I ever want in this world is you and you alone, okay?”

She nodded, burying her face in the crook of his neck pressing a kiss to the warm skin before pulling back and looking into his eyes, “Okay.” She sniffled, “I-I’m sorry, I am- Thank you, Harry. I really am grateful, for everything, it’s just a little overwhelming.”

“I know you are, you don’t need to thank me angel. You got the sweetest little heart.” He chuckled, pressing quick kisses up her neck before leaning their foreheads together, “You’re the best thing to ever happen to me, no gift can top that… Although I do really love those rings you gave me.”

“They’re no Gucci....”

“Hey! They’re my favorites.” He grumbled, fingers digging into her hips as he pulled her closer, kissing her softly, “I love you so much, more than you will ever know.”

“I love you so so so much, Harry. Even without the gifts or anything… you know that right?”

“I know.” He shyly smiles, heart growing in size as he knows the girl in his lap is the one he’s been dreaming about, “and I know you’re the best gift because you’re my soulmate, Lovie. You’re my forever.”

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knicole0527 · 4 years ago

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How Did I Fall For Unwritten History?

So I’m in a whole relationship right? Like a whole fat ass relationship. Like me plus her equals nobody else . Its kinda dope and kinda like coccaine . If she was a drug I’d take it . She grounds me . She makes love to my mind , heart , and then my body . Her way of words sometimes makes me feel stupid because she uses words I cant imagine using . My vocabulary aint that big . But ask me about math or science ? I’m definitely ya girl . She was my missing piece . If that makes any sense at all . We definitely have our rollercoasters but I’ll killl anyone over her and I stand on that . Best part its with who I chose and not who my parents chose or approved of. I actually dont care whether they approve of me or not. Mom didnt want kids anyways. As she put it, she likes “ a return to sender kid “ I know she used to joke about it but I later found it to be true. So at this point either you like my happiness or you dont. But anyways, So we met the first time at work, Afni Call Center to be exact. She was a bet. By bet I mean with green money with coworkers. So I bet that I would get smashed by this girl and they would each owe me 50 bucks. I mean who can turn down money. Plus she was kinda cute and I know she was watching my little booty when I would walk away . I was 80 pounds lighter when we first met .

But here lately things have gone to shit . I can admit I fucked up . Well in the beginning . I cheated . She found out . But I was honestly gone tell her everything but she found out I broke her heart all that and then some . Since I put all my business out there . Only reason why I cheated was because I wanted a kid . I wanted her for sure but I wanted a kid . As time passed us by I realized she doesn’t want kids at all . So I had to make a decision , kids or stick around for my one true love in my adult life . So I looked her in the face , I probably had tears In my eyes and told her I chose her . She looked at me with confusion for a little and I dont think she anted me to flat out give up kids. But I was gone doe what I had to do to keep her by my side .

Now before we get to me cheating . I had an apartment on Old Morgantown Road . I loved that damn space man . Hard wood flooring . Storage unit . I had a w/d hook up . I had a good apartment and I could afford it and be able to live my best life . Rent was 475 a month . Utilities and water ran me about 80 . So I was well within my budget . But my dumb ass got involved with this man who I thought I could change . I was trying to hear from nobody about nothing . I wasnt trying to hear that he was cheating because I felt like I gave him no reason to cheat . I was giving him everything and then some . Hell I let his stupid ass cousin stay on my couch . So they were living rent free right , I know stupid Kendra always doing dumb shit . I should have opened my eyes but I didn’t .

Well he and I are definitely no longer together . He got my little cousin pregnant . I dont know whats worse . That she knew he was still living with me . That she knew we was kin . That he knew we was still together , fucking and living together and I never ask for a dollar . Or that my bosses had to call me in the office with another one of my cousins and sit me down to tell and show me that he was cheating and she was pregnant . It even shocked me that she tried to question me about my niggas car . Like girl he and I live together so yes maam I’m gone drive his car . and she was in shock to see me in the drivers seat . huh . Aint that funny how it all played out though ? But you know , karma got took his dick for a minute . He got the worst news of his life . His heart was just as shattered as mine . His trust was screwed if not worse than mine . He found out that while he was too busy cheating on me , she was getting knocked down by his cousin . LMFAO SERIOUSLY . He did all that cheating and got that girl pregnant and ended up getting played himself . So while I was his woman , he had a side bitch who had a side nigga , but THE SIDE NIGGA HAD A SIDE BITCH . I hadnt had sex with him in a while because things started getting to me and I was becoming very suspicious so I was still going to get checked anyways . But yea . What a fckd up love hexagon . Crazy how we all worked together . But when I reached my snapping point . I became a little on the ratchet side and called his mom and told her come get her sons belongings because he was homeless again . My cousin didnt have her own spot so somebody had to come take care of him because by that time I was done pretending .

Shit got bad for me mentally . I had me fckd up . I lost my job and went broke because I drank and popped it away . I know definitely wasn’t the right thing but I just wanted to feel numb to everything . I didnt really care how I got high just as long as I as high I was okay and at peace .

Alot of time went by and my past came back . She made me feel safe . And she saw me ; like the actual me . She knew something was up . Hell I gained 50 pounds since the last time we seen each other . But when she came back . I dont know if I was more so excited to see her or trying to fuck her right there on the floor at work . I walked in the door and the moment I seen her ... I didnt care who I was talking to , I think Wanda , I’m sorry boo but I seen my old boo and just had to do it . I could not help myself I had to hug her before I did anything else . I had a little more weight on me too because during our last encounter , hmm hmm , I was a bit smaller and hadnt grown boobs yet . So when she seen me running 90 mph to her ; baby girl was in for a shock .

Time went by and we started seeing each other a little more outside of work . Then she started to spend the night . But when she started doing that , I think I made things a little complicated for her at her moms . I had no intentions of doing so but it kinda got weird because she wasnt coming home very much any more . But yall , when I had her all to myself . Do you know how many times I undressed this girl with my eyes . I mean she standing there fully clothed and I seen EVERY INCH of her thru them clothes . It was bad yall . lol . She kinda eventually sorda moved in ; even though I thought she had already moved in . Time went by and things were okay ya know . We were just in the “ talking “ phase and just filling each other out . She started to grow on me a little more than I planned . and then I wanna say it was my birthday or after ? Baby girl was so drunk . She , our mutual friend , and I went to go grab food and drinks . Weeellllllll , I trapped her into drinking and drinking and drinking . We got home ? and she drank and and got funnier as the night went on . I remember that day like it was yesterday and the videos I have are absolutely the funniest videos I have ever recorded . “ butt clouds “ and the car honk that about gave her a damn heart attack .

Anywho times have went on . We decided to go to hilltop and live there . Who would have thought we would live together because I was stern on not wanting to live with her . It was weird living there . Always wondering if or when we were going to get a roommate . Then ? Thats the first time I ever broke a heart . See , she was always wanting to like distinguish a title. Meanwhile I am petrified of titles and labels and shit . Plus I have labeled myself for so long I didnt want to put a label on she and I . So I waited and waited and waited and decided to test waters . By testing waters meaning , I caught baby fever BAD . LIKE BAD BAD . I wanted a kid so bad I didnt think about talking to her first , I was just hoping one day I could be like , surprise baby we are having a baby ; butttttt I was gonna tell her how I got pregnant IF if actually happened . But she kinda beat me to it . She seen the messages on her tablet and as you know it went to shit from there . I broke her heart . I wasnt sure if or when she would or could ever forgive me . ( its JAn232021 ) and I know she still hasn’t forgiven me for anything . Not sure if she will ever get past it enough to love me love me .

We made it official , May 2019. By that time the only things that mattered to me were building a life with her. Come August 2020 . We got a place together and as time went on, I knew something was wrong but I would rather ignore it than have to go to the doctor because that just aint my cup of tea. I hate doctors.. they always wanna diagnose people with shit. I just didn’t wanna be one of those people so I held out as long as I could before it got to the point of being unbearable . I lost yet another good job . At first they thought it was covid and it wasnt . I tested negative for covid . Then I had like 5 appointments that following week . I was put on all types of stuff . I was throwing up everything . I was crying non stop . I was doing things not in my normal regimen . Thats when things fell harder on her . Harder as in bills , and stress and everything . I became that burden . I became the thing in the relationship that puts everything on the line . I became the complete failure in the relationship .

I wasn’t able to help like I planned . in fact my checks were so small that every pay day because I had all my bills and people I owed money to on auto pay and I kept making promises, put me in the negatives . I was in the negatives for 3 to 4 months . So imagine being the one in the relationship who didnt feel welcome . Who didnt feel like I deserved the love and things like that . All I wanted to do was help out and I couldn’t . Made me want to pack up and wait until I knew she was gone so I could leave . I didn’t know what to do . But I knew I was pretty much of no use . I knew that she resented me . I knew it pushed things back so far it may never come back to normal .

But now , Im better than I was still struggling though . But I have this amazing job . I have a job where I can do my part and not hurt . I have a job where I can finally help out now . But its not enough . I’m not enough . The love is not enough anymore . I have became disposable . I have become the one who broke and shattered her heart and trust in her adult love life . How do I come back from it ? How do I rescue something that may have already died ? Am I worth it ? Am I better off without ? Do I deserve her ? She deserves the world and I want to give it to her I do .

But idk , maybe my mom was right . just maybe the only things I’m good at are singing and laying on my back . Havent accomplished shit yet . Got banned from a job because I tried to put my hands on someone . Got fired from 3 good fucking jobs because of my health .

Im crashing at this point . My future is on edge . I am on edge . this is not cool dude . But I will play the hand I’m dealt . Maybe I will win and marry the woMAN of my dreams . Or maybe I will just fck it up once again . We Will See .

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spiffysixxsense · 5 years ago

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Hello annoying best friend here to fulfill my duty by asking you to answer all of the cute asks

angel; do you have a nickname?

not really. my name is already short and I don't have a prominent quality to nickname me after. The only person who refers to me as anything other than my name is my boyfriend, but I don't think “babe/baby” really counts as a nickname lol

awe; how old are you?

baby; favorite color?

dark teal (blue-green? I've never found a good name for my favorite color)

bloop; spirit animal?

so because I didn't have a good answer for this, I decided to google a quiz to find out, lol. My answer was a deer. here's why;

When you have the deer as spirit animal, you are highly sensitive and have a strong intuition. By affinity with this animal, you have the power to deal with challenges with grace. You master the art of being both determined and gentle in your approach.

The deer totem wisdom imparts those with a special connection with this animal with the ability to be vigilant, move quickly, and trust their instincts to get out the trickiest situations

blossom; favorite book/movie/song?

i don't really have a favorite book, i don't read much outside of school (I wish i did)

movie: A Beautiful Mind

song: oh dear lord i cannot pick just one, but all-time favorite band of mine is Shinedown

blush; what was your stuffed animal as a child?

a little stuffed dog that looked like Kipper from the TV show, I still have him :)

breeze; most precious childhood memory?

lmao what came to mind was when i pledged to never drink, smoke, or say bad words. two out of fucking three ain't bad i guess.

bright; mermaids or fairies?

(honestly neither but) fairies

bubbles; do you have a best friend?

given the asker, i would say yes :) also i am lame and my boyfriend is also my best friend

buttercup; showers or baths?

S H O W E R S. hate baths!

butterfly; dream destination?

I've never had a huge desire to travel honestly. like sure i could say Italy or Greece look beautiful, but the actual act of traveling overseas really stresses me out lol. so i would have to say more like upper midwest, like Maine, in the fall time for all the pretty trees.

buttons; are you religious or spiritual?

i am neither

calm; favorite scent?

anything fruity - pineapple, mango, berries, apples. at least in terms of what candles i like lol.

candlelight; what did you dream about last night?

i do not remember anything from last night - the last dream i remember involved my boyfriend, dad and i being lost up north lol

charming; have you ever been in love?

currently

cozy; eye/hair color?

hazel / brunette

cuddly; what’s your favorite time period?

the 1970′s for the fashion

cupcake; favorite flower/plant?

love me a good succulent

cute; what did you get on your last birthday?

well this last birthday was amidst quarantine, so I got some candles and granola (my boyfriend knows me well lol)

cutie pie; most precious item you own?

i have no idea? what an odd question? probably some stuffed animal?

cutsie; what makes you happy?

picnics, alone time, my boyfriend, my cat choosing to cuddle with me.

daisies; describe a moment when you felt free.

I really cant think of a time I've ever felt truly free. maybe when i drove myself to school earlier this year & didn't have to wait for someone to pick me up?

daydream; how do you want to be remembered?

as a light in others lives. happy, bubbly. things i currently am not

daylight; favorite album of all time?

gosh these dang music questions. well, Nickelback - All the Right Reasons was the first album i ever bought myself. then maybe Shinedown - The Sound of Madness (i cant pick one OKAY)

dear; zodiac sign?

Taurus

delightful; concerts or museums?

concerts

dimples; have you ever written a letter?

yes? this question makes me feel old, lol.

dobby; dream job?

criminologist. some way to be reducing the mass incarceration rate in the US.

doll; how do you like to dress?

comfy, v necks and leggings. As i have gotten older i have slowly wanted to be more feminine i think, because i really want some sundresses for summer lol

dovey; any paranormal/magical experiences?

one! when i was 12ish, i swear i saw a reflection of a uniformed man (like old school soldier uniform - blue blazer with gold cufflinks) behind me in the glass of my snakes tank at the time. it was weird because the only reason i even looked that way was because my snake started shaking his tail against the glass, something that corn snakes do when they are scared, but also something that in his entire life had never done unprompted ever.

dreams; do you want or have any tattoos?

want yes, have no

drizzle; do you believe in aliens?

100%. no way we are alone in this universe

euphoric; talk about someone you love.

he makes my days so much better :)

fairy; do you have a pet?

I have one little old kitty :)

fluffy; ocean or mountain?

to vacation, ocean. to live, mountain

forever; where do you feel time stop?

the secretary of state? lol

froglet; are you a good plant owner?

I've never owned a plant lol

garden; how many languages do you know?

one :(

gem; who are your favorite tumblrs?

@cy-ne-fin

giggles; what is your aesthetic of choice?

sepia photography/old books that have yellowed into sepia. or fresh greenery on white marble.

glittery; do you like anons? why/why not?

i don't really get any anymore, but as long as they are nice or just questions/venting, im down. don't be offended if i never answer though, for some reason i never get Tumblr notifications lol

glow; list the top 5 things you like about yourself

im compassionate

im empathetic (which is similar but im struggling to get to 5 lol)

im goal-oriented

im determined (once i have said goal. again, related lol)

i guess i like my lips/lip shape

heart; silk or lace?

lace

honey; coffee or tea? how do you take it?

tea. iced, black or green really, with sugar.

hugsy; do you enjoy people watching or bird watching more? why?

bird watching because it means i am probably alone and in nature as opposed to somewhere in a crowd of people. and i wont feel creepy for watching the birds lol

hunnybunch; what sounds help you sleep?

white noise, a fan running. if that's not enough, i enjoy asmr. if i am really struggling/having anxiety, i will look up sleep stories from the headspace app on youtube (life hack to not have to pay for the app lol)

jewel; what’s your favorite kind of weather?

to be outside, i enjoy just warm enough to be comfy in pants and a t-shirt (so like 65F-ish) and sunny.To be inside, i love when it is cooler (like 50F?) and raining. I love the look, sound, and smell of rain but it is usually just inconvenient to be in.

jiggly; what do you usually like to do on weekends?

well now all days are the same for me, #quarantine, so the same thing i do every day, just about nothing, lol

joy; do you laugh loudly or giggle more?

i guess laugh loudly because i am a loud person in general. i have a deep voice

kinky; do you blush easily?

i don't think so, my embarrassment turns into sweat, not blush, lmao

kisses; what romantic cliché do you wish for most?

i guess being proposed to someday? but i don't have a certain dream way of it happening, just the fact that its happening is enough for me lol. id enjoy if someone (cough Elle or also maybe Michael lol) were secretly filming and/or taking photos of it? I am not sure how you'd manage that though

kitty; what’s your favorite time of the day?

late at night when everything is quiet

ladybug; what’s your favorite artist to listen to when you’re sad?

old school three days grace (one-x album in particular)

love; what is your favorite season and why?

i always gravitate to fall for the leaves and pumpkin patches. but honestly, i think my favorite season is spring. i love the newly budding trees and flowers, the feeling of renewal, the release from the horrible Michigan winter lol, but most importantly, spring time for my whole life as of yet has always meant that school is over for the semester! as opposed to the fall when the semester starts. this is very long winded but spring final answer lol

lovey; what is your favorite flavor of macaron and ice cream?

I've never had a macaron and blue moon ice cream

magic; what are five flaws you have?

ooooo boy

im short tempered/angry too much

im unmotivated (which is confusing maybe because i said i am determined earlier. you see, once i HAVE a goal i feel determined to finish it. but i am unmotivated to create said goals, lol)

im nonconfrontational to a fault where i always put others’ feelings before my own

i let fear of change stop me from ever taking risks/ am anxious

i am stubborn and sometimes have a hard time admitting i am wrong

moonlight; do you prefer soft pastels, warm neutrals, or cool darks?

this depends - screw pastels. warm neutrals for makeup purposes, but cool darks for aesthetic or decor purposes

munchkin; what do you look for in your significant other?

someone who feels like home. I am not entirely sure how else to explain that. you just feel peace and content with them.

paddywack; how would you describe a perfect date?

something that allows you to only be with your date - so like a picnic or hike or just a walk even. my boyfriend and i liked to walk around in the fall for me to take pictures of leaves while he played pokemon go (man i miss the pokemon go summer and i have never even PLAYED it, it was just so fun to be with him while he played)

pebbles; how do you spend free time by yourself?

on youtube usually

precious; what is something valuable that you learned in your life?

The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb. if your family is toxic for whatever reason, you do not owe them your time strictly because they are family.

pretty; do you like to cook or bake more?

cook, im not super into sweets & i want to enjoy the final product

prince; how would you describe your handwriting?

normal? like its legible but its not pretty or cute

princess; do you play any instruments? if not, are there any you wish you could play?

no:( wish i could play bass or drums

prinky; how do you relieve stress?

i don't :)

i really don't have an answer other than solving whatever is stressing me out, lol. i wish i had more mechanisms to calm me down but nothing i have tried has ever really worked

pumpkin; what is your favourite kind of fruit/vegetable?

you know these favorites questions are hard for me lol. right now, i am loving watermelon, but i also love most fruits. kiwis! vegetable, i feel like i have to say potato lol

rainbow; what was the last line of the last book you read?

lol the last thing i read had to be some academic text, so that's boring

roses; what is the most significant event in your life so far?

meeting Alex i guess, it changes my whole life path to have someone you want to do life with

smile; what is one thing that has greatly affected you?

quarantine? lol

shine; art or music?

music is art.

shimmer; do animals tend to like you?

i think so. Elle’s dog griffin loves me for some reason lol

smitten; do you collect anything?

not really

smoochies; how many pillows do you sleep with?

snuggle; what is your favourite candy?

jolly ranchers

snuggly; do you have a camera? if so, what kind?

nope

sparkle; do you wear jewelry?

nope

spooky; sunrise or sunset?

sunset

sprinkles; do you like to listen to music with headphones or no headphones?

headphones

starlight; what was your favourite show as a child?

Spongebob probably. unless we are talking like really tiny, toddler age, then Winnie the pooh

soft; describe your favourite spot in your house.

i live in a 2 bedroom apartment, there arent any spots. lol. my bed i guess

soothe; digital or vinyl?

i mean digital for convenience but vinyl for aesthetic

squeezed; who do you miss right now?

i mean the only person i really actively miss ever is Alex. @cy-ne-fin sometimes, but i have also grown used to living away from each other

sugary; what traits do you value most in friends?

loyalty, honesty, & humor

sunshine; do you prefer for things to be practical or aesthetically pleasing?

if i must pick, practical.

sweet; do you find it easy to open up?

absolutely not. i feel like a burden with my feelings even though i shouldn't

sweetie; do you like kids? if so, do you ever want to have any?

honestly not really. am on the fence still about ever having any

thimble; is there somebody you look up to? who are they?

not really

toot; what is something you find unique about yourself?

i am as average as they come man, nothing is unique about me lol

tootsie; what kind of friend are you?

like a background friend? like i am not very social, so we do not have to talk every day to be friends. so like im here if you need me, but i enjoy alone time.

treasure; what was something that made you smile today?

the way my boyfriend looks at me, & as i was working on this my cat came to cuddle, which i gave as an answer earlier before he jumped up here :)

velvet; are you an early bird or a night owl?

night owlllllll

whiffle; if you could have a magical power, what would it be?

the power to heal those who are hurting (including myself)

whimsical; do you prefer doing stuff at home or going out?

home home home home

whiskers; do you usually wear makeup?

not anymore, i did in high school/early college years. not I've stopped caring

wiggly; are you a messy or tidy person?

messy? kinda in the middle really.

wispy; do you like the place where you grew up? do you think you will live there when you get older?

my state, sure. my city in particular is definitely pretty boring

wobbly; have you ever wished upon a star?

I've never seen one :(

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madpanda75 · 6 years ago

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“Happy Birthday Babies!” Part of Hostage Series

The reader FINALLY gives birth to the twins!

I have to say, I re-did this story so many times. I just couldn’t decide what to do with it (should I make it fluffy? Dramatic?) so I’m worried that it’s not my best work and for that I apologize. ❤️

It was a scorching hot summer day. The air conditioner and extra fans you had brought into the living room drowned out the sound of the morning news show playing in the background while you sat on the couch opening a baby gift. “Oh my God!!!” You shrieked. “Rafael! Look!!!”

You heard footsteps rushing down the stairs, your husband nearly tripping over his own feet as he ran into the living room. “What!? What is it?! Is it time?”

“No, it’s not that. Look at these cute baby suspenders my friend got for the twins!” You held up two pairs of matching pink and blue suspenders.

Rafael let out a sigh of relief, clutching his chest, “Cariño, you scared me. I thought you were in labor.”

“Sorry, babe. I just got excited. Aren’t they cute, though? Now the twins will be just like their Papi,” you cooed.

“Adorable,” he smiled and sat next to you on the couch. “Are you sure you’re going to be ok today?”

“Don’t worry about us. We’ll be fine,” you rubbed your protruding belly. Although you had wanted to work up until your due date, you were exhausted, uncomfortable and it was becoming increasingly difficult to get around. At your doctor’s request, you had been put on modified bed rest for the past week.

“I’m just saying, I can work from home today if you need me.”

You narrowed your eyes at your husband. “Rafael, I don’t like people hovering over me. Get out while you can,” you teased, looking down at your stomach. “After these two come, you’ll be stuck at home for six weeks.”

He leaned down to kiss your belly twice before placing a kiss on your lips, “You know I never feel stuck with you. I can’t wait to be home with these little ones.”

“I know, sweetie.” You ran your fingers through this hair and straightened his tie when Mila walked into the room. You bit back a laugh when you saw your daughter. She had placed a pillow under her t-shirt and was cradling her faux baby bump.

“I’m on bed rest too!” She sighed, collapsing onto the couch next to you.

Rafael chuckled, “Ok, I’ll leave you ladies to it.” He kissed you and Mila before getting up to finish getting ready for work.

You walked into your bedroom as the sun began to dip below the horizon. Your day had been spent, folding baby clothes, spending some quality mommy-daughter time with Mila. Sitting on your bed, you felt a cramp radiate from your lower back. You had been experiencing Braxton Hicks contractions sporadically the past week, but today they were becoming more frequent. Your whole body tensed. You closed your eyes and let out a deep breath.

“Mommy, ok?” Mila asked, climbing onto your bed.

“I’m fine, baby.” You ran your fingers through her curls. “Do you want to watch a movie before dinner?”

“Yeah!” She jumped out of bed and grabbed a movie, choosing your wedding DVD. She had recently discovered it when you moved into your new apartment. The little girl loved watching her parents, seeing all of her family dance around at the reception, to her it looked like a real life fairytale. Mila snuggled up to your side as you started the movie. “Mommy, you look like a princess!” She said when you came onto the screen.

“Thank you, mi amor. Someday, that’s going to be you and Papi is going to walk you down the aisle,” you kissed the top of her head, watching the movie as Rafael appeared on the screen.

He had tears in his eyes and the biggest, brightest smile as he watched you walk down the aisle towards him. You smiled back, practically running into his arms when you came up to the altar. The four horsemen of the apocalypse could have galloped into that church but neither of you would have noticed, all you could focus on was each other.

Mila was sound asleep, laying on your leg, by the time you and Rafael had your first dance. You didn’t have the heart to move her. Your eyes became shiny with tears watching you and your husband sway on the dance floor. With all the chaos that life brought, the everyday mundane tasks, the exhaustion of being a parent, watching your wedding movie was a nice reminder of the love you and Rafael had for each other and the life you had created out of that love.

As if on cue, your husband came into the bedroom, a smile tugged at his lips when he saw what you were watching. “That was a great day,” he softly said.

“It really was,” you reached out for your him. He took your hand, placing a kiss on your palm and sat next to you.

Winding his arm around your shoulders, he kissed you deeply. “I love you,” he whispered against your lips.

“I love you too,” you pulled him closer, returning the kiss when you felt a sharp cramp again. You gasped and clutched your stomach.

Rafael knitted his brows in concern, “Y/N? Are you ok?”

Before you could even respond, you felt a pop followed by a trickle of water, a wet spot forming on the crotch of your leggings. “Raf, my water just broke.”

Ten minutes after you made your announcement, you were sitting in the passenger seat of the car. Rafael sped towards the hospital, one hand on the steering wheel, the other holding yours as you breathed through your contractions.

“My mom is going to meet us at the hospital and pick up Mila,” he said, trying to keep calm.

You nodded your head, doubling over and groaning in pain when a particularly intense contraction hit.

“Mommy? Is it time for babies?” Mila asked from the backseat.

You looked back at your daughter, “Si, muñequita, the babies are coming. You’re going to be a big sister.”

A nurse brought over a wheelchair when you arrived at the hospital. “Wait right here, we’ll get a room ready for you,” she said.

“Ohhh ow ow! Oh God!” You winced and held your stomach.

“Mommy, I kiss your boo boo and make it all better,” Mila bent down to kiss your stomach. “It didn’t work,” she mumbled when she saw you were still in pain.

“Breathe, mi amor,” Rafael began to breathe deeply, encouraging you to follow his pattern. You mimicked his breathing even Mila joined in, the three of you inhaling and exhaling when his phone began to buzz. “That’s my mom,” he replied. “Come on, Mila. Let’s go see abuela.”

Your daughter vehemently shook her head and clutched your arm, “No! I’m scared! Wanna stay with you and Mommy.”

You breathed through another contraction and cupped your daughter’s face, trying not to show her how much pain you were in. “Sweetie, I need you to be Mommy’s brave girl and go to abuela. I’m going to see you later, ok?”

“Pinky Promise?” She looked up at you with big green eyes.

“Of course, amorcita.” You kissed her cheeks and locked your pinky with hers before Rafael took her to Lucia.

As you were waiting for Rafael to come back, another wheelchair was brought next to you. Your eyes widened in surprise when you recognized the woman. “Rita?! What are you doing here?”

“What does it look like I’m doing here? Handing out lollipops!” She clutched her swollen stomach in pain. “Oh God, it feels like I’m shitting out of my vagina, get this child out of me NOW!”

“Congratulations, counselor. Is it Buchanan’s? I didn’t know you two were still an item.”

“Well wonders never cease, detective. I hope this baby doesn’t have as big a head as he does or I’m in trouble,” she growled as a nurse wheeled her away.

Rafael came back and placed a hand on your shoulder, his eyes following the woman screaming in pain being led into the maternity ward. “Was that Rita?”

“Yep. A Buchanan/Calhoun baby, that kid is going to rule the world-”

“Or destroy it,” he added.

You gasped in pain, digging your nails into your husband’s arm, “This is a bad one.” Finally a nurse led you down the hall to your room. Rafael walked beside you, squeezing your hand, unable to stop the excitement he felt at meeting the twins.

By the time you were taken to the room and had your vitals checked, your labor had progressed significantly. You were hooked up to a fetal monitor so the doctor could watch the twins’ heartbeats and follow your contractions.

Rafael was an incredible coach. He was patient and gentle, rubbing your back in soothing circles, wiping the sweat off your brow, all while telling you how amazing you were. When Mila was born he didn’t get the chance to support you through your labor and he was determined to make up for it.

You let out a long low groan, squeezing your husband’s hand so tight, his fingers were practically purple. “Fuck, I forgot how much this hurts!”

The contractions were becoming more intense and closer together. “Breathe, Y/N,” Rafael pushed your hair back, inhaling and exhaling with you. “Are you sure you don’t want an epidural?”

You shook your head, “No, I went without meds for Mila. I can do it again. I just wish these two would hurry up.” You placed your hands on your stomach, silently willing your body to give birth already. “Babe, can you get me more ice chips. I want to take advantage before my next contraction hits.”

“Of course, cariño.” He brought you ice chips just when you were hit with a particular bad contraction. You sobbed in pain, clutching onto him as your only source of comfort. “You’re doing great. I’m right here,” he rested his forehead against yours, holding you close.

“How are we feeling?” The doctor asked when she entered the room, entirely too perky for you at that moment.

“In excruciating pain,” you gritted your teeth, whining through a contraction.

She checked the fetal monitor before turning to you, her expression serious, “Mr. and Mrs. Barba, I’m afraid that the monitor is showing some signs of fetal distress.

“Fetal distress. What does that mean?” Rafael asked.

“It means Baby B’s heart rate is dropping. Most likely due to pressure on the umbilical cord. We’re going to give you oxygen and have you lay on your left side, to take the pressure off your major blood vessels. If the heart rate doesn’t pick up, I advise that we do a c-section.” She saw the frightened look on your face and gave you a reassuring smile, “Don’t worry, Mrs. Barba. We’re going to take good care of you and your babies.”

A nurse helped to position your body and provided you an oxygen mask. Tears pricked the corner of your eyes as you breathed deeply into the mask, groaning with every intense contraction. “Raf, I’m scared. I need you.”

Rafael held your hand and cradled your stomach with the other. “Everything will be fine. I’ll be by your side the whole time, I promise,” he whispered.

The baby’s heart rate didn’t come back up and you were quickly being wheeled away into surgery. A nurse stopped Rafael when you reached the operating room, handing him scrubs to change into. You panicked when you lost his grip and reached out for him, “Rafael!?”

“I’ll be right there, honey,” he called out after you. He changed as quickly as possible while the doctor was preparing you for surgery.

You laid on the table, watching as they put up the divider sheet, tears pooling in your eyes. Rafael came into the room and sat by your side. His face half covered by a surgical mask. If it wasn’t for his green eyes, you wouldn’t have recognized him.

“Rafi,” you whimpered, your body shaking from a combination of adrenaline and the spinal anesthesia.

“Shhhh, it’s ok. Rory and Ben are going to be here real soon.” He wiped the tears from your eyes as you listened to the doctor tell you what she was going to do. “I wonder who the twins will look like.” He said, trying to take your mind off the fact that your stomach was being sliced open.

You closed your eyes, trying to envision your children, “I bet they’ll have your eyes. Those Barba genes are strong plus you have the most beautiful eyes. They were the first thing I noticed about you.”

“Just as long as they have your smile. It lights up a room,” he gently stroked your cheek.

You opened your eyes and smiled as you met your husband’s gaze. Letting out a shaky breath, you felt pressure and a firm tug followed by a baby’s cry. “Here’s your baby boy,” the doctor held up a tiny pink squirming baby, crying at the top of his lungs.

The corners of Rafael’s eyes crinkled from above his mask as he smiled, his eyes glossy with tears, he rested his forehead against your temple while you both listened to the cries of your child. “We have a son,” he softly said.

A nurse smiled brightly and placed the infant in your husband’s arms. He leaned closer to you, holding the baby up to your face, his tiny fist brushing up against your cheek. “Benjamin, my beautiful baby boy.” You whispered, tears streaming down your face.

“He’s perfect,” Rafael said, unable to stop his own tears from flowing.

Seconds later, you choked out a sob, when you heard the cries of your second child, a little baby girl. The baby wailed, her eyes closed, fists shaking, unhappy to be ripped from her warm cocoon.

“Shhhh, it’s ok my darling, Mommy’s here,” you cooed as the nurse placed the baby girl in your husband’s arms. “Aurora, my sweet little angel. They’re so perfect.”

“They’re beautiful,” Rafael smiled down at the babies balanced in his arms. His heart swelled at the sound of his children’s cries, until it shattered into a million pieces. He felt as if he was being reborn, experiencing a love that compared to nothing else on this earth. It was the same love he encountered when he first held Mila. All the accolades he had achieved in his life, paled in comparison to that precious perfect moment when he saw his children come into this world.

Two nurses took the babies so they could be weighed and measured. Rafael refused to leave until you were stitched up. “You were amazing. I’m so proud of you, mi amor,” he whispered. “I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” You leaned into his touch, happy and relieved to have brought two healthy babies into this world with the love of your life by your side.

While Rafael went to get Mila, you were wheeled into recovery. Aurora and Benjamin laid on your chest, fast asleep, holding onto each other’s hand. Aurora yawned in her sleep, snuggling closer to her brother. Your heart just about burst. How could a yawn be so cute?

After having Mila, you didn’t think it was possible to love more, to love harder. You didn’t think your heart had any more room. Oh how wrong you were. A wave of absolute euphoria washed over you, looking down at the two little lives that you had grown and nourished with your body for the past nine months. An intense love poured out of you, creating an invisible line that connected your heart to those of your children, forming a fierce and unbreakable bond.

You gently kissed the tops of their heads and inhaled their sweet scent, admiring their tiny features. Both babies had heads full of dark hair, perfect pink pouts, and chubby cherub cheeks. “Look at all that hair, no wonder you guys gave me so much heartburn,” you mused.

Rafael poked his head through the door, “Honey, I brought someone who wants to see you.” He led Mila into the room. She was wearing her “Big Sister” t-shirt, carrying two little teddy bears for the twins.

“Mommy!!!” She shouted and ran towards you.

Rafael picked her up and placed her on the bed. “Be gentle, muñequita.”

“Hi my sweet girl! I missed you!” You exclaimed, handing one of the babies over to Rafael so you could hug your daughter with your free arm. She looked so big compared to the twins. You couldn’t believe how fast your little girl was growing. Time truly did fly by

“I miss you too!” She leaned forward to gaze at the tiny bundle in your arms, her eyes widening, a big smile firmly planted on her face. “Hi baby!”

“Mila, this is your baby brother, Benjamin.” You held the infant closer for her to see as Rafael sat on the other side of the bed with your little baby girl. “And Papi is holding your baby sister, Aurora.”

Mila looked between the two babies, “They so tiny. Like my dolls.” She exclaimed. “Can I hold them? Peez!”

“Ok, sweetie, but be careful,” you put a pillow on Mila’s lap before gently placing Benjamin in her arms, keeping your hands under hers to help support the baby. “Put your hand under his neck, mija.”

“You cute baby,” Mila said. “I got you a teddy bear.” The little boy stared up at his big sister, opening and closing his mouth several times before scrunching his face up, letting out a little sneeze. “Bless you!” She giggled, giving him a kiss on the forehead.

Watching your oldest child hold her sibling, you couldn’t help the tears forming in your eyes. You locked eyes with your husband to see that he was crying too. “I love you,” he silently mouthed.

“I love you too,” you mouthed back.

Your hospital room was packed with visitors. The squad, your parents, Carmen, and Lucia all came to see the new Barba babies, even Mrs. Rojas stopped by. The twins were passed from person to person, everyone “oohing” and “awwing” over the bundles of joy.

“Hiya gorgeous,” Sonny cooed, cradling Aurora in his arms. “You look just like your mommy.”

“Ok, Carisi, it’s my turn. Quit hogging the baby,” Olivia teased as he handed the infant over to her. “Hi Rory, you’re so precious,” she smiled and softly stroked her cheek. The tiny baby stretched her limbs, wiggling in the woman’s arms. “Y/N, she really does look like you.”

“And Ben looks just like his Papi,” Lucia said as the little boy wrapped his hand around his abuela’s finger. “Dios Mio! Que lindo! I feel like I’ve gone back in time holding this handsome boy!” She placed Benjamin upright on her chest, gently bouncing him up and down.

You could’ve sworn you saw Fin wipe away a stray tear when you asked him to be the babies’ godfather. While Amanda and Carmen were overjoyed when you asked if they would be godmothers to the twins.

Amid the excitement, a nurse came in to check on you and the babies. “Five more minutes and then visiting hours are over,” she announced.

“Would you mind taking a picture of us?” You asked, handing her your phone.

“Ok, and then everyone needs to leave. Mommy, Daddy, and babies need their rest.”

Everyone gathered around for the photo. You smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. Your son lay in your arms while Rafael held your daughter with Mila sitting between you both. The love you felt surrounded by your family and friends was overwhelming. For years to come, the picture taken from that day would hang in your house, a moment frozen in time that you would remember for the rest of your life.

You were exhausted by the end of the day. Laying in bed with Rafael, you rested your head on your husband’s shoulder while he was finishing up a crossword puzzle from The New York Times. He was spending the night at the hospital with you and the twins.

“Hole,” you said, glancing down at his puzzle.

He peered at you from above his reading glasses, “Excuse me?”

“32 across, evidence left by a moth. The answer is “hole.”

“I would have gotten that,” he mumbled, nudging your shoulder.

“Not with the answer you put for 25 down,” you quipped.

He playfully tapped you on the head with the newspaper before tossing it aside along with his glasses. Rubbing his face with his hands, he let out a long breath. Although not nearly as tired as you were, it had been a long day for the ADA.

“By the way...you looked sexy in those scrubs they made you wear earlier,” you smirked. “If I hadn’t just given birth, I would ask you to play doctor with me.”

Rafael chuckled, “I beg your pardon, but are you hitting on me?”

“Damn right, I am.” You kissed his jawline, his scruff tickling your lips.

He quirked an eyebrow at you, “May I remind you that I’m a happily married man with three kids and a smoking hot wife.”

“She won’t mind, she told me so herself,” you teased.

He laughed and wrapped his arm around your shoulder as you nuzzled against his chest. “What a day,” he softly said.

“I know...one of the best days of my life,” you yawned, your eyelids feeling heavy.

Rafael looked over at the twins sleeping soundly in their bassinets next to the bed. “I can’t believe they’re actually here, that we made these two perfect little humans.”

You softly snored in response, already fast asleep. He smiled at you, stroking your cheek and kissing your forehead. “You gave me the most beautiful babies, mi amor,” he whispered before gently getting out of your bed. He slept on a cot next to you, never leaving your side, just like he had promised.

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megalatenightgangstuff-blog · 5 years ago

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chubby girls need love too(part three)Billie Eilish fanfiction

i pull into Jacksons drive way all happy and ready to party. i run up the stairs and rang the door bell the door opened to reveal the birthday girl himself “hey clown” i jokingly insult him “hey ugly” he says back.We quickly hug before he follows me to my moms car to grab my stuff and his present. “what time is everyone coming over” i ask as we step into his sweet smelling home. “8-9″ jackson replies.that should be plenty of time to get ready. as soon as i made it jackson's room i dragged out several outfits to choose from my makeup and my hair products. jackson comes in the room with the speaker and with his clothes and makeup we go into the bathroom and set up our hit once everything is et up and we got a good playlist on i tell him to close his eyes and i hop into the shower. we are singing along together as he does his makeup and i'm washing my body and hair.once im out with my satin robe on and a cotton tshirt for my hair. i pat my face dry and moisturize when “fuck dat nigga” by citygirls comes on me a jackson give eachother that look and we start dancing crazy. when youngmiamies part comes on i throw my foot on the counter and start popping my ass to the beat. ”ayye aye aye aye!” Jackson starts to yell hyping me up so i stick my tongue out and really kill thatshit. before i knew it me a jackson are rapping with jt’s part when the song ends we start laughing. i walk in bathroom to get my highlight off jacksons bed when i see the time 8:38!!!!” Jackson!” i yell busting into the bathroom jackson jumps out of shock “what?” he says annoyed. “its eight forty!” panic flashes across his face “sit down bitch lets gets this face beat” he says as i laugh and sit on the toilet.

-Jacksons house in Wilson point 9:56-

Half the house was full of teenagers from our high school. Jackson had put locks on the most important rooms in the house for privacy reasons. i was wearing stretchy black biker shorts and a white tube top covered in little red cherries and i had on a halter top lace bralette under the tube top my hair was out and curly parted to the side. for shoes i just put on my black and white adida superstars. the current music playing was trap i was just jumping around like everyone else when i two enormous hands grab my hips and “no guidance by chris brown” comes opn so me and whoever is behind me are grinding on each other. My body is being jerked around to the beat of this song. i didn't know where Jackson was but i'm sure he was having fun. teh slow, sexy mood is changed when “walk em like a dog” comes on by saucey santana. all the little hoes and thots in the corners of the house start twerking and dancing on they're girlfriends or boyfriends a smile crosses my face when i hear jackson call my name from across the house, we make eye contact and rushes over we both start twerking our asses off. when a circle gathers around us i feel multiple people slapping my butt as i pop off same goes for Jackson. everybody's doing their thing when suddenly the music stops and a sad indie song comes on. confusion spreads across the room and when i look up i see non other than the black hair goddess herself. Billie-fucking-eilish.

POV:Billie

i couldn't stop thinking about her. she was so cute and chubby, her hair looked so soft and bouncy, i didn't even get her name.i hear a knock on my door”its open” i yell when the dorropends and i see my brother finneas “hey billie, we found a party is going on a couple of miles away from here a kid from you high school is throwing it” he says “i don't really care to much for par-

“the girl you've been looking for is gonna be there” finneas says cutting me off despite me being a little pissed off i just nod “be ready to drop me off in ten” i say as i start to get ready, but finneas still hasn't left my room “what?” i snap

“you know word around is that shes been getting info on you” he says smirking i stood there a bit shocked, how the hell did such a nobody get info on me? “get out” i say on last time.

-Wilson pointe, Jacksons house-

The music is busting out of the house and there's a skinny blonde chick puking in the grass off the porch i resist the urge to flirt because my mind is set on finding my curly headed cutie, once i walk into the party there's an up beat trap song on and literally everyone is in a huge circle hyping someone up in middle obviously. i push my way through the crowd to see a dark skinned teenage boy with curly black hair bouncing his ass and right next to him was the one and only light eyed angle from the back to school bash. she was wearing extremely adorable but revealing clothing she had was going off shaking her ass with her tongue out. she looked so hot, as she twerked her boobs bounce. i soon got distracted by the sight of almost every girl and guy ion the circle around my angle and this guy were slapping their asses which for some reason got me worked up. i rushed my way up to the music and quickly put on some indie soundcloud artist. the circle soon dissolved and i smirked when my angle looked up from her stance and made eye contact with me. A look of nervousness crossed her face as she grabbed the teenage boy beside her and ran up stairs, i laughed to myself. that was the cutest thing i've ever seen. me being the persistent fucker i am followed them up the steps the hallway was absolutely crowed with a bunch of grinding teens, so i jut patiently wait in the hallway.

-20 minutes later-

the boy comes out of the bathroom yanking on my angels arm trying to pull her out, she stumbles out of the bathroom looking nervous she scurries into the corner of the hallway and pulls out her phone and starts scrolling through something as the boy walks away and down the steps. this is the only chance i'm going to get. i tell myself, i walk toward her and she still hasn't noticed me so i lean down and whisper in her ear “i heard you were looking for me” i see her i eyes go wide and she turns to me shyly, the mood immediately changes as she straightens her back and speaks up”m-m-maybe i was” she says. that was hilarious and i burst into a fit. she pushes past me and tries to walk away not before i grab her wrist and pull her into the room closest to me.”whats your deal?” she snaps” you cant just pull people around like dolls!” she snatches her wrist out of my hand as baby tears form on her lash line.oh my god she's about cry! shit! “hey,hey im sorry really, ill keep that in mind” i say trying to reassuring and apologetic at the sane time. She looks up at my with her bright brown eyes.”whats your name” i say looking stupidly lost in her beautiful bright brown eyes.”its willow” she says quietly almost like shes ashamed or maybe just shy. “that's a beautiful name” i say trying to lift her spirits “sorry about your shirt” she says smiling. “what shirt?” i say forgetful, “the one from the school party” she says jogging my memory. “maybe you could make up for it by spending some time with me” i say suggestively walking closer to her. “what do you mean” she replies backing away from me” you know what i mean” i smirk as she falls onto the bed, i reach into my pocket and pull out the weed ”smoke with me” i say creating a cute plot twist. The scared look on her face melts into a smile as she starts laughing, “sure,why not” she says patting the spot next to her.

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simplykpopaus · 7 years ago

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How victon would Propose to their S/O.

A/N:...so it took me quiet a while to get this out. I’m sorry to who requested this for making you wait so long! I hope you like it! -Lushie

-Seungwoo

Since the day he met you, he knew he would marry you one day. He just didn't think he would be standing in a jewelry shop looking at rings so soon. He was just walking by the jewelry store when on instinct he had gone inside. You have been in a relationship for 3 years. Now he wasn't going to propose anytime soon,but he bought the ring just in case.

You already had a date for that night. It was your monthly date night. You would go to dinner and then either bowling, movies, or park after. Today you were going to go bowling after dinner. He had left the ring in the glove compartment of the car because you never really look in there. So when he picked you up he wasn’t worried you'll see it at all.

During dinner he started to realize that he didn't want to wait to ask you any longer. Seeing how you made him the happiest person ever. He loved your laugh, the way your eyes sparkled when you talked about something you loved. He loved how passionate you were about everything. He knew by the end of the night he was going to propose.

At the bowling alley he dropped you off at the front so you didn't have to walk that much in the cold. Also so he could get the ring. He had no clue how he was going to do it but he knew it was going to happen.

“Did I make you wait too long for me?” he asked once he walked in.

“Not at all, lets go get our shoes!” you were so excited to go bowling. He just stared at you with a big smile on his face while you were walking to the counter where the shoes are at. “You're happy now, and I can’t wait to make you happier” he said to himself.

You heard him say something but didn’t quite get what he said. This made you turn around and say “Did you say something” which caught him off guard. HE looked at you shocked for a split second before saying “No babe lets go get our shoes.

You two played two rounds. The first time you had somehow won, you didn't know how but you did the second time he won. You had got some drinks and a snack before playing your third round. This time the both of you were neck and neck. You both bet the winner will buy ice cream.

It was your last turn, he went first and only missed one. He stared at you while you went up. He knew that if you got a strike you would win but if you didn't he would. He tried to distract you, it didn't work.

“STRIKE YES OMG I WIN” you had yelled. He was sad he lost but seeing how happy you were he got over it. He just smiled at you.

“Oh baby don’t be sad maybe next time you will win.” you said.

“I’m not sad, I guess today is just your goof luck day. Now come on lets go get you some ice cream” he said to you while holding his hand out. Taking his hand you went to return the shoes. Walking out of the bowling alley you git in his car and drove of to an ice cream parlor near your house.

You walked in and the owners said hi to you immediately. They know you two, because you are always there. You didn't even have to order because they already knew what you wanted. You had gone to sit down while Seungwoo went to pay.

“Can you put this ring on top of the cherry?” he asked the owner.

“Are you going to propose to her” the owner asked him in a whisper.

“Yes what better way to do it, than at our favorite place to be” he said.

He went to sit with you while they got they got the ice creams ready. You talked for a bit asking if he let you win. Him obviously saying he didn’t. Thats when they brought the ice cream. You looked up at the owner and said thank you. You had reached for the cherry when you saw the ring.

“Wha-What’s this?” you asked.

“Thats your ring Y/N” Seungwoo said.

“No it’s no-” you gasped and looked at him. He took the ring from you, turned a bit in his seat and looked at you.

“I know it’s too soon but I cant spend another day with out you, Y/N Will You Marry Me?” he said.

“Yes...OMG YES” you said and jumped into his arms giving him a kiss. The owners and other people in the ice cream parlor clapping for you.

-Seungsik

Seungsik was a cheeky little thing. He would be dropping hints left and right for you, yet you wouldn't notice at all. Which would frustrate him but at the same time he was happy you had no idea. Happy that the hints he gave you never made it obvious what he was planning.

You had been sitting at home watching a movie. Your birthday having just passed. Still enjoying the giant box of chocolates he got you. You’re still not even a quarter way done with the box. He had texted you earlier saying he was on his way, but that was more than an hour ago and he was no where to be seen.

He had gone to see the members first, he needed to get the ring which he left with them. From there he had to get everything ready. Everything was ready, he was just too nervous to realize everything was already set.

“Seungsik stop, everything is ready you don’t need to freak out, you just have to go over there and do it.” Seungwoo told him.

“Are you sure, I feel like something is missing” he would say and start looking around and checking the list he had on his phone. They couldn't stop him so they let him check it again and again. Until he was sure everything was good.

“GO GO GO, SHE’S PROBABLY AT HOME WAITING FOR YOU, WONDERING WHERE YOU’RE AT” Sejun yelled as Seungsik started walking to the door, your engagement ring in hand.

You were too into the movie to even hear the front door open. Watching a horror movie, hiding behind the blanket only your eyes and up sticking out. From the corner of your eyes you saw something small moving around. Making you scream your lungs out and running to your room.

Half way down the hallway you heard barking coming behind you making you stop and almost trip over the blanket. Turning around slowly you saw the puppy, to be more exact it was the puppy Seungsik kept sending you pictures of. Just like in the pictures the little puppy had a cute little red bow on it.

You instantly fell to the floor and tried to play with the puppy, which the puppy accepted quickly.

“Hi there, aren’t you a cutie, whats you name little one” you said looking for the dog tag. “Aww your name tag is a heart thats so cute” But instead if finding the dogs name on the name tag you saw surprised you. Staring at the name tag for a minute trying to make sure what you were reading was right, and it was.

“Y/N” you heard your name. Looking up you see Suengsik standing by the hallway entrance with some roses. Then, instead of reading the words for the 5th time you heard them.

“Will You Marry Me?” Seungsik said while walking to you and crouching down next to you and the dog. Giving you the roses and pulling out the ring from his pocket. As he reaches to wipe away a happy tear from your cheek you say “Now how could I say no to someone as amazing and loving as you, my answer will always be yes.”

Forgetting all about the year on your cheek he leans in to kiss you.

“Now I have a question” you say looking dead in the eyes.

“and what is that question my love” he says smiling at you. You pick up the dog and say “Is this the dog you kept sending me pictures of? and whats its name? Can we keep him?” This made him laugh.

“First you said ‘a question’ secondly yes its the dog from the pictures, and we are going to it, as for the name we can pick it out together” he said while petting the puppy.

-Heochan

He had spent a couple weeks working on your proposal. He knew you would be gone all day the day he was planning on doing it. You had told him you were going to go meet up with friends for lunch and then spend the day at the spa, maybe get your nails done. So he knew that was his chance to do it.

He had asked the boys to help him set everything up. You had told him you would be gone around 1 pm. He had sent Subin and Seungsik to go print out everything that was on the little usb drive he gave them. While the he sent Sejun and Byungchan to pick up the giant bear he had ordered for you.

They had waited for you to leave to go in to your apartment since he had an extra key. Heochan, Seungwoo, Hanse had started to blow up balloons of red white and pink. Putting strings on each ballon, while they waited for Subin and Seungsik with the pictures. Half way with blowing up the balloons they showed up with the pictures and the giant bear.

They had also taken it upon themselves to get some flowers and a cake. They all started to blow up the balloons, there was so many. Subin and Heochan started to tape the pictures to the bottom of the strings. The cake and flowers on the table. The giant bear on the sofa, Seunsik started work on the poster that was going to go on the giant bear.

Around 5pm they had finished and just on time because you had texted him telling him that you were almost home.

“Okay either you guys leave or hide” Heochan told the other members. They decided to hide. Looking around they all ran to the bathroom. While Heochan grabbed the flowers and the cake and went into the kitchen. He heard the door handle start to move. He knew you were home.

Entering you gasped because you weren't expecting to see your place full with balloons. You started to see all the pictures and it was starting too hit you. You knew what was about to happen, you started walking around looking for him while also looking at every picture.

When you got to the living room you saw it. On the sofa was the giant teddy bear with the poster that said “Y/N, Will You Marry Me?” You could feel Heochan’s presence now. He had walked out of the kitchen. You didn't even look over at him.

You just stared at the poster while crying happy tears and said “Yes, giant teddy bear I’ll marry you” then looking over at Heochan and said “I’ll marry you too heochan.” Which made him laugh at how silly you could be at that moment. He walked over to you and put the ring on your finger, pulled you in and gave you a kiss.

“Get a room, yeah?” You jumped back at the sound of Sejun’s voice.

“When did you get here?” you said looking at him shocked.

“Oh we were always here, we helped him set up everything” he turned to point at the others but they weren't behind him “did they not follow me out of the bathroom” he said confused. You just hear Seungsik yell “WE DIDNT WANT TO RUIN THE MOMENT!” This made you laugh because they were still not walking out, but they were talking amongst each other saying ‘should we go out there’ ‘yes i think we should’.

As they walked out they each gave you a hug and congratulated you.

“Okay...Now cake because that is why i stayed” You heard sejun as he walked to the kitchen.

-Sejun

He was nervous, cautious around you didn't want you to find out what he was planning. He wanted it to be a secret, causes he knew that at some point he would slip up and accidentally mention something to do with it. You had noticed this, which made you think that maybe something was happening.

He had asked you to go hiking with him. You were excited but at the same time you were going to ask him what was wrong. You didn’t like how quiet he was being, and looking down all the time. It bothered you how he looked like he couldn’t figure something out.

“What’s wrong Sejun?” You said making him look over at you. It looked like he was trying to figure out what he was going to say to you which scared you a little bit.

“Oh, nothing just trying to figure something out” he said to you before looking back down at the ground. This made you sad because you didn’t know if you could help him or not, and you didn't like when he was like this.

“Is it good or bad and can I help you figure it out” you asked. He looked at you and smiled. Grabbing your hand in his he said “Don’t worry about it, I got this ill figure it out” he paused a second before saying “and it’s something good.” This making you smile because you now knew something good would come out of him being so quiet and distant.

You had walked for a little longer when you noticed him getting a little nervous. You had spotted the Seungsik and Byungchan a little up the hill at one of the rest stops. They had some fruit and water.

“Hey! oh we didn't know you would be here, want some fruit” said byungchan. You accepted it. Getting some water from your bag. They decided to walk with you guys. At the next rest stop you found Seungwoo and Hanse. You had not expected to see them.

“I was wondering when you two would catch up to us! But I didnt know Y/N and Sejun would be with you two” said Hanse. You started to wonder where Heochan and Subin were. “Heochan and Subin went ahead, lets go!” said Seungwoo.

“Wait first let us have a little break!” said sejun. But seungwoo stared at him and said “No cmon lets go the sooner we get to the top the sooner we can go home.” This making you say “If I don’t get to take a rest someone is giving me a piggyback ride.” Seungwoo then turned around and told you to hop on.

You just looked at everyone and said “LETS GO!” They all laughed and said ‘lets go’ half way up you got off Seungwoo and started walking yourself. Sejun held you back while the rest went ahead, so you could have more time alone.

Once you got to the top you saw all the boys huddled up together. They all turned to you but each one had a a shirt with a word on it.

Subins shirt ‘Y/N’

Hanse’s shirt ‘Will’

Heochan’s shirt ‘You’

Seungsik’s shirt ‘Marry’

Seungwoo’s shirt ‘Sejun’

Byungschan’s shirt ‘?’

You turned to look at Sejun and he was on his knee with the ring in his hand.

“What do you say? Will You Marry Me?” he said.

“YES, OH MY YES I WILL” You said jumping into his arms and giving him a kiss.

-Hanse

He made it very special for you. Made sure it meant something special to the both of you. It has to do with one of your very first dates. Not the first one because to the both of you nothing can top the first date. It had to do with your third date, the day he took you to the beach for a picnic and watch the sunset. He had rented out of of those luxury tent canopies on the beach.

He made sure that this was almost a replica of that day just instead of only spending the evening out on the beach you were there all day. The members were there too. They called it a ‘family vacation’ and made sure there was a lot of snacks and drinks. Another canopy but this one slightly bigger than last time. Everything was almost the same except the members were here.

But you didn't think of it as a special day, just an adventure with the boys. But you did mention it to Hanse. “You know what this reminds me of?” you asked him. He smiled at you and said “Our third date, when we had our first kiss.” This made you smile at him because you didn’t think he would have remembered.

You leaned up about to kiss him when sejun said “Hey! No kissing!” That made Hanse give you a kiss just to shut him up. Hearing a bunch of ‘ews’ and ‘get a room from the boys. Making the both of

You had all spent the day running back and forth into the water. You even had a sand castle battle. You being the judge, they would have all day to work on it. Taking breaks between to eat or go play in the water. All the boys messing around and secretly sabotaging the other castle. But you never saw them mess with Hanse’s castle. Making you think it was because of they did you wouldn’t pick their sand castle.

It was about time for lunch and you started to worry, you only brought snacks and a couple drinks. But to your surprise you hadn't noticed when Seungwoo and Seungsik left to get food. But in all honesty you were reading a book. They had gone to get pizza and chicken.

“Alright everyone time to eat” said Seungsik making all of them come to the canopy. Each one getting their own slices and sitting around. Everyone saying they couldn't wait for later but wouldn't tell you why. Just say oh its going to be amazing.

“Hey! You just ate dont go in the water!” You yelled at them when you saw them running towards the water. They all just stopped and then turned to go finish making their sand castles. This giving you more time to read your book.

“Wait!” you yelled. Making them all look at you. “You need more sunscreen” they all are back into the canopy thanking you because they didn't want a sunburn. Running back out there, trying to trip each other to give the other less time.

A couple hours have passed, they mention that they were done. You were glad because you didn't want to miss the sunset. They made you start with Seungwoo and the last one would be Hanse. The more you got closer to Hanse’s castle the more each one of them looked nervous, making you confused.

Once you got to his castle the sun was starting to set. You noticed that at one of the bottom corner of his castle there was a little treasure chest. You thought it was cute and you picked it up.

“This is the cutest thing ever where did you find it, does it open, can I keep it” you asked him. He looked at you and said “Yes.”

Opening it you gasped when you saw the ring. Looking over at him, he walking towards you and said “I know its sudden, but Will You Marry Me, Y/N?” With out a second thought you ran into his arms and said. “Of course I will”

The boys all cheering in the back. “Now we have two specials moments here” he said.

“Our first kiss, and now this proposal” you said while smiling up at him.

-Byungchan

He had planned it down to the last minute, wanted everything to be perfect. He had gotten help from the members. Everything had to be special for you. Even learned the dance to your favorite song for you. They had practiced so long for this. When ever you would go see them, you would always let him know in advance. You always wanted to make sure he wasn't really busy.

After you let him know practice for your surprise would end and ‘regular practice’ would begin. So when you showed up they were just in the middle of practicing Eyez Eyez. Which never made you suspicious at all.

“What brings you here today my love?” he would say once they were able to take a break.

“Oh just wanted to come see you and bring you guys food, because I know you don't eat.” you said.

Immediately at the sound of food the boys would have you in a thigth hug. The whole time Byungchan looking at you with the softest smile ever.

“Haha Can you stop staring at eat, please?” you would say to him. He would just smile at you even more and sit down next to you to eat. You needed to go to the bathroom. While you were away he decided that he count wait until the day he had planned.

“I can’t wait guys gonna do it now” he said.

“Wait woah what do you mean now? what about everything you had planned?” seungsik said.

“That could just be a date but im asking her now, we have the dance down so ill just do it with the dance” said byungchan.

“Okay if thats what you want then we will do it” said Seungwoo.

“wait does this mean you have the ring with you?” Subin asked.

“I always have it on me” Byungchan replied.

“always have what, love?” You asked.

“OMG Y/N YOU SCARED ME” He said to you.

“hahaha sorry my love” you replied.

“We have a surprise for you, sit sit” he would say to you.

“Well okay!” you would say. They would all smile at you and walk away, getting into position. The first chord started playing and they started to dance along to the song. Making you realize they learned the dance moves for you. You were just watching them with a big smile on your face. When it ended you clapped really hard. Byungchan ushering everyone else out of the room, had you confused.

“Okay why are they leaving, did you do the dance as good news and then you're going to tell me bad news? Because you always-”you were saying before he interrupted you.

“NO, no no no not bad news! I promise, I guess it’s actually really good news” he said.

“What do you mean you guess” you asked.

“Well you see, I wasn’t going to do this today, I had a whole day planned down to the minute, where everything was perfect, for you. I was going to wait but seeing you today, I couldn’t wait anymore, I just needed to tell you now” he said while getting on one knee making you gasp.

“I love you Y/N, you make me the happiest person ever, and I want to spend my life with you, Will You Marry Me?” He said while looking you in the eyes. Watching how you just stared at him in shock. he started to get nervous, you could see it in his eyes.

“Yes” you said. “Yes, I will marry you” He smiled and picked you up and kissed you. The rest of the boys run in cheering and congratulating you.

-Subin

He was very nervous and shy but he always was when it came to your relationship.It took him about a month or two to finally kiss you. He has been thinking about asking you to marry him for weeks now. The engagement ring already bought and hid.

The only thing was he had no clue which way he was going to propose to you. He had many ideas in mind, but none felt special enough for you.He got so frustrated thinking about it he went to Seungsik for help. Which honestly paid off because he was big help.

“Why don’t you do it like the first time” Seungsik told Subin.

He stared at him for a while and then said “The first time? You mean the first time i asked them out”

Seungsik just laughed and said “Yes like that, it will bring back that very first memory of how it all started and it would make them happy.”

He thought about it and he realized Seugsik was right “You know you're right seungsik thank you” he said while getting up and walking out, not giving Seungsik time to say ‘you're welcome’.

He planned to do it on your anniversary which was next week. As the day was getting closer he became more and more nervous. You had realized how he was starting to act weird but thought nothing of it. He always acted weird around your anniversary date.

On your anniversary you had to work in the morning, which gave him time to set everything up. He took you out to dinner to your favorite restaurant, reserving the seat by the balcony because it had the best view of the city. Having your favorite champagne served.

After dinner he took you to the ice cream parlor that was down the street from the restaurant. The both sitting in one of the booths talking and laughing for a while. Since both of you had to work early the next day he took you home. Once at home he said he had a present for you.

“Close your eyes, and stick your hands out please” he said.

“I don’t know if I should trust you” you said. He replied with “You should always trust me love”.

He pulled out a long velvet box and out it in your hands. “You can open your eyes now.” he said.

“Another bracelet aww, I already have so many, but thank you I know i’ll love it you always pick the best ones.” you said.

You have seen so many long velvet boxes with bracelets in it, but once you opened it you didn’t see a bracelet but a slip of paper with “Y/N will you marry me?” in very elegant cursive writing. You looked up at him, him looking nervous while getting on one knee, pulling out a small box with the ring in it.

“I know the note alrea-”

“YES, a million times yes” You interrupted him. Smiling he gets up and hugs you and gives you a soft kiss, and putting the ring on your finger.

“I can’t believe you asked me to marry you the same way you asked me out, with a piece of paper” you said looking at him with a smile.

“you don’t like that I did it this way?” he asked.

“I actually loved it, made me remember the first time and it couldn't have been better” you said. He just smiled at you and said “Then you should thank Seungsik...he helped me.”

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jikooksgirl · 7 years ago

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happy birthday to the love of my life🐣💘

to my forever true love, mi angelito de amor, my moon, sun, stars and constellations:

im really the worst w words specially bc im just so in love w you i feel like my heart is gonna burst and i really cant organize my feelings, i’ve been so excited for his bday but now i can’t even think properly and words are just!!!! not enough they dont even come close not even a bit to what i want to express bc what i feel for you is beyond imagination and beyond any explanation this love is truly out of this world i never imagined i could feel something this strong but as always you’re surprising me making me feel every single feeling existing and not existing at once w just a little giggle you can make my world go crazy!!!! i fall in love w you over and over again like the first time every single second of my life.

it’s already the 2nd bday i spend by your side and i couldn’t be happier, i still can’t believe how you completely changed my life and changed myself, i totally could separate my life in two periods: when i wasn’t in love w you and when i fell in love w park jimin. loving you has become the most natural thing in the world i literally look forward to every single day bc i get to love you and support you another day, you’re my home you’re the place i always come back to and where i feel safe, loved, appreciated, where i feel like nothing’s wrong, where my happiness is. i’ve been going through a lot, i’ve been feeling lonely and scared most of the time and by living so far away from my family im not even sure of what’s home anymore but just by thinking about your smile i just feel??? so so safe?? so welcomed?? it’s like every time i think about you smiling i feel like you’re hugging me and telling me everything is gonna be ok and i realized that’s truly home. it doesn’t have to be physical, it’s just the place where i feel the most safe and loved in the entire world, and that place is by your side. i cant even remember what was not loving you what was not being completely and absolutely in love w you and i dont want to bc you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me, my most beautiful blessing and treasure and i just cant believe how was i even able to breathe without having you by my side.

i love everything about you, there’s really nothing about you i don’t love w every inch of my being, from your small angel dimple that is there bc the moon came and kissed you so many times and loved you so much that she decided to leave a cute crater on your cheek to remind you you’re her moonchild, to how big and beautiful your heart of gold is!!! you’re the one that teaches me 3849325235829 king of feelings i didn’t even know they existed, the one that made me believe in love again the one that broke my heart’s shell and showed me what true, pure and wholesome love feels like. you’re the one that makes me a better person, and inspires me to be the best version of myself. all i want to do is to learn to love you better, to deserve all the happiness you give me every single day of my life and every single action of yours is such an inspiration for me my love, you softened my heart you made me a kinder, more loving, more gentle person w every single thing you did you truly changed me and saved me and i’ll be forever thankful for that.

i’m just incredibly and unbelievably proud of who you are, of how much you’ve grown and of who you aspire to be. you’re always working so hard, so incredibly hard i can’t help but worry about you but i know how passionate and how dedicated you are, and that’s one of the things i admire the most and i aspire to be like that one day too. you’re just so so talented, every single time you amaze me more and more. your voice is really the most beautiful voice ive ever heard and im not exaggerating, i can see how hard you’ve worked bc you’re always aiming perfection and even tho you think you’re still lacking when it comes to vocals, god jimin every time i hear your voice…wow. wow wow wow wo wow wo wowwwwww it has such an effect such a power over me, i feel such a beautiful and calming peace filling my body and i feel like im floating and flying in the sky, your voice is truly gifted by angels and you change so many lives just by singing my love and you don’t even realize it.

you’re the human being w the biggest heart of gold i’ve ever seen, always caring so much about your loved ones, always giving all of your support, your love, your kindness, your gentleness, it just amazes me how much you’re always willing to give bc of love, and i hope one day i can be like that. but you’ve showed me that ppl gets happier if someone tells them they love them, if someone compliments them, that it’s not bad to expose your feelings for the ppl you love, that kindness is key, and you just make me want to do better in every single aspect of my life. honestly, if the person you love inspiring you to be the best version of yourself isn’t what true and pure love is, idk what it is. you’ve showed me that if i work really hard to achieve my dreams, if i truly want them and dedicate myself to achieve them, i can make them come true w my effort. you really are the most beautiful thing in this world my baby angel, you make so many ppl feel loved, feel safe, feel cared about, you’re always giving so much and sometimes i feel like i dont deserve all of this love you give me, but im so thankful for it.

i just want you to be always surrounded by love and happiness, to be always healthy and to never doubt about the light in your heart, about how talented you are and about how precious, how loved, how incredibly important you are in this world. you’re irreplaceable jimin, you’re truly one in a million and i cant believe im this lucky to be able to love you and to see you growing up more. thank you for saving me, thank you for being my light when everything is dark, thank you for being my strength when i think i cant anymore, thank you for being the one, the one my heart wants to love forever and the one that shows me that the world isn’t that bad, that there’s still a reason to keep going, i dont know what would have been of me if i hadn’t ever found you. i never thought i could love someone i dont know irl this much, to the point of saying you’re the love of my life. i didn’t even know i was able to love this strongly, this wholesomely, this purely and intensely. it seems ridiculous right? but this is truly how i feel.

i feel like since i saw that gif of you smiling, my heart saw you and said “there he is, the one im gonna love for the rest of my life. my true forever love” and she was so revealed, bc she finally found you, she finally was at home. she wants to thank you for your smiles, bc oh your smile…SHE GETS ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! every time you smile that could outshine the brightest stars, every time your soft cheeks puff up and blush and your chocolate eyes crinkle up and disappear like crescent moons, when you’re laughing so hard your laugh squeaks and its the most beautiful sound in the entire world, how you hide your face w your baby hands when you’re shy, god everything about you mi amor, everything makes my heart go completely insane!!!! she started beating differently since i met you, there’s constant galaxies and constellations exploding inside her and flowers blooming in her bc of being in love w you. i swear i could look into your eyes until the sun comes up listen to your voice until all the music existing in the world played on a non-stop loop and feel the touch of your skin until all the oceans in the world ran dry and i would still not get enough of you!!!! there’s never too much when it comes to you!!!

i really could write a whole novel about how much i love you gdsogngksnkjndsh IM JUST SO SO SO SO SO SO SO IN LOVE W YOU AND I CANT STOP CRYING BC MY HEART IS ABOUT TO BURST. i just hope you’ll have the best birthday of your life, 100000 times better than the last one but not better than the next one!!! i just hope you have the happiest bday every single year and every time it gets better and better. i hope you receive lots of love, kind words, love letters, compliments, kisses, gifts, hugs nd you smile so hard and be so happy that your stomach hurts and you feel like your heart is gonna explode bc all of the love!!!! i just want you!!!! to be the happiest birthday boy in the world to not worry about anything else than your happiness today and to realize once again how loved you are and how incredibly important you are for so many ppl around you. i hope the members will spoil you a lot and will make you have such an amazing and fun time, i can trust them on that bc i know you mean so much to them. you mean the entire world to me mi angelito de amor, you mean everything and more i have never felt a love like this and i NEVER want it to go away!!!! i want to keep learning to love you better i wanna feel this forever, i wanna stay by your side forever. i’d do anything for you i’d do anything to see your lovely soft smile and hear your cute giggles today i’d grab every single star in the sky i’d do anything to make you feel safe, special and loved!!!! i just wish that on the days you can’t love yourself and you feel like you aren’t enough and you hate yourself, my love would be enough for the both of us i really wish everything you knew was happiness and love!!! i hope everything you dream of, everything you wish of, will become real. i dream of seeing you succeed in every single one of your passions, and i can’t wait to keep supporting you on your way there.

i’m just so glad you’re getting more confident these past days, and i hope you will be even more and more w the time, i hope you realize you can do everything, bc w a heart and talent like yours my prince, i firmly believe you’re able to do anything. you’re so brave baby, so brave and capable of everything, you’ve worked so so so hard and you’ve done so much to be the person you’re today. the future has so many more amazing things prepared for you, i believe that you will become so much bigger, so so big and appreciated and you will finally be content w your achievements. i will never stop telling you how proud i am of you, of your achievements, of who you are, of everything you do. i’ll keep supporting you, i’ll keep rooting for you, and we’ll keep going together side by side until we achieve everything we want. bc i also firmly believe, that if i have you in my life, i can do anything.

thank you so so so so so so so so so so so so so much for being in my life, thank you thank you thank you i could thank you an infinite amount of times but it would never be enough!!!!!! i just have so many things to tell you, so many feelings im trying to express but words aren’t enough i just wished i could give you the biggest hug and fill your cheeks and whole face w all the kisses in the world i just LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MY LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN!!!!! thank you so so so so much for saving me, for encouraging me to keep going and to be strong, thank you for keep saving me every single time thank you for being so endearing, so luminous, so enchanting, so radiant and lighting up my world more than any star in the sky!!! you’re truly like a dream, the most beautiful dream i’ve ever had and i never want to wake up. loving you is truly the best thing i’ve chosen to do, i’m just the luckiest person ever, the odds were for once in my favor bc i could find you. i just want to spend the rest of my life telling you how beautiful, precious and important you are!! i just want to hang stars and moons each night like love letters above your bed to remind you of how much i love you!!! because i love you more than words could ever explain, and im always going to be here loving every piece of you w everything.

thank you for making me fall in love w you all over again every single day, thank you for making my world so much beautiful, thank you for making me the happiest person in the world, i sincerely thank the sky for your life, you truly changed mine for the better and now i can say im genuinely happy after all this time bc of you. felices 22 años mi amor, te amo más que a nada en este mundo!!!!!!!!!!!

forever yours,

- lina🌹

#i had to delete sm bc i was getting to overwhelmed and this would've been so much longer im really sososososososososososo in love gofdnjfks #i know no one is gonna read this but i just had to get this off my chest bc im sososoosososososo in love ???? i love him the most in this #world i hope he has the best bday in the entire world and he has such a fun time and laughs a lot his stomach aches i love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mi amor's bday #happyjiminday #me; in love #love letter to jimin

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suga-babby · 8 years ago

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Desire Pt.4 (p.jimin)

Pt.1 Pt.2 Pt.3

Word Count:1804

Summary: Amber has liked Jimin for sometime now. But unfortunately he is dating her best friend. When things start to unfold before her eyes, her life is changed. But is it for the good or the bad?

February 20th, 2016

It was my birthday today, and I still hadn’t heard from Jimin or Caroline. I mean they had tried to contact me prior to today but it was to no avail. I sighed as I kicked the comforter from my body and sat up. My phone began going off, playing the Kim Possible ringtone, you know the kind.

I checked the caller id, it was my mom.

“Hello?” I said into the receiver.

“Happy birthday my sweet baby!” my mom said happily back to me.

“Thank you mom.” I said, mumbling the last part. I rubbed my eyes, and stood up, pacing around my room.

“Did I wake you?” my mom questioned sweetly,“Cause if you were asleep, I could call you back later? Your father and I just wanted to call you and-”

“No mom, it’s okay! Thank you for calling, I really appreciate it.”

“I told you my muñeca wouldn’t be mad!” I heard my dad call from the background. I stifled a small laugh as I heard his voice.

“Hey dad.” I smiled.

“Feliz cumpleaños mija! You were always my favorite kiddo!” He said aloud. I playfully rolled my eyes,“I’m your only kiddo.”

“Yeah cause we gave your brother away!” He said, beginning to laugh at his own joke.

“Oswald doesn’t count, Dad.” I replied, referring to our dog that we gave away when they moved.

We made small talk and after awhile I really started to miss them more than I already had. They had no idea what was going on in my life, just like I had no idea what was going on in theirs.

“So what are you and Caroline going to do tonight?” My mom asked, her mouth full of what I’m assuming was a mango she was always eating them. “Or are the three musketeers going to conquer the town?” I nervously laughed “Umm I’m not sure maybe a movie night like always. Well mom… I gotta go… I have to shower and get ready for class.”

“Okay mija, we love you and miss you! Happy Birthday!”

It was around noon now, and Eliza had called me and offered to take me out to brunch. We ordered our food and sat down, we sat by the window and I looked outside seeing the people walk by.

“So, how’s your birthday going so far girl?” She said, sipping on her orange juice. I took a bite of my waffle,“Pretty okay.”

She raised an eyebrow at me. “Well I’ve heard from everyone, except Jimin and Caroline. Is that what you want to hear?” I smirked at her mouth still full.

“Not exactly like that, are you okay though?” She questioned quietly. “Well yeah, I just am kind of numb to it. I don’t want it to tear me down. I mean you only turn 21 once right?” I laughed trying to keep a positive attitude.

“Yeah babe you’re right, honestly forget them. You need to celebrate tonight, and just be happy. I know you’re not telling me you’re upset but I know you are. But today is all about you, we can head over to Yaki tonight just like you wanted.” She grabbed my wrist in a comforting way.

After spending the whole day with Eliza, we were in her car blasting music. Eliza was really into it, she began swaying her head to the side and belted out every lyric.

I glanced out the window, my eyes focused on a billboard talking about the Van Gogh exhibit. Open from 10:30 a.m. to 7:00 p.m. I read the sign again and again until we drove past it. My thoughts were instantly clouded by Jimin.

“Hey you wanna go to the museum?” I said as the song faded out. Eliza turned to me,“Yeah! Whatever you wanna do!” She said, taking the exit that led to the museum. It seemed like an eternity until we finally arrived. It wasn’t too hard to find parking. We walked through the museum and the atmosphere cheered me up in point two seconds.

Finally I saw it, the entryway to the Van Gogh collection. I couldn’t help but think of Jimin. I could see his eyes and his smile. But I was trying to stay positive and went ahead into the exhibit.

I was instantly surrounded by the portrait Starry Night and the sight was more breathtaking than I had ever imagined. Just before I was completely engulfed in the piece, it changed to Bedroom in Arles. This exhibit was so ethereal, changing to fit the mood.

Suddenly I heard Eliza whisper,“What the actual hell?” Her body turned opposite of mine.

I tore my gaze away from the artwork, trying to decipher what happened. Just then, the room went pitch black, only the light from the next exhibit, illuminated the room. I saw a familiar silhouette standing behind me at a distance in the reflection of the Plexiglas right in front of me.

The room then turned a deep yellow shifting to the Sunflowers piece, as a wave of contentment hit my chest. I could’ve sworn that my eyes deceived me for a moment, or Jimin was actually here. For me. Surprisingly Caroline wasn-

“Why are they here?” Eliza huffed through gritted teeth. I closed my eyes as I realized just exactly who she was talking about. As if on cue, Jimin and Caroline began walking toward me.

Eliza leaned over to me as they inched closer, “You know, we could walk away at any moment.” Before I could reply, they were right in front of me. I glanced at Jimin, he was holding a bouquet of Casablanca Lillies and my heart rate instantly quickened. Behind him stood Caroline, awkwardly holding a gift bag.

“I knew you’d be here.” He smiled, breaking the tension. Eliza eyed the couple with disdain then averted her eyes back to the artwork.

“Y-Yeah we knew you’d be here.” Caroline added, putting the emphasis on ‘we’, handing me the gift bag. As if I wasn’t agitated enough by her presence. She didn’t have to do that.

“That’s cool; we didn’t know you’d be here.” Eliza smirked, I looked at her wide eyed and winked.

Caroline fake laughed and excused herself to go to the restroom. As she walked away I trailed her exit with my eyes, I slowly looked up at Jimin who was still holding the flowers. He realized I was looking at him and noticed that he was still holding the flowers and his lips began to form a small smile.

“I’m sorry, these are for you Amber. They’re your favorites.” He smiled handing them to me. Eliza eyed me then casually walked off smiling to herself. “Thank you, Chim. I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever and you bring me my favorite flowers, wooow.” I coyly teased him.

“Oh my god,“He laughed.

"I was the one that remembered which ones they were, Caroline was no help. I just remember because of our movie, 50 First Dates.” Why was he doing this to me? I swear it’s like he’s just having a let’s mess with Amber’s head party. “Awwuh Jimin that’s my favorite movie.” I smiled down at the flowers.

He laughed louder and sat down next to me. He smelled so good and in that moment I wasn’t mad at him for how Caroline acted. I completely forgot about her, as I was taken in by the conversation.

It was almost as if we were the only two people in the museum, as if time slowed down and we could enjoy ourselves in this conversation. “Happy birthday Amber.” Jimin said softly, placing his hand on top of mine. I looked up to see if I could find Eliza, but instead I saw Caroline rushing toward us. I quickly stood up and Jimin mirrored my actions.

“Oh thank goodness! I couldn’t find you guys anywhere, I thought for a moment you two just left me here and had a night to yourselves. Haha.” She awkwardly laughed, all of us seemed to think of the night a couple days back. I broke the silence once again, seeing Eliza from across the room.

“Well thank you two so much for coming out tonight, I really appreciate it.” I said, looking at both of them. We started walking toward the exit. I waved at Eliza, getting her attention so we could leave.

“Well the night doesn’t have to end! Let’s go out!” Caroline suggested. We stood in front of the building, trying to figure out what to do.

“So what do you want to do, Amber?” Eliza asked me, giving Caroline the side eye.

“Oh well since it’s Amber’s 21st, I wanted to take her out for a little bit, maybe to a club or something?” Caroline said avoiding Eliza’s gaze.

Instead of going to Yaki, we ended up going to a hookah lounge/bar. It was dark and smelled like raspberries. Eliza started bobbing her head to the music and Jimin paid for the hookah. We all sat in a circular booth, the hookah was sitting in the middle of us all.

After thirty minutes of us laughing and talking, Caroline got up to go to the restroom. I had drank two Piña coladas and thought my bladder would burst, so I left the table after her trying to catch up. I ran in and heard her laughing, I quickly stopped in my tracks. I listened closely to see what she was laughing about.

“No, I barely ate. Yeah I’m here at this hookah lounge.” She was obviously on the phone.“ It’s Amber’s birthday so I wanted to see her, I felt bad blowing up on her.” It was probably her sister they were super close despite the distance. I acted normal and went into the next stall to finally pee.

Just then she laughed loud and scared the hell out of me, I flushed and went to washed my hands. “No baby, he’s not staying with me tonight. Yes you can come over, I told you that yesterday."She said in an alluring tone. Okay that’s obviously not her sister, my eyes widened.

"Baby can you wear that polo I bought you, you just look so cute in it.” I heard a boy laugh on the other end. “Pleeeease, for me.” I heard a slight pause, “ Yay, thank you baby! I cant wait to see how you look out of it too.”

I made a face of disgust, my eyes were watering. How could she do that to Jimin? She had everything I had ever wanted in her hands, yet she decided to throw it away.

“Okay baby, I’ll see you tonight. Mwah!” I contemplated leaving, but for some reason I stayed standing there. Just then I heard the stall unlock.

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superlove777 · 8 years ago

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YOOOOOOOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL FUCKING BOYFRIEND! HEY CHRISTIAN! I absolutely love you so much! you are everything to me! i remember around this time when we first met, i really had no idea you would mean this much to me. in just a year we’ve been through so much. not all of it was good, but things are good now and i know now they’ll stay that way. i remember how excited you’d get when i first called you baby. i remember how cute that was. but mostly, i remember how much i wouldnt have made it this past year without you. you’re beautiful inside and out and i love every minute we get to have together. i cant wait until i have you with me and i can love you the way youve always deserved. i’ll never let you go. im going to love every inch of you, forever. i’ve got you. i promise. there’s so much i wanna do with you. so much i wanna see and experience together. now i know you feel sad around this time, but i want to show you how happy i am that you’re alive. even though you aren’t physically the way you’d like yet babe, i love everything about you. your soft hair and pretty blue eyes and the way your gums come out when you smile, that fucks me up. your sleepy voice, your lips, the faces you make. your everything. fuck i love you. i love you so much christian. i want you to have a good day, a good birthday. im so glad i can be here to share it with you. my christian, my baby, my angel, my little chipmunk❤ i have something for you, it’s just some songs i put together that somehow remind me of you. you may not like them all but they’re for you to listen to and keep. youve heard some before but this time i want you to listen to the lyrics closely, dont skip anything. i have something else as well, something written. it’s better sent than shown but i can show you when i wake up tomorrow if you’d like. then i’ll give it to you one day. anyway baby, i wish there’s more i could do for you today, but i promise i’m going to do everything i can to make sure you’re loved, appreciated and happy. you mean the world to me. i absolutely mean that. i love you. i'm going to be so good to you. i appreciate all you do for me. im so obsessed with you. you’re so perfect for me. you’re my boy. my favorite boy❤im not sure if you are going to bed yet so sleep well, and i want you to remember when you wake up tomorrow that you are very adored and loved by me. you’ll always have such a special place in my heart. forever grateful to have somehow been able to get to know such a lovely human. happy 18th birthday baby, i’m so fucking proud of how far you’ve made it. i can’t wait to spend many many more years with my best friend and my love❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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crashtacular-blog · 8 years ago

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ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY !! @bunjolras

i wish i could give you the entire world tbh but since i cant i did the best i could.i love you. you became one of my best friends so fast it literally gave me whiplash, and im honestly on the fence over whether or not youre my ACTUAL best friend, like very top tier, because even if you aren’t you’re so close it’s ridiculous. in so little time??? you literally saved my life, and you’re so sweet and just knowing you exist makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, just you existing and being safe and happy puts me in such a good headspace.

so this is for you, since its!!! your birthday and you’re eighteen and that’s so cool!!!! i love you bunches, muffin, and i cant wait to get to make you lots more things the more time we spend together and the more occasions that go by. i wish i could give you something as incredible as you-- this isn’t much, but i hope you like it anyway. <3 <3 <3

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“I think it’s pretty.”

“Yeah?” A scrunch of his nose, an absent twirl of his spoon in the drink that is still too hot to drink, “You’ll think it’s really pretty when you get frostbite. And die.”

And it earns him a laugh, a giggle really. It’s cute. Bright, vivid, light and cheerful and very Bart Allen. Jaime doesn’t look at his boyfriend, but he doesn’t even need to to see that pretty bright green flashing with life and mirth, his eyes. Curly auburn falling against those freckly cheeks.

“I don’t wanna go outside anyway,” Bart informs him, and now Jaime does look up. The boy is wearing something completely unsuitable for winter-- a hoodie, one of Jaime’s, too big for him and pooling at his wrists where his hands rest on the windowsill, the pale curl of his fingers just visible from the openings. Shorts, shorty-shorts that are much too short for winter, contrasting the white outside and the fuzzy socks on Bart’s feet, a baby blue that reached his knees. Those curls in a little hot mess, probably due for a trim, obscuring Jaime’s view of his face as he stares out the window.

“I don’t want to go outside,” Bart repeats, this time turning his head to meet Jaime’s gaze, those big, dazzling emerald eyes fluttering behind dark lashes as he turns a sleepy sweet look to him, “I just wanna look.”

“Look all you want, amorcito, but the fire’s lit for a reason. It’s cold, and if you open that door I’m going to tackle you.”

“That would be such a tragedy,” Bart fakes a pout, but Jaime can see that glint in his green eyes, that teasing, flirtatious sparkle as he turns from the window in favor of smiling a sleepy, cutie smile and wiggling his fuzzy-sock feet, “I don’t know what I’d do. Oh no, my super hella hot boyfriend is totally pinning me to the ground right now--”

He hasn’t even finished his lines, but it’s Bart, and he doesn’t wait. It’s in a flash of blue from the hoodie that he’s suddenly snuggled to Jaime’s side on the couch, face tucked into Jaime’s chest, smiling that sleepy smile, “Whatever would I doooo.”

“Hush,” Jaime tells him, giving his hair a playful tug that makes the boy whine childishly, “You play too much.”

“You don’t play enough.”

Jaime sets the drink down. It’s winter, but he knows why Bart’s wearing those short shorts anyway. Jaime loves those shorts on him, showing off those pretty legs, soft skin and pale and freckled, making Jaime blush.

Of course, they don’t make him blush so much anymore, that they’ve been dating for about a year. But he can still appreciate them, curled up to his side and in those cute fuzzy knee-highs that Jaime knows Bart’s wearing because he’s cold in those shorts.

It’s a snow day. They’re snowed in. Well-- Jaime is, anyway. Bart could run away without a second thought to wherever he wants, somewhere warm and sunny and appropriate for those booty shorts.

No, though. It’s Bart. Sweet, playful, teasing, ridiculously affectionate. And he’d much rather stay cuddled up into Jaime’s side, freezing in shorts just because he knows Jaime thinks he’s cute in them, watching snow and listening to Jaime be vaguely pissy about the cold. He’s with his lover. And he’d rather do that than anything else. Jaime knows. It’s sweet. He cards a hand through Bart’s curls while he considers this, maybe having flustered himself a little. Bart smiles against his neck, that same cute, sleepy smile, nuzzles him a little from where he sits tucked into him.

“Don’t tell me you’re falling asleep?” Jaime whispers. Bart offers a breathless laugh in response.

“‘Course not,” A small pause, a consideration, and then, “Not yet, anyway.”

“You can if you want to,” Jaime tells him, gently, sweetly, quietly. He can feel Bart shiver a little against him-- he likes it when they talk sweet like this, just the two of them, snuggly and sweet on each other and maybe a little playfully teasing.

“I know,” Bart returns softly, respecting this new atmosphere, “But I don’t want to. I’d rather snuggle you.”

“Evidently, since you’re still here.”

“I wouldn’t wanna be anywhere else,” Bart informs him, punctuating his statement with a kiss to his collarbone that draws a small gasp from him, “I wanna be wherever you are.”

“Sappy,” Jaime mumbles, letting his eyes close as his cheeks heat up, Bart beginning a quiet string of kisses over his neck, his shoulders, his jaw. Sweet kisses, sleepy kisses. Slow kisses. Slow-- something Bart isn’t, never is, unless he wants to dote on his lover. Which, evidently-- he does.

“Love you,” He whispers against Jaime’s jaw, right under his ear, before he tilts his head to suck a mark there. It pulls a flustered breath from Jaime’s throat, from his chest, and paints his cheeks red. He’s easy to fluster, easy to work up. Bart knows it. Takes advantage of it, even, with those pretty green eyes fluttering so close to his, that wicked smile too close to Jaime’s mouth, those mischievous hands fluttering under the hem of his shirt, his waistband, tugging at his zipper.

Right now, however, there’s none of those risque shenanigans. Bart seems pretty content to suck and kiss and nip and whisper along his neck, his hands in the most chaste place possible, tangled in his lover’s hair. Still. It feels heavy, it feels intimate, it sends little shocks tracing their ways through Jaime’s veins, little flashes of yellow and red and green.

“You’re teasing me.”

“What gave it away?” Bart’s voice is a breathless laugh, his smile pressed to the sensitive skin in the juncture of Jaime’s neck and his shoulder. It makes him shiver, makes him tangle his fingers in Bart’s hair and pull him away from his neck in favor of kissing him on the lips. The speedster makes a soft noise, of surprise, and maybe a little protest before he promptly melts into the kiss. Jaime can feel his eyes flutter closed against his cheek, can feel that breathy sigh escape his lips.

And Jaime’s easy to tease, sure, but so is Bart. And two can play this game. It’s tactful when Jaime turns the chaste little kiss into something deeper, tilting his head and slipping tongue into the equation at the same time that his hand comes to rest on the small of the speedster’s back and he pulls him deeper. The boy gasps, but the sound is swallowed up by the new nature of the kiss and Jaime’s intentions to melt him. Bart seems unsure of where to put his hands for all of half a second before those lithe arms come to wind around Jaime’s neck.

He’s making little noises into their kiss, little soft gasps, tiny whines. It’s cute. It’s nice to get Bart like this, all helpless and flustered. Completely at his boyfriend’s mercy.

And then Jaime pulls back just enough to tuck his face into his speedster’s neck, to listen to his breath hitch in a sort of adorable anticipation, to feel his fingers tighten in his hair.

A pause. Bart’s impatient at the best of times, and he’s starting to squirm, and it’s cute, and it makes Jaime smile. And then a light kiss to his jaw, and then--

“Gotcha back.”

The lightest, chastest peck to the boy’s cheek, and then he pulls away completely.

And as he retreats back to his side of the couch, he picks back up his drink, which has cooled off significantly and he’s able to take a sip of now. Bart hasn’t moved, and out of curiosity Jaime glances over.

The sight is more than satisfying. Blushing, flustered, his lips red from the kissing, his eyes glazed over with a sort of flustered arousal as he appears to be processing. For all of a second, and then he starts pouting, whining, blushing out of embarrassment at being tricked and left unsatisfied.

“You’re the worst!”

“You started it,” Another sip of his drink, unable to help the smug look settling over his features.

“Yeah, and I was gonna finish it!” Bart protests, and in a flash he’s by Jaime’s side, snuggled close to him, damn near making him spill his drink.

“Tease,” Bart mumbles into his shoulder, quickly met with a sleepy hand carded through his hair. The snow keeps falling outside, and the fire keeps going inside, and the teasing and the flustering and the playfulness slowly subsides and gives way to sleep, falling off against each other, cuddled up and together and loving.

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