Committing to Being a Swiftie Part 3: Speak Now (TV)
Song: Mine
Would Save?: Since 2010
Best lyrics: "She is the best thing that's ever been mine"
Song: Sparks Fly
Would Save?: Since 2010
Best Lyrics: "Get me with those green eyes baby as the lights go down"
Thoughts: This song (especially "give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around") is just straight up like "oh, taylor fucks now"
Song: Back To December
Would Save?: Since 2010
Best Lyrics: "I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't" //
"I'd turn around and make it all right"
Thoughts: This is the first song (I think) where she admits she's the problem in the breakup, and she painted my most intense celeb crush as the most perfect boyfriend to ever exist so how was I not going to love it?
Song: Speak Now
Would save: Saved upon (TV) re-release -- Spring 2023
Best Lyrics: "The organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march"
Thoughts: Obviously this is fake?! But should she be breaking up a wedding...
Song: Dear John
Would Save: Upon TV re-release
Best Lyrics: "Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played by your dark, twisted games when I loved you so? I should've known"
Thoughts: I recently learned that she copied his guitar style to write this absolutely savage track about him. Slay, Tay.
Song: Mean
Would Save: Earlier this year/last year - due to hearing it out so often
Best Lyrics: "Someday, I'll be, living in big ol' city and all you're ever gonna be is mean"
Thoughts: this song always reminds me of boystown and rising above homophobia
Song: story of us
Would save: upon TV
Best lyrics: āwhy are we pretending this is nothing?ā
Thoughts: would gravitate to this occasionally as a Teen because itās high school drama to. The. Max.
Song: never grow up
Best lyrics: 14 thereās just so much you canāt do and you canāt wait to move out and call your own shots // memorize what it sounds like when your dad gets home, remember the footsteps
Thoughts: I only heard this when I was grown up š„ŗ but itās so sad!!
Song: enchanted
Would save: since 2012
Best lyrics: āplease donāt be in love with someone elseā // ādancing round all aloneā
Thoughts: literally got goosebumps listening live. Listened to the audio split for like 20 minutes on repeat (also get goosebumps each time) on my most recent plane ride. The owl city reply is not it. But I used to be obsessed at 17
Song: better than revenge
Would save: upon tv
Best lyrics: sheās better known for the things she does on the mattress (#SlutShamingVersionSupremecy)
Thoughts: I just connected that all the cheating songs on fearless are about this.
Song: innocent
Best lyrics: āyour string of lights is still bright to meā
Would save: no
Thoughts: this song is about Kanye but why tf is he assuming what his childhood (on the south side of Chicago) was like. Come on nowā¦.
Song: haunted
Would save: upon TV
best lyrics: ācome on come on donāt leave me like this.ā
Thoughts: this was my favorite song upon listening to TV
Song: last kiss
Would save: first one Iām saving on this listen
Best lyrics: Because I love your handshake, meeting my father. I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
Thoughts: I too would not want a last kiss with Joe Jonas
Song: long live
Would save: 2nd one Iām saving on this listen
Best lyrics: ātell them how the crowds went wild. Tell them how I hope they shine.ā
Thoughts: this was the perfect end to eras
Song: Ours
Would Save: no
Best lyrics: "people throw rocks at things that shine"
Song: Superman
Would save: no
Best lyrics: "I wish the cards were from you, I wish the call was from you"
Thoughts: Could this song be more about romanticizing the idea of someone?
Song: Electric Touch
Would Save: no
Best lyrics: "I'm trying hard not to look like I'm trying"
Thoughts: When I heard about this collab I was so excited -- only to be let down
Song: When Emma Falls in Love
Would Save: Did upon TV
Best Lyrics: "Sometimes I wish I was her"
Song: I Can See You
Would Save: Did upon TV
Best Lyrics: "You Can See me as your secret Mission"
Thoughts: This song was way too horny to come out in 2010 for Taylor Swift
Song: Castles Crumbling
Would Save: no
Best lyrics: Now they're screaming at the palace gates, used to chant my name
Song: Foolish One
Would Save: Actually unliked it LOL
Best Lyrics: "Stop checking your mailbox for confessions of love"
Song: Timeless
Would save: hell no
Best Lyrics: "even if we met on a crowded street in 1944..." (uh.....)
Thoughts: The audacity of this song... yes I know its about her grandparents who fought in WWII but something tells me she won't be performing it in idk, all of Europe next year. How did not think this through and claim to be a mastermind??? I literally gasped when I heard it the first time because how many people in the world literally did not feel comfortable walking down the street in 1944.
Final thoughts: this is my favorite TV (so far!) and it got me to listen to the whole album since it came out in high school. 15/22
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adrenaline | vernon chwe
When you're your boyfriend's favorite post concert ritual
š¤ Pairing: rockstarboyfriend!vernon x reader
š¤ Word Count: 1.5k
š¤ Rating: 18+
š¤ Genre: Smut, mainly pwp, some fluff, established relationship, rockstar au
š¤ Warnings: Vernon's a hot rockstar (wbk), explicit language, explicit sexual content (we love post concert dressing room sex š¤©), unprotected sex (be safe pls), rough sex, banter/teasing, choking, mention of oral (m receiving), Vern has some dom tendencies, dirty talk, mention of masturbation, marking/biting/scratching, groping, some degradation, praise, making out, hair pulling, there's some softā¢ļø moments
A/N: So I promise I am working on finishing up domino, but this idea took over my brain the last few days and I HAD to write it š„¹ 2 Minus 1 Vernon at the concert this weekend absolutely ruined me and then my writer brain just went off the rails lmao but I hope you still enjoy if you decide to read it š„° Thank you to everyone who takes the time to read anything from me, your love and support means so much š„ŗš
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Your boyfriend was never more in his element than when he was on stage. Performing like his life depended on it to a crowd of screaming and adoring fans.
He was a true rockstar. Decked out in all black. Chains and buckles. Tight leather hugging his gorgeous body in all the right ways. Wild hair soaked. Skin glistening with sweat. He always looked like pure sex.
Sex. Vernon's dressing room absolutely reeked of it. Not to mention that the mirror he currently had you propped up against was sufficiently clouded over, the vanity rocking against the wall from your movements.
"You know, fuck. One day we might actually break one of these things." your boyfriend huffed out as his fingers dug even harder into your hips.
You giggled mischievously before nipping at his ear, "Is that a challenge I hear?"
After show fucks were truly a different breed, with Vernon always being fueled by untamed raging adrenaline. His final encore stage. Until you screamed for him just like the crowd had.
"Not unless you wanna explain to the venue how it broke."
He punctuated his response with a harsh snap of his hips, and you let out a choked gasp. How he always still had the energy to fuck you like this after performing for over two hours was really a mystery to you. He was just so rough. So wild. And you absolutely fucking loved it.
"Joke's on you babe. I would happily brag about getting my back blown out by the Vernon Chwe." you quipped, eyes dancing with amusement.
Vernon, however, was definitely not amused. Not if his dark piercing gaze was anything to go by.
"God, you've got a smart fucking mouth." he snarled, and you felt his hand curve around your neck a moment later.
"Yeah. A mouth that you fucking love."
His grip tightened slightly, reminding you of how he would hold his mic stand as he worked the stage and crowd.
"I should've had you choke on my cock instead. Avoided all this bratty back talk. I know that's what you were thinking about all night, wasn't it sweetheart?"
The cocky smirk he gave you paired with his words had you instantly clenching around him. Vernon chuckled as he slightly slowed his pace, "I do see you, you know. You always look so fucked out just from watching me perform."
His cock dragged inside of you, making you squirm on the vanity.
"Fuck, Vernon."
He repositioned his head so that his warm breath was hitting your ear with each exhale, and you whimpered as he kept up the longer, deeper strokes. You could literally feel every single inch of him, splitting you open and lifting you into the clouds. Especially with the way his hand around your throat was just slightly restricting your air flow.
"I always look for you. And it's always the same when I find you." Vernon started, and you nearly jumped when his free hand ghosted over your clit, "Dying for me to touch you."
You moaned shamelessly, and immediately felt the faintest of touches once more.
"To have my hands on you." he went on, hand trailing higher up your body to grope your breast.
Your clothes were in complete disarray with your chest fully exposed, but Vernon still had his entire ensemble on. Only stripping enough to free his cock from the confines of his tight leather pants. And something about the contrast always drove you absolutely mad.
Because the man couldn't even wait long enough to change before fucking you. He was on you the moment he stepped off the stage. And you let him have you any way he wanted.
On the vanity like tonight. The couch. Up against the door. The wall. Even the floor. Really any surface was fair game.
You were definitely enjoying the vanity tonight though. The coolness of the mirror against your bare back at least served as an anchor if nothing else.
"My mouth."
His head ducked down, and your nails scratched at his biceps through his shirt when you felt his lips wrap around your nipple.
"Shit." you hissed as his tongue flicked over your bud.
The same tongue that had been teasing and torturing you while he'd been on stage all night. Darting out to lick his lips in between songs. Swiping across the length of his mouth when he was singing.
And a personal kryptonite for you. When it would be poking through his cheek, and that signature cocky expression was plastered across his features. In those moments, it would take every bit of restraint you had not to rush the stage.
His hand had loosened around your neck, but the weight of it there was still enough to maintain the light headed, fuzzy feeling. His teeth tugged at your nipple, and your head fell back against the foggy glass as a breathy moan slipped out.
"I bet you're even tempted to touch yourself, aren't you? Even in a crowd full of people. Filthy girl." Vernon murmured against your skin, and you immediately felt goosebumps spring up.
Well he definitely didn't make it easy. Not with the sexy way he confidently owned the stage every single time. Or the fact that those damn leather pants gave you a very visible and very distracting outline of his cock.
The rasp and growl in his voice mirrored the way he growled into your ear when he was pounding into you. The veins in his neck prominent and bulging whenever he would be passionately belting out lyrics. A familiar sight when you would look up at him while his cock was down your throat. Everything was just such a fucking turn on and it made you hate him just the tiniest bit.
"So impatient for cock. Even though you know you'll get what you want as soon as the show is over. You always do, don't you sweetheart? My spoiled little brat."
He switched back to his prior brutal pace without a warning, and your hands frantically clawed at his arms as your body rocked back against the mirror. Sounds of pleasure flowed freely from your mouth. Let the whole damn venue hear, you really didn't give a fuck.
"Are you gonna scream for me, sweetheart?" Vernon inquired, and the husky edge to his voice had your walls tightening around him once again.
One of his fingers strummed across your clit, and you cried out.
"You know yours are my favorite."
"Vernonā¦pleaseā¦so close." you managed to say in between heaving breaths.
His lips roughly crashed against yours, and it was like music, loud and bright and beautiful, bursting inside you. His hand on your neck reached up to twist into your hair at the same time that you felt more of his fingers attending to your clit.
The kiss devolved into a heated collision of tongue and teeth as you practically sobbed into Vernon's mouth. There was only one thing your boyfriend knew better than music, and that was your body. And right now he was playing you in all the right ways.
He stroked your bundle of nerves faster while his cock reached the deepest part of you. A scream was ripped from your throat as you came suddenly, your hands wrapping around his back and clumsily clutching at his shoulders. Vernon groaned as his thrusts grew more erratic.
"Fuck, sweetheart. You feel so fucking perfect. I'm right there with you." he rasped out, still lazily trying to chase your lips.
"I love youā¦so much. And I'm soā¦proud ofā¦you."
You did your best to convey the heartfelt words in the midst of also coming down from your high. Vernon gave you the softest, sappiest smile, and the symphony inside you erupted.
He kissed you gently, both of you beaming against each other's mouths. You felt him twitch inside you, and then he was coming undone and joining you up in the clouds.
His forehead rested against your shoulder after several moments as he tried to catch his breath. You peppered loving kisses all over his neck and the side of his face, Vernon letting out a series of tired giggles.
"I love you, sweetheart."
You hummed against his skin, "I love you. My rockstar."
"God, you're an even bigger adrenaline rush than going on stage."
You laughed at that, the movement jostling both of your bodies slightly.
"You know I have to say, I think you just gave one of the best performances of your life." you added playfully.
"Yeah, well, I do live to serve and please my audience. Especially my favorite one." he said back, lightly pinching your hip.
A mischievous grin slowly spread across your face.
"I wouldn't say I'm completely satisfied though."
Your boyfriend's head shot up immediately, a mixture of panic and confusion adorning his features.
"Wait, you-"
"I haven't gotten my souvenir T-shirt yet." you cut him off, pouting for dramatic effect.
The worst happened. Vernon tongued the inside of his cheek, "Oh, I'll give you a souvenir."
By the time the two of you stumbled out of the dressing room at the end of the night, you were going home with the whole damn gift shop. That was okay though, cause Vernon had definitely done some "shopping" of his own. Yeah, good luck to his make-up artist for the next few shows. That woman was definitely going to have her work cut out for her.
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