#the covid-19 virus and the house fire and my parents divorce and a friends suicide and my dogs death and so much more is just piling on
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so tired
#im.. sad#im very sad#and hopeless#my coping methods arent working anymore#i used to have healthy ways to cope but im so stressed that even those arent working#im so tired#i wanna sleep for eternity#no matter how much sleep i get i cant stop being exhausted#the covid-19 virus and the house fire and my parents divorce and a friends suicide and my dogs death and so much more is just piling on#i cant sleep anymore because of the stress#i fall asleep but i wake up in the night gasping for air because i feel like im back in the fire#i fall asleep but i wake up because im so scared about the virus#i fall asleep but i wake up thinking about how im so powerless and weak and insignificant in this world#i dont know whether i wanna die or not#im scared about the virus killing my family and i dont wanna die#yet i find myself feeling like i wanna die anyways even though i dont really wanna die#i wanna keep living and after years of wishing i was dead i wanna keep going for as long as i can#i dont want my life or my familys life taken away before we have a chance at a normal life
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