#the author is kaeyapilled on tumblr and uhhhh lingeringmoons i think on ao3
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that kaveh fic where he said "he won't dare say it makes him feel better, because he knows that isn't true. he thinks he still remembers what 'better' feels like, and this isn't it"
#yeah#you get it#it lives in my head all the time#bouncing around in there#because that... that really is how it is#i cant recommend the fic in good faith#i have like a general rule against recommending sh and/or suicide fics to others#but#this one eats me alive#ive read it so many fucking times#the little “oh. there it is again.”#and and and#“it isn't 'relief' exactly”#the very detached aside with tighnari asking after him#“...have you been better?” when i tell you my ribs shattered into a million pieces#“i can do this by myself... you don't have to... you don't have to” i think being run over by a train would hurt less#man this hurts to read physically#there is real aches and pain in my arms and chest#i adore this fic#kaveh genshin impact#the author is kaeyapilled on tumblr and uhhhh lingeringmoons i think on ao3#he sits by his own side#holds his own hand through it#kisses his own wounds#that line that line that line#it repeats like a mantra in my brain#it shouldn't that's the point of the fic#but god#it is so very#okay that's enough sorry for the rambles
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