#the antisemitism has been so bad that’s it’s triggered my agoraphobia to the point that it’s hard to attend services reliably | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dykesynthezoid · 4 months ago

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It’s been one (1) day and I’ve already seen the fact that Kamala Harris’s husband is (((Jewish))) brought up multiple times, so that’s gonna be a fun thing to deal with for the next four months and potentially another 4-8 years after that

#*to the tune of we didn’t start the fire* wikipedia censorship adidas tech outage kamala harris #truthfully my conversion has had to be paused. partly bc I’m moving and basically having to start over with a new temple and partly bc #the antisemitism has been so bad that’s it’s triggered my agoraphobia to the point that it’s hard to attend services reliably #feels weird to take it out of my bio tho.#like it’s Still Happening. if it wasn’t; if I didn’t remain so deeply in it; none of this would hurt so much #it is funny trying to be hopeful about the election bc no matter what happens my brain is like well either way the antisemitism won’t be #improving #not that it changes how I’ll be voting 🤷🏼‍♂️#but yeah it’s. something. walking around and knowing that things will likely only get harder no matter what.#and that to a certain extent it IS a choice I’m making. I’m choosing this. I’m staring down the barrel.#but ofc the only other choice is denying a part of my soul. denying my own becoming. that self-actualization #antisemitism

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