#the answer is you cant hes not fixable not in this world but sometimes you will look at him and glimpse a world

[gooopy]

Song that fits my oc event 1000000 injured 9000 killed

[virdityshattred]

 Head canon:   How i imagine Micheal and Helel became mates.  { You don’t have to swing with this this is just what i imagine.}   ------------------- Micheal, a warrior by nature and very organized and as quick as a whip though sometimes thought to be a little arrogant his passion was fighting designed to lead armies and smite the unholy thus struggled with the concept of being social being only a warrior.  Helel,  a master musician who possessed the ability to craft music beautiful such it would make anybody cry, the polar opposite of Micheal  and stunningly beautiful himself.   Popular among many for his music and status as god’s favorite but Helel didn’t want that for was more interested in his music rather then being the sociable one and would often hide away in his personal garden.    After awhile several angels begun to notice how perfect they were for each other, they may have been the polar opposite of each other.  Gabriel had noticed they were perfect for each other first, the messenger had known for a long time observing they truly cared deeply for each other although actually never openly said so it was in the way which they’d do little things to show they did.  Later on when Raphael got a little older Gabriel spent a large amount of his time trying to get Raphael to see it too given the healer previously only thought it was brotherly love but eventually Gabriel succeed.  Then later on several other angels saw it too.  Soon there was a rumor that spread all over heaven that the first two archangels were secretly dating and soon enough the story reached Helel’s ears.   “ What?!  that’s ridiculous Gabriel. Micheal is just my brother I’m not---”   Gabriel laughed a wide grin spreading across his face. “ Oh but Helel most of heaven thinks differently brother!  everybody can clearly see you care very much for Micheal just a little more then just  ‘ brothers’ would.”  “  But we’re not in a relationship Micheal is just my brother nothing more.” Helel put his hands over his face in embarrassment. “  And you say  most of heaven thinks this?”   Gabriel’s mouth twisted into a mischievous grin. “ Are you sure you want me to answer that?”   Helel groaned rubbing his forehead.  “  What am i going to do?  this is not something I’d like to deal with.”   Gabriel put a hand on his brother’s shoulder. “ Oh Helel don’t worry this is easily fixable, because this isn’t even a problem!  why are you so upset over these rumors?”  “ Because Gabriel he’s just my brother. We’re family not mates. Excuse me Gabriel i must be off. “   Helel headed off walking down the long halls of heaven from a far eyeing Micheal when the light bringer, deeply flustered and not sure what to make of this all  because he did care for his brother but it was just the light bringer didn’t have feelings for Micheal  like that.  { Not yetttttt}. When suddenly  Helel froze sensing a familiar grace behind him ---- light blue eyes’s became very wide it was Micheal himself!  quickly he spun around.     Micheal wore an expression which Helel took to be bored his eyes starring into the light blue eyes, the warrior stopped exactly three feet in front of the light bringer.  “ Helel. “   Silence. If angels were capable of blushing Helel would’ve been in the moment blushing bright red. “... Y----y---Yes?”  “ Do you love me. “   Helel’s eyes grew wider well he couldn't just say no to Micheal because he did just not in a romantic way.  “ Well--- i mean -- i do brother just not in a romantic way.”  Micheal gave a curt nod. “I--- feel the same way.  However our fellow siblings have spoken to me in my training time which was quite rude have convinced me you’d be the best candidate to be my mate thus I’d like you to join me this evening  to have spar with me, i imagine your fighting skills are quite rusty brother. I shall be waiting goodbye.” Giving a quick little bow and with a flap of wings flew away.   Helel stood still-- what in the name of their father had just happened?  the light bringer’s mouth fell open. A loud squeal could be heard and Gabriel came out of his hiding spot before Helel could react gave his brother a tight hug a wide grin plastered across his face. “ I knew it!!!   you and Mikey !    “  “G-- Gabriel please tell me what just happened. He -- just.----”   “ EEEEE I KNOW HELEL! I WAS LISTENING TO THE WHOLE THING!”   “ You---- were listening the whole time?”  Questioned Helel now more flustered then before.       “ I--  is this ridiculous.  I’m not even a fighter!”   “ OHHH!  JUST GIVE IT A CHANCE Helel you never knowwww how it might go. “  “ Gabriel I’m not a warrior i cant do it and that’s that.”  Gabriel sighed letting go of his brother knowing there was no changing Helel’s mind. “ But if you changed your mind let meeee knoww how it went “ with a giggle and with a flap of wings vanished.  With a flap of wings Helel went to his heaven and crafted more music it helped him think, to calm himself in times like this. What was he thinking? he couldn't just leave Micheal waiting for him that evening  alone it would be he sighed putting the instrument down casually strolling into his personal garden and walked about in it.  Micheal didn’t even let him accept the request before flying off, Micheal had a tendency to be very proper and there was no way which Micheal could think that was the right way to ask somebody out on a date?    { Oh father. }  thought Helel but what if Micheal was dreadfully shy after all was sometimes even more secluded then he was! more interested in training then being  social, constantly training.  Perhaps it had taken all of his courage just to ask him their father’s favorite creation, the bringer of light so popular among many other angels that just didn’t have enough to see if he’d accept.   Helel sighed in exasperation that really did seem like the likely explanation he really didn’t want to go on this date but did feel sorry for his elder brother so that was that he’d go so headed back into the main room and again with a flap of wings begun to head off to meet Micheal.    Micheal breathed heavily as he waited patiently by the training room what had he done?   Helel wasn’t a fighter like himself besides had been far too blunt and even maybe a little rude. Helel would never come he’d never come father he felt like such an idiot.    Suddenly Micheal looked up from starring  at the ground quickly changing his mind this just wasn’t Helel’s thing at all.  Helel stood in front of the elder archangel in silence both were silent for a few minutes then finally Micheal spoke.  “ Helel-- it’s -- -I’m glad you could come tonight but perhaps fighting is not the best way to converse. “  “ The pleasure is all mine.  Not really ---but i do have a personal garden which we could simply just talk in. “  “ That sounds delightful. “    So the two archangels went back to Helel’s personal garden which looked exactly like something straight out of a fantasy book, exotic flowers that can only be found in heaven, a small pond in the distance, the greenest grass, stairs leading down further into the garden, trees with fruits also exotic that could also only be found in heaven etc; it was truly a world of it’s own.  Both archangels weren’t sure how long they talked for and laughed.  Helel played Micheal some of his music, bringing tears to Micheal’s eyes  and Micheal showed Helel some of his moves in fighting both impressed by each other.   They shared their common interests and talked of ages long ago sharing their favorite memories and shared laughter.  Eventually the two archangels bid each other a goodnight.  “ Helel-- i-- i had good time. “  “ Me too Micheal.”  “  I’m sorry i acted so rudely and rushed away. I was nervous. I am very sorry.”  “ It’s alright. I forgive you.”    “ Perhaps tomorrow--- i can help you improve on your fighting?  “  “ I’d like that. “  “ Very well. Good night Helel. “   Once Micheal had left Helel went back to his heaven and crawled into his bed he couldn't bealive what had just happened, they truly had so much in common and Gabriel had been right for once.  He begun to wonder what was in store for him and Micheal?   were they truly meant to be like Gabriel claimed and most of the other low rank angels? He didn’t know it was too soon to tell so laid down and went to sleep.   Soon enough Helel’s and Micheal’s relationship blossomed like a flower becoming stronger, they became closer then they had been then before Gabriel and Raphael and now the ( in human years) teenage Balthazar were all very excited, the couple they’d been rooting for all this time was happening before their very eyes.  Helel always felt so at home with Micheal as did Micheal with Helel, they loved to listen to each other and then developed feelings for each other.    It was Helel who decided to confront these feelings first the light bringer took Micheal into his personal garden for privacy, the two of them sat in lush green grass incredibility soft and would be later used in Eden.  There was no pine coins or anything that one could sit upon and would be rather painful.  “ Micheal. Do you love me?”  “ Yes i do Helel.”  “ Will you be my mate?”  “ Of course.”     @helloimthetrickster, @nptperfect-indadseyes