#the “we always share your bed” scene but with ellie??? somebody come get me

[iactuallykissedsharawheeler]

i need an ellie and a reader who they thought was dead, turn out to be a succubus... and i need it bad.

[camrensrealbish]

Camila’s spotify playlists 2015 part 2

So I found Camila’s playlists and wanted to have a look at the lyrics, thought I’d share my thoughts on this with you.

On my mind - Ellie Goulding

It's a little dirty how the whole thing started I don't even really know what you intended Thought that you were cute and you could make me jealous Poured it down, so I poured it down Next thing that I know I'm in the hotel with you  ---- Locked in the hotel /There's just some things that never change(Señorita)

You were talking deep like it was mad love to you You wanted my heart but I just liked your tattoos Poured it down, so I poured it down

And now I don't understand it You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth And I know I shouldn't say it But my heart don't understand

I always hear, always hear them talking Talking 'bout a girl, 'bout a girl with my name Saying that I hurt you but I still don't get it You didn't love me, no, not really Wait, I could have really liked you I'll bet, I'll bet that's why I keep on thinking 'bout you It's a shame (shame), you said I was good

You got yourself in a dangerous zone 'Cause we both have the fear, fear of being alone

Why I got you on my mind (you think you know somebody)

Wasn’t expecting that - Jamie Lawson 

It was only a smile but my heart it went wild I wasn't expecting that ----- But I expect, You expect, We expect (Expectations)-----

Just a delicate kiss, anyone could've missed I wasn't expecting that

Did I misread the sign? Your hand slipped into mine I wasn't expecting that You spent the night in my bed, You woke up and you said "Well, I wasn't expecting that"

I thought love wasn't meant to last, I thought you were just passing through If I ever get the nerve to ask What did I get right to deserve somebody like you? I wasn't expecting that It was only a word, it was almost mis-heard I wasn't expecting that But it came without fear, A month turned into a year I wasn't expecting that

Isn't it strange how a life can be changed In the flicker of the sweetest smile We were married in spring You know I wouldn't change a thing Without that innocent kiss, what a life I'd have missed

If you'd not took a chance on a little romance When I wasn't expecting that Time doesn't take long, three kids up and gone I wasn't expecting that When the nurses they came, said it's come back again I wasn't expecting that Then you closed your eyes, you took my heart by surprise I wasn't expecting that!

Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran

You look so wonderful in your dress I love your hair like that The way it falls on the side of your neck Down your shoulders and back We are surrounded by all of these lies And people that talk too much You got that kind of look in your eyes As if no one knows anything but us ----I’m sorry, but these lines Camren af ---

Should this be the last thing I see I want you to know it's enough for me 'Cause all that you are is all that I'll ever need

I'm so in love So in love So in love So in love

You look so beautiful in this light Your silhouette over me The way it brings out the blue in your eyes Is the Tenerife sea And all of the voices surrounding us here They just fade out when you take a breath Just say the word and I will disappear Into the wilderness

Lumiere, darling Lumiere over me

You look so wonderful in your dress I love your hair like that And in the moment I knew you, Beth

Pass out - Tinie Tempas

Let's have a toast, a celebration, get a glass out And we can do this until we pass out So let it rain, let it pour away And we won't come down Until we hit the ground and pass out Look at me I've been a cheeky bastard, man and Look at all the drama we started, now I’m In here laying on my back Saying DJ won't you give me one more track? So let it rain, let it pour away And we won't come down Until we hit the ground and pass out So let it rain, let it pour away And we won't come down Until we hit the ground and pass out

Taken - One Direction

Now that you can't have me You suddenly want me Now that I'm with somebody else You tell me you love me I slept on your doorstep Begging for one chance Now that I finally moved on You say that you missed me all along

Who do you think you are? ---- I have questions for you / Number one, tell me who you think you are (I have questions)---- Who do you think I am? You only love to see me breaking You only want me 'cause I'm taken You don't really want my heart No, you just like to know you can Still be the one who gets it breaking You only want me when I'm taken

You're messing with my head Girl that's what you do best Saying there's nothing you won't do To get me to say yes You're impossible to resist But I wouldn't bet your heart on it It's like I'm finally awake And you're just a beautiful mistake

Thank you for showing me Who you are underneath No, thank you, I don't need Another heartless misery You think I'm doing this to make you jealous And I know that you hate to hear this But this is not about you anymore

---- this song has such a ‘Should’ve said it’ and I have questions vibe ----

Some mistakes - One Direction

Circles, we're going in circles Dizzy's all it makes us We know where it takes us We've been before Closer, maybe looking closer There's more to discover Find out what went wrong without blaming each other ----  With no confrontation / I really wish we could talk about it instead (Expectations)----

Think that we got more time When we're falling behind Gotta make up our minds Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change And we take, take, take it for granted that we'll be the same But we're making all the same mistakes

Wake up, we both need to wake up Maybe if we face up to this We can make it through this Closer, maybe we'll be closer Stronger than we were before, yeah Make this something more, yeah

Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix And you pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay While you're making all the same mistakes

Don't look back But if we don't look back We're only learning then How to make all the same, same mistakes again

I know there’s gonna be - Jamie xx

Good times, good times There's gonna be good times, good times I know there's gonna be

Worth every date til we meetings Have to turn it up on weekends Bust a toast to your real friends Tell me what you drinkin'

Remember we used to pull up and let 'em fight? That's that hood time Remember when I used to grab on that ass when it was that wood time? Yeah if that bitch walk up trippin' she get that mush time I don't waste time, I don't waste time I don't have patience, baby She gon' get on top of this dick And she gon' squish it like squish, then go fast, she Speed Racer We gon' ball, Walter Payton She my boss like I'm Prince's son Come here bae, I'ma listen I let her write me my suggestions Pop quiz, it's a pop quiz All my money comin' clean, you can't pop this She got that pussy locked up like locksmith Watch her come to my lights like a reindeer Me and papi on the same pills My diamonds could never stand still Where you goin'? Can you come here? ----Ok, so this one reminds me of Lauren’s More than that ( I need more than them diamonds that you got around your neck) and Camila’s In the dark ( Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' / Making the rounds with all your fake friends) as well as My Oh My ( She came with you and then left with me, I went up a point, let's call it even (yeah) / Don't like the car she in, gonna end up buying her a new Beamer (let's go)------

I'll always take you back for your sex appeal (Good time, hey) Come have a good time, bust a back wine

Know say you wan' gimme suckle and corn Me deal with the scene rough like crime I make ya sing this timeI know there's gonna be good times, there's gonna be good times There's gonna be good times, there's gonna be good

I'ma ride in that pussy like a stroller I'll survive in a mothafuckin' gutter That's my mothafuckin' woadie, like the Noila And I'm comin' red like Coke-Cola I'ma have a very good time I swear to God I can't never sound like lil shorty She say she likes all of her nigga's rhymes Where is my phone? That pussy callin' I want you to pass it to Thugger Thugger Even in the summer time me and lil shawty cuddle ----  I don't be trippin on lil' shawty, I let her do whatever she please I don't be kissin' on lil' shawty, she don't be kissin' on me either (My Oh My)---- I swear to God I'ma tip you, don't got to struggle Baby girl sit it down, you not known like an usher I told lil' mama I don't bite but my teeth do I wanna control you like voodoo I'm steady screaming free Unfunk and DuLu

Wild - Troye Sivan 

Trying hard not to fall On the way home You were trying to wear me down, down Kissing up on fences and up on walls  On the way home I guess it's all working out, now'

Cause there's still too long to the weekend Too long till I drown in your hands Too long since I've been a fool, oh

Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild

We're alike you and I Two blue hearts locked in our wrong minds So can we make the most out of no time? Can you hold me? Can you make me leave my demons and my broken pieces behind?  ----  Who are you in the dark? / Show me the scary parts (In the dark)----

Also fun fact: Camila and Lauren partying with Troye in May 2016 

Beggin for thread - Banks

So I got edges that scratch And sometimes I don't got a filter But I'm so tired of eating All of my misspoken words I know my disposition gets confusing My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state That's why you wanna come out and play with me, yeah Why?Stooped down and out, you got me beggin' for thread To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head Stupidly think you had it under control Strapped down to something that you don't understand Don't know what you were getting yourself into You should have known, secretly I think you knew

I got some dirt on my shoes My words can come out as a pistol I'm no good at aiming But I can aim it at you I know my actions, they may get confusing But my unstable ways is my solution To even space

Sex - 1975 --- first of all, this is classic Camren song: the 1975 concert in 2014, also it shows up on multiple playlists in the following years and Lauren’s instagram story----

And this is how it starts You take your shoes off in the back of my van My shirt looks so good When it's just hanging off your back And she said use your hands and my spare time We've got one thing in common it's this tongue of mine She said she's got a boyfriend anyway----- Camila’s Like friends do ?-----

There's only minutes before I drop you off And all we seem to do it talk about sex She's got a boyfriend anyway She's got a boyfriend anyway I love your friend when I saw his film He's got a funny face but I like that because he still looks cool She's got a boyfriend anyway She's got a boyfriend anyway

Now we are on the bed in my room And I'm about to fill his shoes But you say no But do you say no Does he take care of you Or could I easily fill his shoes Do you say no Do you say no

And now we're just outside of town And you're making your way down She's got a boyfriend anyway She's got a boyfriend anyway And I'm not trying to stop you love But if we're gonna do anything we might as well just fuck She's got a boyfriend anyway She's got a boyfriend anyway

You've got your tongue pierced anyway You in your hightops anyway You in your skinny jeans anyway You and your fit friends anyway I'd take them all out any day They've all got back combs anyway You've all got boyfriends anyway

One night - Ed Sheeran

Lying in a bedroom Lighting up a Benson Face hair is growing So I cut with a vengeance Hey, did I mention As she makes an entrance Said I had a tendency To finish off a sentence

Oh well, she's a local girl No make-up Cos she knows me well Hair tied up in elastic band With a kiss on the cheek For her one-night man

Is it fast food I'll regret it after And I needed money But I'm too shy to ask her So she buys me chips and cheese And I tell her I love her And she's all I need I take it with a cold glass Of the fruit and the barley She's still a sucker for the ----I’m a sucker for the way that you move, babe (Never be the same)---- Apple and Bacardi Heading to the party Sitting in the car seat B.E.P. on radio It makes me feel naughty

I don't wanna go alone

Tell her that I love her Tell her that I need her Tell her that she's more Than a one-night stand Tell her that she turns my cheeks The colour of my hair All I wanna do is be near

Tell her that I want her Tell her that I need her Tell her that she's more than a one-night stand Tell her that I love her More than anyone else If you don't, then I'll tell her myself

And we've got love in us So if the drink kill us We're gonna dance all night ---- Lauren’s All night---- Till the floor fillers If we talk outside I say I hate wasps too I don't really dance So I'll just watch you ----  I just need your eyes on me So I can see you watching me move it, move it, move it (Back to me)---- Are you taking me back tonight? Tell me if that's alright I don't wanna be here I'm not the sofa type Tell me if you have a toothbrush You don't mind sharing She said I wanna take off What you're wearing

Conclusions

I’ve recently read Karlaswine’s song analysis from Camila and Romance and it really got me thinking. (like e.g. In the dark). The relationship got complicated in the second half of 2015 and some of Camila’s (Consequences, Real Friends, OMG) and Lauren’s (Expectations, Nada, More than that) songs could be about that time. 

And this playlists seems to confirm this theory about the rough time in late 2015, plus the general theme of inconsistency and being friends with benefits at times.

[omegaqueencas]

he laughs at my dreams but i dream about his laughter | a drarry fanmix

O1. Under the sheets by Ellie Goulding { we're under the sheets and you're killing me, in our house made of paper, your words all over me. we're under the sheets and you're killing me, in here the world won't bring us down, our plan is golden. out there a girl could drown, in here we're frozen. where did the people go? my hands are empty. you're not the answer i should know } O2. Play Date by Melanie Martinez { we're just playing hide and seek, it's getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you. i don't want to play no games, i'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you. i don't give a fuck about you anyway, whoever said i give a shit about you? you never share your toys or communicate, i guess i'm just a play date to you. you know i give a fuck about you everyday, i guess it's time i tell you the truth. if i share my toys will you let me stay? don't want to leave this play date with you } O3. I found by Amber Run { i'll use you as a focal point so i don't lose sight of what i want. and i moved further than i thought i could, but i miss you more than i thought i would. i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me, talk some sense to me } O4. Addicted by Saving Abel { i want to take my love and hate you til the end. it's not like you to turn away from all the bullshit i can't take. it's not like me to walk away. i'm so addicted to all the things you do, when you go down on me in between the sheets, all the sounds you make, with every breath you take it's unlike anything when you're loving me } O5. You don't own me by Grace feat G-Easy { don't tell me what to do and don't tell me what to say. please, when i go out with you, don't put me on display. you don't own me. don't try to change me in any way. you don't own me. don't tie me down 'cause i'd never stay. i don't tell you what to say, i don't tell you what to do, so just let me be myself, that's all i ask of you. i'm young and i love to be young. i'm free and i love to be free to live my life the way i want, to say and do whatever i please } O6. Wicked Game by Chris Isaak { the world was on fire, and no one could save me but you. it's strange what desire will make foolish people do. i never dreamed that i'd meet somebody like you and i never dreamed that i'd ever lose somebody like you. no, i don't wanna fall in love. no, i don't wanna fall in love with you } O7. Kiss with a fist by Florence + The Machine { you hit me once, i hit you back. you gave a kick, i gave a slap. you smashed a plate over my head. then i set fire to our bed. my back eye sets no shadow, you red eye sees nothing. your slaps don't stick, your kicks don't hit, so we remain the same } O8. I won't say I'm in love by Disney's Hercules { you keep on denying who you are and how you're feeling. baby, we're not buying, hon, we saw you hit the ceiling. face it like a grown up, when you gonna own up that you got it bad? no chance, no way, i won't say it. give up, give in, check the grin, you're in love. this scene won't play, i won't say i'm in love. don't be proud, it's okay you're in love. at least out loud, i won't say i'm in love } O9. Just the girl by The Click Five { she laughs at my dreams but i dream about her laughter. strange as it seems, she's the one i'm after. 'cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me offa my feet and i can't help myself, i don't want anyone else. she's a mystery, she's too much for me, but i keep coming back for more. she's just the girl i'm looking for } 1O. How to be a Heartbreaker by Marina and the Diamonds { rule number one is that you gotta have fun, but baby when you're done you gotta be the first to run. rule number two, just don't get attached to somebody you could lose. rule number three, wear your heart on your cheek but never on your sleeve unless you wanna taste defeat. rule number four, gotta be looking pure, say goodbye at the door and leave them wanting more. girls, we do whatever it will take 'cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break in two, so it's better to be fake. can't risk losing in love again, babe } 11. Hate that I love you by Rihanna feat Ne-yo { must everything you do make me wanna smile? can i not like you for a while? but you won't let me. you upset me, girl, and then you kiss my lips, all of a sudden i forget that i was upset, can't remember what you did, but I hate it. you know exactly what to do so that i can't stay mad at you for too long, that's wrong. you know exactly how to touch so that i don't want to fuss and fight no more. said i despise that i adore you and i hate how much i love you, boy, i can't stand how much i need you }  12. Better than me by Hinder { the bed i'm lying in is getting colder. wish i never would've said it's over and i can't pretend i won't think about you when i'm older 'cause we never really had our closure. this can't be the end. i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes. and i think you should this, you deserve much better than me } 13. Devils don't fly by Natalia Kills { and when i'm gone, remember you're the one. just because i fight it doesn't mean i never learned how to love. you know devils don't fly so don't expect me not to fall. devils don't fly but, god, we almost had it all. and i got chains and you got wings, you know that life ain't fair sometimes, but devils don't fly. but i try. angels were never meant to fall and you were the loveliest of all } 14. One more night by Maroon 5 { you and i go hard at each other like we're going to war, you and i go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the doors, you and i get so damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score, you and i get sick, yeah i know we can't do this no more. so i cross my heart and i hope to die that i'll only stay with you one more night. and i know i've said it a million times but i'll only stay with you one more night. try to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes, try to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath. i'll be waking up in the morning probably hating myself and i'll be waking up feeling satisfied but guilty as hell } 15. Wrecking ball by Miley Cyrus { we kissed, i feel under your spell, a love no one could deny. don't you ever say i just walked away, i will always want you. i can't live a lie, running from my life, i will always want you. i never meant to start a war, i just wanted you to let me in and instead of using force i guess i should have let you in } 16. Whatever we started by Richard Marx { come over and i'll put my hands where i want to. end of the bed with my scent still left on you. baby, don't pretend we could ever just be friends after i have been inside of you. we can't stop whatever we started, can't resist what's meant to be. forget whatever we promised, i want you all over me } 17. Don't deserve you by Plumb { you're the light inside my eyes, you give me reason to keep tryin, yYou give me more than i could dream and you bring me to my knees. your heart is gold and how am i the one that you've chosen to love? i still can't believe that you're right next to me after all that i've done. i don't deserve your love, but you give it to me anyway. can't get enough, you're everything i need and when i walk away, you take off running and come right after me, it's what you do and i don't deserve you. i don't deserve a chance like this, i don't deserve a love that gives me everything. you're everything i want } 18. I want your bite by Chris Crocker { some believe in love at first sight but this is just lust on the first night. if it turns into more then that's alright but right now i don't want your kiss, i want your bite. wanna feel your teeth on my neck, wanna taste the salt of your sweat, gonna rock your body all night } 19. Freeze you out by Sia { so here's my heart for you to hold, feel it beat, feel the warm blood flow through my cold, feel it thaw out. yeah, i've felt the fear but i push through, it's so worth loving you. you wanted more and so i thawed out and i know you were worth it. and i know this could work if i could only let you in but i'm freezing. i'm not running away, i will feel the pain and stay. i'm not running away even though i'm scared, baby. and i won't freeze you out like i have been, i won't freeze you out, i'm gonna let you in. and i won't freeze you out like i have been, i won't freeze you out, my heart is melting } 2O. True Love by P!nk { sometimes i hate every single stupid thing you say, sometimes i wanna slap you in your whole face. there's no one quite like you, you push all my buttons down, i know life would suck without you. at the same time i wanna hug you, i wanna wrap my hands around your neck. you're an asshole, but i love you and you make me so mad i ask myself "why am i still here? and where could i go?" you're the only love i've ever known. but i hate you, i really hate you, so much it must be true love. nothing else can break my heart like true love, no one else can break my heart like you }

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