#thats my spotify wrapped lol

[onethousandbeetles]

my spotify wrapped in no particular order

[puppyeared]

72 for ur wrapped :3

this ones for u fellow gishhead <3

[madebycoffee]

OH WILD

it be spotify wrapped day, and for the first time in 2 years, and there are no ABBA songs in my top 5 :O

however

ABBA is still my top artist of the year 😂 In just like last year my top two artists are ABBA and MCR in that order.

My top song of the year does not surprise me at all. I am so impressed that literally just this song has caused Carly Rae Jepsen to be my #4 top artist this year, I really should branch out to more of her music lmao.

[pardonmydelays]

i just cant stop. ugh.

[everyothermouse]

Alright we're doing the thing because I need to get back to drawing: give me a number from 1 to 100 and I'll make a drawing based off that rank in my youtube 2022 music recap

[slowdesire]

did u know blur and red velvet are going to be in the same music festival lmao

saw the post about it on twitter! and honestly i love to believe i manifested it

[galestral]

guess who's mentally ill again this year

[grumpytrans]

32 for ur spotify wrapped?

Spotify Wrapped playlist:

32. She's so Mean - Matchbox Twenty

[anony-mouse-writer]

22, 54, and 73!

22. Queen of France by Imad Royal

54. Now You Know by Jonah Green

73. Savage Dog by Palko!Muski

[waterberry-strawmelon]

I am FULLY on my “Spotify Wrapped is not even accurate wtf are you on” train today

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

she's hereee lads!

[jakeshim]

how did i have mostly kpop on my wrapped ☹️ i listened to a lot more other stuff ngl

ALSO I ONLY HAVE 27K MINUTES OF LISTENING??? I NEVER TAKE MY HEADPJONES OFF

[gemharvest]

I'll bless u guys with more screenshots from my wrapped slideshow but here's the condensed share thing + an extended top 10.

Got top 0.05% Modest Mouse listeners btw. I'll spoil that one before I bother to grab screenshots. Also "pov: indie" is the dumbest genre name ever what the fuck do you even mean by that.

[watercolor-rainclouds]

i'm not going to talk about my wrapped, im pretending it doesnt exsist :)

[laesas]

MUTUALS!!!!! SEND ME YOUR SPOTIFY WRAPPEDS I'M NOSY!!!

[poppy-metal]

haunted by beyonce is so creep au. i was about it because i love my little freaks and listening to that song. would making a spotify playlist for it be too far lol? little sneak peek...

he spends the rest of his time at college a near recluse. re-reading your old letters. he crumbles them in his hand and feels a need to punch or stab at something but every time he finds himself smoothing them out gently. he tries to channel his anger into other ways. tries not to let this fester in him and make him even worse but it's too late for him to decide. how is he meant to move on when he can't hear a bird chirp without all his thoughts turning to you? 

-☕

AURRRRRRRR

he graduates stanford. its all hazy. he went kind of comatose after your last letter. he sat in his room for days just..... staring at the ceiling. numb. he gets precariously close to failing all of his classes and only slightly comes out of it when he's confronted by patrick and his grandmother calls him worrying about him. he manages to pull himself enough together to push through his last semester. worst of all - he stops playing tennis for awhile. anything that used to make him happy just pisses him off. he moves states with patrick when he offers because the thought of being alone is too daunting. he doesn't trust himself.

patrick and art buy an apartment together - patrick goes pro - art...... stays home. the reality of your absence hits him months later and he comes out of his numb state of shock and its bad. he's self destructive and meaner and he cries more often than he ever used to. he burns half your letters - almost burns the apartment down doing it - but stops halfway through and saves the last remaining ones. he rereads them religiously. he wonders how all of it could be fake. he wonders why he didn't just throw them away when they first started coming. why did he have to engage? he thinks the worst of himself - what kind of pathetic deranged freak he must be to have found these words appealing? to be touched? to fall for someone he doesn't even know? patrick worries about him. they fight alot. patrick isn't used to this kind of art. this miserable, sad, snappish art. he tries to get him back into tennis - but everytime art holds a racket he feels sick. he remembers how much you wrote about it - his tennis. how beautiful you thought he was when he played. how you'd always been watching him. he thinks about you seeing him on TV and not even recognizing him because of how little he meant to you.

he tells patrick he's taking a hiatus from tennis thats all. the media goes crazy about it. but he deactivates all of his accounts.

its been a few years now and people are getting antsy. they want art donaldson back. patrick is niggling him again. he says art looks alot better than he did before. that it'd be good for him. art doesn't know what he wants. being famous again doesn't feel as thrilling as it used to. he wants to be normal again, though. he's gotten good at pretending, at least. he has a job at his local bookstore and he can smile at people and he's having sex and he goes out with patrick sometimes. there's no reason he shouldn't be back out there.

but he's not okay. he's a viper wrapped in the body of a man. he's filled with poison and he wants to inject it into the world around him every day. he still writes to you - he texts your old number - senseless things. the rambles of a mad man. he wants you to turn on the TV and see him step out onto a court as art donaldson again and he wants you to feel him through the screen. he wants you to be watching when he wins and he wants you watching when an interviewer asks him what its like to be back so he can look at the camera and pretend its your eyes he's meeting through the screen when he says, "I've never felt more motivated."

"and what's motivating you, mr. donaldson?"

a smile. "reconnecting with an old friend."

the good thing about being back into tennis, art has found - is the money. money he can use to find you. money he already plans on using to find you.