#thats kinda. a problem with overlapping campaigns i guess ..

[c-kiddo]

day 10109203 of wishing bells hells had a deeply religious character in the party, especially one with a positive relationship to the religion/god.. like i know its not 100% perfect and healthy, because like.. thats god, but man .. especially since all bells hells hear is that the gods are cold and distant and uncaring. but like with tmn we saw cad and fjord be gently held by the wildmother when they needed her (not literally, but that was the imagery.. warm breezes and earth and being held and a soft mother voice) .. and then cad talked a lot about how the wildmother is everything around them. she's the sea for fjord and the forest for cad and all the plants and dirt and fungi. thats so cool and i love the idea of this huge god, who entirely is nature, holding her children (her clay T_T) in her hands. like , i wish bells hells had that point of view, because obviously they know what ludinus is doing is massively dangerous and has hurt people, but they dont have the same connection there, like Knowing that some of these gods cant really be disconnected from exandria

(also theres the absolute shenanigans of jester sort of, creating a god out of artagan, which would be vry interesting. .i wanna see whats going on there tbh)

(but also!! i do think fcg's desperation ?? in finding a purpose via a god when he was made to oppose them is interesting. and also frida's aeor mentality of the gods being totally pointless too. interesting perspectives but , to me its missing something)