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you never change, do you
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#casa tidmouth#ttte henry#ttte gordon#3x4#senjart#I DONT CARE.#I DONT CAAAARRRREEEEEE!!!!!!!#<��� he did in fact care.#thinking too hard about this pic makes my head hurt#its okay if you hate me. its okay if you think Im not the same man that you know. its okay if you refuse to change.#I’ll change for you. because thats how things are always like from the very start#Ill listen to all your stories even though you wont listen to mine#maybe thats how you always are gordon. its okay#youre so selfish. so greedy. so childish! but its okay. thats okay. thats why I’m here to take care of you#you dont want to hug me back? hold me? thats fine by me. anything for you gordon#……#………. WELL#WELLLLLLLL#GOODNIGHT ALL. I NEED TO BE SEDATED
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mark confirmed that the 20k donation from that gamer’s for palestine live stream was him and people are saying, “well he’s still not talking about it”, am i the only one who thinks giving 20 thousand dollars directly into palestinian hands is more impactful than making a post on a defunct social media site asking people with less than a hundredth of his net worth to donate in his name?
#we’re past educating the general public now#look at all the protests the fulfilled gofundmes the thousands of names on hundreds of petitions#the people have rallied#its about money and politicians now#acting like hes scum when hes done more for palestinian relief than the entire american government is a bit ridiculous#he didnt pull a lizzo and ask his broke fanbase to donate#he took his own money and gave it to the people who need it#and thats just one donation we’ve seen who knows how much else hes given#quite frankly i’ll take that over a tweet#markiplier#well that’s content#marky mark
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Hi Emry 🙂
How's the new house going? Do you have everything you need to let your creativity flourish?
I don't know if this question has already been asked, but what are the court customs for Christmas? Dances, sumptuous dinners or a meeting between intimates only?
Abram could give Andrew a new pair of earrings (they would look amazing on him) delicately move your Highness's hair to let him wear them while Andrew prefers humble gifts, a key that Abram will keep above his heart, who knows where it will lead 💝
Wish you a beautiful day 🤍🌸✨
Next year, if this whole art thing works out, I hope to be able to make some time for more worldbuilding and stuff because it’s SO fascinating and fun!! For now though I loveeeee putting in our real world traditions
And your points are perfect because 1) Abram giving Andrew different earrings and Andrew building a wholeeee collection of them is so sweet and 2) a key to Andrew’s room (“our room” as Andrew reminds him now) is absolutely Abram’s most precious possession
Me trying to decide on an outfit for Andrew, desperately scrolling Pinterest:
The gorgeous Andrew drawn by Peach: am I a joke to you
#the new place is going well still!#and I have a small cushion and good opportunity to dive into art so thats what I’ve been doing lol#maybe I will end up finding a part time next year#but for now#I’ll take as many commission as I can get#lol#ANYWAY#yes this is like post timeline#late game royal andreil#you can tell because the gorgeous boy has grown back his gorgeous gorgeous hair#which Andrew has been taking impeccable care of#because that’s his guard and his hair to care for#(husband now probably)#(which makes it all the more important obviously)#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#asks#royal au#andreil#Christmas 2023#🤍
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your art is beautiful im rly curious about your wc ocs as well!!! what happened to harpy?
Harpy’s injury was by an attempt to drown him on the day where he was supposed to become the leader, by the previous leader. (Leaders in greater way are known as crown holders.)
#my art#until it tastes like prey#harpy#screech#this story takes in a post apocalyptic world where humans have died out and everything is mutated but thst isn’t the focal point .#this story is about cats constantly discovering god but they do this to make sense of their place in the world#this story is about discovering about how infinitely small they all are…#anyway. harpy isn’t a main character. but he is important as he leads Greaterway’s clan.#one day I’ll get into detail! have you seen that post that tells you that math was constructed#by god just to show humanity how infinitely TINY they are compared to everything.. that math is so vast that it exists to act#as a complex form that reminds us that we are#fleshy disgusting tiny crying pissing puking digesting creatures that r inherently… just that#THATS WHAT THIS STORY IS I THINK… haha…#it’s post apocalyptic because these cats stare in the wake of the creations of humanity and it’s scary.#they can not make sense of it. and it’s really scary.#god.. waow.#greaterway#warriors oc
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Yuma Month: Day 28: Death
“ B A D E N D”
TW // Blood
TW // Suicide
#Yuma Month 2024#tw blood#tw death#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#shinigami#makoto kagutsuchi#pixeldoodles#my art#yep I did what everyone could not do#its been a decade since I drew art like this it feels odd#but it was all I could think of and I was on a time limit today#barely made the deadline... ORZ but I made it...#so what if yuma just gave up after learning the truth#bad ending#thats all I’ll say#please take care before viewing!#putting little previews of my more extreme work is kinda cool lol#may do that from now on its like a sneak preview :3#warning: second image is a bit creepy!!#I don't like nor prefer drawing this sort of thing but it was neat to give it a try again for this prompt#lets just say I drew very bloody/edgy stuff as a teenager... x'D#tbh i kinda don’t like how it came out ;w;#its a bit sloppy and yuma doesn't look the best here... ORZ#but I ran out of time so I had no choice lol
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this is the only website i post art nowadays and i’ll keep doin it but DAMN…
#is there anywhere thats GOOD!!#and i just really dont like twitter anymore or anything with the same set up (bluesky)#its just so bad for art because there is basically no tagging system and everything is too fast paced for me#like im curious artists/writers where do u actually enjoy posting these days ?#tumblr is the only place where im actually happy to be and doesnt make me feel like my brain is rotting and YET…#but honestly what big site isnt selling your data#oh well i’ll be here unless it fully crumbles#i think i’ll start posting on youtube more this year too because im just sick of all these fast paced social medias i wanna take it sloww#and none of this AI shit pleaze#anyways ill be on here and youtube posting art whenever i have it ❤️👍 we’re taking it slow from now on forever and always#dont let all these places get to u. be human or whatever#give ur art a kiss
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Upcoming Ballad changes 👀?
#loz au#wip#Ballad (Kheprriverse)#they/he#thinking about his design a lot more >> just how some things came to be#as I change FD I also change Ballad since theyre kinda linked (lol)#the white in their hair also changed a bit. more prominent + starts on left side of their usual part#but him in his main casual outfit + the green half-tunic is now just a cloth#switched his belt coz thats been bothering the fuck outta me#also changing his biggoron sword because that fucker cant have a single consistent design#yknow after all the trouble i went through making its oh ref twice#scarred eye is now his left (he’s left handed) + starts where the eye is for uh. lore.#also he doesnt close his eye often anymore. tho i may give him some sorta patch to cover it… not sure yet. probably wont#i’ll get to his armor eventually. that ones gotta take a lot of thinking.#ballad’s kind of the main character so I do wanna get their design how i want#they’re justa dad who wants to get everything done with so they can go back to their wife and son#*dont worry about the weird coloration in one spot. i use an auto action to auto-color my line art before i go in manually*#Kheprriart
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Me, now that the Clones have finished their story arcs completely:
#I’m here with my adoption papers I’ll take any and all clone boys to be my sons now#meaning that we likely won’t get a show based around them anymore#I don’t mean the bad batch specifically#I just mean the clones#but to have a show completely based around these boys? unlikely#we’ll see them again in tales of the empire escorting Barriss! thats a plus???….right???#obviously we’ll get snippets of them in upcoming shows like we did in Ahsoka and Kenobi#I will forever be a clone simp and supporter#it’s just sad that the era of which I grew up with them is ending#also story ARCs what a funny pun on my part#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#the clone wars#The Clone Troopers#tbb#sw tcw
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also very random thought but as a failing college student, i vaguely remember what dr ratio says and i feel like everything is going alright again.
#luminotes ˚✧₊⁎☆#don’t take this seriously though#but personally i find that it helps me get through it all#its a harsh truth but i appreciate that#i think thats what i need sometimes#even if i’ll cry because of it#DR RATIO MY OG HUNT GOATTTT#he will always have a special place in my heart fr
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me live posting ep 10 of tmagp
MR BONZO!!!!!!
MR 6!!!!!!
BURIED!!!!!!!!
CREEPY MUSIC!!!!!
NO ONE REMEMERS WHO NAMED BONZO!!!!!!
THE MIRROR RAN A SHOW ON A CHEF!!!!!
RIMBO!!!
CLOWNS!!!!!
HE ATTACKED HIM WITH A FRYING PAN
IT WAS ALL BONZO!!!!
THE CREEPY MUSIC IS CLOWN LIKE
THERE WERE 11 BODIES
GWEN!!!! THATS GWEN!! OR WAIT IS IT LENA???? DOES SHE DO WORK TO?? NO THATS CELIA!!!! AND COLIN!!!! HE SOUNDS BETTER!!!!!!
CELIA WAS VERY UNIMPRESSED BY THE STATEMENT!!!
THREE THERAPISTS!!!! WOW DUDE. HE ISNT BETTER. AHHH CELIA AND COLIN SECRET!!! WAIT FREDDY DID SOMETHING? NO IM CRAZY! OH COLINS HERE WITHOUT LENA KNOWING!!!!
SAM AND ALICE!!!! MY TWO FAVORITE GIRL FAILS!!!!
RATS!!!!!
‘ILL KNOW IT WHEN I SEE IT’!!!
AHHHH ALICE IS HERE BECAUSE SHE LOVES SAM!!!!!
celia is there on a saturday??
is this the same day?
WHAT IS THAT!!!!!
SAM DID KNOW IT WHEN HE SAW IT!
Mulch
SAM IS NOT FINE
:(
CARVED FLOOR IN THE BIG ATRIUM
no clue how to spell that
THERES SOMETHING ELSE!
A KEY!
BONZO!!!!!!!! GWEN!!!!!!!! actually i don’t know if it’s bonzo. NIGEL!!! ITS NOT FOR HIM!!?! FOR BONZO???? CREEPY MUSIC!!!
OH MY GOD WTF
DONT STARE
GWEN GIVE IT TO HIM
BONZO!!!!!!!!
GWEN DW YOU CANT DIE THIS EARLY
YOUR WELCOME AGAIN??? HIS HOUSE????
GWEN YOU GOOD???
ALICE AND SAM!!!!!!
HE BROKE THROUGH A FUCKIN DOOR?
WHOS OFFICE???? JONS???? ARCHIE???? ARCHIE-VIST
SHE SAID IT SHE SAID IT!!!!!!!!! ARCHIVE ARCHIVE!!!!!
WORM TRACKS!!!! OTHERWORLDLY POWER!!!!!
CAREFUL!!!!
SAM ARE YOU OK?????
alice is sexy
WE STILL HAVE TIME LEFT IN THE EP
MEMORIES WITHOUT CONTEXT
WHY DID THEY NOT CHOOSE HIM
AWWWW ALICE CARES
NOT A LOT THO
IF I ACTUALLY SHIPPED THEM I WOULD BE EATING GOOD WITH THIS!!!!
WHO LEFT THEIR PHONE???
SAM???
THERES SCURRYING
AND SHIT HAPPENING
IM SCARED!!!!
DOOR!!? WHOS THERE??? JON??? FEARS??? SOMETHING ELSE????
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#samama khalid#sam khalid#alice dyer#celia ripley#colin becher#mr bonzo#BETH EYRE AS ERROR?????#IVE LEARNED THAT IT WAS A TAPE RECORDER??????#NOT SAMS PHONE???????#OH MY GOD!!!!#WTF??#WAIT WAIT AHHHHHHHH THIS IS AHHHHHH#SO MUCH SHIT#I WAS LOOKING AT THE CREDITS FOR EVERYONES NAMES SINCE I CANT REMEMBER THEM ALL#SO THATS WHEN I SAW BETH EYRE#THEN WANTED TO SEE IF BETH HAD BEEN ACCOCIATED WITH TMA OR TMAGP BEFORE#THEN FOUND A REDDIT POST THAT TALKED ABOUT THE TAPE RECORDER#9/10 episode#just wish it had more gwen and preferably some gwen and alice but i’ll take what i can get#i’m use to being a bottom feeder
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He won’t do gay stuff expect for money or to avoid wasting food
#yoshiden#denji#csm#csm manga#chainsaw man#chainsaw man manga#yoshida x denji#csm yoshida#my art#they might have yaoi hands I can’t help it man#I like drawing hands I think they should be bigger#u kno what human hands are tragically small we should ALL have yaoi hands#……..yeah Thats a take I’ll get behind fuck it#anyone reading these lol?#anyway trying screen tone out bc I’ve never liked digital coloring#maybe I’m just lazy and have never really taken the time to sit down and get good at it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I took two digital coloring classes and I’m still here tho so idfk
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i genuinely hurt my mother’s feelings the other day by saying something i thought was just like a well-known fact about her personality and i feel a little bit guilty but she’s always been hyper-critical of the way i interact with other people and frequently tells me how i am bad and wrong and really difficult to enjoy talking to or being around so like… i’m not apologizing. if she feels guilty and bad about herself as a person because i casually mentioned how she’s not the most emotionally supportive person in the world… well so be it. i didn’t say anything untrue or even attach any moral value to being an emotionally supportive person or not. she attaches moral value to how appropriately i am able to engage in small talk… she’ll live
#she was actually very upset and i do feel bad but idk thats them apples#life aint fair and we all have flaws#thank you for being so obsessive about my flaws that i’ve learned how to accept being a flawed person i guess#like she wouldn’t have been able to impart that sentiment in me any other way#since she clearly doesn’t understand that you can be self aware of personal flaws and still accept yourself#which is a large part of where we butt heads she thinks i should be constantly trying to find meds or therapy to cure me#because she doesn’t understand that ‘incurable but treatable’ doesnt mean ‘incurable but if you take meds youre basically cured!’#and regardless of how much energy and time i devote to therapies or how many medications i try i’ll still be disabled and neuroatypical#and frankly medication roulette can and has left me worse off than before#but because it DID actually happen that i was given a medication that harmed me permanently and i was basically undergoing medical torture#my concern about the risks of just trying out meds til something works literally CAN’T be based off of reason/research it’s just reactionary
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Hey does anyone know any like. Good security breach rewrites w/ Vanessa being the protagonist while keeping her and Vanny as the ‘same person’ (<- wants to see of anyone else has picked up on the missed potential that is the psychological horror of it all) (if not i can and will start going into depth on my rewrite sooner. Because i am deranged)
#i say same person like that bc like. its like a sun and moon situation to me#same body. aware of each other. same person. just split apart#two separate personalities. they visually appear different. but its not a two people one body situation. its one person one body#idk how much sense that makes#scov.txt#fnaf vanessa#vanessa fnaf#fnaf vanny#vanny fnaf#fnaf security breach#thats all im putting for maintags#i’ll take a comic a fic a loose collection of concepts#im exploring this concept in my own au but i would LOVE to see if anyone else has any interpretations on it#most rewrites i see are like. just more cohesive versions of canon and/or copycat killer vanny#and i love the copycat killer aus. dont get me wrong. but those are a lot easier to find
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hey guys someone should put into my event a songfic with church by chase atlantic so i can make dallas fall in love with a church girl and make him use it against her thanks
#IMMA BOUT TO TAKE U BACK TO CHURCH#BABY TELL ME YOUR CONFESSIONS WHATS THE WORST#BAPTIZE IN YOUR THIGHS TILL IT HURTS#AND ILL KEEP LEADING YOU ON#IF YOU KEEP LEADING ME INTO YOUR ROOM#THE DRINKS ARE ALL GONE#BUT THATS FINE#BABY SO AM I#god that song is soooo dallas#i lovr him#and i love chase atlantic#someone do it and i’ll turn it into a fic instead of a blurb#thanks#or drabble#idk#and i rlly dgaf#leo’s late night rambles
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pallas in book one is definitely at it-cannot-possibly-get-worse-than-this ABSOLUTE rock bottom but god. there is such a specific flavour to their despair in book two that only happens because of the realization they have at the end of lay me down. like. how do you move on after admitting that everything you believed in was a lie. how do you live with what you’ve done (with what has been done to you). is it possible to pull yourself up out of the pit you’ve dug. what do you do if it isn’t. what do you do if it IS. and once you look at the damage how do you stop looking. past the first layer of hurt there’s just more and more hurt and you were used by the one person who was supposed to keep you safe to cause even MORE pain and no matter how deep you go none of it means anything! it never meant anything at all!! motherfucker your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#pallas’s whole arc in the first book is getting to the point where they go ‘maybe i? feel bad about all this?? actually???’#i cannot overstate enough that it takes an entire book to get them to that point lmao#and then it’s like. newsflash buddy now you’ve gotta DEAL with that#it really is the mental equivalent of getting into a hot bath of after being out in the cold for a whole day#and the interesting thing about pallas in the first book and their status as a villian and like. their eventual ‘oh SHIT’ moment#is that pallas doesn’t need to realize that they’re a bad person doing bad things#pallas is VERY aware that they are a bad person doing bad things#it’s actually more about realizing the harm that’s been done to them? like as a human being??#bc they very much have the attitude of ‘well of course i’m doing bad things i was born as an inherently evil person there’s nothing else#i’m capable of doing the most i can hope for is that someone points me in the right direction and i’ll be able to do the hard things#that other people cannot (and SHOULD NOT) do’#so THATS the mindset that needs to be unlearned before they can start moving forward? if that makes sense?#less ‘shit are we the baddies?’ and more ‘shit have i been horrifically abused?’#but then after that realization all the blood they’ve spilled is still there. and they should never have had to do that. no one should ever#have to do that. but they did and now they’re starting to see the full extent of what that means#and they have to find a way to live with it.#and it’s absolutely DEVASTATING.#wip: ghost story#pallas#i’ve been working on the book two outline. if you couldn’t tell. head in absolute hands rn.
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