#that yesterday i obviously overexcerted myself very badly
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augh augh augh i never ever used to get headaches i think i should be able to sue my employer for bodily injury or sth i am so fucking done with this shit
#it is funny and by funny i mean extremely frustrating#that yesterday i obviously overexcerted myself very badly#bad bad bad headache day yesterday#and today i think i didn't really do that much#at least not so much to get headache punished#but the think the overexertion from yesterday carried over#so my threshold is worse and i got a headache again#i kinda wanna cry this can't just be my life now#it just can't#i know shit takes time but. it Just doesn't get any better#if i felt like there was a little progress like snail pace idgaf#but i just feel like i'm getting worse actually#in the beginning i didn't feel depressed-depressed but now recently i am feelings more typically depressed as well#sigh#at least i will have sth to talk about in therapy tomorrow#and i already know it will be headache times because therapy is also exhausting enough for my stupid bitch brain to debuff me#i am starting to get so mad for real. i feel like my job caused me lasting harm beyond what i could have imagined#kinda my fault of course for going along with it. and having a stupid already fucked brain and an at least mildly chronically ill body#but what the fuck man i didn't sign up for this. for not even being able to do leisure activities without fucking headaches#i will burn this company into the ground if this doesn't stop soon ideally the kamikaze way
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