#that wrist computer is super interesting and im not even a computer person

[goremet-chef]

just found someone who makes monster hunter lego builds do NOT speak to me im. this. GRGRGRG

anyways heres some gifs i have of monsters cuz im in love with this series forever and always (super long ramble SFJKS ive been writing this for hours)

odogaron + ebony odo is like.... you dont understand. thats me i kin so many monsters from MH its insane like.. thats literally me nothing reflects me better LOOK AT THEM. rathalos, odogaron, nargacuga like any red scary thing i resonate with deep in my soul its insane

this one is one of my headmates favorites. shrieking legi really came thru when he was having a bad time and i love this for him. ITS JUST LIKE... so many of the monsters resonate with us on such personal levels, that its hard to even explain. i am selfish, and i do view monster hunter as my game (got that autism special) like these are my creatures they were made for me

REAL TALK THO, these two were genuinely actually made for me look at this shit

unknown (black flying wyvern) and valstrax my beloveds. fucking god tier

the fact that i already resonate with the rathalos so hard, and it turns out theres a black and red edgier cool version of it/????like are you insane when i discovered this thing i was. SO UNWELL IN MY CHANNEL ON DISCORD i literally rambled about it for AN HOUR STRAIGHT. then when i found out about valstrax i rambled about that one for an hour too SKFJS like wow they are so cool. autism is real

also have this one, xeno'jiiva is so. MHW was my first MH game (say what you will) and god damn. im gonna be real idk if id be so into it if it wasnt for MHW, cuz like.... the main appeal of the entire game series to me is the monsters themselves. like im. when i first started i was TOO SCARED TO FIGHT THE GREAT JAGRAS (yknow. the first large monster you fight 😭😭 like the 3rd quest. insane) because ive never been into fighting games and having something large PURSUE ME didnt sound pleasant

crazy that i went from being too scared to play it again to LITERALLY playing for 72 hours almost STRAIGHT with minimal pee and sleep breaks, and giving myself carpal fucking tunnel cuz i was just. obsessed. AUTISM IS REAL

went from couldnt stand 10 minutes of it to 400 hours in game SKFJSD

and i would do it again bitch!!!

so what im SAYING. alright. is that im not a fighter in games (well NOW i am, but before i super wasnt) but what drew me in was how i could just.. watch. how i could see all the big scary monsters sleep and eat and walk around and fight eachother. how i could get their tracks, listen to their sounds, ETC. like it was so. IT WAS THRILLING and ive never been more in love

like for context my first special interest is fnaf and i wouldnt be anything like myself if i never got into fnaf like life changing shit. but i gotta say, i mean. ive played the fnaf games and i love the story and EVERYTHING this is not a diss on my first home!!!! but i played MHW to the point of exhaustion, to where i needed to have an arm brace and even then despite the HORRIBLE PAIN in my wrist, i still kept playing

i played so much i literally managed to rub the s and w letters of my siblings keyboard KSJFSF like it was for real. i miss that, like a lot. i dont play as much anymore because i mean. i have it on my laptop. my laptop is a gaming laptop and it can run!! but its better for my

yknow i dont think i have an actual reason and im literally about to cry thinking about it SKFSFJ the good computer with the good graphics and running is my siblings and id need permission, yknow how it is. PLUS im a bit stuck? i need an urugaan ruby for my barioth mission lmao but ill get there

monster hunter world is so beautiful. the environments are fucking stunning, the visual upgrade for the monsters was INSANE and just watching them be animals? it brings me so much joy KSJSJSJ

one of my favorites is the rotten vale, which is funny cuz i remember the first time i ever went there i was so. PARANOID. i use sound with pretty much everything i play since my eyes might not track everything thats happening, so hearing the ambience for the vale freaked me out so much, i stayedat the camp for SO LONG and good thing too cuz the radobaan makes its way down that path and i was shook SKFJSF

also the big fucking dalamadur skeleton in the vale is so. UGHHHH

i love horror and rot and decay!!! its frightening its unsettling but even still the vale is such a necessary part of the ecosystem!!! like wow monsters come there to DIE? are youINSANE

(dalamadur is like one of the biggest monsters for reference. the whole upper part of the vale is made of its skeleton cuz its a big snake its so UGHHH)

also the???? STOMACH ACID POOL?

they were cooking bro,,,,, such a gorgeous and unsettling environment goddd

like GOD i cant think of anything better, the story for MHW is so good man. the tracker said "its an ecological marvel" and i took that personally (i repeat that so much about random shit its not even funny how long ive been doing that for)

or how like... any of the docile monsters (tobi kadachi, banbaro, kulu ya ku, ETC) i genuinely if i go on expedition, and i see theres a docile monster in one of the locales, ill go there and just follow them around the ENTIRE TIME SFKSFS

heres SEVERAL pics of me with banbaros at different times KSJFS

that isnt even all of them with JUST banbaro 💀💀💀 its my favorite activity

and sometimes i get hit with the banbaro / nightshade paolumu / coral pukei combo!!!! thats a triple docile whammy!!!!! thriving

also heres a cute viper tobi shot :] love viper tobi

also also i cant believe i never said anything yet but VAAL HAZAK??? my actual liege look at this mf

MY LORD!!! vaal is so fucking cool man. and the KICKER??? DOCILE

whenever i do this quest i do just follow it around for a while (which. ive had to do this quest A LOT cuz i thought i get vitality crystals from it (yknow cuz i got some from it) so i have probably 100% killed more vaal hazak than any of the other elder dragons SKFJSF

vaal hazak is so cool cuz its covered in rotten meat and uses the effluvium (corpse gas) as its like. life source. it pulls excess effluvium from the vale into itself and expels it when theres not enough, so its keeping the ecosystem tame its so cool UGHH

also one of its moves it plays dead its so fucked up itll fall over like you've knocked it over and then just lay there but you hear its inhale and it looks up and BLASTS YOU with its effluvia gas beam (WHICH. THAT THING HURTS!!!!!! for real the effluvium attack is so. plus it also halves yr health? like if vaal hits you with that shit itll give you miasma or whatever and it HALFS YR HEALTH BAR and you gotta eat a nulberry to negate it

im not one for switching shit around in my like item bar tho (MAINLY cuz most the time ive played MHW was with my siblings mouse and its scroll bare was broken so swapping items was hard) so i just put on like 3 effluvia resistance gems and it cant give me miasma. problem solved SKFSJF

i did get so tired of fighting it cuz yknw its a hard fight its an elder dragon, but i will say like the MUSIC? thats one of the things like. when we fought megan in the forest, they gave us battle music and THAT is why i kicked ass and abandoned all my fear, monster hunter instincts kicked in and i tanked alright like it was NOTHING, battle music just hits different

vaal hazak theme is so fucking good!!!! "keeper of hades" ARE YOU INSANE? HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND????? i cant believe this shit!!!!!!!!

monster hunter stop being the coolest franchise ever challenge KSFJSF

i did do vaal hazak fight with no music before cuz i was trying to see and. THE MUSIC DOES SO MUCH? literally there was like no adrenaline without the music it was just. :| oh. im in the vale. thats the dragon. hes gonna breath attack. okay LIKE IT WAS SO LACK LUSTER IT WAS INSANE

i never realized how much the music did for fights but its so.. vital bro like it gets you in the fighting mood it compliments the monster and the area its !!!GRAAAAHHHH

monster hunter soundtrack is literally so fucking good. BANGERS back to back literally every song is so fucking cracked its epic

dont even get me STARTED on "proof of a hero" that song makes me stim so fucking hard man it makes me feel so fucking good. my sibling made his ringtone for me that song and AUGHHH crying sobbing

like yeah this is proof that im a hero!!! literally makes me feel so proud and FOR WHATTTT

idk im such a firm believer in the importance of sound design, sound design is EVERYTHINGGG and MH does such a good job with that shit, the monster roars and environmental ambience, audio cues to what attack is gonna happen, the music its all. perfect 10/10 godtier shit

anyways this is my monster hunter ramble, it most likely will happen again. love this game with all my heart

[rvseate]

welcome  to  bee  tries  to  write  a  coherent  intro  challenge  !

(   𝘩𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑦  𝑙𝑢  𝑟𝑖𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠𝑜𝑛  &  𝑟𝑒𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑐𝑎  𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒   )   bopping  along  to  𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬  𝐟𝐥𝐲  by  𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫  𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭  is  𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄  𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐍  ,  the  𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲  𝐨𝐧𝐞  year  old  𝐜𝐢𝐬  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  thrown  back  to  their  𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞  𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠  days  with  𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞  of  her  memories  .  voted  𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭  𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲  𝐭𝐨  𝐛𝐞  𝐨𝐧  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐫  ,  𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐘  was  known  for  being  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬  &  𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜  ,  go  figures  you'd  always  find  them  𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐧𝐞𝐰  𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬  ,  but  grew  up  to  be  𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜  &  𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭  .   ✎   𝑏𝑒𝑒  ,  𝟸𝟷  ,  𝑠𝘩𝑒/𝘩𝑒𝑟  ,  𝑒𝑠𝑡  .

𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬.

NAME  :   penelope  dahlia  buchanan

NICKNAMES  :  penny

D.O.B.  :  june  25,  1989

GENDER  /  PRONOUNS  :  cis  female  /  she  +  her

SEXUALITY  :  biromantic  bisexual

𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞.

BORN  :  san  antonio,  texas

RAISED  :  san  antonio,  texas

CURRENT  RESIDENCE  :  rom  valley  university  dorms  (  past  )   /  san  francisco,  california  (  present  )

NATIONALITY  :  american

SPOKEN  LANGUAGES  :  english

SOCIOECONOMIC  CLASS  :  upper  middle  class

OCCUPATION  :  full  stack  developer

PARENTS  :  glenn  &  tammy  buchanan

SIBLINGS  :  blair  buchanan,  lucille  buchanan,  stella  buchanan

CHILDREN  :  none  (  past  )   /   madison,  3  y/o  (  present  )

RELIGION  :  christian  (  past  )   /   agnostic  (  present  )

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲.

HEIGHT  :  5′5″

BUILD  :   a  little  curvy,  not  much  muscle  definition

HAIR  :  dirty  blonde,  wavy

EYE  COLOUR  :  a  murky  grayish  blue

SKIN  :  fair,  prone  to  acne,  easily  flushed

DOMINANT  HAND  :  right

SCENT  :  vanilla  &  lavender

ACCENT  :  texan

TATTOOS  /  PIERCINGS  :  no  tattoos,  ears  pierced  (  past  )   /   a  simple  hello  world  tattoo  on  her  wrist,  ears  pierced  (  present  )

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫.

STRENGTHS  :  conscientious,  kindhearted,  intelligent,  affable,  humble

WEAKNESSES  :  jealous,  self-conscious,  intransigent,  pessimistic,  dependent

ZODIAC  :  cancer  sun,  libra  moon

MBTI  :  infj

TEMPERAMENT  :  phlegmatic

MORAL  ALIGNMENT  :  lawful  neutral

HOGWARTS  HOUSE  :  hufflepuff

𝐛𝐢𝐨.

penny  buchanan  is,  and  always  has  been,  unremarkable,  at  least  in  her  own  eyes.  a  christian  sorority  girl  from  texas  ?  they’re  a  dime  a  dozen.  not  to  mention  penny  is  the  second  youngest  of  four  girls,  all  of  whom  look  remarkably  similar.  the  buchanan  girls  came  as  a  package  deal.  penny  spent  every  minute  with  her  sisters  growing  up  (  though  many  of  those  minutes  were  spent  at  war  ),  trying  to  ignore  their  parents’  relationship  crumbling  irreversibly  as  the  years  went  on.  it  was  an  open  secret  that  glenn  buchanan  was  not  entirely  faithful  to  his  wife.  but  they  brushed  it  under  the  rug;  after  all,  what  else  were  they  supposed  to  do,  divorce  ?  now  that  wouldn’t  be  very  christian,  would  it  ?

penny  first  discovered  a  love  for  computers  in  her  sophomore  year  of  high  school,  when  she  signed  up  for  a  computer  class  because  the  boy  she  was  crushing  on  was  taking  it.  well,  crushes  fade,  but  her  interest  in  the  ones  and  zeroes  that  composed  the  modern  computer  didn’t.  the  first  week  of  her  first  year  at  rvu,  penny  cried  herself  to  sleep  every  night.  she’d  never  been  apart  from  her  sisters  for  so  long.  not  to  mention  she  stuck  out  like  a  sore  thumb  in  her  software  engineering  classes,  which  were  overwhelmingly  male  (  and  in  need  of  deodorant  ).  

but  she  quickly  found  a  home  in  the  sorority  sigma  delta  nu,  all  too  happy  to  bake  cookies  for  their  bake  sales  and  play  sidekick  to  the  bolder,  more  outgoing  girls,  as  long  as  she  was  part  of  a  sisterhood  once  more.  she’s  always  defined  herself  by  her  relationship  to  other  people,  and  a  sorority  is  right  up  her  alley.  she’s  a  little  embarrassed  by  her  major,  since  it’s  probably  seen  as  pretty  nerdy  and  masculine,  and  definitely  downplays  it  lmao  even  though  she  loves  it  a  lot.  she  definitely  was  more  of  a  follower  than  a  leader,  so  if  another  of  her  sorority  sisters  had  drama  with  someone,  penny  definitely  stood  behind  them  and  stayed  quiet  instead  of  maybe  forming  her  own  opinion.

totally  into  the  bachelor  lmfao.  she's  seen  every  season  and  lives  for  the  drama  of  it  all.  just  loves  reality  shows  in  general.  also  loves  romcoms.  she’s  a  total  hopeless  romantic  who  gets  crushes  on  people  way  too  easily

WANTED  PLOT  !!!  something  i’d  love  is  if  penny  had  a  boyfriend  in  her  college  days.  super  cute,  been  dating  a  while,  people  probably  expect  them  to  get  married.  but  she’s  secretly  cheating  on  him.  the  drama  !!!  up  to  you  how  much  he  remembers  of  the  future.  extra  bonus  points  if  she’s  cheating  on  him  with  a  girl,  im  so  gay  and  so  is  penny

college  tl;dr  :  penny  is  your  average  christian  sorority  girl,  sweet  but  a  lil  insecure  and  dependent,  Confused™  about  her  sexuality,  loves  software  eng  &  actually  really  good  at  it  but  embarrassed  abt  it.  can  be  jealous  and  honestly  a  little  spiteful.  way  too  concerned  about  her  image

after  college  !!  i  imagine  the  boyfriend  finds  out  about  her  cheating  and  breaks  up  with  her  lol.  she  got  a  job  in  silicone  valley  and  makes  like,  a  lot  of  money  tbh.  she  gained  more  confidence  and  independence,  but  still  tends  to  make  herself  smaller  and  stick  to  the  shadows  while  her  coworkers  get  the  glory.  i  feel  like  she’s  had  a  few  short  relationships  but  nothing  super  serious.  definitely  had  an  okcupid  account  lmfao.  

she’s  always  wanted  to  be  a  mother  and  at  some  point  after  a  certain  amount  of  failed  relationships  she  was  like  …  ya  know  what  ?  i’m  gonna  do  this  on  my  own.  so  she  got  artificially  inseminated  and  now  has  the  cutest  daughter  named  madison.  it’s  been  tough  being  a  single  mother,  but  it’s  been  so  worth  it.

after  the  reunion,  she  remembers  some  of  her  future,  but  it’s  very  much  like  remembering  a  dream,  where  you’re  not  sure  if  it  even  happened.  the  only  parts  she  remembers  clearly  are  with  madison.

𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.

these  are  all  lame  bc  i’m  tired  i  am  sorry

ex-boyfriend.  like  i  said,  a  college  boyfriend  who  she  was  cheating   on.  pleaseee

college  fling.  the  person  she  cheated  with.  would  love  this  to  be  a  girl/enby  but  would  also  be  ok  with  a  guy.  taken  by  vivienne  hale

skinny  love.  maybe  they  were  just  friends  but  always  lowkey  had  a  crush  on  each  other,  but  it  never  worked  out  cause  they  were  never  single  at  the  same  time

sorority  sisters.  pleeeease  give  penny  her  sorority  sisters  !!  her  girls  !!

hbic.  penny’s  more  of  a  sidekick,  so  i’d  love  a  female  friend  who’s  more  confident  and  outgoing.  think  like,  jennifer  &  needy  from  jennifer’s  body

classmates.  any  other  engineers  out  there  ??  doesn’t  even  need  to  be  software  engineers  lol

childhood  /  high  school  friends.  someone  also  from  texas  who  penny  knew  growing  up

victims  ?  maybe  some  of  her  sorority  sisters  tended  to  be  snotty  and  mean,  and  penny  just  stood  by  instead  of  standing  up  for  their  victims

one-sided  crush.  either  way  bbyyyy

sperm  donor.  i  know  sperm  donors  are  anonymous  but  how  fucking  funny  would  it  be  if  penny  found  out  the  father  of  her  child  was  an  old  classmate

annoyance.  someone  who  irritates  penny

bad  influence  /  good  influence

[kendrixtermina]

I should have visited two weeks later like I originally planned

But I didn’t want to leave during university time, I was already feeling like shit & wanted to maybe have some human companionship 

I should have just fucking made a booty call or organized a random hookup if no one had time, just to scartch the immediate itch, and then visited two weeks later when he is not there, it was 100% my fault cause I was gonna come later and then I caved all of my own accord i wasnt even pressured or anything I just keep overestimating myself cause I like to believe i can be cool and stoic

He’s 100% deliberately trying to sabotage any chance of me trying to hang out/ spend time with my mom. Some how, magically, the drama starts up whenever he butts in. Little disputes that would be resolved in 5 mins become inescapable humiliation and PAIN PAIN PAIN I know the drill since childhood, It’s like I can see a cartoon piano falling & my youngest sister is still a child, and all the self-help books & deescalation techniques are just wiped from my brain like it’s caught a 90s computer virus

The butting in thing has a proper scientific name: “Triangulation” - like “not being able to stand other people’s happiness” its a classic symptom of narcissism

But if I point it out that everything was fine until he started critiquing everything somehow I’m the one “overreacting”

If anyone says any opinion he disagrees with he just prevents them from talking. Like, it’s not that he disagrees. He goes into attack mode until people shut up. My sister was talking about creoles something super interesting we all wanted to hear, and then he butts in and says oh like Hebrew - just because modern Hebrew pronunciation is influenced by other languages that doesn’t make it a creole. A creole is like a very specifically defined scientific term. 

Last time I was here I was telling something I read in a book - like... It’s fine if he doesn’t want to hear something,  i dont want to talk to him anyways but he keeps me from talking to THE OTHERS this is how I never expected to hear from them when I moved out because I though they all hated me as much as he did cause they kept quiet when he would abuse me. And who am I to ask that they get abused themselves just to protect me? I cant ask that of anyone. I didnt realize any of them loved me until I got to talk to them without him there. He wasn’t in our WhatsApp group and that’s the sole reason I’m not all alone rotting in a dump as a failure of a human being

It’s pitiful how he has practically trained them that the moment he starts disagreeing it is time to shut up or the attack dog comes. I can’t blame them for not wanting the trouble. 

I just feel myself growing quieter and scared and deader and I hate that so much I feel I will stop to exist if I don’t say something back but the moment I do anything other than lie down and take it he’ll just make my mom and siblings pay for it and then im the bad guy who failed to appease the capricious volcano god

He knows I care about them while he doesn’t. He’d do the same when he was mad at mom, hurt us to hurt her, use the fact that she cares and he doesnt

Use it the way that a person capable of love just never would

Twenty years of “quick hide stay hidden in your room all the time or the dragon wioll come eat you”

I’m just supposed to take all the jabs & provocation & unforgiveable behavior to everyone in sight. I mean yeah I get that if they don’t mind it’s none of my business but I just can’t handle him pounding objects on the table for example. He threatened to break my arm or wrist at least two separate times when i was twelve. 

I should just have done a hookup if I was feeling lonely

I should be home doing university stuff so I feel less useless

I should have come two weeks later when he would have been gone

My family wont do it and my stupid ex boyfriend would betray be over shit like my headphones what must I do for someone to be loyal to me

Why wont anyone be loyal to me ever in my life

And I dont mean like this monogamy bullshit fuck who you want ill cheer you on and masturbate to it but TAKE MY SIDE darnit not all the time just AT ALL

DEFEND ME WHEN PEOPLE TALK BAD OF ME or if you won’t do that just give me an even chance at least don’t assume straight away that im the wrong one

Like the intellectual me it’s childish and unfair and counterproductive to ask anyone to pick but the emotional me just wants someone to CHOOSE ME over a literal shitty abuser who beats and degrades them all the time

i’m starting to feel Machiavelli was fuckling right about fear being stronger than love, its just as true for me as well cause my fear of not wanting to be that scared kid that kept quiet and complied because she didn’t want her arm broken was stronger than the love for my relatives that should have  made me keep a cool head

I had all but repressed it the past five years of never seeing him but now the memory of the arm breaking threat incidents id backCRYSTAL CLEAR the room the light the floor tiles everything, one time my arm already pressed against my breasts but the other time they werent there yet

GOD there was a THIRD that time in the car 

I wish he’d actually broken my fucking arm I should have let him do it that way people would believe me, but I remember the mental calculation like “fuck he might actually do it” and all I could think about was pain

[wherethewindtakesher]

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the biggest thank you to @caws5749 for sending me all 134 questions 🥰

1: Name Lorena

2: Age 20

3: 3 Fears drowning, the ocean, and fishes.

4: 3 things I love my dog, my friends, and mangoes.

5: 4 turns on humor, charisma, telling me how much you want m-, and moaning.

6: 4 turns off being full of themselves, disrespectfulness, afraid to be themselves, and not showing a care about the well being of others.

7: My best friend k, f, and @brownmantwo.

8: Sexual orientation bisexual.

9: My best first date i’ve never been on a date!

10: How tall am I 5′2

11: What do I miss being fucking skinny-

12: What time were I born 10:45 pm!

13: Favorite color red.

14: Do I have a crush uh...

15: Favorite quote “I got STDS they make my coochie itch” SKSKSKDKSDKAD.

16: Favorite place my house.

17: Favorite food rice.

18: Do I use sarcasm 99.9% of my vocabulary is sarcasm.

19: What am I listening to right now “everything I wanted” by billie eilish because ya girl is depressed.

20: First thing I notice in new person how they hold themselves.

21: Shoe size 8 or 8.5 sometimes a 9.

22: Eye color dark brown.

23: Hair color black.

24: Favorite style of clothing baggy clothes or dark bold colors.

25: Ever done a prank call? yea. I use to call those numbers where it takes you to a different number to prank.

27: Meaning behind my URL its not necessarily an interesting story I just came up with it in my head one day.

28: Favorite movie too many to count.

29: Favorite song literally too many.

30: Favorite band three days grace.

31: How I feel right now fucking sad.

32: Someone I love my friends.

33: My current relationship status single.

34: My relationship with my parents its good! but there is a lot I tend to not discuss with them.

35: Favorite holiday halloween!

36: Tattoos and piercing I have I have two tattoos, both on my left arm. my finger tattoo is of a rose and my bicep is a ghost wearing a witch hat! piercing: septum, conch (but it closed) and my two lobes.

37: Tattoos and piercing I want a bunch more of tattoos and I want to get a few more ear piercings.

38: The reason I joined Tumblr to be cool like my older niece.

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we do not. lots of love and respect left in between us.

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? not really.

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? NO BECAUSE @domromanoff and I ARE BASICALLY SISTERS AND THATS INCEST.

42: When did I last hold hands? years ago.

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 10 minutes to get up from bed and 5 to actually get ready.

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? yes I have because I like smooth legs.

45: Where am I right now? my kitchen.

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? no ones because they'll just leave me behind and laugh at my misery. jkjk but my dear friends.

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? L O U D.

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? I do because rent in LA is fucking e x p e n s I v e.

49: Am I excited for anything? to go to bed.

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? I have 2 of them.

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? too often tbh.

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? a few weeks ago I believe?

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? they should because thats their baby momma.

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? yup.

55: What is something I disliked about today? waking up.

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? lady gaga and scarlett johansson.

57: What do I think about most? what tattoo to get, if I should get another dog, how to annoy @caws5749 that day, etc etc.

58: What’s my strangest talent? I can move the bones in my wrist.

59: Do I have any strange phobias? im scared of fish!

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind because I am a nervous mess and I like taking control of such.

61: What was the last lie I told? “im okay”

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? both honestly! I love video chatting with @domromanoff and my friends!

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes and yes.

64: Do I believe in magic? hell yea I grew up around all that shit.

65: Do I believe in luck? not really.

66: What’s the weather like right now? its chilly.

67: What was the last book I’ve read? jesus christ I forgot the name but its currently under my bed rn.

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? YES.

69: Do I have any nicknames? clown, wueej by @caws5749, pi- prin-, bottom by @domromanoff, lore, lorecha, whore, hoe.

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I pulled my thigh muscle recently and OMG I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN.

71: Do I spend money or save it? I SPEND IT HONEY YASSSS.

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? sadly no.

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? my water bottle c:

74: Favorite animal? I fucking love cows.

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? crying lmao.

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? nikolas is it not??

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? “Judas” by lady gaga.

78: How can you win my heart? just be yourself and believe wholeheartedly of what you want and desire.

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? “madi did it”

80: What is my favorite word? fuck.

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr @caws5749 @domromanoff @dailyavengers @ravenforce andddddd @supercorpbechloe there’s so many more I’m editing this rn AKSJSHSHSHS I love each and everyone’s accounts here!

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? GLOBAL WARMING IS A REAL THING YALL.

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? i think so 👀 but im not close to them.

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? maybe like telekinesis or some mind power.

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? what goes on in your mind?

86: What is my current desktop picture? a winter forest.

87: Had sex? if oral sex counts then sure.

88: Bought condoms? I haven't bought them I just magically obtained them.

89: Gotten pregnant? oh god no.

90: Failed a class? yUUUUP.

91: Kissed a boy? yes.

92: Kissed a girl? yes.

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? back in middle school lmaoooo.

94: Had job? yes im on my second one rn.

95: Left the house without my wallet? all the damn time.

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no because im not a fucking asshole.

97: Had sex in public? not yet.

98: Played on a sports team? yea I was in track n field and cross country!

99: Smoked weed? I haven't but I once wanted to try it but I was to much of a pussy to skip class.

100: Did drugs? nope.

101: Smoked cigarettes? ew no.

102: Drank alcohol? y’all Ive gotten so fucked up on here so of cOURSE. my friends think I have a drinking problem ksjlksdjlkjds.

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? I am not.

104: Been overweight? yea.

105: Been underweight? No.

106: Been to a wedding? I have when I was younger.

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? sadly yes because of video games.

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? yea when I binge watched the walking dead.

109: Been outside my home country? yes!

110: Gotten my heart broken? yeah.

111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes because everyone in LA has possibly been to a dodgers game.

112: Broken a bone? nope!

113: Cut myself? oh man..I have and I deeply regret doing so but its a part of me now and i’ve accepted it.

114: Been to prom? YES! best night of my life.

115: Been in airplane? once and that was it because fuck planes lsjdkjlksdjs.

116: Fly by helicopter? nope!

117: What concerts have I been to? daddy yankee and some other guy I don't remember heheheh.

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? duh im gay.

119: Learned another language? I tried (and failed) to learn japanese.

120: Wore make up? a couple of times. i’m not the hugest fan of makeup.

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? nope!

122: Had oral sex? once.

123: Dyed my hair? too many times.

124: Voted in a presidential election? no but I will this upcoming one for sure.

125: Rode in an ambulance? no but I want to!

126: Had a surgery? no but I did have to get stitches on my lower lip.

127: Met someone famous? I meant jenni rivera’s brother at a movie theater once!

128: Stalked someone on a social network? yes? but not to a weird extent.

129: Peed outside? only because no one was around to open the door to my apartment complex and I couldn't hold it in-

130: Been fishing? I am T E R R I F I E D of fish so no.

131: Helped with charity? yup! I bought a shirt from one of @markiplier‘s livestreams that donated all the money to a charity.

132: Been rejected by a crush? yea.

133: Broken a mirror? I think maybe once??

134: What do I want for birthday? I want a tattoo.

[skepsys]

tell us more about your two lovely OCs please! how did they meet? how did their ship start? :eyes:

oOOOHGFGGGGG BOYYY Okay well ive only had them for about a week or so? two weeks? not very long so some things are still prettyyyyy loose/vague, despite HOW MUCH time ive been putting into them LOL but there’s some pretty solid building blocks regardless so Here We Go

to clarify ahead of time in case i havent already somewhere, SAINT is the robot with the toothy mask and Maverick is the guy with the white jacket

READMORE CAUSE HOLY FUCK THIS GOT LONG

ill be honest, they start off trying to kill and generally being pretty nasty to each other....! they’re both assassin/hitman/mercenary types so theres naturally a lot of rivalry there over who gets the real good jobs and stuff, but it’s made pretty personal right off the bat because Maverick is very smug and annoying and from the second he meets SAINT he makes sure to make it ABUNDANTLY clear that he’s better than him.  Maverick’s been in the game a lot longer than SAINT; the first time SAINT ever takes a job, he shows up to crash it and steal this Super Secret technology he had been sent to grab (which he was going to do ANYWAYS bc it was tech related to human augmentation, which he’s a Big Fan of, but SAINT getting there first presented him an opportunity to be an aggravating show-off, which of course he couldn’t resist...).  underneath the snarky flair with which he one-ups and outmaneuvers SAINT in this first encounter there’s a pretty serious threat to step off his turf Or Else, which as i said sparks a pretty bitter, intense rivalry

they spend a Good Long While beating the shit out of each other, like its ON SIGHT every time, Maverick has the upper hand for the first while, considering that while SAINT is COMPETENT, having been developed for combat, the fact still remains that he’s technically not a robot, but an AI whos spent a lot longer living in a computer than running around out in the world.  he eventually gets the hang of it though, and learns to see through a lot of Maverick’s feints and tricks.  they get pretty into it, SAINT has torn off one of Maverick’s (entirely mechanical and therefore fixable) arms in a rage because hes SUCH an insufferable dickhead, Maverick has trapped SAINT in a gigantic gas explosion... its kind of a miracle that the two of them make it out the other side alive every time??

it starts turning around when in the middle of one of their dumb scraps they get grabbed by some shaaaaaaadyyyyyy paramilitary group that i havent Super developed yet, but they turn out to be the Main Villains of the story so yknow theyre important.  the two of them are of interest because Maverick’s got absurdly advanced augments and implants, like “shouldnt really exist” advanced, while SAINT is a cutting-edge combat AI riding around in a unique, high-tech body.  the intention is theyll both be picked apart to be reverse-engineered, but not too long after getting caught and detained, Maverick manages to break himself out, bc being a slippery little weasel is kind of his thing

he then DELIBERATELY goes out of his way to track down SAINT and get HIM out too, in his words because “even though SAINT’s a pain in the ass, he doesn’t really deserve to be straight-up tortured”.  unfortunately he can only find SAINT’s AI, and not his body, and given that he’s got precious little time to figure out what to do, the two of them pretty much settle on getting SAINT’s AI out of the facility and then coming back later for his body.  unfortunately AGAIN they’re both idiots and think uploading a fully fledged combat AI suite to cerebral implants that are only really suited for enhancing reflexes and split-second decision making is a good, reasonable idea

long, painful story short, in the time it takes to escape and get to safety, Maverick’s brain almost practically melts from the strain, nearly killing both him AND SAINT in the process.  luckily with the help of a guy named Harlan, a genius bioengineer and Maverick’s ex they manage to get SAINT out and into a server he can live on for the interim

they do eventually get SAINT’s proper body back after a time where he has to live between a server and a shoddy temporary replacement body (which he is very angry about the entire time) but i havent Exactly figured it out since that has GOT to be very difficult and probably more than a 1.5 man job.  the two of them actually manage to have some actual normal conversations during this time but its kinda awkward and stilted.  theres a fair amount of realizing like “oh huh this dude is just A Normal Guy with like, thoughts and interests and stuff not relating at all to wanting me dead” on both sides

after this point they still butt heads fairly often but its toned WAY down; SAINT especially is kinda like “Hm.” because why on earth would this dude go so far out of his way to nearly die just to save someone who his only interactions with have been filled with vitriol and violence...? (spoiler its cuz Maverick is generally actually a pretty good and selfless guy underneath all the smugness and attitude)

eventually they start teaming up instead of constantly smacking each others’ wrists at every turn, around when the story starts really picking up and said aforementioned Shady Paramilitary Group starts becoming a proper real threat and theyre joined by a whole cast of other characters that i havent drawn yet (Harlan, as well as Leta, an AI programmer who worked on an early iteration of what eventually became SAINT, Jamie, Maverick’s older sister who’s a mechanic/pilot, Eleven, super-hacker extraordinaire, to name a few)

their progression from “kind of awkward friends” to “boyfriends, actually” isnt sth they rlly think about directly, its literally.  theyre both so goddamn STUPID it takes another character pointing out how theyve gone from “he’s fine, we work together pretty well i guess” to “id literally willingly die for this guy at the drop of a hat and also oh yeah i let him have access to some of my tech functions so we can keep better track of and support each other during operations better” for them to be like “wait oh shit oh fuck i might be in love”

THAT GOT SO GODDAMN LONG I LOVE THESE DIPSHITS SO MUCH IM CONSTANTLY BLOWING UP MY OC TWITTER W SHIT ABT THEM....IM TRULY LOST IN THE SAUCE ON THIS ONE... 

[wanna1things]

Soulmate!Hwang Minhyun

me, aggressively screaming into the void: I LOVE MINHYUN im so whipped for this boy and his 2 pairs of gucci trainers

Genre;; fluff + job! au??? school! au but like teachers! au and soulmate!au ofc

Warnings;; uhh mentions of stress

Pairing;; Hwang Minhyun x reader

Requested;; nope

Soulmate AU Type;; when you and your soulmate are close together you can see a faint red string connecting your wrists (red string soulmate au yesss) ++ you can also see the red string when either one of you is hurting (emotionally anD physically;; the other soulmate like the one who isn’t hurting can see it but the one who IS hurting can’t) (sorry this is difficult to explain i hope i did it okay??)

Summary;; When you start your new job at the local high school, one teacher really catches your eye… And he always happens to be there for you whenever you’re down.

Style;; bullet point

Word Count;; 1414

Also in this series;; Daniel | Woojin | Jihoon | Jinyoung

i love this I love minhyun

honestly your whole life you thought the red string thing was fake

your friends all seemed to have found their red string or at least seen it but

you’d never even caught a GLIMPSE of the thing

your friends were the ones who told you about it after they found their own soulmates

honestly it all sounded rather,, extra to you lol

and to be honest you were quite sure you were destined to be alone

and you know what those destined to be alone do?? they get a job!!!!!!

once you finish your studies

majoring in english

you decide to apply to work in a school which was close to your college

it seemed like a nice school, not too much drama but not too little

(come on everyone needs tea once in awhile)

you apply with your closest friend at the time, Jaehwan,, who (thank god) already had found his soulmate honestly if you turned out to be soulmates with him you might die from that laughter 24/7

you both manage to get jobs but your departments are opposite sides of the school :(

he is over in the music and performing arts area

whereas you’re in with english and social sciences

the first department meeting you go to you notice someone

i mean you’re pretty sure everyone else in the room noticed him too lol

one of the business and english teachers was… the most beautiful man you’ve ever laid your eyes on??

even though he wasn’t wearing particularly smart clothes he might as well have been he looked like a model

while you’re staring at the beauty of this guy on the opposite side of the room to you someone pokes you in the shoulder

“I see you’ve noticed Mr Hwang Minhyun. Before you ask, hes room 311. I’m Mr Yoon Jisung, by the way, philosophy teacher, room 309. Nice to meet you!”

“haha yeah sorry he’s just,, very good looking. I’m y/n y/l/n, english teacher! I can’t remember my room number but uh nice to meet you too!”

the jisung guy turns to his computer and pulls up a file and searches up your name lol

“Ahh, y/n… you got lucky, you’re room 310. Right next to your new love interest Mr Hwang!”

ah great

now you have to face him every day

honestly you two never end up talking

you wave at each other occasionally in the corridor, sometimes he’ll pick you up a coffee from the machine and leave it on your desk but

nothing more really;;

that’s until one day you’re staying late to start planning classes for tomorrow

when you get a text from literally the LAST friend you have who also hasn’t found their soulmate

it’s only a sentence long but its enough to bring tears to your eyes

‘y/n, I found my soulmate!’

you want more than anything to be happy for them but you can’t help but feel useless

like why do you have to be the last out of everyone?? will you ever even find your soulmate?

a soft knock on the door interrupts your tears and minhyun walks in with two cups of coffee in one of those like cardboard things lol

“Hey, y/n... I could hear you from next door, what’s wrong?”

you don’t even have enough time to question how he managed to hear you through a brick wall before your tears are flowing again

you know how it is,, whenever someone is nice to you ; you always cry more lol

he puts down the coffee on your desk and pulls one of the chairs over to sit next to you

in complete silence he puts his arms around you and like;; cradles you while you cry and rubs your back and hands you tissues every so often

you swear that in between the blurs of tears you see a faint flash of red uhm

but you brush it off as it being a piece of his clothing and just;; continue letting out your emotions lol

when you’re finally done you sit up and thank him and he just smiles right back at you

“no need to thank me! do you want to tell me what’s up? if you don’t that’s totally fine but like sharing is caring…wait no i mean a problem shared is a problem halved”

you laugh at his mistake and mumble back

“i’m the last person left out of my friends who doesn’t have a soulmate…”

minhyun pats your shoulder when you say this and he leans down to look into your eyes

“Hey, y/n, that doesn’t mean anything!! Look at me!! I still haven’t found mine”

YOUR HEART STARTS SUDDENLY RACING AS YOU REMEMBER THE FLASH OF RED uhh 1+1=2 is this what you think this is??

but then you notice the red charity bracelet around his wrist and your hopes = gone

he winks at you and grabs a post-it note, jotting down a number and passing it to you with one of the cups of coffee

“I have to go work on my stuff for tomorrow, but if you ever need anything just call me and uhh enjoy your coffee!”

he stands up and starts to walk out the door and you shout a quick “thank you” and he just responds with an “anytime, y/n!”

you like text him almost immediately as you sip the coffee

somehow he… has put the right amount of milk and sugar like damn is this boy a magician or psychic or something ??????????

you end up texting until literally 2am

the next day you both turn up to work looking like you got dragged through a bush

minhyun pulls it off (he could pull of wearing a TRASH BAG) but… not sure if you can say the same about yourself lol

you keep this up for a good week

and you two are so close now even the students are starting to ship it

you can’t deny that you,, have feelings,, for minhyun

he’s just the right amount of kind and funny it’s amazing HE’S amazing

anYWAY y’all out here talking until 2am every night

until you find yourself falling super behind on the work and marking for your students

you literally lock yourself in your house one friday night and try to mark like 1000 english test papers

you’re not even 100 in and you’ve already forgotten how the hell english works

suddenly theres a knock at your door

its like 11pm so honestly… you’re confused who the hell is it

you grab your baseball bat and unlock the door to a very confused looking minhyun

“were you going to hit me with that?? I text you to say I was coming”

again you didn’t have time to question how the hell he worked out where you lived before you’re rushing back to find your phone

15 unread messages from minhyun

‘haha yes omg did you hear jisung today he was telling the class jokes i could hear the groaning from my room lol’

‘hey’

‘hey’

‘hey y/n’

‘where u at’

‘WHY WON’T YOU ANSWER’

‘what are you doing that is more important than me :(‘

‘if you don’t respond in 3 minutes i will be worried’

‘it’s only been 1 minute but i’m worried you’re always on your phone 24/7 this is not like you’

‘that’s it y/n’

‘i’m coming over’

‘see you in ten!’

‘five minutes away!’

‘two mins now!’

‘let me IN it’s cold out here!!’

whoOPS in future don’t put your phone on silent in a completely different room when you have a minhyun wanting to make fun of jisung

while you’re trying to process still how he managed to get here you look down at your hands and you see a faint red line tied around your wrist in a bow

the string flows from your wrist and is tied in a bow around minhyun’s wrist

you look up at him and he smiles widely at you

“that’s how i managed to work out where you live, I followed the string just like i did when you were sad before”

boy;; damn knew y’all were soulmates for thAT LONG

honestly you don’t know whether to fist bump because you scored the most beautiful human or to cry because it was damn worth the wait OR kiss him

you decide on fist bumping and then doing the 3rd option lol

um tiny bonus:

when you tell jaehwan and jisung they... fist bump too

p.s. jaehwan cries

YES I LOVE MINHYUN NOW IM GOING TO SLEEP

[nctmaginesmut]

Taken By Force (Taeyong!)

anon(s) said:Hey guys! I was wondering about a Dom!Taeyong smut where he’s really rough and forces you to blow him? Of course including consent but still, can it be really hot and stuff? :D sincerely, whose life is now complete 😌 thanks for your hard work guys❤

Can i request Taeyong smut when he finds out his gf search history was “Taeyong SMUT fanfic” “Taeyong 18+ fanfic” etc Lolololol Thank-you and have a great day

could you do a rough!taeyong super steamy smut? please make it as hot as you can sorry im just too thirsty for this guy lmao

author: admin hyo

word count:1863

a/n: What have I done~ this took me forever, but it’s here. The only real warning is that there is some consensual non-con. So if you're not into that don’t read. But please enjoy.

Taeyong had been shocked. By no means displeased, but shocked. He was your boyfriend, and he thought that you two knew everything about each other. You were as intimate as a couple could be, and definitely weren’t virgins.

Taeyong thought over all the times he had passionately made love to you. That’s all it was, though. Innocent vanilla sex for his innocent vanilla girlfriend. At least that’s what Taeyong thought up until this point, and he had no problem with it. He had his ‘secret’ little kinks like any other person would. It’s not like he could force you, though; or could he?

Taeyong was confused, to say the least when he opened up your shared computer he noticed you had made a fatal flaw. Apparently she had left in a hurry and forgot to erase the web pages on the laptop. And to his surprise they were fanfics….of him.

At first when he read the title he thought to himself, “Why would she read about me? I’m right here.” Until he decided to read the actual piece of fiction. He was shocked to see that the contents of the writing was lewd, erotic, and the most sexual thing that he had ever read. She liked to read smut? It was an interesting concept for Taeyong. Yet, the thing that jumped at him were some of the kinks involved in the fanfic. Things like, non-consensual, forced, extremely dominant.

“She….she wants to be forced?”

He was taken by surprise by the new knowledge he had of his ‘seemingly’ innocent girlfriend.But as Taeyong read the details of the story, he would be lying if he said he wasn’t getting hard at the thought of forcing his cock down his girlfriend's throat. Watching her gag at the size; tears springing from her eyes.

Oh, how the tent grew in his pants. He started to rub the growth in his pants to ease some of the tension. He starts to build his pleasure up until he hears the door to the apartment unlock, sounding your arrival. He puts the laptop on the nightstand, sneaking into the bathroom. Taeyong turns the shower on with a devious grin then began to rub out his first orgasm while he concocted his little plan.  

“She wants to be forced huh?”He whispered as he came closer to his climax.

Entering the apartment the feeling was off when you came in. There was a certain tension you couldn’t put your finger on. “I Wonder where Taeyong is?” You thought, putting your bag down. The house was dark, and quiet besides the the faint sound of a shower coming from your room. You assumed that’s where your boyfriend is.

Making your way to the room you open the door to see your laptop on the dresser. The screen is still brightly glowing when you go to take a look. Reading one of the web pages, your eyes widen. Fingers instinctively moving to erase everything that occupied the computer.

With a sigh, you close the laptop. Then it hits you; did Taeyong see any of that? With that thought, you went into a state of internal panic. Never sharing any of that with anybody, it made you nervous. And if Taeyong found out…what would he think. Everybody has something they rather not share with their significant other. Automatically deciding you wouldn’t mention it at all unless he did. Whether he knew and didn’t want to talk about it, or he just didn’t see it at all. You could live with those two.

With that last thought, the door to the bathroom opens. Your eyes avert to the side trying to look as non-guilty as possible. In your peripheral vision, Taeyong is still dripping water from his hair, skin damp, a towel clinging to his torso. A truly decadent sight as one of the water drops falls down his chest, rippling over his abs.

He greeted you with a sweet smile, went to the dresser taking out at piece of paper, and writing on it.When he handed it to you he avoided your gaze, turning back around. Unfolding the questionable piece of paper it says “Safe word: Febreze”

You were riddled with confusion. Why would you need a safe word? You looked up at Taeyong to see he was eyeing you intently, the aura of the room changing completely. He looked at you as if you were his prey and he was about to pounce. It scared you to see him act so different, but there was a hint of intrigue in the way he eyed your body.

“Tae?” He didn’t answer. He just deepened his gaze. Becoming hungrier, and more dangerous. He started to loosen his towel, letting it fall. His thick cock sprung free. You concentrated on his thickness. So hard, and angry looking. It was big and veiny just like his hands that grasped it.

“You like this don’t you?” He said noticing your staring. All you could do was blush.

“On the ground, on your knees.” Of course, you hesitate with his dominant orders, but that just seemed to make him angry.

He stepped toward the bed and grabbed you by the hair just enough to make you wince. He moved you to the ground right in front of his pulsating cock. He chuckled hitting your cheek lightly with it, some of his precum smearing onto your face.

He grabbed your face trying to control your jaw. He goes down to your level and looks you dead in the eyes.“You're gonna suck my cock like a good girl, ok? Show me how you use that pretty little mouth.” Taeyong demanded “B..but,” you stutter.“It wasn’t a question.” With that, he grabbed the back of your head, and your chin opening your mouth.

He forces his hard cock down your throats all in one go. You grabbed his thighs trying to push him away. Taeyong chuckled as you struggled. He handed the control over so you could continue pleasuring him. First, a few kitten licks at his head that tease him. Then you decide to deep throat him.

He let out a long groan as you gagged on his shaft. His gaze never left your face unless to pull back in pleasure. “Yes take it all you little whore!” You could usually never take all of Taeyong all at once, and so fast. You could tell he was getting impatient because he grabs the sides of your face, and starts to fuck your mouth relentlessly. You choked on him, and he began to tease your throat with slow shallow thrusts. Then start again with deep, hard movements.

This continued until the feeling of precum dripping down your throat made you gag. Just before he came he lifted you from your knees and threw you on the bed roughly. He climbed over top of you, ripping open your blouse and skirt. He smirked evilly as he saw you were wearing his favorite lingerie. “Wow, you probably knew you were going to get this weren’t you? Such a little slut.”

You struggled against him as he tried to remove your clothes. You loved when you got fucked by Taeyong, but the struggle made it even hotter for you. They way he ripped off your skirt and forced you to comply. And how could Taeyong refuse you when you were the one responsible for his painfully good hard on.

Taeyong Had forcefully taken your wrists and pinned them above your head. He teases your core with little strokes, then a few light smacks. Not to hurt too much but just enough to make you drip. After he slipped two fingers in with few pumps. Fighting off your retaliations Taeyong realized that he just needed to fuck you. To show you how forceful he could really be.

He took his fingers out and turned you around on your stomach. As he lifted your hips up he grasped your ass and thighs. He spread you apart to get a good look at your core.“You look so good like this baby. Such a pretty pussy, looking so ready for my cock.”“No, please!” “Then why are you so wet for me?” “Taeyong don’t!” You said, but you knew. The safe word had crossed your mind only once, but you didn’t want to use it. You had to admit that you were a kinky, naughty girl that had forceful fantasies. And here Taeyong was giving it to you.

“Who said you got a choice.”

He grasped your hair in his hand, and gripped your hips as he thrust into you. No time to adjust, just him fucking you with his thick cock. It destroyed you. The feeling was unbelievable; to just be taken. And be stretched so wide, so fast. “Tae, p..please s…stop.” Stuttering in between thrusts. “Baby you, and I both know that’s not what you want.” He said leaving little scratch marks on your hips. It was so much at once you tried to inch forward and away. “Yeah, no baby girl. Your not running away from my cock.” He said gripping your hips back onto his member.

You were starting to lose your composure. Moaned and yelling uncontrollably at Taeyong’s roughness. He turned you around to lay on your back. “Shut up and take my cock like a good little slut!” He said one hand covering your mouth, one pinning your arm. while he slammed into you harder. Only now your sounds were light whimpers that could be heard through his hand. You tried to arch off the bed, but Taeyong held you down so well.

“Look at how deep I am inside you. You’re taking every inch of me in such a tight pussy!” Loose tears ran down your cheek from the stimulation. Despite Taeyongs position right know he wiped them away, kissing just under your eye. He was still your incredibly sweet boyfriend. There was no doubt about that.

The both of you began to near your climaxes. Taeyongs strokes getting harder if it was possible. The way the hard friction of his dick kept hitting all of your spots you weren’t going to last long either.

“Say it! Say you love it when I force my cock into you!”

“I…I,” I couldn’t find words in such an erotic moment.

“You better answer me baby girl.”

His eyes were so dark it was almost evil looking. So lustfull.

“Yes! I love it when you force yourself on me!”

You both saw white with one last thrust, both never feeling an orgasm so intense.

After coming down from your highs, Taeyong rolls off, and lays you on his chest. When both of your panting stopped Taeyong spoke.

“Haha, such a dirty girl, with such dirty fantasies.”

“So I’m guessing you saw?” You looked away blushing.

“Yeah, it really wasn’t a big deal. I definitely wasn’t disappointed.” he said smirking. He stroked your hair.

“I was a little surprised. You seemed so innocent. I would’ve never expected that you would want to be taken by force.”

“I understand, but have one question though.” His eyebrows shooting up in confusion.

“Febreze….really Tae?”

[mountphoenixrp]

We have a new citizen in Mount Phoenix:

                                 Im Nayeon, who is known by no other name;                                                a 20 year old daughter of Ahulane.                                                    She is a video game streamer.

FC Name/Group: Im Nayeon / Twice Character Name: Im Nayeon Age/Date of Birth: 20 / September 22nd, 1996 Place of Birth: Los Angeles, CA, USA Occupation: Video game streamer Height: 163cm ~ 5'4" Defining Features: Nayeon looks very much like a bunny, according to her viewers. She keeps a charm bracelet that her brother gave her on at all times. The charms are usually video game themed.

Personality: Everything is a game, and every game is won by Nayeon. She’s a silly and carefree girl. Due to living on the internet, her humor is full of memes and might even be outlandish to some. She can’t take anything serious, even in the most dire situations. Nayeon is a very friend/family-oriented person. She likes spending time with those she enjoys. At the same time, since she is so used to hanging out with her family, being the youngest, she always got what she wanted. This leads her to be childish if things don’t go her way.

On the other hand, put her behind a screen with a keyboard or controller in hand, she is the exact opposite of how she normally acts. On stream, she tries to stay positive and keep her bubbly personality. but she can’t help but sometimes spit out vulgar language. Also, being the best of the best in the games she plays made her incredibly cocky whenever such games are brought up. She’s the best and she knows it.

History: Some people are distant with their own families, but that is definitely not the case for Nayeon. Her original parents, who are unknown to her, abandoned her at the orphanage. This, of course, meant little to her. The new people she considers her true family easily filled the gap her biological parents left.

At a young age, she and her only brother, only a year older than her, were inseparable. They often went on magical journeys through worlds that did not exist here. Her brother had a fondness, if not then a crippling addiction, to video games, and she followed in his footsteps. Super Nintendo, Sega, Gamecube, you name it, they definitely played on it. It was often in her childhood she was most excited to come home just to complete the next segment of a final fantasy game with her brother, rather than go out and hang with friends. This often led both of them to not spend time with others of their age, which worried their parents.

When the computer finally became incredibly popular to game on, if not the ‘master race’ of gaming, it was then the dynamic duo decided to pick up one themselves. Her brother was already interested in technology, especially computer engineering, so he took it upon himself to learn how to build his own computer. As always, Nayeon followed his lead and took up the challenge of learning how to do more advance things the average gamer wouldn’t know how to do.

Once high school came around, a shockingly popular game released, Counter Strike: Global Offensive. Her brother found great interest in it, considering he enjoyed Team Fortress 2 on his computer, as well as shooters in general. Nayeon, on the other hand, had dropped her love for video games and instead opted to spend time with others in her grade. It was often she brought friends over, gossiping about the latest story in school, or spending time fawning over boys.

Her brother continued his time on the game, increasingly becoming better. When streaming became popular, he picked up the tools to do so. He took up the name Koto, and into the world of streaming he went. He climbed the ranks of the game’s ladder system, and eventually found himself in the top one percent of players. High tier teams sought him out, and much to his parents disagreement, he packed up his stuff and joined a professional team. His absence left Nayeon dismayed, and she felt as if her closest companion had abandoned her. The only game she could play with him now was Counter Strike. With the money she had from summer jobs, she fixed up her computer and spent time learning CS;GO.

Surprisingly, it didn’t take long. It was as if she had a natural talent for it. With a flick of her wrist and a crosshair aimed at her enemies, she easily always won. Just like her brother, she also climbed the ranked ladder. To other gamers though, it didn’t matter what rank she was. Nayeon was a girl, and girls were never meant to play video games according to some. She was often times criticized, and even bullied when she even bothered to communicate with teams.

It hurt, but in the end she got to play with her brother again, and that was all that mattered to her. She took on the screen name of Kotoki. Even after the pleading of her brother, she still chose that. It was a reminder to herself that she was the person she was because of her brother (also he made it really easy for her to put toki in her name). She got to play with her brother again, but being high ranked came at an incredible price.

At the time, cheating was definitely the norm to see in high ranking. Aimbots, wall hacks, anything to give an advantage and call yourself ‘the best’ was what people were resorting to. Nayeon herself was accused of cheating by other players. Her accuracy was unrivaled, even her brother lost in straight up one versus one duels. To prove she was not a cheater, she took up streaming. She put her keyboard and mouse on camera, even downloading a program to show the keys she hit on screen.

It was indisputable that was no cheater, and this garnered her quite the fan base. She was a top player, as well as being one of the few female streamers out there. It was a strange dynamic to the gaming world. Thousands of people watched her play, and she found herself a full time streamer once she was out of high school. Donations and sponsors easily brought in money for her to take care of herself.

She spent a few years making a living off streaming. It was until she had started having strange dreams that her curiosity of her original parents resurfaced. A man with a bow haunted her sleep. He was never the same person, but always wielding the same unique weapon. She ignored it at first. It was just some weird occurance in her life. After the dreams came whispers. Ahulane. With a little research she learned that Ahulane was the Mayan god of archery.

She was scared, she didn’t understand why she was hearing and dreaming about any of this. At the seemingly perfect time, a letter appeared before her. It called for her to go to Mount Phoenix. Confused and unsettled with her home, she followed where the letter told her to go.

Pantheon: Mayan Child of: Ahulane Powers: While she’s never held a gun or a bow before, Nayeon is exceptionally gifted in aiming, as displayed in her gameplay. She is stronger and faster than the average person, but she’s never really used these abilities nor polished them as much. Strengths: Nayeon is kind, simple, and an easy-going person. Nothing really bothers her, and she takes any haters or shady comments without a care. She puts family before herself, and will do almost anything for them. She is typically the best at any game or skill that involves aiming. Weaknesses: She’s very prideful in her consistent high ranks in the games she plays. She is secretly a very vulgar person, but she tries her best to behave nicely in front of others. She’s never held a gun or anything in her life before, nor does she have any drive to take advantage of her powers.

[blackthornass]

Do you have any art tips?

Uhhhhhh Funk im not The Greatest Artist ™ but I’ll try to bestow some Wisdom on you. Keep in mind Art is Subjective and I’m no expert and all that so take everything with a grain of salt but that being said I’ll try to give u Tips and Tricks

-listen so if you have a boring class at school just draw in it. School is great because you have 1. Access to paper at all times 2. Incredibly boring lectures. If you have a study hall that’s the Drawing JACKPOT. Basically what I’m saying is practice all the time when you have energy but like that’s such boring art advice. It’s important but “practice! uwu” is like what people with Natural Art Talent say when they didn’t have to figure everything out from the ground up so it’s kind of aggravating

-There’s gonna be people better than you. Chances are you have a friend who’s better than you because this is Tumblr we all draw. Try Not To Compare Yourself ™ which idk how to do but it’s bad don’t do it

-unless you find a terrible person with worse art than you in which case FUCK DUDE COMPARE YOURSELF TO THEM! THEYRE HORRIBLE AND THEY CANT DRAW FOR SHIT LOOK WHOS LAUGHING NOW!

-“work until your idols become your rivals” is absolute bullshit because your idols are working at it at the same time you are. You fool. You imbecile. I feel like this works better for writing when your idols can become irrelevant or straight up die between you being an aspiring author 8 year old and a tired 30 year old who just wrote The Great American Novel ™ or just kind of. Leave the fandom if you’re writing fanfic. Anyway

-ok that’s all the preachy shit, time for Real Art Advice ™. Keep in mind I do digital cartoony shit with Strong Lineart and cel shading for the most part and I pretty much only draw people so my knowledge is limited to that. if you wanna be a professional artist maybe do other things and Expand your Abilities ™

-Ok first off if you’re using Gimp or Photoshop please love yourself and download Firealpaca or illegally torrent Paint Tool Sai or something. I swear by Firealpaca it cured my depression but like. Photoshop is Trash for drawing. Get Firealpaca it has Line Correction ™

-Keep Line Correction ™ at like. A 5 when you’re sketching and at a 19 (the maximum) when you’re lining, coloring, shading, highlighting, doing literally anything that isn’t sketching

-Sketching digitally can be hard if you’re used to sketching on paper and I find it easier to do a sketch on paper, take a picture of it on my phone or scan it, and line/color it digitally. You do you and figure out what works best

-speaking of which I refused to use sketchbooks until I was Worthy ™ of not drawing on notebook paper and uhhhhhh that’s dumb just get a sketchbook they cost a little more than a notebook at Target it’s not super expensive. Although if you’re not financially in the position to buy a sketchbook anyway, just hoard notebooks from school that you didn’t use much. Bam, that’s your new sketchbook

-the Head Circle Cross Thing and the Spheres For Shoulder, Elbow, and Wrist Thing are good and important and will save you

-hands are hard so use references but bullshit your way through it. eventually they’ll look good (I haven’t gotten there yet)

-HAVE FUN WITH NOSES OH MY GOD. Noses are super fun and cool because there’s, like, infinite variety with them, they can be as long or short, thin or thick, rounded or pointy as you want, you can make them be, like, triangles or circles or more squareish or diamond-shaped, the base of the nose can be about as high or as low on the face as you want, you can make the nostrils prominent or not really there at all, they can add another Layer to a character’s design, oh my goodness noses are so fun. They’re like, severely underrated and oh my god I could gush about how fucking fun noses are

-same with facial expressions. Where you put the pupils and how big they are, how much of the eye is covered by eyelids, the way the eyebrows are, the mouth, tons of other shit. There’s loads of variety and so much you can do and honestly having fun with the facial expression is The Best Part. There’s tons of Face Art Chart Memes floating around, you know the ones, save it to your phone/computer and practice those on your own time it’s fun

-if you don’t know how to do something, avoiding it won’t help you. Just kind of draw around with it in your sketchbook or in a “I’m not posting this” file until you feel confident enough to do it in your Real Projects ™.

-Ok for lining did you know..… it isn’t illegal to erase parts of the lineart to clean it up.… just be careful and draw it back in to the best of your abilities if you erase too far and use a smaller eraser brush/lining brush for this… I know it’s tedious nobody likes lining it’s okay you can do this put on some good music

-use mcfucking references

-eyedrop character’s official colors but adjust said colors based on the color of your background to make them look less funky is my general rule for clothing, I usually pick the hair/skin by myself or from something I’ve already drawn though

-for flats, make sure your lineart is all closed off and there aren’t any “holes” cuz that’ll mess up your coloring

-so how I do flats is I use the magic wand tool to select whatever I want to color, expand selection 3 pixels (in firealpaca you can set it to do this automatically), pick the color I need, turn up the brush to as big as possible, and color it in. It saves the time you’d spend with cleaning up where the color gets outside the lines

-you can do the flats on one layer, but I personally like to do every Object on a different layer so when I do shading, I know what goes on top of what

-if a color is darker than the lineart it looks ugly so pick your line color with caution (or just use black! Unlike shading black lineart tends to go with pretty much everything)

-SHADE YOUR GODDAMN ART. Like, what makes people go “wow holy shit that’s good!” is the shading + highlights, don’t be lazy ya fuck.

-I’d take a break before shading to Refresh Your Eyes ™ but also I constantly forget this is a good idea

-don’t shade with black oh my god. Unless you’re doing Strong Punchy Dramatic Stuff or monochrome black and white stuff, don’t shade with black, and if you’re doing that it’ll probably be drawn into the lineart. Don’t shade with black please we can tell you’re doing it and it looks bad

-highlighting with white isn’t too bad though, especially with the eyes, but it might look too strong in some places

-As a general rule, shading is darker and more saturated, highlighting is lighter and less saturated. Whether it gets warmer or cooler depends a lot on what color or thing you’re shading or what you want the feel of the picture to be and I’m not 100% sure how to do it myself so uh. Trust your gut and change the color if it looks wrong I guess.

-where exactly the shadows or highlights fall depends on lots of things, just kind of. Look at how things work irl maybe? This is the kind of thing that you just have to practice, and it’ll look like shit until suddenly it doesn’t sorry I’m not sure what to say

-One Medium Sized White Dot on a layer above the lineart where the pupil borders the Iris (or the whites of the eyes if you’re like me and you make the pupil and Iris one thing) works for a glint in the eye that makes a person look less dead and more cute. How big you’re gonna make it depends on how adorable you want the person to be

-SMOOTH BORDERS FOR THE SHADING ARE REALLY IMPORTANT IF YOURE DOING CEL SHADING which is why firealpaca is my best friend thanks line smoothing. If you’re doing like. Soft shading or painterly shit or other kinds of shading it’s less Super Important but like. Still be sort of neat. Unless being really messy and sketchy is what you’re going for but even then you still need to be sort of careful

-for simple backgrounds, it’s like. Easy to make it interesting. Add polka dots to the background or a big old square or a gradient or a cloud filter or something the possibilities are endless. Another option is to straight up make it transparent and write a secret message in white on the side. But uhh never do a blank white background at the very least fill it with a solid color

-ok style is kind of hard because I never had to struggle to find my style? I just “drew in my handwriting” so to speak and then if along the way I realized something looked shitty I just changed how I drew it slightly? I guess a thing you could do if you’re in tune enough is look at the styles of things you do like and things you don’t and figure out why you do and don’t like it. “I like how *2010s cartoon* does Eyes!” great take that general concept. “I hate how this shitty yaoi has enormous hands!” great then don’t do that. It’s all Personal Preference my dude style is Your Own Thing

-notes aren’t everything but fuck do they feel nice. Self reblogs are fine but don’t overdo it, I’d say reblog it Twice to account for time zones and tag it as self reblog so as to not be a dick

This got long whoops. That’s all I can think of but I hope this helps it’s All I Know

[stupxfied]

 REALLY long CHARACTER SURVEY.

RULES. repost , don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good luck !

TAGGED BY. @santigoldsaint​ ( i just seen this ???? oops ) TAGGING. all

BASICS.

FULL NAME : Gavin David Free ALIAS : Vav AGE : 25 (depending) BIRTHDAY : May 23 ETHNIC GROUP : English (some italian) NATIONALITY : British LANGUAGE / S : English // Italian SEXUAL ORIENTATION : yes ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : also yes RELATIONSHIP STATUS : Single-ish (depends on verse) CLASS : Upper? HOME TOWN / AREA : Thame, Oxfordshire  CURRENT HOME : Los Santos PROFESSION : Golden Boy

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : Ash/Dirty Blonde. EYES : Green, goldish brownish flecks around the pupil, wobbly iris. NOSE : medium bridge, rounded tip, flared nostrils, big. (( ??? im bad at bod descriptions these are probably totally inaccurate. just look at a picture of gav’s nose.)) FACE : Squareish jaw, medium cheekbones. caterpillar eyebrows, but tamed ones.  LIPS : thin. not too wide but not too small. COMPLEXION : pale. very pale. tans super easy tho.  BLEMISHES : like 6 freckles. 1 in the middle of his arm, about three inches below the wrist, on the outer side of the arm. three on the right shoulder, 2 on the other. mole on the knee. florida shaped birthmark on the back of his left thigh. golden tooth in the back of his mouth count? SCARS : one five inch scar right above his right thigh, where his abdomen meets his legs. the groin? yeah. was stabbed there. various cuts on his arms from fighting, his knees are #rekt from being on them so much and just fighting and sliding and car accidents. there’s a scar on the back of his head that’s covered with hair, from where he fell and cracked his head open as a kid. various gunshot wounds from the shoulder to the legs. TATTOOS : fahc logo, abt 1x1 inches, a tramp stamp. few inches above his butt crack tbh.  HEIGHT : 5′7’. WEIGHT : 125 lbs BUILD : lanky, barely there muscle. mostly leg.  FEATURES : bright eyes and a cocky smile ALLERGIES : N/A USUAL HAIR STYLE : everywhere. USUAL FACE LOOK : cocky bitch USUAL CLOTHING : button downs with jeans and dress shoes, or converse.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S : death, abandonment, failure, being hated ASPIRATION / S : to be loved.  POSITIVE TRAITS : smart, charismatic, loyal NEGATIVE TRAITS : impatient, cocky, selfish MBTI : ESFP - The Performer ZODIAC : gemini TEMPERAMENT :  Melancholic SOUL TYPE / S : creator/performer (both were tied oops) ANIMALS : cat, hawk? VICE HABIT / S : biting nails, sex? FAITH : ha?? (raised christian) GHOSTS? : lots AFTERLIFE? : if he knew he wouldn’t b afraid of death REINCARNATION? : ???? ALIENS? : probably. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : democratic. but wil and has fucked every political parties bank account. ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : Upper class SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : Affluent Socialite // Anonymous benefactor EDUCATION LEVEL : grade school

FAMILY.

FATHER : Arthur Rockland Free MOTHER : Lynette Renee Free (formerly Dillard) SIBLINGS : Markis Arthur Free EXTENDED FAMILY : David Free (Grandfather), Georgia Free, (Grandmother), Francis Dillard (Grandmother), Harry Dillard (Grandfather), Daniel Dillard (Uncle), Valerie Dillard (Aunt-in-law). NAME MEANING / S : Free?? i mean. free. not under the control of another. HISTORICAL CONNECTION? : N/A

FAVOURITES.

BOOK : n/a (hasn’t read in awhile, so nothing comes to mind) MOVIE : Fantastic Beasts 5 SONGS : addict with a pen, twenty one pilots -- alone together , fall out boy -- house of gold , twenty one pilots -- miss jackson, panic! at the disco -- crazy=genius , panic! at the disco DEITY : ? none. HOLIDAY : christmas. thanksgiving. MONTH : december bc aesthetic SEASON : fall or spring bc he can wear jackets if he wants to PLACE : the shared penthouse, his own apartment bc egg is there.  WEATHER : not too hot for a long sleep but not too cold to have to wear a jacket. could wear short sleeves too if you wanted. maybe not raining. SOUND : his jewelry clanking, heavy bass,  SCENT / S :  literal money, anything fruity TASTE / S : fruity, anything geoff or jack makes. FEEL / S : velvet, soft things, silk, cats ANIMAL / S : cats. maybe small animals like hamsters or guinea pigs.  NUMBER : 6 bc that’s how many of them are in the crew.  COLOUR : greens, pastel or neon, no inbetween. lilac purple. 

EXTRA.

TALENTS : excellent marksmen, fast fast typer, great with science stuff, hacking, computer things,  BAD AT : hand to hand combat, handling emotions, being a good person TURN ONS : bdsm. being submissive. choking, wall pinning, things on his throat, touching the back of his neck, scratch his scalp TURN OFFS : being super gross like. nasty gross. being unloyal.  HOBBIES : hacking. smokin with ray. (sometimes cocaine). video games. TROPES : Butt Monkey, The Charmer,  AESTHETIC TAGS : gold, pastels, weapons, drugs GPOY QUOTES : “ Are you worth your weight in gold? ”

FC INFO.

MAIN FC / S : Gavin Free ALT FC / S : Arthur Darville OLDER FC / S : ? lookin. YOUNGER FC / S : looking hardcore !!! but using gav still VOICE CLAIM / S : gav tbh. GENDERBENT FC / S : nope.

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 : IF YOU COULD WRITE YOUR CHARACTER YOUR WAY IN THEIR OWN MOVIE , WHAT WOULD IT BE CALLED , WHAT STYLE WOULD IT BE FILMED IN , AND WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT ?

a1 : it’d probably be called golden boy. but he’d want to either film it as a documentary and show how literally one ‘little’ event can fuck you up so bad that you become a mass murderer with very little feelings about your crimes but intense feelings abt your crew members. either that, or a law and order type thing. only he doesn’t get caught in the end.

Q2 : WHAT WOULD THEIR SOUNDTRACK / SCORE SOUND LIKE ?

a2 : probably lots of panic at the disco and shit. anything on a piano also.

Q3 : WHY DID YOU START WRITING THIS CHARACTER ?

a3 : i started playing vav from x-ray and vav and i was like. okay but gta. and then i was like. okay but what if i made a blog just for gta. and then i did and i have no regrets.

Q4 : WHAT FIRST ATTRACTED YOU TO THIS CHARACTER ?

a4: tragedy and murder.

Q5 : DESCRIBE THE BIGGEST THING YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

a5 : he’s a fucking piss baby?? like holy shit. calm the fuck down and lose some of your emotions. they’re inconvenient as hell and it makes people hate you, which you hate already, and you need to calm the fuck down.

Q6 : WHAT DO YOU HAVE IN COMMON WITH YOUR MUSE ?

a6 : ?? gold aesthetic. want lots of money. 

Q7 : HOW DOES YOUR MUSE FEEL ABOUT YOU ?

a7 : tbh i dont even know. i have friends that turned out as fucked up as gav but without the murder and they think im ok. so probably ok.

Q8 : WHAT CHARACTERS DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE INTERESTING INTERACTIONS WITH ?

a8 : ? all.

Q9 : WHAT GIVES YOU INSPIRATION TO WRITE YOUR MUSE ?

a9 : murder.

Q10 : HOW LONG DID THIS TAKE YOU TO COMPLETE ?

a10 : UHM. FOUR HOURS ????? BC I GET DISTRACTED.

[pickle-inspector]

100 questions: 1-100. (Or 33 and 59)

WELL DANG SCREW IT I FEEL LIKE OVERSHARING I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE OVERSHARING *CACKLES*

If anyone else wants to reblog the post, it was 100 Questions Also This Is A Link

Have a read more. Warning: So many questions about kissing. SO many. I got progressively more frustrated and I hope you can tell.

1: is there a boy/girl in your life?There are lots of people in my life. Also, no.2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?Mmmmmm, nope. I don’t know what you would count as “hurting me”?3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”...cats. What the heck.4: what’s something you really want right now?Cheesy corn, but Critical Role is on and that requires cooking5: are you afraid of falling in love?I’m not sure it’s possible for me, but I don’t think so?6: do you like the beach?Yeah, sun and sand and water is great.7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?See, the couch at my parents’ house has the pull-out footrest things, and Sundays are made for napping. So yes, technically, I have fallen asleep on the same couch as someone else. 8: what’s the background on your cell?Percival Fredrickstein Von Musel Klossowski de Rolo III9: name the last four beds you were sat on?My dog sat on me while I was at home last, otherwise I couldn’t say.10: do you like your phone?I’m super mad that I cracked the glass on the back, but otherwise yes.11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?No, but my plans were sort of nebulous and vague anyway12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?A coworker13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?DOG.14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?I...don’t know? Maybe emotional because that doesn’t heal as quickly usually?15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?Depends on the zoo and museum. 16: are you tired?Always.17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?First? Like, first added to my phone? Probably my mom? So my whole life?18: are they a relative?Assuming my guess was right, then yes. 19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?He’s married; no thanks. 20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?Baccalaureate, so....three years ago?21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?Sure.22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?No. Again, married. 23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?None, just a watch.24: is there a certain quote you live by?”Life needs things to live.”25: what’s on your mind?Critical Role.26: do you have any tattoos?No.27: what is your favorite color?Black.28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?Heck if I know. I don’t even know if I’m gonna kiss anyone ever again? (Also, kissing is gross leave me alone.)29: who are you texting?Nobody is texting me right now, though I should respond to one my mom sent about an hour ago.30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?Why are there so many kissing questions and no.31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?Yupp. I’m good at that. 32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?Yes.33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?No.34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?No. Yes. Wait. I don’t remember. 35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?Seriously. What is with this quiz and kissing? Also, I don’t like when people kiss in front of me.36: were you single on valentines day?Yes.37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? Do you like dogs?Yes, dogs are great. They’re my favorite. Thanks for asking.38: what do your friends call you?Yurii, Yoyo, and Pickle. 39: has anyone upset you in the last week?I dislike most of my coworkers, but I want to punch the General Manager so badly.40: have you ever cried over a text?Over a Tumblr IM, yes.41: where’s your last bruise located?Haven’t got any right now.42: what is it from?See previous question. 43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?Every time I’m at work.44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?My dad. Unless you count at work, then some random lady who was making stuff up to get mad at me.45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?I like my converse. 46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?Depends on where I’m doing that day. if it’s work, then screw it, who cares.47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?No.48: do you make supper for your family?I don’t make supper for myself.49: does your bedroom have a door?Yes.50: top 3 web-pages?Tumblr. I don’t actually use other websites.51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?Me. My mom. My sister.52: does anything on your body hurt?Not in particular right now.53: are goodbyes hard for you?Nah.54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?Dr. Pepper.55: how is your hair?In existence. Too long.56: what do you usually do first in the morning?I hit snooze seven times or more.57: do you think two people can last forever?If they are committed to each other, then yes, definitely.58: think back to january 2007, were you single?Oh shoot, that might have been the one January that I wasn’t single? Wow. Good guess.59: green or purple grapes?Green.60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?*shrug* I don’t generally initiate hugs, so I never know.61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?I’m not at work, so no, I’m good.62: when will be the next time you text someone?The next time someone texts me or I have something I need to say or ask. I’m not psychic. I cannot see the future. Stop asking these questions?63: where will you be 5 hours from now?Sleeping, with any luck.64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.Sleeping.65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?Yes.66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?Sure.67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?Heck no.68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?Man, I was working on the OC/universe stuff. It’s what I do while I’m falling asleep.69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Probably.70: how many windows are open on your computer?Five.71: how many fingers do you have?Ten?72: what is your ringtone?Red/Blue title screen song73: how old will you be in 5 months?2674: where is your mum right now?Home.75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?I don’t think I’ve ever been in love.76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?Heck no.77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?Technically, perhaps.78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?Yeah, sure.79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?I have a cousin who went by Mike(y) until he got too old and mature for that.80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?Not since I was a baby.81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?There were a couple of coworkers I didn’t hate, so I guess I technically--Oh, you mean crushes. No.82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?No.83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?No.84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?First, I don’t drink. Second, guys/girls are not hot. Third, I don’t have IRL friends.85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?Yes, I would. Drugs are expensive and stuff.86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?I watched a movie.87: who was your last received call from?My Dad.88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?Who the heck is offering me that much money to burn a butterfly.89: what is something you wish you had more of?Money. Free time. Mostly free time, though more money could mean I have more free time.90: have you ever trusted someone too much?Sure?91: do you sleep with your window open?No.92: do you get along with girls?Sure?93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?No.94: does sex mean love?I’m not interested in sex, so sex means bupkis to me.95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?Yes, I’m locked in a room. Why am I locked in a room.96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? How about cats? Sure! Not my favorite, but they’re nice.97: did you sleep alone this week?NO, I HAVE LIKE TEN STUFFED ANIMALS I SHARE THE BED WITH.98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?I have some people I don’t hate, so sure.99: do you believe in love at first sight?No.100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?Heck if I know.

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Sorry about making you do al those questions last time 😅 But Im generally interested in learning about others 😛 So.... 1-100!! LETS GO!!! 🦁🐺🐸🐧

200 questions last time now 100 I guess I only do this for u loool if I answer this will you tell me who u are? I’ve done over 300 questions for u.

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? no 

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? never 

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” cats duhh

4: What’s something you really want right now? a degree

5: Are you afraid of falling in love? after the last yeah

6: Do you like the beach? yes 

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yes

8: What’s the background on your cell? me and my dad at my hs grad

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? name? like brand? or size? shit my bed, the hotel bed, my bed, my bed

10: Do you like your phone? yea my s7

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? it looks like it.

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? my hs friend i met at school

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? rottweiler

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional pai

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? zoo

16: Are you tired? 24 hours 7 days a week

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? my whole life

18: Are they a relative? yes

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? no

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? couple days ago

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? yes

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? sure

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? zero

24: Is there a certain quote you live by? “you’ll never know other’s true intentions”

25: What’s on your mind? why are people so dumb on nba2k17 mympark

26: Do you have any tattoos? i have 7

27: What is your favorite color? red

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? yes 

29: Who are you texting? no one but last person was my friend from hs

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? no

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? ALWAYS

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes 

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? i dont think so

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? no

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? ok cool

36: Were you single on Valentines Day? yes

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? ehhh i guess

38: What do your friends call you? ry

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? yes

40: Have you ever cried over a text? no 

41: Where’s your last bruise located? my knee

42: What is it from? someone went knee to knee with me in basketball 

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? 

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? pizza delivery guy

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? no 

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? i never once had a bad hair day tbh 

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? no 

48: Do you make supper for your family? yes 

49: Does your bedroom have a door? yes

50: Top 3 web-pages? that I most visit? this shitty ass blog, espn, and pornhub LOOOOL

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? no

52: Does anything on your body hurt? not currently 

53: Are goodbyes hard for you? its watever 

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? beer

55: How is your hair? so the top is red and the sides r black and shaved 

56: What do you usually do first in the morning? read the news and weather

57: Do you think two people can last forever? yes

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? shit idk

59: Green or purple grapes? green

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? idk i dont plan it

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? on vacation w all my friends but my ass signed up for summer classes

62: When will be the next time you text someone? properly soon later

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? in my bed

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning. sleeping in

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? yes my ex 

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? my youngest brother

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no 

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? my city is in a housing market bubble in 5 years it’s gonna be hard for even doctors and lawyers to afford a house because the house market value tripled you got rich foreigners come in buy all the land and property and when the value increases they sell it for triple the value. should I stay in Toronto? 

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? always

70: How many windows are open on your computer? 3

71: How many fingers do you have? 10

72: What is your ringtone? super mario theme 

73: How old will you be in 5 months? 21

74: Where is your Mum right now? idk 

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? bc these cali girls out here playing with my heart.

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? no

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? yes

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? yes i do

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? yes

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yes

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? one

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? no

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? im leaving her on read

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? my 3 childhood friends

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? yes I would help them to stop.

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? 

87: Who was your last received call from? my mom

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? now this a real question ill burn it but wouldnt kill it but heal it myself

89: What is something you wish you had more of? time

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? yupp

91: Do you sleep with your window open? no

92: Do you get along with girls? yaaas

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? no

94: Does sex mean love? sex and making love are two different things

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? we properly make out again

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? no

97: Did you sleep alone this week? yes..

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? like a significant other? no but my mom and brothers make me happy.

99: Do you believe in love at first sight? to a degree

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise? I havent done that in so long im wondering too...

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REALLY long CHARACTER SURVEY.

RULES. repost , don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good luck !

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BASICS.

FULL NAME :  ALIAS :  AGE :  BIRTHDAY :  ETHNIC GROUP :  NATIONALITY :  LANGUAGE / S :  SEXUAL ORIENTATION : yes ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : also yes RELATIONSHIP STATUS : Single-ish (depends on verse) CLASS : Upper? HOME TOWN / AREA : Thame, Oxfordshire CURRENT HOME : Los Santos PROFESSION : Golden Boy

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : Ash/Dirty Blonde. EYES : Green, goldish brownish flecks around the pupil, wobbly iris. NOSE : medium bridge, rounded tip, flared nostrils, big. (( ??? im bad at bod descriptions these are probably totally inaccurate. just look at a picture of gav’s nose.)) FACE : Squareish jaw, medium cheekbones. caterpillar eyebrows, but tamed ones. LIPS : thin. not too wide but not too small. COMPLEXION : pale. very pale. tans super easy tho. BLEMISHES : like 6 freckles. 1 in the middle of his arm, about three inches below the wrist, on the outer side of the arm. three on the right shoulder, 2 on the other. mole on the knee. florida shaped birthmark on the back of his left thigh. golden tooth in the back of his mouth count? SCARS : one five inch scar right above his right thigh, where his abdomen meets his legs. the groin? yeah. was stabbed there. various cuts on his arms from fighting, his knees are #rekt from being on them so much and just fighting and sliding and car accidents. there’s a scar on the back of his head that’s covered with hair, from where he fell and cracked his head open as a kid. various gunshot wounds from the shoulder to the legs. TATTOOS : fahc logo, abt 1x1 inches, a tramp stamp. few inches above his butt crack tbh. HEIGHT : 5′7’. WEIGHT : 125 lbs BUILD : lanky, barely there muscle. mostly leg. FEATURES : bright eyes and a cocky smile ALLERGIES : N/A USUAL HAIR STYLE : everywhere. USUAL FACE LOOK : cocky bitch USUAL CLOTHING : button downs with jeans and dress shoes, or converse.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S : death, abandonment, failure, being hated ASPIRATION / S : to be loved. POSITIVE TRAITS : smart, charismatic, loyal NEGATIVE TRAITS : impatient, cocky, selfish MBTI : ESFP - The Performer ZODIAC : gemini TEMPERAMENT :  Melancholic SOUL TYPE / S : creator/performer (both were tied oops) ANIMALS : cat, hawk? VICE HABIT / S : biting nails, sex? FAITH : ha?? (raised christian) GHOSTS? : lots AFTERLIFE? : if he knew he wouldn’t b afraid of death REINCARNATION? : ???? ALIENS? : probably. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : democratic. but wil and has fucked every political parties bank account. ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : Upper class SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : Affluent Socialite // Anonymous benefactor EDUCATION LEVEL : grade school

FAMILY.

FATHER : Arthur Rockland Free MOTHER : Lynette Renee Free (formerly Dillard) SIBLINGS : Markis Arthur Free EXTENDED FAMILY : David Free (Grandfather), Georgia Free, (Grandmother), Francis Dillard (Grandmother), Harry Dillard (Grandfather), Daniel Dillard (Uncle), Valerie Dillard (Aunt-in-law). NAME MEANING / S : Free?? i mean. free. not under the control of another. HISTORICAL CONNECTION? : N/A

FAVOURITES.

BOOK : n/a (hasn’t read in awhile, so nothing comes to mind) MOVIE : Fantastic Beasts 5 SONGS : addict with a pen, twenty one pilots – alone together , fall out boy – house of gold , twenty one pilots – miss jackson, panic! at the disco – crazy=genius , panic! at the disco DEITY : ? none. HOLIDAY : christmas. thanksgiving. MONTH : december bc aesthetic SEASON : fall or spring bc he can wear jackets if he wants to PLACE : the shared penthouse, his own apartment bc egg is there. WEATHER : not too hot for a long sleep but not too cold to have to wear a jacket. could wear short sleeves too if you wanted. maybe not raining. SOUND : his jewelry clanking, heavy bass, SCENT / S :  literal money, anything fruity TASTE / S : fruity, anything geoff or jack makes. FEEL / S : velvet, soft things, silk, cats ANIMAL / S : cats. maybe small animals like hamsters or guinea pigs. NUMBER : 6 bc that’s how many of them are in the crew. COLOUR : greens, pastel or neon, no inbetween. lilac purple.

EXTRA.

TALENTS : excellent marksmen, fast fast typer, great with science stuff, hacking, computer things, BAD AT : hand to hand combat, handling emotions, being a good person TURN ONS : bdsm. being submissive. choking, wall pinning, things on his throat, touching the back of his neck, scratch his scalp TURN OFFS : being super gross like. nasty gross. being unloyal. HOBBIES : hacking. smokin with ray. (sometimes cocaine). video games. TROPES : Butt Monkey, The Charmer, AESTHETIC TAGS : gold, pastels, weapons, drugs GPOY QUOTES : “ Are you worth your weight in gold? ”

FC INFO.

MAIN FC / S : Gavin Free ALT FC / S : Arthur Darville OLDER FC / S : ? lookin. YOUNGER FC / S : looking hardcore !!! but using gav still VOICE CLAIM / S : gav tbh. GENDERBENT FC / S : nope.

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 : IF YOU COULD WRITE YOUR CHARACTER YOUR WAY IN THEIR OWN MOVIE , WHAT WOULD IT BE CALLED , WHAT STYLE WOULD IT BE FILMED IN , AND WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT ?

a1 : it’d probably be called golden boy. but he’d want to either film it as a documentary and show how literally one ‘little’ event can fuck you up so bad that you become a mass murderer with very little feelings about your crimes but intense feelings abt your crew members. either that, or a law and order type thing. only he doesn’t get caught in the end.

Q2 : WHAT WOULD THEIR SOUNDTRACK / SCORE SOUND LIKE ?

a2 : probably lots of panic at the disco and shit. anything on a piano also.

Q3 : WHY DID YOU START WRITING THIS CHARACTER ?

a3 : i started playing vav from x-ray and vav and i was like. okay but gta. and then i was like. okay but what if i made a blog just for gta. and then i did and i have no regrets.

Q4 : WHAT FIRST ATTRACTED YOU TO THIS CHARACTER ?

a4: tragedy and murder.

Q5 : DESCRIBE THE BIGGEST THING YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR MUSE.

a5 : he’s a fucking piss baby?? like holy shit. calm the fuck down and lose some of your emotions. they’re inconvenient as hell and it makes people hate you, which you hate already, and you need to calm the fuck down.

Q6 : WHAT DO YOU HAVE IN COMMON WITH YOUR MUSE ?

a6 : ?? gold aesthetic. want lots of money.

Q7 : HOW DOES YOUR MUSE FEEL ABOUT YOU ?

a7 : tbh i dont even know. i have friends that turned out as fucked up as gav but without the murder and they think im ok. so probably ok.

Q8 : WHAT CHARACTERS DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE INTERESTING INTERACTIONS WITH ?

a8 : ? all.

Q9 : WHAT GIVES YOU INSPIRATION TO WRITE YOUR MUSE ?

a9 : murder.

Q10 : HOW LONG DID THIS TAKE YOU TO COMPLETE ?

a10 : UHM. FOUR HOURS ????? BC I GET DISTRACTED.