#that really spoke to me in regard to byan & sol

[byanyan]

not to keep yapping on and on about how these books feed me a lot of byan energy, but like. i'm flipping back through the sections i flagged while i was reading and...

"She was perfectly content as long as people left her in peace. Unfortunately society was not very smart or understanding; she had to protect herself from social authorities, child welfare authorities, guardianship authorities, tax authorities, police, curators, psychologists, psychiatrists, teachers, and bouncers, who (...) would never let her into the bar even though she was twenty-five. There was a whole army of people who seemed not to have anything better to do than to try to disrupt her life, and, if they were given the opportunity, to correct the way she had chosen to live it. ㅤIt did no good to cry, she had learned that early on. She had also learned that every time she tried to make someone aware of something in her life, the situation just got worse. Consequently it was up to her to solve her problems by herself, using whatever methods she deemed necessary."

like, come on. u get it. u understand this aspect of my obsession. u change the pronouns and that's just byan, ok.