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orcelito · 2 years ago

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in 2 hours i experienced every stage of grief in rapid succession. i cried a literal 5 times, when the most for ANY media was Two times (and only two things i can think of have ever made me cry more than once)

volume ten of trimax made me, mr Perpetually Dry Eye, mr Only Seriously Cries For Deaths Of People I Know (usually), cry. five. times.

as it turns out, apparently wolfwood was enough. and in this, trigun has officially cemented itself in my soul for forever.

#FEAR

#speculation nation #fanny reads trigun #trigun spoilers/#bc see anything that hits me hard enough to make me cry ends up cemented in my mind #tales of xillia 2 and critical role calamity being the two things that have made me cry Twice #nabari no ou making me cry like a Baby for half an hour when i was a teenager.#and that's... about all i can really think of for things that have made me seriously cry.#maybe a bit of a tear here or there for some things. but full on fucking BAWLING? it's rare. it's very rare.#and here trigun volume 10 had me crying Five Separate Times #first one with melanie being a choking sob. but ultimately pretty brief #second one with vash realizing wolfwood was going to die. that one HURT... but ultimately didnt last that long #third one. that was the one when wolfwood actually died. and that was by far the worst one #i was fucking crumpled in a ball sobbing and sobbing so hard that i was fucking choking on it #and then Stray Kid's 'Get Cool' started playing on my shuffle & i was laugh crying bc it was so against the mood of it all #and that helped start to calm me. thats when i started making the post about it. and in making that post i stopped crying.#... but then when i got to where i was posting the last times we see wolfwood be goofy with vash i started crying again. for the 4th time.#and the 5th time was seeing vash remember the time him and wolfwood fought over the sausage #that manga page is somewhere in my liveblog tag. bc back then i found it very cute & funny #im never going to be able to look on that page the same way again. the fact that it's one of vash's treasured memories...#i am fucking WRECKED by this guys. nothing ive seen in fandom couldve POSSIBLY prepared me for this.#and now i have to go and work on my presentation hahaha #i am... not getting sleep tonight.

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