#that kid crow cillers

[comicviolence]

crow cillers panel redraw

i like to move it move it

[hazy2k]

drew asscastle and that kid from memory in art class today

[livinginthedelta]

intro post methinks

hi tumblr

my name is fin/astro, i use he/him (gay trans man specifically)

i am a minor

i have autism and anxiety. my autism causes me to be very emotionally sensitive and pretty much unable to recognize tone, think in "black-and-white" or "all-or-nothing" mindsets, as well as giving me major mood swings and intense, specific interests. my anxiety can make me paranoid or break down but that's mostly a real-life issue.

this is a multifandom/personal blog (but musical theater fans should TOTALLY talk to me come here pspspsps)

art lover! theater, music, illustration, painting, love it all

open to DMS and asks, i don't bite

i am a furry- that's where the name astro comes in! he's a lop bunny :)

DNI: anything under the gross umbrella. homophobia, transphobia, misogynists, racism, pedophilia, fatphobia, transmeds, xenophobia, ableism, anti-furs, zoophiles, parasocial blogs, nsfw blogs, et cetera. 18+ are welcome to follow but please don't DM me

[adamfaulknerstanheight]

once in a great while i will see someone reblog my old crow cillers fanart from my high school-era, now-deleted tumblr. i've screwed up a lot in the relatively short time since, but i think i've basically done right by that version of myself. i left home and never went back. i've done all the sex and drugs and partying bullshit i fantasized about as a lonely indoor kid. i drew the webcomic and cate wurtz read it and liked it. 16 yr old me would be overjoyed

[roryfrommybabysittersavampire]

had the best cigarette of my life while listening to the gun song and looking at the stars then finished crow cillers season one (continuation of the cigarette feeling, five stars). it's 3 am. I am not tired. took my meds that don't work. very hungry, room smells like the cold pizza that I had four hours ago, think someone else is awake so I don't want to go get the crushed box of Annies Neopolitan Bunny Cookie Crackers from the kitchen. it's 24 degrees out, there has been no blood in my left big toe since I came back inside. I think it might fall of this time. you're not supposed to rub frostbite because the ice crystals can tear your skin. that's not what's happening but I'm still thinking about it. when I close my eyes I get a visual very similar to the seizures that I had as a kid. complete nothingness, everything a perfect untouched surface, until it starts to crumble, but it's my body, made of pieces of scrap paper in an overflowing garbage can to show that a character is having trouble coming up with ideas. is it obvious that I've been infected? (I used that metaphor already in the last song I wrote this November.) and then I'm a stick figure, wiry, and then I'm gone entirely and it's perfect again. I've never been able to describe it, this isn't a real attempt to do so. it's 3:30 now. I can't come up with anything else. post

#diary

[movieshead]

lamezone/crow cillers house md au

House - Varg Wilson - Moya Cuddy - Ynce Iche Chase - Somers Cameron - Emma Foreman - Ru'mel Thirteen - Jill Kutner - Jamie Taub - Gaige Masters - That Kid

[webinarfantastic]

I did your crow cillers dog survey. I have no idea who you are or what that is (I assumed it was your comic but I think that's not right?) anyway I'm looking forward to seeing the results so I can find out how many I got right and also what in the fuck crow cillers is about because the bit where the Simpsons were suddenly there really threw me through a loop

ahaha omg

no, crow cillers isn't my comic, it's by cate wurtz. I'd link her tumblr here, but she deleted it sometime last year during one kf mullenwag's outbursts, so here's her bluesky instead.

the whole point of the survey is that if you asked cate what species her characters are, she'd just say "they're really all human, I just drew them that way." there's no right answer and it's almost entirely vibes based.

anyway, it's a cool comic! there's some kids, there's a cult, it's kinda slice of life b/w impending doom. the vibe is like anthology of the killer meets I saw the tv glow meets, I don't know, an alternate universe version of riverdale that's based on arthur instead of archie? not that last one it's not like that. the final season's currently only available on patreon, (and the finale was the best thing I read last year,) but you can read the rest of it right here.

[verigayo]

I love how depressing season 7 of crow cillers was that the next season is just an entirely new group of kids doing silly shit like uhhhhh. Anyways here’s this sorry that shit was so sad 💀💀💀

[matrixonvhsanddvd]

everyone’s a critic

[swampgoblin]

“Don’t worry about it, nerd”

I liked this scene from the latest Crow Cillers episode enough to draw a little tribute to it. I’m pretty happy with how TK came out, but Cortney still doesn’t look quite right to me and I’m not sure why. Oh well.

[vilelemon]

idk how 2 caption this lmao but Nyello Everybody!! im pepe and i lov crow cillers w all of my heart even tho ive only known abt it for a month lol!!!!! i just drew som of my favorite kids from it bc i Love Them (also i severely overestimated jill’s height so just ignore all the mistakes n pretend she’s standin on her tip toes lmao i Tried My Best™!) anyways shoutout 2 @lamezone for creating such an amazing comic n these beautiful characters, and also 2 my pal @y2crittler for getting me into cc and Related Works!!!!! >:’3333 have a great day n feel free 2 message me if u wanna chat or anything!

[pepprs]

HEY EVERYONE GO FOLLOW MY FRIEND LAIKA!!!

their main blog is @pomania and they also have a sideblog for references and crow cillers (an Amazing comic by cate wurtz) which is @y2crittler !!!! they're really nice and cool and creative i know them irl and they're honestly one of the best people ive Ever met so please go check their stuff out and follow them and say hi!!!!! <:-33333

[some-triangles]

I haven’t written a read Crow Cillers post in a while, so, off the back of a really good episode in the middle of a wrenching but excellent season, let’s do it one more time.

WHAT IS CROW CILLERS

It’s a monthly serial webcomic which is structured like a TV show.  Each individual episode is about 30 pages long and there are 10 or so episodes per season.  It’s about some kids fighting an evil cult which is trying to tap the power of a shadow dimension, but as it goes on you realize that the cult is just... everything, all the time, the world, and the kids are just trying to grow up and be healthy and alive, but because they’re all gay or trans or disabled or fucked up in miscellaneous ways the world is trying to kill them.  The kids grow up despite this and the world is still the way it is.

This sounds depressing, and it is, but there are jokes - lots of jokes - and good art, and cartoons, and friendship, and everything that makes the world worth living in anyway.  The question of just how redemptive all of those things really are is explored, of course - particularly when it comes to the cartoons, and how feasible it ultimately is to get meaning and joy from media which is produced by the death cult that is capitalism.  But the answer is not always no.  Sometimes Lisa Simpson eats the bad guys. 

Be aware that Crow Cillers is a lot.   There’s trauma on top of trauma in here, and sometimes the whole thing descends into a despairing fever dream that can be difficult to follow, but there’s always a throughline.  And - if you think the start is OK but have some qualms, it’s worth sticking with it, because season by season it gets better and better and better.

WHERE CAN YOU GET IT

You can read the first three seasons for free here.   (It is hard to look at, yes.  That is on purpose.  You will want to read the pilot without the director’s commentary.)  The more recent seasons can be purchased individually here - or, you can get the whole thing through the author’s patreon, here.  I recommend that. 

WHY SHOULD YOU PAY FOR IT

Because good art is important, and the artist needs to eat.

[chelzone]

took a nap and had exciting dreamz, time to see if following that with woter an spicy mac n cheese can give me the strength to knock out a second drawing for da day

rlly wanna draw the last two remaining kids from Crow Cillers season 8, i THINK i got a good simple idea based off of somethin from da season's bonus art section thingy

[flanneldragonmainblog]

4lung seems to work closely with cate wurtz, or lamezone. You’ve probably seen cate’s comic crow cillers and a bunch of simpsons art by her. Her nsfw furaffinity account is lmndrp, which I would really recommend NOT checking out because it’s full of fetish art of kids and diapers. I have tried messaging 4lung about this, trying to figure out why she is buddies with this sicko, but have received no response. My goal here isn’t to stir up drama but this seems like something you’d want to know.

I JUST REMEMBERED THIS ASK FROM MONTHS AGO AND I WANNA SAY IM SO SORRY FOR IGNORING IT

[movieshead]

1, 3, 6, 32 !!

1. what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

one; DISCO ELYSIUM. definitely. easily. changed my life.

two; CAR SEAT HEADREST and the surrounding indie fur community. thru cshr I found that circle of niche furry webcomic artists and my art was changed forecer. reading crow cillers made me finally realise I wanted to pursue making comics.

three; okay probably cringe as hell but undertale because that's what got me into making art properly as a kid. making aus and Undertale fanart on my dad's work iPad is where I started OH

honourable mentions -- little big planet, neon genesis evangelion, serial experiments lain

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

end of evangelion, my own private idaho, venom: let there be carnage

6. what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?

I'll start with the worst because I love to be negative. and that's the hypervisibility of it all. anything you say can and will be used against you. the best is being able to communicate w and collaborate w such a wide range of people and find people based on interests, find people you truly get alng with and who accept you rather than hoping you stumble across them (which is next to impossible in a small town!)

32. how many tabs do you have open right now?

I closed all my tabs before I went to bed. I can't deal with the clutter!!!

also bonus because I misread and I like my answer ;

36. are you an open book or do you have walls up?

call me the city of Derry with the walls I got up🗣️🗣️