#that is the mindkiller that is the joykiller u have to say i made something help me make it even better. or something | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lesbovalentine · 1 year ago

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i have to be honest guys i can't be humble anymore i am good at what i do know and i know this. i'm not saying every drawing i make turns out incredible or even that i have a single drawing i wouldn't change SOMETHING in but i'm, like, good at it. i'm pretty good at analyzing media too tbh. pretty good at making amvs. i've got a good singing voice even if i'm not a technically good singer i like my voice itself and i like the act of singing. i like drawing and i am good at it. okay thats all

#i got soo frustrated today because we're making neater versions of some prototype template things at work #and i really wish i was allowed to just do it all myself because the lack of cohesion that comes from #three different people trying to do different parts of the exact same task with different attitudes and different methods #ITS KILLING MEEEEEE mine are neater mine r neater not to sound like a smug bitch but just let meeeee #ok the end. normal again <3 #IM TIRED OF THE SELF DEPRECATION IN MY WRITING CLASS #this guy comes in every day talking about how bad he is at writing. so many of us r like omg my draft is so bad #that is the mindkiller that is the joykiller u have to say i made something help me make it even better. or something #if u come in telling us ur story sucks ass im more likely to think yes it does suck ass and try to pull my punches and not give u enough #feedback to spare ur feelings ur something!!!!!!! like u cant post art saying omg this is so bad. itll make u feel worse abt ur work #itll make other people who think they arent as good as you feel worse abt their own work. its just all around NOT the move !!!!#as a creator i personally Have to project confidence i don't always feel because its better than the self deprecation that sucks away joy

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