#that i lived under the same roof as my family and none of tjem ever knew. like. damn. and if they knew they never said anythring.
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the dire need to overshare has struck
#i need to get weird about art soon or else i may do something drastic (talk about traumatic experiences with someone who isnt a therapist)#ughhhhhghhhghhh. you wver just like. hate . remembering things. like theres so much shit i forget why cant THIS be one of them -_-#i wanna text my mom.and tell her everytjing. but shes litterally at the hospital for chemo#and my grandpa is also in the hospital for a broken collarbone like. p. god.#she doesnt need to think abt the awful shit that happened to me when i was 17. but like. isnt it fucked up#that i lived under the same roof as my family and none of tjem ever knew. like. damn. and if they knew they never said anythring.#which is honestly eben more fucked up. god#and BECAUSE nobody else knew. that leaves the only witnesses as . myself and Her. and she spent two years threatening me#and saying it didnt happen and i BELIEVED HER so now *i* dont even know if anytbing was real. but like. sure fuckin feels like it is.#why would i make something like that up. why would i have Physical Bodily Reactioms to things if it was made up. who the hell knows.#ughhhghghghghggghghghgh
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