#that don’t necessarily have to do with work since 2019 😭😭😭😭😭😭 so it’s gonna be a lot and ihave no idea what to say and i spent all weekend
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#purrs#it’s supposed to be 90 degrees and thunderstorming LMAOOOOO so let’s hope it won’t be for everyone’s sake but also im so anxious i feel like#im going to pass out. this is the first walk we’re taking since fucking 2018 and the first time ive talked to her just personally abt things#that don’t necessarily have to do with work since 2019 😭😭😭😭😭😭 so it’s gonna be a lot and ihave no idea what to say and i spent all weekend#trying not to think abt it bc i cry every time i do bc literally this is the next to last time i am ever guaranteed to see or interact w her#ever again and that kind of makes me want to…. well. idk. it’s just so so so so so fucking bad. and im panicking abt a gift for her like i#know im gonna paint her something but idk what and i also want to like buy something for her but idk what to get and we haven’t made any#plans for her goodbye party thing which is kinda my fault bc i cried / got deeply depressed every time i tried to work on it LOLLLLL. so idk#how that’s gonna happen bc we’ll all be in person today. idk. passing out rn. im so fucking scared lollll#i have such a bad habit of doing everything in my power to distract myself from processing loss / distance / whatever atp and then having to#confront it later and being completely unprepared and fucking up LOL. so i rly need to get my shit together and fast
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