#that being said i trust the boys
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a bit of my postcanon vision
i heart people arguing
#hfjone#bryce hansen#amelia euler#my art#i have beef with post-canon one stuff that just insta-fixes everything without really hashing out how some of these people could#get horrifically angry at each other... not that i think their relationships can or should be ruined forever i would just like to explore#how badly the boys treated amelia IF YOU THINK ABOUUUTT ITTTTTT#sure stone was the one to intentionally exclude her from the team but bryce+liam dont really do much to actually bring her in the loop#even when liam had months and months to tell her. he simply didnt tell her at any point what stone said about the votes being fake#and i dont knowwww i want to see amelia's tendency to lose herself in really maladaptive acceptance butt up against bryce and his like...#eagerness to leave everything behind. You understand me. you get it. anyway i have a few thousand words kicking around that will probably#never be finished or published but trust me I THINK ABOUT IT. A LOT
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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Grace FUMBLED Ryan! BAD parenting to preach respect and then act contrarily (ie saying she wants him to feel safe, then not allowing him any autonomy). She should've let him leave and come back... or at least explained why she didn't want him to leave before deciding (ex: 'Homelander will kidnap you', etc). She needed to let him make the decision for himself... agh. AAAAA.
And now Butcher's no use because he's committed to being evil and can't offer ANYTHING good to Ryan!!! He was so right, they NEEDED to give Ryan more space... I know the external pressures seemed impossible, but dammit, Grace, this was no way to beat the odds!
(this is about The Boys season four)
#ryan butcher#the boys#How much does Ryan know about his dad's upbringing?#Because he's right... Grace trapping him would've been like Vought and young Homelander... AAAGH#I hate it!!! When the heroes are genuinely more moral than the villains#but they make the same fatal mistakes and doom their cause in the process!!#AAA!!! GRACE!!!!#I don't hate her. I think she was dead wrong but I do not despise her. I know she meant it from the bottom of her heart--#--when she said she loves him.#But as she said it I couldn't help but imagine Barbara saying that to young John in the exact same way...#Grace may not have wanted to be like that but her actions would've had the same effect.#It hurts because I know so much where she's coming from#but it's just dead true that they can't reach a happy ending by treating someone so inhumanely.#Anyway. I hurt#Homelander is EVIL and THE BAD GUY#and this is not mutually exclusive with the fact that HE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT (how Vought raised him)#And it HURTS because the protagonists who were able to get to Ryan understood the first part (Homelander evil)#but not the second!!!! (His upbringing was a moral abomination)#It hurty it hurty because I WANT Ryan to heal...I want SOME kind of closure to what happened to the kid Homelander once was...#Ryan and his dad (insofar as he is Ryan's dad) had the potential to get to that place Hughie described...that place of forgiveness#where it's not win all vs lose all.... where it's confronting hell and making something good out of it...#Homelander was corrupting the trust he and Ryan were building by traumatizing Ryan and pushing him to do evil things....#..but god...GODDD....Hughie was SO RIGHT in his speech... what he and Victoria had is the answer. That's the answer!!!#And there was a MERE GLIMMER of a chance that Ryan and Homelander could enact that healing#And damn!! After the name of the game being 'kill Homelander' for the other three seasons#seeing the answer be 'violence only exacerbates suffering.. let's make things better instead' .... It would've been so amazing...#ah! Too good to be true!!!!#Butcher saying 'If where you feel safest is with Homelander then I won't stop you' HIT SO HARD#knowing that Ryan has felt so afraid....#they made it about the relationship between a child and their abusive parent and uh BIG SURPRISE it's breaking me
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true strength — batman secret files (2018) #1
(ID below cut!)
[ID: A short story with a guiding narration:
His knuckles ache with each blow, bone grinding into bone. The criminals shout what they always shout. And Superman comes from above. — We're shown Batman fighting against several men that are trying to overpower him. He blocks an attack as he strikes another man. Above him, in the far distance, Superman is soaring through the air to get to him and help.
Superman gives a speech. They've been friends for so long. Colleagues. Soldiers in the fight. Superman knows his soul, he says. He knows he's a good man, he says. — Now, in the safety of the Batcave, Batman sits in front of his computer desk. He's facing Superman, who's standing in front of him with his hand outstretched. He opens his fist to reveal what he's brought.
Inside the Phantom Zone there is an impossible universe. Inside the impossible universe is an impossible planet. On the impossible planet is a small, impossible rock. Platinum Kryptonite. — Bruce pushes his cowl off as Superman presents the radiant silver rock to him.
It gives you powers. Powers like Superman's. Superman tells him to touch it. “Just touch it, Bruce, just once, and it lasts a lifetime. Then you can fight as I fight, as you should fight. With true strength.” A smile. A whoosh. Superman leaves. — Superman leaves the Kryptonite on the desk before he departs. Bruce doesn't move any closer. He stares at it somberly, deep in thought.
He looks at the gift. His mind wanders. — A red-tinted multipanel sequence shows Bruce imagining a scenario if he did gain Superman's powers. A woman is being held hostage by the Joker. She has a gun pressed to her temple as she stares at Batman with fear. Silently begging him to help and to save her like how he's saved countless others. The Joker pulls the trigger. But before she can be another person he couldn't possibly save, Batman's eyes glow with red electricity. He vaporizes the bullet with heat vision before it can even finish leaving the barrel.
He keeps his hands at his side. His knuckles ache. At least two of them are broken. Footsteps echoing down the stairs. The smell of stirred milk and white sugar. A polite clearing of the throat. Alfred says nothing. Their routines are well established, words are unnecessary. — Bruce continues to stare intensely at the well-intended present as Alfred approaches him with a tray. Bruce finally tears his gaze away from the Kryptonite to look at his lifelong friend before looking down at the steaming teacup that Alfred hands him.
His hand shakes. His loose knuckles stab into his skin. He can’t hold on. He always has before. But now he can’t. — His hand continues to tremble and before he can take a single sip of the hot drink, the cup is shattering against the ground.
The pain is not great. Not as great as it has been. Not as great as a bullet burrowing, or a back breaking, or a knife sinking into his throat. This is nothing. But still. His knuckles ache. — Bruce grabs his own gloved hand, cradling the back of his broken knuckles. He looks up and quietly asks, “Alfred. Am I enough?”
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#happy sad boy sunday !!!#here's your reminder that imposter syndrome is something very real and something anyone can experience.#there'll always be those fears that you arent enough or capable of something. that others are better and you're a fraud#but those fears arent reality. you're where youre at and you're capable of doing these things#(rather it be art to writing to academia to saving a cursed city) because YOU put in the effort and made it possible.#just because you may struggle doesnt mean youre incapable of these things or you dont belong suddenly. it just means youre human.#its okay to struggle. its okay to have bad days even with things you been capable of doing flawlessly before. youre not suddenly#a failure. youre not lying to anyone or yourself. it just means you have to treat yourself with more patience and kindness and#remember to take a breath. remember to allow yourself to learn and grow or to approach something difficult with the wisdom that it wont#always be & that its okay to have an off day/week/month/year. youre human. these moments are going to happen. its inevitable.#you're still doing great and im proud of you for just being here. try to be proud of yourself too; u deserve it.#c: batman secret files (2018) | i: 1#crypt's panels#transcrypts#posts from the crypt#bruce wayne#batman#superman#there's something to be said about clark trusting bruce enough to give him this opportunity but.... thats another post jdofhc
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#I was chilling with some friends#and they were trying to set me up with someone they knew#and I have so many feelings#listen#my ex was my first and only in practically everything#pretty sure I’ve said that before#but the thought of being intimate with someone new?!#gives me massive butterflies but then it quickly turns to nauseous#like#I don’t trust people#I swear I’m gonna get in a new relationship and start to fall and then find out they’re cheating or something#I just know my next relationship isn’t going to be good#but I also need more experience with new romantic partners#im 25 and have only kissed one person#been on like 2 dates#I grew up being such a hopeless romantic#and always told myself I’m going to have a crazy and wild love story#but then I got stuck with a boy for years#and now I just feel so behind and out of it#dates??? if someone were to ask me out on a date I think I’d just straight pass away? like?#is that real???? or is it just in the movies 😂#anyway I’m still unsure about the person they were telling me about#but it just started giving me so many feelings about someone new in general#starting with loving myself obviously but it’s still fun to think about and daydream#shut up rosie
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pls don't be mad if i say my head hurts and i'm sleepy... but my head hurts and i'm sleepy ;v;
#i blame my period rip meeeee#but that being said i'm thinking i'll use this opportunity to watch another lil movie and go to bed at a decent hour uvu#maybe play lnd bc there's an event for sylus hehe#it's genuinely hard to say for sure who my favorite is amongst the boys but he's got a special lil place in my heart <3#he's such a caretaker and protector and i love every flavor of that character type#also i know the mc doesn't always trust him? and at the beginning that's so fair but over time he proves himself to be true to his word#he causes trouble no doubt but there's a lot i see that makes me go 'oh chiyo would absolutely trust him with her life'#maybe even?? the most easily after zayne bc zayne has known her longer and is there during a very vulnerable time#canonically he sees the mc breakdown a lil after everything with her grandma so uvu#but lemme stop rambling about lnd and chiyo's verse asdfgh#i wanna get all cozy and watch something spooky#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Trick or treat!
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What name would Katniss and Peeta choose for their October baby?
hi this ask is so cute! unfortunately everlark is not my forte so apologies in advance for my response lol
i do like the idea of the babies being nameless, but i’m gonna steal a popular everlark hc and say that i really like the name willow for a girl!! as for a boy name i don’t have any ideas bc imo everlark would never have a october (boy) baby. that was never in the cards for them
#no offense to boys born in october#i just don’t trust yall#with that being said sorry again i took one look at this ask and went oh. i genuinely have no idea#beep beep#<3#thg trick or treat#thg trick or treat 2024
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i actually highkey hate him now
#being deadass#hes so fucking annoying like i literally just called him cute. whats w all ts hes doing#like bruh why look at me like that just to reject AND restrict me hello??? yet still view my stories n shit whatt....#i hate boys 🎀#if it was for posting ab my crush aka him on my story then its like i did it once a week calm down 😭🙏#and if that made him uncomfortable he would NOT have looked at me or replied to me or ASKED HIS FRIENDS TO SEE IF I WAS LOOKING AT HIM. bruh#annoying ass freshman god mf damn bruh#his friends r weird too like this indian one said he would say the nword infront of crush and would make rape jokes 24/7 freakass#tweaking! mb. ill be done by summer trust 🎀#post#erics tag
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Y'all ever had those moments when your characters practically living rent-free in your head and being 'alive' Inside Out style; talking to you, doing their own thing and responding to things you do/read?
Cuz I just read a text from a friend who saw my posts of Sylvia and Sylvan, and she said that they looked like siblings who would date each other if they could....
... and now my head is in chaos because I have Sylvan currently cackling and singing "tEcHnICallY wE aRE nOt blOoD-ReLAtEd" while Sylvia is trying to strangle him and begging me to not listen to him. 💀💀
#writing dilemma#Hogwarts Legacy MC#My MCs living rent-free in my head and breeding plot bunnies like they own my mind#poor Sylvia is yelling that they grow up together and practically already siblings despite actually being doppelganger to each other#she dragged Riz for back-up since Riz has strong aversion against incest#Riz said that he has nothing against self-cest#I have no control over them and feel like an outsider to the havoc in my own brain#it's funny though#sorry Sylvia#you can't trust these boys Sylvie#they got each other's back no matter how mature and reasonable Riz usually is#Riz's maturity goes out of the window the moment Sylvan is involved 😔
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Today my sister pointed out a sweatshirt at Maurice’s that said “Emerald Lake ROWING Club”.
Yes. We both bought one. In case y’all were wondering.
“ABBY!!! ROWING!!!! LOOK!!!”
Me: “NO WAY!!”
“YES WAY!!!”
That was the end of that.
#ITS LIKE A LITTLE TRINKET FROM OUR LIL ROWING BOYS#I wanna wear it to work tomorrow but it’s trust day🥴 when it’s truck day my clothes can get dirty 😭 and I don’t want it dirty#(it’s mint green so it’s liable to get mud stains…)#I’m also going back tomorrow for the USA crewneck cause it’s just CLOSEST thing I’m gonna find to THOSE sweatshirts#like the manager said all the US stuff is for the Fourth of July but I think she’s wrong…#I think it’s cause it’s Olympic year because why else would they go all out on USA stuff?! they never have before🤷🏻♀️#and ROWING being in the theme??? that has nothing to do with the fourth. ITS THE OLYMPICS IM TELLIN YA#personal
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always sunny was actually soooo sick for having dee tell mac that he should get a boyfriend (while glancing at dennis)
then, literally the NEXT season, mac has a boyfriend and it’s DENNIS.
except, it’s dennis posing as someone else, and getting jealous of HIMSELF. truly incredible television fr
#‘i’m just a boy in love. a boy in love with johnny.’ *dennis eye twitch*#trust always sunny to have this kind of batshitness happening on our screens#like okay it seems like they might actually be planning something. they perhaps have a trick up their sleeves#they took forever to have mac come out which makes sense in his character arc and everything#and also are having a big convoluted arc for him even after#so it tracks that maybe they’re doing the same for dennis?#dennis’s whole character is to hide himself#he hides behind make up and he hides his true feelings#he’s been hiding behind johnny#‘i just wanted to get you out the of the house’ sure jan#so why are you disappointing mac with johnny but having him come home to you?#like he’s clearly doing a scheme to make mac rely only on him again#or rather he wants mac back with him#he fucked up by pushing him away and he knows it!!!#dennis’s true feelings are at play here#but with johnny he can say things he’d never say to mac as dennis#rcg realise the macjohnny text chains bc i KNOW that shit is CRAZY#literally how long was he planning on being johnny? was he ever gonna reveal himself or was he eventually gonna have johnny break up#with mac? truly crazy that maybe if mac hadn’t said he was in love with johnny dennis might never have told him the truth#i’m sooo interested in what comes next for them#ESPECIALLY after dtamhd#like they completely ignored that shit after fvr?? will johnny be brought up again in s17??#my guess is probably yeah bc that seems important imao#i’m scared but excited#rcg i am in your walls#what are you doing?? i need to know!!!#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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hey guys probably should stop reblogging this post
and start blocking the op bc uh. this shit
#those are my tags :)#yeah very cool to insinuate my otp are siblings when thats not canon and telling me to kill myself for it :))#esp when i have trauma from being a csa victim from one of my brothers :)))#and telling someone to kill themselves period is terrible but 1. over something thats not even canon too????#and 2. ''its ok bc theyre older'' YOU ARE FUCKING 20 AND IM 22 HOLY SHITTTTTTTT#i expected to see the age listed as like 15 or some shit 💀💀💀 this is so bad#i noticed they had me blocked and i was like. oohhhh boy here we go again#god i fucking hate pieces of shit like this#i dont like posting screenshot shit like this but dude. literally telling ME to KILL MYSELF. im not gonna let this fucking slide#id recommend blocking everyone that interacted with the second post also#anyone that lets it slide or approves telling someone to kill themselves can not be trusted either#someone in the replies also said something about shadow being 15 like THATS NOT CANON EITHER OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD#I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE
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They saw Me Personally Winning, and said Never Again
#it was so fucking funny tho#Karlach said BEGONE#aLSO I CAN FINALLY GET EMPERORS SOUP RECIPE#my personal heel turn from#not trusting them at all#truth reveal#being their Boi
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being the resident nezuko liker is such a challenge sometimes
#ooo these tags contain complaining if u dont like that then see ya around <3#i would love to scroll through the tag without being bombarded by. awfulness. both bot and fandom posted#yknow. yknow. that is a 12 yr old#it has become!!! genuinely frustrating! it always has been#and i dont mean to complain but. man. im just disappointed#and.while kinda begin the kny mascot she is barley present in fan made content. with meaning. and its all mostly reposted art ugh.#and even official stuff has her only as little child nezuko and!! i get it its cute whatever but it feel so pandery and wrong all the time#i just poitn. that is not her that is a facet u r choosign to hyperfocus on show me the real her#and lets be honest the og stroyline isnt kind to her etiher she is nonexistent after swordsmith#i remember for a time when idid post abt her i was one of the inly consistent nezuko artists who wanted to like. put her in scenarios#and i want reiterate again that drawing cute art and gifs of her is fine it doesnt hurt anyone. i love to see it actually#but like. in a fandom as big as this youd think. youd think they like her more!!!! but no#and. the last thing i want to insinuate is “if u dont like my fav character then u suck” cus thats is not how fandom content works. at all#fandom is a experience for u to cultivate for yourself. and sometimes it just comes up short!!! i guess#it jsut felt weird being lonely in your liking of an aspect of the series where there are so many ppl. yet they all only like the hot men.#which again. u do u. nothign wrong with it. its anime afterall. it can just be frustrating sometimes.#idk! im also not very social so maybe its just my fault but. man. id love to find some other resident nezuko likers that. isnt just shippin#i feel interacting would be so much easier if my fav was like. one of the main boys like everyone else. or i made ship content or somethin#but like i said fandom is for u and u only if that makes sense. the point is to create things u want to see. which is what i do and enjoy#just with nezuko specifcally. i dotn want to put my stuff of her in the tags anymore cuz i just. dont trust the fandom with her. its weird#but also. appreciate those who did interact. i hope ur all doing alright <3 ty for talkign with me :]#i just needed to get this out cuz its. kinda why i dotn post abt kny anymore. especially the s3 fandom im sorry i just dont vibe with it </
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screams. i don't know how to draw so don't look at me. traced this off this screenshot and just kind of futzed at the hair until i decided i was overworking it, got tired, and gave up. don't look at the shading too closely i couldn't find the blur tool
#i said i'd post things if i drew them so.#i decided i may as well pretend to do some face studies like some sort of artist#btw i am NOT looking for criticism. trust me. i can see.#neither of the brushes i picked are very good i'll poke around later#hey muffin is the long stroke of the y in pretty boy his cheekbone - I SAID DONT LOOK AT ME#im so embarrassed esp because i just traced it but it's fine. being embarrassed is like 90% of life so#i hate lips. goodbye#muffinrag posts art#soliloquy#pathologic#danill dankovsky
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