guys i’m not even fixated on batfam rn but i CANNOT stop thinking about how well the song crab by alex g fits tim
like oh my god bro
the first part fits his general depression or whatever but what really gets me is this part:
“When I was sixteen, I was dead
I was sick from being underfed
When I was twelve, all I did was cry
I saw my favorite band burn alive
When I was ten, I hated you 'cause you hurt me
It was what you knew
Do you miss me, Stephanie
'Cause I'm really missing you”
like it’s literally him. he was 16 when he went off ON HIS OWN to save his father mentor from the time stream and had no one there to stop him from being reckless or to take care of himself.
he was 12 when jason died, his favorite hero (i’m not going into the ‘tim’s favorite is jason’ vs ‘tim’s favorite is dick’ argument, i’m just saying robin) died and his other hero was going off the deep end.
he was around 10 when he truly discovered who batman and robin were, and around the same time is when dick ‘left’ as robin. (also ik that part of it is fanon but i’m sure that this was around the time that his parents started going on more excursions)
AND THEN THIS LINE! LIKE!!! stephanie was literally his girlfriend and one of his best friends, she ‘died’ right when everything else was going to shit and i know that he was struggling and missing her. (also him lowkey holding a grudge against her for it and missing the stephanie he knew before everything happened)
AND ALSO THE FUCKING REFRAIN HURTS ME WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT IN RELATION TO HIM
“Where you are
I don't care, I just want to be a part
Of something”
LIKE GRRRRRR
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GP telling Max that he's generally far too good to people on track. Not for the first time, I think that Max is far too good to people in general.
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If moash had told kalidan about his beef with the king book 1 then none of the rest of that shit would have happened because kalidan wouldn't have sworn to protect elokhar
I mean it's probably for the best because wow genuinely it would have derailed the entire plot of the series like
Kalidan: my men and I vow to protect you and your sons with our lives
Dalinar: and my nephew, the king
Kaldan: and your niece when she arrives
Dalinar: any my nephew
Kalidan: and the kings mother
Dalinar: and you will protect The KING
Kalidan:
Dalinar:
Kalidan:
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Niji: Well, yes, I guess you're right. I don't have sob stories like all of you. I could sit here and complain how our mom liked Sanji more than me, but I don't really care. My own mother thought I was a monster... She was right, of course, but it still hurt.
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Mwahahahaha my first real fic and of course it has to be Tsukasa angst and contain mafukasa drama.
(Note: If you want context for the scene attached read the tags)
I'm clearly overcompensating for the lack of Tsukasa angst in canon but leave me be okay. SEGA neglects Tsukasa like his parents. I can do what I want. And of course, I'm a sucker for happy endings. I won't nake it end on horrible note.
And I'll try to make it good quality I promise. English isn't my first language [cry] but I'm most comfortable with it and people have told me I'm pretty fluent so hopefully it won't be full of shit...
(Hopefully I've also grown past my wattpad fanfic writer tendencies (I love people on wattpad but a lot of fics there that features x reader would just copy and paste the script, add a bit of description, rewrite tiny bits (aka write the characters fall in love at first sight), and leave it like that. (Or maybe that's twst/kny/mha exclusive... I don't know.) (Granted I do still have some scenes like that because it is a "rewrite" of the main story, but I won't copy n paste the entire thing I swear) Don't get me wrong I still love those fics, they have their charm, but I know I shouldn't be that repetitive.). I still have them, and I'm trying to shake them off...)
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What did consort Shu even see in him? Like I do get the teenage crush part, but then in the harem he never treated her with genuine care untill he felt bad for his own doing. Don't get me wrong, I felt awful for her and hated the emperor as always, but I still think her character was way too bland, like a Ruyi 2.0 but without all the things that make her a complex character, only with her loyalty to the emperor that in this case didn't even make sense. I think Yihuan was there to be an example of what the emperor is capable of doing because of his paranoia, and also to contrast Yanwan's opportunism with her devotion. It is funny though that the drama is showing you how Qianlong screws everyone and that being loyal to him changes nothing, but also romanticizes devotion all the time (I'm talking about all those scenes with Ruyi & Yihuan being refered as different from the others because they're the only ones that care for him). The madonna/whore complex may be a too western term to talk about this (and also I hate it when it's thrown around randomly for any comparison of two female characters) but there's definetly a patron of good girlies that genuinely love the emperor always being shown praying & charming him w their knowledge and the manipulative evil ones that use him for their own interests potrayed as seductive, sexually active (w this I mean they are the only ones whose sexual relations with the emperor are implied via more than just getting pregnant) and yearning for other men that don't love them.
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I hate videos of people showing how to open a book without breaking the spine. I DON'T CARE. I'll break the spine. I will also write on the book, and the annotations will be ugly with whatever pen I have in hand, no color coordination, one page will have pink notes and the other blue ones, for no reason other then being the first pen fished out of my pencil case at the time
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when people send in anons do u have like ideas on who it is LOL like do u kinda go “i think this is _____”
YK THIS IS SO FUNNY BECAUSE NO I REALLY DON'T 😭😭 i totally get it because whenever i sent anon messages to people i thought that's what they did but honestly i can't keep track of that stuff. in my opinion you guys are anon for a reason and i know how it feels to be anon so i just don't think about it at all!! i think this is funny though because i was thinking in the fourth dimension of how you guys might be thinking that i was trying to guess who you guys were (i hope i explained that right. if u couldn't tell i am plagued by crippling anxiety LMAO) but i'm glad u asked!! so that i can calm the voices and tell you guys i have no idea who is who and i cannot even try to guess who is who 😊♥
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I also spoke to my mother about the situation with my youngest brother today - that whole him verbally and then physically attacking me incident. and it reminded me why I dislike talking to her. no matter how sure I am of myself and my position on something, she makes me doubt myself completely. she made me feel like it's my duty to hear him out and try to understand why he acted that way (I know why he did it, and that doesn't matter at all - I understand the emotions that caused the behaviour but that doesn't make it okay, he's an adult and he needs to learn how to deal with his feelings without attacking people)
all the work I did with my former therapist really paid off - when the doubt and self hatred started coming through, I kept reminding myself of all the things I discussed with her and all the things she taught me. it really helped. my mother can make me doubt my own mind but not the things that someone else has said to me. I can see how wrong her reaction is and disregard her telling me I need to forgive him and so on. I can stand by my opinions and don't have to give in to everything she says. it was a difficult and exhausting conversation but I'm proud of how I handled it.
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