#that and i'm not really one to hold a grudge
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It's time to come back down to Earth. You've had your head in the clouds for way too long now. Something or someone that you're stuck on has you distracted. You haven't been making the best decisions lately. Stop being impulsive and think before you act. It's only creating unnecessary chaos for you. You need to get out of your own way and let go of control for now.
It's time to accept change. Open your mind to new ways of thinking. You're trying to hold onto something that is not for you anymore. Remember that every ending brings a new beginning. You need to cleanse yourself of anything that reminds you of your past. Get rid old things. Some of you literally need to deep clean your home. Stop keeping up with people from your past. That sh*t does not serve you anymore. Wake up! Your guides want you to know that you are protected at this time. Hand your worries over to them. Pray more often if you feel you need to.
You are learning to be more nurturing to those around you. You are or need to be keeping up with your prayers, spiritual practices, and self-care. This will bring out a new side of you. You really need to trust your intuition at this time. I am seeing that you will soon be presented with an opportunity to take a leap of faith towards a new beginning. You have to trust yourself though! There will be a lot of eyes on you soon.
Continue to open your heart to those around you. Release any grudges that you have because you're only hurting yourself. Take more time to nourish the close relationships that you have. Time is precious. Be cautious of getting too caught up in your own world that you forget to live in the present. Give yourself time to rest so that you can be prepared for the next cycle. You deserve it. You have taken on too much and it is time for a cleanse. Allow yourself to focus on new ideas and let your imagination run wild. You may have to try many different techniques to manifest what you desire. It's time to switch it up. Lastly, your guides want you to know that you are being guided and protected, even if you can't see how. There is a lesson, blessing, or miracle in every situation that you've ever faced.🫶🏽
Something has humbled you recently. I feel like you were forced to let go of something/someone. You thought that this person would always be here for you. For some of you, you may have literally lost someone close to you. If so, my condolences.❤️ Gemini's you need to get it together! I'm sensing a lack of control and discipline here. Stop making impulsive decisions and save your money! It's time to adapt. Your ways of living do not serve you anymore. Invite more optimism into your life. There's more than one way to do things. Stop downplaying your skills and live up to your potential. You are so much better than the things that you settle for! Work on your self-concept. Speak nicely to yourself. Put yourself on a pedestal. You deserve good things!🌸
It's time to tap into your intuition. Allow others to guide you. You won't always have the answers. Take some time to reflect. It can help you see things that you overlooked or consider something that you never have before. So, take some time to clear your mind. The answers to your questions will come when you stop searching. Pay attention to the guidance being presented right in front of you. You are being asked to embrace this transition. Although it may be painful, this is much needed for you.🩷
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#tarot reading#zodiac reading#collective reading#psychic reading#paid readings#air sign reading#libra#gemini#aquarius#angel number 333#111#angel number 777#predictions#pick a card
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For the ship asks:
Walburga Black/Dumbledore,
Phineas Nigellus/Dumbledore,
Orion Black/Slughorn,
Orion Black/ Minerva Mcgonagall.
thank you very much for the ask, pal!
walburga black/albus dumbledore
i'm incredibly compelled by the potential carnage inherent in this. dumbledore is clearly a serial ghoster. walburga is clearly someone who can hold one hell of a grudge. he one hundred percent seemed really keen for all of three dates - and, whatever he says now, he definitely promised her that he'd come with her to alphard's experimental dance recital - before disappearing into thin air, owls unreturned, floo connection changed.
when they ran into each other a few months later, he said he'd been too stressed by trying to figure out the ninth use of dragon's blood to behave with human decency.
this is why her portrait is so riled up. she can handle having sirius back in grimmauld place. but not that dickhead.
phineas nigellus black/albus dumbledore
i also back this - but only in oil-paint form.
phineas, like all the portraits, has the opportunity to observe dumbledore without his mask in the months before his death, and therefore has seen him as the man he actually is, flaws and all.
as a result, we see in canon that he's not exactly deferential to dumbledore - which gives an interesting flavour to the dynamic - but that he is also, despite his inclinations to the contrary, nonetheless loyal to him. i quite like the idea of dumbledore finding himself tangled up with someone who seems even more wily than he himself is - otherwise known as the superior riddledore dynamic.
and i also just like the idea that the portraits have wild romantic lives which none of the castle’s living denizens ever bother paying enough attention to to notice.
orion black/horace slughorn
orion tries to seduce his way into the slug club. it fails [slughorn has a much prettier dark-haired slytherin to fill that role], but he is still forced to listen to slughorn describe a graphic sexual encounter he had with his father.
orion black/minerva mcgonagall
harry tells us in order of the phoenix that mcgonagall came to grimmauld place "looking very odd in a muggle dress and coat".
what he means by this is that she'd turned up at ten in the morning in this exact outfit:
after all, she needed to remind walburga who orion always called the one who got away.
#asks answered#asenora's opinions on ships#unhinged and deranged ships#black family edition#walburga black#orion black#phineas nigellus black#albus dumbledore#horace slughorn#minerva mcgonagall
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hey for my fellow webkinz lovers here on tumblr. What's your webkinz "white whale"? Like the webkinz that got away, or a webkinz you've always wanted but could never find it being sold near you as a kid, or a particular webkinz your parents told you that they wouldn't buy for price or any particular reason?
#webkinz#is there a webkinz fandom/community here in tumblr?#Stuffed animals#plushies#mine is a Webkinz Signature Endangered Dama Gazelle#I once brought her with a couple of my other animal plushies to a middle school biology project to explain predator/prey ecosystem#and I left her in my bio class (cause it was part of the project) and someone stole her#kinda found out who it was but they never brought it back despite me confronting them#but I also found out he stole my webkinz so he could give her as a gift to his girlfriend#which I backed off cause maybe im strange but a part of me hoped that she loved that gazelle as much as I did#that and i'm not really one to hold a grudge#although the idea one of my own classmates stealing from me did hurt#so currently at the moment I've been trying to find this particular gazelle at a good price
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GP telling Max that he's generally far too good to people on track. Not for the first time, I think that Max is far too good to people in general.
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#thinking about that quote about how max doesn't really hold grudges but gp does especially regarding mercs behaviour at silverstone in 2021#max gives a lot of people a lot of grace#me? I'm with gp
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I've realized that everyone's second season and onwards, there is constant talk of "nothing carrying over" and you can tell everyone kinda thinks that everyone else should forget who they were last season.
y'know, other then them. everyone has sorta been very, "Don't hold a grudge against me for past seasons! it's a totally different season!" and then they turn around and talk about their grudge towards a different person because of a PAST SEASON.
i love it. everyones alittle hypocritical!
#i don't mention anyones but it's about basically everyone#tho i don't think i've seen lizzie do it rn.#but everyone sorta does it at least ones#wild life smp#not tagging spoilers cause it really isn't. it's just a observation and it's happened multiple times in past seasons aswell! :D#life series#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#not tagging 3rd life cause their was no past seasons to hold grudges for (:#silly observation that i think people should think about more :3#also i kept messing up while writing this because i'm so extremely jittery. My hands a shaking because I am eepy and very hungry probably
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If moash had told kalidan about his beef with the king book 1 then none of the rest of that shit would have happened because kalidan wouldn't have sworn to protect elokhar
I mean it's probably for the best because wow genuinely it would have derailed the entire plot of the series like
Kalidan: my men and I vow to protect you and your sons with our lives
Dalinar: and my nephew, the king
Kaldan: and your niece when she arrives
Dalinar: any my nephew
Kalidan: and the kings mother
Dalinar: and you will protect The KING
Kalidan:
Dalinar:
Kalidan:
#Stormlight archive#Way of kings#words of radiance#My au#stormlight archive fanfic#Oof not a good way forward for dalinar at that point#Like he kindof put all his eggs in one basket with kalidan ngl#Dalinar: do you have a grudge against the king#Kaladin: ...yes#Dalinar: Why#Kalidan:#Kalidan: I'm holding it for a friend#I mean you KNOW He'd be unbelievably upfront about it.#Moash is pissed because kings guard would have been. A pretty good opportunity for revenge#Kalidan really can't win with that guy#Stormlight au no 31#cosmere#nevertheless cosmere
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wash tormenting the reds in the most petty ways possible because he's still pissed off about them hitting him with a car and then blowing him up in s8 is so important to me you don't even understand
#I'm pretty sure I've said it on my old blog before but wash is the blues older brother but to the reds? he's the neighborhood bully lmao#that scene in s13 where wash gets all the chorus soldiers to turn on grif for refusing to attend the training sessions? 100% an act of#calculated cruelty on wash's part lmao#oh oh or in s11 when wash hooked up blue base to the ships power but not the reds? also calculated lol#wash stealing all of their stuff in s10 will also always be a fav petty wash moment of mine#he is out to make them suffer and they're not even aware of it lol#rvb#agent washington#mine#not t/oaru#if i ever write my ct lives au fic I'm going so hard on petty grudge holding wash#he is an absolute menace but he's so lowkey about it that in universe trying to convince ppl that wash is as petty as he is#is nearly impossible#the only ppl aware of wash's true nature are the counselor the director ct alpha and probably maine (and maybe florida)#everyone else sees him in a similar light as his fanon characterization#that's part of the reason why i think lina was so shock in s10 when he turned his gun on her bc to her wash was always so subordinate that#she just genuinely never saw it coming#anyway wash/ct/maine friendship is so important to me. i like to include south in there too sometimes but honestly south comes off as a#loner type. like she doesn't mind ppl but no one except north is really willing to tolerate her uh....personality for long periods of time#shes very....reactive and emotionally charged#but tbh id be that way too if i was stuck with north#north unironically reminds me of my dad but not in the good way lol#god my tags are all over the place#audhd brain goes brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Niji: Well, yes, I guess you're right. I don't have sob stories like all of you. I could sit here and complain how our mom liked Sanji more than me, but I don't really care. My own mother thought I was a monster... She was right, of course, but it still hurt.
#i've been watching atla (i'm on s3)#and i'm going a bit insane#azula my beloved she's so fucked up and i hate her father#ozai when i catch you when i catch you-#JUDGE WHEN I CATCH YOU WHEN I CATCH YOU-#no but seriously i think niji is so jealous of sanji for this#all of them really but. i think he's the one specifically holding this grudge#idkidk i am very sad abt them sometimes#i hate them but they make me sad bu-#one piece#vinsmoke niji
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Mwahahahaha my first real fic and of course it has to be Tsukasa angst and contain mafukasa drama.
(Note: If you want context for the scene attached read the tags)
I'm clearly overcompensating for the lack of Tsukasa angst in canon but leave me be okay. SEGA neglects Tsukasa like his parents. I can do what I want. And of course, I'm a sucker for happy endings. I won't nake it end on horrible note.
And I'll try to make it good quality I promise. English isn't my first language [cry] but I'm most comfortable with it and people have told me I'm pretty fluent so hopefully it won't be full of shit...
(Hopefully I've also grown past my wattpad fanfic writer tendencies (I love people on wattpad but a lot of fics there that features x reader would just copy and paste the script, add a bit of description, rewrite tiny bits (aka write the characters fall in love at first sight), and leave it like that. (Or maybe that's twst/kny/mha exclusive... I don't know.) (Granted I do still have some scenes like that because it is a "rewrite" of the main story, but I won't copy n paste the entire thing I swear) Don't get me wrong I still love those fics, they have their charm, but I know I shouldn't be that repetitive.). I still have them, and I'm trying to shake them off...)
#It's in a google doc#it's not posted anywhere at all#I don't want to post it before I finish it so I don't get people's hopes up#I guess I shouldn't make this post in the first place if I actually do but yk#If anyone's curious#It's an AU where Tsukasa is part of N25#Because I hold a grudge against Rui “You'll never be a Star” Kamishiro#I also just want Tsukasa to be friends with Ena okay#I don't think I've ever seen anyone write this exact fic so I'll throw one into the pile#I have a separate google doc detailing the timeline of what happened in the past (so I don't forget) and little details ---#--- along with paragraphs upon paragraphs of how the VSingers there are like#Yes I'm very normal and sane about this AU#Also this snippet is when Mafuyu became a shut-in-- I mean when she was in the Empty SEKAI for a week#Just lil' things yk#And no this fic will feature absolutely no ruikasa#I don't hate the ship but it really doesn't make any sense in this context#project sekai#proseka#pjsk#prsk#tsukasa tenma#mafuyu asahina
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hey so. um. i was told that lmk didn't have any pain. and. haha. haha. haHa...what the f
#🅰️non talks#lego monkie kid#*glares at ceres* I TRUSTED YOU#/silly#gOOOOOOOOD MK YOU SILLY TRAUMATIZED BOY#HUGGING YOU AND SQUISHING YOU AND CODDLING YOU IN MY HEAD AS I AM TYPING THIS#(i also hope that there is more to it where that came from cuz im on s2ep9 rn and i want to really DWELL on the sadness and angst potential#(cuz from what i'm seeing in the main earlier episodes (I AM NOT COMPLAINING WHATSOEVER I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS STILL A KID'S SHOW))#(forgiveness is very easy to come by in the main cast)#(i wanna explore trying to give them more negative aspects like holding grudges (either visible or invisible) and showing remnants of ptsd#from earlier encounters)#(just idk man I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH GIVING EVERYTHING JUST A PINCH OF REALISM OK???? angst is my lifeblood you all should know that /lh)#edit: ok i just reread their response to my ask and turns out i accidentally left out the part where they told me there IS pain#oh#ahem#ahem...#edit2: I AM AN IDIOT. I FORGOT TO SEPARATE THIS EARLIER BUT PTSD IS **NOT** A NEGATIVE ASPECT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING IT OUT TO BE ONE#PTSD IS VALID AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE PTSD DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE AND HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES#FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T THINK THE SAME OK BYE
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My dad, jokingly: "I'm badman"
Me: "haha sure" (not thinking he's anything like batman)
My dad: *left/ separated from my mum when I was a teen, started a GTA gang that helps bullied kids, ended up emotionally adopting like 8 kids and helped them through bullying, suicide, abuse, etc.*
Me: *was hurt by an abuser and had to deal with said abuser being forgiven by family around me*
Me: *gets into Batman lore*
Me: ...
"Wait a second..."
#I guess this makes me Jason Todd lmao#I love him don't get me wrong#but he's also literally Bats here with the leaving and then coming back with eight adopted kids#and me going through a whole thing with wanting to cut off certain people#having anger issues#and having a complex relationship with him and at first feeling a bit like I was replaced#Like damn#He really is Bruce and I'm way too much like Jason#Also thinking about hoe my older brother feels overly responsible and tries to act like a leader#He's so much like Nightwing/ Dick Grayson#Overly forgiving and trying to be more of a leader than he should be and the family oriented type of guy#Don't get me wrong I love him too#Buuut as the younger sibling it's my job to pick on him a bit#Our relationship is a bit like Jason and Dick with comradery but with jabs at each other and not always agreeing with how to do things#He's more of a moderate liberal tyoe too#Wants to save everyone on all sides whereas I'm more of a radical leftist who can hold a grudge#Yeah I can definitely see the batfam in us lmao#Idk what middle brother would be#maybe a bit like Barbara with trying to be the smartest? He's not exactly an overachiever but I think he longs for our mum's attention#I mean we all have sure but I think he's in deeper with that#Me and the oldest one were/ are the more rebellious types or I guess the ones that questioned our parents more#Whereas he kinda goes along with everything and backs them up and seeks a lot of approval#Not a bad thing but can make him sort of dependant and try to seem stronger and smarter than he is/ or needs to act#And ofc out of all us I'm probably the most rebellious#less so when I was little but after not being believed when I said I was abused by a certain old shithead was a big c#*shift for me#Made me trust their judgement a lot less and look for my own path ig#So very similar to Jason there with seeing flaws in Batman's morals and rejecting them because of how they got him hurt#Sort of like how I rejected/ reject the moderate “all sides” standpoint in my family#there's a lt of forgiveness given to people who don't really deserve it in our extended family
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What did consort Shu even see in him? Like I do get the teenage crush part, but then in the harem he never treated her with genuine care untill he felt bad for his own doing. Don't get me wrong, I felt awful for her and hated the emperor as always, but I still think her character was way too bland, like a Ruyi 2.0 but without all the things that make her a complex character, only with her loyalty to the emperor that in this case didn't even make sense. I think Yihuan was there to be an example of what the emperor is capable of doing because of his paranoia, and also to contrast Yanwan's opportunism with her devotion. It is funny though that the drama is showing you how Qianlong screws everyone and that being loyal to him changes nothing, but also romanticizes devotion all the time (I'm talking about all those scenes with Ruyi & Yihuan being refered as different from the others because they're the only ones that care for him). The madonna/whore complex may be a too western term to talk about this (and also I hate it when it's thrown around randomly for any comparison of two female characters) but there's definetly a patron of good girlies that genuinely love the emperor always being shown praying & charming him w their knowledge and the manipulative evil ones that use him for their own interests potrayed as seductive, sexually active (w this I mean they are the only ones whose sexual relations with the emperor are implied via more than just getting pregnant) and yearning for other men that don't love them.
#and ruyi is still not waking up. obviously#I'm so glad this madonna-whore thingie wasn't in l of zh tho. nian shilan is a perfect example of an scheming sexually active concubine tha#is also devoted to the emperor. and this devotion is the one that makes her doing evil shit too#here in ruyi most of the devoted girlies are so in a way in which they can't even feel jealously for other concubines. they're perfect wive#and while I'm glad the message is 'even that won't save you in this system'#the ones that don't follow this model & act for their own interests are always the evil ones#maybe hailan could be an exception. but the writting just never acknowledged what she did to the empress' son again#plus she doesn't hold any grudge to the emperor even if it's implied he r*ped her. not really surprising because harem dramas never knew#how to handle nonconsensuality#watching ruyi#ruyi's royal love in the palace#*that *wives#opinions
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fun trivia about me. in like early 2022 I accidentally overdosed on nyquil (didn't read the label, accidentally doubled up on a different medication that had the same active ingredient) and it was the only time I went to the ER bc I was like actively hallucinating and in the middle of a panic attack ect ect wasn't a fun time. but like a few months after this happened there started to pop up a bunch of memes about nyquil like there was lean and nyquil chicken and the hat man and I truly believed that this was the universe fucking with me. like some cosmic entity thought it was really funny that I suck at reading warning labels and decided to put nyquil forefront in the general cultural consciousness. I'm still not convinced this isn't true.
#this is actually the second time i accidentally overdosed on cold medicine#the first time was flonase when i was like 13#i thought that you just kept spraying until it worked. not that there was like an optimal correct amount of sprays you should be doing#that one was not as bad i just was really sick like the day after#to this day i do not take nyquil I'm so scared of it#like it was not the nyquils fault#but I'm holding a grudge against it
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I hate videos of people showing how to open a book without breaking the spine. I DON'T CARE. I'll break the spine. I will also write on the book, and the annotations will be ugly with whatever pen I have in hand, no color coordination, one page will have pink notes and the other blue ones, for no reason other then being the first pen fished out of my pencil case at the time
#when i was a kid I wanted pristine books to the point of getting actually mad at a friend over a borrowed book#now if you never give me the book back i won't give a fuck#(i won't let anyone borrow annotated ones tho that shit is between me and the character i'm calling an idiot)#i don't like holding grudges i'm too prone to that so made the choice to let go when it is for really dumb issues#text#personal#books
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when people send in anons do u have like ideas on who it is LOL like do u kinda go “i think this is _____”
YK THIS IS SO FUNNY BECAUSE NO I REALLY DON'T 😭😭 i totally get it because whenever i sent anon messages to people i thought that's what they did but honestly i can't keep track of that stuff. in my opinion you guys are anon for a reason and i know how it feels to be anon so i just don't think about it at all!! i think this is funny though because i was thinking in the fourth dimension of how you guys might be thinking that i was trying to guess who you guys were (i hope i explained that right. if u couldn't tell i am plagued by crippling anxiety LMAO) but i'm glad u asked!! so that i can calm the voices and tell you guys i have no idea who is who and i cannot even try to guess who is who 😊♥
#tldr: ness is too stupid to think that far ahead#BUT she can think complexly enough to overworry what other people are thinking about what she's thinking about them#i'm really really good at that it's a problem#because then i make up those scenarios in my head predicting how people are going to act and then sometimes take that as reality#and then i hold grudges when those people literally did nothing wrong#they're just there breathing and i'm in my head fighting a one on one war with them#this is not just me right people do this right#sorry i got really into trying to explain my own thought process here because i'm surprised i understand myself this well?????#🤠🤠🤠#answers <3
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I don't think we (I say, talking to myself) talk enough about the fact that og!Elias worked in Artifact Storage for about 5 years. Like, Sasha transferred out after 3 months, and Gertrude saw her work history as impressive enough that she would be made Archivist. Like, what a surprisingly hard-working guy!
#Elias Bouchard#funny version of TMA to me is one where og!Elias sticks around as a voice in Jonah's head‚ annoying him all day every day#but also gossipping. Eye guys love to gossip#anyway og!Elias I think would hold a bit of a grudge towards anyone who joins Artifact Storage and then leaves#5 years there? I'm sure he had to train some people! had to warn them about how sppoky~ the job was#each time his new coworkers would assure him that they don't scare easily. they wouldn't run away from a few creepy paintings!#and each time they quit as soon as they could. and Elias would have to train someone new to replace them‚ over and over again#surprisingly tho‚ Sasha doesn't run from danger! she got marked by the Spiral AND the Corruption in one go and came back for more!#Jonah almost thought they made the wrong decision... and then she got murdered by the Stranger. so. :/#also i think og!Elias relied heavily on his weed habit there#secret to staying calm in harrowing supernatural situations? self medicating with weed#didn't really help in the end‚ but
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