#that actually feels like Chuuya
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Started to make a post ranting about wanting to see an indepth look at Chuuya’s grief over his life in a fic and how they overlap etc. and I think I just came up with a fic idea through all of that ranting h mm
Going to,, keep this post up to save my thoughts in the tags dont mind me
#i need an exploration of the prolonged grief in Chuuya’s life so badly#and I will write it atp#i wanna write him grieving his life with the sheep as the years go by#mourning what he had even if it wasn’t nearly the best#a more in depth look at his mourning of the flags#BC GOD#There is so much angst potential#asagiri shouldnt have told us Albatross would always be loud above Chuuyas apartment and drag him places in the middle of the night#that exact scenario of Albatross having a huge prescence makes for wonderful grief material in his absence#A fic where admist all the grief and his other thoughts Chuuya sometimes still mourns Murase and what could have been if he had survived#Hell throw in there#an exploration of his grief after Dazai left that actually feels like Chuuya#bc I need an interpretation of that#that actually feels like Chuuya#I dont see him being like utterly depressed crying ocer that#that doesnt feel like Chuuya#give me Chuuya who after Dazai is gone feels a strange lack of emotions about it all#not like hes ‘calm’ but hes strangely stoic about it#like he’s numb more so than calm and there’s a strange hollowness in his life where Dazai was that he can’t help but notice#no matter how much he doesn’t want to#bsd#chuuya nakahara#bungo stray dogs
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.
Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.
Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:
What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?
What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?
And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?
Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"
Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."
Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"
It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.
Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.
#It's such a funny situation to imagine as well#Dazai doing the most out of pocket shit and Chuuya being like “It's okay. I'm here.”#and everyone else going like: ?????#I'd like for everyone to imagine weird Dazai quirks and how they relate to his true feelings#maybe even take moments from the manga that would be so cool#imagine the out of pocket things he does had just been him processing his feelings this entire time??#and there was no Chuuya to tell us#I mean seeing Dazai roll around with any ADA member would have made that a “haha quirky Dazai moment”#Instead of. Oh. He's *actually* worried.#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd hcs#bsd headcannons#bsd analysis#J's post#J's writing ✍🏽#Edit: as one tag said I just described autism lmao
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simp
#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE#my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life#this changes everything#I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle??#I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on#anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing#I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat#ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing#like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems#I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk#chuuya nakahara#dazai Osamu#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#myart#I’m gonna post and pass out now
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double black (small)
source: @/dazaiarchives
#THEYRE SO LITTLE#they actually feel like kids here. 15 skk my loves#i love their outfits sm#their little side profiles 😭#Chuuya is so sassy in that one back shot#i owe harukawa my life#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd official art#bsd fifteen
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Understandable, for how small Chuuya is he sure does take alot of space in our minds.
He lives up there boogieing all day without even paying rent!!
#ask#request#anonymous#bsd chuuya#bungo stray dogs#(It's not actually a request but I feel like thats the ask art tag haha)#(This is so silly please don't mind it)
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I just realized if I apply anything I write or think of to skk I can post it here and it’s still not that dumb (lies)
#at 1am I wrote this poem on a sticky note#and thought that it actually sounded like a skk closure thing#it’s 7am#and now I’m foaming at the mouth#I haven’t slept#not like I can anyway#but yeah#I have thoughts and feelings on skk and how they feel about each other and their time together#this topic is sojdhekfbfjkfjf#i’m going insane#shitpost#bsd#art#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#digital art#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#illustrated poetry#poetry#poem#maybe we were just kids#my writing#writing
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super messy experimental stuff bc my friend showed me a new method i wanted to try
#stormbringer gang on my mind#i actually feel like ill draw shirase a lot more than i originally thought i would. his design is very fun to messily draw. bastard#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#chuuya#chuuya nakahara#stormbringer bsd#stormbringer#paul verlaine#verlaine#shirase#shirase bsd#chrono illust
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Noone talks about how much it sucks when you're uninspired to create anything 😔 so here's 2 selfship charts I filled in to Feel Something /lhj
#Sometimes when i post my selfship art in front of my friends I deadass feel like a queer couple at a christian family dinner 😭#Please never let anyone get in the way of your self indulgence /srs/gen#it is good for your mental health trust me#like yeah#you love spongebob and he loves you too#he loves you so much and i was at your wedding actually /ref#if you ever feel low because noone supports your self indulgent selfship stuff just know IM RIGHT HERE and I adore and support you both#unless you selfship with chuuya >:[ /hj#kandaversart#kandoodles#oc x canon#fem chuuya#howett knolastname#oc#me#sona#persona#kanrambles
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and if i said that (I PERSONALLY) think that soukoku absolutely has the capacity to be a healthy relationship in future … would i be cooked
#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#skk#soukoku#emphasis on I PERSONALLY#i feel like the whole hatred and rivalry is greatly exaggerated. both from fans AND from those two themselves lmfao#esp after the recent chapters#where we see that they actually do just . calmly exist together#calmly as in calm with each other obviously they were stressed abt the fyodor thing#don’t get me wrong it definitely Hasn’t been healthy#but i think it has the potential to be#But whatever they actually do just hate each other and that’s all What an interesting dynamic#SKK HATERS AND MISUNDERSTANDERS DNI#i already know i am correct i am the only one capable of having correct opinioms abt these two
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not saying that you cant headcanon chuuya as an alcoholic but i think the reasons people have for this headcanon are usually kind of flawed? from what i've seen people tend to view him as alcoholic because he:
a. collects wine
b. drinks it sometimes
c. is a lightweight (so we've seen him behave drunkenly)
but none of these are traits that actually indicate alcoholism. honestly, they actually are more likely to indicate that he's not one and that he doesn't have a problem with alcohol at all. wine collecting is a very expensive hobby and chuuya has wines that are several thousand dollars a bottle. you don't get nice booze when you're an alcoholic: you're drinking to get drunk. the quality doesn't matter. the fact that he's a lightweight and gets drunk easily is also indicative of him not being a regular or heavy drinker, since your tolerance increases the more you drink.
this feels like such a common interpretation of his character and it's just a little odd to me since not only does it not have any canon basis, but the canon facts actually suggest he's more likely to be moderate about alcohol rather than abuse it.
tl;dr chuuya may have a wine collecting hobby but an alcoholic this does not make.
#honestly i think an alcohol abuse headcanon has more canon basis for dazai than for chuuya#there's been a few pretty eyebrow-raising remarks about his drinking habits.#but that's a seperate post#i think part of the problem with this headcanon is people not really knowing what alcoholism is or what it actually looks like#and mistaking use for abuse#but i also think it's part of the larger issue of fanon chuuya and a large part of the fandom's collective perception of him#and the inability that part of the fandom has of separating chuuya from soukoku#and therefore every single character trait or flaw he has has to be in service of soukoku scenarios and ig alcoholism is good for angst#and i think there's perhaps a status quo in this ship that people feel very strongly about upholding#so chuuya is always out of control and dazai never is#having alcoholism which is often perceived as a weakness#fits into that#more than it fits into chuuya's actual character#but that's also a separate post#obligatory text post tag#nakahara chuuya
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sigh. redrew thy trans chuuya practcing unsafe binding(which was heavily inspired by @/carrotkicks). reminder kids, NEVER do this. And never wear your binder for more than 8 hours!
(uncensored ver. under cut)
#chuuya bsd#dazai bsd#bsd#bsd art#i kinda feel like when i took inspo from carrots art a WHILE ago i kinda missed the point of it.#or i at the very least didnt convey it#which i also didnt do here cause this is a redraw of what i did in feb. and more to show how I've grown as an artist#but i think i might want to take like. actual inspiration and convey that messaging lmao#or whatever#i took a sketch too seriously what do you expect#cw nudity#censored nudity
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I'M HEREEEE!!!!! thank you @miyameowru and @mrsokkotsu and @storiesoflilies and @cloudwisp for tagging me i love you all sooosoo much<333333 THIS WAS SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OIKAWA MY DARLING BOYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEEING THAT MADE ME SO SO HAPPY ACTUALLY WAHH I MISS HIM SM<3333333 AND THEN TENGEN AND CHUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHH I LOVE THEMM!!!!!!
AND THEN OFC MY OWN PERSONAL TEDDY BEARR and kuna and bakugo😭😭😭 i can't believe that he and sukuna are the same lmao that's so funny. aaaaaaand then we have suguru and fyodor💀💀💀💀no comment there. i think fyodor would despise me actually and suguru is a lil yandere so idk what that says abt our perfect little relationship.
OK AND FINALLY SATORU AND DAZAIII WHAT DO YOU MEANN ONLY 85% THEY ARE MY LITTLE MEOW MEOWSS THEY SHOULD BE HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOWWW RRRRAAHHHHHH
no pressure tags: @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat @gothsuguru @staryukis @mossmotif @lxnarphase @kisstoru @ohimsummer @tirasamu @osarina @mizzfizz @sleepymarimo @hayakawalove @nappingmoon @spookuna @forest-hashira @madaqueue <33333
#ALSO FEEL FREE TO JUST MAKE YOUR OWN POST BC MINE GOT SO LONG YK#you don't have to rb this one if you don't want to!!!!!!#i just had to post them all lmao#i'm sorry the fyodor one is cracking me up a little#with suguru ok i get the 92#but with fedya???#sahdhgsadhgsahgdhagsda#i feel like he'd rather actually gut me alive than to be anything with me#AND THAT'S FINE BTW#i want him he doesn't want me some things are meant to be and some are not#hgadshgsahgdshgdhgsahgdas#OKAY BUT OIKAWA MY BABY BOYYY#OH I WOULD CODDLE THE FUCK OUT OF HIM#WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ILOVE HIM SM#MY LOSER BF<33333333333333#i was also now trying to figure out like what IS my type then..#and i think freaks is quite literally the best way to put it#chuuya is the most normal one out of them but he has his moments anyway#and bakugo#wait but#i think i could also call them all losers#asjhsahgdshagdhgsagh#OK OK I AM GETTING WAY TOO INTO THIS#THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME MY LOVES MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!!!!!!!#tag game#mayor of loserville
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I fucking hate soulmate aus! But hear me out- skk soulmate au, Chuuya doesn’t have a soulmate for arhabaki reasons, Dazai doesn’t have a soulmate either for like other reasons, he’s just unlucky or smth idk. They find eachother, they skk it up, one of them is like ‘idk if I’m human man, I don’t have a soulmate’ and the other is like ‘yo me too????’ And then they KISS
#skk#I don’t like soulmate aus#because it feels like it removes the choice from the thing#like you’re just assigned a one true love and you don’t get a say in it#just ‘this is your bitch. don’t like it? get fucked!’#I don’t like fate I don’t like destiny I don’t like preplanned anything#it just feels like nobody gets an actual say in their life#your partner is supposed to be something you choose for yourself#idk if I’m making sense tbh#anyways#so like it could play into both their ‘I’m not human’ thing#cause like everybody has a soulmate- how can they be human if they don’t have one? clearly this is proof that they’re not human#bsd soukoku#bsd chuuya#dazai#bsd dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd shitpost#bsd chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu
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“Even Dazai forgot to breathe as he watched the storm that was Chuuya.”
wanted to try something new and tried digitally coloring over a traditional sketch. Personally think it looks alright but probably won’t be doing this again haha (unless…👀)
original sketch under cut!
#Soukoku#soukoku fanart#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#Dazai osamu#osamu dazai#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd stormbringer#stormbringer spoilers#Technically that quote is from fifteen but I feel like it fits better#Also if you’re curious I literally just did this bc I wanted to finish something before the month ended and I had no Lineart done on any of#-my actual wips#Anyway recent skk content is so fucking painful why#MonarchArt
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this brand of skk >>>
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#no you don’t understand. i’m actually crying#they’re so beautiful. they’re together. they’re everything#Dazai having more light in his eyes & looking so content to have Chuuya at his side again#Chuuya looking tired & unbothered & so done. and like it’s so natural having Dazai by his side#just like in the recent chapters there’s a peace to them#‘friends you don’t need a social battery for’ vibes#they’re best friends your honor#i just have this feeling lately that we’re gonna be seeing more of them together. and i am SO READY 😭#ALSO. strawberry-blond Chuuya with grey eyes. so true harukawa sensei#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#bsd official art#sango harukawa
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