#thanks to @ammerynth

[mochei]

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[zuckarr]

happy birthday, Yoichi ♡ 早乙女与一生誕祭2022

Back in November 2015, when season 2 of the anime Seraph of the End was airing, I wasn't well. I was desperate, going through deeply confusing and painful emotions and my whole life was devoid of purpose. I didn't know who I was anymore. I had no strength to deal with my continuously toxic family. I had no friends, just one special person who unfortunately, maybe even unknowingly scarred me. All I know is that I chose to watch that anime and when this character, Yoichi Saotome, showed up I felt something. After a few episodes, he said a few words that resonated with everything I've been through - "I am still under that bed". I realized I related to that mental image. It was extremely real to me because I was indeed hidden for the longest time, just like him, and I was hurt and guilty and horrified by life. Just like he was.

From that moment on, I felt some sort of unique, heart-warming, inspiring connection with him. To me, he became more than just a character in a story. My devastated mind saw nothing but light whenever I thought of him. Yoichi showed me who I wanted to be, and showed me how to be that person by simply existing in an anime series. To this day, I still wouldn't know what to call him - my guide? My angel? My alter ego? My friend? There's one thing I do know, though: I feel loved thanks to him.

I, who used to wallow in self-hatred, am now writing love letters to my future self every now and then. That's what the picture above shows: it is a screenshot from one of my edits with Yoichi, in which I included one of the hand-written love letters I wrote to myself in my native language.

I don't think I could express in words how absolutely messed up I was before discovering Yoichi, and to what extent he healed my very soul. I hope it is at least clear that it's... a lot. Yoichi means a lot to me.

The story that this character comes from says that Yoichi was born in 2004. His birthday is on November 23rd, so he turns 18 today. I couldn't really make something noteworthy for him - I usually post a drawing or an edit - but that's okay. I am writing this little letter, after all. In one way or another, he will always, unquestionably help me.

Happy birthday, my love, my guiding star, my sweetie. Thank you for everything.

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Special thanks to the people I met along the way who I shared this fragment of heart with. Shout-out to @telesticmajesty who is infinitely precious and essential to me, @shadsie who drew my wonderful tumblr icon and other amazing Yoichi drawings, @bardbaric who gifted me a lovely Yoichi drawing and has always been kind to me, @grimbunny who takes great care of my love for Yoichi and even brought me a Yoichi keychain from Japan, @hyakuyaaaaaas who appreciates me endlessly and always lets me know she supports me and gifted me fantastic Yoichi drawings, @amarevia and @houdadraws and @mysillystuff and @ammerynth for the unforgettable commissioned artworks, @fauxvvalor for being my personal favourite Yoichi centric blog, @rivaillicious and @solarshadow and @redsnowelora for being perfect friends who I shared my love for Yoichi with, and the list could go on but I'll stop now...

You guys are all special to me. Maybe it doesn't sound like a big deal, but you all meant something good for me which I'll keep close to me for as long as I live. I hope that on one lonely day, this gets to be a reason to smile. Thank you!

-Dan

[starseers-garden]

!!!! Oh, thank you!! How lovely 💖

Another artfight attack! This time it’s @theauseer ‘s Feilim!

[pact-valkyrie]

gorgeous commission of aedira from @ammerynth ! thank you so much 💕

[sormikweek]

And with that, Sormik Week is over! Or is it?

Late entries are totally welcome, and there’s absolutely no deadline! Feel free to keep posting any late entries you might have in the sormikweek2019 tag AND to tag @sormikweek, we’ll keep reblogging them right here!

If we’ve missed your entry please contact us, we will reblog it asap!

Thanks to everyone who participated, whether by creating content or by liking, reblogging, and supporting it! And a special thanks to @vonderer and @ammerynth for their wonderful promo art!

We hope everyone had a good time  ❤

[ammerynth-moved]

i had something better done but it crashed while saving so... heres an Unhappy Krul bc i am also unhappy

i have a metric ton of requests to get through,,, i will do most of them! just///// not right now sorry ;;

also thanks for 500 followers!! lov all u babes  (ღˇ 3 ˇ)~♥

[kimmysfandomblog]

Thanks again Liza and Serahne!

I deleted the original post because I’m feeling bad after seeing that much character hate (which was my own fault of course, so I’m not blaming anyone but myself. Should’ve known I wouldn’t handle it without some painful reminders). I am nothing if not stubborn about not making too many mistakes, and googling “Gamer Girl” is a mistake in itself. This... almost felt like a mistake, but thanks to the help it was like ripping a bandaid off.

I never found Nami’s design much that of a gamer (like, literally the only thing that made her look like a gamer was the hairpin and the fact she holds her consoles often), and remembered reblogging kou/rl’s design (thanks for giving me a name, Serahne!) and ammerynth’s fanart of it, who I’ve always been a fan of (thanks for the find, Liza! ). It is exactly what I was looking for actually. Obviously, I’m not gonna copy it, but it gave me a little direction for my last talentswap request, so the pain was worth it! :,)

Unfortunately, their hatred for Nami is very strong, and being on my top 5 list because I don’t particularly see anything bad in having a loyal friend like Nami, I almost feel guilty for loving her so after trying to quickly skim over it. They can feel how they want, of course! But I need a breather before I start ranting again about things that should be long forgotten.

Er, don’t expect much Kamu/Koma-Hina/Nami for a while... (not that people see it much here, but yeah)

[wildecore]

thanks great artist @ammerynth

[vampyrefang]

tagged by @mlmysteries thank you!!

1.) Nicknames: uhh i guess ammer 2.) Gender: whos that 3.) Star sign: aries 4.) Height: like 5'3" i think 5.) Time: 17:55 6.) Birthday: 29th of march 7.) Favorite bands: i dont have any really but i like bts 8.) Favorite solo artists: um. reol i guess? 9.) Song stuck in head: unknown mother goose 10.) Last movie watched: i dont even remember the last time i watched a movie 11.) Last show watched: hxh! 12.) When did you create this blog? november 2013 13.) What do I post? memes and a lot of anime fanart tbh 14.) Last thing I Googled: waifu2x - it's very useful and i love it 15.) Do you have other blogs: only my art blog @ammerynth 16.) Do you get asks? never.. sometimes on my art blog but those are almost always requests 17.) Why did you choose your Url: i love mika and hyakuya > hundred nights > nights have stars > star. also my name means star. ammerynth is just the name of an abandoned oc that i dont care about any more 18.) Following: 2845 blogs apparently?? more than i thought oops 19.) Followers: 321 on this blog, 1183 on my art blog 20.) Favorite colors: blue is nice! but i like most colours tbh 21.) Average hours of sleep: 6 usually but 8-9 right now 22.) Lucky number: idk 23.) Instruments: i played violin for like 8 years but i dont any more. i was bad at it anyway i never practised 24.) What am i wearing: fluffy pyjamas 25.) How many blankets i sleep with: 1, 2 in winter 26.) Dream job: idk i guess.. some sort of research work in a lab? maybe?? i did some work experience in one and i liked it 27.) Dream trip: i guess just somewhere quiet i dont really mind 28.) Favorite food: chocolate... or.. anything sweet really... 29.) Nationality: irish! i have dual irish and uk citizenship though bc im from northern ireland 30.) Favorite song now: vague hope: cold rain from the nier:automata soundtrack. the whole ost is great though

dont feel like tagging anyone so just do it if you want to i guess

[vampyrefang]

tagged by @ikoko-bop and @spiritlizard thank you!! sorry for forgetting to do it until now though ;-;

Name: lets just go with ammerynth

Nickname(s): ammer

Sign: aries

Height: 5"3' i think?? about that anyway

Orientation: bi/pan (pan fits better but i just go with bi bc theyre similar and more people know what that means) and probably some sort of ace

Ethnicity: white

Favourite Fruit: those tiny sweet oranges, idk what theyre called though

Favourite Season: winter maybe? only in theory though it doesnt snow as much as it did a few years ago and that was my favourite part

Favourite Book Series: harry potter

Favourite Flowers: lilies are nice!

Favourite Colour: blue maybe? i like most colours though

Coffee, Tea or Cocoa: cocoa - i dont drink tea or coffee rip

Cat or Dog Person: cat! dogs are good too though i just understand cats better

Average Sleep Hours: uhhhhhh.. 6?

Favourite Fictional Characters: mika!!! i could list them all but itd be way too long so ill just stick with Best Boy

Number of Blankets You Sleep With: 1 usually, 2 when it gets really cold

Dream Trip: somewhere quiet and pretty i dont really mind where

Blog Created: november 2013

Number of Followers: 315

uhh i cant be bothered tagging anyone just do it if you want to i guess

[ammerynth-moved]

@shsl-shipper-gamer-fangirl replied to your photoset “ammerynth’s 600+ follower art giveaway!! my art tag for more examples...”

congrats on the 600+ followers!! so happy for you! :D

aaaah thank you so much!!!