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[lilac-gold]

A Sweetheart Analysis because she might have a god complex

In-game, Sweetheart has always been a narcissist. She literally tries to marry herself, calling herself perfect and beautiful. It's a huge part of her character and personality, Sweetheart clearly believing that she's superior to everyone else, but another part is her laugh. And it was while looking at her laugh that I came upon a realisation:

Sweetheart has a god complex.

Now, I am by no means a psychological expert, but by researching it, I found that some typical traits of a god complex- often associated with narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)- were:

Extreme entitlement

Arrogance

An inability to take responsibility

Believing in their superiority to others

An alarming lack of empathy for others

An inflated sense of self-importance

A conviction that one is infallible (See sites such as verywellmind for evidence)

And Sweetheart exhibits all of these throughout the course of Omori. She believes that Hero is obligated to fall in love with and marry her, outraged when he doesn't and saying that the idea is preposterous. She locks Hero and Rococo away when they refuse her/break up, and has a special cell made for Spaceboy after they seperate, refusing to accept responsibility for the falling-apart relationships and completely uncaring of how this affected them. She constantly compliments herself, taking self-love to its extremes as she tries to marry herself and later clones of herself. She's flabbergasted when she loses to Omori and co. in their fight, disbelieving and in denial. Her deepest desires are manifested into a castle where she has everything, from films made about her to an endless crowd of mindless, adoring fans. She's egocentric and shows no regard for others, and apparently has since she was younger, Rococo saying that she 'always won' their arguments and since he 'fought back', he got very good at running. She's ready to and tries to destroy/eternally imprison a group of children because they crashed her wedding.

Not only this, but Sweetheart compares herself to a literal god in-game:

The fact that 'blasphemy' is defined as 'the act or offense of speaking sacrilegiously about God or sacred things; profane talk' speaks for itself. Sweetheart views herself as a god, or at least whatever comes closest to it.

Furthermore, I'd like you to look at her laugh:

...yeah. Now, does it remind you of anything? No? How about this:

Both of them use 'oho' as a sound in regular conversation, though Sweetheart incorporates it through her laugh while it is the only word that Biscuit uses to converse. In a way, it's his language.

Now, consider the fact that Sweetheart was raised in Orange Oasis, where the Unbread Twins are known about and respected. Bread is left under a giant carving of them. There are still legends about them. They're treated as gods, because that's what they are. Doughie and Biscuit are actual deities, and one of them only uses the language of 'oho'.

Sweetheart knows all of this, and most likely believes in the twins herself. By imitating Biscuit's manner of speaking at times, she could be interpreted as imitating the language of the gods. It's a stretch, but the connection between 'Ohoo' and 'OHO' is made easily enough.

She considers herself to be so superior to everyone else that she compares herself to a higher being multiple times. She even attempts to bend the laws of nature in Headspace and make sentient copies of herself that are just like her so that she can have someone to marry.

I'm not saying she definitely has a god complex because that's not something that I am able to diagnose, especially not to a video game character. But there's certainly evidence to support this, and it's been fun compiling it!

Bear in mind that Sweetheart potentially having NPD does not mean that everyone with NPD is exactly like Sweetheart! Everyone is unique, and a mental illness/disorder does not define a person. Do not use this as an excuse to stigmatise NPD or take this as me being against it. I am talking about a fictional character who is incredibly overdramatised because that's her whole character- the narcissist looking for a date who serves as an obstacle to finding out the truth. NPD and a god complex are also not the same thing, so consider that when bringing it up!

Thank you for reading my little analysis- I love seeing people's responses, but please be respectful! I'm not trying to start a fight or offend anyone, just have a discussion about a fun character from a game I enjoy :)

[acourtofthought]

Hi I hope you're doing well :) I just wanted start by telling you that this blog is my daily serotonin boost. I love reading your analyzes so much. So thanks for sharing them <3

Annnnd I have a silly question. I love Elucien and I'm at the point where nothing else in the Acotar universe (or sjm multiverse swh) interests me anymore. I just wanna see their storyline. I've never read Crescent City series and since the next book is the closest thing to getting an update on how our fox boy is doing I'm considering giving it a shot. But I don't what to read a bigilion pages about how perfect and smart and winged and dark and well-dicked some guys are and a little plot that doesn't make any sense by the next book. Do you think I should just stop complaining and give it a shot? Or maybe it won't worth it since the next book won't even mention Lucien 😒 Do you think he will be in it?

Thank you for your message!!!! I'm sorry I've been a bit absent from blogging the last few weeks, I hit one of those slumps where I'm frustrated with the lack of ACOTAR news. Like you, I adore Elucien and considering they have been an unanswered mystery since 2016 (I feel empathy for anyone who has been waiting for answers since then!!), it gets to a point where the not knowing can be aggravating. As to your question about Crescent City, I don't think we're going to see much (if any) Lucien in Crescent City 3. Lucien shares information about Spring and the Human Lands with the IC but we've yet to see that in reverse, where the IC shares information with Lucien. He wasn't included in the discussion about the made weapons, he wasn't included in their plans for Nesta's training, etc. Which I understand because he's not really part of the IC. I think after Bryce's arrival in Prythian, the IC is going to want to keep it as much a secret as they can (for now) until they can figure out exactly what consequences her arrival could have for the rest of their world. Announcing that they had a visitor from outer-space would only cause panic among the courts at this point (the courts are already struggling to figure things out after the war and the wall having come down) and Rhys tends to hold information close to the vest until he figures out the next steps. Maybe Helion will make an appearance in CC3 but I can't see any other side characters outside the NC being brought into the crossover in January. I do think Lucien will eventually learn of everything that happened in CC3 but in a future ACOTAR novel. And I don't think when the next ACOTAR novel starts, it will delve right into the crossover. SF ended with the characters worried about Beron allying with Koschei, with the fae on the continent refusing to sign the treaty and with Spring still in shambles. There are ACOTAR only readers (you being one of them!) and many are not in the fandom so it doesn't make sense to start the next book after Bryce's arrival in Prythian where the characters are discussing an alien visitor. That's much too big of a plot jump forward. To me it would make sense if SJM started the next book sometime between SF and the crossover, then eventually leads up to what happened in it.

Now if you're a fan of Urban Fantasy and looking for a new read, you may want to read the Crescent City series for that fact alone. However, if that's not your thing I think you'll be able to get by on learning about what happens in the crossover through the fandom. I think most would also be willing to share whether there are Lucien appearances (if I'm wrong and he does show up). Personally, I've struggled with CC. I really don't care for Urban Fantasy and I'm not a fan of Bryce. She reads as the most immature SJM heroine to date and though I'm all about feminism and someone being an independent woman, a character constantly having to proclaim herself as such misses the mark. I also think there's just way too much being thrown into the series, sort of like "everything but the kitchen sink" all in one book. I got through book 1 but have only been able to tolerate paragraphs here and there of book 2. But, I think most of the feedback I've seen is in favor of the CC series so I realize I'm probably in the minority! It's funny because I've always loved the bat boys and the IC but at this point, her series feel oversaturated with them which has made me like them less. "Too much of a good thing" and all that. I really would like to see her explore characters outside of the IC to give us a breather. Eris, Lucien, Vassa, Jurian, Helion, the LoA, etc. And Elain of course because she's not really coming off as "one of the IC". She's given us crumbs for these characters for so long without ever giving them a chance to tell their stories and it feels like it's time.

[rivertakis]

This is def completely out of nowhere but I got a notif on SWH Hell acc about someone liking your art and I was looking at it for a bit n I thought dude I absolutely love your art man your artstyles so pretty and shiny (If that makes sense) idk how you do it lol its awesome

Awww thank you!! I'm glad you think so ^^

I tend to use dull colours for base colours and then layer modes (such as colour dodge, add, or overlay) for lighting/shading! :3

[rinharu-purple]

Testing the Waters: Prank Date

In my post here, I've briefly touched upon this date and it's significance in the development of Gavin and MCs relationship. Which is why here is a quite short analysis on this date.

Before we start some update on my works... I've received all of your asks and read them all, there are so good questions among them that I just can't answer them in a single sentence. But I've also received all of the analysis requests. Thank you all so much for your compliments, comments and trust! I appreciate it dearly in my heart and reading them brightens my day! 💖💖💖

All of them already have a draft, but please have just a little bit of patience until I complete them. One of the asks is including all of the LIs and therefore requires me to go through their dates as to not overlook anything. If there is a committed Victor Stan out there to volunteer, I would appreciate it so much! I'm also working on putting GavinxMC storyline in a chronological order (with a healthy sparkle of Headcanon as to which date might take place during which chapter). In this work, I put everything together alongside their highlights which might also serve as a Date/Main story glossary for the new Gavin stans and the older ones, so beware! 🥰

Without further ado...Spoilers ahead!

First things first... This date takes place right after the Romantic Date and before the "Kiro crisis" Date ;)

During this date Gavin and MC are still in the earlier stage of their relationship. Gavin is surprised to see MC awake at 6 am and MC worries about getting a cold from the wind swh. But Gavin already knows about MCs favorite breakfast spot and MC knows that Gavin can handle spicy food. The date comes to because Gavin takes MC to the shooting spot, which is roughly an hour away (MC wakes up 90 min. earlier to make it in time, but Gavin needs only 30 min. to get her there). So he makes sure they can have breakfast first. Assuring that their date starts early in the morning.

The shooting has a Prank theme to it so everyone on set is in a mischievous mood. For example the director offers MC sandwich biscuits with mustard in them, to which Gavin activates his "protective bf" protocol and intimidates the poor director. Freezing the atmosphere in an instant. BUT! Get this... What he does next earns my respect.

After this the director tries to smoothen the vibe by saying Gavin does that because he cares about MC and then offers him a biscuit (which is a pretty shameless act since everybody knows now that some of them are pranked. One shouldn't ever try to pull a prank on someone with whom they had an unpleasant encounter just a second ago). Gavin knows this so well and yet thanks him, takes the spicy biscuit, eats it as a whole and then says it tastes good. People, this is how you deal with bullies elegantly. Plus the friendly tone he uses shows that he is over with what happened a moment ago and that he isn't important enough to annoy him. Gavin had the chance to just downright rejected him, but instead he saw his challenge, accepted it and robbed him of his joy. Moreover, the director then thought Gavin had a normal biscuit so he tried one lol... What an idiot.

After the break, MC takes Gavin to the backstage room and asks him to wait for her. And than leaves for 2 hours! Once she's back, she finds Gavin sleeping on the couch, inviting her to... check on him?! Anyways Gavin was apperantly having a nightmare, MC tries to touch him to which he reacts with his military reflex by catching her hand mid air all the while having messy hair and then MC comes up with the idea of grooming him a little since she wants to see him bare foreheaded to which he replies he did, in fact, have shorter hair in the military! (we need a karma on this, asap)

Afterwards Gavin took on the role of a coiffeur and braids her hair first but then gives her the look she had while at high school (our birdcop is always nostalgic about high school).

One thing leads to another and Gavin decides to take the advantage of the situation they're in. As I said earlier, this date takes place after Romantic Date, so Gavin has spent a valentine's day with MC and met her family before that, so my guess is that he is already sensing some mushy vibes (Joe's word for romance) on MCs end, that's why he decides to test the waters and see how frequent these vibes go.

The best part is, he doesn't plan on doing anything up to this point, but as he sees her in a low pony, I think it just triggers his inner emotions and he gives in. He can't help but opening up to her about how he wished he could've spent the missing years with her, which flusters her big time. He takes this as athe signal he was waiting for so here he goes.

Gavin's 4 step plan in seeing if MC is willing to kiss him:

Step 1: Call her out on being nervous.

Step 2: Intensify the sexual tension.

Step 3: Answer her questions with questions. (keep the ball in her court)

Step 4: Tilt your head and shorten the distance...

Step 5: Get cockblocked 😂

God knows I die for his sigh by the end. It speaks a thousand words 😆

But Gavin isn't a quitter, so once they're left alone he makes sure he clears the air and explains his intentions as he has her in his arms...

Still keeping the ball on her court though and leaves it to her interpretation as to what he just did was a Prank or not. ;)

Well played Gav, well played. 👏

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Masterlist

[snz-eriya]

wait u like tears of themis i haven't found anyone else on snzblr who does 😳

do u have any snz hcs for them i would love to hear !!!

OMG ANON thank you for validating me 😭

headcanons under the cut!!

artem ⚖️

- constantly gives lectures about not working when sick, works when sick himself

- somehow manages to stay fairly healthy, despite his incredibly unhealthy lifestyle

- but he's still pretty dumb when he does get sick

- he's probably gone to court before with a high grade fever

- celestine watches like a disappointed mother, and sends him straight home because lord knows he won't rest otherwise

- when he's sick, it usually settles in his chest, doesn't really sneeze that often. if he does, it's one and it's done

- except for the fact that he's allergic to perfume. like, one sniff and he's set off for the next few hours

- celestine came in with a new perfume one day and artem was in his office forever, barely getting anything done because he kept sneezing instead of working

- he's got the dad sneeze. softer than the typical dad sneeze, but still a dad sneeze ("hhUUu'sHHRsh!")

- he usually muffles with his arm, he's polite. but everyone in a 5 mile radius immediately knows who that sound came from

- yes, he is very embarrassed about this fact and therefore tries to avoid sneezing whenever possible

luke 🔍

- we already know he's sick and dying, but that doesn't mean he's at all open about any minor illnesses

- he'd rather end up in the hospital and die early than have anyone worry about him in the present

- he's pretty susceptible to a lot of bugs that go around, like 9/10 times if someone coughs on him he's down for the count the next day

- it's a good thing he works for himself!! no one can send him home!!!

- except mc. she sends him home.

- he gets REALLY bad fevers and aches. moving feels like hell, but he pushes through it regardless

- like artem, doesn't sneeze very often when he's sick. usually just quiet one-offs or some fits if it's a headcold

- ironically because of his career as a detective, he's VERY allergic to dust

- this has led to some rather interesting commissions and investigations, especially during stealth missions

- yes, he has had to go through swh scenarios

- because of this, he's used to stifling whether alone or not. it makes a lot of people confused because he's luke?? he's supposed to be loud??? ("hh'gnxt!")

- he honestly forgot how to sneeze normally. he can stifle hands-free, the madman

- also he has fits of like, anywhere from 2-8. it's like rolling a dice

vyn ⚕️

- he's a doctor. not a physician doctor, but he still follows the trope of "doctors never get sick"

- probably because he isolates at any possible sign that he's getting sick and gets better in like 2 days. it's scary.

- though in the comfort and safety of his own home he practically sneezes up a storm, he's got nothing to hide with nobody there.

- he's very dignified, even when sneezing. it's so soft and quiet, it almost sounds fake ("hhih'tchh!")

- always in fits of 3. always.

- no one has ever seen him less than in perfect health, so imagining him in any unsophisticated state is practically unheard of.

- rumor has it, only one miss lawyer has ever managed to see him in such a sorry state...~

- he's mostly free of the confines of allergies, which is good because he has a garden he actively cares for

- except for daises. keep those away from him. trust me.

- he also has a handkerchief collection

marius ♾️

(mari's my bias so I'm so sorry if he ends up with more hcs than the others 🙏)

- "I'm marius von hagen! I never get sick, I'm practically invincible!!!"

- technically he's right, no kind of bug or cold going around gets to him. it's the weather that does him in instead.

- he's gotten stuck in the rain and fallen ill within hours, more times than he'd care to say

- even if he doesn't get sick from the cold, he's really sensitive to it regardless. it's not uncommon for him to sneeze when it's cold out

- he used to be more whiny about it, to whoever was designated his caretaker at the time. his brother, usually. nowadays though, since he's the ceo of the biggest company in the world, he doesn't really have time to stop and rest.

- he doesn't really care how other people see him, so if he ends up sneezing or coughing during a meeting, he'll just excuse himself and keep going

- at the end of the day though, he's dead on his feet and sleeps like a rock

- he has breathy sneezes, usually just one and done. sometimes two in a row. ("hhuH'Sshiu!")

- he doesn't cover unless it's a business meeting, which earns him many "marius. von. hagen."s

- he doesn't give a shit around nxx, which irks literally everyone in the room

- he's allergic to cats. yes, this upsets him. he loved that chonky boy.

[namekerlon]

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[mevolve2022]

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[hishima]

greetings! i'm here to wish a happy new year. it's been quite nice getting to talk some and also meet fellow twewy enthusiasts, even if i feel like a younger fan in general (granted it has been 3 or so years now?). anyways, thank you for being very kind! i sincerely appreciate it, even if i'm only expressing it in a sentence or two. i look forward to getting to sob about neo and if i get to it this year sob about p3 and others. and play swh. shall do!

sending lots of love and good vibes! 💖

aksjjsjak thank u daisy ur so sweet T_T ❤️ happy new year to u as well!!

and i've also only been into twewy for about 3 or 4 years!! but i sincerely doubt the brainworms will leave us any time soon <3 tysm for the message

[hypersensitive-montrals]

thank you so much for the tag @mrs-perfectly-fine !

1. why did you chose your url? i mean, have you seen Shaak Ti?

2. any side blogs? well actually this is my sideblog awiduhawiudh this is where i talk about, but mostly reblog about star wars. my main blog is @cookiecannibal

3. how long have you been on tumblr?. oh dear i... i have no idea. probably been using it since i was about 14 so... seven years?

4. do you have a que tag? nah, i can't be that organised

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? well this one i started because of my renewed love for sw and specifically Shaak Ti & the Togruta. but my main blog was mainly one of those edgy tumblr blogs (derogatory)

6. why did you chose your icon/pfp? it's shaak ti! she's amazing. and she looks especially sweet in the '03 cartoon

7. why did you chose your header? oh, i actually forgot about that. it's a "SWH" in sw font, because originally my profile name was "Star Wars Headcanons" and I would post my headcanons about the things i'm interested in. needless to say, i failed dajkjdhakj

8. what’s your post with the most notes? it's this dumb meme i made about togruta and mirialans. i don't know why but it gets the occasional notes to this day

9. how many mutuals do you have? i uh. i don't know. i'm terrible at keeping track of this sort of thing. something like... five?

10. how many followers do you have? just checked, 61. far too many people for mostly reblogged content :D

11. how many people do you follow? right now, 255 people. yes, my dash is a mess. no i can't do anything about it

12. have you ever made a shitpost? it's all i do :D

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? an hour, maybe two, max. i'm usually busy, and i try not to spend too much time on my phone/computer

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? gods, no. i have better things to do than entertain annoying people online

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? i don't really know what that is, i think, but i only reblog what i like and/or deem important

16. do you like tag games? yeah, they're fun! as a passtime

17. do you like ask games? haven't done any but i think it'd be alright

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? i don't really know. but i have so few followers, anything above that is too famous for me already

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? not really, no. i'm happily "married" (i.e. live w/ my girlfriend), who's not on tumblr

i don't know who to tag. so, if you see this and want to chip in, be my guest!!

thanks for tagging me @sunshineinbetween! :D

1. Why did you choose your url?

Mostly just wanted a change of pace from my old one! (Also my biological & abusive father was stalking my old url so.) But basically uhhhh i love wandering around in the middle of nowhere like a lost child and also corvids <3

2. Any side blogs?

Quite a bit actually! None of them are super active anymore because I stopped caring about social media. Only one that’s still kinda used is @softsayings which is a joint blog between rickshaww and I.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

…I wanna say 2017??? Is when I made my first account? I abandoned it after a couple of months and never picked it up again (it was a kin blog, surprising probably no one) and I made this one in,,, March 2018 according to the archive. So when I was about 16.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I do not and the only thing I put in my queue is the anthropocene sea foam post whenever someone reminds me about it <3

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

This blog originally was a witchcraft blog. I. don’t think that’s the case anymore lmao.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

@rickshaww my beloved drew us for my birthday present and I wanted to show it off :3

7. Why did you choose your header?

Cool and sexy abandoned building we found during a roadtrip and one wall looked like album art!! (Also think it’s especially cool how that building had the lyrics from the Garages’ Deicide written on the wall and how I’d absolutely never even think about doing something like that.)

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

On this blog, it is, and I quote, “AAAAAAAA DISCIPLINE FUCKS HARDCORE” which 30 whole people seemed to like and I pray my blog never gets any bigger because if it gets like my old aesthetic blog I will just nuke this one and start over.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No clue! I think I’m mutuals with most of the ppl I follow/that I regularly see on my dash though.

10. How many followers do you have?

109!! And I never want to get above 200.

11. How many people do you follow?

201! Also want to stay pretty low,,, too many and it gets overwhelming.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

uhhhhhh I cannot recall. Probably? Do the anthropocene spam posts count??

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

Oof.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Uhhhh,,,, no…??? I don’t think so, at least not a real one.

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

You put too many of those on my dashboard and it’s an instant unfollow babey!! I do not wish to see it <3 if I think it’s important and I have enough energy to care I would reblog it anyway, you guilt-tripping me automatically makes me stop listening <3

16. Do you like tag games?

I do!!! Would love to remember to do them😔. They make me feel like we are all sitting around a campfire asking each other weird questions.

17. Do you like ask games?

Sometimes!! I think it’s funnier when I get just. random asks out of nowhere though. (my inbox is literally always open btw, go ahead and send me stupid shit if you’re bored)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

A really popular mystic messenger fan artist at the time. became mutuals with me and then immediately dipped for twitter?? Otherwise most of my mutuals r just chilling in our little corners. Doing our little gay activities.

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Uh,,, I don’t think so? 100% aro here, no crushes to be found. Y'all do make me really happy tho :3

Uhhhh no pressure tags; @rickshaww @heathenhouse @redminibike1

[oh-beyond]

11 Questions Tag

Tagged by the talented @eradikeats-writes honestly this tag was the most fun to do… I wish you could answer my lame questions cuz… I’m so lame hahaha

Rules: 

1. Post the rules 

2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger. 

3. Write 11 questions of your own 

4. Tag 11 people

1. if you could learn any language, which would you want to learn and why?

I would love to master my Korean I’m not trying as hard as I should… also Mandarin… because to me it sounds romantic (also Luhan)

2. you’ve moved into your dream house. CONGRATS! what does it look like and where is it?

A penthouse in Busan overlooking the the beach, it has a big ass panoramic window and mattresses on the floor Korean style.

3. i’m buying you a drink. what are you having?

A big piña colada smoothie + extra coconut

4. welcome to NYC! let me take you my favourite record shop. whats that record you have in your hand? 

Mmmmm, it’s not westerner music… again…

5. pitch me an idea for a tv show - in 6 sentences

6 sentences won’t do… how about 6 names: Ji Changwook, Joowon, Park Hyunshik, Kim Soohyun, Yoo Yunsuk and Lee Joongi… now after you’ve seen the look of this actors; let’s begin our Kdrama marathon.

6. i’m sorry but you’re dead. what does the afterlife look like?

Luhan is flying with an arp, he is giving me kisses as I chase after him. It’s hard to get to him sometimes because this bynny!hybrid thing keeps pulling my ankle to give him some attention “stop it Suho” 

7. thanks for hanging out with me tonight! lets put on a movie. what are we watching?

Werewolf boy 

8. i know, i know. dating my friends is odd but i love you so why shouldnt this be a date?

I say the same… why shouldn’t it be?

9. i’ve taken you to the strand in NYC. its a 4 storey book store that is filled with miles worth of books. we are on the 4th floor, which is the floor for old and rare books. which book are you looking for?

The Gospel of Barnabas (holds the truth and you can’t get it anywhere) PS. I’m not Christian

10. i got my vacation time booked! ok. lets decide. where are we going? really! why do you want to go?

Seoul, Busan and Jeju Island! Girl I need yo take you to all the places I went… all the palaces, restaurants, and SMTown, also go for EXO surrounded viewing concert there… 

Don’t worry, I know Seoul like the back of my hand ^_~

11. SHIT! i didnt know you could sing!! we’re starting a band. what are we called?

Fire-Water (OMG bad pun… again blame Suho)

My 11 new questions TO YOU:

OK so my 11 questions will be based on this little scenario:

You find yourself with your bias in an elevator that breaks down…

1. He is a whiny baby… what do you do? How do you act around him?

2. Do you act around him like you know him or like you don’t?

3. There is an obvious language barrier… do you try talk to him in his language (google translate, etc…) ? Or do you go for English and he can figure it out himself?

4. He starts crying… do you decide unstanning him? Or do you lend your shoulder to cry on?

5. He finally faints in your lap… do you take advantage? You stare? You touch his eyelashes to make sure they are real? His cheeks? Anything else?

6. He regains consciousness and he asks you if you’ve touched him… would you be honest?

7. Do you try making him laugh? Or you act all uninterested to create a mysterious aura so he gets curious? What is your tactic?

8. If you decide on telling you stan him. What would be your questions to him? Would you admit he’s your bias or make him jealous telling him you like a different member?

9. If you act like you don’t know him, would you still try to impress him?

10. You are taken… if he asks you if you have a significant other… would you lie?

11. The lights of the elevator go off and he’s scared and gets too close and his hands are too handsy… would you stop him? Or…?

And I am a filthy hoe… the questions I was asked were so sophisticated and here I am with my hoe ass…

Tagging: @gwaenchanhajagiya @xiubaek13 @kimjongdaely @arcoiiza @paark-haaraa @exostace @heonseoks @soobadnoonecanstopher @yeollieollie @3kpop2jagi1 @memoiresofaneternaldreamer @dragon-dust @xiuminscheeks @xiulayallday @tiffanystherapeutics @yourkeeperoftherunners @sammsdreaming @kitten-dont @forexcapism @memoiresofaneternaldreamer @heebiejbies @swhs @vonseok @exo-waithowdidigethere

AND ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO IT BECAUSE I AM SO CURIOUS. PLEASE TAG ME, I’D LIKE TO REALLY KNOW IF I’M THE ONLY HOE HERE.

[into-the-new-w0rld]

get to know me tag !!

tagged by @thestarsarejusthelicopters and @rapmonamous . thank you babes!

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

@aju-seventeen @twelves @stillgotmydignitae @exoverdosed @wannabl @turtlehyung @kthyunngg @nomsterkim @swhs

2nd RULE: BOLD the statements that are true APPEARANCE: ·         I am 5'7" or taller ·         I wear glasses ·         I have at least one tattoo (wanntttt) ·         I have at least one piercing ·         I have blonde hair ·         I have brown eyes ·         I have short hair ·         My abs are at least somewhat defined ·         I have or have had braces (for. seven. years.) PERSONALITY: ·         I love meeting new people ·         People tell me that I’m funny ·         Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me ·         I enjoy physical challenges ·         I enjoy mental challenges ·         I’m playfully rude with people I know well ·         I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it ·         There is something I would change about my personality ABILITY: ·         I can sing well ·         I can play an instrument ·         I can do over 30 pushups without stopping ·         I’m a fast runner (used to do long distance competitively though) ·         I can draw well ·         I have a good memory ·         I’m good at doing math in my head ·         I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute ·         I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling ·         I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch ·         I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES: ·         I enjoy playing sports ·         I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else (used to be) ·         I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else (used to be) ·         I have learned a new song in the past week ·         I work out at least once a week ·         I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months ·         I have drawn something in the past month ·         I enjoy writing ·         fandoms are my #1 passion ·         I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES: ·         I have had my first kiss ·         I have had alcohol ·         I have scored the winning goal in a sports game ·         I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting ·         I have been at an overnight event ·         I have been in a taxi ·         I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year ·         I have beaten a video game in one day ·         I have visited another country ·         I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIPS: ·         I’m in a relationship ·         I have a crush on a celebrity (the downside of having like 30 biases) ·         I have a crush on someone I know ·         I have been in at least 3 relationships ·         I have never been in a relationship ·         I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them ·         I get crushes easily ·         I have had a crush on someone for over a year ·         I have been in a relationship for at least a year ·         I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE: ·         I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” ·         I live close to my school (i have to switch buses but if i time it right, only 20 minutes) ·         My parents are still together ·         I have at least one sibling ·         I live in the United States ·         There is snow right now where I live ·         I have hung out with a friend in the past month ·         I have a smartphone ·         I have at least 15 CDs (mostly rock cds) ·         I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT: ·         I have breakdanced ·         I know a person named Jamie ·         I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce ·         I have dyed my hair ·         I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (honeymoon !!) ·         I have punched someone in the past week ·         I know someone who has gone to jail ·         I have broken a bone (many) ·         I have eaten a waffle today ·         I know what I want to do with my life (more or less) ·         I speak at least 2 languages ·         I have made a new friend in the past year

thanks for the tags !! and pls don’t feel obligated to do this if you don’t want to !!

[robogill]

92 Truths

Tagged by @arcs-and-blah thanks dear

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag other people

Y’all can do this if you wanna

LAST…

[1] Drink: Lime fizzy water

[2] Phone call: Work

[3] Text message: My sister

[4] Song you listened to: The Hyrule Field Main Theme from Ocarina of Time

[5] Time you cried: Not just tearing up, I have no idea

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: I haven’t even dated someone once

[7] Been cheated on: Nope

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Never kissed 

[9] Lost someone special: Not really

[10] Been depressed: Ha hahaha ヽ(ﾟ∀｡)ﾉ HAHAHA

[11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never had alcohol

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS…

[12] Purple

[13] Blue

[14] Green

IN THE LAST YEAR…

[15] made new friends: Yes!

[16] fallen out of love: Nah

[17] laughed until you cried: Probably

[18] found out someone was talking about you: What kind of vague ass question is this? I don’t live in a high school sitcom. Obvs people have talked about my existence.

[19] met someone who changed you: Probably

[20] found out who your true friends are: Again, I don’t live that kind of cliched life. Yes, I know who I have chosen to be my favored.

[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t have a Facebook

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t have a Facebook

[23] do you have any pets: Not anymore TT^TT

[24] do you want to change your name: Not again

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: Played Pokemon and Fire Emblem with RV in my living room

[26] what time did you wake up: 11:30 am

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Achievement Hunter

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Uhh, I dunno, waffles on Saturday?

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: It’s been about a month, I think

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not having a mental illness would be rad

[31] what are you listening to right now: Nothing

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Several

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: My brain being the shit it usually is

[34] most visited website: Tumblr or YouTube

[35] elementary: LES

[36] high school: SWHS

[37] college: SCC

[38] hair color: Brown

[39] long or short hair: Short, though I need to cut it again soon

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Nah

[41] what do you like about yourself: My ideas

[42] piercings: Ears

[43] blood type: I don’t remember, but I know it’s one of the really common ones

[44] nickname: Gilsby

[45] relationship status: Single

[46] zodiac sign: Scorpio

[47] pronouns: He/Him

[48] fav tv show: Project Runway

[49] tattoos: A bird on my right wrist

[50] right or left hand: Right

FIRST…

[51] surgery: Wisdom teeth

[52] piercing: Ears

[53] best friend: Lived across the street

[54] sport: Soccer, I think

[55] vacation: Probably Fiddle Tunes or something like that

[56] pair of trainers: How would I know? It’s not like a baby can pick their own shoes.

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Nothing

[58] drinking: Nothing!

[59] I’m about to: Catch up on YouTube subs

[60] listening to: Nothing

[61] waiting for: Sleep to take me

[62] want: My computer to stop being so slow

[63] get married: Nah

[64] career: BBW Floor Set

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: Hugs

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes 

[67] shorter or taller: For myself, I’d like to be taller

[68] older or younger: ??? What does that even mean?

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Neither, but spontaneous if I have to pick one

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Both, but I guess stomach

[71] sensitive or loud: I don’t really care, both are useful in different situations

[72] hook up or relationship: Whatever people wanna do, go for it. It doesn’t affect me.

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Again, depends on the situation

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger: Nope

[75] drank hard liquor: Nope

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: Only temporarily

[77] turned someone down: Nope

[78] sex on first date?: Nope

[79] broken someone’s heart?: Not to my knowledge

[80] had your own heart broken?: Nope

[81] been arrested?: Nope

[82] cried when someone died?: Yupp

[83] fallen for a friend?: Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself?: Yeah

[85] miracles?: Not really

[86] love at first sight?: No

[87] Santa Claus?: Not in the context you’re asking in

[88] kiss on the first date?: ??? Like, it happens??? I don’t care what people do on their dates.

[89] angels?: Nope

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: The lovely Arcie

[91] eye color: Brown

[92] favorite movie: Clue