#thanks for sending this in midi 🥹

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Yuuji in haikyuu shjshdh my son was born to sports anime forced to shonen 😔

oh my god 🥺 midi u r so right !!!! yuuji was born sports anime forced shonen ☹️

yuuji in haikyuu, feels lowkey either karasuno or fukurodani 🥺 but a part of me is leaning fukuro jus bc i want him to interact w bokuto 🥺🥺🥺🥺 oh they’d be so cute . the ultimate BROS .

and can you just IMAGINE AKAASHI tryna round them up 😭 the first time yuuji sees bokuto moody, he doesn’t get it!! doesn’t understand what’s happening!! so he keeps cheering him on 🥺 pats him on the back and is like ‘hey no no no, you did great you know!!!’ 🥺 CRYING

yuuji also feels very either libero or wing spiker to me…. those vibes

LET’S PLAY!! send me a character + another anime and i’ll tell you what i think they’d be doing there!

bonus: might add in duos i’d wanna see interact too!

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Sel!!! For the ask game :] kiri, katsuki, nanami and megumi :D

midi!! thank u for sending in 🥹

since these are only 4, i’ll be adding 6 more!! — akaashi, oikawa, shouto, izuku, yuuta, choso

Marry -> katsuki

Drink tea with -> choso

Party with -> kiri

Kiss -> megumi

Go out on a date with -> akaashi

Push down the stairs -> oikawa

Slap -> yuuta

Invade the dreams of -> izuku

Take a nap with -> nanami

Rob -> shouto

send me 10 names and i’ll answer!!

[seiwas]

hi sel! can I request 21 and 24 for the ask game? super curious because my other favorite part of your writing is seeing people go feral in the notes lol

iris!!! thank you for sending in 🥹

send me a number from this end of the year fanfic writer ask game!!

#21. most memorable comment/review

omg 🥺 YOUR favourite part of MY writing is seeing the notes??? 😭😭 i am gonna hug you PLS

i think i have been so extremely blessed with such generous readers 🥺 i reblog every memorable comment/review with the tag #shotorus.feedback if you would like to peruse!!! 🥹 but hmm... i'll put this under the cut bc for sure it's going to be long!!

#24. favorite some memorable fics you read this year

i answered this here! but 😼 this just gives me a reason to give ANOTHER set of fics hehehehe 😋 beware!!!! this'll be 15 total recs hehe

and!!! like i mentioned, i have a lot in my tbr so there are a lot i probs haven't gotten to yet + the fics i reblog are more or less ones i recommend anyway!!! 🥹 (will also put this under the cut)

for #21.

niku's and sera's reblogs on 'do you believe in love?' really tickle a spot in my heart!!

niku's because back then, col wasn't even a thing yet!! 'do you believe in love?' was just a silly little one-shot born from me thinking about whether gojo believes in love. in a way, this rlly inspired me to take the story further!! and so col was born 🥺 so really, col is all thanks to @stellamancer 🥺

sera's because sera's gojo is one of my absolute favourites and i've been reading her stuff since way way waaaay before i even started writing!! she's also one of my first moots, and is such an inspiration to me when it comes to writing 🥺 so seeing her comment on this lil fic of mine rlly made me feel so 🥹🥹🥹

midi's reblogs are always hilarious and she takes apart my fics like she's deboning a fish 😭😭 (this is how we became friends!!! i messaged her to thank her for her tags on my earlier works and it was even in her native language ashfbas so i google translated it to understand 😭)

ari's reblog on 'tell me about love (show me how)' had me sobbing last night omg 😭 i swear we're writing NOVELS for each other atp

+ a writer i really love and admire commented so many nice things on my megumi fic the other day, i'm still not over it (i won't link them here bc i don't wanna be exposed LOL)

but!! i am truly!! so thankful for each tag/comment i receive 🥺 i think it's so nice that people are not only taking the time to read, but also taking the time to write smth about how they feel or what they think 🥺

for #24.

hq!!

stoplights by hajimio (iwaizumi hajime x reader) [1k. established relationship.] i think about this fic all the time and remember so vividly how i felt the first time i read it.

no matter what by shibaraki (miya atsumu x reader) [1k. established relationship hurt/comfort.] teared up a little reading this 🥹 clutched my chest too.

a piece of you with me by heich0e (kageyama tobio x reader) [1k. established relationship.] this was the cutest thing and i love how op writes tobio.

jjk

dancing with your ghost by wanderwithme (nanami kento x reader) [9k. kind of exes to lovers.] the concept is so good and so creative. executed so beautifully and achingly.

cantor's paradox by hawnks (gojo satoru x reader) [3k. ambiguous relationship.] one of my favourite gojo fics ever; i reread this all the time.

dawn instinct by lorelune (gojo satoru x reader) [6k. ambiguous relationship.] so tender and raw. really beautiful 🥺

i could fall asleep or stare in your eyes (you’re right by my side) by seoafin (gojo satoru x reader) [2k. ambiguous relationship.] the dialogue hits heavy and there's so much in the unsaid (i am crying).

in between by threadbaresweater (fushiguro megumi x reader) [3k. friends with benefits.] so tender and raw (2). there's such an ache and i love how megumi was portrayed.

the king is but a man by petrichorium (gojo satoru x reader) [series. usurper!gojo] one of my favourite gojo series!

cruel summer by seravphs (gojo satoru x reader) [collection. friends to lovers.] explores dynamics with other characters so wonderfully and really does give off that 'last summer with friends' feeling

bnha

carve it into the soil, carve it into me by gardenofnoah (todoroki shouto x reader) [series. gardener!reader.] puts shouto under a microscope and i love that. so beautifully written.

couldn't utter my love when it counted by c4ssiopeias (bakugo katsuki x reader) [5k. exes to lovers.] so vulnerable and so raw. cried reading this.

it takes a strong hand, and a sound mind by gardenofnoah (bakugo katsuki x reader) [5k. friends to strangers to lovers.] the pacing is beautiful and the there's smth abt it that's just so tender 🥺

on my way (to you) by ofmermaids (bakugo katsuki x reader) [12k. strangers to lovers.] one of my favourite bakugo pieces; i think about it all the time and is such a creative concept executed perfectly too.

you feel like home (you're like a dream come true) by willowser (bakugo katsuki x reader) [3k. ambiguous relationship.] the dialogue is everything omg. i ached so much at this!!!

[seiwas]

Sel, why wouldn't you date nanami 🎤🎤🎤

midi 🥹 thanks for sending one in!!!

omg…… nanami 🥲 ok honestly upon first glance i might just think he’s boring—or like too tired w life to even bother w me 😭 uninterested, y’know? would also definitely think he’s too mature for me 🤧

on a funnier note: the tie just doesn’t do it for me… and if i see the cowprint wrap too…. IS ALSO the driest texter 😭 would def think he’s replying out of courtesy 🥲

send me a character and i’ll tell you why i won’t date them!

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Hi sel!! I am free from the shackles of finals _(´ཀ`」 ∠) _ crawling out of my uni's computer room into your inbox for the pretty ask game hehe :] idk if you've done them yet but how about silk and perfume?

midi!!! aaaaahhhh congrats on finishing ur finals!!!!!! 🥺 am so happy n proud of u 🫶🏻 akkzndkdn nawt u using ur uni’s computer room heLP 😭

thank u for sending some asks doe 🥺

silk; what outfit makes you feel confident?

honestly, a rlly good gym outfit is my go-to 🥺 leggings, sports bra, long socks, and some kind of fitted cropped top/baby tee!!! i loooove the look, also bc it’s comfy for me and i feel like i can move around freely!

perfume; favorite scent?

ooo i like clean and fresh scents 🥹 cotton is one of them, and based off my perfumes, the notes i gravitate toward are:

top — quince, mandarine, bergamot, grapefruit, neroli

mid/heart — jasmine, hyacinth, white tea, peony, freesia, violet

base — cedarwood, white musk, amber, oak moss

send me pretty asks!

[seiwas]

Helloo ❤️ just wanted to drop by to ask how are you doing? I hope everything has been good <3 I also wanted to tell you that I've been listening to the song "because you are you" by aqua timez while reading (or re-reading at this point) your 2 most recent fics for col and I highly reccomend you to look up the english lyrics cause I feel like it suits the story so much 🥺 other than that I hope you have a good week <3

midi!!! so lovely to have you here!!! 🥹 aaaah i was just going to message you to thank you for your tags omg (i'll still drop a message!! when i do the rounds soon 💗 but!!!) aaah i'm doing great!! how about you?

i just listened to it and searched up the lyrics and you're so right 🥹 oh gosh thank you so much for sending this!! aaaah gonna share with you the translations that rlly spoke to me!!!

You and I both have things that we have lost that we can do nothing about

Because words were too distant, I held you close

You and I both have wishes [feelings] that can never be granted [realized]

you're so sweet for dropping by to share this with me midi 🥹 i am beyond touched that you've even started re-reading the latest additions to col 😭 thank you thank you thank you!! 🥺

i hope you have an amazing week 💗

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Sel. For the ask game.... nanami and osamu 🙏🏻

omg midi thank u for sending one in but how can you do this 😭😭😭😭😭

this is splitting hairs but… i will choose nanami 🥹 mostly bc i want to Take Care of him but also bc i know i’m going to be so dangerously attracted to atsumu too 😭😭😭😭

send me 2 characters and i’ll choose which one i’d rather date!!! 🥹

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Sel!!! My turn to ask questions hehehe turning the tables now, What do you like about your works? And what's your favorite part to write about your fav characters? Hope you have a great weekend sel! Sending some warm curry udon your way mwah <33

midi!!! i am on the other side of the table!!! my weekend was great, but made even BETTER with your curry udon yum yum, thank you 🥺

omg... what do i like abt my works 🥹 i answered smth similar here but apart from that hmm people have said that my writing is pretty or that it flows well 🥺 while i don't really see that yet, i do try my best to add a theme to each of my works!! whether it's a concept, or motif, the theme usually guides my writing 🥹 and it's reflected a lot in how i write the fic as well!! (the words i use, the sentence structures, etc.)

apart from vulnerability and softness, i enjoy writing subtle intimacies!! the small ways they can show their love 🥺 satoru, for example, even tho i do think he's extravagant most of the time, i like the idea that he leaves his hand on your lower back when he's trying to watch out for you; or that he stands on the corners of tables whenever you pass by so that you don't clumsily bump into them (like you always do)

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Start of the week midi here! Hi sel heh it's been a bit since I popped my head round here, how have you been? :] I hope the new years and new week have been good so far! I'm curious on how you spent new years, did you go to a party? Stayed home? I personally decided to get a bit hammered and might have maybe drunk like... 3...bottles.... of soju... 😃😃😃😃 bUT ANYWAYS your birthday is also coming up soon so how are you feeling about that 👁 I hope the rest of your day week and year will be nothing but wonderful many kisses and a big warm hug to you mwah <333

midi!!! i've been good omg, i had a g&t and sangria night with some of my friends before the new year!! it was nice 🥺 how have you been!! ur trip!!! 🥺

i stayed home for new years!! it was actually kinda lonely lmao 😭 but that's okay!!! i just stayed in my room and listened to good music as one would do 😌

3 bottles of soju tho omg.... midi... thats insane 😭😭 do you have a preferred flavour? or do you mix it with anything? (mine is the green grape one i think, tho i don't drink soju often!! my preferred alcohol is rlly wine 🥲)

and my birthday omg 🫣 i'm preparing the writing event i have for it as we speak!! i'm kinda excited but also kinda not 🥹 it's a weird feeling!! i don't really want to turn a year older, but at the same time i'm kind of itching to leave my age rn, y'know? you are so thoughtful to remember 🥹

thank you so much for dropping by!! i appreciate you and your lil updates for me always!! 💗 sending you a big hug mwamwamwa 🫶🏻

[seiwas]

HI SEL HAPPY FRIDAY HEHE <3 dropping by to wish you a great weekend and also to drop another song that reminds me of your col series ❤️

I feel like this song would fit well to "so this is what it means to be in love" (deff haven't been re reading that again aHA anyways-) and on the topic of songs how about 🎶 for the ask game >:D

midi!! oh you are so sweet!! 🥹 happy friday and hope your weekend is amazing too!!

i just listened to it omg 🥺 the lyrics r so !!! so lovey !!! they fit ‘so this is what it means’ sm 😭 and if u’re rereading it omFg PLS i am snifflIn 🥹

AND FOR THE ASK GAME!! thank u for sending 🩷

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

i wish i could listen to music while writing but i get distracted 😭 i do make playlists for inspiration tho (and play it for when i need to come up w ideas or if i need to get in the mood before writing)

lately it’s medicine by daughter (youth also but i posted that one alr!) for a megumi fic hehe

send me an emoji and i’ll answer!!

[seiwas]

SLEEPOVER TIME!!! HEHE >:] bringing a bunch of brownies for you sel!! Now obviously I love my partner but if I were to talk about them this would be a supwr long ask HSJDJDHF so I shall gush about my dorm mates <33 who I adore and love and cherish so so much 🥲❤️ we've known eachother for about 2 years total now since we were in the same language course and went abroad together on the same flight. I was closer to 1 of them suring that time but we all grew closer after that one exam that shall not be named since we all failed it and ever since then we're brothers in suffering 💪 their presence In my life is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've never experienced having friends who are so supportive, who are just as chaotic as I am but they also keep me in check and realistic. Friends who go out of their way to celebrate me and eachother and keep me in their thoughts always (exhibit a: the random things they send in the group chat that remind them of the other person 🥲❤️) I'm so grateful for them for sticking around esp during my gloomy month or as they call it my "everything is going to end" stage of life 💀. They really got me trough it and were super patient :( <3 I really hope that all 4 of us can still hang out even after life gets a bit bussier :")

LET’S HAVE A SLEEPOVER! gush about anything/anyone you’d like 🥹

midi!! omg i haven’t had brownies in a Hot Minute 🥹 i’m starvin!!!

and oh gosh that is so incredibly sweet 🥺 i’m so glad you found your ways to eachother 🥺 friendships like that are better than gold!!! lowkey it rlly is true that Going Thru Stuff together can either make or break a friendship 😭 i’m happy these friends of yours are here to stay, and are sticking it out with you everyday!!

smth smth love in the knowing & being thought of. i believe in that!! i super relate too with not fully knowing what it feels like to have friends who are fully supportive, except for now (tho, i think it could be that i’m just realising it now too…) but yea 🥹 a little bit of support can really go a long way 🥹 and it’s so nice that you’re all able to fully be yourselves around eachother 🥺🥺🥺

thanks for sharing midi 🥹🤎

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sEL I'M LATE TO THE ASK GAME BUT HSJDHDHD 6 and 26 heh >:]

midi hello 🥹 thanks so much for sending in!! never too late 🥺

6. Describe your dream home.

lots of space, and light, and plants 🥺 light wood too!! smth clean and minimalist!! white spaces but not too white yknow??? ultimately a place of love 🥺

26. What’s your favorite season?

i used to like autumn a lot!! but lately i’ve been loving spring 🥺

send me numbers from this ask game!!

[seiwas]

scenery for the selfship ask game!! 🩵✨🫶

riri!! omg you are so cute!! thank you for asking 🥹

scenery : is there a piece of art that reminds you of your selfship?

omg i will be honest riri... not rlly... HAHAH but midi (mididoodles) did gift me seiwa art for my birthday 🥺 it's sOOOO CUTE i love it sm 🥺

i think more than visual art, there are lots of songs that make me think of my selfship!! silence by before you exit reminds me a lot of my selfship with hajime 🥹

find me by joseph solomon reminds me a lot of megumi too 🥹

send me an ask from any of these self-ship prompts!

[seiwas]

Hi sell <3333 coming in with your fav hot beverage and a snack 🍪 how has your week been :D my midterms are starting tmr and I'm still in denial 🙏🏻 probs gonna black out and have no reccolection of what the hell I wrote so I can just get it over with and doodle more stuff to cope T-T. Speaking of doodles, your tags on my two most recent ones are such a joy to read 😭😭 thank you for liking my nanami 🥺💗 his face is my favorite thing to draw so I'm glad you like the jawline jsjdkdh 😔❤️ I hope you have a great rest of your week babes I am sending good vibes and more snacks 💗💗💗

midi!!! thank u so much i am sippin on this latte for the entire afternooon 💗 my week's been ok!!! goodluck on your midterms!! i know you've been preparing lots for it 🥹 you can do it!!!! i believe!!!

and your nanami doodles omG OFCOURSE HBASJ THEY'RE INSANE u draw him so handsome n his jawline could CUT ME n aAAAAAAH ily i hope you have the best week!!!

check out midi's nanami doodles!! (nsft!!!!) 1 ; 2 😳

[seiwas]

Raspberry steel, carmine

MIDI PLS THIS IS SO FUNNY AKSNSJSB HELP thank u 🥹 ily i am sending em right back at u w lemon in d mix 🥹🫶🏻

tell me why u follow me based off these colours!