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the-crimson · 2 years ago
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Me ignoring the Twitter discourse while writing the script for my 4halo comic in peace knowing full well romantic 4halo is never going to be cannon (nor do I want it to) hence why fan-fiction exists 😁
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theflagscene · 1 year ago
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“What hidden secrets are about to be revealed?”
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“Why is there a picture of Dr. Chalothon in this ancient textbook?”
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yoohyeon · 1 year ago
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I miss you all and I wanna come back, but the minute I’m back here I sigh and close the app I just can’t 😭 but I hope you all know :
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penguinsomething · 1 year ago
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Just watched a tiktok of a women getting harassed while walking to the park and was mostly just angry on her behalf until the very end of the vid where she’s running away and he says “hey get back here”. That’s when the anger turned into fear, and then looking at the comments just reminded me of the times it happened to me which really just brought on more fear
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bebx · 2 years ago
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lmao tumblr letting their users choose whether or not they want their likes to be public but then pulling a twitter 2.0 and showing your likes on your followers’ dashboards and specially saying who liked the posts in their new update, without the users’ consent or a way to turn it off, is actually pretty insane.
like how many times to we — the users — have to tell them we don’t want tumblr to be like any other social media platforms and that tumblr’s being different than twitter, instagram, tiktok is actually what makes us stay on this silly little site.
respectfully @staff you’re driving your users away. stop trying to “fix” things that are good and don’t need to be fixed. we want tumblr to be tumblr. we don’t want the site to be twitter or instagram 2.0
edit: so at first I was under the impression that you could turn off the “posts liked by blogs you follow” in your dashboard preferences, but couldn’t control how your own likes showed up on the dashboards of your followers, after I saw several posts claiming that this was the case. — however, now I think I might be wrong and it thankfully does look like as long as you have your likes set to private, they will stay private and will not be showing up on your followers’ dashboards. apologize for any misunderstanding this may have caused.
* from my understanding now, you can choose not to see other people’s likes by going to your dashboard preferences in the settings and turning off the “posts liked by blogs you follow” option, and if you have your own likes set to private, they won’t be showing up on your followers’ dashboards.
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basicallyjeankirschtein · 2 months ago
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jjk men x streamer!reader
╰┈➤ Collab?
chapter two.
ೃ⁀➷ you and gojo get matched with toji, sukuna, and choso, much to the viewers surprise! ft. everyone thirsting for you + jealousy
* not proofread
masterlist. prev. next.
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you tried to focus on the game in-front of you, but the fact that your usual 10-50k audience grew to 300k was freaking you out. just a bit.
not to mention your chat going crazy. usually, it was easy to catch every message and interact with everyone, but now? it was moving so fast, how did gojo put up with this stuff?!
thankfully, everyone was talking about the same thing. the thing being that you matched with toji and his friends.
just like toji, you lived under a fucking rock. yea, gojo was your best friend, but you’ve purposefully been avoiding him since he’s gotten famous. this kinda stuff isn’t your thing- you didn’t even mean to gain 50k without his help, it just sorta happened.
you were a student and you worked at the cutest little cat cafe, you didn’t have time to watch streamers. the only influencers you knew of were gojo and utahime, not because you watched their streams, but because they were your friends. maybe you were a loser.
you tried to act surprised, but honestly you were more surprised with how shit this iron fist was playing.
“chat, which one is the iron fist?” you asked, all of which responding ‘toji.’
unfortunately for you, living under a rock seemed to only bring misfortunes to your life. as the minute you knew his name, you spoke,
“can someone tell toji to swap. he fucking sucks.”
even gojo looked a bit shocked by your comment, but he immediately burst into laughter.
“y/n, you are so lucky you’re streaming with me.” was all he said, and now you were stuck furrowing your eyebrows together and pouting in confusion. even your chat was going crazy over your comment.
who even is toji? you wondered with a huff. when you died, you took the time during your characters respawn to quickly look him up.
oh no. he was hot.
he was also famous, you noticed, but you were more focused on the fact that you just disrespected an extremely hot man!
well, it’s not like you had a chance. you reassured yourself, and once you had finally calmed yourself down, reminding yourself he was just another random man, you realized he is in fact not random.
was this the guy gojo was always whining about? something about him stealing his viewers or something- oh god. you must’ve just woken a wild pack of fangirls, cause you were totally going to be ripped to shreds on twitter after this.
despite internally freaking out about how toji’s fanbase now viewed you, you kept a stoic face, emotions unreadable as you continued the game.
suckunathesenuts: gojo ur friend is funny asf
suckinathesenuts: y/n say something about toji again he doesn’t believe us when we say he’s trash but he will if a pretty girl does
chochoso: pls i can’t keep losing my rank games because of him ):
you couldn’t help but laugh at his teammates messages in chat. you knew your chat would snitch on you to toji, but at least his friends were backing you up. you think.
the comment ‘pretty girl’ had you head spinning, a small blush coating your cheeks. you were going to say thank you, but gojo cut you off.
“don’t respond to these losers,” he spoke, his voice gruff. he sounded uncharacteristically mad.
you just hummed in response, “it’s not a big deal, they’re just messing around. sorry toji,” you waved at your screen as if he was watching, hoping someone in your chat could relay your apology to toji.
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toji didn’t believe his chat when they told him you had said he sucked, “yea, nobody thinks i suck. i’m the best iron fist in this server.” he grunted, in which sukuna burst into laughter and called him delusional.
even choso giggled a bit. now that pissed toji off.
“okay, sure. i don’t believe it.” toji grunted. but, the moment he opened twitter, his notification boxed was filled with people tagging him in the clip of you saying he sucks. man, things spread fast.
“yo, toji, play the fucking game.” sukuna yelled into his microphone, clearly upset toji went afk to look at his phone.
“i think it’s better with him afk. now there’s nobody for the other team to farm.” choso giggled, in which sukuna thought that was the funniest thing on planet earth because he legitimately slammed his fist against the desk with each laugh.
“it wasn’t that funny, dude.” toji growled, though his tone seemed uninterested. he was more focused on you in the clip.
not only did you say he sucked, not only did you not even know who he was, but you were hot??? this hurt his ego, a little (a lot).
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damn. even his fan page called him out.
grunting as he ran a hand through his hair, he noticed sukuna and choso talking to you in game chat. what the hell? since when did they get all friendly.
and sukuna calling you a pretty girl might’ve made toji grit his teeth.
“everyone shut the fuck up. i’ll change.” he said, letting his character die so he can switch to another character. sukuna looked absolutely flabbergasted, toji was actually going to listen to advice for once?
toji wasn’t about to admit it, but he was totally trying to impress you.
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you were surprised to see toji actually listened to your request. you felt kinda bad for making him swap, but he was way better on adam warlock than iron fist.
“wow, he’s going crazy now.” you laughed. it was true, but you were mostly saying that to butter him up. not only did you not want to have one sided beef with a huge streamer, but he was hot as hell! if you had a chance, you were going to take it.
gojo did not seem to agree, as he laughed at you rather than with you. “yea, right. he still sucks.”
you narrowed your eyes at the webcam, confused why gojo was acting so hostile. he was never outright mean. yea, he could be passive aggressive and sarcastic with those he didn’t like, but you’ve never seen him like this.
“says the one who has no team assists,” you laughed, trying to lighten the mood, but that only made gojo even grouchier.
gojo was also playing really bad, that wasn’t usual for him. he was naturally talented at every game he played, you never knew how!
it was like he was distracted with something, and when you looked down at your phone, you found out why.
he was too busy tweeting instead of playing the damn game!!!!
it crossed your oblivious mind that he tweeted that because he was jealous and upset about the attention you were receiving.
chochoso: y/n… i think we are the only ones left playing. all our teammates are afk ):
whoever this chochoso was, was right. everyone on your team except you and him went afk. even the random went afk!! it was remarkable you haven’t lost the point yet, choso was a crazy spiderman.
y/nissleepy: our friends suck!!! does this by default make us best friends now???
chochoso: yes!
you wondered if choso had a social media too, considering he was friends with toji.
you very discreetly opened your twitter to look at toji’s mutuals, and low and behold, there was choso.
how could someone be so cute yet so sexy at the same time.
you were usually shy about this sort of thing, but without hesitation you followed choso. he followed you back almost immediately.
you looked up at your video call to see what gojo was doing, he was completely immersed in his phone. it looked like he was texting someone- very harshly, by the way he was practically hitting his phone with each tap.
biting your lip, you decided to message choso. your stream just started, you didn’t want to awkwardly end it just because everyone’s gone afk.
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playing with choso was fun. he was such a cutie, and after the first two games, he asked if you wanted to video call. you did not hesitate to say yes.
gojo hadn’t even noticed you left the call.
“hi!” you waved at your camera, the confidence you had when you initiated the conversation with choso drowning away in an instant when you saw him appear over the screen. he was even cuter than on his twitter, he had this messy hair held in ponytails! how adorable was that?! your mind started to drift when you wondered how easy it would be to tug on his hair, and that’s when you had to remind yourself it’s truly not that serious and this is a man you just met.
but god, did you have a soft spot for scary men that were actually cute.
you guys loaded into another game, making small talk as you played. both of your chats brought up the chemistry between you two, but both of you chose to ignore it (not without blushing first).
not only did your chat notice the chemistry, but so did your friends.
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“since when did y/n leave the call?”
“since when did choso leave the call?”
both gojo and toji questioned this as they looked at their empty voice chats. sukuna realized it a while ago, when they were talking in game chat, and didn’t bother trying to stop choso.
toji on the other hand, looked angry. “what the hell. he left us to play with her! she wasn’t even relevant until today,” toji growled. sukuna raised his eyebrow, though didn’t reply.
gojo had been busy messaging geto. geto is BEYOND thirsty to stream with you, he’s not even trying to hide it to his stream or nanami.
gojo didn’t even know why he was so jealous. you may have been oblivious, but this guy was downright stupid. he had maybe one brain cell and three jellybeans in that head of his. he couldn’t even decipher the motive behind his jealousy was the attention you have been receiving, especially the attention of toji and geto.
and now, apparently choso.
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op814kitty · 6 months ago
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Red Lights - Lost the Breakup Part 1
Ex!Lando Norris x Reader, Oscar Piastri x reader
“You’re not exhausting.” He couldn’t stop himself. “You’re like a sip of cold water on a hot day. You’re the feeling I get sitting on the grid, waiting for those red lights. You’re exciting and terrifying and I’m sorry I waited so long to say it but…” 
A/n: Hiiii guess who's back pookies, I totally not have an anatomy paper to write and procrastinated by writing this
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“Being in a relationship while being in F1 is exhausting.. That could just be me though. “
Lando  said the words so offhandedly that you’d almost missed them, but the meaning couldn't be interpreted any differently. You were exhausting. You could see his PR person gently hit his arm at the statement and he quickly changed the subject. 
The silence in your shared hotel room wrapped around you and before you knew it you had begun to pack your suitcase. Lando wouldn’t be due back for a few hours at least and that was enough time to pack up and get to the airport. 
Your phone buzzed as you were wheeling your suitcase to sit next to the door of the room. 
OP81:  I know you saw the interview. Are you ok? 
Y/n : No.
Y/n: Did you know that he felt that way? That I’m exhausting and he’s not in love? 
OP81: I was as blindsided as you. I thought you guys were great. He always talked about how he couldn't imagine life without you. 
OP81: Have you spoken to Lando? 
Y/n: No and I'm not planning to, I’m about to head to the airport. 
OP81: Need a ride? 
25 minutes later you are sitting in the passenger seat of Oscar’s hire car on your way to the airport. He hadn’t said anything the whole ride, just peeked at you periodically as you stared at the passing cars on the highway. 
“If you’re planning on jumping out, just know I already put the child lock on… and besides a guy who thinks you’re exhausting isn't worth jumping onto the highway” He says, glancing over again. 
“Duly noted.” you say, not even glancing towards him. 
“What are you going to do when you get back to Monaco? It’ll only be two days and Lando will be back, do you have somewhere to stay?” There’s a hint of worry in his voice. You realise that you didn’t know he cared that much. 
“I’ll figure something out. I’m sure I can stay in a hotel for a few days.” 
“You can stay at my place, if you want?’ Oscar suggests, “I’ve got more rooms than I know what to do with” 
You nod slightly, “That would actually be really good, I don’t think I can face being in our flat right now.” 
Oscar smoothly pulls up at the departure gate. He pulls the suitcase from the back for you. He looks at you, his expression blank but his eyes showing a hint of concern. Oscar pulls a set of keys from his pocket. 
“Here, I’ll text you the address.” He presses the keys into your hand. “Just…”  His hand comes up to wipe across his face, “Take care, y/n” 
You nod and pull Oscar into a hug. “Thank you,osc”,  you begin to tear up, “for everything. I know he’s your friend.” 
“He may be my friend but you’re my friend too,” He says into your shoulder, “ You didn’t deserve to be treated like that.”
Oscar leaves a gentle kiss on your cheek, and heads towards the car. You give him a tight smile and wave after him as he drives off. 
It was thankfully early when you arrived at Oscar’s Monaco flat. You really didn’t need any more attention on your relationship than you’d had in the past 4 hours. 
After the flood of twitter and instagram notifications regarding the comments Lando had made, it had been easier to deactivate your social media than have to look at the messages from Lando’s fans. Some were nice, sure, but the majority, or what felt like the majority, were people saying that they knew you were never good enough for him. That you’d been using him for attention or money. 
There were two messages from Lando. 
Lan: Oscar said he took you to the airport
Lan: Don’t you think you might be overreacting? 
Oscar’s flat was quiet, aside from the humm of Monaco nightlife. You never understood why New York was “the city that never sleeps” when Monaco was constantly alive from early morning cafes to midnight casino’s to the drunken groups stumbling back to hotels at 4am. 
You hadn��t left the flat for two days by the time Oscar got back on Monday morning. Curled up in bed, sporadically getting up for cups of tea before stumbling back to bed to continue the routine of crying and staring at the ceiling of the spare room. 
He knocked gently on the doorframe, leaning against it with an unreadable expression. 
“I won,” He stated. 
Your head snapped towards him at the sound of his voice, “Osc” You rasped,voice hoarse after days of crying. “What?”
“I won,” He repeated, “for you.” He cleared his throat, as if he hadn’t intended to say the second part. 
“For me?” You questioned. 
“You’re not exhausting.” He couldn’t stop himself. “You’re like a sip of cold water on a hot day. You’re the feeling I get sitting on the grid, waiting for those red lights. You’re exciting and terrifying and I’m sorry I waited so long to say it but…” 
He trailed off. “I’m sorry. I know this isn't the right time.” He turned and retreated into his bedroom, closing the door behind him. 
You stared at the ceiling of the room. How could you have not noticed? Every interaction with Oscar flashed in your mind. First meeting him while out clubbing with Lando after hearing so much about Lando’s new teammate; To late night runs to get ice cream cause Lando didn’t want to ruin his diet, that became habit on a Thursday night as Oscar needed his ‘secret weapon for the weekend; to the words Oscar had just breathed into your room.
You’re exciting and terrifying and I’m sorry I waited so long to say it but…
But what?
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lemonlover1110 · 1 year ago
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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬
Satoru Gojo
[Chapter 21] The Right Decision
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The rest of your trip runs smoothly. Thankfully, Satoru didn’t try to pull another stunt that made you want to gouge his eyes out. Ren is over the moon by going to the beach daily, going to new places to explore, trying new delicious food, and what matters the most, spending time with his mother and father. Sadly, his vacation can’t last forever.
Ren is gloomy the day before you’re supposed to leave, begging you and his father to stay a little longer. Satoru wants to say yes, and he would in a heartbeat if he didn’t have to work. As much as it pains him, he can’t give up everything to be a father. The next best solution is wait for Ren to leave you alone for a minute just to ask, 
“How about I extend your vacation for another week? I’ll leave, and Sayo probably won’t stay either. Just you and Ren.” And it’s tempting. You really want to say yes, but you also want to go back and resolve other issues. Plus, Ren is getting accustomed to getting whatever he wants, and you’re worried that he might become more like his father which is something that you definitely don’t want.
“We can come back some other time. It’s about time I go home.” You answer, and he nods in response. And as selfish as it sounds, Satoru is happy that you declined because he hates the idea of spending a week without seeing his son. It’s crazy to think that he lived a whole life before Ren, and the moment the little boy came into his life, Ren became everything to Satoru.
“Alright… Guess we have to make the most out of today so Ren cheers up.” Satoru says, glancing at his baby boy who’s plopped down on the couch, lamenting himself because he has to leave soon. Unluckily for everyone, it’s a rainy day outside. 
“There’s really not much we can do.” You tell him, and Satoru sighs. He wishes there was something he could do to make the sun come out, but no amount of money can control that. Satoru ponders, wondering what he can do to cheer his son up.
“I got it.” His eyes light up, and he runs upstairs. You furrow your brows in confusion before walking over to sit beside Ren. Your hand runs up and down his back, attempting to soothe him.
“I don’t wanna go home. I like it here.” He kicks his feet into the couch, and you make sure to keep your distance. Ren doesn’t want to go home, he likes it here. He’s with both of you the entire day, and you’re giving him all of your attention, how can he not like it? He knows the moment you go back, things will go back to normal. He’s gotten used to this, he doesn’t want to go back to normal.
“We have to, Ren. Your granny and grammy miss you, and I have to get back to my job.” You tell him, hoping that mentioning his grandmothers will make him reconsider. He loves them with all his heart, but truthfully, he prefers spending the entire day with you.
“I want to stay!” He yells, and a sigh escapes your lips as you pinch the bridge of your nose. He needs to let it out, you know he’s upset. But he shouldn’t be using his voice like that. 
“We’re not coming back if you keep throwing a tantrum.” You warn him before standing up and going to your bedroom. You don’t want to yell at him, so removing yourself from the situation is the best thing to do. Ren is still going to throw his tantrum, and you can only talk about the situation after. 
“I’m here!” You hear Satoru yell from the living room. You’re going to leave him to handle it, not making an effort to get up from bed. Until Satoru calls out your name, and you groan before getting up and walking over to the living room. You smile, seeing how Ren’s demeanor has changed, kneeling down on the floor in front of the coffee table, waiting for his father to open up the box that he brought down. “I remembered I had a board game here.”
“Is this the home you used to come to as a kid?” You ask, wondering why he has the board game with him. Satoru nods in response, sitting down beside the coffee table to open the old box.
 He used to play this game with his dad after getting home from the beach. It’s a game that’s more fun when played with more than two people, but Satoru didn’t really have that option. Regardless, he still had fun with his dad. Growing up, the only time that Satoru actually spent with his parents was the little vacations that they had yearly. He has very fond memories of this place, and of the board game that he opens.
“I haven’t played this in years, I have to read the rules again.” Satoru can’t help but laugh as he takes out every piece. He remembers every time being so excited to tell you about the game, begging his father to take the game back home or buy a new one for his house so he could play with you, but both of them always forgot. Luckily, he gets to play with you for the first time, and with your son as well.
“Take all the time you need.” You answer. Your eyes fall on your son, noting his somewhat puffy eyes. You ask him, “Are you better, Ren?”
“I am.” He nods. Pulling out the game completely changed his attitude. You can’t get too mad at him, he just got into this world. He’s just figuring things out, slowly learning that he can’t get everything even if his father wants to give him the world. 
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Like father, like son. Both are sore losers. After losing to you, both have pouty faces and you swear Ren is on the verge of tears. Ren doesn’t nap anymore, but you decide that after all his crying, you’ll put him to bed. You cuddle with him until Ren falls asleep, and once you’re sure he’s dreaming, you get up from bed and leave your bedroom. 
Satoru’s in the living room, going through his phone. You don’t want to be alone with him so you hope that going to the kitchen and getting yourself a glass of water will give him the hint. He can go to his bedroom and scroll through his phone there. However, when he hears you, he says, “Come join me!”
You sigh, but you still walk over to the couch and take a seat on the other end. You pull out your phone, while he turns his off. It’s completely silent for a minute before he clears his throat and asks, “Are you still talking to Suguru?”
“Does it concern you?” You quickly reply. It’s not his business, especially when he doesn’t tell you what’s going on with him and Sayo.
“I want to know if he’s the possible stepfather to my son.” Satoru answers, and you furrow your eyebrows. You put your phone down and look at him before tilting your head to the side.
“What about you and Sayo? She’s the stepmother to my son and you have yet to tell me a thing about your relationship with her.” You respond, and he purses his lips together. You’re right, you’re absolutely right, but this isn’t about him. “I have no idea about your arrangement with her either… The one that she mentioned.”
“We don’t have an arrangement.” Satoru scratches the back of his neck, clearly nervous about the question. He’s not with her out of love, he’s made that clear. Yet… Why is he denying it?
“The same way Suguru and I have nothing going on.” You answer, hoping that’ll make him speak. Although you aren’t lying, you feel as if you have nothing going on with Suguru right now. You’re avoiding his calls and texts, you definitely don’t have a future together after this. “Look, Satoru. I just want the truth, an explanation to everything. Maybe some closure.” 
The man takes a deep breath, and you know that he’s about to tell you the truth. You can read him like a book. Satoru bites down his lip before confessing, “I didn’t marry her out of love but out of convenience.”
That’s certainly a start, although you aren’t too shocked. Maybe you are a bit surprised since you assumed they fell out of love instead of straight up thinking it was arranged. He takes another deep breath before he says,
“When my father died, my mom knew that I wouldn’t be trusted with his spot… Since I was considered too immature. Also for other business purposes, merging the company that Sayo’s family owns with our own.” He begins, and you feel a pain that you haven’t felt in years. A sudden pain that consumes your body in a matter of seconds, and it only gets worse with his words. “There was another promising candidate that would’ve handled the job while I finished my studies, and my mom was scared that we would lose control. I’ve never been too well liked by them.”
You look down at the couch, feeling your eyes getting glossy as he speaks. You thought you were over this, you really were. He continues speaking, “Getting married to Sayo was my mom’s great solution… Getting married to a woman with status would show how mature I was, ready to take the spot.”
“And… I agreed. We would get married and stay like that until I had my job. I could show that I was great at what I was entrusted to do, and then I would get a divorce.” He explains, and you exhale. Your nails dig into the fabric of your pants, trying your best not to cry… This is why he did it. Money. Money was more important to him than your relationship.
He changed his number and completely blocked you out of his life. He treated you like he always did when you weren’t convenient to him. With contempt and superiority. As he speaks, you realize that you will never manage to be together without some kind of issue.
“I– I’m sorry.” He says, as his hand goes to your hand, but you jerk it out. It’s no surprise that he didn’t want to tell you, he’s right for not telling you. You almost would’ve preferred to hear that he left you because of love for someone else. 
You try not to let a single tear slip even though your heart breaks again. You would’ve left anything and everything behind for him, yet he didn’t even think twice before leaving you. And Satoru feels speechless as you’re on the verge of tears. He tells you, “It was a dumb decision, and given the option again, I would leave everything behind for you and for Ren.”
You stand up from the couch. You suddenly feel suffocated in the room. He wouldn’t choose you if he had the option, he’s only do it for Ren, and that realization makes it hard for you to breathe. But you’re glad he did it. It wasn’t his first time, just this time you realized you would never be his first option.
“No, you made the right decision.” You try to smile at him, attempting to hide the fact that tears are streaming down your cheeks. “Thank you for picking right.”
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redtrack · 4 months ago
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fogo e noite | charles leclerc
pairing: charles leclerc x fem!portuguese!reader
summary: two similar but still different cultures clash. how would charles leclerc, a monégasque f1 driver, react to having a portuguese girlfriend?
author’s note: a bit of a self insert here but nothing serious! i thought that it would be adequate to make my first ever work close to home. vamos, portugal! this is quite short since i’m only experimenting, but let me know what you think!
warnings: usage of y/n, mentions of fem! reader, reader has a previously defined nationality, some cursing, english is not my native language :( i used some photos from pinterest so the rights go to their rightful owners, user alexandra as a faceclaim on the last post
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charles e carlos reagem a comentários parte 2 — by shell v-power
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yourusername tinha que o levar ao dragão (sorry for the yelling baby ❤️)
(had to take him to dragão's football stadium)
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charles_leclerc it's okay, mon ange 🤍 (why were you wearing another man's name on your back, though?)
yourusername last time i checked you didn't play for porto
user5 CLOCK HIM !!!
charles_leclerc watch me sign with them next season
user81 a queen é portista obrigada deus 🙏🙏 (the queen supports porto thank you god) liked by author
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user31 y/n taking charles to a football game in her city is so them coded for some reason
user16 exposing him to the good stuff
yourbestfriend you always go a bit crazy on game day
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charles’s interview for gq magazine
Q: You have recently made your relationship with the Portuguese model Y/N Y/LN public. How do you two manage a multi-cultural love?
Charles: I must admit that I was quite scared at the beginning. (laughs) We come from different cultures and grew up a thousand miles apart.
Thankfully, we both speak english quite fluently and my Y/N has picked up some french from her education in Portugal. I love it when we speak in french. (laughs)
The hardest part was probably meeting her family. They’re quite diverse when it comes to age, so at first I was only able to communicate with the ones close to our without Y/N translating everything, since the oldest and the youngest generations don’t speak english at all.
When I first met her dad, he was super friendly, but I understood that he would change languages every time he spoke to Y/N about me. She later reassured me that it wasn’t anything bad. (laughs)
Despite everything, they have always been extremely welcoming and friendly to me and I truly feel like a part of the family whenever we come to visit.
Q: We take it as you have her family’s blessing, then?
Charles: I hope so! (laughs)
Both of her parents are long time fans of the sport, just like my Y/N, so I think that really helped. And my charm. (laughs)
Q: How about your family? What was their reaction when meeting Y/N?
Charles: My Maman was very excited. (laughs)
I had already talked a lot about Y/N to my mother and brothers, so it kinda felt like they knew her for ages.
It was a really special night for us. Y/N had been away from home for a while. She was extremely home-sick, but still insisted in meeting my family. I was really touched.
I told my Maman about it, so that we could avoid certain topics during dinner not to make Y/N uncomfortable. But when we got there, we found out that my mother had attempted to cook some of my Y/N’s favorite home dishes to make her feel better. She spent the rest of the night hugging Maman while crying and thanking her a million times. (laughs)
I fell in love with her a bit more after that day.
Q: You two seem like a very romantic couple.
Charles: We are. I absolutely love her with my whole heart and I know it goes both ways.
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charles_leclerc this picture was taken in the very first few hours of 2025 somewhere in Portugal with my baby.
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pierregasly already spending new year's with her family i see
charles_leclerc you did the same with kika though
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kenobers · 6 months ago
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Jason Todd Headcanons
just a few thoughts that help inform the way i write this doof. it's linked below as well, but check out jason's spotify wrapped if you have a minute! ;-)
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Jason says he likes his coffee dark, but secretly orders flavored lattes (see that one Hozier photo)
Puts cinnamon in his coffee grounds
He may have good taste in books, but he's got shit taste in movies
Loves a few basic safe picks - Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, things you might expect from someone like him
But his "Watch Again" list is all cheesy action movies and wacky comedies. Mark Wahlberg appears a little too often.
Doesn’t watch a lot of television, but sometimes likes to fall asleep to Family Guy or South Park
Has one ear piercing he got on a dare, done by either one of his brothers or one of the Outlaws
Good gift giver, but only wraps things in newspaper
Really terrible about remembering to take his medication
To the point that Dick and Tim got him one of those every day of the week pill boxes as a joke - but it's actually been incredibly helpful
Is a regular at his neighborhood corner store
To the point where the guys at the counter don’t even card him anymore
He's the type of man to sleep till noon, 1:30 on Sundays
If he's sharing a bed, he will snuggle up to you in his sleep
Snores
Unfortunately uses 3-in-1 shampoo/conditioner/body wash
Has an high tolerance for weed, which annoys the hell out of him because he enjoys a joint but does not fuck with edibles
Every time he tries an edible, he stares at himself in the mirror for three hours and Does Not like it
Drunk Yapper
Beer Drinker
Doesn't always know his own strength
Not in the accidentally-break-someone's-arm type of way, but definitely in the sometimes-closes-the-door-too-hard-and-goes-"whoopsie daises!" type of way
Thankfully, he's become a pretty great handy man
Despite being a certified Car Guy, he did die at 15 and as a consequence is lowkey still learning how to drive a non-military grade car (in other words, he's a shit driver) (but it's okay, he sticks to the motorcycle and public transportation)
He's not a hugger, but he is a leaner
Thrifts all of his clothes
Prefers to get his books from local indie/second-hand/new & used bookstores
But still has a Barnes & Nobles membership card
His bookshelf is not organized what-so-ever; it's started to operate as more of a gun rack while his books get stacked underneath his bed (he tells himself that this will make him get through his To Be Read list faster)
His top played song of last year was “Kiss Me Through The Phone” by Soulja Boy
His music taste can be divided into three primary playlists; East Coast Rap, Metal, Ear Worms
Is the family expert on the Gotham underground music scene
He isn’t big on social media at all, but he has a Twitter with like 15 followers he uses to keep an eye on whoever
(and also to keep up with music and book updates)
He’s occasionally very funny on it. But just occasionally.
Just Online enough to know who Trisha Paytas is, not Online enough to know who ClubChalamet is
He got his GED once he joined the family again
and yes, they threw him a little party to celebrate
Has the BatChat on silent, but still checks it regularly
Terrible texter; you’ll either hear back from him immediately or in three weeks time
“srry didn’t see this”
(he did see this, he just got anxiety about it)
Has a lot of anxiety about smalls things like that
Especially when it comes to the Bat Family
He’s not always sure where he stands with everyone - if they like him, trust him, want him there
Paranoid that they’re nosy because they secretly think he’s going to go rogue again
Has to constantly remind himself that they’re just nosy the same way that he’s nosy - because this is literally a family of detectives
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BECAUSE I LIKED A BOY / CL16.
in which the world’s favourite pop princess becomes tangled in the life of a certain formula one driver, flipping her entire world upside down.
( charles leclerc x singer!au )
track one: lonesome. track two: fast times. track three: nonsense. track four: opposite. track five: how many things. track six: bad for business.
✩⡱ warnings: some swearing, sexual reference
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user the fact she was crying during the next song too 😭
user poor girl’s had her heart broken twice in the space of six months
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touring through heartbreak was quite possibly the hardest thing to be done. city after city, having to get on stage every night with a smile on your face, all while wondering what you had done wrong. thankfully, your fans were as supportive when you were sad as they were when you were happy.
but you’d never felt lonelier. after three years of a relationship with austin, you were sure you could never trust another like that again. and mere weeks later came charles leclerc, snatching up your heart and making you blind to any hurt you’d felt before. you were brand new with him, and he had trampled it under his pretty foot.
curled up on the bed of this week’s hotel, an old rerun playing mindlessly on the television, you stared straight ahead at the wall — only pulled out of such a trance when a knock sounded at the door. thinking it was only room service, you dragged yourself to the door’s entrance, only to find lewis hamilton stood on the other side.
“lew? what are you doing here?” you questioned, brows knitting together. he stepped inside, not saying a word other than pulling you into a hug. if it weren’t for the fact you were dried of tears, you’d have broken down.
“thought you could use a friend,” he told you, a fond smile on his face. but there was something in his eyes, something he was battling with. “but, about charles… i really think you should hear him out.”
“lewis, please don’t.”
“he fucked up, i know that. but i saw him with that girl the night of the party. he was practically trying to shove her off of him, and when he knew you’d been and left he went straight after you.”
you were crying now, afraid of what the real truth was. “what about the picture of him and her leaving together?”
“come on, y/n. you know the media better than anyone. she probably followed him out and they’ve made it look like something different.”
you sighed, leaning your head against your friend’s shoulder. your chest was heavy with a decision to be made. the risk of trusting him again, of trusting anyone, only to be caught up in a vicious cycle of heartbreak.
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writers note: it’s concerning how attached i am to this parasocial relationship. petition for sab and charles to date because they’d be such a sexy couple
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blindseer0 · 7 months ago
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Who Is Jenna and What is Her Route About?
(Reposted from Twitter)
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Jenna’s Route is a highlight for many: arguably the happiest ending and the one most people recommend playing last. It’s also controversial, not just because Jenna is one of the more polarizing characters, but because people feel it doesn't focus enough on her.
I’ve seen multiple people comment that they still didn’t really know who Jenna was after playing her route. That kind of makes sense, since it has a large focus on Leo, which I think distracts people from what is going on with Jenna.
It doesn’t help that she is canonically the most enigmatic and guarded character, with Chase even commenting that he feels like there is extra meaning to what she says but he’s not smart enough to figure it out. So, who is Jenna and what is the point of her route?
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Thankfully, the game has Flynn tell us exactly what each route is about. Carl’s is about his anxiety, fear of the future, and lack of confidence in himself. Leo’s is about his obsession with the past, inability to move forward, and projecting all of that onto Chase.
What about Jenna’s? Flynn’s comments to her are arguably the cruelest, and he even says as much. We know Jenna’s family were abusive towards her and that she had good reason to leave and never come back. Flynn knows this, he and Leo dealt with her family the most and its implied that after Leo and Chase started dating he was left to help her by himself. He never has anything positive to say about any of her family and seems to despise all of them. Why would he care about what happens to them or her relationship with them? The answer is, he doesn’t.
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Flynn isn’t talking about how Jenna treats her biological family, he’s talking about her found family, our main characters. As he points out, Carl and Leo are both in very dark places (and we see him trying to help both of them, in his own way) and could really use her help.
Chase, who went to Pueblo on Jenna’s advice, seems lost and unsure of what to do with his life. Jenna’s on the same campus as him, and they’ve hardly talked. To be clear, Jenna isn’t obligated to sort their shit out, but it’s easy to see why Flynn thinks she abandoned them.
Flynn also accuses her of thinking she’s better than them because she left Echo, and he’s absolutely right. Why do I think that? Let’s look at everyone’s reactions to Sydney’s death. In Carl’s Route, Leo talks about how everyone changed after that.
Carl became more anxious and depressed, Leo became overprotective, Flynn became bitter, and TJ was obviously keeping a traumatizing secret. So, what about Jenna? What did she “learn” from Sydney’s death? Jenna learned that if you stay in Echo, it will FUCKING KILL YOU.
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Jenna saw what the town did to her family, how it killed her brother, Sydney and countless others and she decided to leave before it killed her as well. We see her try to convince Chase, Carl, and even Leo to leave Echo, because she thinks the town will ruin them if they don’t.
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That’s why she shows disdain towards Janice for still working at the diner and to various other people, because it’s obvious to her that the town breaks people and if they were smarter they would know they should leave; if they were stronger or just tried harder they could leave.
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Jenna tells Chase as much, that the difference between her and Jeremy was “temperament”. Her “nature” was strong enough to overcome her “nurture”. She talks about how Heather “made herself a victim”, which is in contrast to Jenna, who does her best to not talk about her abuse.
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Jenna needs to believe that she got out of Echo through sheer force of will; that she is better, tougher than everyone who stayed, because if that wasn’t the reason, what does that mean for everyone still there? What does it mean for her family? For her?
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And the reason she shows disdain towards Flynn is not only because he’s still in Echo, but because he knows the truth of the lie Jenna tells herself: she didn’t survive Echo because of her temperament, she survived Echo because of her friends, her found family.
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To get her good ending, you have Chase tell her “We kept each other sane”; we’re supposed to understand that “we” isn’t just Chase and Jenna, it’s all of them. Chase even says he could have become like Jeremy and Clint if he didn’t have Jenna, Leo, and the rest of the group.
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Deep down, Jenna knows this. Before the temperament line she says that it was falling in with Clint that made Jeremy the (awful) person he is; that if things had been different, he, or she, could have been different.
In Jenna’s route Leo expresses a similar sentiment, saying he should have been there for Micha, should have introduced him to the group, that if he had, maybe things would have turned out better for the bat. In Route 65 he says that his friends are why he didn’t turn out like the people at the party.
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That’s why Jenna’s good ending is what it is. You, as Chase, convince her that people can change, can be better, and that they can help each other survive, that you don’t have to do it on your own. Jenna talks Heather down because she realizes she could have been like Heather, if not for her found family keeping her sane and supporting her through the worst parts of her life.
(This is also LITERALLY true, in that she could not have physically left Echo if one of her friends, Chase, hadn't given her a ride out of town.)
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It’s also why the Socketman is so prominent in the route; it’s what helped her survive her abusive childhood until she could meet Chase, Leo, and everyone else.
(I have another thread I could write about Jenna, Flynn and the Socketman, but this has already gone on too long.)
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That’s why she doesn’t actually talk to Jeremy, another common complaint. Jeremy makes his choice when he sells her, and the people she cares most about, out to Brian. It’s not him she needs to talk to, it’s them. Her route is the only one where they’re all together at the end.
Jenna is a tough, talented person, and it wasn’t just luck that got her out of Echo and where she is; she put in the work. But admitting that she was lucky, that her found family, for all their flaws were, and are, still there for her, that there was some good in the hellhole that is Echo, that’s what allows her to save the people in the town, to save Heather, and leads to (arguably) the happiest ending in Echo. That’s why I love the writing for Jenna and her route so much. There’s so much under the surface and so many layers to explore.
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(You, obviously, don’t have to agree with all or any of what I’ve said here, and I’d love people to tell me what they think or if I’m full of shit. I just wanted to put my thoughts out there, since I’ve seen people talking about it, and give another way to look at things.)
(I wanted to write a thread about Leo and Conservatism, but to write that I needed to write a thread about Leo, Jenna and College in Echo, and to write THAT I needed to explore Jenna’s character and what motivates her. Let me know if you would want to read either of those.)
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STARSTRUCK — art donaldson
synopsis: as art’s donaldson’s biggest fan you have to make yourself known to him by any means necessary.
warnings/tags: nsfw under the cut (17+), art x superfan!reader, reader is kinda delulu, p in v sex, public sex, unprotected sex, first time writing smut so be nice i beg 😩, please don’t fuck in bathrooms or have unprotected sex,!
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art shouldn’t even be here right now.
the pr mess that would ensue if he was caught by an eagle eyed fan or the paparazzi was a nightmare that he didn’t want to deal with. after all what brand would endorse a player that had been seen attending a club?
the neon sign of the club illuminated the street corner, creating a light purple haze that drew him in like a moth to a flame. new rochelle was a fairly uneventful county and since tashi was away every night doing god knows what, art was desperate to kill some time.
he entered the club in a baseball cap, sunglasses and some sweats, trying to mantain a low profile. but it was hard to be discreet when he was casually adorning a rolex on his wrist, which drew some attention from some patrons with how it caught in the light.
bass filled rap music was blasting through the speakers as art moved his way through the throng of the bodies dancing, grinding and making out in the club.
thankfully no one bothered to pay attention to the random white dude in sweats as he took his spot at the club’s vip section, sipping on his drink and mindlessly swaying to the beat of the music.
men and women came over to his section, trying to charm and flirt their way into his pants or to get a drink but he wasn’t interested at all.
he was pulled out of his thoughts by a tap on his shoulder and his immediate reflex was to say no pictures but when he finally made out who it was his face paled, the blood devoid on his face.
how did you know he was here?
art couldn’t believe it.
his number one super-fan aka the head of the so called artnation on twitter and instagram had managed to track him down. honestly he was both super impressed and kind of freaked out but he didn’t let it show. what a way to spend to spend a friday night, he thought to himself.
you were everywhere he went: at the meet and greets, the us open, wimbledon, the australia open, his launch parties. every time you met him, you always had that stupid starstruck look in your eyes when ever he signed another piece of memorabilia for you to add to your collection, made you look even more pathetic.
“how did you find me?” art grumbled, his plans for a quiet booze filled night going down the drain.
what made matters worse was the proximity between you both. you were leaning over him, your boobs practically spilling out of your dress. your voice was a mere whisper, tickling the hairs on his sensitive neck.
god he was a wreck.
“i have my sources.” you replied, not wanting to give
that part was believable. art’s legion of super fans were unreal. whilst some spent their time breaking down the cost of the outfits he wore and some spent their time speculating on his future collaborations, others spent their time tracking his location.
“well…uh it was nice meeting you. again.” art spluttered, looking for the way to end the conversation without sounding like an asshole. “i’ve gotta go to the bathroom.” he stood up taking his leave.
“wait up!” you called out after him. you needed to grab his attention for a longer while, you wanted to have a conversation with art that was memorable, something that you two could joke or talk about when you both “ran” into each other next.
“is it true that you and tashi are getting a divorce?”
“what?” art’s head spun around so fast that he almost gave himself whiplash.
“where the hell do you get off on making up rumours about my wife like that?” his stepped closer to you and you could make out the tick of his jaw underneath the strobe lights. yeah he was pissed.
you sometimes got ahead of yourself and this was one of the times where you low-key felt bad for overstepping boundaries, but in your eyes it was all apart of the fan experience.
what you didn’t expect was to be getting fucked by the art donaldson in a dark club bathroom, his fingers stuffed in your mouth so you wouldn’t make a sound.
who knew that art’s anger towards your lack of respect for his marriage and privacy would have him end up fucking you in the club bathroom?
the music drowned out your moans and the sound of skin slapping against skin as art buried himself inside you, his tip just brushing against your g spot. your dress was bunched up to your hips and your panties were in tatters on the ground.
“hope you’re fucking proud of yourself. all those years of stalking me and my family finally paid off hm?” he groaned against your ear. the way your pussy was milking him dry was enough to send him into a frenzy.
art should’ve felt bad or even guilty for what he was doing, his wedding ring still being on was a glaring reminder of his promised vows of fidelity but what was a relationship without any secrets?
maybe thats why he was here right now, balls deep inside you. he wanted a secret, something to hold over tashi, drive her insane, make her second guess he ever told her, like he did on that one night in atlanta.
you were too fucked out to respond, your mind becoming hazy with each thrust. you held onto the bathroom wall, desperately attempting to anchor yourself into this reality.
“f-fuck don’t stop.” you shuddered as art kept his brutal unforgiving pace, not paying attention to the banging outside the door.
“is that all you gotta say to me?” he grabbed onto your hips, pulling you flush against him so that you now took every inch of his dick. “c’mon i know you got a bigger vocabulary than that.” he teased, rolling his hips into yours watching your jaw go slack as you became drunk on him.
you whined at the sensation, your wet pussy fluttering around him, making his eyes roll back. “please i-im sorry.” you pleaded, your eyes glossy and filled with lust and need but art wasn’t swayed that easily, so he played dumb.
“sorry for what?” he asked, his hands finding your tits, squeezing them as his fingers rolled over your sensitive nipples, eliciting a mewl from you. he wasn’t gonna last any longer if your cunt kept him prisoner like this.
“f-for harassing you and invading your privacy—shit!” you groaned out as art started to fuck into you again, leaning forward to give you a sloppy, wet kiss. “that’s more like it.” art grunted in your ear, feeling his climax soon approaching.
his strokes were more frantic, less controlled as his hips stuttered with each thrust, the coolness of his wedding band against your hips contrasting with the warmth you both felt building up inside of you both. it was literal bliss.
the knot that was finally building up inside of you finally snapped as you came all over his dick with a cry, slumped over his shoulder. his orgasm slowly approached after, as he came all over your dress.
you both stayed like that for a moment as you tried to regain your breath, your hearts beating in tandem with one another.
the passion filled atmosphere dissipated as you were pulled back into reality, the buzz of chatter outside the door, the click-clack sound of heels entering and leaving the bathroom, the smell of weed and cigarette smoke coming from the window.
art looked like he was mentally somewhere else, maybe the weight of his actions finally settled in. tashi didn’t look like a woman who could stay with a cheater. you weren’t going to wait for him, you already got what you wanted and even more, this night would be enough to satiate you for months.
“you run to the blogs or the press about this and i swear on everything holy and good that i will sue your ass for every penny that you have. you got that?” he was back to his professional tone that had you weak in the knees before leaving the scene of passion soon after.
sure you spent your days talking about him in fanspaces online, speculating about his life but you’d never let this night of passion be shared online. it was too intimate, too personal. despite its brief nature of your encounter it was what tied you together.
you were apart of his life now, whether the memories of tonight that he’d have were good or terrible, you completed your goal. you left a lasting impression on him and would occupy a space in his mind no matter how many times he tried to forget.
people always say to never meet your idols but maybe they’ve never had the chance to fuck them yet.
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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓: 𝐁𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐨𝐧 𝐏𝐭. 𝟏
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Pairing: Choso x f! Reader
Summary: Choso, Choso, Choso
Choso Art By: NC9__
AN: It's been awhile, but I really felt like writing something for this. Splitting it into two parts, so the next chapter is the finaleeeee OMGGG
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Tonight, Choso dreams of a memory.
He's fifteen, tightly holding your hand in his and wondering why his heart is suddenly beating so quickly when he's barely exerted himself. He pulls you up, over a pile of stones underneath the pier. The humidity beneath makes his clothes stick to his skin. He feels a little gross, but he’s used to this feeling. You on the other hand…
“It stinks down here,” you complain with a crinkled nose, squeezing onto his hand. 
And his heart keeps racing. 
“Stop whining,” he chides, ignoring the insistent pitter patter happening inside his chest and you when the waves quiet down at the exact moment you mutter “jerk” under your breath.
You hate going underneath the pier, even for a moment. The barnacles creep you out and you don’t know who or what’s hiding underneath here, though it’s only ever garbage and seaweed any time you find yourself passing through. You’ll be alright.
Besides, Choso is taking you somewhere today. Your parents were kind enough to watch his brothers so that you two could go on this journey together, quickly and easily, without worry. Well, as quickly and easily and without worry as possible when you continue to lag behind him and complain about the smells or the sounds and cling to Choso's shirt so tightly that he feels the same tightness resonating in his chest. You hold tight like you always do when you're scared or nervous. Or when you're sad or –
Enough…
He shakes his head, messy ponytail flailing as your feet drag through the sand. The sun is forgiving today, thankfully just barely peeking out from behind the clouds for now and he's grateful for the coolness that brushes along his sticky skin with every breeze. It shouldn’t be much longer until you’ve arrived at your destination, but he doesn’t tell you that. Doesn’t want to hear you asking over and over how much longer until you get there. So he stays quiet, holds your hand in this comfortable silence until you get restless. Then you’re humming, and he listens to you idly, carefully approaching the small greenery that sits along the edge of the beach, far far away from the busy town you two had come from.
You halt in your tracks when you see the forest, leaving Choso standing on the slope, right on the border to stare down at you. You don’t release your hold. In fact, you hold tighter, teeth buried into your bottom lip while you peer up at him with wide and fearful eyes. And even in the cool shade the edge of this small forest offers, Choso’s cheeks burn wildly.
“What?” He croaks, voice cracking on the tail end of his question. But you don’t seem to notice, eyes only focused on him. He wishes you’d stop looking at him like that. Like what? He’s not sure exactly, but he wants you to stop doing it. He can’t focus when you do. 
“You’re not taking me in here to kill me, are you?” You ask him conspiratorially. He’s tempted to laugh. You look so goofy with your brows scrunched together, eyes narrowed at him suspiciously. With your free hand, you wiggle your fingers in front of Choso’s face, whispering, “Planning to chop me up into little pieces? Throw me off the cliff into the ocean? Turn me into shark food?”
The suspicious gleam in your eye has been replaced with mirth, a tiny smirk sitting on the corners of your lips, and now Choso finds himself annoyed. Not that you’re joking, but that he feels lightheaded because his damn heart will not stop racing. It’s really throwing him off!
It’s been like this all morning, ever since he stopped by your house to grab you and you answered the door with a double stick popsicle in hand. You called out to your mom that you were heading out with him, then with your tongue poking out between your lips, you easily separated the fruity ice pops and handed him one. It was nothing special. Nothing any different than any other day.
But, his chest has been tight ever since.
Choso yanks his hand from your hold, balling them into fists to stop himself from reaching forward to catch you from the sudden stumbling that happens when he releases you. You catch yourself anyway, muttering a name he can’t hear over his goddamn heart. Then he tells you, “I’m not gonna chop up your body and toss it over the cliff, you dumbass.”
He spins on his heel, leaving you scrambling to catch up to him. It only takes you a second, your nails scratching along the skin of his back and leaving goosebumps in their wake as you grab his shirt and ball the fabric into your hand.
“Okay, well, good to know I’ll live through this –”
“I said” Choso cuts you off, glancing over his shoulder to shoot you a creepy smile. “I wasn’t gonna chop you up and toss you over the cliff…I will leave you for the centipedes and whatever rodents are in here, though.”
“Rodents?!” You shriek, yanking Choso’s shirt so harshly it has him stumbling back. He thinks he might faint. Not from his heart beating so fast he’s sure his doctor would admit him into the hospital if they heard it. But because you’re holding his shirt so fucking tight it’s choking him!
“Let go, stupid!” Choso wheezes, fingers grasping desperately at his collar. “You’re gonna kill me!”
He hears your snickers behind him, then you release your hold, fully laughing when he trips forward, hands falling to his knees as he gasps for air. Choso can’t see much aside from the leaves scattered along the forest floor, and even then the images are blurry. You really may have killed him! When the hell did you get so strong? 
The vision of foliage begins to clear, and then your face is there, too close, and he holds the breath he barely has when he sees the grin you’re wearing. 
“Oh man, looks like one of us really would have ended up centipede food. But it wasn’t gonna be me.” You stick your tongue out, moving away before Choso can return the favor. Your laugh echoes through the forest, and Choso’s mind, crawling into the deepest recesses and embedding itself there.
Choso doesn’t know that he’ll still be hearing that laugh years from now. Even when you’re nowhere in sight.
-
It’s only fifteen minutes later when you finally reach your destination. Like magnets, you and Choso’s hands have reconnected and he leads you into a small opening between a thick group of trees. If you’re scared in any way, you don’t show it. You simply follow him without a word, seeming to trust that he really isn’t going to do away with you and dispose of your remains off the side of whatever cliff is around here.
“My legs hurt,” you finally resume whining. He can practically see your pout, but he smiles, tells you you’re almost there and before you can protest, you stop, gaping at the wall of green in front of you. There are vines that stretch and grow along a wall of stone, doing a good job to cover whatever is hidden within. To an inattentive person wandering through, it would simply look like an overgrown rock. But from where you’re standing, you both hear it. There’s something beyond this wall, something so secret and so special, and when Choso pulls the vines aside, he can’t help but beam with pride at the way you gasp and squeeze his hand.
Behind the thick green lies a pool of water as blue as the sky outside of this dingy little cave, and it illuminates the space in a way that makes it look otherworldly. As you two wander further inside, you can see more of the beautiful liquid. So crisp and so clear that you can see all the way to the bottom where an array of colorful shells lie and tiny fish gather together, whispering and exchanging secrets between each other. The same way Choso is with you.
Choso releases your hand, stepping towards the edge. It’s not a deep fall at all, he thinks. Definitely nothing compared to the cliffs he’s dived over the years. The fall is maybe a couple of feet, and enough jagged rock along the sides to climb back out. Should be safe. He could sit along the edge with his feet in the water if he wanted to. Like he’s been doing since he stumbled across this place one night after a fight that almost turned physical between him and his father.
But that’s not important. What’s important is he’s never dived into this water. He’s never fully felt it on his skin. Water this pure, this perfect…it needs to be experienced with someone else. Someone special.
Choso’s been saving that experience to share with you.
“Oh my god…” you whisper quietly, stepping carefully to stand beside Choso. “This is…wow.”
You’re breathless, eyes wide and mouth agape as you take in the scenery. And he’s breathless, taking in you.
“I know.”
It’s all he can bring himself to say because he’s afraid that within his secret space, if he talks more than he needs, he’ll tell you more secrets than he should. So instead of talking, he’s peeling off his shirt, stripping off his pants and kicking his shoes aside, grinning when he’s standing in only his swim trunks.
“Wait- what are you doing?!” You ask, but you follow his lead anyway, removing your shirt and shorts until you’re in your one piece swimsuit.
Choso scoffs, holding his hand out to you. “What we came here for,” he tells you, and your hand falls back into his without you giving it a second thought. Like magnets. 
Without another word, he jumps, dragging you with him. He only hears the small wha- fall from your lips before it’s followed by a screech that bounces off the walls, only to be drowned out by a splash.
Your hands part, the rush of the water separating you, and the cold sinks in. The water is freezing, painfully ice cold against Choso’s skin and if he hadn’t grown up at the beach, if he wasn’t so accustomed to swimming in the frigid depths of sea waters, he may have gone into shock. Instead he waits until his body stops falling, suspended in the chilly pool before he lifts his arms over his head and pushes down. Over and over, he repeats the motion until he breaks the surface, swallowing the first bit of oxygen that touches his lips.
His eyes scan for you immediately, heart racing when you’re not in his line of sight. But then he sees you, emerging from the water and inhaling deeply. You’re calm, relaxed even and you take a quick moment to catch your breath before you’re already wading through the water quietly, peacefully. Your eyes take everything in, like you’re committing this to memory, photographing this in your mind. It’s strange to see, but interesting all the same. 
“It’s so beautiful here,” you say, the awe in your voice echoing. “And the fish are so cute. I don’t think I’ve ever seen these kind.” Your feet kick slowly beneath the surface, eyes glued to the vibrantly colored fish that swim along the bottom of the pool.
Choso only nods, sinking a little further into the water until only his eyes are above the surface. He watches you. Watches the tiny smile spreading along your lips, watches your fingers glide along the top of the water, watches you move like the water is your home, and he watches to make sure you don’t dip your head beneath the surface, lest you hear the loud rhythm being drummed along his ribcage.
He thinks this is becoming a problem, thinks you may be becoming a problem.
You lean backwards, arms spreading as you float on your back. A quiet sigh falls from your lips and your drift eyes closed. You look so content. The smile on your lips makes him curious.
He wonders what you’re thinking about. Are you thinking about the water? It’s fresh and beautiful, right? He hopes you’ll want to come back with him again. Or are you thinking about what you’ll have for lunch on the way back home? He’s down to stop at that gross burger place you like on the pier. He finds the burgers to be way too greasy and the fries are soggy. The sodas are always out of syrup so you can’t taste shit but the carbonation. But you like it, so he doesn't mind going.
What are you thinking about?
Choso only wonders about the simple things. It’s easier to think about the simple things. Much easier than asking the questions Choso actually wants to know the answer to…like if  you’re thinking about him?
The same way Choso keeps thinking about you?
Because he thinks about you a lot lately. Especially today, it seems.
It’s really a problem.
“Choso…” you call. “How'd you find this place?”
He has no interest in ruining the mood and tainting this moment with you, so he just shrugs. “Just wandering around the area one night.”
Not the full truth, but also not a lie.
You hum, a tinge of disbelief in your tone but you don't pry any further, which he's grateful for. He's sure you can read between the lines anyway.
“Do you explore a lot when I go home?”
“Yeah, of course. When I’m not with my brothers, I’m all over the place. When I have them…you know. We do some exploring but nothing too crazy. Yuji isn’t old enough to do all the crazy shit yet.”
“Right.”
He sees how you bite your lip. Like you want to say something.
”What is it?”
“Hmm. I was just wondering if you’ve shown anyone else this place yet. Your brothers, or…other people…”
Other people? He doesn’t know what you mean by that, but there are no others to speak of.
“Just you.” He debates on telling you that he only wanted to show you. He decides not to, but is shocked by your next statement.
“You won't show anyone else this, right?” You whisper quietly, metaphorically dunking Choso’s head underwater and pulling him out of his thoughts. Your gaze softens, the brightness in your eyes rivaling the reflection of the waves that cast a glow over your skin. Beads of water, bright and blue on your face as you float make you look so very…well, it makes Choso's heart beat wildly to see you like this. What else is new? It seems like everything about you today is making his heart try and crawl up his throat. Your lips part, voice echoing off the cave walls as you tack on, “This is only for us? Our secret place?”
Do you have to ask?
There’s no one else he could ever imagine sharing this with. Not even his brothers. He’ll come back here every summer with you, and float in this very same pool. He’ll hold your hand the entire way there, pull you up any hills, shield you from the sun. He’ll be your protector. Always.
So he nods, lazily swimming across the water and closing the gap between you. Your eyes meet, the promise exchanged in just one glance, but he verbalizes it anyway.
“Only for us,” he swears. “Our secret place. And we’ll come back any time.”
He takes a photograph of his own - your smile in this moment, against this backdrop committed to his memory.
‘Only for me.’
Choso likes you. He’s figured it out now. He’s not sure when that happened, or what triggered it. But he knows that he shouldn’t. You’re his friend, his very best one at that. Feeling anything more than friendship for you is sure to lead to heartbreak. Even at barely fifteen years old, Choso knows that.
So, he ignores this discovery, promises once more that you’ll come back and enjoys the rest of his time with you in your little secret spot.
The next year, a typhoon would rip through the town, causing a small mud slide in the area and effectively shutting the tiny lagoon off from the rest of the world. There was no saving it. Not in this town that was barely scraping by with the small amount of tourists trickling through during the summers. There were no casualties, no damage to any homes and nobody cared that the random little forest on the far side of the beach that no one ever ventured into was torn to pieces.
It really did become your secret place. Though you never returned.
It may have been for the best. In that cave, in those waters, Choso swore he left whatever feeling was brimming for you behind. Whatever thoughts he had that made him think about your smiles, the way your nose scrunches when you're excited that he suddenly found endearing, or how he was beginning to think you were pretty. All of these feelings that he'd suddenly woke up with one day, he left behind there.
If only he knew that when those feelings he swore he’d left behind were only going to develop more, get stronger and harder to hold under the water. 
- -
It takes a little more effort than usual for Choso to peel himself out of bed this morning. Partly because he wants to go back to sleep, live in his memories for just a bit longer. Partly because it would be easier than remembering Yuji’s eyes and his nervous face when he came to Choso’s room last night and asked if he was allowed to invite you to his birthday party. 
Like it even mattered, because he had already invited you anyway, so whether Choso wanted to or not, he would be seeing you soon. And oh, he wanted to see you.
Choso lets his mind wander, thinks about what you’re like now. What are you into? Are you still drawing? What do you look like now? He could always just look, check your socials. Choso hasn’t used his in a while, never really cared much for that stuff. That was something his brothers enjoyed, and he even let you bully him into making an account when you were sixteen, telling him it’s a better way for them to keep up with each other between the summers. If he remembers correctly, he only has two pictures up -  one of Yuji sitting on the beach, and one of you - pissed off and glaring at Choso after he’d eaten the last bite of those gross burgers you liked so much.
He thought the face you were making was really cute, all pouty with scrunched brows. It’s the same face you’d made when he picked on you as kids. The same face you made when Choso blew you off for his other friends. The same face you made the last time he saw you in person, standing outside your door on your last night in town. The same face that had him feeling all weird whenever he saw it back then.
He wants to see that face again.
So Choso reaches for his phone, only takes a second to hesitate, turning the screen off and back on again…then he opens Instagram.
‘What’s the harm in just looking?’ He thinks. It’ll be quick. Just a swift skim of your pictures, what you’ve been up to over the last year or so. Except, apparently Choso hasn’t been on his account in quite some time because he’s logged out. And unfortunately for him, he doesn’t remember his password.
Stupid.
But he just never really gave a shit about social media. After many failed login attempts, Choso sighs when the message that his account has been locked appears on his screen. He should’ve just reset his password, but dammit, he doesn’t even know what email address this account is linked to! He should’ve paid attention when you set this thing up.
“It’s fine,” Choso mumbles under his breath.
Because he has no damn clue what your username is anyway, which begs the question- how did Yuji even find you?
“He probably just searched for her name, dumbass,’ His brain answers.
What did Yuji see? Do you look totally different? Maybe you've dyed your hair. Or gotten face tattoos. Or maybe an abundance of facial piercings?
Have your interests changed? Have you gone from art lover, able to put pencil to paper and easily bring any image to life to professional MMA fighter, now capable of taking someone’s life with a full Nelson? It's ridiculous to think, Choso is well aware, but he can't help it!
It's been over a year of no contact with you. Not a single image for Choso to go off of aside from how he remembers you; sunkissed and glowing beneath the soft fluorescent light of your beach home’s porch after spending a final night at the beach together. 
He wants to know what you look like now. 
And his best chance lies with the pink haired boy downstairs. 
- -
It’s the usual commotion in the kitchen this morning, with Eso and Kechizu arguing at the dining table about who even knows what this time, while Yuji tries (and fails) to calm them down. It’s good to see that at least they are all in their right minds. Choso can’t say the same for himself.
Three pairs of eyes fall on him when he enters the space, his brothers greeting him with a good morning before going back to their previous conversation. On any other day, this would be a symphony to Choso’s ears, but he can't hear anything over the obnoxious pounding of his heart. 
“Hey,” he responds rather sharply, bee-lining to the youngest of the four. “Yuji, can I borrow your phone please? Need to make a call.”
Choso watches as Yuji's brows knit together suspiciously, and he takes a long sip of his orange juice before he replies, “Why can't you use your own?”
“Can't find it.”
Yuji's eyes fall to the device in Choso's hand…where the device in question lies. “You’re literally holding it.”
“It's dead,” Choso attempts to recover. 
“The screen is still on. I see you on the Instagram screen.”
Choso glances down at his hand, slips the device into his pocket before sighing frustratedly. 
“Yuji,” The seriousness in his tone makes the younger brother pause. “Can I borrow your phone? I'll order you and your friends dinner if you come by Panda's tonight.”
Yuji purses his lips together, pretends he's thinking about it real hard, then he reaches into his pocket and fishes out his phone, tossing it to his oldest brother. 
“Password is Yumeno on the number keypad.”
“Thanks.” He takes a moment to head to the worn down and tattered loveseat in the living room. Choso already feels embarrassed about the measures he’s going through just to get some sort of access to you again. He wants to put some distance between himself and his nosy ass brothers.
“Yumeno on the keypad…” Choso mutters to himself. He pulls his own phone out, pulling up the keypad as though he's going to dial a phone number in. Referencing the alphabetical placement beneath the number pad, he types out “98-63-66”.
YU-ME-NO
Yuji - Megumi - Nobara, he assumes. Yuji and his two very best friends. The fact that Yuji loves them enough to make them his password has Choso feeling a little choked up. 
The phone unlocks, and Choso swipes through his brother's apps (why does he have so many damn games?) until he finds Instagram. There's a brief hesitation, Choso's shaky finger hovering over the icon.
Is he suddenly so desperate to see you that he's willing to go into his youngest brother's social media account to stalk your page? After all this time? 
Well, yes!
He taps the icon, opening the app. His heart is in his throat as he scrolls.
Yuji's feed is unsurprisingly all Nobara. The girl loves herself. There’s another person all over his feed. Megan Thee Stallion? And nearly every one of her posts is liked by his brother. The more he scrolls, the more liked posts he sees, and Choso now wonders if the ‘Me’ in YU-ME-NO actually stands for Megan. 
No matter, because that's not why Choso is on here. He's here to find you. 
Yuji had mentioned last night that he messaged you. Since Yuji getting a cell phone is still new, an early birthday gift, Choso doubts he has your number. So he taps around, searching until he finally gets to Yuji’s message page. Turns out he doesn't need to scroll far, because when he sees a message sitting right at the top that reads “I can't wait to see you, Yuji. It's been way too long ❤️” he knows it's you.
Choso knows he should just give Yuji his phone back now. He definitely shouldn’t read through the chain of messages sent between the two of you. But he’s tapping on your message before he can stop himself, eyes scanning through the exchange.
[YUJI] Yuki will be in town 2 i think!
[YOU] omg really?! I haven’t seen or heard from her in FOREVER!!!
[YUJI] yeah same! Oh and of course my brothers will all be there 2
[YOU] ah cool cool. Ok
[YUJI] yep! But i kno its far 4 u so if u cant make it or dont wanna i get it
[YOU] are you kidding? Yuji you’re turning freaking 13?! I seriously can’t believe that fat baby i used to take everywhere is a teenager now 😭
[YOU] i’m actually in a really good place with school lol so perfect timing!
[YOU] I can’t wait to see you, Yuji. It’s been way too long ❤️
It’s strange to see you speaking with Yuji so casually, like time never played a factor for you two. Choso doubts it will be that easy for you to speak to him when you see each other. 
‘If she speaks to you,’ His brain chimes in, and Choso’s stomach drops. 
Right. It's easy for you to speak to Yuji because Yuji is not an asshole like his brother. Yuji did not confess his mutual feelings for you only to turn around and spit in your face, then top it all off by blocking you everywhere. He still feels like shit about it, always has.
Choso taps the icon beside your screen name, landing on your actual page. And for some reason, he finds relief in the fact that it’s mostly pics of your artwork. He sees the slow transition you’ve made from sketching to painting as he scrolls down your page, and he can’t help the guilty feeling that eats away at him. How could he have missed such a major change for you? Especially when you’re as talented at painting as you are at sketching. Each picture is as beautiful as the last, but none more so than some of the more recent pictures.
Pictures with your friends at a restaurant for your last birthday. You look very much the same, if not more beautiful than Choso remembers. Your face has matured, accentuating all of the features he has loved all this time. Your lips are pursed as you blow out the candles on your cake, and another wave of guilt crashes over Choso, because he wanted to text you that day. As soon as midnight had rolled around, he typed up his usual birthday message, promptly deleting it when he remembered he had chosen to let go.
There’s a picture of you at a graduation, standing beside a man in a graduation gown. A graduation cap sits atop your head while the man has his arm slung over your shoulders. The sight, and the caption makes Choso’s stomach roil. 
[YOU] “Congratulations @KaiToes!! You've worked so hard this last year. It was so amazing to watch it all pay off while you walked that stage. I'm gonna miss you, but I know we'll meet again. I love you!!! ❤️”
Choso’s heart feels like it's trying to claw its way up his throat. He taps on the username you tagged - KaiToes, the first thing he sees being KAITO in the bio. This must be him. The Kaito. This is the guy you told Choso about, the one who pushed Choso to make one of the hardest decisions he’s ever had to come to. 
He feels strange, ashamed. Ashamed that he’s doing this, creeping around this strangers social media page just to get a glimpse of the man who caught your eye enough to gush to Choso about him. Enough for Choso to throw in the towel, knowing he could possibly offer you more than Choso ever could. And you love him, apparently.
He can’t take this.
Choso tosses Yuji’s phone onto the other side of the couch, head falling into his palms as he tries to absorb everything he’s learned. The sigh that leaves Choso’s chest is heavy, years worth of anguish spilling from his lungs. The more he thinks about the situation, the less hopeful he is that you’ll even tolerate his presence. Worse, what if you bring that Kaito guy back with you?
“Truly pathetic, brother,” Eso chides from the living room doorway, munching on a piece of toast in his hand. Beside him stands Kechizu, Yuji slipping between the two to take a seat on the couch. He snatches his phone from the seat, shaking his head when he sees the screen.
“Don’t,” Choso warns, when Yuji opens his mouth to speak. He’s no doubt going to ask what has him in such a sour mood knowing full well it has to do with you.
Kechizu chimes in this time, always quick to defend his brothers. “Hey, don't be mad at us because she hates you now. That's your fault.”
“...I know.”
- -
Spring Break
“Hi Honey. Did you make it alright? How was your flight?”
You can just barely hear the sound coming from your phone, the loud buzz of the baggage carousel interrupting you before you have the opportunity to speak. Bag after bag drops sloppily onto the conveyor, and you wait until the loud thuds halt to respond to your mother.
“Sorry, it’s so noisy here. I’m here, though, Mom. Flight was good, but it’s so late. I’m really tired.”
On the other end, your moms sighs in relief. “Okay, good. We had the cleaners come out earlier today, so the house should be all ready for you. Just be safe. Check all the doors and windows and make sure they’re locked before you go to bed. Oh, and set the alarm, as well. And–”
“Mom!” You exhausted voice cuts her off. “I know. I’m not a kid. I’ll call you in the morning, alright?”
You wheel your suitcase along, your weeks worth of luggage packed neatly away as you try to ignore how your heart races while you make your way to your ride outside. The airport doors slide open, the smell of the salty sea air hitting your lungs hard, and you stop. You let your eyes drift shut, inhaling a deep breath of air.
You missed this place, though you're still a ways away from the quaint beach town you know so well.
“Okay,” Your mother says. “Be safe.”
“I will, Mom. Goodni–”
“OH! Wait, one more thing before you go.” You resist rolling your eyes, approaching your driver who waits patiently for you outside of the vehicle. When you’re close, he takes your bags and packs them into the trunk while you slip into the backseat. “I have a package being delivered there tomorrow. It's a gift for Yuji's birthday. These shoes he wanted really badly. Grab it for me, please?”
“I can do that.”
“Tell Yuji happy birthday from me and your dad. And that we love him very much.” You can hear the tremble in her voice, the love behind every word. She's definitely one more mention of Yuji away from bursting into tears. In many ways, Yuji is her baby. She loves him as if he is her own. “Tell Choso and his brothers we love them, too, alright?”
You tense hearing his name. You haven’t spoken it, or even seen it in so long, but you hum “mhmm” regardless. You don’t want to add on to your mother’s worries.
“I love you.”
“Love you, too, Mom.”
You disconnect the call, head falling back against the headrest as the car begins to move.
Your mind wants to race as quickly as the streetlights, but you’re just too out of it to even try. It took a lot of convincing to come here even after you had already agreed, both mentally and from your friends. But you’re glad you came. Yuji, Eso and Kechizu will be happy you showed up, and well…the other brother…you’ll think about that tomorrow after you’ve had a good night’s rest.
The day has been long, and you just can’t bring yourself to stress about anything more. So you take a deep breath, relaxing and enjoying the ride. And when your eyes shut, you dream of a sweet memory that you’d tucked away so deeply, you almost forgot: tightly clasped hands, long walks along the hot sand, tall and tickly grass, chilly caverns. 
And a pool full of secrets between two strangers who used to call each other friends.
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This story may contain themes that could be triggering.
Summary: When you save the life of the son of the Scarlett Witch and the Black Widow, your life is changed forever. For the first time in a long time you are given a family. 
Warning: domestic violence, age difference relationship, rape, gun violence, injuries, miscarriage, manipulation, mention of suicide, DNI unless 18+ 
Word count: 5.6k 
Sometimes you just acted. You didn’t think you just did. So when you were walking on your way to work you saw a young boy run out into the middle of the road, chasing after a ball and the car coming right for him wasn’t stopping, you acted. “Tommy,” You heard a woman yell. You ran to the boy, picking him up in your arms and changing your molecular makeup. The car passed through you and him You brought him back to the sidewalk and as soon as you set him down he became solid. 
“Are you okay?” You asked. His eyes grew wide as he stared at you. 
“Tommy,” you moved out of the way as a woman with auburn hair pulled him into a hug. “What did I say about not leaving the sidewalk?” You assumed the woman was his mother. 
“Sorry Mom,” he said. “I dropped the toy Uncle Tony got me.” A redhead and another young boy joined the duo. You recognized the redhead right away. Natasha Romanoff. The Black Widow. 
“Are you okay, kid?” She asked Tommy. He nodded and hugged the redhead. You looked at the other woman and you were staring into the green eyes of Wanda Maximoff. 
“Thank you,” she said to you. “I don’t think we could ever repay you.” You blushed at the compliment, scratching the back of your head. 
“Don’t worry about it,” you said. “I was at the right place at the right time.” You knelt in front of the two boys. “Now don’t go playing in the road anymore, okay?” You ruffled their hair. “I won’t be there to save you.” Tommy smiled. 
“Thank you,” he said. You smiled, straightening up. 
“Wait,” Natasha said, stopping you before you walked away. “At least tell us your name.” You introduced yourself. 
“Bye,” you waved, continuing on your way to work. 
*
“You're famous!” Your co-worker, Emilia, said as soon as you walked into the back room. You clocked in and put on your apron. You worked at a 24hr diner. It paid decently and the hours were flexible so you could still go to school. 
“What are you talking about?” You asked. She rushed over to you, her phone open to Twitter. Someone took a video of you saving Tommy and put it on social media. Needless to say, the video blew up. You groaned, placing your face in your hands. 
“You should read some of these comments,” Emilia said, scrolling through her phone. “I could break a lot of people’s hearts and tell them your 16.” 
“Gross,” you mumbled, walking into the kitchen. You heard Emilia close behind as you made yourself a coffee. 
“How does it feel saving the kid of the Black Widow and Scarlet Witch?” You didn’t answer. “Were they hot?” 
“You know I wasn’t looking,” you said, blowing on the cup before taking a much-needed sip. “I was a little focused on not making sure their son didn’t get killed.” You rolled your eyes. 
“I bet they have a Mommy and Daddy kink,” you scrunch your nose.
“You are just as bad as half the people online,” you said. “Come on, we have work to do.” You tried to focus on your duties at the diner; cleaning tables, taking orders, and helping in the kitchen when needed, instead of what happened today. But the universe had other plans. Someone online found where you worked and shared it with the entire world. The diner was packed which was a blessing and a curse. The day flew by and you were leaving with a lot of tips in your pocket. However, you were exhausted since everyone that stepped through the diner wanted to meet and talk to you. They asked you questions about your powers, if you received something for saving him, were your parents proud, did they offer you a spot on the Avenger team. By the end of the day, you collapsed onto your bed thankfully you had the day off tomorrow. 
*
It wasn’t as busy when you came in but you immediately saw the Romanoff-Maximoff family with 2 Avengers you didn’t recognize. You smiled as you walked up to the table. “Staying out of trouble?” You asked the boys. They gasped, turning around in their chairs. 
“I don’t know you worked here,” Tommy said, standing up to hug you. You were surprised by that. But you gave him a quick hug back. 
“That’s probably because I didn’t tell you,” you tapped his nose which caused him to scrunch it. Natasha introduced you to her sister, Yelena, and her girlfriend, Kate. 
“You're the one that saved my nephew,” Yelena said. Her deep Russian accent surprised you. You nodded. “That’s pretty cool.”
“Thank you?” You didn’t mean for it to sound like a question. Wanda chuckled. “Anyways, can I get you guys started with drinks?” You didn’t mean to hover around their table and it wasn’t 100% your fault. Tommy and his brother, Billy, liked to talk your ear off no matter how many times Wanda told them you had other tables to attend to. But you waved her off, saying it was fine. Besides, their colorful imagination was making your shift fly by. 
Until the bell went off signaling another customer entered the diner. You looked up out of instinct and almost dropped Kate’s pancakes. It was Jason, your on-again-off-again boyfriend, and housemate. He held the door open for an older couple as his eyes looked for you. It wasn’t hard to find you but you didn’t like the way his eyes screamed that he was upset with you. When he came in he liked you to only have him as your only table. He was best friends with the owner so he could get away with anything. Natasha said your name and you were surprised to see real concern in her green eyes. “Are you okay?” She asked. 
“Yeah,” you put on your best customer service smile but she didn’t seem convinced. “Does everything look good?” A chorus of ‘yes’ and ‘looks good’ echoed from the table. “Perfect! I’ll leave you to it. Let me know if you need anything. Enjoy!” You brought back the empty tray to the kitchen before making your way to Jason’s usual spot, trying to calm your raising heartbeat. 
*
It didn’t take a Black Widow spy or an Avenger to notice the change in your demeanor. Natasha watched as you walked over to a man, who had to be twice your age. You were blocking his face but Natasha didn’t like the way he was talking to you. She couldn’t hear the conversation but your shoulders were hunched over, drawing more into yourself. ‘Don’t cause a scene,’ Wanda said, placing a hand on her leg. ‘I don’t like it either.’ Natasha began to eat. The food was always good here but now it tasted bitter. 
‘What do we do?’ The Black Widow asked. It took a minute for Wanda to reply as you came back to ask how the food was and if they needed anything. Yelena asked for more hot sauce. You were smiling, laughing at a joke Tommy said but it wasn’t as light. Natasha stole a glance at the man and he was staring at you as if he owned you like you were a possession. It made Natasha’s blood boil. He caught her eyes and quickly looked away. 
‘We’ll leave her our number,’ Wanda said. ‘If she needs help she can call us.’ Natasha didn’t like it. She wanted to do more but what else could they do when they had no idea what was going on?    
*
“Here you go,” Natasha passed you the check. “Food and service were amazing as always,” you felt your cheeks heat up at the compliment. 
“Feel free to relax here there is no need to rush out but it was nice seeing you all again,” you said your goodbyes, not leaving the table without getting a hug from the twins. You went to finish cashing them out and you stopped in your tracks. Not because of the very large tip they left you but there was a note. 
‘We are a phone call away if you need anything and I mean anything. -Natasha. Her phone number was at the end. You put that copy in your pocket and continued as you normally would, ignoring Jason’s eyes burning a hole in your back. 
*
“You disgust me,” Jason said, throwing you against the wall. You whimpered as you hit your head. Stars formed across your vision. “After everything I’ve done for you, this is how you repay me.”
“Baby,” you pleaded with him. “It wasn’t like that.” He twisted his hand in your hair, pulling you close. 
“Flirting with a married woman twice your age,” he pulled your hair. Another whimper left your lips. “You are a slut.” He threw you against the wooden table. It broke underneath your weight and the force he threw you. “You think you're a big-time hero, now. That you're better than all of us.” You shook your head, tears falling down your cheeks. He kicked you in the stomach so hard you were pushed against the couch. 
“Jason, stop, please,” you pleaded with him grabbing onto his leg. 
“You don’t get to tell me to stop,” he yelled. “You are mine. I own you.” 
*
You woke up in the apartment alone and with your pants off. Everything ached and there was a light pounding in your skull. Jason was no doubt at a bar. You needed to get out of here. Finding your pants was easy but a sharp cramp in your stomach made you crumble to the ground. Finding some strength, you redressed yourself, found your phone, and walked out of the apartment. You weren’t sure where you were walking to. Your feet moved as your mind was in a haze. There was no place you could go. You were an only child whose parents died during the Blip. The friends you did have moved out of the city or were your co-workers from the dinner but you didn’t want them to see you like this. You sat down on a nearby bench. The pain was becoming all-consuming. You needed help. You unlocked your phone and stared at the recent contact added - Natasha Romanoff, the Black Widow, an Avenger. Did you want to drag them into this mess? Another shooting pain passed through your stomach as you listened to the phone ring. Maybe she wouldn’t answer and you would have to find a place to sleep tonight. “Hello? Who is this?” She answered on the third ring. 
“N-Natasha,” you stuttered out. 
“Y/n? Is that you?” You nodded, knowing well she couldn’t see you. “What’s wrong?”
“I need help,” you cried. “I-I d-don’t have anyone else to call. I’m sorry. I-” Your lungs began to hurt, you couldn’t get enough air. 
“Hey, sh dorogoy,” Natasha whispered. “Where are you? Wanda and I will come to get you.” You heard rustling on her side of the phone.
“I don’t know,” you told her. “I left my apartment and just walked.” A sharp pain ran through you and gasped. “Everything hurts, Nat,” you cried. 
“We will be right there, okay? Just stay right there and use your powers to keep yourself safe.” She told you. “I’m going to stay on the phone with you.” 
“Okay,” your voice was slurred. “I’m sleepy.” You found yourself laying down on the bench. 
“I know you are but you have to stay awake for me. Can you do that?” She asked. “Talk to me. Tell me about yourself.” You hummed. 
“I’m an only child. My parents are dead and I have a tattoo on my spine. I-”
*
Natasha was listening as she paced her kitchen waiting for FRIDAY to trace the call. She heard three sets of footsteps coming down the stairs, one set much quicker than the other two. “Anything?” Wanda asked. The Black Widow shook her head. 
“FRIDAY is still looking for her,” she heard Yelena yawn behind Wanda. 
“Why did you wake us up?” Her sister asked. 
“You can go back to bed but we need to watch the boys if they wake up,” Wanda explained. 
“Is this about the girl who saved Tommy?” Kate asked, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. Natasha nodded. 
“I found her,” the AI said. “The location has been sent to your car’s GPS. She is 30 minutes.” 
“Sweetheart,” Natasha said to you. “We will be there in 30 minutes.” You hummed. 
“Nat,” Yelena said. The redhead looked back at her sister. “Keep us updated.” She nodded and followed her wife to the car. Wanda was already in the driver's seat. It was Natasha’s idea to get their place, close enough to the new Avenger tower but in a nice neighborhood for the twins to grow up in. The only thing Wanda wanted was a big kitchen, the rest was up to the Black Widow. Buying a house cemented the fact this was real to Natasha. She was married, raising two brilliant boys, and retired from active missions. Wanda grabbed her hand, squeezing it. She squeezed it back. She hoped they made it to you in time. 
*  
Natasha saw your still body laying on the bench and she was out of the car before Wanda could put the car in park. She hung up and ran over to you, kneeling next to you. “Hey sweetie,” she whispered. Wanda moved next to her. Your eyes fluttered open. A smile on your face. 
“You came,” you whispered. Natasha’s heart shattered. 
“Yeah, we did,” Wanda smiled. “Let’s get you someplace safe.” You nodded, sitting up and Natasha watched you try to hide the wince. “Can you stand?” You nodded again but when you stood up you collapsed, a pained cry leaving your lips. Natasha caught you in her arms. 
“I got you,” your head fell on her shoulder, whimpering as you squeezed your eyes closed. Natasha didn’t miss the red flash in Wanda’s eyes. She only imagined what was going on inside your head. 
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. “So sorry.” 
“You do not need to apologize,” the Black Widow said. “I’m going to lift you, okay?” She felt you nod against her skin. She was surprised at how light you were in her arms. 
“Nat,” Wanda whispered as they walked back to the car. The witch opened the backseat and the redhead gently lay you down. She closed the door. “She’s bleeding.” Natasha looked at her hands and they were tainted red with your blood. 
“We’ll bring her to the tower,” Natasha ran to the other side of the car and got in next to you. She shifted so your head could rest in her lap. 
“FRIDAY,” Wanda said to the AI. “Inform Cho we are headed to the tower with a civilian that needs immediate medical attention.” You whimpered. 
“You're going to be okay,” the Black Widow whispered. You shook your head. 
“I’m sorry,” Natasha watched your eyes flutter close, frowning. You kept muttering apologies as you succumbed to the darkness. 
*
It took a lot for Natasha to let go of you to hand over to Helen and the medical team. She quickly went to the hallway bathroom to wash the blood off. The water turned a light pink. It was part of her job to be surrounded by blood but the sight of your blood on her hands caused her body to heat up with anger. She left the bathroom and found her wife sitting in the empty chairs in the hallway. “The boys are still asleep,” she said as the redhead sat down. “Yelena said she’ll get them ready for school so we can stay.” Natasha nodded, resting her head on the wall. She felt Wanda move her fingers through hers. “It had to be the man from the diner, right?” 
“Maybe,” she whispered. They knew nothing about you. The internet seemed to be in love with you for saving Tommy but they didn’t know who you were or what you were a part of. 
“I’ll kill him,” Wanda threatened. Natasha saw the tips of her fingers glow red. 
“Easy little witch,” She mumbled, kissing the side of her head. “Let’s find out what happened first.” The glow died down. It felt like an eternity before Helen walked out of your room and towards the couple. “Is she okay?” Natasha asked, standing up. 
“She will be,” Helen said. “She has 2 broken ribs, a possible concussion, and wood splinters that we had to remove from her arm. She was raped too we did a test,” she sighed, resting her hand on her chin. “Do you know how old she is?” The couple looked at each other shaking their heads. You were a few years older than the twins but not at Kate’s age. That meant you were between 14-18. 
“Helen, what’s going on?” The doctor bit her lip. 
“She was pregnant,” Natasha’s blood ran cold. “Whatever happened to her caused her to miscarriage.” 
“How-how far along was she?” Wanda asked. 
“I’m guessing 2 months,” Helen answered. “She’s asleep now. You can go see her and let me know if she needs anything.” They said their thank yous to the doctor and ventured into your room. It was quiet besides the gentle beeping of the heart monitor you were attached to. Natasha didn’t like how still you were beside the gentle rise and fall of your chest. They sat on either side of the bed. 
“She’s just a kid, Tash,” Wanda said, brushing some hair out of your face. You didn’t move. 
“I know, baby,” Natasha remembered you telling her that your parents were dead. Did you have anyone else? “We’ll be here for her.” 
*
You woke up slowly. The bright lights overhead caused you to groan. “Sweetheart,” you turned your head towards Natasha’s voice. There was a smile on her face, almost motherly. “Hi, how are you feeling?” 
“Water,” you whispered. Your throat felt raw and uncomfortable. Natasha brought a cup of water to your lips. You drank all of the water finding relief. “Thank you,” she put the cup down. 
“Of course,” you sat up, wincing as you moved but you couldn’t look at Natasha. 
“I don’t want to talk about it,” you saw her nod her head out of the corner of your eye. 
“That’s fine,” she said. “But there are some things we need to talk about regarding your health. We can wait for Wanda if you want,” you nodded.“Hey,” you felt her fingers on your arm. “We are here for you, okay? And whatever happened is not your fault.”
“Okay,” you whispered but you didn’t believe her. It wasn’t long before Wanda returned with a doctor behind her. She introduced herself as Helen and she went over the list of your injuries; broken ribs, a mild concussion, and wood splinters in your arms. 
“Now, I have to tell you something that may be hard to hear,” you didn’t like her tone. “You were pregnant for about 2 months but due to the nature of your injuries you had a miscarriage.” You felt the color drain from your face. Pregnant. You were pregnant. You moved your hand over your stomach. Your periods were always irregular so nothing seemed wrong. You weren’t sure what was happening around you. The world around you turned to white noise. You were pregnant, probably with Jason’s child but you made him angry. 
“Sweetheart,” you snapped to look at Wanda. She looked worried. “You're safe here. Do you know who the father was?” She asked. You hesitated but nodded. You weren’t 100% sure if it was Jason’s. 
“Was he the one that did this to you?” Natasha hesitantly asked. 
“It was my fault,” you defended him. “He loves me. He didn’t mean to hurt me.” Wanda whispered your name but you couldn’t look at her. Tears were blurring your vision. 
“This isn’t love.” 
“Yes it is,” you said. “He loves me and it was my fault -” 
“Sweetheart,” Natasha touched your arm but you flinched from her. Her face fell. 
“I think I want to be alone,” you told them. The couple glanced at each other, having a silent conversation. “Please.”
“Okay, we know this is a lot,” Wanda said, standing up. “We’ll come back later.” You didn’t acknowledge them as they left your room. You felt cold, so immensely cold, as your fingers danced around your stomach and each injury he gave you. Oh, how you wished your mom and dad were here. You missed your mom’s hugs and the scent that always seemed to calm you down or your dad’s corny jokes that brought a smile to your face. You angrily whipped the tears that fell. The worst part of them being gone, you didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. 
*
To your surprise, Wanda and Natasha kept their promise and visited when they could. Their visits ended up being one-sided conversations - mostly them trying to get information on what happened. They asked for your age, Jason’s name and age, and if he worked at the diner. But you remained quiet. Too ashamed to tell them the truth about him. They weren’t deterred by your stand-offish behavior, it somehow made them more determined to make you feel comfortable around them. Rather it was Wanda, Natasha, or both of them, they brought you something. A blanket to keep you warm, books and magazines for you to read, and Tommy’s old DS to keep you entertained. They even contacted your school to explain your situation and collect your missing schoolwork. 
It was odd, you had to admit, having people care about you. It didn’t make sense. What did you do to deserve their kindness? You were nobody compared to them. So why were they being so nice?  
On a sunny afternoon, the couple snuck in a milkshake and french fries for you to snack on. You were sipping on the chocolate milkshake while Wanda was reading and Natasha looked over a mission report. “I’m 16,” you said to them, breaking the silence. “Technically speaking I was a part of the population that was blipped so I don’t know how that affects my age,” you put your drink down. “During those 5 years, my parents died; my mom from cancer and my dad from suicide. Jason gave me a place to live and food and loved me when I was alone.” 
“How old were you when you met Jason?” Natasha asked. 
“15,” your voice was barely above a whisper. “He was 25.” You began to play with the loose threads of the blanket they brought you. 
“Is this the first time he’s hit you?” Your instinct was to lie like you did with Emilia and everyone else at the diner but it seemed like it was a bad idea to lie to two Avengers. 
“No,” you whispered. “But this was the worst. He was mad at me and kept saying it was my fault.”
“What did he say that you did?” You felt your face burn as you remembered why he was upset. “You don’t have to tell us,” Natasha added quickly. 
“He was..” Protective. Jealous. “Territorial,” you said. “He didn’t like me talking or flirting with other people. That was a lot of our fights and I stayed because I have nowhere else to go,” you sighed. “I bet you think I’m so stupid.” 
“No,” Wanda took your hand in hers. “You are not stupid. He took advantage of you,” you whipped away the tears that fell with your free hand. “You are not alone. We are here.” 
“And we aren’t going anywhere.”
*
When Helen cleared you Natasha and Wanda offered you a room with them. It took a lot of convincing but you moved in with them. Jason all but disappeared. He wasn’t there when you got the few possessions from the apartment and you overheard Natasha and Wanda in the kitchen one night that they still couldn’t find him. As you lived in the Romanoff-Maximoff household you all forgot about him. You forgot what this type of love felt like not having it since you were taken from your family. Wanda made sure all of your homework was done by the time dinner was ready. Natasha seemed to have food on her and she would pass you snacks. She even got you to join her on some of your runs. 
It had been 4 months since you moved in with them. “Do you want us to see if Yelena or Kate can come over?” Wanda asked. The twins were playing video games in the living room and you were making a small snack for you and the boys. The couple had to go to the tower for a quick meeting. Although they were retired from active meetings they still help to provide insight. They didn’t like leaving you at home. 
“We’ll be fine,” Tommy said. 
“Besides Y/n is here,” Billy added. You rolled your eyes as Natasha walked over to you, stealing a grape from the plate. You glared at her. 
“Are you sure you’ll be fine?” She asked you. You nodded. 
“Yes, you said it will be a quick meeting,” you put the extra fruit back in the fridge. “And when you get back you can bitch about how the meeting should have been an email.” Natasha gasped. 
“Language,” you smiled, bringing the fruit plate into the living room. 
“We know the rules. Don’t worry about us,” you sat on the couch, your feet tucked underneath you, and opened the book you were currently reading. 
“Text us if anything happens,” Wanda kissed the twins’ forehead and you were surprised as she kissed yours. 
“Bye Mom,” the boys said. You smiled as they left the house. As the door closed Tommy let out a heavy sigh. 
“They worry so much.” He said. 
“They just care about you,” you defended, not looking up from your book. 
“They care about you too,” Billy said. You glanced at the boy and he was looking at you with a smile. You smiled back and went back to reading. 
*
You weren’t sure how long it was but Natasha and Wanda were still not home when the doorbell rang. You looked at the twins but they were engrossed with their video game. “Hey, are your moms expecting someone?” Billy shrugged. 
“No clue,” the doorbell rang again. You sighed, closing your book. As you stood up a voice behind the door caused you to freeze. 
“I know you're in there, little shadow. Come out to play.”
“Billy, Tommy, go upstairs and call your moms.” Jason started to giggle at the door handle. 
“We can help,” Tommy said. They were training powers but they were still unpredictable. 
“Go!” You ordered as the front door burst open. Tommy grabbed Billy’s hand and used his super speed to bring them both upstairs. Jason stood there, a pistol in his hand and he looked like he hadn’t bathed or slept in months. You just had to keep him away from the twins and wait till Wanda and Natasha got here. 
“Hello beautiful,” he stalked over to you. “You got me in a lot of trouble.” 
“Trouble?” You questioned, taking a few steps back with your hands in the air. You wanted to keep some distance from him. “Who are you in trouble with?” He laughed, pointing the gun at you. 
“My employers,” his smile still seemed to send a chill down your spine. “Did you think I could ever willingly love you?” He asked. “You were a job, an assignment.” Your heart began to pound against your ribs. Could he hear it? You were backing up into the dining room. 
“Who wants me?” You found yourself asking. 
“It doesn’t matter,” he said. “You’ll be dead and I’ll crave up those little brats for good measure,” you let out a shaky breath and lowered your hands. 
“You aren’t getting to them,” you said. “You’ll have to get through me first.”   
*
Natasha was pouring a cup of coffee for her and Wanda. They were taking a short break before finishing up. She felt arms wrap around her waist and the warmth of her wife pressed against her back. “I wanna go home.” She whined. Natasha chuckled, turning around to see Wanda’s noise pinched. She kissed it. 
“We are almost done, baby,” she handed Wanda her coffee. “I’m thinking of pizza and movie night?” Her phone rang. She pulled it out of her pocket and saw it was Billy. Showing Wanda the caller ID before putting the call on speaker. “Hi, bud.” 
“Mom,” he was whispering and his voice was shaky. 
“Sweetheart, what’s wrong?” Wanda asked. 
“The bad man is here,” he whispered. They weren’t sure what he was talking about. “The bad man that hurt Y/n.” The couple dropped their coffee on the floor and sprinted towards their car. “Please hurry.” A gunshot went off and both of the boys let out a quick squeak. 
“Boys, I need you to stay right there,” Natasha said. 
“But what if she’s hurt? We can help.”
“Stay hidden. We are on our way.” 
*
Natasha felt her heart beating against her ribs as she saw their door broken down. They called out your name but you didn’t respond. The Black Widow had her gun out as she searched the bottom floor. They made it to their dining room and found a man laying on top of you. Natasha ran over, kicking the man off of you and his body slumped to the side with a bullet wound in his stomach. Your eyes were wide, hands shaking as you held the gun in your hand. “Hey sweetheart,” Natasha put her gun away. “Can I have that?” You nodded, handing her the gun. Natasha removed the magazine from the gun and put it on the ground next to her. Wanda knelt next to you and helped you sit up. Your eyes kept glancing at this still form but Wanda brought you into her arms, sliding you from the body. You were shaking in her arms. Natasha walked over to him and checked for a pulse but she shook her head when she found none. Wanda held you tighter. 
“Billy and Tommy,” you whispered. “Are they okay?” Wanda. 
“Do you want to go find them?” You nodded. Natasha sent a quick text to Sam and met her wife upstairs. You were waiting for her to emerge from their bedroom and didn’t take long for Wanda to bring out a new shirt for you. Yours had blood on it. You changed quickly, leaving the bloody shirt on the floor, and continued to the guest room. “Billy, Tommy, it’s safe.” The twins didn’t need to be told twice before they ran out of the closet and straight into you. The force knocked you to the ground. 
“You can’t do that,” Tommy said, hitting your chest. “Why do you always have to be the hero?” He cried. “We could have helped.” He kept hitting you but his hits got softer while he cried against you. 
“Hey,” Natasha said, kneeling and placing a gentle hand on his back. “I know you are feeling a lot but we need to stop hitting her.” You overcame your shock and hugged the twins tight.  
“I didn’t want you to get hurt.” You said. 
“But you're our sister,” Billy said. “We can’t lose you.” You looked at Natasha and Wanda at the term Billy called you. The couple smiled at you. They tried to convey all the emotions they were 
“I’m right here,” you said. “I’m not going anywhere, I promise.”  
*
Wanda walked out of the bathroom with a smile on her face. Her bed was full of Natasha, the twins, and you. The boys were fast asleep, cuddling against you. There was just enough space next to Natasha for her to squeeze in. “We are going to need a bigger bed if this continues to be a thing,” Wanda climbed into bed. Natasha was running her fingers through your hair. “How are you doing, sweetheart?” You shrugged. 
“I know he was bad and he would have hurt me or worse the twins but I didn’t want to kill him.” You whispered. Natasha sighed. 
“I’m sorry you had to be put in that position,” Natasha said. You nodded, closing your eyes as you enjoyed the feeling of her hand. Wanda gently nudged her wife’s shoulder, nodding her head. “About what Billy said.” Your eyes shut open. 
“Like you said there were a lot of emotions,” you shrugged again. Wanda tried to keep her powers at bay but she could feel loneliness washing over you. 
“Well, Natasha and I want to make what Billy said official.”
“I’m sorry. What?” You questioned. 
“We want to adopt you,” your jaw dropped and Wanda giggled, using her pointer finger to close your mouth. 
“Are you serious?” You asked. The couple nodded. Tears swelled in your eyes and without hesitation you jumped up and brought them into a hug. 
“Ah,” Billy gasped. 
“Is there an Earthquake?” Tommy asked, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. “Hey, what’s wrong?” You ended the hug and whipping the tears out of your eyes. 
“Nothing,” you said. “Just happy.” 
“Alright,” Wanda said. “We need to readjust so I don’t fall off the bed.” It was you in the middle with Tommy and Billy on either side and Natasha and Wanda still on the edge of the bed. 
“Thank you,” you whispered, eyes closed as the exhaustion of the day caught up to you. 
“No need to thank us,” Natasha whispered. 
“We are a family,” Wanda said. “We’ll keep you safe.” 
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cruise of love | hc
chapter four: a shitty first day
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yn’s heart buzzed with excitement and nerves as she stepped into the classroom with her two best friends by her side, the chatter of students bouncing off the walls. the room was bright and airy, with large windows overlooking the vast ocean, the shimmering blue water reflecting sunlight into the room. It was hard to believe she was here—on a cruise ship, no less—about to start a semester of studying while traveling the world.
“yn!” jaemin waved her over from the middle row.
she weaved through the rows of students, her tote bag bumping against her hip, and after she found her seat (thankfully near him) she sat down.
giselle lets out a big groan after seeing her seat so far from her friends and so did rei, founding herself in the front seat.
yn waved while sending them kisses just to comeback to jaem.
“good morning sir” she greeted, glancing around as she pulled out her notebook. “this place is packed.”
jaemin nodded, leaning in conspiratorially. “packed and full of eye candy. I already spotted someone from last night’s party.” his voice dropped to an excited whisper. “two rows ahead, three seats to the left. don’t be too obvious!”
yn tried not to laugh as she casually looked in the direction he mentioned. “the guy in the navy sweater?”
jaemin nodded dramatically, clutching his chest. “that’s him. Isn’t he so hot? I swear he smiled at me when I walked in.”
“I think he was just being polite, he looks like a puppy” Y/N teased, earning a playful shove from jaemin.
as she scanned the room, her eyes landed on a group of boys sitting near the back. on of them, a tall, lanky guy with dark hair and a shy demeanor, caught her attention. he was laughing at something one of his friends said, his smile lighting up his face.
“omg that’s the guy!” she whispered, nudging jaemin.
he followed her gaze and grinned. “the hottie on twitter? yeah i saw him earlier, he’s even hotter in person”
“very” yn admitted, her lips curving into a small smile.
her eyes probably longed too much on the boy because one of his friend spotted her and waved at her, making her blush from head to toe
before anything else could happen, the professor entered the room, clapping his hands to get everyone’s attention. “good morning, everyone! welcome to Semester at the Sea. I’m Professor Paul, and I’ll be your instructor for Global Studies this semester.”
the room quieted as Professor Paul launched into his introduction, explaining the syllabus and what they could expect over the next few months.
yn was jotting down notes when the door suddenly swung open with a loud thud.
every head in the room turned as someone strolled in—late and completely unapologetic.
it was him.
that motherfucker.
haechan.
or whatever his ass name was.
yn’s stomach dropped. he was dressed in a crisp white shirt and blue jeans, his hair slightly tousled as if he’d just rolled out of bed. he carried himself with the same effortless arrogance as before, his bag slung over one shoulder.
“ah, Mr. Lee” Professor Paul said, his tone light but teasing at the same time.
“so nice of you to join us. Were you saving the best entrance for last?”
the class erupted in laughter, but haechan didn’t seem fazed. he flashed a lazy grin.
“just wanted to make sure everyone noticed me, Professor.”
“well, congratulations. mission accomplished. now, find your seat before I start assigning essays as punishment.”
haechan chuckled, his gaze sweeping the room as he sauntered down the aisle. yn’s heart sank as she realized he was heading straight toward her row.
“please don’t let it be near me. please don’t let it be near me” she muttered under her breath.
jaemin looked at her laughing a bit.
yn know that giselle was killing him with her eyes.
just in time Professor Paul pointed to the empty seat right beside her.
“that one’s yours, Mr. Lee. take it.”
yn froze, her worst nightmare coming true in real-time.
haechan’s eyes lit up with recognition the moment he saw her. a slow, smug smile spread across his face as he slid into the seat next to hers. “well, well” he drawled, leaning back in his chair. “i guess we are kinda fated at this point.”
stared straight ahead, refusing to look at him. “this must be my punishment for something” she muttered.
haechan chuckled, clearly enjoying her discomfort. “oh, don’t look so thrilled. i’m a great deskmate.”
she looked at my for a second before taking her attention back to the professor. “I suggest you to bring a raincoat for future classes.”
“don’t be so dramatic,” haechan said, propping his chin on his hand as he turned to face her. “you should be flattered. I don’t usually remember people.”
“oh, lucky me” she shot back, her voice dripping with sarcasm.
Professor Paul clapped his hands again, pulling the class’s attention back to the front. “all right, let’s focus, everyone. we’ve got a lot to cover today.”
yn tried to focus, but she could feel haechan’s gaze on her, practically boring a hole into the side of her head. finally, she turned to him, whispering harshly. “stop staring at me.”
“I’m not staring” he whispered back, his lips twitching with amusement. “I’m observing.”
“same thing” she hissed.
“relax yn” he said, leaning closer. “we’ve got a whole semester together. might as well get comfortable.”
her jaw clenched as she turned back to her notebook, determined to ignore him. but the playful glint in his eyes and the smug curve of his lips told her one thing:
this was only the beginning.
˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊🦈˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚.
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