#thank you soso much im in tears

[lavendel081]

My Text got yeeted cuz i went to another App before clicking reblog🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹but Here goes again

THANK YOU SOSOSOS MUCH I DIDNT EXPECT TO GET SUCH A KIND AND AMAZING SURPRISE WHEN I WOKE UP LIKE 20 MIN AGO THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY OMG THANK U THANK U SO MUCH I FR CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH💜💜🫶💜💜💜💜💜🥺🥺🥺💜🫶💜🥺🫶💜🥺🥺

Thank you so much for taking the time Out of your day to Draw Eris for me, im so grateful💜🫶💜your Pixel Art Style is already so powerful and you used it for her, im fr speechless🫶💜💜🥺thank you thank you!!! I'll add this to my Family heirloom collection

First attempt at pixel art. @lavendel081‘s Eris!

I wanted to try making a character who already has a settled design before I try to make my own character, so I hope you enjoy Yomi! Even if I didn’t nail Eris I’m happy I at least nailed Stardew Vibes. 

Conclusion on this test: Mouths and hair suck. Especially Eris’ unruly locks, but I love her so she is forgiven.

[talaok]

hi bestie, I've been thinking about your incredible writing and I thought of something, if it's okay for you, it would be an interesting fic, thank you very much for the dedication and love you put into your works, they are perfect.

We always see fic scenarios out there where Pedro is insecure about the age difference, exposure and privacy, but what about a totally different scenario where Pedro tries to convince the reader that none of that really matters because they are in love? and that they will be able to get through this? (In this case, I don't think the reader would have a problem with the age gap, but she would like to have a "normal" relationship and not one where they can't hold hands, kiss or be seen together because of the paparazzi...

Pairing: Pedro Pascal x reader

warnings: angst

a/n: thank you soso much love💖, and im sorry if this isn't exactly what you had pictured

it's stupid how you got here.

How you ended up sobbing on the couch as your boyfriend tried to understand what was going on.

It was just a stupid couple, a stupid couple kissing on the subway... in public.

And all you could think about as you came home was how unfair it was, that you and Pedro couldn't do that, that you had to hide your relationship in the confines of your apartment, that you couldn't kiss, hold hands, or hug him in the street like you longed for.

it made you think, but it also did something else, it made you realize.

It made you realize just how tired you were, just how exhausting having to pretend like you didn't love someone more than life was, and to have to watch that person, the man who's the object of said love, pretend the same thing.

It was exhausting, and you were exhausted, and as much as you loved him, you'd started to realize that maybe you couldn't, that maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

"sweetheart..." he murmured, softly caressing your right arm, as you hid your face in your own hands "What are you saying?"

You'd only half explained yourself before the tears started, so he hadn't understood completely, he had gotten a part- and he didn't like what he got, it was destroying him actually, but he still had hope... maybe he had simply misinterpreted it all.

"I-I'm saying" you sniffled, peeking up at him, "I'm saying that I don't know if I can do this anymore"

"What?" he breathed, his heart breaking into a million pieces with a simple sentence "Y-you can't do what?" he asked

Hope, hope, he needed to have hope.

This couldn't be it.

No, not like this, not now- fuck, not ever.

"this- us" you explained, tears falling from your eyes without a break "The hiding, the secrecy, not being able to kiss you whenever I want to, I-"

No.

He couldn't give up

"then let's tell everyone!" he begged, taking your hands in his, ignoring the void in his stomach, the sickness in his throat "we-we can do that, we could just-"

"you know I can't" you stopped him "My career is still at the beginning, if this got out it would destroy my image, they'd start saying that I'm with you for the fame and then no one would hire me anymore"

"but you're not" he murmured "You're not like that"

"I know" you shrugged "but how would they?"

"I-I'll tell them" He spoke, trying to sound more confident than he felt "I'll tell everyone how much I love you, how important you are for me, how amazing you are, I'll-"

it was your turn to beg now

"stop" a sob crept up your throat "stop, I just- I can't"

"Sugar, please" he whispered "I love you" he promised " I love you so fucking much, and I can't lose you- not like this, I just can't"

Your eyes were focused on where your hands were intertwining, not able to meet his gaze.

Guilt was eating at you from within, filling up your lungs with smoke until you couldn't breathe.

"I know you do" you spoke, your voice a faint thread "And I love you too, but that's not what this is about, it's about how exhausting this is- I mean, don't you feel it too, aren't you tired too?"

Your eyes were melting with his now

"yeah I am" he nodded "but if it's what I need to do to be with you, then I gladly do it. I'd do anything for you sweetheart- I'd jump off a bridge if you asked me to"

A soft, silly smile pulled unconsciously at your lips.

And he saw it as a victory, a small one, but still something, a crack he'd created.

"Please sugar" he squeezed your hands "Please don't do this, I'm begging you."

"I love you. I love you more than anything, more than myself, more than life itself, so please, for the love of god, don't do this"

"Baby I-"

"Please-" his eyes were shimmering "we'll get through this, we'll find a way"

"what way?"

"I-I don't know yet" he admitted, his voice lower "but what I do know it's that I can't lose you, not over something like this, and that I'm gonna work my ass off to find a solution"

"yeah?" a snort bubbled from your nose

"yeah" he smiled, leaning closer so his hot breath was fanning over your mouth "So what do you say," he asked, "you trust me?"

And at that, you couldn't help but smile

"I do," you said "I trust you"

[yammpi3]

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. // 𝑾.𝑪 1.9𝒌

— feat. Tsundere Disassembly drone V x Flirty worker drone reader

synopsis. Reader makes V agree to go on a date with them even though V treats the reader poorly despite secretly liking them back.

— content warning. kissing!! v being extremely (sorta) rude to reader and the reader making lots of suggestive jokes..not that bad guys I PROMISE.

— authors note. This was a request sent by anon, again THANK YOU SO MUCH for requesting a x reader..ilsym I hope its to ur liking I struggled just a tad with it. (there might be some spelling errors I didn't catch soso)

"Ugh, not again." V grumbled as she saw you approaching her with a stupid grin on your face. She was sitting casually on one of the desks in a deserted classroom, one leg hanging off as she tapped away at her phone. Her other friends had all cleared out for "lunch," leaving her alone with you.

"Why hello there, V! Hard at work, I see?" You said with a wink. She rolled her bright optics in response.

"What do you want now, drone?" V said with disdain, not even bothering to look up from the conversation she was having with Lizzy on her phone. She was always busy, whether with school or just goofing off with friends. But you were a persistent pest that just didn't know when to quit bothering her; in reality, she didn't mind at all; she liked having you near, but the thought of her liking you like that irked her a bit.

"Aw, don't be like that, V.., I just wanted to come to admire the view from up close," you said as you leaned in casually against the edge of the desk, just a bit closer than personal space allowed.

 

V scoffed derisively. "Don't you have some bolts to tighten up or something??"

Undeterred, you simply smiled wider, eternally charmed by her prickly demeanor. "Oh, I do love it when you talk dirty to me."

 

V finally looked up from her phone, swinging her legs off the desk in one fluid motion as she rose to her full, intimidating height, towering over you authoritatively. "Listen here, screw loose. I am not interested; I will never be interested, and if you don't leave me alone right now, I'll turn you into a tasty snack. Got that?" Her eyes bore into yours with fiery intensity.

 

You held V's intense gaze calmly, unperturbed by her threat. "A tasty snack, huh? Well, you do always look delicious yourself.”

"You just don't know when to quit, do you? Y/N?" She sneered, though the edge in her voice had softened slightly.

"What can I say? I'm devoted to my cause."

V hesitated, “Tch, you're hopeless. Scram before I tear you to shreds." She turned away with a huff, hiding her smirk.

You grinned, knowing you were getting under her plating just as you wanted, even if she liked to pretend otherwise. "Aw, don't be like that, ViVi; you know, tearing me to shreds would just be considered foreplay to me.”

 

V whirled back around, optics blazing. "Don't call me that!" she snarled, losing her composure entirely for once.

You held your hands up in mock surrender, still smiling cheekily. "Sorry, babes, I know you like to keep up the 'mean girl' act."  

V closed the distance between you in an instant, grabbing a fistful of your shirt and yanking you close till your faceplates were mere inches apart.

 

"Another word from you, and you'll be just an oil stain." She hissed, tightening the grip she had on your clothing.

You held onto her wrist gently, looking calmly into her fiery optics. "I'll go, on one condition."

V growled impatiently. "Im listening.”

"Go on a date with me this Saturday."

 

An incredulous look crossed her faceplate. For a moment, you thought she might actually rip you apart on the spot. But then she made a noise of disgust and shoved you away.

"Fine, if it'll get you to leave me alone! Now get out of here!"

With a wink and salute, you sauntered off, feeling victorious. But V stood fuming for a moment before pulling out her phone to text someone.

 

V (12:35 p.m.): Liz…

 

Liz (12:36 p.m.): What's up?

 

V (12:36 p.m.): That idiot asked me out on a date this Saturday.

 

Liz (12:37 p.m.): OMG OMG NO WAY!! What did you say?!

 

V rolled her eyes as she sat back onto the desk, with one of her legs casually flung over the side. As if she'd ever actually be interested in one of the worker drones.

 

V (12:37 p.m.): I said fine just to get them off my back. I wouldn’t actually go on a date with them.

 

Liz (12:37 p.m.): Suuure V, whatever helps you sleep at night lol. We both know you'd be sad if they canceled 💀

 

V (12:38 p.m.): AS IF. They're so damn annoying.

 

Liz (12:38 p.m.): Mhmm sure... I think you secretly love the attention you get from them 🤗‼️ But ew romance.

 

V (12:39 p.m.): Shut up! I do not. I'm only going to prove to them that I'm not interested.

 

Liz (12:39 p.m.): Riiight. Well, have fun on your "not date" date! Try not to fall too hard 💕💕

 

V (12:39 p.m.): UGH, you're the worst. TTYL

 

Liz (12:40 p.m.): Bye boo!!

 

V exits the chat and sighs, trying to ignore the flutter in her core. As if she'd ever like that idiot...right?

 

Saturday night rolled around sooner than V would have liked. She found herself hovering outside the door to your quarters, pride and nerves battling within her core. 

V hovered outside your housing unit, glancing around as if embarrassed to be seen there.

She rang the buzzer with more force than necessary. Not even a millisecond later, the door quickly slid open to reveal you looking a bit surprised.

“V- you...” Your voice cracked slightly in your elation. Every part of your being vibrated with anticipation at the sight of her. “You actually came! I was honestly expecting to get ditched, but I’m so glad you’re here.”

Stepping aside, you gestured for her to enter with a beaming grin. V hesitated, shifting her weight as if ready to bolt at any moment.

V's optics roved the inside of your house, taking in the cozy room illuminated by strings of fairy lights in every corner. On the couch sat a pile of fluffy blankets and a tray of oilcakes.

 

"This better not be some lame romcom you've got queued up, Y/N." She grumbled, fighting a smile.

"Only the cheesiest for you,” you laughed, gesturing for her to get comfortable on the couch. You picked out a random romance movie and hit play as you settled in beside her, draping a blanket over both of your laps.

 

V tried to watch the movie, she really did. But she found herself continually drifting to study your face instead of the movie on screen. The way your optics lit up at each corny joke or sweet scene, your smile that never seemed to fade. It was somehow endearing to see.

As the film played on, V gradually relaxed on the couch, the coolant and oilcakes forgotten on the coffee table. Hesitantly, you raised your arm to rest it around V’s shoulders. You saw her tense up, and just when you thought she was ready to pull away...she didn't. PROGRESS. PROGRESS.

 

By the final act, V had completely given up any pretense of paying attention. Her head rested heavy on your chestplate now as your gentle fingers traced idle patterns on her arm. It was so peaceful she felt herself nearly powering down.

When the credits rolled, at last, V reluctantly lifted her head to meet your gaze. Your smile lit up the room better than any fairy light ever could.

 

"So...what did you think? Was it the lamest date ever?" You teased softly.

V averted her eyes, fighting a smile of her own. "It wasn't...the worst, I guess." She admitted quietly.

You beamed, gently cupping her cheek to turn her face back to you. "Then maybe we could do it again sometime?" You asked hopefully.

 

V shoved your hand away but made no effort to move and pull further from your side. She gazed into your optics with an unusual vulnerability shining in her own.

"Don't get the wrong idea, Drone. This changes nothing between us." She huffed, though the effect was dampened by the yellow glow rising in her cheeks.

 

You smiled softly, knowing how much it must hurt her pride to show such weakness, even for a moment. Reaching out tentatively, you brushed a lock of her silver hair back from her face gently.

V's harsh reply faltered on her lips under your tender look. Her eyes searched yours as if seeking something, some hint that this wasn't a cruel joke and that it was in fact real.

"V...you don't have to pretend with me. Not unless that's truly what you want." You whispered.

 

For a long moment she was silent, warring with parts of herself not even she fully understood. Then slowly, excruciatingly so, V lifted a hand to cup your cheek in return.

"Fine. One more date. But if you breathe a word of this to anyone, Y/N, you'll be begging me for deactivation."

"Oh..~ my lips are sealed." You grinned, delighted by this small victory.

 

V sighed in long-suffering, but you caught the playful glint in her eyes. "You're insufferable, you know that?"

"Yet here you are anyway." You teased softly.

Leaning in, you paused a hair's breadth away from her lips, savoring the hitch in her breath. V closed the final distance with a surge of impatience.

For a few blissful moments you drowned in the taste of each other, V melting against your frame like she belonged there. All too soon she tore herself away, fans whirring loudly in the silence.

 

A [chosen/color] glow rose to your cheeks as V pulled away, leaving you a stuttering, dazzled mess. You struggled to process what had just happened.

V watched you with an unreadable expression, arms crossed defensively over her chest. But you saw the telltale yellow tinge on her screen that gave away her flustered state.

 

"Well, say something??” She huffed when your stunned silence dragged on.

You blinked rapidly, fighting to collect your scattered processes. "I, uh, that was...wow."

V rolled her eyes dramatically.

"Real articulate, as always."

A dopey grin broke out on your faceplate.

"It was amazing. You're—you're amazing…"

 

"It's not like I did it because I like you or anything, stupid!" She muttered, flicking your forehead with a resigned sigh. But you saw the glint of amusement in her gaze again.

Reaching up, you gently caught her hand in your own, marveling at how big and delicate it seemed in your smaller grasp. Stroking over her plating with adoring strokes of your thumb, you watched her reaction carefully.

 

Her fans picked up speed, betraying how affected she was though she tried to maintain her aloof facade.

Slowly, hesitantly, her fingers curled to return your hold, gripping just firmly enough to send a thrill through your system.

 

"We both know you feel the same way I do, V." You said softly, giving her a tender smile.

Her resolve seemed to waver under your earnest look. Lashes fluttered as she averted her eyes, struggling with emotions she wasn't used to expressing.

"And...what way is that, exactly?" She asked, her voice no more than a whisper.

 

Cupping her cheek, you turned her face back to you with the utmost care. "That you like me too. Maybe even more than that."

V leaned instinctively into your touch with a small sigh. Her free hand came up to cover yours, holding you there as if your warmth was the only thing anchoring her.

 

"You're such an idiot." She scoffed, though her words held no bite. Leaning in, she pressed a chaste kiss to your lips that spoke louder than any confession.

You smiled into the kiss, joy threatening to make your very core burst. Pulling her closer still, you kissed her thoroughly, pouring every ounce of love and affection into the contact.

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[cannibalim]

name 10 blogs that you think have the best mb styles and show your favorite mb of theirs! /づ♡

WOAHWOAHWOAH okay hard one. click the lil flowers for the mbs !!!!!>_<

@p-oisn — (𑁍) this mb was actually rhe whole reason why i started my blog NGL i was Flabbergasted i was Gobsmacked when i saw ts...imagine scrolling down tumblr looking 4 riize layouts and u see the second coming of Aphrodite as a moodboard

@sugarish — (𑁍) vivi has many great mbs its so hard to pick ONE of them but omg this one left me speechless i was gagged like ??? how do u even think of this ... the colors the pics OUUUU mhm mmhm

@amekajies — (𑁍) they have so many mbs i like its genuinely impossible to pick one BUUUUT this seonghwa mb has my heart Ong ...... their blog is another reason why i came back to tumblr ehehe i luv the pics they use sm im a sucker for alt mbs

@jaewsss — (𑁍) tinas mbs are so good i have to take a deep breath everytime they pop up 4 me cus Oh Dear Lord how is anyone even capable of eating so much .. the pics .. the colors .. THANK U JAEWS!

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[satorisoup]

WAHHH nia, my precious petunia !! (｡Ó᎔ ก̀๑) how much i cherish you is inexplainable !! T^T you are an absolute light, my heart is soso warm !! <3 having the honor of being mooties with you truly makes me so incredibly happy, I WUV YOU SOSO MUCH !!

LOOK AT ME AND KOU !! T^T our little love letters, IM SOBBING !! you captured me & him soso perfectly, my heart can’t take this !! a precious koene drawing from you is such a lovely way to make me smile PLS !! <3 m’ giggling & kickin’ my feet as we speak EEEEK !! THANK YOU SOSO MUCH FOR THIS ADORABLENESS !! T^T

i must scream in the taggies, THIS IS JUST TOO CUTE !! <3

hai everypony. used some of u and ur ocs as my muses for a little (big) (rough) spread :3 So u know u r perceived and enjoyed.

if ur surprised because we don't talk um. i recognize ur user and or did some tag lurking so. hey... um. Hey...... tags and notes under the cut!

@khalixvitae - KHALIX ! do not know this guy At All but i decided to mix things up and use him!! if u have any thoughts to share abt vil i'm all ears! >__<

@sweet-milky-tea705 - JAYCE! yasenia. smoking duck gif. is anything else needed 2 say... i didn't forget her ears i just. upside down. hair. and. giuspelazpe

@koyukiki - Leon Kennedy. LMAO he's literally the most random guy on here. "why hoseok da bus driver" vibe LIKEHEEBFHSB but u know. hiii koyuki!!

@shobvrry - wehehehe... hiii friend,, little shoto for u!! :3 do u like the placement of frozen joke bear. get it. bc. because. he. and. get it

@dira333 - kENMA!! this is evidently Not the thing i wanted to give u but. this has taken a while and i actually want 2 redo the other thing so. haii dira!! \o/

@satorisoup - tHe Only self ship other than me on here. based it on ur existing self ship comms and picrews.. R ur eyes green. like. ..IMCRYING . ROCK ON LENE!

@last0bread - !! azalea has SUCH a cool + unique design!! she's also quite satisfying to draw?? LOL. i also like doodling flowers so thanks for letting me do that :3 🩷 /silly

@mustddart - oh my god i didn't know u changed users and just got so scared. I rock w these guys. i don't know their dynamic i based it solely on this post (& it being percy) but I ROCK W THEM!!! U r one of the people i recognize by user btw. Hiiii stay awesome!!!! 🩷🩷

@luv-indigo - SOOO lovely!! loved reading about nadine and seeing her in each step ^__^ !! i recognize u by user too. Haiii all ur art and ocs r super nice and cool!!! 🙆🏻‍♀️🩷

@vaultureculture - bro i am rocking w this design so hard. elvia is stunning like okkk???!! leander i see u. i get u 🙂‍↕️🔥 phlomis is also Awesome i love the dynamics and story going on IM ROCKING SO HEAVY!!

@kandy-katz - omg. i did the chibi first and by the time i got to the last empty space i realized sol was the only one who was a sole (haha) chibi and !! 😭 i felt so bad bc his full design is SO SO cool so he's here twice. HE'S AWESOME!! 🩷🙆🏻‍♀️

@dreamtydraw - smoking duck gif. apple bag trio.. lOVE THEM!! 🩷💌 wasn't originally gonna do all 3 but i saw this pose and thought it was silly and fun.. yeagh. all ur ocs are always so lovely and unique!!! everypony reading this go check dreamty on itch.io and play all 5 games NOW!!!

@evanox - SARA RAAAHHHH!!!! saraahhhhh!!.???? haha get it. ...just looks like i spelt ur name wrong. Let's carry on. MAEHWA!!! 😭🩷🩷 worked off jayce's art I hope she looks ok. sage is drunk and saying something stupid /affectionate Idk what.. hehe she's lovely!!

@anonymous-eggy - Big Fan of masks and i love this one. HIS DESIGN IS SO FUN!! i finished drawing them the fastest fr fr i want that shirt so bAD and their hair is so nice yeahh i rock w az HEAVY!! 🩷🩷

@someiicecube - cannot overstate how heavy i rock w esther. u hooked me at an awesome stunning design and reeled me in w reading too many romance books and wishing it was him. so me. SO COOL!!! 🩷🩷

da process........

yeahgh. 👍 i wud like to draw some for real in the future but actually if i draw anything in the next few days my brain will explodeo.

[konigsblog]

pussy slapping with price or simon :((( ur my fav cod writer !!

thank you soso much !! im so glad that you're enjoying my posts <33 !;

you'd been taunting him the entire day. wearing short and skimpy skirts, reaching up to get something off the top shelf, your tight ass peaking from underneath. his cock throbbed and ached inside his boxers - suddenly feeling a few sizes too small. as well as the way you looked at him; your eyelids heavy with lust, laying down on the couch, your ass in the air, hips wiggled slightly :((

he dragged you by your ankle, pulling you closer to him, spreading your legs to reveal that you were wearing no panties :(( “fuckin' hell.. look at this pussy..” you're teasing him !! he takes his belt off in one swift movement, rubbing his fingers along your slit, teasing you clit as you coated in fingers in slick and cum !! the material of his belt smacked against your pussy, tinting it pink and making you sob out in pain ass he continued to abuse your cunny !!

each spank causes you to wince and whine, grasping for anything to keep you stable, tears began brimming in your eyes. you whimpered out his name, your cheeks wet with tears, falling from your eyes whilst they glistened. “you're a fuckin' tease.. whining for me to stop, yet showing off that tight ass all day, gonna bruise this pretty, tight cunt.” a grin grew on his face, stained as he continued to beat your cunt with his belt, gasping and moaning when he degraded you :(( you could feel each sting and ache, the way it became swollen and raw, even more painful when he rutted his throbbing, big cock into your tight hole, stuffing you full of his cum and watching as it oozed out your wet, slick and sore pussy :((( !!

[nineng]

Happy Birthday to the sweetest girl! 💐

TRACEYYYYY IM GONNA CRYYY 🥺🫶🏻

THIS IS SO SPECIAL AND SPECTACULAR I LOVE HER SOSO MUCH— YOUR ART IS AS STUNNING AS EVER

(siobhan would honestly be in tears you remembered her bday, truely such a special gift, thank you so much!)

sending so much love your way, friend 😭🫶🏻

[darkcircles4lyfe]

hi hello ive just come from your enneagram 9 izuku post and i am just OVERWHELMED with joy & excitement after reading it, everything you said just feels so RIGHT!!

(i am a nine myself & have always felt weirdly attached to izuku in that he felt soso similar to me in such a weirdly specific way but i couldn't really explain why i just Got Him until now, so thanks for that little boost of validation lol)

with your post in mind, i couldn't stop thinking about this line from 412 and it got me curious if you had any additional thoughts on it/read it the same way i did:

the moment i read this line i immediately took a screenshot & filed it away in my Important Izuku Moments file, like idk! the wording of it, the way he's talking about shigaraki but could SO easily be talking about himself, that honestly devastating panel of the tears in his eyes...

we've gotten plenty of hints about izuku's emotional suppression (that 'heroes dont cry' scene with iida & todoroki, his flashback of all might telling him to 'stop being such a cry baby' during the afo fight, the whole 'control your heart' plotline...) but THIS line in particular feels so significant for some reason. maybe cause this could easily be izuku recognizing himself in/through shigaraki? maybe bc it is so close to izuku acknowledging the lid hes put on his own sad & lonely past? maybe bc this is the closest we've ever gotten to izuku saying i'm not okay, even if he isn't actually talking about himself yet?

im trying really hard not to ramble too much in your inbox lol, but everything you said in your post about tomura & izuku really hit home for me, i think you're so right about them. and this line in particular is what makes me think we really are going to see some version of tomura being the one to finally break through (Decay) izuku's emotional blocks & barriers (something something locked door imagery), and that just makes me really excited. for both of them :')

YAY!! I’m so glad to hear you resonated with it. It’s otherwise a bit of a “if you know you know” sort of situation, and it felt good to actually explain it.

I had a “!” moment with that panel too, and also when he says he’s determined to break through Tomura’s barrier, expose and acknowledge his pain.

My immediate thought was, “Oh hey, I’m definitely not making this shit up after all, because Horikoshi is obviously intending to confront the concept of bottling up your emotions/your past. He literally just stated it. We're on the same page.” While it didn’t directly confirm anything about Izuku, it's at least something he is aware of, which is an important first step. There's a line in Sleeping At Last's 'Nine' that I was thinking about a lot as I was writing the latter part of that post: "I'm just trying to find myself through someone else's eyes," which speaks to a need for Tomura to be Izuku's mirror, so that he can see himself.

Also, the revelation that Izuku is clinging to the idea that everyone has a "human heart" deep down is pretty clearly applicable to himself too, implying that he's dealing with a lack of self worth (a lot of Japanese fans were talking about this, and I think it doesn't come across as easily in English). I really love how Kudou clarified that Izuku is not naive for this. It's not the same as being blissfully ignorant to how cruel people can be. It's more like, "I need to believe in the worth of others or else I can't believe in myself." That's... so painful and beautiful.

I'm also excited for what comes next! Very soon!

[ash-and-starlight]

Helloo, I'm still not over your One day in a thousand years drawing 😭 When I first saw it I had to open tumblr on my desktop, save the picture on my computer and zoom in so I could look at it in the biggest possible resolution and then I just stared at it for minutes with tears in my eyes sobbbbbb

The emotion you packed in the imagery, the story you managed to tell in just three panels, the expressions on Esen and Ouyang's faces..... and did I mention how much i LOVED your version of short-haired Ouyang???

Anyway, just wanted to let you know what a chokehold your art has on ppl... love your art and you're a joy to have in this fandom<3

AAAAA printing out this message and tucking it into my pocket forever thank youuuu!!! im so happy it gave you that many emotions bc I have Not been normal since mx Parker Chan dropped that fucking line OTZ (and so happy u liked that take on ouyang too you have no idea how much I Agonized over it lmao) thank you soso much again I love to feed this tiny fandom and use my posting powers to spread propaganda lmao

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

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hello!!!!

just here to say to say that ur works give me the best sadness ever like nose sore, tears welling up but in such a tender n nostalgic way that i wanna sit here n read ur pieces forever. i only found u cause i wanted some good ol’ poly stsg fluff n i was saur happy when i saw the sashisu piece as well!!! im currently on the quest to binge everything so im sorry about the spam likes n reblogs but ARGH! THE FEELS!!!! the way u write all the characters so tender n soft n it goes straight to my heart 🫶🫶🫶

in conclusion, heart is warm, tummy has butterflies, eyes r lowkey swollen, n there’s a smile on my face! thank u so much!!!!

(´∀｀)♡

🥺🥺🥺 HIIIIIII ALLY !!!!!!! i was just about to thank you for your tags on the sashisu fic and then i saw this….. you’re suchhhh an angel i’m gonna WEEP

FIRST OF ALLL never apologize for spam liking or rbing !!!! it makes me so happy !!!!!! T_T knowing that anyone would binge my fics is like . genuinely the best feeling ever i appreciate you soso much.. i’m so happy they could warm your heart!! 🥺 sorry about the tears though . sending satoru and suguru to wipe them away asap !!!!! hang in there!!!!!!!!

AND AND !!!!!! if you like poly stsg fics then you’re in luck :33 cause i’m planning to write another one soon!!!! just . self-indulgent …. hurt/comfort……. because i like the idea of the jjk blorbos tending to their burnt out readers……… BUTTT i hope you’ll enjoy that one whenever i post it 🥺 just gonna leave a snippet under the cut in case you’re interested….!!!!!

silently, tenderly, suguru treats the nosebleed. you’re pliant and defeated, too tired to resist, letting him hold your jaw like it’s made out of porcelain, gently dab the cotton ball around your nose. as soon as he’s pulling away, you fall back on the mattress behind you — turning on your side so that you aren’t facing them. 

”fine,” you hiss, so low they barely hear it. ”fine.”

quietly, you cradle a pillow to your chest. hiding away. sensing their heavy gazes, digging softly into your back; the weight of their insistent worry.

the two men share a look.

satoru is the first to act. moving closer, slow and tentative, leaning over the mattress to ruffle your hair. you just barely resist the urge to swat his hand away, still frustrated and ashamed… but he’s being a lot more gentle than usual. so you let his big palm run over the expanse of your head, almost delicately, without complaint. trying not to melt at the feeling.

then he’s walking out of the room. nudging suguru’s shoulder, in passing, shooting him a glance that he interprets perfectly —

take care of them, okay?

……. i just want them to coddle me 😵‍💫

[sixosix]

here i am as prophesized

six u did it again. i'm reeling. ahem picture me at a lectern riffling frantically through the paper where i've written this speech

first of all !! i'm always impressed by how you manage to weave comedy and tragedy together so masterfully. like the lighthearted parts leave me so giddy i'm practically vibrating then the intense bits make my jaw shatter like a vase with how hard i'm clenching it like WOW. i am oscillating between two extremes like a pendulum !!!

'blushing like a maiden' and 'he shuts up immediately' made me holler your depiction of lyney is truly the correct one of all time

second of all !!! the fact you actually take the time to flesh out the side characters gives the story sooo much colour and life. like i usually have a gripe when it comes to fanfics that my favourites (in this case lynette) get overshadowed or mischaracterised in favour of the love interest but i never had that complaint with this series !! all the characters feel wonderful!!! the parallells you drew between lynette and arlecchino felt like a gourmet feast YOU COOKED ONCE AGAIN !!!!

third of all !!! the way you transitioned the series from beginning to middle to end was flawless. like genuinely. i usually struggle with the in between bits when i'm writing series but thawed is the perfect balance of beach episodes and plot episodes like actually. gobsmacked. even in the newest chapter i can sense the storyline coming to a close in the most satisfying way. kinda like reading agatha christie ngl

praying this is at least a little coherent but in case it's not : THAWED VERY GOOD !!! THAWED FANTASTIC !!!

HELLO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I GENUINELY TEARED UP AG THIS OMG. thank you so much?? im actually speechless that all i can say is thank you?? u have no idea how much this means to me

also yes i adore the fontaine cast and lynette is a very important character to both lyney AND mc! i cant just…not write her in. shes family too!!! but im glad u noticed that LMAO

thawed is such a HUUGE project. ive never finished a series before and it was so daunting writing the recent chapter bc i was just like This is so sloppy and lazy 😭 but to hear this (read??) makes me so happy truly !!!! i was so nervous to post this and im sure ill be even more nervous for the last chapter, but i feel much better now:’))

also what the hell this was more than coherent your way of words is so beautiful:(( thank u so much again im soso happy u like it

[theancientdarkbeauty]

OH MY GOD IT'S JAWS IT'S MY DEMON CHAOS CREATION!!!!

GUYS YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME THIS BLOG HAS BEEN DOING SO WELL SEEING STUFF LIKE THIS IS MAKING ME SO HAPPY BUT YOU GUYS ARE FREAKING ME OUT IM CRYING I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING COLLEGE BUT IM IN TEARS OH MY GOD THANK YOUUUUU

i made fan art for @crimedotnet-ask

ive been seeing the fella n i loved tge design so I HAD TO DRAW IT

(sorey if i messed up my hands r tired from writing)

[joocomics]

hi! now its come to a close, i just wanted to say your kinktober has been an absolute TREAT!! I've enjoyed reading them so much, you covered such a range and they were all so fun and well done! as a gunil girlie, I do have to give a special shoutout to those ones, esp the formal wear fic likee phew🥵 a 5 star meal!

also as gunil enjoyer, I'm looking forward to your holiday fic sm! Im so hooked from your rambles about it already haha. you really are too good to the fandom but we appreciate your work endlessly 💙 thank you for sharing your talents with us!

also I've sent a couple of anon asks now and i figure it's about time i picked an anon emoji so I can stop being such a stranger lol! i think 🧸is available? but if not, perhaps 🌸? :)

i’m tearing up… i… i don’t know what to say actually wow 🥹 you just made my day, thank you soso much for the lovely words 🩷 i’m so happy to know that you had fun during the event, but most importantly - that you like how gunil’s fics turned out 😋 thank you so much for taking the time to send me this, i appreciate it more than you know!!

and i’m having THE best time sharing these parts of my imagination with the fandom! tbh i still cannot believe it’s gonna be a full year of doing that on this blog… and seeing people actually agreeing with me and enjoying my content?? yeah i still go huh?! sometimes 🤭 i’m very grateful for everyone on here <3

i’m glad you’re excited about gunil’s holiday special 😭 i’m having lots of fun working on it because i’ve been thinking about this plot since the start of this year actually lol might share a lil sneak peek who knows hehe (i’m currently in the middle of making the masterlist for the event so that’s gonna come out in a week or so hopefully 🤞🏼)

the teddy bear is all yours! thank you for being here and i can’t wait to chat more with you 🩷

[lokissweater]

good GRIEF, never in my life have I did this (send one of these anons) BUT FOR YOUUU!!! MLB Megumi has me clawing at my screen, tears and all because of him. But THAT NEW GOJO ONE "Birds of a Feather" HAD ME WEAK. Weak, truly, because the plot was so beautiful. You're genuinely one of the best fanfic writers I have read, no other person had me actually waiting for a pt. 2 until you showed up and I sat all happy and got lost once a new part was posted! Birds of a Feather had me CRYING, weeping because it was so beautiful, and I swear I could see the imagery in my head. THAT BEING SAID, I LOVE YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY. NEVER GIVE UP YOUR PASSION, GORGEOUS.

OMMMMGGGGG AAANNNOONNNN IM SO FUCKING GLAD THAT YOU DECIDED TO SEND ME THIS !!!! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH i’m so so so happy you love my works man and that birds of a feather resonated so much with you 🥹🥹🥹💕💕💕

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH AND THANK YOU FOR JUST BEING HERE OK AND READING WHAT I HAVE AND BEING SOSO KIND TO ME <3333

[queenimmadolla]

VIVIIII I JUST FINISHED CYM AND IM SO EXCITED TO DIVE RIGHT INTO THE PENNYVERSE. i’ve said this in my review but i’ll say it again: i loooove your writing style and i love the way you wrote them. the characterization of reader is SO GOOD. people usually don’t make reader interesting, which i understand but it means soso much to me when anyone makes reader interesting and cares enough to give her a background. I!!!! LOVE!!!!!! ALLL!!! THE CHARACTERS!!!!!! and the inclusion of argyle almost made me TEAR UPPPP

EMMY THIS IS SO SWEET IM TRYING NOT TO KICK MY LEGS

i love getting to talk about CYM because i never get to (hopefully that changes when i update but it was always one of my personal favs rather than popular favs)!!! my reader in this particular series is very characterized and coded because it was originally an oc x eddie fic but people hate those (laaaaame, they’re cool too!) so i switched it up to a reader insert, and i’d get so into it whenever i work on it that i ALWAYS contemplated changing her back. i think that’s why i put it on the back burner, but i’m ready to focus on her again, in all of her reader glory!

and argyle is a STAPLE member of the crew in this fic, i have always believed he deserved his flowers and by golly i intend to give them to him! 😤

thank you so much for reading it, it means a lot to me 🥹 here i give you my heart 🫀 take it, it’s urs

i did go back and give it a re-read, it’s clear i never fixed any mistakes like i said i would in the authors notes 💀

[spoopdeedoop]

NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE. HOLY FCUGKING SHIT

@spoopdeedoop Apologies for the incessant pinging but I've made you something :]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54374356