#thank you so much for always being so kind and supportive 🥺🩷

[fangswbenefits]

I am...speechless

That last line actually got me crying...like REAL TEARS

WTH Ruby! 😂😂😂

But holy shit...that was so incredible!

Man...the misunderstanding and Miguel trying to salvage this situation...

Sweet Girl asking so fucking sweetly if she could kiss him, my god....my FUCKING HEART!

And then...then THE SCENE

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

FUCKING KILLED ME ALRIGHT!

I need like a week long vacation, that was such a rollercoaster!

I love your writing so so so much 💖

You deserve all the praise and love coming your way sweetie!!! 💖💖💖

I LOVE ALL OF THIS 👹🩷

Can you blame her? I’d ask to kiss him too…. 😣🩷 all I know is that she deserves that favor returned ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!

[empressconjure]

Pick A Card: What about you turns them on?? 18+🔥😍

Please do not engage with this reading if you aren’t 18 or older!!

Think about your person and pick 1-3 (left to right)

Hi everyone!!! I hope this reading finds you well <3 Thank you all for your support and kindness 🤍 If you want access to more accurate and exclusive 18+ readings, feel free to check out my Patreon where I will be posting a lot more often💕 Information regarding private readings will be coming soon!!!❤️ Asé🦋

Pile 1- 8 of cups, 10 of wands, 4 of cups

Signs- Pisces, cancer, Sagittarius

Pile one this person thinks you are hard to get and this turns them on 😫 this person sees you as someone who has high standards. This person loves the chase!!! You have a lot of options so this person knows you can find someone better than them and it makes them want to go after you!!😮‍💨 They find it sexy that you aren’t easily impressed because you know your worth!! They also find your non chalant attitude sexy!! This person feels like they have to put in a lot of effort to get you and that makes them want you even more!!! I’m seeing that this person is sexually frustrated and they feel like you are teasing them😂😂🔥 They like that you are not easy to manipulate or sleep with!! Your overall vibe just turns them on and makes them want to chase after you🤭

Pile 2- the lovers, the sun, the world

Signs- Gemini, Leo

Omg this person is in love with you!!!🥹❤️ They are turned on by your body!! If they haven’t seen you naked then they definitely fantasize about how you look naked😍 they love your curves!! They think you light up any room you walk into!! This person is turned on by your innocent lighthearted personality!! You make this person feel like a kid again🥹 I’m seeing that this person is also turned on by your skin complexion!! A lot of you may be tan or darker skinned!! I’m also seeing that they love your hair! This person basically loves everything about your physical appearance!! This isn’t just about looks for them though because they genuinely love you😫🩷 You make this person complete and they can definitely see themselves being with you long term!!!

Pile 3- 3 of swords, 6 of swords, the chariot

Signs- libra, Aquarius, cancer

This person is turned on by your strength!! This person finds it sexy that you can overcome any obstacle in your life!! I feel like this person knows that you have been through a lot!! For a lot of you I’m hearing you may have had a rough childhood or maybe you recently suffered a loss. This person loves that no matter what happens to you, you always make it out ten times stronger!!🥺🥺🥺 This person has so much respect for you!!! They think you are a go getter!!! For others, I’m seeing this person is turned on by the fact that you are a little bit of a heartbreaker!! You aren’t afraid to cut people off if they aren’t bringing positivity into your life and this person finds that super hot😫 This person may actually be someone you cut off😂😂😂

[saturngas]

Hello! I hope you are well 🩷

E It may sound cliché or a bit stupid, but I'm genuinely curious about the fandom's opinion on Gojo's ideal type. The few things I found are a little shallow and nothing very elaborate, or from a few years ago when we didn't have so much Gojo in the manga. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS? 🥺

gojo’s ideal type

helloooo thank you so much for this ask. I love this kind of asks because they make me think hard hhaha

but anyways I really think gojo wouldn't have like an exact idea of an ideal type regarding personality and appearance, the only thing he would focus on/prefer is that his s/o understands him.

so we are hinted multiple times throughout the whole story that gojo feels alone, especially after geto's departure, and that the main reason is his unreachable strength. he is the strongest sorcerer. he doesn't really look for a super strong partner, but I would definitely think he prefers someone strong or with a cool technique.

some people affirm that gojo values people measuring their strength, and I kind of agree with it, but to say he only see the strength of people is wrong, I would say that he looks for people with potential (like he has stated before with megumi) and definitely people with a strong mindset.

so I really dont wanna make this a gojo's character analysis hahah sorry so ill answer your question directly, just wanted to make that clear before stating my beliefs.

I think gojo would settle for someone who thinks like him, regarding the jujutsu world. he wants to change it, so he wants people who think like him to be next to him.

if that person, like I said before, has a strong mindset and unbreakable personality, I think that would be a huge plus. I feel like gojo likes dense people, someone who doesn't really changes their opinion like super fast, someone in control of their beliefs.

now regarding a bit of personality, I think gojo would get along with almost all personalities. he is very smart and honestly very kind at heart, so he would look for positive traits in every personality. buuuut if I had to be a bit more specific, I think he would like a bit more a woman with a demanding personality. like not exactly someone who is dominant over him, but kind of. hahah he likes seeing someone trying to boss him around considering he is the strongest and can do anything he wants, so meeting someone with such guts makes him wanna know more about that person.

a kind person would also be a plus. well, not exactly super kind, but someone who helps others. lets remember he is a teacher after all, so he would look for someone who cares for others, especially the younger generation. I think he would prefer someone with a similar profession as his. it doesn't have to be an educator just like him, but like I said before, someone who cares for the youth.

a bit of an unpopular opinion hehe but I simply cant see gojo with someone who doesn't have a similar humor as his. like we always see people getting annoyed at gojo for being such an idiot, so I really think his partner needs to-has to be just as silly and goofball as he is. like someone who supports his jokes and antics. I cant see him with someone super serious or someone who is plainly boring.

I think the perfect match for gojo is someone with the same energetic and passionate energy as him. he would love someone who is also clingy or physical as him, I feel like he loves giving and receiving physical affection. that doesn't mean he doesn't appreciate the other love languages, but I think he loves receiving touches, words of affirmation, and service acts.

so in summary, I think gojo's ideal type would be someone who agrees with him/has the same purpose as him regarding the corrupted jujutsu sorcery, someone who is fraternal and supportive of the youth, someone who can match his silly and quirky personality, someone with a corresponding humor as his, someone physically and emotionally strong, someone passionate and intense about their own dreams and goals, someone who understands his position as the strongest and is there next to him anytime he needs reassurance, someone who can read him easily since he isn't overly open, and someone who would love him and demonstrate love just as him or even more (he would love that).

I definitely think he is a tits guy.

taglist: @snwvie @fanficsforkicks @soulaires <3 so guys right now im out of town so I won't be making super long and specific content for a few days. but once I get back to home ill be working on parts 2 of some fics :))

[caramel-maveeato]

Do you know about Attachment Styles? Could you write headcanons on how Karma would be in a relationship with a Fearful Avoidant S/o? So they kinda distance themselves when insecure and self sabotage the relationship a lot but also crave reassurance.

Also which Attachment style do you think Karma has? He doesn't seem like the secure or anxious type, I think. You can do all versions of Karma if you want 🥺❤️

HIIII thanks for requesting anon🩷🫶! So I did a little bit of research since I don’t know how many attachment styles there are, but I had so much fun with writing this because I’ve always had some headcanons about Karma having attachment issues. Sorry I yapped too much😞 initially I only planned to write like 500 words but then i got so excited😞

𝐃𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐍𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐄𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 ♡˚₊ 。。。

❧❤ SYNOPSIS: Analyzing Karma's attachment style and his relationship with a Fearful-Avoidant S/O... ♡ Pairings/Love interest: Akabane Karma x GN!reader ♡ Genre: hurt/comfort ♡ TW: overanalyzing and excessive yapping ♡ Word count: 1.5k

Note: All characters originated from “Assassination Classroom” except for y/n.  All characters are 18 or older. English is not my first language!!! Sorry in advance if I make any grammar and vocabulary mistakes.

So according to the psychiatrist and psychoanalyst John Bowlby’s attachment theory created in the 1950s, there are four major styles of attachment:

Secure Attachment: relationship is based on trust, loyalty, and tolerance—people with this style feel comfortable with intimacy, emotional closeness, and independence, meaning they’re comfortable with expressing emotions openly and can handle conflicts in a healthy way Disorganized (Fearful-Avoidant) Attachment: This style of attachment includes both desire and fear/anxiety. People with this style desire and fear intimacy at the same time due to troubles trusting and depending on their partner(s).  Anxious (Preoccupied) Attachment: aka “fear of abandonment”—people with this style tend to crave closeness and greatly desire a sense of security in relationships, may struggle with insecurity, be highly emotional, and need a lot of reassurance.  Avoidant (Dismissive) Attachment: people with this style tend to believe that they do not need to depend on others or need support in social bonds. They value independence and may avoid closeness, seem distant, self-sufficient, and in some cases even feel uncomfortable with forming emotional bonds Source: Attachment Styles in Adult Relationships - Complete Guide

I believe Karma is most likely to have an Avoidant (Dismissive) Attachment style. 

We all know he’s highly independent and guarded, often acting like he doesn’t need anyone, which results in making him appear even more prideful and cocky than he actually is.

He refuses to show his vulnerabilities and actively avoids reliance on others, a tendency caused by the massive trust issues that had worsened after being betrayed by his former homeroom teacher 

(of course that son of a bish gotta do my man dirty someone doxx him pls) 

His relationship with his neglectful parents—or I mean lack thereof—likely was the primary foundation to his attachment issues. He grew up without proper emotional comfort and assistance from adults, so when Ouno Kensaku—that ugly ahh homeroom teacher of class D—showed him (fake) kindness and support, Karma quickly became attached because my boy respected him.

He was evidently taken aback and disappointed when Ouno turned his back on him. Before this betrayal, Karma seemed to have been more willing and comfortable to trust and attach himself to people he respects. But after this turning point, he becomes more skeptical and cynical, believing that people in general, especially adults or authority figures, are just not reliable. He’s always been “knowing” this due to his parents’ ignorance, just now the idea is being further reinforced.

And we know he loves having control and feeling superior, right? Losing control is pretty much a vulnerable act. With the unpredictability and helplessness emotional intimacy brings, Karma is very likely to experience the need to run away since he struggles to acknowledge his dependence on someone. It makes him feel like he’s stupidly placing a weakness in someone’s hand. 

His cynical view points could extend to personal relationships, affecting his bond with the people he cares about due to the urge to keep up a guard (Ex: Nagisa—like I know it’s mostly because of Nagisa’s hidden bloodlust that made Karma feel greatly threatened, but yeah you get the idea)

HOWEVER, as much as he’d like to present himself as a self-sufficient ‘lonewolf’, he obviously does show attachment to people he trusts and cares about—Koro-sensei, Nagisa, class E, and his S/O if he ever falls in love!

He doesn’t let people into his life easily, so when he does, it’s a HUUUGE deal. 

My shayla :((

For that reason, I feel like if Karma finally gets over the wariness and commits to a romantic relationship, his attachment style would become Disorganized (Fearful-Avoidant).

I do think he might’ve felt like avoiding and keeping his crush away at an arm’s length when he feels too attached, but what about after finally admitting to his feelings? Boom, he’s both loving and fearing intimacy. 

He for sure isn’t the type to straight up tell his partner “I need you,” but his actions scream it. 

At first Karma probably doesn’t let himself seem vulnerable even when you two are already committing. Despite his s/o being his most favorite person ever, he still feels the need to downplay his emotions through jokes and teases, acting distant or unaffected. He might even push his partner away due to a temporary moment of fear, only to regret it immensely later.

But his actions literally snitched on him so badly. Once he’s fully attached, he’s in deep, whether he wants to or not.

The moment something/someone threatens his relationship with his s/o, man never drops the “waah waahh I’m doin fine without yaa” act faster. He’s obviously so protective, somewhat even possessive (just subtly, not in a toxic controlling way) Karma’s just not willing to let go of someone he values so much.

Be please patient with pookie it’s his first time living 😔💔

It takes a lot of effort for him to trust and attach, so if betrayals ever happen again, I don't think man is ever able to get into another romantic relationship without going through at least fifteen stages of skepticism and hesitation. 

Fearful-Avoidant Karma with a Fearful-Avoidant partner, believe it or not, I think it might still work out fine (after moments of push-and-pull and learning to trust each other fully)  

People with Disorganized/Fearful-Avoidant attachment style tend to experience anxiety and the urge to avoid depending on their mood and circumstances. Someone with this style might show confusing and ambiguous behaviors in their social bonds, often struggling with identifying and regulating their emotions. 

That being said, a relationship with someone who distances themselves when feeling insecure and self-sabotages while still craving affection can be quite intense if lacking mutual understanding. 

I feel like with both sides are Fearful-Avoidant, and Karma who also leans towards Dismissive, your relationship would be built over mutual fascination at first—like you’re intrigued by each other’s presence, curious and captivated by something you see in the other.

You might bond over shared interest and enjoy the connection until realizing… something doesn’t feel right. 

Since both are avoidant in two different ways, you might dance around emotional topics for a while before getting tired of it and giving in to date fr.

When Karma notices his s/o starts feeling insecure and distancing themselves from him, I feel like Karma would be a little confused, but he wouldn’t start addressing it immediately.

He doesn’t know how to, ironically, despite being a straight-forward person. 

And he thinks you need space for yourself (which could make his insecure s/o feel abandoned, but he doesn’t know that… yet.), so if he’s gonna say anything, it will be small jokes or teases to try and lighten the mood

But when you start self-sabotaging, like brushing Karma off in anxiety of him “hurting” you, Karma would be confused like “why the hell are you avoiding me, did I do something or..?”, but then it’ll turn into worry and frustration because well, he knows exactly what you’re doing. 

Mf does that too, of course he knows 🙄

Unlike others who might give up on the relationship out of irritation, Karma isn’t one to give up easily. Especially when it comes to someone he values and adores so much.

You’re stubborn? Too bad he’s worse. And he’s so attached he even allows himself to be in a relationship, you really think your cute little attempt to drive him away is gonna work? Nice try, think again. 

The moment he figures out you are distancing yourself from him because of fear of getting hurt/insecurities rather than rejection, he’ll instantly try to reassure you out of it. He isn’t the best at comforting someone, but he will do it if his s/o needs to feel secure.  

He doesn’t know how to sappy talk, even if he does I doubt he’d ever do it. Karma has other ways to reassure, though. 

Man isn’t gonna confront you through texts or calls, so expect to see a redheaded mf “burglar” popping out of nowhere in the very home you thought is safe. You really assumed he won’t enter if you ignore the doorbell? Sweetheart, how adorably clueless of you… 

Karma would pull you closer, but if you’re extremely not in the mood for physical touches then he’s just gonna make sure he can see your face properly, holding at least a few eye contacts even if you shy away. 

His reassurance is nonchalant, trying to act casual despite himself feeling somewhat on edge that his partner might want to break things off. 

“Y’ know you’re stuck with me the moment you said yes, suck it up babe I’m not going anywhere.” “C’mon don’t act like a coward and run away from me, you’re a cute coward though.” “You really think your poor acting skills would make me leave? Sorry but even the neighbor’s crusty ass dog can tell that you’re just pretending not to care.” 

Or things like that. 

In other words, he absolutely refuses to leave you or let you leave him.

Overcoming doubts and insecurities is difficult, but Karma is here to grow with you. 

A relationship where both partners tend to avoid can be greatly challenging, yet rewarding just as much once trust is built.

It would take time for you and Karma, but once you get the hang of it, it will be an unbreakable bond—rooted in understanding and the acknowledgement that love was never about perfection, but about staying through the hardships.

So congrats, I guess you’re not gonna get rid of this period-haired bich anytime soon! Not like it’s ever a want when you’re literally here reading this. 

[thequietkid-moonie]

i've wanted to say that i love your writing so much!!!! it's so good!! i honestly re-read your stuff on the daily 😭 i'm also so happy that you write for LGTS/Pocket Mirror!! could i request General yan hcs for Freya and Lebkuchen? thank you!!

Yandere Headcanons

[ Freya, Lebkuchen ]

[ Little goody two shoes ]

⚠️ Yandere, I don't support nor try to romanticize this toxic behaivor, is just for entretaiment

Annon you are making me feel so happy and special!! 🥺🥺 You words really flattered me!

Lgts and pocket mirror has incredibly amazing characters!! Im so happy to be writing fro them too 🩷🩷

Freya

For Freya it isn't too dificult nor take much time to fall in love, it is almost love at first sight because since the start she can see how amazing you truly are! And despite being so quick that doesn't make her feelings less stronge nor meaningful, she loves with a great intensity and it is even incredibly loyal

Freya is in the limit of being incredibly aware and also blinded by her love, she knows that the intensity of her feelings may not exactly be normal but she doesn't care because it is for you! She can see if you are being mean to others or even if you are selfish but her love is too intense to let something like that stop her, she prefers to think the best of you and love you!

Freya is incredibly devoted and loyal to her darling, clinging onto you and following you around whenever she can, making special dresses and baking just for you and to make you happy, your happiness and smile is Freya's first priority and she will make sure it never fades away, thats why she always has to be at your side to make sure you always have reasons to smile

However, Freya isn't exactly innocent or weak, she is well known and appreciate around the village and she will take advantage of that, she isn't discreet at all about her feelings for you and even acts pretty innocent and affectionate on public to make sure everyone sees you as a really cute and perfect couple so no one will try to steal you from her or even, if necesary, you will succumb at the social pressure to don't leave her side, but just like that she will defend you with her heart and soul, she will use her influence to make sure no one dares to speak ill of you or even accuss you to be a witch, you could be Walpurga herself and Freya will still defend you as long as she has your love

However, Freya isn't exactly selfless, or at least not with her darling, she is willing to do and use everything she has to assure her darling's happiness and safety but it comes with a price, Freya will never leave your side and she will make sure you love her in return, she expects you to love her just as much as she does, even if you aren't willing to go as far as she does as long as you return the love and affection she is fine

Freya wishes to have a life with her darling, she wants to have her beautiful dream life with her darling and will make it happen, she can be quite manipulative but she never stops being kind and loving with her darling, she will never hurt her darling in purpose but will do what it is needed to keep you at her side. Although, if you do return her feelings in a natural way everything will go really smothly, if you love her and stay loyal to your relationship there are high chances that you will never have to see how far Freya is willing to go just to keep you at her side

Lebkuchen

Lebkuchen doesn't fall in love quick, she takes time to get to know you better and as she does her love grows too, actually she does enjoy the process of slowly falling in love, she can feel her cheeks get warm and the butterflies in her stomach as she fall in love, the excitment as her mind is filled with thoughts of you, of memories of you

Lebkuchen loves to stare at you from afar, as she walks around the village or attent her duties in the church her body turns to your direction whenever she heards your voice, looking you from afar with a smile, already wishing to spend more and more time with you

Since her feelings grow slowly and she is incredibly aware of herself and her surroundings (even when there are things she doesn't want to admit) she can understand how her feelings slowly grow to a unhealthy point, when her wish of being with you start to trouble her day, when she realice how annoyed she is that she has to be solving other's problems when she just wants to be with you or how she slowly start to grow a bit more possesive and even jealous over you, she is quite concern about this but whenever she sees you her worries seem to vanish, her heart sreams louder than any reason she could have to be concern

Lebkuchen is incredibly caring and loving with her darling, she is always there to offer a helping hand and even have conversations about anything and everything, you are the one who can know the real Lebkuchen, the one who is not just a perfect nun or the perfect example, she is more natural at your side and laughs more sincerily because being with you feels like being in heaven

The more time she spends at your side the more Lebkuchen wants, the more she wants you for herself and the more she start avoiding her duties, somehow she always has the perfect excuse of why she can't help around the village but can be at your side, and somehow Lebkuchen always finds a way to make sure no one suspect anything about her feelings

Lebkuchen has a really sharp instict, she knows when sometimes is wrong or even if something is out of place, she is incredibly smart, so at the end is all those quirks of her what will lead her to think that you two have a really stronge and special connection, almost as if you two were mean to be with each other, you two are made for the other and even if deep down a part of her may think something like that is not posible her heart speaks louder, ignoring completely reasons and deciding to be by your side, and the more she thinks about it the more reasured about her feelings and your relationship

Lebkuchen reaches a point where she thinks that all she does for others should be enough for others to don't try to steal you from her, so she will take advantage of how loved she is around the village and her position to make sure everyone keeps a razonable distance from you and that no one ever dares to try to accuse you of nothing, she will protect her darling even if she has to finally heard the darkness of her heart and desires

[calebly]

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅rc random act of kindness event

@webanglikethat

oh, jbaby. i've always found it incredible how much you pay attention to everything people say, how creative and thoughtful you were when it came to surprising your friends with birthday gifts, any other celebration gifts, and even random gifts. your participation in the fandom's creative sphere is genuinely jaw-dropping, your dedication (yes, im talking about the vday event rn) otherworldly, and i truly couldn't think of a better friend.

i often come back to this web weave either for inspo or just to feel something because you—same as fungi—have the unique ability to perfectly capture the atmosphere and dynamics between characters, not to mention your incredible descriptions. ive yet to read a few other of your fics but i genuinely cant wait to do that 🥰

@ratanslily

tanu, you're literally the first person i've ever tagged on a fic when i joined tumblr and i will NEVER forget the kindness and support you've shown me. your edits are always incredible and i often feel bad that the only thing i can say about them is incoherent babbling and gibberish, but that's how amazed i always find myself while looking at your work. the love you have for your friends and fellow fandom members is astounding and i'd simply like to thank you for all your work 🩷

@ordinary-lab-assistant

OSTENTIA, a big fat thank you for your dmitry fics and your immense help with achievements. for a dumbass like me, you're truly an angel 😇

@agattthaa

agatha, your participation in the fandom's creative sphere is genuinely incredible 💖 not only you write regularly as hell, your fics are always creative and of a great quality. the fandom's creative part thrives because of people like you 🩷

@adilqalbi

lulu, first of all—youre so talented and invested in the fandom's social platforms that it often blows my mind because i only run the catalog, and i often struggle even with that while you're a mod for the catalog, the confessions blog, AND you find time to write.

thank you for always being so sweet and supportive, lu ❤️

@secret-fungi

fungita, my green-card wife, biggest bully, and funniest friend 🥀 thank you for immediately agreeing to helping me run the catalog, for all your incredible fics (even though you never think so)—youre incredibly talented, you always manage to describe the emotions and capture the characters' dynamic so damn well. ive always been (a bit) jealous of that and i can only hope that one day i become at least half as good at it 💖

@lxvesicklili

LILITA 💗 my sister in sabrina, wife in abh ❤️‍🔥 the sheer talent and creativity you possess is mind-blowing and i couldn't be happier that we share the same lis because you provide me with a ton of incredible content 😅💗

@liykaii

WIFEY, im so glad you're back to writing because youre an incredible author? im so impressed with that little rafayel drabble you posted and can only hope that you'll write something for rc characters one day as well. moreover, thank you so much for creating all those amazing moodboards—i wont even try to hide it, ive always considered you the rc fandom's queen of moodboards 💗

@nexuvia

THE TALENT AND DEDICATION, the regularity with which you create and post is enviable and i can only dream to be like you 🥺

moreover, id like to say a big thank you to all fandom creators—starting with writers and artists, ending with editors, web weavers, theorists, and moodboarders 💖

[khywren]

For your blossoms of appreciation post!!! I'm not sure I'm doing it right, but I'll never pass up on an opportunity to shower you with love 🩷

🌷- I adore and admire how you write; it's like poetry! Every word has a purpose and every syllable makes you feel what the characters are feeling. You have such an amazing way with words that guarantees that every time I sit down to read something of yours, I know it will be beautiful 🩷

🌹- The fics that have stood out to me the most are Mist and Shadow and Frost & Flame! M&S is honestly one of the best pieces I've ever seen and read when it comes to characterization of Astarion as well as conveying emotion- melts my god damn bones. These lines will forever haunt me:

And Astarion is furious. At the tieflings, for being too weak to carry their own weight. At Ysera, for letting them use her without a second thought. And at himself, for being no better than any of them.

For F&F I just can't get over how, even post game and sincerely in love, you've managed to keep Astarion as himself- i can hear his dialogue in his tone, even his thoughts resonate. And this section says it all- they really deserve this after everything they've been through 🩷

For the first time in a long time, Astarion feels like a stranger in his own body again. Like he's watching someone else's happy ending play out before his eyes, and only when Ysera pulls away and cups his face between her palms does the touch of her hands confirm that this is real – that she is here; warm, alive, and most importantly, his. And nothing can take that away from him anymore.

🪻- Now what's your fave?? 💜

🌻- I wanna ask about what you have planned next!! I love your writing and I'm excited for whatever ideas you've got tucked away in your brain 😊

💐- You're an incredible person, creator, friend, and presence in my life, and I know there are so many people who feel the same way I do 🫂 I will always cherish our friendship and value it till the day I die 🩷 Thank you for coming into my life! For when you did, and for sticking around with this chaotic mess of a person (me). Ily Khy!!! 💗

are you trying to make me cry? because this is how you make me cry. 🥺

ali!!! you are so kind and thoughtful and i don't know what i did to deserve such an amazing, talented, wonderful friend, but i am so glad we met and bonded over this eccentric little vampire man. thank you so much for supporting my silly little stories and inspiring me with your kind words and the beautiful things you write! i adore you!

i am SO glad you loved mist and shadow! i swear that writing most of that was like a fever dream. i had so many ideas in my head that i wanted to touch on, and i was so concerned about not being able to live up to them the way i saw them in my mind. i still think it's the best thing i've ever written, and i am enormously proud of it. the stars really aligned for me on that one, where the things i wrote and the way i wrote them turned out almost exactly how i wanted them to.

the passage you quoted is still one of my favorites, and it was a real turning point in the direction the entire fic took when it was in its early stages. up until then most of the things i had written (both with and without ysera) were about the softer side of astarion, because soft astarion is my kryptonite. but i love the idea of him battling with himself about the things he's feeling about his partner as we get deeper into act 2 and he realizes that, oh fuck, he's got feelings for this loser and now he's in too deep. at the end of the day, he's still a messy bitch, and i loved getting to explore that more.

my favorite part of that fic is probably this part of the main scene from the second chapter:

His rage is a volatile thing, barely leashed behind the fangs he presses into her throat. A soft whimper escapes Ysera's lips, and she clutches at his shirt. Somewhere on the periphery of his mind, he realizes he's hurting her, but the rush of blood that pours into his mouth as he punctures her neck without warning washes the thought away on a current of red. Her pulse pounds in his ears, and with every swallow he can feel his own strength returning. He had been purposely avoiding her before, vexed by his concern for her wellbeing, but it all seems so pointless now. Why shouldn't he take as much as he wants – as much as he needs? He'd be stupid not to when she's offering herself so willingly. Sooner or later she'll tire of him, and what will he have then? Nothing but his pride and an empty stomach.  Her kind words hadn't saved him when he needed them most. They're nothing more than a distraction now, and a luxury he cannot afford to indulge if he wants to maintain his freedom. ... His stomach tightens. All this time, he'd fooled himself into believing he was the one in control. But no matter what he does, he can't escape the one simple truth that he is weak. The only question now is who gets to hold his leash: Cazador or Ysera?

i think that really encapsulates the overall tone/theme i was going for with this fic!

i'm also so grateful to hear that about frost & flame! 🥺 it was my first time writing something that saccharine, and i'm glad to hear that i was still able to stay true to our beloved boy despite him being extra soft here. the whole idea for that fic started with me thinking about how silly it would be for astarion to be catching snowflakes on his tongue on the bus home from work, and the rest of the fic came together around whatever scenario would put him in that situation. i'm still super happy with that one, too!

as for what i have next, i've been in a bit of a slump lately because work's been taking most of my energy and free time, but i do have three active WIPs (active as in i've started writing them) in the works right now, and at least 4 other that are a little less concrete but are still ideas i like enough to move forward with. most of those are more kinktober prompts, but one is the toxic bloodweave thing i've been thinking about for a few weeks now. that one is very much a "they can make each other so much worse" kind of a fic and i hope i can pull it off~

as for adrift, all the pieces for most of act 3 finally fell into place, so i've been jotting down a lot of notes and things for that, and i need to get there yesterday because i'm really proud of what i've pulled together. i haven't written much these past few weeks, but i can leave you with the last line i wrote as a bit of a teaser~

"What appeared before me was no god, but an angel wearing a devil's face. In exchange for so little, he offered me everything."

[wildlcck]

😭😭💕💕 JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR UNCONDITIONAL SUPPORT AND ALWAYS BEING SUCH WHOLESOME, SWEET FRIEND!!!🥺😚🌸🌸🌸 you're a gem and I LOVE you and your Sadie girlie A LOT!!! Let me say your take of Sadie is just ✨💙beautiful and breathtaking!!!

MY PAL !!! MY LOVELY, WONDERFUL FRIEND !! thank YOU for these unbelievably kind and thoughtful words !!! words and reaction pics are not ENOUGH to tell you how much they and you mean to us !! but, i must try my damnedest bc YOU are an absolute delight and ray of sunshine!! always so kind and lovely and thoughtful and ALWAYS with so much thought and love for your boy (which absolutely SHINES through your creativity and wonderful writing btw). i am so very, very glad and grateful to know you and have you as a friend 🥹😭🩷

with each word and every sentence, i worry so damn MUCH about doing this lady the justice (or, at the very least trying to!) she so deserves, knowing how very beloved and special she is to so many people. but, let me tell you, having the good fortune and privilege to know and write w such lovely, wonderful folks like yourself makes being here and stepping into those big af boots of hers such a joy. thank YOU 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[choicesfandomappreciation]

Choices Kindness Event [Part 1]

Shout out to @tessa-liam for being so supportive of me and my fanfics. She's so sweet and a true gem. That's why Liam loves her 😘

@artbyalz beeing so kind to me and always talks with me. Her art is one of the best 😍 Choices bestie!!

@dutifullynuttywitch talks and gossips so much with me. She's kind and pretty fun to talk with. One of my Choices & RC besties 🩷

@lilyoffandoms spreads kindness and positivity. Holds the fandom together, writes so well and creates amazing art. She also supports underrated fanfic writers 👏👏

@liviusofpella I might not be a Tyril stan, but you're writing is hella gorgeous. You're so talented and... Aaaaaaahhhhh, soooo good 🥹

@jdstar88 Thanks for beeing so kind, supportive and you're doing a great job for @thedistantshoresproject . Can't wait!!! Also very excited for the Heaven's Secret + Nightbound crossover fanfic. Angels & Demons. Dino, Lucifer, Mimi and more... ✨️

@justanotherrcblog You're just too kind and always a pleasure to talk with you. Thanks for all your RC advice. Wish we could talk more 🥺

@stars-are-within-me I admire you so much, but I feel too overwhelmed. You're kind, sweet and spread kindness. I hope my asks and the gifts I gave weren't disturbing ☺️

@thosehallowedhalls Why am I meeting you now? Where have been before? You're super cool 😎 *boops you back*

@liaromancewriter I know we don't know eachother very well, but you seem sweet, kind, supportive, generous and I admire you. I love your blog too!! 💎 Blue Diamond for you.

@rosepetals1 I miss you, friend. You're so kind and sweet. Here is a 🌹 for you.

💛 @tessa-liam 💜 @artbyalz 💙@dutifullynuttywitch 🩷 @lilyoffandoms 🤍 @liviusofpella ❤️ @jdstar88 🧡 @thedistantshoresproject 🩵 @justanotherrcblog 💖 @stars-are-within-me 💛 @thosehallowedhalls 💜 @liaromancewriter 💙 @rosepetals1

Edit: Please note, Lily is misgendered above. Lily uses they/them pronouns.

[sickly-sw33t]

bluebell: what are some of your favorite ways to spend time with your darling? do you often feel like you need to be with them all the time?

hibiscus: would you ever seriously hurt your darling, causing permanent marks and damage to their psyche?

lavender: what's an ideal date for you and your darling?

rose: how do you show your darling you love them? do you simply tell them?

<3!!!

HAI MOCHI <3333 THANK U FOR THE ASKS :D!!! i REALLY love the flower theme 🥺🌷💗🌸🌸💗🪻💗🌺🌹💗!!!! i luv u <3333

bluebell: oh oh oh 🥹🩵💙🩵💙💙🩵🩵💙💙💙🩵!!!! i like cuddling and snuggling and kissing… i like making them yummy food and watching them enjoy it <3!!! i like driving with them while listening to music with the windows down <3 i like lying outside in the grass with them. i like watching them do their schoolwork and seeing their serious face~ i like watching anime with them!! there are even more things but i’ll keep it at that for now <3!

yes, i definitely feel like i need to be with them all the time… which is very hard, because we’re long distance ;-;;; right now, this manifests as wanting to be constantly messaging or calling with them 🥺💗💗💗

also, they’re a system! there can only be so many of them at the front at one time, so i can usually only spend time with them one or sometimes two at a time. i wish i could spend time with more of them at once in a big group in the physical world 🥺💗💗💗… but hahah, maybe that’s for the best. teo and keyon might literally kill each other. i do end up missing the ones who aren’t present even when i’m enjoying time with the ones who are. sometimes i get pretty intense “separation anxiety” when certain alters are absent for too long 😥. my abandonment issues make me like a dog with no sense of object permanence— if i can’t see it, it’s gone/it Leaved Me 😔💔💔💔💔

hibiscus: physically, i don’t have the inherent desire to hurt my darling. i don’t like the idea of causing them distress ;-;. but i know it’s something that at least two of them probably want. and i would do anything to make them happy, so if they truly wanted it, i would do it. i would only ever do that if everyone agreed to it— i would insist on them all being very specific and agreeing on boundaries of what would be done and what lines would not be crossed.

i want even less to scar them mentally. i have some kind of paranoia/delusion going on where i am TERRIFIED of being emotionally abusive without meaning to, and that one day i’ll fuck up and my darling will realize that i’m actually an evil, manipulative, toxic, disgusting piece of shit and then leave me for good. i get scared that i’m being harmful or abusive even if i logically understand that i’m not. i could never ever intentionally cause permanent psychological harm to my darling. i would probably never forgive myself if i did.

lavender: that would depend on who’s fronting :3!!! i’ve asked a few of them this question to see what they’d like to do with me~! dakoda would like to watch movies and eat snacks, taro wants to go to the park and be outside and listen to music, keyon says he’d like to go to a fancy event where we could dress up and enjoy the atmosphere, and masha wants to go to a flower festival with me 🥺💗!! and all of those sound wonderful to me 🩷.

rose: i tell them i love them as much as i can 😌 sometimes many, many, many times in a row in rapid succession without end~ also known as blowing up their phone by typing it over and over again. other ways i show that i love them are: checking that they took their meds and have their meals every day, helping them get to bed at a reasonable hour, making art for/of them, devoting pretty journal pages to them, making food for them, helping track their fronting over time, emotionally supporting them and allowing them to emotionally support me, finding time to call with them, and always learning more about them.

[dollgutzzz]

Haii, it's Nems again.

Due to always being busy with college and work (and the fact that I have zero forms of social media other than Tumblr), I never end up getting into new fandoms and that usually means most people have already moved on to other things. It happened with Pokemon, FNaF, and literally every single anime I had watched. I just got into FFXV this month, I'm really really late.

Naturally, I went fic searching. I didn't really expect to find anything due to the nature of what I was looking for, and the fact that nobody really plays it anymore. But then I found one of your fics. It was the Ignis one "It's okay not to be okay", I think iy was called. The sheer amount of joy I felt while reading it is impossible to put into text.

I really really like your writing, and usually I write these stupid messages immediately after I find an incredible writer, but I kept getting distracted. I just want to let you know how amazing and super cool you are.

Writing the type of sickfics you do, is actually really hard to find, at least for me, I might just be stupid. As a person who has a literal mental breakdown (the good kind) whenever the word "tummy" is mentioned, I really appreciate your works. It brings a whole new light to my day whenever I see that you've made a post.

I know you said you're shy, but I really want you to know how awesome your writing is, and how much I appreciate it. Sorry for all the requests, but I just really really love your style of writing! Thank you for all of your fics!

-Nems <3

OH MY GOODNESS you are literally the sweetest! This message has me kicking my feet and smiling so big 🥺

I started writing these fics for fun (and for very self indulgent reasons lol) but I never expected to have them resonate with people! Your words and your ongoing support mean so much to me and I’m so happy you enjoy my writing!

Thank you so much 🥺🥺🥺

🩷 Poppy 🩷

[orichalkstudio]

🩷🎀 Merry Xmas dear!!! Wishing you a wonderful Christmas day full of warmth and happiness!

I'm just so glad and grateful we're mutuals, thank you for always being your super kind and supportive self and for blessing my timeline with your amazing art! I appreciate you SO MUCH! 🎀🩷

Ooooh, that’s so sweet!! Your message moves me more than I can say 🥺 I’m happy we’re mutuals too, it’s such a joy to see your warm and cozy posts in my feed ✨️🎀✨️

Wishing you a Merry Christmas full of joy and beautiful memories~☆ <3

[nadvs]

wait.. nads.. are you saying that him being in the car isn't the saddest part??? jesus. but im so ready as the angst slowburn sucker i am!!!😩🙏🏻 i had to take a breather between paragraphs because it was intense!!! it breaks my heart to think that he only keeps pushing her away because of tenderness, kindness, all the things that died alongside his mom. how is it possible that despite the time, reader's affection remains intact but why???? in the world he was thrown into, there was no time for mushiness. he had to man up and put his shit together bc money and power were always going to take precedence. there's so much to delve into that i'm genuinely going to let myself be surprised, whichever direction you decide to take with the story is going to be brutal (in the best way). one small detail that blows my mind is how inevitably they can't stop touching each other, it's all so innocent. the caress is our oldest form of comfort, and i truly believe it's the only way to soften a heart as tough as rafe's. thank you babes for gifting us this masterpiece, take care of yourself!!besitos😙🩷

CONFIRMED the story gets even more painful oops 🫢

thank you so much for reading, love!! 🥺 what just GETS me abt rafe’s character is the amount of times he cries in canon i’m like there is so much below the surface but he suffocates it and i wanna explore WHY. the idea of there being one person who knew him so well before it happened and her never giving up on him i just 😩 i think it’s what he needs - someone who unconditionally believes in the good he still has in him!!

they DEF can’t stay away from each other!! invisible string!! and that’s part of the reason why they subconsciously keep touching!! i so agree that it would be what eventually melts him 🥺 ily ily ily, thank you for your support babe 🥰

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Hello dear,

I won't lie I'm here to bother you with questions , for which I'm sorry.

So , I'm new to self shipping and I feel like this.

Just confused and worried. But you self shipping post and kind words on your " about me" calmed me down. Like I have mentioned before your presence comforts me a lot.

So I'm curious about you and kenjaku ( I saw you and Suguru is normal/non sorcer au) so I'm interested did you knew Suguru before kenjaku take over? If yes , what was your relationship?

And can I have a random fact about you and sampo ( I literally adore this man )?

You and makima is interesting duo to think of, especially because the lack of moodboard. How would you describe your relationship ( Is it similar to the one with kenjaku ?)

As for my last question, feel free to ignore it. I'm a lover of vilians myself and the more I start thinking about my self shipping the more I get excited about the morraly grey ones ( if not borderline villains) but at the same time, I'm worried of being shamed? I don't know what word to use honestly. Any advices from your experience?

Thank you for replying to me dear. Have a lovely day or night!🩷

hiiiii tiramisu!!!!! >:3 would it be okay to call you misu …. i think it’s so cute . BUT PLEASEEEE YOU’RE THE SWEETEST IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭 for these questions and for saying such kind things …. i’m so happy this blog can be a comfort for you!!!!! truly!!!!!!

ahhhhh i’ll start with your last question since it’s the most important (and one i feel very strongly about) … i completely understand your worries but the lovely thing about tumblr is that the block button is always there to help <3 if someone shames you for loving a fictional character, no matter how absolutely awful they are, then they really just … aren’t worth your time lmao. the characters you latch onto say nothing about who you are as a person. so just block anyone who tries to give you trouble!! i’m sure you’ll find your way to fellow villainlovers :3 (<- speaking as a kenjaku / makima / mori stan lmao…) fiction is yours to do with as you please, and selfshipping in particular is all about you and your comfort. it doesn’t concern anyone else and they should mind their business!!!!!

that’s all i’d like to say ….. please know i support you wholeheartedly no matter how awful your blorbos are. (again i am a mori stan i am very much used to getting threats over my favs 🙏 obv it’s unpleasant but blocking and moving on gets easier over time!!)

anyway ;;; putting the selfships questions under the cut since this is already a little long. thank you sm for asking, you’re too sweet 🥺

for arikenny, i’m actually not a sorcerer in this au!!! and did not know suguru or any of the characters before meeting kenjaku :3 i picture it being more like . i am a soggy random guy that happens to run into kenny and then it all kinda spirals from there. i’d be enamored with them instantly ….. unfortunately LOL. so no sugu, that’d make me ….. too sad 😭

and sampri !!!!! wahhhh ….. well. i think it’s a very bickering dynamic :’3 he is just so silly and sleazy and i’m sick of him (i’m not). kind of like a partner in crime dynamic where he leaves me to clean up the mess and im exasperated but i still kind of like being needed by him ….. we also both have crazy commitment issues so there’s that <33

anddd then mari <3 I DO ACTUALLY HAVE A MOODBOARD FOR THIS but the shipname isnt super telling so maybe its easy to miss …. it’s . kindddd of arikenny like? in some ways? but also makima is a lot more toxic lmao, for how weird my relationship with kenjaku is it’s probably sweeter than you’d assume at first glance. but mari is full on toxicity. she doesn’t care about me, she’s just keeping up appearances; i don’t mind because i adore her. <- that’s basically it :’)) i love her forever even after she’s dead and gone. basically it’s just very twisted and i am weak for her in particular 

[mweothe11e]

Hey! So I'm back for feedback for the inner demons tarot game and I wanted to talk about the reading I did for you and about your story and personal life experiences you shared with me.

I know I was MIA since the last time I interacted with you, I honestly just wanted to gather my thoughts and truly mean what I wanted to say, so as always I took a looong time with that🥲😅

Feedback

So the reading you did for me was SPOT ON. You described me word to word and I really needed to hear that so I'm incredibly thankful.

I'm overly cautious and this hyper self awareness is actually killing me from within. Alert Ranger sounds so fitting to the point it could pass as the best nickname for me😭 Honestly I sometimes don't chill, wondering about the next bad thing that's gonna happen. I'm hypervigilant like a wild animal, sometimes it's not even necessary, I just struggle with resting in peace lol😵‍💫

Fearful of the future, regretful of the past yes yes, that's so me! I do try to control situations so much just so I feel like there's stable ground beneath me, and if someone ever pulls the rug off my feet, I'll still safely land on my feet and not trip and fall.

You are honesty so right with this🥺😭

And as you advised I will try to build more supportive connections and surround myself with friends and people that truly care about me🤍

And I know it's not easy to forget the past and to forgive the people that made life a living hell for us. There's this quote I hold really close to my heart, probably with the intention of consoling myself when I need it the most but I wanted to share it with you.

Pain is very real, frustration is very real and all the hurt, they stay for a very long time. We can't dismiss anything saying it was our own fate that caused us to suffer. We all need a happy and comfortable life and now after all that have come to pass, I think you are definitely in a position to find and create the life you always wanted. And I hope you do so with flying colors, create all that you've ever wanted be it emotional stability, fulfilling connections with loving people, material abundance and peace of mind. Let me tell you YOU DESERVE THE BEST!

I think you are shining brightly as an individual and you said you are not being mean and inflicting pain on others even if you have a thousand reasons to do so, kudos to you for that. You are indeed greater than those people who voluntarily or involuntarily caused you pain.

I just want to say, you have the ability to live a beautiful life just the way you like. I hope you believe that truly and I hope that you stop listening to the negative voices in your head.

I also want to add this quote

Never believe how you feel about your life after 9pm.

It's so true! Our inner voice sometimes deceive us with unkindness when we're tired at night. It's so important to have a kind and gentle inner voice.🤍🌷 Sometimes it takes effort to even feel an ounce of positivity but we've got this!

I relate to your experience but not exactly in that way but still the feelings, the mark it leaves on us, the way pain influences our thoughts and desires, the way we wish things were different and the way we sometimes wish we could travel back in time or to the future, all these things are very familiar feelings to me. So I just wanted to share my thoughts with you.

I don't think my words change anything for you but I still wanted to remind you of your greatness and the power you have as an individual.

You are a beautiful human being and I hope you take good care of yourself! 🩷

P.S. I love your tarot readings and games and how they always have so much depth. I really appreciate all the effort you put into guiding others with their journey by bringing important insights to their attention.

Hi dear,

Thank you so much for taking the time to send me such a detailed feedback~ No worries on how long you've been MIA, the fact that you still sent me a feedback is what I truly appreciate in your gesture.

Feel free to use that as your new nickname~ I just hope it wasn't too triggering tho... Also, learning to chill takes time, so don't beat yourself up for not achieving your self-care goals in your preferred timeline. Learning to rest naturally, in a way that won't trigger your nervous system, takes time. So don't beat yourself up for it, okay?

We're in the same boat, so I can't even fault you for this fear! I'm a fellow comrade in this fearful ship!! We can do it!! I'll cheer you on!!!

Yessssss please put yourself in positions where you can create more meaningful and supportive communities!!! We both know you deserve it!! Also, thank you so much for the quote!!! Yessss we needed it!!!

Exactly, all of those are very real!!! I hope the best for all of us, not just me!! We all deserve to leave a less stressful, fulfilling, financially stable and happy life. Everything you said is right!!!

Don't go discrediting yourself like that! Your words means more to me than you'll ever know~ Thank you for showing appreciation for my readings! It's actually a preference for me to read like this; but you know, you are always free to purchase a reading for a more detailed reading! Ahehehe, I'll have to shamelessly put this here somewhere, because this girl needs moolah for more tasty food and good quality art supplies~ ahehehehe

Overall, I'm really grateful for the time and effort you put into this feedback! Feedbacks like that make me not want to give up doing tarot readings~

[onlyjaeyun]

Oh.my.god.

I am crying so hard right now. My heart is breaking so much for them … for Y/N and Ni-ki and Hoonie … this is so unfair and I am feeling so hard with them 😭😭😭😭

Ni-kis outburst… my poor sweet boy … to get those informations thrown into your face like that … I can only assume how sorry and sad the others feel … bless their sweet hearts 😭🩵

The way it was revealed that Hoonie understood and spoke Japanese the whole time is kinda peak comedy because one moment they curse the fuck outta that witch and the next they are like NOW HOLD UP ?!?!

My heart the whole time was 📈📈📈📈📈

The anxiety this whole chapter gave me 😭 my poor heart can’t take this at this hour 😭❤️‍🩹 I am so ready for the healing process when they have talked it out 😭❤️‍🩹💕

The scene at the end with Hoonie by her side I AM SOBBING 😭😭😭

Zadie this chapter made me feel so many emotions. Thank you for this masterpiece. I already thought about something like this and you confirmed it … and your writing style is ✨chefs kiss✨ so glad I found your page here on tumblr long ago because it gives me so much comfort 🩵 thank you 🙏🏼

STOP im actually tearing up rereading your ask :(( thank you SO much for making me the happiest writer by indulging in my characters so, so much. and thank you even more for always being so kind and supportive 🥺 i love and appreciate you and every ask you send me with my whole heart, always rereading them bc of how happy they make me! take care baby, ilysm!🥺🤍💐🌥️🩷