#thank you for these questions!

[in-my-loki-feels]

📆, 💞, ✨, and 😭 for the fic rec asks!

📆 A fic you’d re-read 10 years from now

a white demon love song by officecowboyyy

I love vampire AUs, I've always loved vampire AUs, and it stands to reason that I'll still love them in 10 years. Especially when it's vampire + hunter. *chef's kiss* The author described this as a "speedrun of enemies to lovers" and I think it accomplishes that without making it feel rushed at all.

💞 A fic that led to you making friends with the author

Oh no! I played my hand too early with my other answers.😆 I think spirit box is what led me to making friends with @punch-love.

I can't remember exactly the timeline of when I became friends with @devilbearingtrouble but it might have been because of Brought Lipstick to a Knife Fight.

First of all, Loki gets to wear make-up, which we love to see! Second, Mobius in Loki's lap, hellooooo??? It's sweet, sexy and fun. What more do you need?

✨ A fic you wish you could read again for the first time

The Hardest Cut - @cha-melodius

Bodyguard AU, another flavor I adore. Mobius is the key witness in a huge trial and Loki is tasked with keeping him alive. This is a great fic for rereading because you pick up more on sequential reads, but there's also a scene (that I won't spoil) that was a huge "!!!!" moment the first time I read it. It's a great moment no matter how many times I read it, but it won't ever land the same way as the first time I read it, which is why I chose it.

😭 A fic that ripped your heart out (but it hurt so good)

This fandom has a lot that could fit this bill but this was the first to come to mind:

Like a shining angel at my cabin door - @lamardeuse

I don't know why this doesn't have more kudos. Maybe because it has few tags? I don't know. This is one of my favorite post-finale fics dealing with Mobius trying to move on (and not really succeeding). There are several really good moments in this, but that one in the fish and chips shop felt like a hand punched through my chest (in a good way!). I also really love the ending. <3

[embbu]

can lukas breathe on land or can he only breathe water now

Fortunately he can breathe both underwater and on land! c:

[danse--macabre]

I am curious … ghost and wound for both ur guys …. Big fan

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

tirazel: while you'd think it would be her father (prominent mobster; leader of a crime syndicate; literal robber baron who got enobled recently due to corrupt dealings; controlling and condescending piece of shit), he is so many ways too ever-present to be a ghost, not when he is constantly breathing down tirazel's neck and trying to control her every move.

instead, it's her ex, The Warlock. the short story: tirazel desperately hated being the belle of the ball, felt constrained by her father's demand for a noble marriage, and so around age 19 absconded with a blatant charlatan who worked for The Warlock. At first, Tirazel was just a hanger-on, a gang criminal's high-status girlfriend, but she caught the Warlock's attention for her magical abilities. See, this Warlock 1. was extremely powerful, however 2. was a powerful body-swapping undead creature who required fresh bodies to escape their patron's wrath, which limited their powers and 3. could extend their powers to not simply protect Tirazel -- to hide her identity from her father - but also to give her opportunities to learn magic under their guidance... as long as she supplied them with new bodies frequently. which Tirazel accepted, Tirazel did, Tirazel did with fervour, and this is how she really goes from 'generalist' to 'necromancer' -- she learns the insides of bodies intimately. The Warlock taught her much of the actual science of bodies, the anatomical and biological knowledge to actually practice necromancy efficiently and effectively, and was adept at finding her necromantic tomes from which she could study from.

It should be said, that the Warlock held a great deal of power over TIrazel -- indeed, the Warlock went from mentor to lover when they persuaded Tirazel to kill her boyfriend, the charlatan, for them, as an act of devotion but also to give her far more power. Tirazel did this -- her boyfriend, the charlatan, was not a nice person, but it still stung deeply. It should be noted that the Warlock was a controlling, possessive person -- and also at least two decades older than the early twenty-something Tirazel. There's a tragic irony that Tirazel has gone from one abuser to another, arguably the largest difference between a father and a partner is that she's living in a hideout in the sewers instead of a noble estate. Tirazel eventually gets out of this, however, after about 3-4 years or so -- she slips up, her identity becomes known, her father catches wind of her, and brings her back to the estate immediately. Calls it a rescue. Ends up imprisoning her in her own bedroom for six months for 'her own measure', but that's another story.

It should be said that this four years away was profoundly scarring and affecting. Tirazel was given, through the Warlock, self-sufficiency: the tools to pursue her own wizardly goals, to continue study of magic in secret, and despite close observance, was able to find ways of hiding her pursuit of the necromantic arts to everyone from her noble circles. When we encounter Tirazel in game, she is in her late thirties, and it has been around fifteen years since she left the Warlock -- but it's still a figure she thinks of, often, when she casts magic. Tirazel understands necromancy subconsciously as servitude/slavery in part because of criminal-noble upbringing but in part because because of the Warlock, because this is how they treated the undead under their command (and it's only in the events of the game she actually questions this -- if the dead have wills and desires, what right does she have to control them?). It's a figure that has shaped much of her understanding of romantic relationships -- as something that is a power struggle, navigated through exchange of goods/services (and it's part of what makes her dynamic with Astarion so slippery and so interesting -- it plays into her worst impulses!)

Oh, fun fact: in the imaginary 'questline' for Tirazel that exists in my head, she does meet the Warlock again in Act 3, when she's trying to navigate the power struggle her father's sudden ailing health has created amongst her siblings :) one can even choose to ally with the Warlock again (automatic bad ending for Tirazel that, which... should not surprise lmao)

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

ch'lakhou: oh.... SO MANY. ch'lakhou's entire past is a series of ghosts; there's a reason why they are so attached to the speak to the dead amulet. there are far more dead people in their history than living people (surprise surprise, for a serial killer, that everyone would become their victim eventually).

key ghosts include:

Father Mulligan: the priest of Ilmater who 'procured' Ch'lakhou's egg, and initially raised Ch'lakhou, along with a number of non-human orphans who were equally miserable under his care. Part of the reason why Ch'lakhou reacted so strongly during the Act 2 Egg Quest was how closely that paralleled their own upbringing (suffice to say, Lady Esther did not survive that encounter).

Father Simone: the head of the monastery of Ilmater, the Order of the Lily, an isolated mountain monastery in the far north where monks lived a quiet life of contemplation and meditation. Ch'lakhou holed themselves up here between the ages of 17 - 23 or so, to attempt to suppress their urgres (before their urges overtook them eventually). Simone helped Ch'lakhou develop a sense of discipline and expressed a pride in Ch'lakhou for their dedication and commitment. Perhaps knew the most about the urges outside of the temple, but not a faultless mentor.

Enver Gortash: technically more of a post-canon ghost, but Ch'lakhou later discovers they were in contact as children, and were close friends between the ages of 9 - 13, until Gortash got taken away. That they later rediscovered each other was a complete coincidence / twist of fate. Ch'lakhou kills Gortash because 'he was an asshole in their way' and knows it was, technically speaking, the right thing to do, but lacking the memory of Gortash at the time, it's something they strongly regret.

A number of canonical durge ghosts, including Alfira (they were strongly affected by their death), Sceleritas (died in the end), and Bhaal himself (this doesn't need much explanation either)

As for how Ch'lakhou lives? They pursue their past obsessively, furious that their memory, their self, was taken from them -- even though it hurts. Perhaps because it was hurts. Turns out being raised under Ilmater gives one warped ideas about suffering and guilt and the amount of that which is healthy!

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

Tirazel: I think Tirazel actually often needs to draw blood for a number of her necromantic experiments, and is extremely matter-of-a-fact about injuries. Tirazel actually has a high degree of medical expertise due to necromantic knowledge, as aforementioned, so tends to know exactly what is happening and how during the wounding & healing process. It's perhaps a little chilling how pragmatic and nonplussed she is about physical wounds.

As for mental/emotional wounds, years of abuse count for something. I think Tirazel's father made a point of 'I will never lay a hand on you, you are my precious princess' (but he will lock her up and dictate the terms of her life exactly), so I don't think she actually ever experienced many physical wounds that weren't self-inflicted, but worst wound... has to either be when the Warlock pushed her to kill the Charlatan, or the binding ritual of the Charlatan's remains to her spirit (Tirazel still carries his skull; the ritual allows her to use his remains as often as she wills, with very little costs / or a once a day summon, in 5e terms). I think the binding ritual was actually painful physically and emotionally.

if Tirazel pursues the bad ending of becoming a lich, I imagine the ritual for that to be also quite painful.

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

Ch'lakhou: ohhhhh boy.

well, how much do we want to get into Ch'lakhou's masochism on main, is a whole question

pain is not merely something they shrug off like 'no big deal', but often something they relish and desire. suffering is noble according to Ilmater, a god they have discarded and yet whose teachings are somewhat ingrained. It is also, yes, sexual. They will frequently seek out and experience pain following brutal series of killings - especially when those killings follow sex (Ch'lakhou is notorious for killing sexual partners pre-tadpole). Outside of this, they will often kill people in a way that exposes their physical vulnerabilities and puts them potentially at risk of being hurt. This isn't, mind, what a Bhaalist should necessarily do: pain is not to be desired, it is something that one inflicts as a matter of course, a means to an end, and the correct response would be to feel precisely nothing.

(Ch'lakhou also, through meditation and discipline and study, is excellent at tuning out pain if they so choose. They do not always choose to).

This is something that unravels very slowly following their death/rebirth. Pain is not something they will seek out quite as recklessly in response to the urge, but it is still 1. something they do seek in response to guilt, and 2. something they still find desirable and pleasurable. Desire and pain get somewhat decoupled after the urge is removed; the pursuit of pleasure does not have to be painful, and they learn to have sex, go drinking, go partying, go to the theatre etc. without pain being involved. However, that said, years down the line I think Ch'lakhou does some work on trying to develop a healthier attitude towards their own masochism and desire for pain, and learn to seek it out as not simply a guilt response, but for the pursuit of pleasure in its own right.

This is to say their body is covered in scars, mostly from battle, for a reason other than 'they've done a lot of risky work'.

As for worst wound? It's when Bhaal killed them, no question.

[klainelynch]

12 and 23 for the end of year book asks :)

12. What was the most unexpected book you read this year?

The protagonist is a boy whose baby brother is very sick, and because of that, his parents can't give him as much attention or help him through his own anxiety and obsessive compulsion. He dreams that angels, or perhaps wasps, come to him with promises of curing his brother. Of course he accepts, not truly believing that his dreams are anything but that.

I wasn't sure what was real or not for most of this book, and I absolutely loved the ride. It's in the mystery/horror section of my school's library, and I've tried to get a few kids to read it. Some of them pick it up because it's not very long (just around 250 pages) but it is a big of a thinker and a kind of weird book. I hope it finds a place in some kid's psyche and they think back, twenty years later, "Why did Ms. ______ let me read that?!?!?"

23. The book with the prettiest cover

I'm going to do my very best to not answer every possible relevant question with this book, but come on. This cover is magnificent even if you don't know the context, and once you do? It's Red and Blue, and they're a bit broken but still whole and similar and opposite and connected and looking in different directions but doing the same thing and I just *chef's kiss*

[vivalavillain]

Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don’t like the person?

What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?

What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?

For Archer!

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS

Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don’t like the person?

{For Archer, this would have to be Karen first, but specifically @pkmnsdarkqueen's Karen. As a former Rocket, even if it was an off-shoot of Rocket that he was never part of, and as a person, Archer has a great deal of respect for Karen. She's come through quite a bit and has pulled through all the stronger for it. And, like him, she has an affinity for Dark-types. She's respectful to him, knowing who he really is and keeping it a secret despite being an Elite, and they get on rather well together as people. However, given her Elite status, he cannot abide by the work she does, no matter how much he might trust her otherwise. So long as her loyalty is to the League and Lance's leadership, they will always be at odds with one another in some form or fashion.

{As for the vice versa, the easy answer here is Giovanni, but I feel like that's cheating a little. I think, perhaps, the better answer here is Elaine/Chase. They were the catalyst in the ruination of Rocket in Kanto and he still holds a great deal of anger and hatred for them and their meddling. That being said, they are clearly a strong, capable trainer and he cannot deny their accomplishments. Anyone who can take down Lance and then their strongest rival back to back is someone not to be trifled with and he can give credit where credit is due.}

What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?

{The idea that respecting one's elders is to be expected/demanded of anyone a decade or more younger than the person in question. He doesn't believe that someone is deserving of respect (outside of basic human decency-- although it's arguable whether he would offer even that much to someone if not absolutely necessary) simply because they are older and supposedly 'wiser.' People, regardless of age, are people and people can be backwards, hateful, mistrustful, and dangerous in their beliefs at times. The idea that someone is automatically accorded respect (read: obedience) based solely on age is ridiculous and as someone fighting against the elderly of Johto to get anything accomplished, he's especially uninterested in such archaic beliefs.

{Unfortunately, in order to get anything done, he does have to play a very specific part and while he might detest that bit of it, he does follow said etiquette when necessary.}

What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?

{Getting sick. He's positively miserable and pathetic when he's sick and having anyone see him in such a weakened, vulnerable state terrifies him because his reputation is everything as the Interim Boss of Team Rocket. He's more prone to snapping and flying off the handle when in consistent pain or otherwise unwell in some way. He absolutely detests being sick and goes to great lengths to prevent any instances where it happens.}

[gerec]

Sorry for the excessive amount of questions, I hope I am not bothering you too.

How do you choose which fics to write? How many wips do you have? What fandoms/pairings are they for? What’s the last line you wrote? Post a snippet from a wip. Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip. Is writing the beginning, middle, or end of the story easiest? Hardest? How do you choose whose POV to write in? What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of? Do you use a beta reader/editor? Do you take fic requests? Why or why not? What’s your favorite fic you’ve posted? What fic are you proudest of? What fic has been the hardest for you to write? What is your most self-indulgent posted story? What’s your most self-indulgent wip? What is your favorite world that you’ve created for a fic? Who’s your favorite character you’ve written? Is there a trope or idea that you’d really like to write but haven’t yet? What is your favorite genre to write? What genre/trope do you tend to write the most? If you could only write one type of AU for the rest of your life, what would it be? Is there a trope that you’ve written before but are now sick of? Who is your favorite character to write for? Has this changed since you’ve started writing for that fandom? What’s the fandom/pairing distribution of your posted fics? In Legacy of Sin, what’s your favorite scene that you wrote? In Legacy of Sin, is there a deleted scene/idea you wish you could have included? Why did it get cut? Are there any fics that influenced you to write the way you do? What are your favorite fics at the moment? Are you subscribed to any writers on AO3? What’s your favorite writing compliment you’ve gotten? Do you have a fic you wish got a bit more love? Is there a particular fic that readers gravitated towards that you didn’t expect?

You're not bothering me at all and sorry for the delay on these; I was away last weekend and it's been busy catching up both in RL and on tumblr lol.

How do you choose which fics to write?

For new fics, it's all about inspiration - usually a prompt that ignites an idea in my brain that I just have to get out. For WIPs it's all about mood i.e. what pairing I want to write/what story I want to advance.

How many wips do you have?

On Ao3 I have 20 WIPs (there are a few that are discontinued not counted in that number). These are stories I intend to finish. I have about 2 dozen snippets in my drafts I've never posted and might never see the light of day.

What fandoms/pairings are they for?

All for X-Men, with the majority being Cherik fics though there are some Xavierine, Kurt/Charles and Shaw/Erik ones too :D

What’s the last line you wrote? Post a snippet from a wip.

He grinned, the smile reminding Charles of the decades-younger Erik teasing him in the early days of their acquaintance. “Really? I recall being told repeatedly that I never give you enough credit, Charles, for the things you do. How strange you would forget with your eidetic memory.”

Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip.

Charles gets unexpectedly knocked up dun dun dun!!!

Is writing the beginning, middle, or end of the story easiest? Hardest?

Beginning is always the easiest because that's when the idea is hot hot hot. Sustaining the story is the hardest for me; I usually know exactly how a story is going to end.

How do you choose whose POV to write in?

I don't really think about it consciously I just let the story dictate the POV. If I can't decide (or I want a broader view of the verse) than I tend to switch POV within the story.

What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of?

I'd like to think I'm decent with plot and pacing? And hopefully...with sexy sex scenes lol???

Do you use a beta reader/editor?

I don't, not because I don't believe in the value of an editor or beta but because I just want to write and get the instant gratification from posting it right way lol.

Do you take fic requests? Why or why not?

Usually no, though I sometimes ask for prompts. A lot of times I get asked to write things that just don't interest me, and also, if I don't get around to doing it/finishing it I don't want to disappoint.

What’s your favorite fic you’ve posted?

It used to be - unequivocally - We'll Always Have Paris but I'm also very fond of It's Been A Long Time and An End Comes to All Good Things

What fic are you proudest of?

It'll be Gods or Mortals if I ever finish the damn thing.

What fic has been the hardest for you to write?

Same answer as above.

What is your most self-indulgent posted story?

They're all kind of self-indulgent really? I write what I love to read so I suppose it applies to all my stories.

What’s your most self-indulgent wip?

Well, probably the wips in my Legacy of Sin series. They have a small audience but I do love that verse so much and can't stop writing for it ha!

What is your favorite world that you’ve created for a fic?

What Night Brings the Dawn with Paladin!Charles and Mage!Erik. I love that world - there's a 100k fic of story not written about these two soulmates and star-crossed lovers turned bitter enemies...

Who’s your favorite character you’ve written?

Charles, followed by Erik and Logan.

Is there a trope or idea that you’d really like to write but haven’t yet?

I don't know...I feel like I've written everything I've ever wanted to write? Maybe a horror or ghost story, though only if I can come up with a great idea.

What is your favorite genre to write?

Definitely alternate universe. All the aus I love aus.

What genre/trope do you tend to write the most?

Exes still in love, royalty aus, modern aus, historical aus, pwp.

If you could only write one type of AU for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Oh that's a tough one. Maybe a tie between space aus and historical/fantasy aus.

Is there a trope that you’ve written before but are now sick of?

There is no trope I've written that I won't happily dust off and abuse again lol.

Who is your favorite character to write for? Has this changed since you’ve started writing for that fandom?

It's been Charles for ever and ever until the last couple of years when I started churning out all the bottom!Erik and Erik POV fics.

What’s the fandom/pairing distribution of your posted fics?

X-Men (144) Dragon Age 2 (5) Welcome to the Punch (1) The Hobbit (1)

Of the X-Men ones, Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier (102), Logan (X-Men)/Charles Xavier (50), Erik Lehnsherr/Sebastian Shaw (21) are the top 3 pairings by # of fics.

In Legacy of Sin, what’s your favorite scene that you wrote?

In the first chapter of Little Girl Lost, Wanda sends her younger siblings off with Pietro to wash up and grab dinner and she goes back down to the bunker for Erik and Shinobi. That scene where she spies on them having sex, and her inner monologue (the resentment, jealousy, self-loathing) is my favorite :D

In Legacy of Sin, is there a deleted scene/idea you wish you could have included? Why did it get cut?

When I started writing the very first fic in the series I wanted to write a scene/scenes from earlier in Shaw and Erik's marriage, maybe showing how they got together but I couldn't make it fit with the story. Of course I've now gone and started a prequel, so all those deleted scenes/ideas will probably end up getting written after all!

Are there any fics that influenced you to write the way you do?

Not consciously, but I'm sure I have been influenced by all the amazing writing/writers in this fandom! What are your favorite fics at the moment?

I adore the Krakoa is for two very specific mutants series by Sotano for my comics Cherik fix. Travels with Charles, in Search of America by midrashic has incredible world-building and sort of reminds me a bit of Fallout. Absolutely on pins and needles waiting for the next update of invisible string by soetry. And adored these two recent fics: twenty four hours from tulsa by intentation and Heartbeat by druswriting

Are you subscribed to any writers on AO3? Yes though not very many (5). I'm on ao3 alot so I don't really miss new fics being posted so I don't feel the need to subscribe.

What’s your favorite writing compliment you’ve gotten? Wow I don't think I can think of just one! I think ones where people tell me I've made them cry or yell or feel x emotion intensely are my favourite :D

Do you have a fic you wish got a bit more love? Same list as my personal favorite fics: We'll Always Have Paris, It's Been A Long Time and An End Comes to All Good Things

Is there a particular fic that readers gravitated towards that you didn’t expect?

The love that Do Not Answer Because The Sex Was Terrible gets relative to my other fics makes me laugh in that I whipped this baby off in no time at all, and mostly on a whim and it has many times more hits/kudos than the ones I worked hardest on (of course) :D

[grey-viridian]

I've got your back!

Always.

(Rottmnt Possessed AU)

[ciderjacks]

dwarven brew

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[lecoindecachou]

From this Hollywood Reporter interview.

[cherryfennec]

Summer Times

Hi! I'm finally back from my two week abroad trip!

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm not going back to Gusu with you.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

[notherpuppet]

What traits/habits did Alfie pick up from each of his dads raising him?

Alastor 🦌📻 -manipulator -hubristic -doesn't watch tv/is behind on tech -dancer -duplicitous -puppeteer

Lucifer 🐍🍎 -master of temptation -sex appeal ~ -anxious -family love -singer -obsessive collector (books instead of ducks) Both/Mix: -musician -his shadow makes the form of a snake, it's his little buddy <3 -shapeshift (into a big ole limb-less dragon, but that's it. he can't make his regular form bigger like alastor or shapeshift into any animal like lucifer) -he can lose control when it comes to violence. he needs someone else to intervene to stop him. -doesn't have any friends

[yesornopolls]

[beartitled]

So if Billy's parents became monsters, what happened to Billy's old Henchmaniacs?

The dudes found real jobs

Look at them go 🧑‍💼👷🧑‍⚕️

[elllisaaa]

how about emo hot skater boy Jake with a massive dick energy and idk maybe like a kinda cocky reader who doesn't believe skater boy Jake is huge and he has to show the reader (who might be acting like a brat) what they're missing could be interesting

EMO SKATER!JAKE who's honestly kind of a loser when you really think about it. he's got his friend group and even if he's quite famous for his unconventional style, none of these people are really friends with him. he spends all his days either listening to music and trying to learn guitar, or skating and perfecting his tricks.

what is maddening is how hot he is despite all of that. you cannot help but stare at him every time you find yourself practicing at the skatepark at the same time as him. however, you don't want to let him know that you're kind of attracted to him. so instead, you always tease him about his style - even if it suits him perfectly - or the fact that he's probably still a virgin with a cocky smirk on your face.

jake usually puts up with your bratty attitude because he knows that what you say is not true, and because he's pretty sure you don't think a word of it. he might look like a loser but he's not an idiot - he can feel the way you're often staring at him. however the jokes about him being inexperienced are getting quite old.

"i'm probably the first girl you talked to in real life though, so i'm not surprised you're still a virgin." jake sighs as you grinned at him with a glint of mischief in your eyes, but he has had enough of your temperament. "actually, that's not what they all said when they saw how big i was baby." the pet name he always gives you and that made your skin hitch at the beginning is slowly growing on you, now making a shiver run down your spine. but you try to stay focused, even if the way jake is looking at you and licking his lips makes it hard to concentrate on forming coherent sentences. "pff ! you ? a big cock ? that's pretty hilarious at least, i have to give you that."

jake rolls his eyes at you, and you try not to move as he gets closer, but you still fall from your board. but the boy in front of you is quick to wrap an arm around your waist and save you from an unwanted meet up with the ground. jake takes this as an opportunity to let his lips brush against your cheek, his long, soft brown hair tickling your face he whispers in your ear : "maybe i should show you how huge i am if you still don't believe me. maybe you'll finally shut up once i got your tight pussy stretched open on my dick."

the air around you seems to thicken, and you cannot breathe properly anymore as jake starts to suck and lick your neck. heat rises to your face, both from his dirty proposal and his kisses that make arousal pool into your underwear. "so what now baby ? cat got your tongue ?" his condescending tone as he bites down on the flesh just under your jaw finally shakes you out of your slumber - even if you had to hold back a whimper the moment his teeth grazed your skin. "i bet you couldn't even make me cum, you're such a loser jake." - "bet darling."

that's how you found yourself in the backseat of his car, ass up in the air and face down buried into one of his sweater, his scent maybe driving even more insane than his actually very big cock thrusting into you at a rapid pace. "not so cocky now, uh ? all you needed was an inch of my dick to shut up." and you want to answer, you want to deny, but at this point, you're only able to moan and bite the inside of your cheeks to not let any more sounds slip past your lips. "fuck… you're such a whore y/n."

you feel jake leaning forward, one of his hands still gripping your hips tightly and the other clenching at the door of the car for some more leverage. his firm abs are pressed against the small of your back, and his hot stammered breath is crashing right against your ear - you feel overstimulated in the best way possible. "admit it now baby." - "n-no !" - "come on, you can feel how deep i am right ? you can feel how much i'm stretching out your tight little cunt, don't lie." but you still shake your head, choking on your words as you try to disagree again, instead cut by a loud moan when jake hits your sweet spot. you clench even tighter around him, and he cannot hold back the low, throaty groan slipping past his lips.

"you're so tight baby, must feel good to be this full." yes, it really does, but you don't want to admit it - as if the tears rolling down your cheeks and the way your lips are bleeding from biting them too much are not enough proof. "n-no, don't like it…" - "you're such a bad liar, y/n, it's pathetic." and then he resumes his rhythmic thrusts, hitting your sweet spot precisely each and every time, and it becomes way harder to hold back your noises. your fists close around the material of his hoodie, burying your face into his intoxicating scent in an attempt to drown out your whines. "j-jake… s-stop, i'm…" you have to mentally stop yourself from saying the words, but you can almost feel the way jake smirks against the skin of your neck that he's been biting and licking at. "what was that baby ? are you close ?" you shake your head no again, and jake's smirk is growing as he stops moving completely, cock sitting deep inside of you. "then i'll stop if you don't want to cum."

your reaction is immediate : you whine loudly when you feel him start to pull out, even more tears gathering in your eyes. "no, no, no, no ! jake, wait !" - "what is it now ?" your voice is quiet when you answer, but jake still hears it clearly : "wanna cum… please." the beg falling past your lips entices him into thrusting back into you full force and this time you don't even make an attempt at keeping your voice down, screaming out his name so loud that everyone in the parking lot must have heard you. "admit it, baby. say that i'm big and then i'll let you cum." you don't want to, but the way he's rutting his hips into you and driving you closer and closer to your orgasm is getting to your head, your mind fogged up by lust. "s-so big jake, so fucking big, feels so good… please, please…" - "now that's a good girl. cum."

the simple command is enough for you to let go, his name slipping past your lips again as you grip his cock even tighter, making it almost impossible for jake to move. but the way you become putty in his hands feels even better. what he loves the most though is the way you're too weak to push him away when he thrusts inside of you again, seeing your body visibly tremble as he starts to fuck you again. "i'm gonna give you my cum, make you even more full of me. maybe that'll keep your mouth shut a little longer baby." you hardly comprehend the meaning of his words, but you don't really care when jake is moaning about how good you're squeezing him, you don't really care when he quickly brings you to the brink of another orgasm. you don't really care because you know that you'll be teasing him again the next morning, hoping that he'll fuck you in the backseat of his car all over again.

[risibledeer]

boat boys, shortgrass and greenbeans- what more could you ask for?

(ps-drawing reqs are open btw i need inspiration helpp)