#thank you again for being patient everyone <333 ily

[johnslittlespoon]

I love your bucky is dog fic so much!!! I reread it all the time it's so heart-warming and funny and just ahhh so good!! refreshing ao3 patiently and excitingly waiting for more<33

(a BIG mix of non–brainrot asks so i don't spam the timeline <33 some of these are from so long ago i'm so sorry. also lil disclaimer at the end about some specific asks i've been getting recently and why i won't be answering them! x)

1) !!?? you REREAD IT?? my heart wtf that's so sweet??? 😭💗 THANK U SM i will do my best to not let u down with future chapters even if shit gets a little bit angstier SDJKG <33

2) LMAO backseat gala–ing from the comfort of a couch 😭 judging the outfits as if they don't show up in plain tuxes half the time <3

3) <3333 thank u omg sjgkdk i'm so happy if my lack of stfu ability brings any bit of joy to anyone LOL

4) ILY THX LEGEND @air-exec u enable me too much <33

5) ALWAYS HAPPY TO INDULGE!! thank u for indulging my constantly rotting brain ur so kind 😭 <333

6) yaurrr i think it's just bc i do Not enjoy being around children LMAO i can't ever get into pregnancy/family dynamic type fics in general, i wish i could tho bc they're so wholesome :') but YEAH exactly ugh. it's like. the action of talking about it, especially when it's unattainable, is so intimate bc it's like an "i love you this much" thing. but it's also so hot bc the possession of it (and possible feminization depending on the pairing) sighhh

also i feel that sooo hard, sometimes you just gotta go where ur writing heart takes u yk? it's hard to write something if ur not fully invested :') and omg stop i WILL cry. 😭💗 wtf. thank YOU!! ofc i would read!! some ideas just /hit/ and urs is one of them <33 but also yes omg it's UP there (if not at the top) on my list of pwps i wanna write once i finish yad(iym) <33 thank you for sharing urs too and sending u good writing vibes regardless of what u write!!

7) GAHH this ones been on my ao3 read later since u sent this ask in!!! i literally have started a doc with links to moots fics i need to read/general fics i've stumbled across that look good and this one is for sure going in it. i do love reading sooo much, i just have the hell combo of adhd and dyslexia but i did start concerta a couple weeks ago which has def made it a bit easier to read lmfao thank fuck.

i think i just get in this headspace where i'm either a reader or a writer when i'm working on smth, idk if anyone else does this? i have a hard time slipping btwn both mindsets, i'm usually locked in on one at a time LOL but i need to get my shit together bc fuck everyone in this fandom writes so damn good and i want to leave long essays on all the fics and hype people up <33 i think once i finish the dog fic i'll take a few days to just consume my reading list to celebrate SJDGK

also omg i can't believe this ask is from before i even posted it that's crazyyy MY BAD. thank u and also that made me giggle JSKDG if that's my legacy in this fandom i'm honestly so happy ab that okay dog coded bucky is everything to me and i will do whatever i can to do him justice <333 and thank u again for the rec!

8) [ X ] UGHHH stop mammal RUINED me. he's soososoo pretty i want to die i think about that barry era as curt in the motaverse so often it makes me sick. i love pretty twinks!! xx (i have a whole motaverse au curtbucky where curt looks like 2012–ish barry and he's ken's age and they're cute lil mechanics together and it's so stupidly elaborate and niche and maybe i'll do smth w it one day who knows)

9) this is very sweet and i do appreciate you respecting my boundaries! thank you <3 i think a lot of people get annoyed at adults asking minors not to interact with nsfw posts on here bc the argument is always "they're gonna look even if you ask them not to" which, yeah, true! i was a teenager growing up online, i sure as hell did not let 18+ warnings stop me ever lmfaoo. i'm not telling minors to stay off my account because ik if people wanna find specific content, they're gonna find it. if teens are learning ab gay sex thru my blog, then at least they're learning ab it from a gay man who tries to keep things realistic in fic and who isn't a creep LOL.

that being said, i more so bar off minors interacting with my nsfw posts/writing bc i personally just feel uncomfortable discussing stuff like that with anyone who isn't an adult, and sometimes i don't have the time to check bios for ages (or sometimes bios don't have ages) before i reply to comments or whatever, so it's just easier to ask that y'all stick to the sfw so i don't accidentally brainrot some cooked shit with a child JSDJKG bc i would feel icky. i hope you understand <3

10) IT MAKES ME SICKKK. not only that, but when i was rewatching it with my irl last week, i realized that in e5 when bucky's smoking in the plane after gale goes down, he's sitting in the right (gale's) seat, which i'm pretty sure he doesn't do at any other time :((( like he was trying to be close to him in anyway he could </3

11) omg i've been meaning to watch that just to get a better inside look at stuff for world building purposes lmaooo but that sounds so wholesome :( i read that a lot of the guys would get real sad/touchy around holidays (obviously), so i could see a oneshot where one of them takes it upon themselves to try and cheer everyone up the best they can under their circumstances. a little found family holiday </33

12) thank u for the rec!! i'm suuuch a slow reader, i'm still working my way thru the actual mota book LOL but i've added this to my reading list <3 i think i might've actually read a couple excerpts from that one in doing research for my fic and it looks really interesting (and heartbreaking) so i'm sure i'll pick up a copy eventually :^)

13) oh 100% agree!! as someone who already isn't super interested in fashion/pop–culture, i find it very hard to look at the men's outfits and be blown away by any of them LOL but the women?? insane. was losing it over lana and zendaya's fits tonight ngl. hunter had me in a chokehold with last year's <3 tangent alright i always say this to my friends but i'm just jealous in general that women have so many more options in terms of clothes like.

okay listen i know i can leave my house in a skirt or crop top or whatever and a lot more guys are def starting to feel comfortable doing so. but i also enjoy not worrying about getting jumped or looked at funny! it's a lot safer than it used to be to do so, even in my small ass conservative town i'll sometimes put on some dangly earrings or a bit of rodrick–liner SJKDG but that doesn't mean it's normalized yet or whatever. point being that i wish it was because men's outfits would be sm more exciting at these fashion events if they had a wider range of options too!

but that aside, absolutely. until that changes, really it's not that hard for the men who are going with women (who don't want to go crazy with their outfits/who are more lowkey like you said) to just. wear something nice and on theme that compliments their partner's outfit and they'll be FINE. anything is better than something boring with no effort; effort doesn't have to equal crazy and fancy and elaborate. like austin's 2022 look has always been a standout to me because it was still a really nice look (even if it was simple) and it also worked so well because of who he had at his side. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but i also literally don't know shit ab fashion so i rly shouldn't be speaking on it LOL. i just know some things make me go oh no and some make me go YUM

and that's probs the last i'll post about the met bc i rly don't care thaaaat much, i was just happy to see barry since he wasn't at the panel this weekend <3

OKAY THAT WAS SO MUCH I'M SORRY. i just felt really bad bc some of those have been sitting in my inbox for months bc i was waiting to compile them all into a post like this :-) but also one last thing, idk if it's bc of me stepping out of mota to talk ab the emmy stuff/the met this week, but i've had a couple gossip/drama(?) asks and i just wanna say rn that i won't be posting stuff like that, even though they've been worded kindly! one, because i rly only post about fic/brainrot/mota–fandom related stuff here (aside from rare exceptions like today lol). and two, because as much as i adore our boys and try to keep up with the things they're up to, i personally don't vibe with speculating about them (esp if it's in a way that kinda. forgets they are grown men who probably don't think twice ab some of the stuff that people think they do lolol). i have no issue with people who do like to talk ab that stuff, i follow update blogs and think it's totally fine as long as it's done respectfully! i just don't feel like talking about gossip fits the vibe here and frankly i don't care enough about what goes on behind the scenes half the time; i'm just here to create and support and be insane. <33 that's all, just wanted to say that so ppl aren't waiting to have those asks answered/aren't sending more in! x

[sttoru]

Hello, Anya!! ♡ How are you? I feel so bad, even if you're patiently waiting for me. (◞‸◟) I'm a lot better now, thank you!!◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜And I hope you are, too. <333 You're always so sweet, I don't even know how to respond.

My jjk favourites are Yuji, Megumi, Nobara and Satoru heheh. But I really like many many others!! The following arcs are going to hurt (I'm not a manga reader, but I... know (v_v)), but I'm still excited!! (•̀ ᗜ •́ ) Yeah, the movie was great and entertaining, I was just surprised hahaha!! (>ᴗ<)

My parents have been trying to find a solution for the ants, but nothing seems to work... I hope we figure something out soon, I've had enough of insects. "( - ⌓ - )

Update on the ecological bird park trip: I went there with my family yesterday and it was amazing, the birds are so beautiful (there were some very cute bunnies too) and it was very worth it!! ^_^ I really enjoyed my day and I really want to visit it again soon. <3

I missed you more, there isn't a day that goes by without me thinking of you and hoping life hasn't been too hard for you. ♡(ᴖ̈) You better take care of yourself all the same and stay well. (It's pretty much always hot where I live, but I went to see my doctors and I'm taking my vitamins and following their health suggestions, so I'll probably be doing even better soon!!)

Ps: happy 3k!!! ♡ You have the best ideas and I love the way you always treat everyone with respect and kindness. <33333

Pps: your new theme :cc (I adore it)!!

- ☀️

HAIII IM SORRY FOR BEING LATEE T_T i was contemplating on how to respond for days and every time im like ‘oh ok got it, im gonna respond now’ i get distracted and forget about it 😭😭 ILY TY FOR BEING PATIENT W ME TOO MWAH

ur favs aaaaa i expected u to be a megumi girlie kind of tbhhhh hhehehe but damn not the ants still stalking u :/ i hope they disappear from ur house soon enough ewewew

THE PARK TRIP SOUNDS SO CUTEEEE im glad u had funnnn!!! it must be a while ago for u now since sending the ask but i still hope u enjoyed that day & also made v fun memories kisskiss

BUT PLEASE BAEE stay safe & healthy ☹️ take ur vitamins and follow the doctors’ advice ! i wish u nothing but the best in life & want u to stay happy no matter what ilysmmmm

[stygianking]

hey everyone! life kicked me in the ass back in feb, so i had to dip out for quite awhile, but i’m back now! i’m still trying to get a solid grasp on nico again though, so i’m gonna be dropping all his active threads unless you’d like to IM me to talk about keeping anything we have going. i just want to start fresh, y’kno?

so of course, i need new interactions! i’d prefer some small stuff, so like this for some blurb starters, capped at three five. thanks for being so patient, and sorry for ghosting (heh) you all! ;w; i’m happy to be back!

[ask-reese]

I’m back!!!

Hello everyone, I’m finally back from my rather short hiatus and I’m gonna be honest it went pretty well!! I’m way more in the mood to continue my blogs and my love for my ocs is back again jdshfjfhgjs

Oh I’ll be doing a giveaway to soon so stay tuned for that!!!! uwu

I hope everyone stayed safe and well <3 I’ll be posting asks and replies soon!

But for now I actually want to thank some of peeps who sent me some support in here/discord with messy simple sketches sooooo

(beware long post)

Starting off with @lumiere-angel-90!!<3

Thank you so much for your reply on my post and for drawing my ugly ocs AAAA you seem like a really nice person and youre very talented so tysm!!!<3

Second person would be @ask-shy-heart!!!

AAA thank you so much for all the advice you gave me on the post!!! You have no clue how much I appreciated it so aaaa tysmmm!!<33

Next person is @an-awkward-anon!!!!

Thank you for the little msg you sent in!! I’m sorry I didn’t color your sketch, I looked thru ur blog and I wasn’t sure what her colors were u_u But still ty!!

Forth person would beee @askablindflorist!!<3<3

AAAAAAA OK UHh first of all I REALLYREALLYREALLY love ur oc so much and im sorry I kinda butchered herrrr but I really wanted to draw her with Oliver!!! Idk how they communicate butwhatverhsfjgethfjd also you seem like a really nice and sweet person overall and i honestly would like to be ur friendDSJFGETSIGUH or at least talk more w uu aaaa u_u but im p awkward ANYWHOSJDSFH uhh TYSM for the msg you sent!!!! it was really nice AAAA<3<3<3;;w;;; ((ALSOALSO i forgot to add this but I really hope you continue your blog but if you dont thats fine buti finna be sad asfADSJFHGDJH TTvTT but if you really feel like idk nothings coming out of Ama you should make a new blog but IDK ITS JSUTME rambling cause id like for u to stay arounD FSJGFDJH))

Next up is @ask-peach-kisses!!<3<33

i- idont know okDSFJGETHRTJ im jk thank u for the msg u sent me on discord umu it did help and im sorry im flopping on ship art so have oliver staring at his wifes titties yuor walcome. also i changed the 12 cause fuck u SFJDGHJFH ILY THOO ALSO TAKE BREAKS AND DONT STRESS OUT TOO MUCH!!!

idk what number we’re on BUT NEXT UP ISS @askgrittyblossom!!!!<3

MIRAAAAAA THANKYOU SM FOR THE SUPER SWEET MSGS AND THE DOODLES YOU DREW FOR ME I LOVE YOU SOMUSDHAWRH aaaa ur too kinda im still crying about them ;;_;; i tried drawing some silly cheddar but i floppedJFHDS I’ll draw more soon!!!! but thank you for everything u_u you have no clue how much i dusdfkinggn cried istggggg aaAAAA <3<333 ILLYY

AND LAST BUT NOT LEASTT @askmicapony​!!!!<3

NOAHHHHHH OKAYSFGJETSHGFDGJ THANK U FOR THE MSG AND THE SUPPORT U SENT ME ON DISCORD THE OTHER DAY I really appreciated it SMM AAAAAA ILY AND IM SORYRUfjh Im JUST A MESS WHEN TALKING W YOU SJFDHJFHGDJ also IM SORRY i kinda butchered ur boy BUT TY FOR EVERYTHINGSDGJH ur really nice and kind UR OCS ARE ALWAYS SO FUCKING CUTE I GET SO JEALOUS OF THEM AAAAAAA<3<3<3

OK THATS ALL IMDSFJGH

Sorry if the doodles are kinda stinky but

Thank you guys for all the support and even if you didn’t send me a personal msg I still love u lots, thank you to all my followers, all my friends and all my mutuals for being so supportive and just overall kind and patient <3

[eatrude]

800 FOLLOWERS WHAT THE FUCK ( art credit. ) 

I probably should have waited about two more months, as this blog is about to celebrate it’s one year anniversary -- but I finally hit 800 and I couldn’t wait so here take this blurb about how much I love you guys ??? 

I used to say it a lot when I first picked up Hannibal -- he isn’t my usual muse type, I wasn’t sure he would stay around, I didn’t think I’d be very good at writing him.  His voice is so distinct -- and everyone was so loving and accepting and gave me such wonderful praise about how they could hear his voice in my writing.  Hannibal has been the strongest muse I’ve had since .... probably Sebastian Michaelis back in ??? like 2012 LMAO.   I enjoy every moment of my time on this blog and there’s SO MANY OF YOU that I wish I had the time to interact with you all !! I love all my mutuals !!

Really getting into this show has ... idk, reignited a passion in me I ??? didn’t think I had anymore ?  I jumped from fandom for ??? months at a time lmao -- just sort of looking for that thing that I would love again since so much has changed in my life and holy shit I was not expecting Hannibal to be THAT THING but it is !  When my friend convinced me to watch it and let me use her vudu to do I .... did not think I was gonna be into it like this but she ??? was like yeah there’s no fandom and i need someone to talk about it with and I’M SO GLAD I DID !!   Anyway, here’s the big blurb under the cut <3 

BABIES.  my daily angels

@hmrtia / @cyberends || KNIGHT.      bitch i fuckin love you,,,,, I know you’re so busy rn but god i’m so proud of all the stuff you’re accomplishing !! <3  I think about you every day, even though we don’t talk as much rn with both of us being so busy.  You’re just --- you’re my hero and I love you and I always want you to know that <333 thank you for being so supportive and letting me rant about hannibal at you even tho you aren’t in the fandom lmao ,,, can you believe it’s almost been two years ??? since we met ??? these two years have just FLOWN by. 

@behaviorisms || ROSE.      HEY ,,,, HEY ,,,, ILY.   Thanks for yelling with my every day about how stupid these two dumbasses are.  It’s been really nice getting to know you and I hope to continue to do so in the future !  I consider you a really dear friend, even though we haven’t known each other all that long -- 

@heavensdisk / @willowlilted || EMERY.     AAAAA EMERY I LOVE U ,,,, icb how in sync we are at literally all times ,,, thank you for being so patient with me for just ,,, disappearing all the fucking time lmao ,,, I love all our babies.  Thank you for being here and for really reigniting my passion for my ocs.  You’ve given Nova, Seb and Valiant such new life -- I love it <3 

@fopvamp || BILLOW.      I love every character you pick up, I love waylon, I love lestat ,,, and you’re such a fucking sweetheart.  It’s been really good getting to have a non - cis friend at last to talk to.  <3 

@southbronxabogado || ADRIEN.     I literally cannot fucking believe you ended up being so near me !! We need to hang out again soon !  Sorry i’ve been so absent lately, but please never forget how much I appreciate and adore you and everyone else in the L&O group !! <3 you’re all wonderful, thank you for being such great friends.

@o188 / @shiftingtm || SUNNY.     sunny u absolute ray of sunshine, you’re the best.  Your unfaltering love for Peter Scanavino is so fucking amazing lmao ,,, INSPIRING.  A TRUE HERO.  What I said in Adri’s blurb stands here too -- sorry I haven’t been around, but I love you and everyone else in the group. 

<3 SWEETIES.   some of my fav writers

@c0kehead, @pravnov, @bleedsloyal, @meddlingheels, @griefprofiled, @knowsevil, @horrauer, @tartareus, @griefguilt, @hotgrove, @timedtm, @violnds, @deathsurvive, @madebythejungle, @corpsemade, @traumaturgic, @eciohcon, @bloodheels, @belieder, @hesurvivor, @agonybow, @survieves, @erregent, @interrogatr, @deviiancy, @bluebracelet, @blueroseneedlxs, @evermre, @fencetm, @heistyled, @hismanners, @watsonofagun.

I’m sure I’ve left some people out -- there’s SO MANY people I really love that I’d love to write with, and I know a few of these are inactive now but UGH i love you all.