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angelgoeslewd · 9 months ago

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Hi, love your omegaverse hc about bsd guys 🩷🩷 I wonder how do you view others like Nikolai and Fyodor as Alphas? how would they be like with their omega?

thank u so much!!! i love u now 💕 also— my quest to omegaverse-ify the world is nearly complete

⚠️ warnings: 18+ content, minors DNI, graphic mentions of violence, brief mentions of manipulative behavior, what can be considered non-con behavior, stalking, kidnapping, drugging, murder, and sexual content. 18+ concepts of Omegaverse, like slick, mating, knotting, heats, and ruts, some BDSM concepts for Fyodor’s part — spanking and talk of role dynamics.

📝a/n: i really hope no one expected this to be light and fluffy. i love my dark twisted messed up little men. also this is way too long for how dark it is :/ sorry.

🌟 this work is being REWRITTEN! check back for the completion check ✅ and a new story with extra content!

[Chuuya, Dazai, and Ranpo here!]

Nikolai

unpopular opinion by the general public and ADA, but Nikolai is actually a decent Alpha!! the only downside is that u basically r in terrorist protection program for the rest of ur life 🤷‍♀️ and your boyfriend murders people in his spare time for fun but that’s a different moral dilemma.

but in all seriousness, Nikolai’s Omega is going to have to be all in from the moment they meet. Nikolai is the same. I get the sense that he lives in a very black-or-white world with little to no greys. If you are down for this man, the first couple of words out of your mouth need to be, “Wow,” followed by, “I need to be your Omega.” Otherwise he’s not going to listen to you and just keep rambling about birds and free will, then murder you. This will give him a moment’s pause, where you will get to plead your case on why you should be his Omega or appeal to his Alpha. Make it good. Nikolai will treat it like a game show and weigh the pros and cons.

If you manage to somehow make him blush, through complimenting his… techniques or get slick at his scent, Nikolai will cut the game short and whisk you away to the nearest bed to claim and knot you immediately. You aren’t getting away after that.

He’d also do very well with an Omega who is more straightforward. Being Fyodor’s second hand can be a bit… complex sometimes, and it definitely wears on him more than he lets on. I see Nikolai having his own twisted logic and Fyodor’s style of being dismissive, forcing his own games to played, and being so underhanded sometimes tires Gogol, regardless of how much he admires Fyodor. He wants to have his riddles untangled. He wants to just be told the truth to his face. An Omega who is blunt will get very far with him. He’d constantly bug you and try to make you smile or laugh. He would commit disgusting crimes in front of you just to see a shocked look on your face. He tie you up and force you to solve his puzzles before a timer runs out just to smell your scent mix with fear. He wants to make you show your emotions. He would love that challenge. Even if you despise him, he’ll still try to claim you. If that doesn’t work, there’s always stalking, kidnapping, and Stockholm syndrome. He can also be very manipulative.

In short, Nikolai will decide to claim you in a split second decision, if he feels like something about you appeals him. There’s no dating. At first.

Nikolai is a very clingy Alpha. Very clingy. I am on the verge of considering him a Yandere. Until he fully trusts you (which will be a while, consider he JUST MET YOU AND ALSO TRIED TO MURDER YOU) you’re gonna be on house arrest. By which I mean that you can go anywhere, it doesn’t really matter because he can find you no matter what, but you can’t talk to anyone. He will kill anyone who tries: Alpha, Omega, or Beta and apologize, lying to your face about them aiding your escape or whatever. He would think it hot if you encouraged him or ignored his actions (not him. his ACTIONS), wouldn’t really care of you scolded him or got angry. Just would shrug and remind you that you’re his Omega, his instincts want to protect you (lielielie- Nikolai is POSSESSIVE). And you better believe he’ll know. He will constantly have a portal open, watching you, ready to grab you at anytime. Not even cashiers are safe so it’s honestly better just to stay wherever he’s put you up and order whatever you need.

Yeah, your job? You’re gonna have to quit. Nikolai’s House Arrest extends to quite literally everyone. Get a new phone with no personal contacts. Make your family think you’ve died. Nikolai will even help you. But once you’ve fallen into his hands, you ARE his. He can amuse you, take care of you, he can be your everything, you don’t need anyone else.

After you’ve gain his trust (or the Stockholm syndrome is in full effect, whichever comes first), he’ll be a bit more lenient and let you out of his sight, but would still feel an awful amount of jealousy in his gut if he spies you talking to other people; God forbid it’s another Alpha. He’d lovebomb the hell out of you, then go and kill them when you’re sleeping off the 3 rounds he put you through. He’d really rather be the only one you talk to.

This Alpha loves to have you by him and would keep you there all the time if he could. He feels off when you aren’t by his side. Unfortunately, due to the nature of his ‘job,’ that’s not always the case. And if he knows there’s even a risk of danger, he’ll leave you in a safe place. Usually an extravagant hotel or a mansion he’s bought just for you in an undisclosed location. It’s usually filled with whatever your heart desires, desires you didn’t even know Nikolai knew about. If he’s just filming more propaganda or torturing, he’ll bring you along if you want. It won’t be pretty, but if you’re into that. Or if you just love him enough to want to do whatever makes him happy.

He would fuck you in the blood if you helped him or came on to him during that time. 100% turns him on seeing covered in the sticky, viscous liquid. Would compliment you on how “red is your color.” Nikolai loves an Omega who gets their hands dirty. Might even drive him into a rut.

Despite his occupation and image, when it comes to his Omega, Nikolai can act like a puppy for your love and affection, but it goes back and forward. He’ll beg you for kisses, other times he’ll just take them. He’ll portal in front of your face when you’re in line to check out and smooch you, leaving everyone confused. He’s a waist grabber too. He loves to pull you against him and feel your warmth as he shoves his tongue down your throat, then pull away like nothing happened and continue whatever rant he was on. He’s also a biter. Loves to mark you with bruises and bites, so… invest in a scarf.

He might seem innocent and innocuous and he partly is, but the choices he gives you are never really your own to decide. Like asking you where you want to go on a date. Which is sweet of him to even allow, considering you’re basically his hostage. You can’t say that you’re too tired, because he’ll whisk you away to Paris despite your objections. He does make it worth it though.

He wants to have his hands on you 24/7. They’re so big and warm too, that it’s really hard not to want them on you. He loves hugging you from behind and resting his chin on your shoulders, one hand sneaking up, one hand sneaking down, fingering you until your slick drips down his wrist and then he’ll bite the tip of his glove… slowly pull them off, tasting you and the leather… and yeah. Rest of your plans be damned. You’re on his knot.

You’re the only one (besides Fyodor, who sees every side of everyone) that usually sees Nikolai’s softer side. He’s the type of Alpha who cuddles you to his chest at night, then wakes you up to breakfast in bed. His sadistic side is somehow quelled by you. He loves when you trace your fingers against his chest and can depend on him to be with you through your heats no matter what. He’ll massage your stomach if the cramps get too bad but it does leave you wondering why he didn’t just knot you like any other Alpha would do, your thoughts trailing back to his “free will” phenomenon. Are these his choices or yours? Do you have any impact on what he does or not?

It’s partly part of his own game. He likes to see what makes you tick, but he refuses to break his favorite toy. He walks the fine line between breaking you in and breaking you completely.

His ruts are another story. Without you, he was rather tame and usually just ignored his wants completely. Of course, he finds a release in other ways… usually by murder. Let’s just make that clear. He’s still quite blood thirsty. But with you…

He’s completely unhinged. Gives into his desires in the worst possible way, free will be damned when he has an Omega, his Omega, on his cock. He’s brutal, so be prepared. Takes you doggy style, jackhammering into you, pressing up against your womb until the pressure is almost unbearable, pulling your hair back, you along with it, contorting you into unnatural positions until he finds his release deep inside of you. Refuses to cum anywhere that’s not inside of you. Leaves you scratched and bruised, hips and hole sore with how rough he is. His knot is huge too. Don’t be surprised if your sheets get bloodied.

He’s super tender with you afterwards though. Pampers you like Sigma or Chuuya would, but it feels so much more intense with him, because he pushes you to your absolute limit, physically. Blankets of some endangered creature that are beyond soft as to not irritate your skin, medication that heals you within a couple of days, which you still don’t understand where he got them or what they were. Baths, rich foods, affection beyond what is normal for him (which is saying a lot.)

Your heats are a toss up. He can either be as mean as he is in his rut, or he’s a complete tease. It’s some of the only times he gets to drive you wild instead, so he takes a lot of enjoy in playing a little cat and mouse with you and your pleasure. He’s either overstimulating you or making you beg. But other parts of it are tender and soft. Like when he helps you make the perfect nest. Or when he’s comforting you through the pain. Or when you’re whispering sweet nothings in his ear as he drives into you, pressing your legs back into a mating press, wondering if these are your true feelings or if this is the heat talking.

Despite the murder, which is a BIG despite, Nikolai is probably in second place for best Alpha you could have. Mainly because of the murder. And his conflicting personality. And the other unsavory practices within your relationship. But he takes care of you so well. And he will always protect you.

Fyodor

Let’s be honest here. How the hell did you even get in this scenario. Fyodor really isn’t one to take an Omega or even look for romantic interest in general, so being here is kinda a realm of extreme speculation. Why are you here? What is so extraordinary about you that led this man to you, first of all, and how do you get him to indulge in his most suppressed self? How do you keep him there long enough to get him to actually mate you? You have to really call him to get this far. You can’t be anyone normal. No lacky of his beliefs or regular person. He doesn’t care about that. You’re borderline his soulmate if you are.

If you do manage to actually get him to take an interest in you and not what you can do for him, not a political move or a piece to be played and discarded, you’re seriously in for it. Fyodor is not an easy Alpha to have.

He just barely ranks above Dazai because he can have his moments, but they’re usually pretty inauthentic and more of something he knows he’s expected to do as your Alpha; most of these moments are in public, but you might find him doing them when he’s running on autopilot too.

I’m not going to comment on how you got him to mate you because I honestly am at a loss for how that would even happen. He’s not one to do that, and feeling that urge, let alone acting on it, is something that he would never thought he’d do, even sadistically, to torture his worst enemies by taking their spoken for Omega, because it means he’s bound to someone. He’s now got someone he has to think about, not because he wants to, but because those fucking primal urges force him to. it’s a distraction to him and his goals.

if you match his intelligence, even with minute differences, he would rather see you as something to toy with. if you don’t, you’re something to be used. It’s an extremely difficult situation where you almost have to be playing him and catch him in a mood where the fact of that doesn’t piss him off too much that he immediately tries to kill you. Maybe more of an innocent game? Where you basically are only toying with him because you like him and want to be with him? Very Harley Quinn like.

Fyodor likes super submissive Omegas. And by “like,” I mean that it would almost be impossible for you to be a more pushy or dominant Omega because Fyodor has the whole power dynamic he likes (which is super unhealthy, dude, go 2 therapy) and refuses any other type of partner. A bratty Omega is ok, but you might want to be heavily masochistic if you go that route.

Fyodor loves spanking. I’m sorry but he does. He likes the feeling of punishing you so intimately. And you taking it like a good little Omega, tears in your eyes as you try to apologize or count his spanks. He’s partial to a belt or his hand. Loves making your ass bruised and nearly bloody. If you do bleed, he loves to sweep it up with his fingers and lick it. He also loves the next day, watching you try to hide your winces as you sit down or as the fabric of your bottoms brush against your ass. It gets him wanting to bend you over his desk and make it hurt all over again.

Speaking of his desk. COCKWARMING OMG. He absolutely adores when you’re below him in anyway, love to make you feel weak and powerless, but especially when he’s got work to do and commands that you keep him and his knot in your mouth until he’s done. You obey like Fyodor’s good little Omega would and he purposely drags it out because he’s an asshole. Likes to grab your hair and thrust down your throat frequently because he likes to hear you cough and gag. Then makes you stand on shaky, half-asleep legs while he fucks you. If you fall, he’ll make you start all over again. Yes. That means being away for ANOTHER 8-14 hours.

Besides his violent streak in sex, life with Fyodor almost feels… cold? He’s very withdrawn from your relationship. Thanks you for breakfast, then excuses himself. You have the rest of the day to yourself until he calls for you. I would seriously love to say that Fyodor would be super snuggly and loving because you’re his special Omega or whatever, but I just don’t think that’s really… in character for him. He will have moments where he enjoys your company though. Even without sex. Sometimes, when he’s in a good mood, he’ll sit you next to him, explain some hacking and coding, maybe twirl a strand of your hair between his fingers. But that’s about it.

Kisses are saved for public image and that’s it. He seriously probably never hugs you :/. The only reason he ranks above Dazai is because despite his intensity in sex and his ice queen personality, it’s really less to deal with then Dazai’s constant inner turmoil. Like Fyodor doesn’t have conflict in his mind. He’s super set in his path and whatever decisions he makes on that journey. You at least don’t expect warmth from this man. Unlike Dazai who acts pretty well. Plus you’re loaded and can do whatever you want 🤷‍♀️ idk kinda works for me

Fyodor will come to care about you more though. Kinda like those typical arranged marriages in movies? He becomes fond of you, I suppose the proper word would be. Like he doesn’t want to lose you, but if he does, oh well. He’ll miss your warm heat wrapped around him and delicious cooking. I’m sorry. Fyodor doesn’t know the meaning of love. He does end up referring to you as His Omega and gives you more important duties around his cult. Will smile at you (AND IT WILL BE A REAL SMILE) and tell you you did a good job. He’ll start to wrap an arm around you and hand you his jacket if he notices you shivering. Maybe even kiss the side of your head a little bit.

Ok. Maybe he’s a bit soft and a bit in love with you, but he will never admit that to even himself.

I really can’t see Fyodor having ruts due to his medical issues. He probably even has problems getting it up sometimes, which is fine, he still enjoys watching you suffer. Or pleasure yourself for him. Whichever. But if he did, they would probably only last a couple of days and actually make him really sick. He probably wouldn’t even be able to knot you. IM SORRY BUT IM BEING REALISTIC.

for p0rn reasons; if he wasn’t anemic, they would be extremely violent. He would be more apt to keeping you close without letting on that he likes you. You don’t realize that most people you talk to end up executed by Fyodor’s own hand. You don’t notice that he’s being walking around with you all day. You don’t realize how he’s glaring at everyone you pass. You do, however, notice that he’s jumping you the minute you get home and actually kissing you. It’s rough, with tongues and teeth, but he’s kissing you. His teeth graze your claim mark again, and he’s biting down, deepening it again. His hands around your waist, pushing you into the bed where he knots you, over and over again. Pushing his cum into you and making you hold it. Fucking you through every one of his knots, even though it burns. Fyodor is a bitey Alpha so you’ll have to clean up a lot of blood after his mating session. You almost wonder if he’s trying to absorb your blood or something.

Your heats will almost never line up with his. If they do, it’s by absolute pure chance. Fyodor is too withdrawn and he stays that way. He can let you in but it’s never for too long. He takes care of you with a knot and makes sure you have food and water, but it’s almost clinical the way he deals with it. Leaves almost immediately after, instructing you to call him when you need him.

(…Later, he’ll sit with you on the bed as your body feverishly aches, stroking the sweaty strands of hair from your forehead, never getting dirty himself but enough tenderness to make you realize that he’s there with you.)

#tw: dark content #tw: dark themes #bsd nikolai gogol #bsd nikolai #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #bsd fyodor #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd nsft #🍩 of bsd #omegaverse!bsd #angelic songs #.SMS SENT #my fing god this was so long sorry anon

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sweetbunpura · 7 years ago

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I’m Your Sword and I’m Your Shield Ch. 12

9/8 "You and Ryuji make a cute couple." You pause in exchanging your yen for american dollars and turn to give Ann a confused look and raised eyebrow. "What?"

She smiles, pulls out her phone, and waggles the picture on the screen in your face. You hold the device still and wait for your eyes to focus on the image. Your face erupts into a full blush and you can see Ann's grin getting wider out of your peripheral. There on the phone is a picture of you and Ryuji asleep on the plane. You're using his shoulder as a pillow while his head rest on top of yours, Ryuji's mask isn't over his eyes and he looks peaceful. You both look peaceful and you almost envy how couple-y you look with him. 'Too bad that'll never happen...' You think sadly to yourself before directing your gaze at the still smiling Ann. "Delete that." "Aw, why?" She loops an am around your shoulders and pulls you close. "It's a cute picture." You make a move for the phone but she moves it out of reach. "Delete it before Ryuji sees." "Too late." She smiles and sticks her tongue out at you, "I've already sent it to him." "...You what?" "He just hasn't responded yet." Her phone goes off, "Never mind." You brace yourself for whatever Ryuji says as she opens the message. R: Dude.... R: When did you take that? A: Maybe about an hour after we took off :D A: Akira texted me that you and (Y/N) were asleep on each other A: It was too cute not to R: ..... A: Ryuji? R: It's kinda cute A: You two make a good couple R: Ann no A: So R: Ann A: Cute~ R: Delete it before (Y/N) finds out R: I beg of you A: Too late :P

Ann lift up her phone and pulls you closer to her so that you're not off-screen. She snaps a quick photo before you have time to cover the the lens and sends it to Ryuji. R: I... R: Shit... R: They didn't see what I said... R: Did they? A: They saw everything~ A: They're blushing right now

By this time, you've hidden your face in your hands and are trying, failing actually, to fight down the full flush that covers your face. You crouch down and wish that the ground could swallow you up. "Why did you do that?" You mumble into your hands. "He's asking where we are." Ann says, ignoring your dilemma. "What should I tell him?" "Outlet mall..." "Thank you~" Ann cheerfully replies and texts Ryuji. You sigh and straighten up as Ann pockets her phone. "Can I ask you something?" 'As long as it's not about Ryuji.' You think before turning to face her. "Yeah?" "You can speak English pretty well." Ann walks in the direction of one of the stores nearby and you follow after. "I thought I was good, but you can speak pretty well on your own. What gives?" You hold the door open as Ann gives you a small thanks in return. "My dad's the CEO of a company, remember? He takes business calls in different languages and he's been teaching me English for the past two years." You accompany the blonde into the gift shop. "I still mess up every now and then because English is a tricky subject to learn." "Tell me about it." Ann groans dramatically while looking at the knick-knacks on the selves. "Did your parents give you yen for the trip?" "Yep. Eighty thousand." You nonchalantly say while up one of the big turtles at the bottom of the selves. "E-Eighty thousand?" You hear Ann choke out in surprise above you. "W-what does that exchange into here?" You keep your voice low as you tell her, "Seven hundred and eighteen." "Oh my god. Your parents gave you that much?!" "My mom says that it's better to be over prepared than under prepared..." You keep the turtle and move over a stand with shark tooth necklaces on it. "I didn't bring all of it though, just two hundred and fifty." "That's still a lot..." You shrug just as the door to the shop opens, but you pay it no heed, too absorbed in the necklaces to notice the approaching footsteps. You flinch slightly as hands cover your eyes, you can hear the sound of a soft chuckle behind you. "Guess who?" A voice says behind you. "Ryuji." You say without skipping a beat. A groan is your answer as your sight returns to you, you laugh softly and turn to look at a pouting Ryuji. "You got that too fast..." "I know you too well." You gesture to the necklace stand. "Choose one." You step back as he takes a closer look at the jewelry, you take the chance to glance over at Ann, who's made a heart shape at the both of you. You mouth 'stop that!' and swat at the heart just as Ryuji holds up one of the bigger tooth necklaces. You and Ann try looking non-conspicuous when he hands you the necklace. "Who's the turtle for?" "Parents." "And you're getting the necklace for me?" Before you have a chance to answer, Ann makes an 'aww' sound which makes you both blush and yell at her. Ann laughs and casually walks away to a different stand. You pay for the items and you spend the rest of the day with Ryuji and Ann. The sun gleams off of Ryuji's necklace as he proudly wears it and you flush every time Ann looks between you and Ryuji.

9/9 R: Hey R: Hey R: Come over to Akira's room and bunk with us

You look at the phone in your lap at the text alerts go off. You ignore the looks your roommate give you and text back. Why are you in Akira's room? R: The guy I was roomin' with bought his girlfriend back to the room R: It was too awkward to stay there, so I left ... Who else is over there? R: Just me, Ann, and Mishima Ann? Why is she there? R: Her roommate took the key and went over to her boyfriend's room R: The door auto-locked her out Ah R: Well?

You pinch the bridge of your noise, glance over at the time, and weigh your options. Stay here with someone you don't care for or bunk with four other people in a room? What's his room number?

Once Ryuji gives you the number, you grab your key card and leave after giving your roommate an explanation of where you're going. You walk a couple of feet and knock on the door, you wait a few seconds before the door opens. "(Y/N)?" Yuki stands in the doorway with an exasperated look. "Sakamoto invited you, didn't he?" "It's like a slumber party, Yuki." You step pass him and into the room. "It's funner the more people you have." He sighs and closes the door, you walk over and set yourself next to Ryuji on the bed. "Since when do you call Mishima by his first name?" Ryuji looks at you. "Since we started hanging out." You nudge him a bit, "You should get to know him better. He's a great guy once he opens up." You and the others send the next couple of minutes talking about Medjed and the Phantom Thieves until you and Ryuji yawn. There's a short discussion about who's sleeping where until Ryuji suggest they play card to figure out the sleeping arrangements. In the end, you and Ryuji end up sleeping on the floor while Akira gets the couch and Ann and Yuki get the beds. "Don't you think we still have a lot to learn about each other through?" Ann asks, "You know, things like what kind of people we like... So, time to come clean Ryuji." "Me!? Uhhh, well.." You look up from your game of Solitaire and look at the pair of blonds. "They've gotta have a good personality. I'm OK with anyone's who's modest and nice..." "What about if two people with equally good personalities confessed to you at the same time?" "That sounds like a loaded question..." You voice, Ann shushes you in retaliation. "If they're equally nice? Then it'd hafta be the one I've known longer." You make a surprised sound at his answer, you weren't expecting him to say something like that and from the look on Ann's face, neither was she. "What's with the look?" Ryuji asks with confused expression. "Nothing." Ann replies with a knowing smile. "What about you Akira? C'mon, spill the beans. What kind of person is your type?" "I don't have a type." The teen answers casually. "You totally dodged the question..." Ryuji says. "What about you, (Y/N)?" Both Ann and Ryuji turn to look at you. "U-uh..." You stammer out, eyes flickering between the pair of blonds as you try to think of an answer. "I-" The moaning voice of Mishima's filters through the air and you quietly thank the heavens as you and Ann go to check on the teen. The night ends with Mishima downing a few bottles of soda and falling asleep with two heating pads on his stomach.

#p5 #ryuji sakamoto #ryuji x reader #reader insert #Thorn writes #IYSIYS

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