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#doyou get it….. because his face lacks a lot of color and definition and his hair hardly has any but his eyes are so prominent…… cause he-#was watching himself fade away like ink on water as his body failed him but he still had the same brown eyes he did when he was a kid who-#fell. can antone hear me#also ty to the people sending me nice stuff ill answer evnetually but my social batterys shot i need to sit in the dark and draw for a bit#thank u everyone was so kind today ^_^<3#vixen draws#jrwi pd#william wisp#art#my art
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Hi Uncle Neen! HYH! It sucks to see you struggling cuz you are a big inspiration of mine :( but you said you did your makeup the other day. Can we seeeeeeeeee maybe?
d'awwww ksahdlkdss, you are so sweet, nonnie! thank you so so soooo much, baby! xx i really needed this. i hope i heal ( i will...i have to, i am too much of an asshole to let god win, fuck him ) and i hope you heal from whatever harms you as well! you can do it! mWAH!~
-- also brb crying ;-; <3333 whenever y'all tell me i inspire you, it seriously makes me want to cry; you mean SO much to me, so to mean so much to you; it's Everything to me, my love. thank you for believing in me, know i believe infinitely in YOU and will keep fighting the good fight, living authentically and modelling pos behavior on this blog bc i take being a role model very seriously. :')
BUT ANYWAYS! sakhdlasd oh my god aaAaaAAAaa please!!! YOU ARE SO CUTE, THIS IS SO CUTE OF YOU, hELP AAAAA!!!!!! but yes, of course, of course. considering i am super bacteria nina right now and had to resign from my ( admittedly ) trash job and am no longer, at this moment, an education girlie ( besides on here, ofc, educating you on my two gay sons in love ), i can freely exist and post pictures of myself again! thank you for for giving me a safe place to do that. <3
i'll elaborate on what 'safe' means to me down below, but just for context i took this...sigh...last week, when i was told i would 'all better', just trying to feel like myself again after a month of being unmadeup and unfitted and ugly and troll-like and on death fucking row and fucking miserable as hell, i had my new hair appointment lined up, was about ready to take life by the balls again...and that shit BLUE BALLED ME SO HARD AND SAID *ravenstan vc* JK, BABY!
okay, sorry i have some really bad scarring and wounding up there by my neck so i had to cover her up but...there she is! the she beast!
as for posting pictures of myself just...please...PLEASE BE KIND. and i wish i meant that as a joke, i mean it very, VERY seriously. i am at a point right now, where i look my very fucking worst, i am weaker than i have ever been in my life, there are abrasions all over my body, which per the results of my culture ( i was right...several fucking times and no one would listen to me ) my body is trying to kill me and right now...it is Winning. ( i'm not gonna lose tho, dw, i am a nasty bitch from hell and i refuse to die this ugly, i fucking won't; choke )
tldr; I AM VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE ABOUT HOW I LOOK. I DO NOT FEEL PRETTY, I AM LIKE ONE BAD COMMENT AWAY FROM TEARING THE SKIN OFF MY FACE AND I AM TELLING YOU GUYS I CANNOT DO THAT, I CANT CREATE ANY TEARING ON MY BODY OR THE BACTERIA WILL TUNNEL AND ITS HARD ENOUGH AS A BITCH WITH DERMATILOMANIA.
PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.
i know we shoot the shit on here and are funny and clown eachother, you guys are my family; it's what families do, but my boundary is that you can say i am pretty and be objectively kind or Please do not send me anything At ALL about how i look; i CANNOT take it rn. i know were just joking, but please, please, PLEASE Do NOT compare me to any ugly creatures, make me feel weird about any part of my face, tell me i look blurry, say anything is too big or too small…
please don’t meme on me abt my appearance...Ever.
it’s a very sensitive spot for me and makes me v anxious.
all this to say, i love you; thank you for being my home.
HYH.
-uncle nina, single ravesey mother and human petri dish
#idk what the face tag is ill make one later#but there she is#this is so sweet thank you guys for caring i swear i want to post more i am just so weak rn that its hard to keep my head up#ill talk about it more later but the test results were kinda hard for me bc they were scary and it is pretty serious#and very fucked up bc they could have caught it at er number one but they didnt catch it until my fifth drs appointment#and i had to beg...and lo and behold i am very fucking sick now and everything sucks but i am gonna beat it don't worry#anyways sorry for momming you guys i miss my kindergarteners i didnt get to say goodbye i am devastated#but i am actually very sensitive about how i look and do think i am ugly most days especially rn so please be kind to me#i only say this because i had a couple of anons who had good intentions send me anons joking with me about how i look#and it put me in such a bad depression that i like couldnt look at my face for days and it devastated me i am very sensitive#so please only kind words like objectively positively kind please don't make jokes about how i look or try to be funny#not in a good place for it but sigh...my hair...it is falling out rn so that sucks i'm out of comission for a week and a half#up to a month...assuming i get better...I WILL DW SORRY I WILL and i have stuff i'm working on right now#ask memes and i am trying to write so hang in there i love u#HYH <3
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do u have a reccomendation for what form of shorthand to learn first. deeply interested-- i saw ur reply on that one post and then u seem cool so i just followed u and figured i would ask here
hello !!! thank you for asking !!!!!!!!!! and im so sorry this is so long lol
If you want my biased personal recommendation, I would suggest Pitman New Era. That's what I use, and I think its the best balance of efficiency vs difficulty to learn, and I like that the learning curve is such that, as you learn, you apply more rules that simplify the writing process more (meaning that earlier practice is still legible, if far less efficient). This compared to other forms (like Gregg) where, as you learn, youre just kind of generally suffering and trying to get your brain to memorise things and differentiate very similar looking strokes. I find Pitman also lends itself well to using in conjunction with other "standard" writing styles so you can take notes that are enough in "standard" writing to be skimmable while using enough shorthand to be much faster to write, basically maninmising writeing AND reading speed. [example below]
You can skip to the end for resources for Pitman and shorthand in general if this answer is sufficient :)
If you want a horrifically long, massively autistic answer that breaks down the three most popular/common styles, then thats what the rest of the post is !! It is so fucking long I am so sorry
Horrifically Long Answer:
I'm answering on the assumption that you would be learning for use with english. If you want to learn shorthand for another language there are a variety of options however I am less versed in them :( I'm also assuming you're asking out of personal interest rather than vocational, since certain jobs will recommend or require you learn certain styles of shorthand and it would be best to defer to that.
The most popular methods are Gregg, the various forms of Pitman (this is what I use), and Teeline. Gregg and Pitman are phonemic while Teeline is alphabetical. There are also a huge number of other, less popular forms of shorthand (as well as shorthand systems which are popular in/made for other languages). If you're interested in learning about these, check out the subreddit listed at the end of this post under "resources".
Teeline:
I know much less about Teeline, so I'll go into it less, but basically it is a "spelling-based" shorthand system -- that is, it is based off the standard spelling of words. It replaces latin letters which different forms that are faster to write and can be connected more efficiently, while removing extraneous letters from words. It is simpler to learn, in part because it is spelling-based, and also because it has fewer rules which further consolidate and shorten word forms. Due to this, it is ultimately much slower to write than the other two systems mentioned here (although you can still get up to good speeds !!). Like the other shorthand systems, you can learn to a more basic extent, or learn more advanced theory to maximise its capability and speed. Teeline is very standard for journalism and overall quite popular for professional use, however it is still in copyright and so there are far fewer resources available online. If you are interested in taking classes, however, I would assume those are available.
Teeline TL;DR: alphabetical, simplest to learn but less efficient, popular, still in copyright so fewer resources.
examples of Teeline:
[images sourced from wiki]
Pitman and Gregg: Phonemic Systems and Regional Accents:
As mentioned, Gregg and Pitman are phonemic. If you dont have any practice with phonemic writing systems, you might have luck starting out with shavian just to practice. also because shavian is fun :) (its one of the writing systems in my header !) Im saying this partly because I want more people to learn shavian and partly because I learned Shavian long before I learned Pitman and found that having that practice was helpful. In particular, if you have any accent other than RP, its helpful for figuring out either which vowel sounds and phonetic spellings are relevant to your accent and your pronunciation, or, should you choose to go a "standard" (RP) route, how certain words should be spelled despite how you may pronounce them. Using a "standard" RP approach can be helpful if you want people to more easily be able to read your writing or want to "match" the dictionary, but someone well versed in shorthand should be able to figure it out no matter what, and if its just for your personal use I'd suggest just going by your own regional pronunciations.
Pitman:
Pitman was an early shorthand system developed in the early to mid 1800s. It used to be the most popular shorthand system, however nowadays has been eclipsed in popularity by Teeline and/or Gregg, depending on the country and occupational context. However, it remains popular among enthusiasts and there are significant amount of resources available for learners and practitioners.
The main thing to know with Pitman is that words are built using different strokes for each consonant sound, and symbols attached to these consonants to mark vowels. These consonant sounds are differentiated by shape as well as line thickness. Voiced and unvoiced pairs of consonants (eg., T and D, C and G, S and Z, etc.) are designated using the same strokes, with the voiced consonant of the pair being thicker than the other. This line variation is something which is normally achieved with a pencil, though I mostly use fountain pens to write and so I use flex nibs to achieve the same effect.
Vowels are marked with certain dots or dashes placed along corresponding consonant markings, For increased writing speed, most vowel markings can also be left off in Pitman, and instead where on the line the first stroke begins serves to signal the first vowel.
Pitman uses short forms (also called "logograms" or "grammalogues," depending on the version and book you use) which are abbreviated forms of commonly used words (see picture below for a few examples). Different versions of Pitman have different numbers of grammalogues.
With Pitman, efficiency is increased through a combination of memorising various short forms and implementing rules which simplify strokes. (Examples of these can be seen in the picture below. probably need to click to be able to actually see anything rip) This allows you to have certain "levels" of complexity, where as you learn more complex rules you increase in efficiency, but you can also eschew some of those rules if they are too complex for you without sacrificing legibility to you or proficient practitioners. Probably someone somewhere on reddit has something to say about that but tbh who gives a fuck. You can do whatever you want forever. Its known to be very common for people to come up with their own personal shortcuts and variations in whatever shorthand system they use, and imo sometimes that just means looking at a rule and going "well thats stupid👍" and ignoring it. Pitman can seem really intimidating, however just remember that you can ignore rules for as long as you want until they are less intimidating to learn and apply.
There are 3 "main" versions of Pitman: the original system, Pitman New Era, and Pitman 2000. New Era has the most complex system of rules and abbreviations, while 2000 simplified many of these and got rid of most of the abbreviations. I personally use New Era, in part because I was able to access more resources for this, but largely because I found the increased number of rules and abbreviations to be better in the long run. If you are willing to invest more time and effort into learning a more complicated system, with the tradeoff that it will be faster and easier once you are proficient, you should learn New Era. The main benefit of 2000 is that the rules are simplified. I would say, however, that the downsizing of the list of abbreviations is not a benefit. While it in theory requires you to memorise more individual symbols, in practice these abbreviations are commonly used enough that they can become automatic with very little practice. If you decide to learn 2000, I would suggest taking he time to go through the list of abbreviations from New Era and, if not learning all of them, picking out the ones you think you are likely to use with semi-regularity. If you compile them into a cheat sheet and hand it next to your desk, they should be easy to practice using and become memorised really quickly. I myself dont have every abbreviation memorised, but instead focused on ones i use regularly, and often go through the list again to pick out new ones to learn and add to my lexicon as I think they may be used.
Pitman TL;DR: phonemic, differentiates strokes through line thickness, rules can be applied or discarded as best suits your practice without sacrificing readability. Increased speed and efficiency is achieved through extra short forms for commonly used words, and rules which simplify strokes.
examples of Pitman:
[first image mine, other two images sourced from Long Live Pitman's (website, linked below), and wiki]
Gregg:
Gregg is a very popular form of shorthand which utilises round, smooth strokes with the intent of increasing writing efficiency and legibility.
Where Pitman uses variation in line thickness to differentiate between strokes, Gregg uses line length. Both consonants and vowels are marked with designated strokes (compared to Teeline, which has vowel strokes but tends to omit them where possible, and Pitman, which adds vowel marking to consonant strokes or signals vowels through figure placement), and vowels are largely kept in-line. With Gregg, efficiency is achieved through the use of short forms, prefixes, and suffixes; "phrasing", (wherein certain phrases, such as "I may be," "one of the most," "by the," etc. are combined into a single stroke); as well as through the more efficient way in which strokes are joined together into words.
Left-handed people sometimes write Gregg from right to left.
Like Pitman, there are a number of different versions of Gregg, however Gregg seems to have significantly more versions and significantly less consensus around which version is best or why. I am not the best person to give advice on which one is best or information on the different types, so if you decide to go with Gregg I'd suggest checking out the subreddit or some of the other resources linked below for information on that.
examples of Gregg:
[Images sourced from wiki and gregg-shorthand.com]
Comparisons:
I would say that one of the main things to consider if choosing between Gregg and Pitman is which you think is more intuitive to read and write for you. Which sounds obvious lol but like. as an example. I struggle with spatial awareness and stuff like estimating lengths so for me Gregg is not a good option since it differentiates certain consonants through their length and I would have a hard time writing those consistently or easily reading them. Pitman is easier for me in that regard, as well as since it is more "choppy" (for lack of better word) which makes it much easier for me to recognise certain words without having to break them down, as well as making it easier for me to break them down to read them should I need to. On the other hand, some people find Gregg to be easier since its much "smoother" and flowier to write, which can be much faster and more intuitive for some.
Compared to Pitman, Gregg has significantly fewer rules to learn, making it in theory simpler, however, due to the way it is written, it requires significantly more practice to be able to consistently properly write and tell apart certain letters, words, and phrases. Once you are proficient in this, it is by far more efficient, however Gregg is very difficult to use while you are still figuring it out. Pitman, on the other hand, has significantly more rules, however you can continue to easily use it as you learn these rules and add them into your practice. The downside of this is that once you are fully proficient, it is less efficient than full proficiency Gregg. Essentially, the main difficulty with learning Gregg is telling apart different strokes and writing them so that they can be differentiated, while the main difficulty with Pitman is in learning the rules.
I havent talked much about Teeline because honestly I know far less about it, because it is so much harder to find resources on, and honestly because I'm a bit of an old man and personally prefer the older styles lol. Its popular for a reason, though !
I know it probably sounds like I'm shilling a lot for Pitman, however thats just because its what I use and know the most about, as well as because it is what works best for my unique considerations. Most people would probably be more likely to recommend Gregg (for a number of very good reasons !), however when I was first deciding which shorthand system to learn I saw very few people making the points that were most relevant to me (eg, that pitman can be used AS you learn, whereas Gregg is more of a "its useless until you actually have it down" situation, that Gregg is really difficult if you struggle with differentiating lengths, etc) so I feel the need to mention them
TL;DR: Everything:
Ultimately you should use whatever you think is best for you :) I'd say Teeline is your best bet if you are in journalism, or want something easier. Gregg is best if you want something popular, smoother to write, and extremely fast, and are willing and able to put in significant amounts of consistent work and practice to master it. Pitman is best if you want something you can use as you learn, and that's somewhere in between Teeline and Gregg in terms of difficulty and efficiency. If you wanted, you could probably learn Teeline as well as either Pitman or Gregg, but learning both Pitman and Gregg would be much more difficult.
Other:
I take all my notes by hand, generally using a mix of palmer method cursive and pitman shorthand to do so, however, I also have to write a lot of papers, and when I do, I get frustrated at having to type out whole words I normally write in shorthand. This is kind of the curse of shorthand, you get really annoyed having to type out "because". To deal with this, while typing in a word processor, I use an alphabetic shorthand I've come up with over time. I basically input a bunch of auto-replacements into my spellcheck, so that I can have shortcuts for commonly used words set up. so basically i can write: "here, . cnstrctn ` ntnl idntty served to lgtmse the ntn stte" and it will autocorrect to "here, the construction of national identity served to legitimise the nation state". Highly recommend this if you do a lot of writing, especially if a lot of the same topics and words come up a lot. Use whatever shortened versions feel intuitive for you, instead of something you've consciously + intentionally constructed, otherwise youre more likely to forget them or have them get mixed up.
Resources:
stenophile.com has a huge number of shorthand resources linked, particularly for Gregg and Pitman. If you end up choosing either of these I'd suggest starting here to find instruction books.
this website can transliterate into Pitman and Gregg, DEK and Stolze-Schrey (two German shorthand systems), and Sütterlinschrift (a historical German script)(also in my header !)
r/fastwriting is run by a very nice very dedicated man who posts a huge amount of content and resources on various shorthand methods, including lesser known ones. If you decide you want to learn/learn about a different shorthand system, he's the guy to talk to. This subreddit differs from r/shorthand or system-specific subreddits like r/greggshorthand, as those are more discussion-based for learners and practitioners, while r/fastwriting is better for research and being autistic. R/shorthand does have a number of resources listed for more popular shorthand systems, and is a good place to go for advice while learning.
Teeline:
blog with a few free resources
Pitman:
Pitman New Era Instructor and Dictionary. These are what I largely used to learn.
Long Live Pitman's: a website dedicated to Pitman, full of good information for beginning learners.
if you learn Pitman, as mentioned the line variation can be accomplished with a pencil, however if you want to get a bit fancy with it while staying on a budget, Fountain Pen Revolution carries a number of cheap yet reliable fountain pens with flex nibs, such as the FPR Indus or Himalaya. I'd suggest the steel flex rather than the ultra-flex for shorthand unless you have a lighter hand or have practiced with a flex pen before. I've also heard good things about the Noodler's Ahab pen but honestly find its very temperamental, needs tweaking (not ideal if youre a fp beginner) and just not as good. Both FPR and Noodler's pens are made of bioresin and must be kept away from solvents like isopropyl alcohol !!!
Gregg:
Gregg Phrasebook. Short guide to phraseology for Gregg
Gregg-shorthand.com: seems like a good place to start for learning Gregg. Answers some beginner's questions, and provides learning aids and reading material (transliterated into Gregg)
r/greggshorthand
greggshorthand.gibhub.io: a more in depth website with a number of book pdfs and lessons for various forms of Gregg.
#ahhh thank you for asking !!!! i love the opportunity to rant about this lol. im sorry this is so long also lol#if you want to know more abt anything in particular or want me to simplify anything since i know this is a lot lmk !!#and if you end up learning shorthand id love to hear about it <3#especially if u learn pitman i can send u some of the cheat sheets and shit i made and stuff.#i admittedly will be less help with other shorthand systems but id still love to hear abt it :)#ask#homeybee#shorthand#pitman shorthand#gregg shorthand#shavian#teeline#ceci says stuff#undescribed
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Giyuu was super shy when he first started realizing he was crushing on you and every time he saw a pretty flower on any of his walks he’d always think of you. He’d pick the flower and hand it to you without a word and wait for you to take it from his hands.
“I saw it and thought of you…” he mutters quietly after a few seconds of silence. And you can’t help but smile and take the flower from his hands. Your smile and hearing your soft voice,
“Thank you, Giyuu.”
makes butterflies swarm in his stomach and his head spin. A blush starting to form on his cheeks as he turns to look away shyly.
🥺💓🥺💓 Giyuuuu my soft-spoken love, plucking pretty flowers because they remind him of you!!! He would be so awkwardly cute and sweet if he had a crush. Even when he’s alone on his walks, he can’t help but think of you 😭 oh, how I love him!!!
He would have never thought someone could make him feel this way — so full of life, someone he wants to be around.
Flash forward a year later, and the two of you are dating — also something he never thought would happen — you’re his, and he’s yours, forever, you often say, but that doesn’t stop him from plucking flowers for you.
One night, while twirling a fresh carnation between your fingers, you ask, “Giyuu, why do you pick flowers for me?”
It catches him a bit off guard. After all this time, you’ve never questioned why — for a second, he wonders if maybe you don’t want them anymore, but your voice is gentle, a smile tugging at your lips as you admire the flower's soft petals, awaiting his response.
“Because they’re pretty,” he says. “And pretty things have always reminded me of you,”
He pauses as you shift your gaze, peering up at him as he continues, “Because…you’re pretty too,”
Flustered, your boyfriend's words have you feeling like you did when he first asked you out. When he first held your hand. When he first kissed your cheek. A radiant warmth spreads through your body as you lean into him, nuzzling against his chest with a bashful chuckle as he wraps his arms around you.
He never fails to make you feel so loved, so adored.
#I DREAM of giyuu calling me pretty :( just the thought makes me feel all warm#and this ask had me looking like the pleading eye emoji when I read it 🥺 because imagine giyuu having a crush on you?!#sighhhhh#thank u as always crimson <3 send me giyuu thoughts whenever#giyuu tomioka x reader#kny fluff#m.writes#mp#💗giyuu#☁️kny#🌻fluffy stuff#ask#crimsonkenjii-writes
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What was that about a poly selfship in RDR2? Is it with Arthur still? Is it with Arthur and Charles? 👀 Lore please 🙏
You can also come to my inbox on my main or selfship blog if you don't want to post about it here
We're in different timezones (and my sleep habits are garbage), so I may not always be on top of asking but assume that I'm always curious. I'm quickly getting invested in arthem 🩶
It is still with Arthur, and it does include Charles! (You're good at this lol). I was just going to post and say that one of these men die before they say their feelings, and the other one gets me pregnant the first time we fuck, and you're never gonna guess which is which.
#the context is key which i think u do have that already lol#and i love your offer but i never feel comfortable sending people stuff solely to talk about my selfships i feel like im imposing lol#LIKE I KNOW YOU GAME ME PERMISSION JUST NOW#but like its a thought ingrained so hard its more like a belief#but thank you for the offer i really apprecate it#and thank you for letting me post about my poly selfship (this one in particular makes me so nervus to talk about bc it feels so niche lol)#nemo answers#ace <3#mutual appreciation#selfships.arthem
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Sup, it's me Astron
I adore the idea of a reality TV show with the Olympians. Poseidon rambling underwater, but the only thing we get from him is bubbles - has to be my favorite. I love the idea of that gag
I'm currently taking a break from the Astral Train brainstorm asks, mainly because I have the memory of a goldfish, so I can't remember everything I've already told you - but if you have any questions please let me know! I hope everything is well!
ahahaha that would be my bad! ill get to them inshallah and then ill make a masterpost thingy because i am, much like my blog, a little very all over the place. i need to spring clean the place fr.
im something of a goldfish cracker memory owner myself (fun fact humans now have an average attention span less than a goldfish!)
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i am in fact a lil curious about the coup hera and athena kicked off (be it in the context of AT or the mythos whichever u prefer) if thats up ur alley :D
keeping up with the olympians!! muehehe perhaps i could take a few scenes from astral train and draw a lil comic >:)
in the meantime have a doodle of the olympian bros lol ft. a sopping wet poseidon bc i havent recovered from get in the water yet
slapped some colours on (dont look too close lol)
i had a bit of a brainwave w zeus' braids being zig zags like lightning, but the rest of his hair is neal illustrations'! also the idea was a sun bleached moment but idk it looks odd with the colours lol. glimmering gold (similar to heras in concept) and side burns lmao. i think hed prefer looking more youthful. do kings wear crowns? didnt know what kind of headpiece to give him. ignore his random earring pls
kickass poseidon! his hair is bluer here and he has a bit of a surfer tan thing going on lol? i think hed spend time on land/ near the surface a lot bc his love for the earth and leave amphitrite do most of the ruling and administrative work. he still lives in the palace but he doesnt like to be tied down to one place. she made him the necklace tho :) they have an interesting & unconventional dynamic i think.
hades my beloved, the idea of him being something of a nerd abt minerals and geology and all that good stuff is so funny to me i love it. his jewelry is gold but mainly precious stones. the eldest and most sensible. also the tallest (ha! take that zeus). i think he and persephone do each others hair, its like a bonding thing they have; she weaves gold into his hair and he picks flowers to put in hers. they als have an interesting dynamic. i love complex couples lol
poseidon with his hair down! classic wet strand of hair in his face bc hes going through it. his hair pin (not shown lol) is a lil harpoon hehe
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thank u for ur patience and see u in the next one >:D
#very keen to do the asks justice both in writing and art so bear with me yall XD#tysm for understanding!#ik ur aware but i just wanted to say it again :D#bc the gems chilling in my inbox mean a lot#my art#zeus#poseidon#hades#big 3#greek gods#greek mythology#astron#thank u my dear astron for asking everything is indeed well#ill have a weekend to recover between modules to get creative#finally!#hope ur doing wonderfully well :D#as always feel free to send anything and everything#astral train#stuff to get to#omfg i just realised#poseidon is a blue haired bitch with pronouns lmaoooooooo
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so it finally happened, I hit 300 last week (‘:
thank you so much for following me and reading my silly lil fics and concepts, it truly does mean the world to me that you guys like what I create ): <3
I wanted to do a lil milestone event, so I’m kind of (10000%) copying @wishitweresummer????
send me a fic or a scene from a fic (or it could be a concept post, too!) and I’ll tell you what inspired me to write it
there’s no deadline or limit for this, so you can send in one or multiple things if you want, whenever you want :3
thank you so much again to anyone that’s ever supported me, it means so much 🥺💙
#mushie speaks#yay I was gonna make a post last week but got way too distracted#anyway#yeah send me in stuff if you’d like I think summers idea was so cool and I stole it <33333#mcyt tickle#thank u guys for 300 ): <3
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^_^ HIIIIIIIIIIIIII
#hvaña#IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY i still cant believe they passed me. AND i had a couple points above bare minimum!#my dad is so excited to add me to the auto insurance lmao<3#and now NOW i can finally relax and get back into reading and stuff!!!! i kept my to-do-after-passing list in my drafts so i can do all ofi#my dad took my picture and then texted all his coworkers T_T#some of them have known me since before i was born so i was like. ok iguess u can send them a pic of me. i guEsS.#also crazy how it worked out... like i'll writ eit down to take to therapy in a couple-ish weeks#ANYWHO!!! thank u to everyone who sent love and believed in me I LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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hey how’s the next chapter of tllr coming along ?
hi anon!
honestly i feel like it’s around 70% done (at 4k words, it’s gonna be a long one lols). but honestly i’ve had like no motivation to write at all for the last couple weeks :( i’m trying tho
some encouragement would be nice i feel.. i Know my writing is good but my brain is making me think it’s shit >:( i hate feeling this way about the stuff i make
#it sucks too because..#chapter 14 is sooo close. only 4 more chapters#ITS… ITS INSANE…#I CANT TALK ABOUT IT BUT ITS LIKE *THE* CHAPTER I WAS MOST EXCITED ABOUT WHEN I FIRST STARTED WRITING TLLR…#and i wanna finish the next few chapters quick and get them done so i can write that one!!#but it’s taking forever!!#fuck!!!#it’s fine i know it#what i’m about to say will sound super self absorbed but#if u guys send me stuff about how much u like tllr and my writing#it will make me very happy and quite literally give me the energy to write#it sounds dumb but it’s true#every single nice compliment that has ever been sent to me from asks comments or reblogs means so much to me#and i would not have gotten this far without y’all encouraging me#thank u all for liking the stuff i make <3#anywayyy yea i’m gonna write now!! hopefully gonna finish chapter 11 soon!!#:D !!!#ask
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@milimeters-morales GWAHHH THANK U THANK U FOR ASKING!!! ITS A JOY TO THINK ABT THIS💥 AND I HAVE SO MACH TO SAY BUT BASICALLY !!! Superior visits earth 1048 sometimes using the dimension hopper device thing <3 AND HIM AND PS4 PETER HAVE GOT A FATHER SON RELATIONSHIP GOIN AWN PLUS THEY HELP EACH OTHER HEAL AND GROW !!!!! superior also would have some freakang awesome interactions with certain other characters in e1048 too :3 I'm just gonna explain the set up then I'll just say a few things :3 other ideas I can say in the future !! When I develop them more<3
Superior and ps4 meet during the spidergeddon event :3 and ofc when ps4 first learns that superior is otto who's stolen his peters body it brings up a whole load of trauma </3 he even says like I know what you've done to your peter.. you're worse than my otto ever was :( and I was like GWAGHH...<-had been thinking abt them meeting before I found out they DID actually meet in the comics
Anyway there r definitely some ISSUES ! Superior has also worked quite hard to protect the spiders so far and he is trying to be a better person so hearing ps4 spidey, a peter parker, say that to him probably hurt a bit :( cuz like he KNOWWSS‼️‼️ it's just a reminder that his existence contradicts the person he wants to be and .. grughh..
BUT!!! After peter sees superior try so so hard to save them and be a good person (keyword try, he can be pretty morally dubious at times) he's like hey.. you're actually trying to be a hero, you're not that bad... and starts trusting him a lil more.. <3 and then there's THIS freaking thang
AND BWAAHHHH THEY CARE !! THEY THE ONLY ONES WHO GET IT FRR THEY CAN HELP EACH OTHER !!!! WAAHH,, its helping ps4 to see an otto octavius who HAS gone down a path of villainy like his otto actually come back from that and start trying to be a good guy again,, even going so far as to say superior reminds him of his otto .. which is like.. bwuh.. means superior is at least decently niceys to remind peter of his old mentor/father figure,,, And of course its helping superior to know that a peter parker believes in him and his efforts to be a hero <33 despite his existence being a product of a horrible act.. <33
In my mind I'm a little sillay <3 superior here isn't from the main timeline (actually canon) so I just stay silly with it and say that he does the whole spidergeddon thing then returns to his timeline without much time passing and continues to save the day in his own universe👍 so no consequences there </3 however since he's had more experience and tech (and some advice from ps4 peter :3) he's able to resolve the goblin nation thing without sacrificing himself and well yeah that's a lil selfish but let's ALSO just say superior's peter parkers consciousness does not reform from his memories so there's nobody to give the body back to </3
Anyway now superior has a life in his own universe with Anna maria and also he's a teacher at Horizon/ Horizon Uni ^_^ the whole teacher thing was an idea from my big brain superior spidey mutual @ztu2455 who has such awesome ideas <3 Tu if u see this I BEG of u to share and post ur ideas so I can rb :3 they r so awesome‼️<3333
Anyway he's doin pretty good all things considered :3 this is the part where I just get silly with it. He still has a dimension hopper thingamajig from spidergeddon and uses it to visit e-1048 every now and then :3 !! 💕 which slowly becomes a regular thing and he learns more abt peters world and meets miles and ganke anddd sometimes he brings Anna maria along maybe :3 FOUND FAMYY NOWWW!!! He has some CHOICE words for jjj (like in the games where people would call in to his podcast to be like UHMM ACTUALLY HE SAVED US !!!") yeah he would defend the 1048 spideys with his life <3
Miles would definitely be pretty wary of him at first but he trusts peters judgement and gets to know superior and maaan superior cares so much abt him hes gonna be one of those really mother hen uncle figures and give miles soo much advice on how to fight and stay safe and strategise and <3333 he would make GADGETS for them too I bet <3
And and he would looove ganke because.. he gets it.. a young genius surrounded by super people but he himself doesn't have powers.. something something metaphor .. but he's so loved and supported and appreciated by everyone in his life... superior would be OVERJOYED to see that ‼️ He would give Ganke some guidance for his tech and coding stuff (tho he doesn't need that much and learns pretty quickly) and he'd praise ganke and the spiders soo much cuz he wants to be the father figure he never had.. especially to all these people who believe in him and appreciate him for who he is ... grughaghhhh..
Anyway can you tell I'm normal abt these spiders <3
#IMMM YIPPEEE HIP HIP HOORAYYYYY#THANK U DEAREST MUTUAL SCOR FOR SENDING ME SOOO MANY OPPORTUNITIES TO SHARE ABT MY BLORBO <3#u will make my brain ESPLODE/POS#thank u soo much#also Tu!! sawry for tagging u if u didnt wanna see#BUT IF U DO WANNA ADD ON TO THIS WITH UR HUUGE BRAIN IDEAS PLEASE DO !!#ur mind is literally so real.. id love to bounce ideas with u off this blog :3 its me btw atlcscp <333#superior spidey#ps4 spidey#superior spiderman#superior spider man#superior spider-man#why do i only tag superior?? well i do nawt want 2 intrude on the beloved ps4 spideys tag <33 hes so everything to me i would nawt want to#dump all this ooc superior stuff on them </3 WAAHH I LOOVE E 1048 💙💙🦋💙🦋💙🦋🦋💙
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seeing you’ve posted makes my day
🥺🥺 pls?? you're so sweet???? aaaaaaa
#honestly seeing that ive gotten an ask makes my day#rlly it brings me so much joy#so thankful for everyone who takes their time to send me stuff 😭#or reblog anything#thank u all#<3<3<3<3#asks!#anon!
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trans girl kaeya... thoughts and opinions...
cracking my knuckles okay so i never actually thought abt it until i started following u but i do think its rlly interesting... personally i think of her as bigender but thats heavily biased bc yk. im also bigender. BUT i think it also makes a lot of sense like...kaeya fr is both a man and a woman at the same time to me. but yah tgirl kaeya... i think that adds some more layers to his relationships (or at least how i view those relationships) w other characters like klee amber rosaria and lisa. yes being a big brother is cute but yk sisterly bond w klee is so special thru that trans lense...and also amber rosaria and lisa r transfem in my mind so i feel like lisa is kind of like a mentor to kaeya, amber is her bestie and rosaria is her gf. generally theres a lot of women/girls in kaeya's life so theres a lot of people for her to be inspired by or make him think like hey... maybe...
#now im thinking abt it i feel like thered be a lot of sort of. egg cracking moments like.#lisa might say something abt her gender and that kinda makes kaeya go ! but he kind of brushes it off like maybe its nothing...#then amber comes out and kaeya supports her ofc but yk as she watches amber transition etc shes like woah i kinda want to do this too#i feel like rosaria enters the equation a little later once kaeya's come out to a few people/kind of accepted herself#and shes probably trying to figure out what her gender means for her sexuality and all that complicated stuff and it starts to click when#shes around rosaria. so rosaria talks abt her own experiences and stuff#and whenever kaeya has any like. issues he'll ask lisa or amber for advice#yah. thank u for sending this ask im rlly coming around to the idea...when i first saw u tgirl kaeya posting i was like oh cute but i dont#rlly see it </3 but now...oughhh i kind of love it#she's still bigender to me but the specifically transfem view on that is so excellent wah#karasu no kotae
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mhm. (✿◠‿◠)
oh my god :( he’s so gorgeous and pretty and beautiful and stunning he’s literally glowing my cheeks hurt from smiling sm he’s so pretty :(
#dreamy sigh.#thank u sm for sending this#and imprinting this in my mind for the rest of my life my dearest seph#i desperately need to have this video tattooed on the back of my eyelids#he’s never beating the prince allegations#i’m so in love with him :(#how can someone be so gorgeous#and his un-whitewashed skin tone oh my god#how do i kiss someone through the screen#he’s so dreamyyyyyyy#i love him i love him :(#i love u sm seph u always send stuff that makes me stare off into space#asks & responses <3#ᓭི༏ᓯྀ‧₊˚ — ♡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.#— jake?!#this ain’t no jake that’s prince jaeyun#this is getting too long but i can write literal paragraphs.#he literally looks like he escaped from a painting#how can someone be so ethereal#oh prince jaeyun.#— seph ! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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I’m still not feeling 100% unfortunately, but my brain is absolutely swimming with the want to write, I just think full fledged fics are off the table for another day or two because wow I am not doing well
But I would really really love to hear your guys thoughts/hc’s on yandere!characters/polys and chat about them!
Please feel free to send in any of your thoughts on any character/poly/scenario with (eg, yandere Eddie, yan fruity four, yan steddie etc) and I will write and write about how brilliant and correct you are but also how that could all go down and what that could look like and potential worldbuilding and etc etc etc 👀
#I’m hoping to feel well soon but I need to hear ur thots™️ on yandere charas and spend my time#just absolutely delving into your asks and talking about yes u r so right yan Robin absolutely would#cry after kissing u the first time and here’s exactly how it would go before during and every time she kisses u after let’s expand on ur#thought forever thanks here’s every hc ever abt that <333#or like the multi posts au’s eg abt Nancy knocking reader out/birth ctrl stuff#like au worldbuilding among different asks/all of us I love those types of posts so much <33#like they can be sweet or V angsty or citrussy or just thought experiments but I would love to hear some of your guys thoughts/imagines 👀💕#like esp any imagine scenarios bc holy FUCK y’all actually make my heart drop to my stomach with those (/pos)#it can literally be any thought ever abt them but I will love u forever I am in dire need to give them some love 😭💔#cc chats#yandere fruity four#yandere Eddie munson#yandere steve harrington#yandere Robin Buckley#yandere Nancy Wheeler#also as soon as I’m well I wanna write a yan f4 fic I am in need to do so </33#but ofc ur always welcome to send me any chats abt anything <3#forgive my ill ramblings also lmfao 😭 ily all
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it’s ✨okay✨, right~?
#s o rry rant incoming im just. re a l l y crabby after working for 8.5 consecutive hours with no proper break okie~? </3#ayEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE ADMINS AT MY WORKPLACE CAN GO K I C K R O C K S#their time management is somehow worse than mine and i suck balls at it?????? SJCFJFFHDHHD I THOUGHT Y’ALL WERE BETTER AT YOUR JOBS MANSSSSS#the!!!!! admins!!!!!! sent in over a hundred samples without any info sheets and stuff so the morning shift literally couldn’t get started!!#doing the morning shift’s part of the job was. annoying. to say the least. especially when said work could’ve actually been done (ʘ‿ʘ)#dammit workplace admins you had one job </3#and n o it’s not to send in the sample info sheet things at the same time as the pm shift’s reporting time </3#and as if that weren’t enough.. the!!!! admin!!!! refused to go home in the evening?????? and sent in like 80 samples at like 8.30pm??????#and that’s not counting the samples that were yeeted in at 5pm </3 truly sadge#and o f c o u r s e we haaaaaaaad to be short-staffed today lmfao. the two workstations life compels me to lay down on the floor and c r y .#but bc i’m just ✨too great✨ at my job you see (lies) i finished my stuff way too early and had to do other extra tests too s o b s#and that included a test that i don’t fully know how to do (sadge)#well. at least that test involved the use of a microscope. thank you past me for attaining magic skills with microscope zooming and stuff#seriously. thank you past me. i can almost forgive you for choosing to enter the f r e a k i n g ✨s c i e n c e✨ industry of all things#but hmmmmmmm im amazed that i actually managed to finish everything across those two stations. am i too good at my job or ✨w h a t✨ (lies)#but man. m a n. none of this even gets into my secret beef with the data entry admin.#she can’t spell for her life. it s e r i o u s l y grinds my gears whenever i see her spell the word ‘content’ as ‘contant’.#but no. her spelling got on a w h o l e new level of questionable when she spelled the word ‘crackle’ as… ‘cracker’. like??? how????????#and she told me to ask the senior analysts if it was possible to retrieve the results for a test that we’d write the results for ✨by hand✨#from some kind of system????? like i was just so!!!!! baffled!!!! that she couldn’t understand that there was no system to check????#though. hm. i guess saying that i have ✨secret✨ beef with that admin would be an understatement. i think none of the others like her either#but! i do have secret beef with the janitor bc he alwayyys magically appears behind me whenever i’m doing something important/holding acids#well! at least we don’t cross paths when i’m working the pm shift. the janitor dude was spared from my presence for the week lmao#hfhfhfhhfhfhfhffffffff well. m. i’m sorry if you read all that. i’ll be more normal tomorrow i swear!!!! (blatant lies)#i feel like tling something ✨t o x i c✨ to match how im feeling thoughhh… hm. maybe the p a r a s ite chapter from the d*27m annequin anth…?#been thinking about that song lately ngl.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.#oh wellssssss at least i can try to enjoy what’s left of my long weekend lmaooo goodnighttttt#inedible blubbering
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Llewyn and Wes with their cat, Half-Pint. Comm by @guruan <3
(close-up and more about my OC Wes and their story under the cut) [ID in Alt]
Wes Tiernan is a bartender at The Auld Triangle, an Irish pub in Greenwich Village. We meet him in February, 1961, shortly after the events of Inside Llewyn Davis, when Llewyn drunkenly wanders into his bar and gets himself kicked out. Later, he returns to the Triangle and meets Wes for the first time. They get to know each other as Llewyn begins to come back more and more (to spend time with Wes, of course).
Wes is a trans man, and is closeted. He's charismatic -- he knows the scripts and the right words to say to his patrons like the back of his hand. He loves hooking up with people, and people love hooking up with him. During these hook-ups, he's incredibly focused on his partner, and his partner alone, not letting them touch him -- in part to hide his being trans.
Wes is also biracial; Irish and African American, but white-passing. He grew up in the rural South with folk, blues, and gospel music as an essential part of his life, and lost touch with it after leaving his hometown to move to NYC. Llewyn helps him get back in touch with music in a way he hasn't been in years.
I've written quite a bit for them, but it's out of order and a little all over the place. I'm trying to write some of the early stuff chronologically now, and if anyone is interested, I might get around to posting some of it on ao3.
Wes is the most fleshed-out and real-feeling OC I've ever written, and writing him and Llewyn is a genuine delight. I've been having the time of my life creating him and their story the past couple months, and I am always down to talk about them, so don't be afraid to send asks! When it comes to writing, I thrive on people enabling me lol.
(Note: Some of the stuff I've written for them is pretty spicy, which is new for me! Eventually they have a pretty active sex life, but it's a lot later in their relationship, so if I end up sharing more, that won't show up for a while. Either way, I'd keep it on ao3 and/or tag it on tumblr appropriately, just so you know!)
#wes oc#llewes#llewyn davis x oc#llewyn davis#original character#kier speaks#kier writes#llewyn davis x original character#also thanks to mike fruit god tiptapricot for the IDs and the help with this post and literally all the llewes stuff i've made#oh their ship name is llewes btw#i have some stuff tagged as that with vibes if u wanna take a peek lol#gonna share more art of them made by my beloved spouse pizzee and potentially lil bits of my writing soon so stay tuned lol#OH! i have a playlist for them i might post a link to or smth. fr i'm not joking about them having consumed me the past couple months#this is where i have been and why i haven't written for mk lol SORRYYYYY#anyway. to reiterate i love them and i love my enablers who made this possible <3#fr send asks and talk to me about them however and whenever ok they're my guys. guys of all time. gays even.
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