#thank u for popping in. this was a whole love letter 💌🥺

[stuckinapril]

Hey !! I don’t normally send asks but you getting an asinine one made me wanna contribute to the good vibes outta spite. If u see this in ur inbox I hope ur doin good !! I don’t really use tumblr much anymore but I started following u recently actually and it’s nice seeing u post about ur life and chatting to randos like me !! I’ve personally been struggling with the mental block of putting my thoughts/feelings/creations/general self out there for Others to see, I’m not sure why. I guess I just don’t like when I can’t control or predict the outcome/reactions to things u know? Anyways I hope u have a lovely day and the universe is givin u some good things rn :-)

you are so kind omg… people like you are why i keep this blog & don’t just drop off the face of earth hahaha. but thank you! stuff like this doesn’t affect me anymore, anon hate is pretty much a given BUT i do balk at the audacity sometimes. like at one point books literally saved my life & you’re trying to tell me i don’t read??? 😭 but you must be deeply unhappy to send anon hate to begin w so there’s no point rationalizing it.

i’m doing pretty good otherwise!! most of my time has been consumed studying as of late, but i do still have time to read & take walks & go to the gym & listen to magic hour by jhene aiko on repeat. and i really recommend you do!! you never know. & also who cares what people think. like actually who cares. if you like what you’re putting out, that should be all that matters. but i do get that validation (or the lack thereof) does affect us. i hope u get to take that leap of faith and do what u want!