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n0thing2me · 2 years ago
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i wanna do my arms again
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luvfy0dor · 3 months ago
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Bites or Hickeys? Various x GN!Reader ੈ✩‧₊˚
Warnings; suggestive, obv biting, hickeys, perhaps ooc,
Fandoms; Bungo Stray Dogs, Death Note, Attack on Titan, Obey Me
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A/n; ogs remember when I was purple, but anyways happy 1 year of writing to me!! I'm super proud of my account and I'm so insanely thankful for all the love I've received and acquaintances/friends I've made. Thank you guys so much <3 even tho there have been times where I really thought I'd quit, I kept going and I'm so grateful I did
Bites ★
The feeling of their teeth sinking into your skin makes them feel almost electric, as if a spark has been lit inside their chest and cause an explosion of carnal desire. Some are softer with it, kissing and licking over the imprints of their teeth to soothe the mild pain it might have caused, but others just bite and move on to the next unoccupied spot. They can't help how desperate they are for you and to prove to themselves that they have you, and their affectionate gestures prove that theyre yours. After all, they'd never do the same for anyone else. Ofcourse after the heat of the moment died down, whether they were gentler or rougher earlier, they'd kiss over the indents and whisper soft praises and murmurs about whatever came to mind. Moments like those were their favorites- second to the actual rendezvous, ofcourse.
• RANPO, Dazai, Akutagwa, Kaji, Twain, Sasha, Zeke, Pieck, MELLO, Belphie, Satan, Leviathan
Hickeys ★
They prefer giving hickeys, sometimes because they think it's classier than biting, and others because they don't want to hurt you by biting too hard. They will, however, make you look just as ravaged, littering your pretty skin with dark, organically shaped marks. Their hands pin your wrists above your head while they suck and lick at your neck, humming as if they were enjoying a meal made by a world-class chef. Their eyes would flicker up to meet yours every now and again, lips curling upwards as they shove one of their knees between yours, allowing you to grind against their thigh while they make quick work of undoing your top and belt. They're far more shameless when they're leaving them along your thighs, so shameless that you almost look like you were bruised- no one was going to see them anyways, so why should they be modest? They'd be lying if they said being able to claim you in such a way didnt turn them on. ♡⁠˖
• fyodor, Sigma, Kunikida, Ango, Mori, Fitzgerald, Fukuzawa, Margaret, Poe, Erwin, Mikasa, Reiner, Historia, Lucifer
Both! ★
They simply can't choose, whether adorning your neck and thighs in dark, dotted half-moons or burgundy splotches, they can't get enough of you. They usually leave them in concealed places, but sometimes it's so difficult to not mark you up all over, especially when you're writhing underneath them and clinging to them like a vice because their lips and mouth just feel that good. You'd intertwines your fingers in their hair, pulling them closer or tugging them away when you're lying breathlessly in the wrinkled and messy sheets. They'd ask you if it's too much, rubbing circles into the sides of your hips with a wide, cheeky grin. God, you looked so good underneath them, all bashful and shy with your eyes half lidded and your lips slightly agape. Your labored breaths and quiet sighs were like music to their ears, so really, how could they choose just one when they could give you both and double the fun? ♡⁠˖
• NIKOLAI, Chuuya, yosano, bram, Oda, Atsushi, Lucy, Mushitaro, Tecchou, Tachihara, Eren, jean, Connie, Armin, Hange, maybeee levi, Ymir, Matt, Matsuda, Misa, im torn between both and neither for L, Mammon, Asmo, Beel
Neither ★
They prefer not to leave a physical mark on you, but rather give you a good time to remember them by. A mark will fade quicker than a memory. ♡⁠˖
• Nathaniel Hawthorne, Light, Jouno
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A/n: hey chat I didn't realize today was my anniversary so I kinda speedran the characters, it might not be SUIUUPER in character so I'm sorry 😞
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nxtaliaistyping · 19 days ago
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hii i recently became obsessed with your writing and links theyre so good😖do you think u could write something about tim drake getting nasty w his s/o like him being really into eating pussy or maybe give a few more link reqs ?? anyways luv uu
Tim Drake being a nasty boy lmao
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Authors note: oh darling, flattery will get you EVERYWHERE on this blog. Thank you very much for your sweet comments.
18+ nsfw, fem reader, kinda public play
“Christ Tim!”
You harshly whisper at him, feeling the breath on your ear as his hand wanders down. Nursing your drink, you glance around the packed gala to ensure nobody was looking in your direction, or they’d see your boyfriend attempting to grope your ass over your tight dress.
“C’mon birdie, it’s not my fault.” He mumbles, but withdraws his hand just the same. “I wouldn’t be so desperate if you’d have let me-“
You cut him off with a slight slap of his arm, knowing what he was gonna say before he finished. Tim hated these things, charity gala’s full of stuck up rich folk who cared more about their public image than helping whatever group the gala was pledging to support. But being adopted by practically the richest and most philanthropic man means he has to make appearances, much to his dismay.
You’d had to practically drag him out of bed and into a suit, before you started to get yourself ready. That’s when he started, kissing up and down your neck and collarbones as you were applying your moisturiser. But it quickly escalated to him practically crawling under your vanity and begging you to let him eat your pussy.
Any other day you’d have let him, sinking back into your chair and letting him lap at you like an obedient puppy. But you knew if you let him you’d never get to the gala, and his dad would have had another stern talk with Tim about the responsibility of public life and image, so you pushed him away, ignoring the neglected throb of your clit.
But it didn’t stop him from trying, in the car over when he groped at your thighs. He grinned when you couldn’t hold back your smile, before huffing when you told him you weren’t changing your mind.
So now you were both stood like wallflowers, watching the elite of Gotham schmooze over expensive shrimps and champagne, while you try and ignore your pussy leaking.
“Tim, can’t you just pretend to enjoy yourself?”
He smirks, leaning in and biting your ear playfully. “I know how I’d really enjoy myself”
“Oh yeah? Well I don’t think that your father’s guests would appreciate you fucking me over the buffet table.”
“Babyyyy.” He whines, “you know I don’t mean that. I meant we could go someplace…”
You laugh softly, shaking your head a little at his antics. He hums, his hand holding your waist and pulling you into him. “Birdie I’m serious…I bet I could make you cum so quick we’d hardly be gone.”
“Bit cocky of you, Drake.” You tease, but god you can’t deny you’re tempted. The boredom of such a stuffy party has really set in, and as his fingers dance along your back, you get the sense he’ll achieve his wants regardless.
“I’ve got the skills, what can I say?” He laughs softly, before squeezing your ass a little. “C’mon…please?”
You sigh, thighs pressed together before relenting. Giving him a playful glare, you whisper to him. “Alright. You have five minutes.”
That’s how you find yourself with your back pressed against the wall of an empty corridor, and Tim sinking to his knees. He rolls the tight fabric of your dress up, exposing your wet panties.
“And you say I’m the desperate one.” Tim taunts at you, before you playfully roll your eyes.
Undeterred, he gently places a few kisses on your inner thighs, dragging his tongue up and causing you to shiver a little. He gently nibbles, before you whimper gently.
“Tim…thought you were on a time limit.”
“Can’t I appreciate my girl? Especially when I’m about to do my favorite activity?”
Despite the tough face you’re attempting to put on, you can’t deny the teasing lilt of his words makes you blush. But alas he pulls down your panties, eyeing up your dripping cunt with a facial expression that screams desire.
He leans in and sniffs, causing your blush to deepen at how truly desperate he looks down there, before he sticks out his tongue and licks a broad stripe along your folds. You whimper softly, as he repeats the motion a few times, before he really gets stuck in.
The sounds are obscene, as he delves in like an explorer, nose brushing against your clit as he practically makes out with your hole. Hyper aware that you’re both still semi in public, you clasp a hand over your mouth to stifle any more noises. You don’t want to get busted because one drunk social climber decides to leave the gala early and explore, only to find Bruce Wayne’s son with his tongue up his girlfriend.
Your hips gently rock into his face as he continues to slurp and suck every part of your pussy. Shaking his head, he ensures no inch is spared from his appendage. He plunges his tongue into your hole before licking up and flicking against your clit quickly just to watch you shiver.
When he pulls away for breath, the lower half of his face shines with a mixture of spit and your juices, but he doesn’t stop for long before diving right back in.
“I love how you taste.” He says against you, sucking your clit into his mouth.
You try and thank him, but you don’t trust yourself to not moan loud enough for someone to hear, so you keep quiet. A hand tangles its way into his hair, and you tug gently to manoeuvre him into the right area.
He can tell you’re getting closer, reading your body language well, so he doubles down on your clit. Moaning into you, his nose is practically completely covered with your pubic hair due to how much he’s pushing his face into you, not wanting to breathe anything that isn’t your smell.
With a choked warning, you cum in his mouth, small gasps and moans escaping you as your fist locks in his hair. Your chest heaves with shaky breaths as you come down, but Tim doesn’t stop. He licks at your folds, your inner thighs, attempting to drink up every last bit of cum that he can.
“t-tim…” you moan out, knowing you both have been gone for too long.
“I know I know.” He mumbles, not being able to resist a few more laps at your hole before reluctantly pulling away. “I could have given you another one birdie.”
You laugh softly. “I know babe.”
Just then, you hear someone walking down the corridor, and you quickly yank your panties up while Tim stands and pulls your dress back down. Just in time for Jason to come round the corner.
“Tim, been lookin’ for you everywhere. Bruce is gonna make his speech, wants a picture with everyone afterwards, get your ass back inside.” He says, eyeing you both.
“We’ll be right there.” You reply, attempting to smile normally, to which Jason hums.
The older brother turns to leave, but not before looking over his shoulder. ‘And Tim dear? Wipe your face before you get in.”
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iamnotdeadyet · 3 months ago
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Hiii! I have been reading your works and theyre honestly really good! Keep it up!! ♥️♥️ id like to request a bf gojo and a chubby reader bc i havent been feeling that confident lately and there isnt much chubby reader content 😅😓
Please and thank youuu ♥️♥️🐄
Thank you for your supportttt♥︎♥︎ since you're my first request , here's a star.☆ if you cant see it, its because your beauty outshines it.♥︎
A full course meal
|| Bf!Gojo Satoru x Chubby!Reader
Gojo Satoru liked your body, loved and worshiped it even. That was merely a fact.
But he enjoyed it more when you liked it too. After all he didn't want you covering your plump hips by wearing baggy clothes and he sure as hell didn't like it when you avoided face sitting. It was his favourite part of the day! COming home after a mission and releasing some stress by making your fat cunt cum on his tongue while you took the breath away from him-literally and figuratively he likes both dw.
So when out of the blue you just start avoiding it, he starts to get concerned. Did he overdo it? But you said you liked it! Was he getting worse? With the way your pretty pussy was squirting on him and your thighs trembled around his head, he didn't think so. So why? And what better way to figure out than to ask you?
"Well...i..."
"Hm? You what? You're drop dead gorgeous? You're hotter than the sun? I already know that, so answer my question."
Your nerves ease a bit at his cliche pick-ups and a chuckle leaves your lips involutarly.
"I...I'm too heavy..." It comes out as a mumble but by god...when he even catches a hint of the word 'heavy' he wants to laugh out loud.
But he has sense and he knows it would make you feel worse rather than showing he didn't agree at all. So for once, he lets his actions do the work.
And by that i mean he throws you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes-or rather a towel after shower, because that's what he made it look like.
"Heavy? You're not 'heavy'. The only thing heavy here is my love for you and that pretty plump ass of yours, babe."
And that's how he carried you around the whole day. Bridal style, princess style, piggyback, nelson, it didn't matter. He was determined to show you that you weighted NOTHING to him and that it was NOTHING to worry about.
And honestly...after that and how he kept you close to him while you cuddled and watched a cheesy rom-com...you dont think you could wish for more.
"Youre my full course meal of a girlfriend, babe~♥︎ It doesn't matter what other people say, mkay?" He says as he kisses your forehead goodnight. "And dont forget that!"
You're sure you look and sound like a lovesick fool when you tell him you love him but hey. At least you're both lovesick fools with a happy end.♥︎
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iamnotdeadyet owns this
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spitinsideme · 5 months ago
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Honestly, girl (and anon), you're so right. Like, bro, I'm a furry, and that knot shit always grosses me tf out. It seems to me it's normalized in my Fandom, but hey, that's a different conversation entirely. We should get more afab representation with nsfw fics and art. But that is not to say I hate folk under the Trans umbrella lmao. I need to get to writing more stuff and actually finish it like God damn I have a problem with abandoning shit.
yeah !!! i mean obviously its normalised in lime furry since its a thing in that community mostly, but i think that there is so little attentiin to vaginas in like MOST places actually which really sucks. i think some of this is that lesbian relationshios are somewhat rare to come across (not as much anymore, but still) and even then lesbian sex is MUCH rarer. like healthy lesbian sex not for men to wank off to. i do also havw to say that a lot of people label lesbians as pure and shit, like people who dont have sex and its this like "oh theyre just two girls in love !!" and whenever lesbian sex IS talked about, a lot of people are quick to go "oh thats all for male gaze" as if women dont have sex wkrh other women in wlw relatiionships ? i dont think people mean bad when theh sah these things, but when SO MUCH of lesbian sex is accused of being only for the male gaze it makes lesbians seem like these pure relationshios where 5hey can do nothing rxcept go on little dates and its sort of infantalised in that way ? like two tirls being togethe4 is nothing more than two girls holding hands and kissing (but not with any sdxual feelings !) and going on walks togeher and shit. i think that this is very obviously in the movie love lies bleeding, whwre i have seen many people say the sex was "clearly for the male gaze" when it really isnt. if we assume everything is for men, then what do we have left ? i feel like this is a whole other problem that is relevant to this actyally, but its a differnt problem entirely and has its own thing going on
we need more oussy representation !!!! give us aroused vaginas !!!! explain that wetness running down her thighs in detail please and thank you !!! make her squirt !!!
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riveranova · 2 years ago
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(A/N): Aaaaand mama's back! First of all, let me say how grateful I was and am to get so many messages from people sharing their stories and wishing me all the best - made me tear up multiple times not gonna lie. Thank you all so much and let's dive right back in. <3
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IkePri NSFW Headcanons x GN! Reader - Part 2
Warnings: Smut | minors DNI, would this really be a Nova original if there wasn't at least a lil bit crack?, Licht's getting a little sad
Characters: Chevalier, Luke, Yves, Jin, Licht, Leon, Ikemen Prince
Word count: 690
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Chevalier Michel
yk i had a thought for this one
obviously hes a top
but but, hear me out - what if he wasn't?
:)
imagine his cold, blue eyes that normally resemble a frozen lake
well that thick ice is now shattered as he's pressing his head into his pillow, trying not to wake up his annoying brothers (Clavis) while you suck him off
hes a lil bit embarrassed about the way his fists and thighs are clenched together because hes Chevalier Michel, no one makes him this weak
well, exept for you of course
but no one is allowed to find out
i think that hes a little bit bratty as a bottom
like, you want to make him beg? well beg for it.
its kind of a back and forth
but just threaten him to stop and its like a different man lies before you
just imagine him beg for you to get him off in that deep voice
Luke Randolph
i'm a huge suporter of the 'luke only cuddlefucks' theory that a great researcher (me) brought to life
i mean that man sleeps the entire day so why not, right?
he gets horny really fast, just like Gilbert
hes also big, and i dont only mean his body
big boy, gimme a big booooy-
strong hands hold you in place - in front of him, holding you against his chest while slowly fucking you from behind
100% whispers sleepy shit into your ear
honestly so sweet
idk why this is so funny to me but imagine him just falling asleep mid-sex
you're just laying there like '...uh''
lucky for you, this man is into sleep play, so just finish the job yourself~
Yves Kloss
honestly? i think hes one of those really cute and soft tops
soft tops are the best, are they not
but i don't think hes really focused on the sex part
hes a big aftercare guy
he honestly just wants to spoil you and make sure you're all pretty for him
150 step korean skincare routine after every single session without fail
bathing together with him is the most normal thing in the world
hums into your ear while massaging your shoulders
praise praise praise
i honestly think that Yves would be so fucking obsessed with you - in a non-weird way tho
if youre comfortable then he is too <3
Jin Grandet
alright, heres my completely objective take on him
daddydaddydaddydaddydaddydaddy
god i love this man so much
crush me with those honke- okay, sorry
i think hes the kind of guy who doesn't want to have one big session but like short ones scattered across the day
lil quickies yk
hes also shameless
so he just pulls you away whenever he wants to and you know what he wants
he has these 'please im so horny its not cool anymore' eyes
and if youre like me then fuck it, leggo
gives zero fucks about how loud you are
castle staff hates it when he does that but as i said
shameless (hot) asshole
Licht Klein
grumpy ass bottom
not even bratty, just grumpy as fuck
but i think thats what makes the entire thing so thrilling for him
yeah so what if he doesnt care what you do? what are you gonna do about it?
okay maybe hes a little bratty
not the guy that makes a lot of sounds while having sex
he kinda just lays there enjoying the attention hes getting from you - the sex is just a lil bonus
tries to take control on very impatient days
but nuh- uh, his moody ass is staying down
100% sure that he has these 'pls humiliate me' days
theyre rare, yeah, but getting told hes the 'bad sibling' his entire life fucked a little with his brain
pls give him aftercare
Leon Dompteur
i swear i need three tries to get his last name right every single fucking time
anyways, this mans obviously a top
he treats you like youre the deity hes praying to every single day
literally worthsips you so much
i think hes a big vanilla boi
no choking or bondage, just sweet sweet vanilla sex
his hands are huge and everywhere, like a blanket that just never ends
big praise guy too
loves to give it and absolutely thrives off of getting some back
please tell him that hes doing a good job, tell him how good his cock is making you feel
hes a big cuddler too, so get ready for some cozy aftercare <3
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minophus · 2 months ago
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i implore u to talks some more about the most recent piece u made with gabby & the councilors.. i keep going back to look at it & appreciate it more each time. How gabby isnt covered by the cloth but rather, framed - how LARGE he is in comparison to the councilors but appears so non threatening. only curious. im especially obsessed with the councilor praying..is it thanking the lord for the meal hes about to have, or asking for forgiveness for how its about to desecrate such a beautiful, pure thing? & the hand on the other councilors thigh ?! i need your thought process PLEASE!!!!
AHHH !!! AAAHHHH !!!
Regarding the cloth i like to think its a symbol of his (very subtle reference to the big text going down the pic[silly tone]) purity in the eyes of his faith. Rather than being.. intact and stable, still keeping a grip on him and suffocating him, it's kind of splayed about. It reveals his true self more and more. He feels free when he lets go of it.
Ooh, I like that, the difference btwn him and the councillors...I think it could be seen as him submitting the raw power of his true Happiest self to their will. for now. Definitely unintentional but suuch a good little pick either way.*
Hehe. I was thinking abt the praying one a lot. I adore both of the things you said. They work equally as well. I think he is praying to whatever God he has left in his head to forgive him and all the others for the things happening between them...despite their preachings to the masses of how what they do away from public eye is unforgivable. Theyre at the top of the pyramid they can find any loophole
That little hand on thigh action i like to think is a little gesture about how the councillors are very much not immune to the things gabriel feels(just with less violence Hehe)...They feel it, they feel it between eachother, they want to feel eachother.** They want to feel somebody. Theyre very repressed but with their power, like i said, they can justify anything thru a loophole of some sort... I also want to point out that they're the only ones whose faces you can really see. Admittedly im running on less brainpower so i do not remember my intention w/ that but oh well. just more deets to point out.
I hope this was cohesive.
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fandomfluffandfuck · 2 months ago
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i cannot get this out of my head, so have a wholesome hurt/comfort moment tonight >>>
bucky’s been reconnecting with his family, and one of his college-age nieces has been having a rough time with her mental health so he sends her pictures of steve looking dumb and she sends him tiktoks and sometimes he shares a piece or two of his own healing with her.
so one day she sends him a tiktok and the accompanying text is “dont say a word old man”. and the video is Emhahee’s song “I Am”. and it takes bucky out at the knees.
steve comes back from working out to find bucky sitting at the edge of the couch, wiping his eyes. he plops down next to him, groaning at his sore muscles. bucky huffs a laugh and leans back, relaxing into steve’s arm across his shoulders. steve kisses bucky’s head, bucky pinches steve’s thigh. and bucky picks up his phone and plays the song for steve, and by the end of it theyre both teary eyed. steve kisses bucky’s head again and leaves his mouth pressed against his soft hair.
I am a person and for that I’m glad / I have plenty of good in me along with the bad / I’m not in trouble and nobody’s mad / I just am, I just am, I just am
so a few days later, steve looks up the song again. he liked the singer’s simple style - sometimes music gets overwhelming as his brain naturally tracks every instrument and harmony and inhale and - yeah sometimes just a voice and a ukelele is better. for steve’s brain.
and her song “Rich Man” makes him smile as he washes his face. he listens to it a few times and sends it to bucky. but as he hears bucky come in the front door, as steve pulls out one of bucky’s tshirts to inevitably stretch out with his shoulders over the course of the day - the song switches to her song “My Silly Body”.
and steve can make out bucky setting down a cardboard tray with coffees, a paper bag, his keys - it takes a bit of juggling with only one arm - and steve can smell bucky’s deodorant and their laundry detergent and he can feel his steady heart pick up and steve just. sits on the bed. and starts crying.
bucky comes in pretty quick after that, but he can also hear the song playing quietly from steve’s phone. and in an echo of last time, stands in front of steve and pulls him to put his face against bucky’s stomach. runs his fingers through steve’s damp hair. and lets his big guy cry.
I’m best friends with my body cause I dont always fit in / My body talks to me all day - I’m learning to listen
https://youtu.be/8ybbMiKaNl0?si=-t4PDcnYQoqKtNoI
https://youtu.be/YO63SnpVHyY?si=rBZtRjOBi7w495Mo
https://youtu.be/0TNV2ZDq_fI?feature=shared
[Link 1] to "I Am" by Emhahee
[Link 2] to "rich man" by Emhahee
[Link 3] to "My Silly Body" by Emhahee
I just listened to those songs and hearing them in combination with your writing-?
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I... I don't have words.
Oh my fucking GOD!
That's so fucking sweet. So fucking perfect. It's just so 🤌🏻sweet🤌🏻
Bucky bonding with his family, Bucky's domesticity, Steve's domesticity, and, just, the sheer emotion. Oh.
Oh, boys.
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This is perfect. I love it. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing this with me!!
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ludinusdaleth · 2 months ago
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You reference your weight gain on t a lot, what are the changes like exactly? Signed someone interested in that sort of thing with hrt and in general
oh boy, well, a lot. full disclosure ive only gained about 50lbs on t and i want to gain more so this isnt a final form nor is it the end-all-be-all of a fat body - im chubby but i dont even have a belly overhang yet, though id love to.
-my weights primarily in my belly, thighs, a bit of my chest, and definitely my face. the first noticeable thing was growing a double chin very fast. t has not distributed weight from my hips yet, so i have some fat there, which, if it happened to others, may make them dysphoric. honestly, sometimes i am insecure about it, but my gender presentation is so thoroughly "looking thick as fuck in all ways including feminine ones" that if they got bigger i think id adore it
-i feel like i take up more space in general. i used to be able to slide between people and small entrances easily but my belly very easily gets in the way. i really dont mind
-it's kind of really comforting to be able to grab my belly and just squish & paw at it. used to be when i was underweight just trying to grab it hurt
-between a lot of extra body hair and the weight gain, and being in texas, god am i sweaty. which is maybe the worst downside to it personally because im an overheater. but it is at least a boon to realize i dont get cold easily anymore at all - it dropped below freezing last winter, and i didnt even change from shorts, when i used to shiver at 50°F. im a furnace!
-finding pants sizes will be your worst enemy. but if youre into it at least the battle of squeezing into something you bought a mere month ago can be quite sexy and a sign of progress
-i went from having what i call concave ass (none ass) to a decent one and it is insane to feel it jiggle when i walk
-it is insane feeling all my body jiggle as i move in any way honestly. i really, really love it, feels more natural than breathing
-if youre a trans guy whos fat or wants to be i think the question of boobs will be conflicting, so there is something a bit humorous about t which deflates & at times shrinks your chest, vs gaining weight which makes them big. as a very obvious mans tits enjoyer, im quite happy theyre about a size larger now (though i always had a smaller chest so)
-the elephant in the room is always about health. and in many ways im not at peak health - but thats not because of my fat. the most i could maybe connect with it is i have higher cholesterol than before, but is it because i have a belly due to a thousand different hormonal & life factors, or is it because im a little too obsessed with milkshakes & funnel cake? i really actually feel better health wise than i ever did underweight and i feel alive. stronger. confident. and also, folk who gain weight and are unhealthy deserve infinite respect. bodies are just bodies. they do what bodies will do. and we do what we do in our bodies. all of those combine to what we are. thats a neutral fact, not something to shame or be afraid of.
-fatphobia absolutely exists, but so too do folk who support you. if you can find folk in your life who want you happy and know about your journey it can be beautiful. when i met up with my friend a few months after i began hrt, the first thing they said to me after "hi" was "oh, youve really gotten bigger!" and it made my day, i still think about it. be it friends who squeal at your progress to friends who like to be risque and go "oh, lets grow your beard out more before calling you a bear, big boy", i think support is the best part of it. im eternally thankful.
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louscartridge · 1 year ago
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ(not so off) off day
han jisung x gn reader.
cw- mention of reader slightly crying, domestic fluff (han gets reader ready for bed. changes their clothes, brushing their teeth, ect), kinda hurt/comfort, not really proof read. half of this was written on a phone and the other half was written on my computer and i cant be asked to fix it so itll look weird or something idfk. 
summery- reader leaves han home without her on their only off day. saying the least, theyre both pretty sad and han helps both of you feel a bit better.
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a/n- i kinda gave up like halfway through the fic so this sucks and my fics, ESPECIALLY my kpop fics have been flopping, but i need to post so whatever.
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It was Sunday, so both you and jisung had off. however, you insisted on going to your company’s building to practice anyway, leaving jisung home with Chan, hyunjin, and changbin. the day went my exhaustingly slow for Han.
Chan had been in him room pretty much all day, doing god knows what, Hyunjin has been in his art studio all day, and changbin has been playing video games, leaving Han alone. He would alternate from being in his room to the living room, occasionally getting a “hey” from one of his roommates if they came out to get something to eat or something. Jisung had been laying on the couch in the now dark living room. the only light that was on, being the light that was coming from the tv. he took a short lived nap on the couch before being woken up to the sound of the door being opened and then closed. jisung rubbed his eye with his fingers, adjusting to the small yet bright light. He turned around and was greeted with you putting your bag beside the arm end of the couch. you plop down next to your boyfriend on the couch and snuggled into his side with a sigh. You burry your face into his neck and wrap your hands around his waist, your legs going over his thighs. he can feel that your eyelashes are slightly wet against his neck and jisung wraps his arms loosely around your hips.
“Rough day?” He asks in a sweet tone.
You shake your head yes slightly in an attempt to not shift your position. “mhm”
“m’sorry love” jisung moved his hands slightly so he can rub circles on your hip with his thumb.
“how was your day?” You ask him.
“boring. I missed you.” His voice is lazy, still laced with wanted sleep.
“I know I’m sorry. I missed you too.” You said pressing a few little kisses to his neck, close to his collar bone.
jisung could tell you were getting tired and on the verge of falling asleep in his embrace. Your words were getting merged together more with some slurring, your breathing was changing slightly, and you would randomly shoot your eyes open, fighting to stay awake.
“you want me to bring you our room and we can go to sleep?” Your boyfriend asks calmly.
“I don’t think I’ll be able to fall asleep if I move” you said.
“you’ll get there” he knew you would. It might take you a bit, but you would. you always did. with the comfort of being in jisungs imbrace and knowing you werent alone, youve felt more comftorble sleeping. not only, did you have just your boyfriend with you, but three other men to protect you.  
han turned the tv off before he picked you up and grabbed your legs so they were wrapped just above his hips. you wrapped your arms around his neck and kept your face in his neck. 
he brought you to your shared room and then into the bathroom. he closed the bathroom door and sat you on the counter before taking your toothbrush and toothpaste out of the drawr next to your leg. 
han grabs your chin gently, tiliting your head up to the side a little. “open up baby”
you lazily open your mouth and soon after you can feel the tickiling sensation of han brushing your teeth. 
once he was done, he brought a little plastic cup to your mouth and held your hair back. 
“spit” 
you brought your head down a bit before spitting everything in your mouth out into the cup. 
“good job.” 
you smield slightly from his words. “mhm. thank you” 
han patted your head before opening the bathroom door. “ill be right back”
when han came back, he had one of his t-shirts and a clean pair of underwear in his hand. 
“here wait stand up for a second”  
you hopped off of the counter so you were now standing infront of jisung. 
“can i take your pants off?” han asked
“wow so romantic” you laughed. “yeah.” you awnserd with a shake of your head.
once he was done taking your pants off, he also slid off your underwear with your promisiom, before sliding on a new, clean pair of underwear. after that, you jumped back onto the counter and he took your shirt off to replace it with his. he didnt bother bringing you a pair of pants since he knew youre not on your period and you dont like to sleep in pants half the time anyway.
he picked you back up so you were holding onto his same as before, and threw you onto your bed, earning a giggle from you. 
you moved onto you spot of the bed as han took off his shirt and put on a clean pair of boxers and sweatpants.  
once he was ready, he climed into bed with you and you turned over and burried yourself deep into his chest. han gently took your face in his hands and kissed your forhead before wrapping his arms around your body.
you and han loved eachother. and han will always hold your hands when youre anxious and hell always kiss your forhead when you sleep in his arms. 
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binch-i-might-be · 9 months ago
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oh god. i cant. like. i have so many thoughts in my head rn. i need to choose just one to rant to you about. but my god. know i have SO MANY
and no bc i am constantly thinking about how they have to hide. how theyre so fucking in love but nobody can ever know. how their love is so fucking pure and sweet and yet nobody can ever see it, but the unhappy arranged marriages are flaunted for the world to see.
yk whats on my mind constantly? how nobody came to their wedding. because they couldnt. it would be too dangerous. not even the people who know. because it was already so dangerous, even when it was just them and the river and the stars.
and the LINE. "you can share your life with the man you love without fear and thats a luxury i will never have" lives in my brain. just constantly. like my god. you pulled out ALL the stops in that fic. that line tore me APART. like okay. what if i just sobbed.
god. im just. im cradling them in my hands. these poor poor boys.
- 🐥
give them to me ....... send them ALL 🌀
dude it literally rips me apart. that's one reason I'm so obsessed with the reincarnation au, because finally finally finally they get to hold hands and kiss and be silly and young and in love. they're constantly in each other's arms, touching at every chance, to make up for the 45 years they had to hide
NOBODY CAME TO THEIR WEDDING! it was just them and it was so special but. they didn't even have an officiant. because no one would have married them :(
THANK YOU. I loved that line, I loved that John was the one who got to say it to Martha. he needed that. he deserved that.
actually you mentioning the wedding and Martha reminded me of a little bonus fic taking place during Green Eyes that's been rotting in my drafts for like two years now, I'm gonna put a lil snippet under a cut!
yeah. cradling them kissing them tucking them in nice and tight and protecting them :(((
“Alex, dear, I- would you mind telling me a bit about that wedding of yours?” she said, brushing her thumb over a chip in the smooth porcelain cradled between her hands.
She had asked George about it after Alexander had left last night, but he hadn’t been able to tell her anything, either. He had not been present for it; on some level, she had been glad, even if that was petty, perhaps.
It was just hard for her, sometimes, to realise Alex felt he could be open with his father while he so obviously treaded on eggshells around her, even giving a warning every time he was about to mention the man he wanted to share his life with.
To know George hadn’t been involved in that wedding was a bit of a consolation.
Alex snapped his head up and regarded her with wide eyes. “Really?” he said, and there it was again, that guarded expression, as though he expected her to launch into a lecture about sodomy and the fate of his immortal soul any minute now.
Martha ignored the dull pang in her chest that came every time she was reminded her sweet little boy distrusted her on some level now, and forced a smile. It felt stiff on her face, and she knew she had raised a very sharp young man, so she hid it behind her cup.
“Yes, really. Of course, I have attended some weddings in my time, but I do think yours might have been very… special.”
Alex huffed a soft laugh and cut his gaze away, his eyes finding the gently shining ring on his finger instead, and a blissful little smile conquered his features. “You could say that.”
Well, that distraction had worked quicker than she would have thought.
“So?” she prompted, careful, and nudged her knee against her son’s thigh.
“Um,” he said and slowly turned his cup between his fingers, an old habit he had picked up from George, who liked to absentmindedly rotate everything from wineglass to teacup when he was lost in thought. “What would you like to know?”
“Let’s start with something simple,” she said, and Alexander chuckled. “The date?”
“June sixth,” he responded at once, smiling softly to himself.
“Oh, a summer-wedding? That must have been nice," she said in an attempt to show him he had nothing to fear right now, that he could be honest and open with her as he was with his father. "Your father and I got married when he was on leave in January. The snow was beautiful. Awfully cold, though."
Her first wedding had been in autumn, but Martha tended not to dwell on that chapter these days.
Alex snorted a laugh and took a sip of his tea; he wasn't tense, and he didn't seem suspicious of her intentions anymore.
It was a start, she thought.
"It was… a little different from your wedding, I think," he said. His eyes were so soft and happy, not even a trace of his earlier tears in sight, and Martha wished she could understand it all. What drew her son to that boy, and what drew Laurens to her son, and how they fit.
It just seemed so odd to her.
"How so?" she prompted gently after a beat.
Alex flushed a bit at that, didn't meet her eye. "Well, it was… private. Just the two of us, out under a tree at midnight. The- the moon was full that night. Cloudless sky." He took a slow breath, and his smile slipped a little, gained an almost sad note. Martha shuffled closer and squeezed his arm. "We went down to the river and said our vows under a willow."
He turned back to her, his smile returning full force. "It was perfect. There's not a single thing I would have changed."
Martha hummed, thoughtful. She couldn't help but wonder about the stricken look that had flickered across his features just now.
"You mean that, love?" she said, and Alex nodded, let his eyes slip back down to the ring he twisted around his finger–Martha had to bite back a fond smile at that gesture, something she herself had done for over twenty years now. Perhaps Alex hadn't only picked up his habits from his father, after all.
"What was that frown about, then?"
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littlesliceofimmortality · 1 year ago
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Looks at you with my autistic eyes. Oliver headcanons please (if you haven't done that already)
(My eyeballs pop out of my head and stretch and touch yours.) Hi. THANKS for asking!!!hes such an weird animale to me
oliver d. swift
• d stands for dickens, but if you ask him, its just dick
• it/he/& neopronouns! usually defaults to ey/em asked what neos, but esp likes if theyre emojis or onomatopoeia
• transmasc homo homo gay, obv. been on T ever since he got a job, but doesnt care to get top or bottom surgery
• also either cupioromantic or cupiosexual. it doesnt yhink about it too hard nor is it strict about labelling itself
• also also objectum. half joke
• my fleshhead version of him has a scruff moustache but Also hes just a Hairy guy
• i keep forgetting they have canon heights but ima say it again because its so real. 5'3 compactly built and has a muffin top. gained No height while on T, but he did get acne! and General grime
• afro-columbian but didnt rlly learn about his heritage until late teens (since yakno no parents to teach him) ... has been embracing his culture more and more as he ages
• autism adhd & bpd, baby - TRIPLE combo! used to take meds for his adhd but it made his mood worse and took away his, and i quote, "quirkiness". 
• still on mood stabilizers though he needs that
• dabbles in a bit of every art form, fond of things that involve beads, but filmmaking has always been its one true love <3
• makes kandi bracelets and uses them as fidget toys, often accidentally breaking them
• the ones he DOESNT break he gives to his pals as gifts!
• has beads on his fez string too. changes it up - sometimes its 🏳️‍⚧️ or 🇨🇴 or 🏁. sometimes its a lizard 🦎 
• rediscovered a film ey did back in high school. it was a 43 minute recording of hands crushing peanuts in black and white while someone sang french opera in the back.
• oliver have no memory of making this nor can ey confirm it was em
• he did the catcus tattoo on his ankle himself! stick & poke :-)also has a ferret on his bicep and a cassette player on his inner thigh 
• mild carpal tunnel and wears wrist sleeve compressors to help but he works it like its a fashion choice
• similarly has a landyard that marks him as an employee, decked out with various pins and jangly keys
• has like five red flannels that are basically the same but have ever-so-subtle differences in the stripes 
• it works at a red horror attraction and wears a red fez and red clothes . red isnt even its favorite colors its bright green or something
• mr dickens let oliver do all the sound effects for the horror attraction (he doesnt know ey ripped them all from fnaf)
• knows literally everyone in dialtown idk how. dude shares blunts with God
• took photography classes with lola, raved with craig, had the same therapist as jerry, makes lunch plans with karen, passed bigfoot on the street and did a bro nod at him, boybestfriends with randy, gives gabby gifts on mothers day, just showed up at a mob gathering one day with drinks, etc etc. Need i go on
• never has a shortage of aquantinces but finds it hard to keep close friends
• 1 million contacts without pfps in his phone 1 million email notifications 1 million tabs open
• its The oliver! what else to say!!! uhmmCan he step on a landmine.please
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tigerdrop · 2 years ago
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im insane probably sorry (SORRY HES NAKED)
ohhh my GOD!!!! these are so fucking good i cannot BELIEVE........believe it or not that first picture is basically canon already
(but daniels favorite animal isnt actually turtles so its extra weird that jamies convinced that it is. he likes frogs! but after jamies awkward and extremely embarrassing explanation that "THEYRE JUST.....THEYRE JUST LIKE YOU.....YOU KNOW....." he starts to like them more. b/c jamie is insane but at least hes heartfelt about it. Sorry u didnt ask for this but i think its funny)
jamies thighs being labeled as "headrest" is also insanely fucking cute im going to CRY......thank u so much for these theyre so fucking good
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thepocket221 · 2 years ago
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I have brought you Finn headcanons!
Finn is part French
He even speaks French!
Somtimes he calls you little names in French
Big Hozier fan
Also a Harry Styles fan
Terrible at combat video games but puzzle and indie games he's good at
Hes a mf old man
He crochetes little sweaters for you and him
Also to mention
He dances in the kitchen with you with the record player on <33
Soft snoring boy
Sleep talker also
Hes surprisingly strong Also
Its cuz He lifts flower pots for a living He says
This is canon but he is a very good cook
He knows all of the best small cafes that aren't very known in town
He is very good with kids!
Hes very awkward at first but then if the kid says, "You have very pretty hair, It's like a princesses hair!" He smiles and let's them play with his hair
One time you walked into him and his nieces doing his makeup
*Finn has bright red lipstick on and blue eyeshadow on with one girl doing his hair and the other doing his makeup*
"Oh hi love!"
The girl doing his makeup: "Quit moving and look at me uncle Finn!"
"Oh I'm sorry!
Ig that's one way to end it-
USER 0lliel0vesfr0gs YOU HAVE THE SAME NAME/NICKNAME AS MY LISTENER FOR FINN I SHIT YOU NOT /pos
ALSO THANK YOU FOR THESE😭🤲🤲 THEYRE ALL SO <333
(usually for hc posts i try to have art i’ve made to go along with it BUT I DONT DRAW FINN ENOUGH <//33 well, i do, but it the scribbles don’t look too well (to me at least) so i do not post them <//3 /lh /nm but until i have finn art i’m proud of:
in return, here are some of my finn hcs!!
on the topic of what type of phone games/games in general he would play: he’s a king at sudoku.
crosswords too!!
he’s so smart, i love him dearly <33
maybe he tried a dating sim once but it did not go well for him
other than that, he definitely would play RPGs (and before ANYONE SAYS IT, based on my personal experience, i’d say finn’s more of an animal crossing fan compared to stardew.) and is the type of guy to overthink the choices he’s given in game. he doesn’t look the answer up, but oh boy is it tempting,, “if i go with this option, it will ruin my relationship with this character :(“ babes they’re not real🫶/lhj
storyteller finn however, would love stardew valley. the mystical aspects would be his favorite.
deadass would forget you can date someone bc of the lore.
anywho, back to garden variety💪🫶‼️
BUFF FINN IS SO TRUE ACTUALLY
i would like to believe he has thick thighs
but may i raise you: muscle chub finn.
somehow is seymour AND audrey as far as personality. idk how he does it but oh sweet heart <//33
also imagine him saying the most cryptic stuff when he’s sleeping. like bro are you just saying words or are you plagued with the murder of someone,, /lhj
i’m also a finn hot freaks fan truther🫶🫶 /pos
maybe he can also play piano
“fuck you joint pain!! i do what i want!!” (his ass did NOT take his pain meds and regrets his decision)
in reference to bunny finn, garden variety finn would have a pretty big family. he’s second oldest
the type of fellow to to squint his eyes, move his glasses down slightly, and bend back a little bit to see something someone’s showing him on their phone
also the type of fellow to never wear shorts unless they’re cargo shorts.
also gives him chronic pain bc i have chronic pain😼
decked out his mobility aide with various stickers gifted to him by his little nieces and nephews
in public he uses a cane and a wheeled walker.
doesn’t use one at work (like a silly goose) and regrets it
definitely forgets his braces as well
has especially terrible wrist, knee, and hip pain
ALSO WHAT IF HE CROCHETED LITTLE SWEATERS AND SCARVES FOR HIS LITTLE NEICES AND NEPHEWS TOO
you can’t tell me he wouldn’t spoil them
also goes to all of their recitals, ball games, award ceremonies, plays, literally any and every after school event. he loves those little goobers and wants to support them!!
also embarrasses the shit out of them as well!!
“hey remember when-” “UNCLE FINN, PLEASE NOT NOW OH GOD IT’S MY GRADUATION”
people who crochet are so cool and epic like actually‼️‼️/g /srs
methinks this is canon but he probably doesn’t have a lot of friends; at max he has 2-3.
jack ofc being his bestie
they have sleepovers you can’t change my mind /lhj /nm
who says i can’t make every character autistic?? i’m the nd doing the coding here!! /pos /lhj
could just be me but he definitely has a male/masc preference
GUYUH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I LOVE TALKING ABT HIM TOO ILL DEFINITELY DRAW HIM MORE🫶🫶
okay that’s it, goodbye and stay safe🫡‼️‼️
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hyunsvngs · 1 year ago
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Thank you juno. I can only imagine cute pikachu felix GOD THE RED CHEEKS. This was an absolute pleasure to read W O W. And the "we'll explore that next time" YES BLOOD PLEASE
Also, it makes me think of ot8 ghostface and theyre all gaslighting yn the whole time and it ends up a bloodbath o*gy when she finds out the truth after they kill everyone ejzkwnslwkdkw
the end is SO MY WET DREAM… if u know me u know i have a massive ghostface tattoo on my thigh he is my luvr. COMBINING THAT WITH SKZ… OH WTF…….
IM GLAD U LIKED IT THO<3
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quarktrinity · 1 year ago
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quark watches star trek season 1 episode 22
spirk flirting
hahahahahahha these writers thought space travel would happen in the 90s
how can they tell if people are breathing on that ship
WORLD WAR III IN THE 90S???? IT WAS ABOUT EUGENICS?????
mccoy and spock bickering. i reiterate: mccoy thinks this is hot, spock doesnt give a shit
whos this lady am i supposed to care about her
spaceship coma pods look like those japanese pod hotels
scotty would "love to tear this baby apart" (he means the earth ship)
hahahahahahahahaha these writers thought we could travel past light speed in 2018
this girl was ogling kirks tits i think
scotty dont say "oriental"
what is this dude wearing. is this like a fucking gold mesh onesie. its so slutty
dudes been asleep for 200 years. ok
oh my god his tits
why did we need to know how many of the sleeping pod people were women
the 90s were a violent part of our history apparently
this dude is a Super Human from the Eugenics Era. horrifying!
i swear this guy had longer hair a second ago
god this episode better not be racist about this dude being indian
mccoy is so funny. gives advice to the dude choking him about how to kill him by cutting a certain artery. alright man.
they have this dude in the sluttiest shirt ive ever seen. full cleavage
he better not be evil
his name is khan? wasnt there a movie about this dude. and his wrath
this doesnt bode well
spock talks abt how having greater ability translates to greater ambition. yeah i think khan is evil
khan leave the girl alone. why are you being so mean.
dont touch her hair!!!
dont grab her like that!!!!
UGH SHE THINKS THIS IS HOT
why is kirks formal attire green
wow khan is incapable of wearing a non-slutty outfit
him making out with that girl would be fun if the music wasnt so sinister about it and also if he wasnt grabbing her so much
yeah hes definitely evil
star trek says dictatorships bad
Blue Drink
khan has just constant cleavage
suddenly khan is all about consent
suddenly consent is all about asking permission
i hate him
the image of an indian man seducing a white woman to take control of her just isnt that great. like i know its the 60s but still
ok khan was a literal dictator in the 90s
spock says dictatorships bad
so how about we just shoot this guy out into space
khan says eugenics good
i get hes evil and this plot is compelling but why did he have to be Notably Not White
khan doesnt have cleavage anymore :0 terrifying
woooaaahh khans escaped???? thats craaaaazyyyyy
suffocation before surrender
why didnt khan just kill them
good to see a brown dude extra among the good guys so we know the casting director wants us to think theyre not saying all brown dudes are evil
uhura is so cool. go girl
how is kirk a damsel in distress so often
khan hates friendship
"the captain is dead" no hes not
thank you for betraying khan history girl your horniness has not completely taken over your soul
"captain ive saved your life but please dont kill him" nevermind i hate you
Deadly Neurotoxin
show of brute strength by bending phaser like a spoon is sillier than khan thinks
yes kirk kill him with your thighs
/whacks u with a tube/
WHY ARE YOU LETTING HIM GO
WHY ARE YOU GIVING HIM THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE OVER A PLANET
WHY
history girl i hate you. dont go with him. idiot
JUST KILL HIM
UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
welp. see you later khan. and your wrath.
paradise lost reference was ok
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