#than like 2 minutes to manage human interaction bc im jst like stuck in a dream realm in a way
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aa tjeres stuff in tje tags thts meant to b like a notice tjing abt my presence here rn
#felt rly rly weird 2 post tjis outside of the tags ig bc brain things or smth#butbi wanted to post an apology bc i feel terrible abt it but also cant connect 2 it well#basically i jst want to say sorry tht ive been bad at being like actually active here or ig more like present n w like how ive been at being#like social abt it n like tht ive been bad at getting back to people#ive been really out of touch w reality n im jst stuck in a weird haze between dissociation n psychosis n i jsf cant connect enough for more#than like 2 minutes to manage human interaction bc im jst like stuck in a dream realm in a way#i cant manage to explain it but i cant feel human and manage human interaction and manage actual like correct talking rn and i want to get#back to everyone whos interacting n i tend to manage to do it in the small slightly more in touch moments im having but i jst cant rly#predict when tjose happen now and its all weird n tjis feels weong and weird and i jst want to say im sorry#i cant manage more than the bare minimum 99% of the time atm and thts jst like empty reblogging of things rather than being present for it#like im present w tjis is a post and i choose to rb this bc i vibe w it but its not like im present in this moment n earth n existence etc#its rly hard to explain things jst arent real right now ?#i appreciate the things ppl send me and i see them but i cant connect enough to /See/ them ?#let alone respond#like i jst cannot connect with anything atm and its impossible to force replies w how out of touch i am and i also think u all deserve more#than tjat? i'll b sure to answer ppl the next more in touch moment if i can manage to#hh im rly sorry pls kno it means the world tht u guys want 2 interact w me and i want 2 interact bacj im just not present in existence rn?#time jst also doesnt exist rn lik i cant comprehend it at all eitjer so im sorry for how spaced tht makes my reploes too#moss.exe#sorry for how al this is worded 2 im jst aaa i cannot human things
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