#tfw social interaction is stressful so your AVPD teams up with your DID to make you not do it
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“I need to do these things. I will leave a tab open with a reminder to do these things taking up the entire page.”
*Forgets anyway because the tab becomes visual background noise immediately*
#I had posts in a reblog game I needed to respond to...#I don't even know how many days it's been now it'd be weird#.It speaks#Same goddamn reason I keep not answering asks#I leave the Tumblr inbox tab open and then forget it exists#And then two weeks later it'd be weird#tfw social interaction is stressful so your AVPD teams up with your DID to make you not do it#I can literally test it and watch it happen#I'll try to look at a tab I left open for some social reason and my eyes will involuntarily defocus until I look away#I will start forgetting what I'm doing while I can't see WHILE I'm trying to look at the page#I've blacked out like that before :| Not just one time either#I'll start psyching myself up to do a social thing and suddenly my eyes won't focus and I'll get a pinching headache#And then when I can see again I'll realize I'm looking at a random YT video and it's like an hour or two later#Usually happens when I'm trying to DM someone or send a message in a chat#So I can look back at the message history and see I did in fact never say my thing
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